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Day 59: I'm spunchbob
#ultrakill#swordsmachine#swordsmachine ultrakill#daily swordsmachine#i giggled making this#it got stuck in the drafts AGAIN#spunchmachine LMAO#i promise you its not a jumpscare and its safe to open /srs
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emoji set request for @nosleepforaiba !
using 😻👏🏾💃🏾
(pls click for better quality its getting crunched to hell)
#cliff png#only one i got also so i just went ahead and rendered the whole thing unnecessarily 👍🏽#got stuck thinking of a bg nd just used a random sunset pic i took a while back hopefully it doesnt look too off#also watermarking for once#and mainly bc im killing my art blog 👍🏽 kinda#using this to announce that also#not deleting it completely but im reverting it back to just an archive like it initially was since i post my art more often on here again#so ill be doing that throughout the week. most stuff there is p old and idc for it anymore#and ive got all my files anyways so it'll be empty soon#i might leave anything from the past year or so in there? otherwise im killin it#ok kinda not satisfied w/ it now that its been hours since i stuck this in my drafts#but i refuse to open it back up so
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And then Gomz never wrote the next chapter

#me when i lie#chjsjxjskxjskixskzkjdjd#i did wrote a draft somewhere#yk what? i think i got stuck trying to think of the vehicle they’re using to go to the fishing place#and overtime i forgot about it LMAO#i think i was stuck between honda and volkswagen#LMAOOOOOOOOOOO FFS GOMZ#gummmyspeaks#i shpuld be asleep#soon#gomz lying again
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Kamen Rider 555/Faiz character name meanings
I did mention in the tags of my Blade character name meanings post a while back that I'd tackle Faiz eventually so here it is (slight spoilers incoming)
🚫 Takumi Inui (乾巧)/Faiz 🚫
Inui (乾): drought, dry (could refer to Takumi's blunt personality and/or how the Orphnochs' gray/monotone color scheme makes them feel so devoid of life yet while not actually dead, something like a gray area between being dead and alive but not fully one or the other; also coincidentally sounds similar to the Japanese word for dog, which foreshadows Takumi being the Wolf Orphnoch)
Takumi (巧): adroit, skilled, ingenuity (could refer to Takumi's willingness to adapt in any situation, as is the case with wolves in the wilderness and even the Orphnochs' instinctual nature to survive rather than live in contrast to humans)
Faiz: based on the Greek letter phi (φ), his number code 555 loosely plays on both the letter's Greek pronunciation and the English 'five'
✂ Mari Sonoda (園田真理) ✂
Sonoda (園田): sono (園) - park, garden; da (田) - rice field, rice paddy
Mari (真理): ma (真) - true/truth, reality, genuineness; ri (理) - logic, arrangement, reason; both characters together mean 'truth' (could refer to Mari often being the voice of reason among the cast)
🧺 Keitaro Kikuchi (菊池啓太郎) 🧺
Kikuchi (菊池): kiku (菊) - chrysanthemum (has various meanings in the Japanese language of flowers including cheeriness, which ties into Keitaro's more cheery personality compared to both Takumi and Mari and their bond as a trio getting stronger); chi (池) - pond, pool
Keitarō (啓太郎): kei (啓) - disclose, open, say (ironically contrasts both how Keitaro initially didn't know Yuka's full name when they first met until later on and the main cast's constant miscommunication issues); ta (太) - thick; rō (郎) - common suffix in Japanese male names
🐴 Yuji Kiba (木場勇治) 🐴
Kiba (木場): ki (木) - tree, wood (represents strength, flexibility, and warmth as one of the five Chinese classical elements, could refer to Kiba's resilience despite all the tragic stuff he went through); ba (場) - location, place
Yūji (勇治): yū (勇) - courage, bravery (also could refer to Kiba's resilience); ji (治) - reign, be at peace (could refer to either Kiba becoming Smart Brain's president near the show's end or his initial goal of wanting peaceful coexistence for both humans and Orphnochs)
🕊 Yuka Osada (長田結花) 🕊
