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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#Iâm going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. thatâs just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but Iâve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay Iâve done the dishes and the laundryâŠâŠ..I could read or write or bakeâŠ.#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so Iâm waiting for those to be gone before baking again#Iâm just so pitiful that I feel BORED and donât know what to do#so I saidâŠ.. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#yâall âŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.. I canât find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wow⊠this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wowâŠâŠ.. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#yâall I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. Iâm trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I donât want to do anything by myself#Iâve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didnât want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#Iâm still working on it. Iâm still trying to get caught up. Iâm still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling yâall. and I can tell you that sims⊠sims isnât helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didnât mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didnât even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. đ bye love you all. till next time
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#art#I just wanted to see if there was a recording function on my laptop and there is! It looks interesting so I thought I'd share#Imagine the first protomen album playing in the background - It's what I was listening to actually while painting haha#The colors look terrible on mobile... I don't want to deal with that đ it's more vibrant on my computer#Anyways the recorder only recorded the main photoshop window.#itâs strange not to see my screen not half covered by references along with the layers/history haha When I stream on discord it does it too#I was getting really annoyed and bored with the rendering process I had grown accustomed too#Lazy sketches and thousands of transparent brushstrokes of layers were getting to me - almost a watercolor technique?#Been messing around a lot and this painting method is quite fun actually - I think that's what is most important - the results be damned#I had stopped touching the liquify and smudge tool for a really long time and I've been using it for this#So yes I've been enjoying myself and to change the current more I've been doing a lot developed sketches too#also....Sometimes I doodle chibi VHD while in class...would anyone actually be interested if I post them on here? âĄ(àčÂŽâą .Ì« âąà„`àč)
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Seishu get out of my notifications
#đ©” â đđđđ đ€đ đđĄđĄ đ©đ§đđđđš â ; reblogs#đ©· â đąđđšđ©đđ§ đ€đ đŁđ€đŁđ â ; seishu#sighâŠno i donât :(#when are you staying the night again?#it gets boring around here sometimes#you went hollywood on me and now you never spend the weekend anymore :(
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Tosuke (?) (Jujustu Kaisen)
My evil rein of everything-shibas returns!!!!!! Look I saw a shiba and caved and cried :( Tosuke deserves a spot here.
At first I was like "I love shibas but why is one inexplicably here???" but then the little story just crushed my heart cause its so real. Granted its of any dogs nature to be there for you when no one else is but it just reminded me so much of my Alphonse who was on my feet at the time đ„č 10/10, Tosuke has done no wrong!!!!!!!
#shiba inu#shiba#10/10#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#haha dont talk to me about it im just watching it while i get over my covid#its defintely not horrible??? but i dont...like it either?#this shouldnt be an anime rant blog but i already ran idv thru the dirt once here (rightfully) so#idk if its like translation problems but im left really confused by like the magic system almost constantly#the designs and personalities also keep tending to be a bit samey to me. . . or like just.. everyone is a gimmick?#and its. very. very. very. very expositiony.........#im fine with exposition! im not cinema sins but in jjk just makes me so tired sometimes...takes the cool out of it#i keep wondering if they had shorter time to make their seasons if id enjoy it more#but that seems like a cruel or rude thing to wish on animators#they should be allowed to make their art!!! even if that art is fight scenes that really bore me............#i guess (looks around for my safety) it could be dragonball >:) (is killed)#haha. jonk i havent even watched it in a hundred years. ok that concludes my rant
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So where do I find the people that regularly send anons? I want an anon army đ„ș câmon pleeeease
