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Day 59: I'm spunchbob
#ultrakill#swordsmachine#swordsmachine ultrakill#daily swordsmachine#i giggled making this#it got stuck in the drafts AGAIN#spunchmachine LMAO#i promise you its not a jumpscare and its safe to open /srs
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*taps microphone* New chapter for These Hollow Halls coming soon--
#Flurry chats✦#so sorry for the delay but life be like that sometimes!#Im not dead yet just got super swamped for MONTHS.#Gonna change my name to tennis ball#Seeing as 2024 wants to keep smashing me around like one--#I have time before things may get stressful again so you better believe Im writing as much as I can#I just have to proof read and edit so Im aiming maybe for a Wednesday/Thursday update? Friday at the latest.#Unless something happens *knock on wood*#Ngl Im kinda glad I didnt have the time to keep writing back in June#Im much happier with this chapter than the original few drafts I had. Ive rewritten this chapter and chapter 6 like six different ways each#But I hope you all like it when it comes out! <3#Praise be to the Novelist app#I have everything regarding THH on there except for the actual written chapters#But it has all my rough ideas for all future chapters so I dont forget/can fiddle around with them there instead of getting stuck in#a rewriting loop and rewriting the same chapter so many times I make myself dizzy#Wishing you all a wonderful week!! Lots of love! <3
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one thing ive learned as i got older☝️ is that so many problems can be solved by clearing the cache
#pete blabs#one time i tried to upload a big post but it got stuck and wouldnt show up in my drafts but it wouldnt let me upload anything else bc it#was stuck trying to upload that original post in the background. it was stuck like that for an hour i thought i would#never post again that my posting career was over. the solution? clear the cache so the app stops trying to upload it#then one time i tried buying a game on steam but the purchase didnt go through and wouldnt let me try again bc the#original purchase was stuck in the background. clear the cache and problem solved#then just now. i was writing a long text in google docs and realized that spell check worked up to a certain point in the text but after#that it just stopped checking. dunno what the hell thats about but thought its worth a shot.#cleared the cache. spell check works the whole way through now. amazing.#me and my beautiful wife clear the cache button
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I have so many ideas for fics but no motivation to write I hate it here 😭
#I hate being so exhausted after work and having responsibilities#wanna do an smau fic too but again I am soooo lazy#got an idea for each one all just stuck in the drafts#sukuna x reader#choso x reader#katsuki x reader
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@outofthiisworld asked- ⚠️ - If Lambda came with a warning sign, what would it be? aaaaaaaand !!! 🍪 - What are his favorite scents? emoji ask game (accepting!)
[⚠️]- I feel like it would be pretty hard to boil everything with him down to a single warning sign? But still, I think it'd be a very simple WARNING: BITES, SCRATCHES, AND LASHES OUT OFTEN!
[🍪]- When it comes to scents, he gravitates more towards vanilla, citrus, and baked good kinds of scents! If he doesn't smell like oranges or like a birthday cake threw up on him, he's not going to want it or like it very much. Although on the rare occasion (or during the summer time), he veers towards more tropical scented sprays. (Think like Hawaiian Tropic. Specifically their Aloha Coco spray!)