Osada (長田): osa (長) - long (as an adjective, could contrast with the Orphnochs' shortened lifespan), head, chief, leader (as a noun); da (田) - rice field, rice paddy
Yuka (結花): yu (結) - tie, bind (could refer to Yuka's bond to Keitaro despite their initial name misunderstanding or her wanting to sever her ties to her abusive family and past); ka (花) - flower
🐍 Naoya Kaido (海堂直也) 🐍
Kaidō (海堂) kai (海) - sea, ocean (could refer to snakes resembling/being analogous to dragons in most Asian mythologies but that's definitely a stretch on my part lmao); dō (堂) - hall, temple
Naoya (直也): nao (直) - straightforward (ironically contrasts how Kaido initially not being upfront/directly admitting that he doesn't want to hurt humanity like both Kiba and Yuka already did); ya (也) - to be (classical form), also a common suffix in Japanese male names
❌ Masato Kusaka (草加雅人)/Kaixa ❌
Kusaka (草加): kusa (草) - grass, rough/roughness, fake, not genuine (could refer to Kusaka's rough interior as part of his true personality or him hiding it from the rest of the cast); ka (加) - add, addition, beneath; both characters together could mean "a roughness beneath" (could refer to Kusaka's true personality that he hides from the rest of the cast)
Masato (雅人): masa (雅) - gracious, elegant, refined (could refer to Kusaka's "nice" facade he puts on when interacting with the rest of the cast while hiding his true devious personality); to (人) - person
Kaixa: based on the Greek letter chi (χ), his number code 913 loosely plays on both the Japanese reading of his name (kaiza) and the numbers used (ka -> 9, i -> 1, xa/za -> 3); coincidentally sounds similar to the German kaiser meaning 'emperor'
#kamen rider#kamen rider 555#kamen rider faiz#takumi inui#inui takumi#mari sonoda#sonoda mari#keitaro kikuchi#kikuchi keitaro#yuji kiba#kiba yuji#yuka osada#osada yuka#naoya kaido#kaido naoya#kamen rider kaixa#masato kusaka#kusaka masato#i had this stuck in my drafts for over a month sorry about that#shoutout to jisho.org for carrying my ass (again) as usual#and also meti's building a bastard video for kusaka on youtube#see i would've put in mihara but he only shows up over halfway through and i don't care for him that much so#also it's funny how they got creative with faiz and kaixa's names and number codes but didn't do the same with delta lmao#ANYWAYS#i find it hilarious that some of the kanji strongly contrasts everybody in the show being godawful at proper communication#takumi and kiba's names connect to the show's conflict of human/monster coexistence#keitaro and yuka's names are related to flowers which is honestly very sweet (but also tragic because inoue loves his tragedies)#the faiz cast's names overall are a bit more difficult to connect to the story compared to the blade cast but we ball
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*taps microphone* New chapter for These Hollow Halls coming soon--
#Flurry chats✦#so sorry for the delay but life be like that sometimes!#Im not dead yet just got super swamped for MONTHS.#Gonna change my name to tennis ball#Seeing as 2024 wants to keep smashing me around like one--#I have time before things may get stressful again so you better believe Im writing as much as I can#I just have to proof read and edit so Im aiming maybe for a Wednesday/Thursday update? Friday at the latest.#Unless something happens *knock on wood*#Ngl Im kinda glad I didnt have the time to keep writing back in June#Im much happier with this chapter than the original few drafts I had. Ive rewritten this chapter and chapter 6 like six different ways each#But I hope you all like it when it comes out! <3#Praise be to the Novelist app#I have everything regarding THH on there except for the actual written chapters#But it has all my rough ideas for all future chapters so I dont forget/can fiddle around with them there instead of getting stuck in#a rewriting loop and rewriting the same chapter so many times I make myself dizzy#Wishing you all a wonderful week!! Lots of love! <3
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Sometimes i wonder if Lucifer’s vessel really needed demon blood.