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Seeing a parent be dismissive (at best) to their kid and having a freeze response as I rapidly try to calculate how badly it could go for me to step in and call them out on it
#ghost posts#be the change you want to see in the world#like Iâm not looking for a fight but also I want to help the kids so badly#like I see all of these strangers or sometimes even people I know and itâs just UGH#like how do I civilly tell a parent your 2 year old doesnât understand they canât stick random things in their mouth that you gave them#they donât get that itâs dirty theyâre bored#you shouldnât yell at them for it and especially not smack them#it doesnât help that half the time around here there is a language barrier#then thereâs my neighbor thatâs always swearing at his 10 year old#and the kid just seems to take it#others that complain that their kid is rowdy when I KNOW they havenât taken them outside to play and run around#listen I was dismissed all the time as a kid I NEVER want to be that kind of person
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how do you gain a hobby you like . /genq
#someone said something to me a while back and itâs been bugging me#not that what they said was bad#but just. huh. Wow.#I donât really like doing anything do I#I go on social media ->#get bored. play games ->#get bored. draw ->#get bored. -> join a vc#GET BORED?? -> go on social media#rinse and repeat#I donât really have anything in my house that could be classified as a hobby. like I donât have clay or whatever the hell lying around#cooking/baking feels like a chore sometimes and I donât even have the knowledge#yeah I. Iâve just been sitting here. itâs been bugging me a lot#I donât want to be inside my own head anymore#Iâm really sorry if this makes anyone uncomfortable Iâm just kinda Whaugh I suppose ?#I want to be entertained
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#here's some of the classics on that list i have beef with btw:#i have tried to read A Confederacy of Dunces several times and it's funny but it's also so cringe and Ignatius is so obnoxious#that i find it too difficult to finish like i just feel depressed and bad for everybody around him too much#i tried reading Infinite Jest like a decade ago and i got like 200 pages in and i remember thinking it felt like#such a slog the entire time because he's just so gd wordy and also i stopped liking DFW after i heard the abuse allegations against him#frankenstein i didnt read that long ago but i just remember finding it so boring for some reason?? i feel i might need to read it again#dracula ngl i feel like im cheating a bit saying ive completely read it because i loved the beginning and then HATED so much of the rest#the characters were just so boring and melodramatic hahaha i just liked the part where jonathan was doing a travel diary#and trapped in the castle tbh and after that i skimmed quite a bit#i almost flipped my shit when i saw ender's game on there because I ALWAYS mix it up with ready player one by ernest cline#which i bought the audiobook of a while back and hated every minute of it i dont think its good at all#but it wasnt that so phew my faith in this list is somewhat restored#i read most of the first game of thrones book and was disappointed tbh maybe because id seen the show already#so i was like 'this feels almost exactly the same except worse?' because i'd been expecting it to give me more depth and insight#into the characters but instead it felt exactly the same and i still didnt love any of the characters enough to feel attached to them#also i am fully aware me not personally liking or vibing with a book doesnt mean it doesnt deserve to be considered great btw#but i think if youre gonna be like me and force yourself to go through a bunch of lists like this very seriously then you also need to just#let yourself be like 'yeah not for me' without feeling too bad about it sometimes too#often times i dont particularly love the classics or 'important books' but at the same time#i still feel like im getting more out of reading them than just grabbing the newest hyped up books that also dont do anything for me#maybe not in a 'wow i loved reading this' way but in like a#'i now have first-hand knowledge of this thing that is so influential / so frequently referenced'#or 'this challenged me and i feel like i did a mental/emotional workout or gave me some new food for thought'#or 'made me more aware of what gaps in my knowledge and reading skills and what my tastes are too'#sort of way...#it really just depends on what you're reading for and why and what you're hoping to get out of it a lot of the time maybe#it's like the homework i give myself to go through these lists that i also intersperse with the stuff i read more just for fun#p
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i do love that vash is the Definition of high int, low wis. he puts on the goofiness to get ppl to not pay attention to how absolutely Bonkers skilled he is so ppl just assume he's a dumbass. and like. he IS. in some ways. he is SUCH a dumbass. but he's an incredibly intelligent dumbass. he has layers.