#//this got stuck in drafts for a few days whoops!#//i like to imagine that the warning is something he put on a t-shirt lmao#//which while true again it doesn't really cover anything but a simple hey short temper! watch out or him smacking someone for that!#//also kind of assumed that scents was tailored more towards body sprays/perfume but if it wasn't don't mind this answer then fdhnjmdghnj#//but yeah he likes smelling nice and he will bite someone if he's pissed off enough at them. and that's all there is to it really! VBGDHSF#why are you botherin' me? {answered memes}#hidden depths {info}#outofthiisworld
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aughhhh. aughhhhhjhhhh
#everhoneignore this post classic rant post i don't have real problems everyone can move along#truly have had such a bad couple of days here and i am not even close to finishing the assignments i need to finish in welding being in#clsss makes me want to quit and die i don't know why i'm so slow i don't know why everyone else can intuit this stuff and improve and#understand how to do it and im always always falling behind if i could try harder wouldn't i be able to do that ive got no drive to push#myself at all i guess i like the english and i can do the physics i thought i at least liked drafting and metals fabrication but i feel so#stupid everything i do makes me feel so stupid and my teacher talks to me like i'm always doing everything wrong when i do some classroom#ettiquette breaches that everyone else does too and i can't get myself to go to sleep on time can't get myself to go in early i have hours#and hours and hours and i blink and it's gone and i've done nothing i should've welded today and gone in early to draft but i didn't because#im stupid and im slow and i can't do anything right i have always been able to square away a little bit of pride on being precise on doing#things well because people are always telling me that i am but i am below average here i just can't do things right and i feel like everyone#hates me and thinks i'm obnoxious and i don't know how to interface with my class or my teacher or how to improve or how to be less anxious#and i feel even stupider for that because i am so stuck up not being able to deal with even a little bit of failure or issue or hardship#and everyone around me is sick all my classmates and people in my dorm are sick im sure it's covid they haven't said it's covid but none of#them would test and i've been wearing a mask again but im certainly been exposed to it already and no one else is wearing a mask anyway so#what difference does it even make and i can hear them coughing in my dorm and in the classroom and when i go to get food and i miss seeing#my friends from philly and everuthing will be terrible forever and ever#alex talks
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i keep trying to write this mishanks christmas fic but it keeps stalling at the first scene 🤦🏻♀️ i guess shanks is just doomed to never leave this stupid party oh my god
#rei rambles#i just cant get the vibe right!!!!!! it feels like it's taking too long but using the shortcut method doesnt feel long enough#and now *i* feel like ive been at this party forEVER#tfw ur stuck in a scene so long it isnt the character that's there anymore it's you#im the one standing with eggnog in my hand while luffy socializes#im the one that's just vibing and missing my kid bc she's at university and idly thinking abt starting a dodgeball team#it's ME that got to see mihawk again for the first time in years walk into this party room but only ONCE ONLY ONCE#I ONLY GOT THAT FAR ONCE now i have three separate drafts and none of them FEEL right but i cant skip it#bc it's establishing the tone for the rest of the story 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️#im gonna have to just pick one and just deal with it later but not tonight. i dont need to do that tonight.#i'll just leave it be#soz i just. needed to rant lol.
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Hi Hi! I hope you are having a great week! I just wanted to thank you for the Ask Obey Me MC & OC Ask Game post. It's very complete! I've been answering question by question all morning, which increasingly develops my MC more and more, and it never ends! It's simply very good because so far I've only put it on paper to draw, but nothing to write. I loved so much! Thank you very much!!
Heya! Thanks, I hope your also having a great one! 💚
You're super welcome!! And that's great to hear that! Getting a feel for your OC's character is always so cool, and I'm glad to know that my ask game helped you get there <3
Are you planning on doing the ask game on here btw? Because I'd like to send you a few asks about your OCs if you wouldn't mind 👀
Originally I actually had a lot more questions written down, but since this is the very first time I ever made an ask game I was kind of scared that it might be wayyy to many. So I tried to cut it down as far as I could. I even started whining to some of my mutuals about how I had way too many questions at some point. Now it sits at a total of 72 questions and I'm kind of sad that I didn't add more lol
I might actually release another version with even more questions, but that's entirely dependent on how well the ask game does on my end
#thank you again hiael 💚💚#on one hand i love seeing how excited everyone is about it#but on the other when i then hardly get any asks? mhh :/#i did spend a week or two just coming up with obey me-related questions. and like i said i still have a lot more sitting in my drafts#but i also don't want to put all that effort into a second one if i hardly got any asks myself if that makes sense...?#i already got a few btw but aaahhh i'm stuck at one question in particular right now#whoever wrote this entire ask game should have really thought some questions over smh :P#ask tag
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Since I was a kid, but especially since high school, my life’s dream was to publish a novel. Like I wouldn’t feel I had accomplished anything until I did that.