We hear that it does from Cas and never get confirmation if Lucifer is drinking it for Nick. We never heard of any other angel needing to and after all isn't Lucifer just another archangel.
Yeah we know that demon blood has effects on humans and certainly makes them more powerful, but legitimately, did we ever get confirmation that it helped Lucifer in any way?
I wonder sometimes if perhaps it was a myth to make him seem more monstrous.
He's clearly gross and a monster therefore he can't just possess vessels without corrupting them somehow. He created those vile demons by twisting the good humans into such a disgusting shape. Surely they must serve him somehow.
Did you hear, he drinks their blood. He created them and now he uses them for his own gain. It makes him stronger.
#lucifer spn#spn lucifer#supernatural#another one thats been hiding in the drafts#ik i wanted to add more and double check my info#but then the spn hyperfixation faded again and i moved on so it just got stuck#anyway good enough
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one thing ive learned as i got older☝️ is that so many problems can be solved by clearing the cache
#pete blabs#one time i tried to upload a big post but it got stuck and wouldnt show up in my drafts but it wouldnt let me upload anything else bc it#was stuck trying to upload that original post in the background. it was stuck like that for an hour i thought i would#never post again that my posting career was over. the solution? clear the cache so the app stops trying to upload it#then one time i tried buying a game on steam but the purchase didnt go through and wouldnt let me try again bc the#original purchase was stuck in the background. clear the cache and problem solved#then just now. i was writing a long text in google docs and realized that spell check worked up to a certain point in the text but after#that it just stopped checking. dunno what the hell thats about but thought its worth a shot.#cleared the cache. spell check works the whole way through now. amazing.#me and my beautiful wife clear the cache button
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When people spend too much time shitting on real actual women for not liking fictional women enough I start to get suspicious about their priorities!!
My friend it is 2025 we have bigger problems than women who like it when fictional gay dudes kiss.
#I’m so so so tired of the Discourse(tm) around the way women consume media#lol 90% sure I already made this post and this got queued instead of stuck in my drafts#and then I made it again#but I stand by it
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starting to make some tentative strides back into writing again, specifically on the one of my WIPs where the protags are the most mentally upfuckéd because 1. I had a shit week and need to vent some spleen and 2. as I can firsthand attest, trauma destroys your ability to coherently remember things, so if I get stuck I can skip to the next scene and handwave it off as one of the blorbine not knowing how she got there
fuck it we ball
#incredibly enough it's not the one where everyone gets groundhog day'd for a week (real time: about a year)!#I do have about three thousand words on that one but. I made the main character goad her eventual partner into killing her#and idk I'm not satisfied with the first draft. it's too angsty for the context (they haven't made it to Day Two so deaths aren't sticking)#so I got stuck and then stopped writing again for. three months. I KNOW ok ;A;#also I S T I L L haven't decided what names to give everyone bc I'm horrid at names so it reads like fucked up Sanremo RPF rn#no shame to people who write fucked up Sanremo RPF of course but that's not quite what I'm going for#hm. this got away from me.
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I have so many ideas for fics but no motivation to write I hate it here 😭
#I hate being so exhausted after work and having responsibilities#wanna do an smau fic too but again I am soooo lazy#got an idea for each one all just stuck in the drafts#sukuna x reader#choso x reader#katsuki x reader
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@outofthiisworld asked- ⚠️ - If Lambda came with a warning sign, what would it be? aaaaaaaand !!! 🍪 - What are his favorite scents? emoji ask game (accepting!)
[⚠️]- I feel like it would be pretty hard to boil everything with him down to a single warning sign? But still, I think it'd be a very simple WARNING: BITES, SCRATCHES, AND LASHES OUT OFTEN!