#speculation nation#focusing on the wiki page's bit that says his IQ is higher than most humans#like YES he's a rabid little guy (big guy tbh) all bark no bite least intimidating motherfucker around (until he Gets Serious)#but he's also like. legit super sharp. like Geeze it takes me by surprise anytime i see it#if any1 thinks he's genuinely stupid. Pls. pls. pay attention. he is VERY smart.#he also is the kind of stupid where he would shoot a hole in a jelly donut#listen you can be highly intelligent and highly stupid at the same time. believe me. that is my entire existence.#me projecting onto vash in yet another way re: high int low wis#im a total dumbass & make all sorts of stupid decisions. many just for the fun of it#like how yesterday i sampled the hazelnut extract. despite knowing FULL WELL that sampling the rose and vanilla extracts#made my tongue numb. guess what happened when i tried the hazelnut extract?#if u guessed that it made my tongue numb. ur right!!! i had to go to the sink to rinse out my mouth just like i did with the rose n vanilla#did i know that was going to happen? yes! did i sample it anyways? YES! this is the kind of chaotic dumbass im talking about here#sometimes life is boring and you gotta do what u gotta do to get ur kicks ok.#vash is an immortal guy living his life trying to be underestimated so he doesnt have to get into fights#but pulling out the Big Guns (heh) if it comes down to it. and STILL manages to be skilled enough to keep it non-lethal#the fucking Precision he needs in order to shoot nonlethally with his pinpoint accuracy is Insane#ok im a wolfwood girlie first and foremost but the more i think about Vash the more im drawing hearts around him in my mind#i think. im more in love with trimax vash than tristamp vash is the thing. i love them both but FUCK dude#trimax vash is just. hooooooooooooo boy#just like wolfwood. i prefer trimax wolfwood over tristamp wolfwood. that's just the facts#idk where im going with this. im just drawing hearts in my mind's eye around them Both now. there is no downside
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Ik the new show is laughably bad but and so scooby doo is on everyones minds but im going to start throwing shit if I have to hear tumblr user #258 talking about how THEY would make an adult scooby doo. Not everyones ideas are bad this website is just too predictable and annoying sometimes
#{ds;purplespinel}#this is like the least sm feeling social media site idk where else to go but like#when you dislike a thing that this site has decided to be obsessed with its very annoying#before someone comes at me im not saying i dislike scooby doo. i love scooby doo.#i liked it as a kid I watch it as an adult and i read fanfic sometimes.#but I often dislike like the kinds of 'adaptations' and 'rewrites' that get lots of reblogs here#like everyone writing them as adults is either writing them as college age or in their 50s. which is fine like its not problematic#i just think its boring#or like they're arguing over what to do w fred. or what velmas backstory would be. and most of the ideas tossed around disinterest me#does that make sense.#like aughhh daphne is a popular girl NO daphne is a loser who hangs out w outcasts#NO shes a lovable autistic NO she's the party bard NO shes the muscle of the group#like idk guys it sounds like you just wanna get the Coolest Most Creative Interpretation Award#why are we even arguing like... idk i think the characters have a decently well defined base!#and every interpretation is a little different and equally valid! so! nobody can really Win here
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not to say anything is seriously wrong with me but actually perhaps a bit yes that exactly because why has the past week of trying to sleep become an endeavor of attempting (futilely. valiantly sure but ultimately futilely) to trick my body into doing the precise opposite of what it ever wants to do đŹđźâđš
#j.txt#currently nearing 1 in the morning and much like the past 4 nights in a row my journey this evening has been:#eat dinner around 7. get Irrationally sleepy at my desk nearly passing out by ~830-9. go lay down for a moment thinking#'could it be that I just need to call it for the night and rest' Doze for 20mins. wake and decide to do some light reading-#or watch a chill vid to ease myself back to sleep except False ! Now filled with inescapable jittering energy that Will Not dissipate !#lie here getting increasingly frustrated/bored until abruptly passing out sometime around 4-5am. wake up at 11ish rinse and repeat#like genuinely I Do Not Know what to do anymore. grips self by the shoulders desperately Why. Why are you Energy. now of all times.#nyanyways . i finished rereading the novel i'd been using to fill my time for the past few days so guess im heading back to the trenches#(<novlupdates browsing)
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My friends who work at [redacted] are going THROUGH it
#called half of them this morning to make sure theyâre alive#and theyâre all just. kinda aimlessly hanging around their homes or offices without any real tasks#talking about how theyâre living through a really long weekend#JUST LAY THEM OFF AND GIVE THEM SEVERANCE U ASSHOLES#J just told me that the upper upper management guy#gm that told them about the contract getting dissolved#just. Disappeared the day after.. itâs been a month and no one has heard from him#itâs all just so so frustrating for them#my job is boring sometimes but this is making me grateful for stability#I think. we should maybe have unions or something#I think itâs incredibly fucked up to hire someone with a relocation package of like 20k#and then be like oops! no more work for u! and expect them to pay it back#sheâs been here less than 6 months.#why the fuck did u make her move and take away her work!#and then Brophy is looking for jobs w my company#but heâs also gonna have to pay back education if he leaves#ugh. itâs just an awful situation for all of them#heâs expecting a pay raise which is kinda wild#like buddy. gov work does not pay much and heâs aware of this#but heâll get disabused of those notions eventually#I wish I had his level of confidence sometimes#delete later#Houston is going through it guys#all of this bullshit + the hurricane
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probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.
we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."
at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.
the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.
the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.
what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.
here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.