And I used to write all the time. Probably not every day but most days. I have a doc from high school that’s 100 pages single spaced. Always working on the same novel that I could never seem to finish because the plot wasn’t working out. Every year my goal was to finish my first draft, and I never did.
And I still haven’t. The same story has been reworked and changed around a thousand times and I’ve never finished it. I’ve started other novels and never finished them. I hardly write now. I’ve written a few mediocre fanfics lately but nothing like the 1000s of words I was churning out as a teen.
I can think of a lot of reasons for it. I have a job, and an apartment to take care of. I have to make my own meals and drive myself everywhere unlike when I was 16. I have a smartphone and the internet which endlessly distract me. But I don’t think of that story that much. I used to imagine that story in my head every night to fall asleep. I don’t anymore. I don’t think of any original fiction. If I do, I only get snippets, a vignette, nothing cohesive. Nothing I try to flesh out or feel passionate about.
And I wonder if the reason I don’t feel this urge, this calling to write anymore is due to mental health— surely I was depressed and anxious as a teen and it peaked in college, is mostly settled now — but perhaps that has drained me of the vigor for it. Or maybe it’s just not something I want anymore. But that feels worse. That something I built my whole life’s worth and planning around for so long is no longer something I care about. How will I know when I’m accomplished if this is no longer the goal? How will I know where to go in life if I’m not striving towards this? Maybe I will write it some day, but as much as I tell myself to, I’m also never in the mood to. I never feel fully in the characters head or in the world like I used to.
I don’t know that this has a conclusion. I’m just sad that a passion I had is gone, and worry it hasn’t been adequately replaced. I’ll never accomplish anything grand in life, and I’m trying to tell myself it’s okay.
#I don’t know what this is#I tried nano last November and got two chapters done before I felt stuck#and let me tell you I have a full outline and scene breakdown done#but still couldn’t go on and I read it again last night#it’s fine#it’s fine but not good and I see everywhere I would expand on a rewrite#like it’s a first draft it’s okay but still#I just don’t feel like writing#and waiting to be in the mood to do something ever gets me anywhere#I’m never in the mood or feel like cleaning so my house wallows#so how much of this is that I need to push myself out and how much is allowing myself to let it go#is my dilemma#ultimately#anyway thanks for stopping by
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I haven’t written in over a week ✌️
#I don’t know#I burnt out a little with how fast I was writing and getting through my draft and then I got stuck at a difficult chapter#once I get back to it and past this then we’ll be on the up and up again#also I won’t have a chance to write this weekend with my grandma’s wake and funeral and traveling for that so#should probably not get into a writing grind if I’m unable to write
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wow I do NOT want to go to a two-hour sectional but my reward is I get to go write afterwards
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{ya girl is still a bit too preoccupied to really be around here much atm, but-- i've just gotta pop in to mention that me and Micchan are having a time watching the current rizz based shenanigans on dash~}
#{|dash commentary|}#{|ooc notes transition—|}#i'm still visiting with friends for a while~ and probably will be till a lil bit after the 13th--#and while i might have more chances to hop on here in the coming week or so--#seeing as the main friend who's been stuck home with me finally picked up work again after leaving his last job--#given that tomorrow is my birthday-- we might off doing smth for that lol#and after that-- well we'll just have to see when i've got the time/juice to pop back in here X'D#i do have plenty of things in my drafts now tho-- so i might trickle out some aesthetic posts and such soon~#and thanks to any of you lovelies who read my tag ramble lol
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August… time to get spooky.