[🍪]- When it comes to scents, he gravitates more towards vanilla, citrus, and baked good kinds of scents! If he doesn't smell like oranges or like a birthday cake threw up on him, he's not going to want it or like it very much. Although on the rare occasion (or during the summer time), he veers towards more tropical scented sprays. (Think like Hawaiian Tropic. Specifically their Aloha Coco spray!)
#//this got stuck in drafts for a few days whoops!#//i like to imagine that the warning is something he put on a t-shirt lmao#//which while true again it doesn't really cover anything but a simple hey short temper! watch out or him smacking someone for that!#//also kind of assumed that scents was tailored more towards body sprays/perfume but if it wasn't don't mind this answer then fdhnjmdghnj#//but yeah he likes smelling nice and he will bite someone if he's pissed off enough at them. and that's all there is to it really! VBGDHSF#why are you botherin' me? {answered memes}#hidden depths {info}#outofthiisworld
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aughhhh. aughhhhhjhhhh
#everhoneignore this post classic rant post i don't have real problems everyone can move along#truly have had such a bad couple of days here and i am not even close to finishing the assignments i need to finish in welding being in#clsss makes me want to quit and die i don't know why i'm so slow i don't know why everyone else can intuit this stuff and improve and#understand how to do it and im always always falling behind if i could try harder wouldn't i be able to do that ive got no drive to push#myself at all i guess i like the english and i can do the physics i thought i at least liked drafting and metals fabrication but i feel so#stupid everything i do makes me feel so stupid and my teacher talks to me like i'm always doing everything wrong when i do some classroom#ettiquette breaches that everyone else does too and i can't get myself to go to sleep on time can't get myself to go in early i have hours#and hours and hours and i blink and it's gone and i've done nothing i should've welded today and gone in early to draft but i didn't because#im stupid and im slow and i can't do anything right i have always been able to square away a little bit of pride on being precise on doing#things well because people are always telling me that i am but i am below average here i just can't do things right and i feel like everyone#hates me and thinks i'm obnoxious and i don't know how to interface with my class or my teacher or how to improve or how to be less anxious#and i feel even stupider for that because i am so stuck up not being able to deal with even a little bit of failure or issue or hardship#and everyone around me is sick all my classmates and people in my dorm are sick im sure it's covid they haven't said it's covid but none of#them would test and i've been wearing a mask again but im certainly been exposed to it already and no one else is wearing a mask anyway so#what difference does it even make and i can hear them coughing in my dorm and in the classroom and when i go to get food and i miss seeing#my friends from philly and everuthing will be terrible forever and ever#alex talks
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i keep trying to write this mishanks christmas fic but it keeps stalling at the first scene 🤦🏻♀️ i guess shanks is just doomed to never leave this stupid party oh my god
#rei rambles#i just cant get the vibe right!!!!!! it feels like it's taking too long but using the shortcut method doesnt feel long enough#and now *i* feel like ive been at this party forEVER#tfw ur stuck in a scene so long it isnt the character that's there anymore it's you#im the one standing with eggnog in my hand while luffy socializes#im the one that's just vibing and missing my kid bc she's at university and idly thinking abt starting a dodgeball team#it's ME that got to see mihawk again for the first time in years walk into this party room but only ONCE ONLY ONCE#I ONLY GOT THAT FAR ONCE now i have three separate drafts and none of them FEEL right but i cant skip it#bc it's establishing the tone for the rest of the story 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️#im gonna have to just pick one and just deal with it later but not tonight. i dont need to do that tonight.#i'll just leave it be#soz i just. needed to rant lol.
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Hi Hi! I hope you are having a great week! I just wanted to thank you for the Ask Obey Me MC & OC Ask Game post. It's very complete! I've been answering question by question all morning, which increasingly develops my MC more and more, and it never ends! It's simply very good because so far I've only put it on paper to draw, but nothing to write. I loved so much! Thank you very much!!