#this is true#writeblr#warm up#relatedly for some reason one of our Favorite Jokes#amongst the Siblings#is like - ''this is so good u will love it''#while we are reacting to something we OBVIOUSLY find viscerally disgusting#like we will be actively retching and be like ''nooooo it's so good''#to the point that i sometimes get nervous if someone outside my family is like oh u should try it its good#(obvi we never force each other to eat anything. we are all just curious birds and#like. we're GONNA try the new thing.)#edit to answer why we had so much vanilla:#my mom is a very good cook and we LOVE to bake. so she just had a lot of staples in the house.#it's one of those things that's like. have u ever continuously thought ''ah i should get butter im probably out''#even tho u are not out of butter. so u end up with like 5 years of butter.#my mom would do that in a costco but like with vanilla extract#to be fair we WERE always using WAY TOO MUCH bc we were kids#so like she was right to stock up#ps. yes we were VERY sick after this lol i just didn't want to include it in the post in case ppl had an ick about that#u can tell it's real bc we knew "oh no we fucked up that's too much vanilla to waste'' but our reaction was to just. keep drinking it#> sibling understanding that vanilla extract isn't free > knowledge mother doesnt mind if we use it for milkshakes#> sibling choice to maybe get in a loophole of ''not wasting it'' if we drink it bc that's the same as using it (not throwing it out)#listen bud i was like 13 and my sister was like 9#when my mom discovered this we. got in. A LOT. of trouble. a lot of it. a LOT of it.#3rd edit bc i guess it isn't clear - i am 1 of my brother's 2 little sisters#i am the middle child#out of all the ways i have had to explain a post before being like ''did u forget a middle child can happen'' is my favorite
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aughhh ougbhhj i need to move somewherw with a train system
#i lvoe my shitty local bus i love it so much every day when i get off the bus i french the driver.#but i cannot do this anymore i need stability in my life i need a bus that comes every 15-30 not 45-90 i need. activities to go to.#was talking to my dad abt being bored n there not being much to do around here other than UF campus and he was like#oh i bet the farmers market is popping THE FARMERS MARKET? dgmr i love a good farmers market but brother i need adventure#back home at least there was the woods. and abandoned factories. and the retention pond. what do i have here... not even a used bookstore#i do see cats on campus sometimes so not all is lost
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older!rafe loves to put his fingers in sensitive!readerâs mouth & her favorite place in the world is his lap...
cw: mean older!rafe being a tease & making her choke on his fingers, heavily suggestive, size kink, use of daddy
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in love w this man so more of him on the way xx
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Rafe has had a bad day.  Â
She notices it immediately by the way he greets her with only a brief peck on her cheek; carelessly throwing his jacket on the couch before slumping down against the cushions and letting out a washed-out exhale. Â
For the entirety of the week, gloomy clouds have painted over the dusty, colorless horizon and wet water puddles have saturated the socks of passing pedestrians and dog walkers alike. However, Rafe is not someone who particularly minds rainy days, which is why she assumes that the reason for his disgruntled mood has something to do with business, as it more often than not does.  Â
He scratches at the buzzed hair still slightly damp from the rain while she simply stands there and blinks; unsure whether he wishes to be alone or not.  Â
âWhat are you doing? Câmere,â he suddenly orders in a somewhat of a stern tone and she has no choice but to pad over to his sprawled-out legs, lowering to sit on top of him and letting him paw at her waist as his beefy arms pull her closer. And she can't really complain when the heat of his body seeps into her flesh in such a comforting way; makes her insides feel all fluffy and featherlight. Â
In the same way that Rafe seems to enjoy her needing him to take care of her when everything feels like too much, she loves being there for him; likes to feel useful, needed.