#dadbots.txt#this has been in my draft for... almost a month. Yikes.#I’ve been dissociating hella hard these past months or something. swear I don’t remember time moving this fast. maybe it’s just me tbh.#idk what to say about July other than… boring? not much happened and I don’t really remember it if I’m honest. just. mm. shrugs.#best way to describe it LOL#been sleeping a LOT lately and I think it’s fatigue again. was it like anything before? no. not at that rate (yet) but just.#where you wanna sleep and sleep and sleep type of fatigue. you never feel rested and just gotta sleep it off kinda.#just one of those moments yknow.#it sucks. all I’m doing is letting the days pass me by and ‘missing out’ on living life when I could be enjoying it. but I lost interest -#- in doing so for months - years now due to personal health matters. And whaddya know - it came back again. after months of healing.#I'm pretty pissed as it does feel like a slap in the face. but you win some - you lose some. Gonna try and fight through it.#I wrote something at the beginning of august but that got deleted. Had a breakdown and thought huh. what a great way to start the month -#and now it's almost september. Just like that. What a month it's been. Stuck on what else to say but that really.#don't want to keep talking about depressing stuff as that's what i used to do and realized hey. maybe you should stop doing that so often#and not use it so casually in humor and/or stuff. Even though I reblog vents here n' all. but yknow.#maybe it is hypocritical. but that's not the point. Just want to reflect and see if i've changed since coming back to the web after a year.#not like it's going bad. just wished this year was a bit more optimistic. Last year was rough & i'm afraid this year will be another repeat#though I did come out to a family member this month and that was like a punch to the gut. Considering my status with them and all.#won't get into that. for now let's just say i'm not too close with them. An impulsive choice on my end but hey. it went well.#and that's what matters tbh. My younger self would've thought i was actually insane. like to even DO that? really?#shocking. I'm still not over that moment. Probably one of my biggest achievements this year.#I'll update this if anything else comes to mind. none of this make sense and that's ok. clearing my mind right now.#let's see what september has in store for me. Hopefully it'll get better as things slow down w/ winter on its way.#hope y'all enjoyed your summer. 🖤🤘🏽
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#flashing#secret service#ten o'clock postman#disco#1980#this has been sitting in the bottom of my drafts ever since i first got back into making gifs again#(well i've been making gifs but i mean making MORE gifs)#it was the first non-sweet one i did#i may or may not have like 8 of their other videos sitting in my drafts in gif form also#and more to do in the future#i might be slightly obsessed#not fully obsessed#just slightly#and it's moooostly for the videos#the dances#but i also love a few of their songs#this one in particular has the power to change my mood from bad to good#because it's actually a very cute song and gets stuck in my head
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#me when born again in blood is again on a short hiatus#writers block and depression got me good#but I’m also drafting the sequel concurrently#Laurent Surana it’s almost your time to shine#can’t wait for WIP Wednesday I’ll actually have stuff to share#but I’m so stuck yall#wheezes#inspired my @making-my-wey-down-town’s post#creative torture#casposting#meme
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i just realized i never sent a msg back oops
#logbook#showed interest in a job and my msg sat in drafts to their response. embarrassing.#also i spent yesterday so tired i just. lay in bed and ate food. and slept a decent portion.#i cant decide if im getting sick again or if my depression is starting to hit me harder than usual bc im not doing anything#and im worried abt working money etc etc lol#i cant even play a game or anything bc i have no energy for stuff i like. and i cant go to my shops bc a) plant shop = no money and#b) i dont have a job update and dont wanna talk abt it at the other so. . .cant do that#and i dont have energy to hikeand weather has been bad so that too#so im stuck in the house in my messy room eith dying plants. yeah. im depressed lol.#while nobody moves fast on a job im stuck doing nothing. i tried to room clean for an hr and i got overwhelmed and quit.#may try it again. for now i'll maybe push myself to play a game today. ik i dont deserve it but itd be smth.#oh gm btw<3 im having. a month lol.#oh yeah and im still reeling over beinv 25 and going wow this is my life lol how pathetic. ok ill shut up now. blah.
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