Heya! Thanks, I hope your also having a great one! 💚
You're super welcome!! And that's great to hear that! Getting a feel for your OC's character is always so cool, and I'm glad to know that my ask game helped you get there <3
Are you planning on doing the ask game on here btw? Because I'd like to send you a few asks about your OCs if you wouldn't mind 👀
Originally I actually had a lot more questions written down, but since this is the very first time I ever made an ask game I was kind of scared that it might be wayyy to many. So I tried to cut it down as far as I could. I even started whining to some of my mutuals about how I had way too many questions at some point. Now it sits at a total of 72 questions and I'm kind of sad that I didn't add more lol
I might actually release another version with even more questions, but that's entirely dependent on how well the ask game does on my end
#thank you again hiael 💚💚#on one hand i love seeing how excited everyone is about it#but on the other when i then hardly get any asks? mhh :/#i did spend a week or two just coming up with obey me-related questions. and like i said i still have a lot more sitting in my drafts#but i also don't want to put all that effort into a second one if i hardly got any asks myself if that makes sense...?#i already got a few btw but aaahhh i'm stuck at one question in particular right now#whoever wrote this entire ask game should have really thought some questions over smh :P
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Since I was a kid, but especially since high school, my life’s dream was to publish a novel. Like I wouldn’t feel I had accomplished anything until I did that.
And I used to write all the time. Probably not every day but most days. I have a doc from high school that’s 100 pages single spaced. Always working on the same novel that I could never seem to finish because the plot wasn’t working out. Every year my goal was to finish my first draft, and I never did.
And I still haven’t. The same story has been reworked and changed around a thousand times and I’ve never finished it. I’ve started other novels and never finished them. I hardly write now. I’ve written a few mediocre fanfics lately but nothing like the 1000s of words I was churning out as a teen.
I can think of a lot of reasons for it. I have a job, and an apartment to take care of. I have to make my own meals and drive myself everywhere unlike when I was 16. I have a smartphone and the internet which endlessly distract me. But I don’t think of that story that much. I used to imagine that story in my head every night to fall asleep. I don’t anymore. I don’t think of any original fiction. If I do, I only get snippets, a vignette, nothing cohesive. Nothing I try to flesh out or feel passionate about.
And I wonder if the reason I don’t feel this urge, this calling to write anymore is due to mental health— surely I was depressed and anxious as a teen and it peaked in college, is mostly settled now — but perhaps that has drained me of the vigor for it. Or maybe it’s just not something I want anymore. But that feels worse. That something I built my whole life’s worth and planning around for so long is no longer something I care about. How will I know when I’m accomplished if this is no longer the goal? How will I know where to go in life if I’m not striving towards this? Maybe I will write it some day, but as much as I tell myself to, I’m also never in the mood to. I never feel fully in the characters head or in the world like I used to.
I don’t know that this has a conclusion. I’m just sad that a passion I had is gone, and worry it hasn’t been adequately replaced. I’ll never accomplish anything grand in life, and I’m trying to tell myself it’s okay.
#I don’t know what this is#I tried nano last November and got two chapters done before I felt stuck#and let me tell you I have a full outline and scene breakdown done#but still couldn’t go on and I read it again last night#it’s fine#it’s fine but not good and I see everywhere I would expand on a rewrite#like it’s a first draft it’s okay but still#I just don’t feel like writing#and waiting to be in the mood to do something ever gets me anywhere#I’m never in the mood or feel like cleaning so my house wallows#so how much of this is that I need to push myself out and how much is allowing myself to let it go#is my dilemma#ultimately#anyway thanks for stopping by
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I haven’t written in over a week ✌️
#I don’t know#I burnt out a little with how fast I was writing and getting through my draft and then I got stuck at a difficult chapter#once I get back to it and past this then we’ll be on the up and up again#also I won’t have a chance to write this weekend with my grandma’s wake and funeral and traveling for that so#should probably not get into a writing grind if I’m unable to write
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