âDo you wanna...talk about it?â The muted melody of her vocal cords reaches his ears as vivid raindrops pitter patter against the glass of the windows and he groans in exhaustion at how perfect she is for him.  Â
âNot really,â he dismisses her with a shake of his head. âHow was your day, hm?â Â
âIt was uh, okay. I donât know, the usual. Had some boring lectures, almost fell asleepâŠquestioned every decision Iâve ever made,â she huffs out and settles her palms on his strong biceps.Â
âMm,â heâs only half listening; beginning to mindlessly twirl a strand of her hair around his index finger.  Â
And she takes that as her cue to continue blabbering out complete nonsense as she begins to grow slightly restless being this close to him. Truth be told, sheâs pathetically been missing him the whole day; the only thing granting her the motivation to go about her routines being the thought of seeing him at the end of it all. And now that heâs here, he seems frustrated; mind entirely elsewhere and she doesnât know what to do except ramble on and on about her dull day.  Â
Then, completely out of the blue, heâs grabbing her jaw into his massive hand and hushing her. Â
âShut up for one second, yeah?â He mutters out before heâs tucking a thumb past her lips; a surprised squeak leaving the back of her throat at the sudden intrusion because he was the one who asked for her to talk in the first place.  Â
However, she canât exactly say that itâs unexpected. He often gets a tad bit meaner whenever heâs had a dreary workday and takes it out on her in some form or another. And regardless of how unhealthy all of it might seem, thereâs a crooked part of her brain that yearns for it; wants him to come to her whenever heâs upset. If sheâs utterly honest, the thought of him searching for solace in anyone else makes nausea creep up her bones. Â
For some reason, the firm pad of his thumb making her tongue feel heavy in her mouth placates her; turns her brain into a needy, dingy muddle in a way that only Rafe is capable of. Â
âShit, just needed something to suck on, huh?â He pushes down on her tongue, making her swallow around the digit with a whimper.  Â
âSo fucking pathetic sometimes, you know? Just take anything Daddy gives you,â a low-pitched chuckle thunders from his chest, seemingly amused by the ease in which she gives into him.  Â
However, thereâs also something gooey, syrupy beginning to whirl in the pit of her tummy. It reminds her of the countless times she was perched on the park swing as a little girl during the balmy summers of her childhood; thinking she could reach the fluffy clouds with the tips of her sneakers if only she could fly a little higher.  Â
âFeels nice to have something in your mouth, doesnât it?â He ogles at her, mesmerized with intrigue twinkling in the Carolina blue that has always made her think of the sky.  Â
She lets out a faint moan when he drags the digit out and then back in, making her gag around it; her hips involuntarily rutting against the growing bulge straining against the zipper of his pants, desperate for some sort of friction if even through the soft material of her sweatpants.  Â
âDidnât give you permission to move, did I?â He feigns confusion with a furrow of his brows that gets her to reluctantly halt her shifting.  Â
âDaddy, need your...â Her words are cushioned against the obstacle heâs planted between her teeth.Â
âCanât really hear you, Kitten,â he mocks before heâs pulling the thumb out of her mouth altogether.  Â
However, the next thing she knows, heâs stuffing in his index and middle finger both at the same time. They reach far deeper; a muffled sound of gagging following his actions as he seems to discover a perverted sense of satisfaction from her struggle. Â
"What did you say?" His lips twist into a cruel smirk when she whimpers pitifully and tries to draw away from him in order to catch her breath but his other hand only grips her jaw tighter, keeping her exactly where he wants as sheâs forced to breathe through her nose.  Â
âI think you can take it for a bit longer, yeah?â His teeth sink into his bottom lip as he simply stares, seemingly absorbed into the obscene scene before him.  Â
And she should feel embarrassed, demeaned even. And she does! However, the humiliation of letting him do whatever he wants as if sheâs nothing but a cheap toy for his entertainment blurs over the lines when her cunt throbs in response to his degrading attention. She flutters uselessly around nothing; powerlessly begging for some sort of alleviation with a whine that merely earns her a tut of his tongue.  Â
Therefore, the only thing she can do is sit there like an obedient animal because heâs already scolded her once. She hasnât turned entirely dumb just yet; knows firsthand how âDaddy doesnât like to repeat himselfâ and that the next time she misbehaves will result in a punishment her poor cunt probably wouldnât be able to handle in this helpless state of hers. Â
âDon't think you could take Daddyâs cock even halfway in this pretty mouth,â he mindlessly croons, thumb smoothing over the skin of her throat as she swallows the spit beginning to dribble down her chin.  Â
The thought manages to pique her curiosity because his cock has been at the forefront of her mind for a couple of weeks now, due to him constantly teasing her with the notion of letting her suck him off properly. He keeps murmuring about training her throat and fucking it raw but never actually doing it; merely allowing for her to drool and mouth over the tip because apparently, she's 'not ready yet'.  Â
Sheâs beginning to turn into something desperate because whenever she tries to take more of him into her mouth, he stops her with a click of his tongue and big hands lifting her head off him. âDonât be greedy now, Kitten,â heâd scold her but she's certain sheâs going to die if she doesnât get to feel his cock nudge at the back of her throat soon.  Â
âRayâŠâ she tries to fruitlessly speak but heâs not exactly making it easy as he keeps stroking against her tongue. However, she doesnât need to say anything. He knows what she wants.Â
âI mean, can barely fit into this tight cunt, donât know why you keep whining about wanting me in this mouth so bad. Donât think youâd even enjoy it that much. Itâs a lot, you know?â Thereâs something almost patronizing in the way heâs speaking to her as if heâs not the one who brought the idea up in the first place. Â
Itâs like heâs trying to talk her out of it yet his fingertips keep prodding past her gag reflex every few minutes, almost as if testing the waters before plunging in and itâs making her head spin.  Â
She whines and tries to defend herself but the digits fussing with the inside of her slobbery mouth donât allow for her to form anything audible as she begins to grow troubled. Â
âWhat was that?â The line of his mouth curls when he pokes deeper once more, causing her to moan with watery eyes pleading him for anything at this point.  Â
âSuch a dirty girl. Bet youâd like choking on my cock, huh?â He grunts and she hums in response; nodding fervently before heâs finally withdrawing his hand and smearing the spit-stained fingers against her pouty lips. Â
Theyâre both panting heavily as he gently swipes at her under-eyes in order to catch the teardrops ready to trickle down before petting at the apples of her cheeks with a tenderness reserved only for her.Â
âShit, always know how to make me feel better, donât ya?â He rumbles fondly against her mouth; following his saccharine words with a messy kiss soon after. Maybe he'll finally allow her to have what she so badly cravesâŠÂ
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Attending a formal family event with Sukuna
Modern!Sukuna x Reader (female). Fluff with some sexual implications. 1.3k words. Minors don't interact. Divider @/plutism
You didn't want to go to your great-aunt's 80th birthday party, where you only know about a third of the people, but they all seem to know you, and you are expected to do awkward small talk. But you couldn't back out, and now you are here in this fancy hotel, wearing a party dress and uncomfortable shoes with heels that make you feel wobbly on your feet.
But luckily, Sukuna is next to you, letting you hold onto his strong arm so you won't make a fool of yourself by falling in front of everyone. When you think about it, it was very easy to convince your boyfriend to accompany you. You even got the impression that he was happy that you wanted to bring him along to such a big family event, letting even the most distant family member know that Sukuna is the man in your life.
And surely, everyone knows by now. Sukuna has all eyes on him. He stands out with his imposing figure, the pink hair, and the face tattoos and various piercings. You can see the curious glances he gets, but Sukuna is someone who doesn't give a fuck, and instead even basks in the attention he gets, always grinning smugly at everyone who looks his way. And he never lets go of you, making sure everyone knows who he is here with.
It makes you feel strangely proud, too. You won't say it so as not to feed your boyfriend's arrogance even more, but you are beginning to enjoy the looks Sukuna receives. It feels good to show him off as your boyfriend. He looks sinfully good in his black pants and the black dress shirt that sits so snugly on his athletic figure, accentuating his broad shoulders and all the firm muscles.
But it's not just that Sukuna is sexy eye candy on your arm. You are grateful he is by your side because you feel much more at ease with him keeping you company. As boring and awkward as events like these can be, Sukuna is making it better, just like he always makes everything better.
He stands behind you close enough so you feel his tall, firm body brush against you, giving you comfort and security. And providing constant entertainment.
Sukuna leans down to rest his chin on top of your head, hugging you loosely and watching the crowd with his cat-like eyes, analyzing everyone in this room and sharing his deductions with you in his sexy, low voice the whole time.
You laugh and sometimes exclaim in mock outrage, but you find Sukuna's comments very fitting and funny. Your boyfriend is always a first-class shit-talker, and at least the hours pass faster when he is here to make you laugh with his surprisingly accurate character studies of each and every family member.
You catch yourself leaning against Sukuna, resting more of your weight on him, knowing he can easily take it. And he hums approvingly.
One strong arm is wrapped around your waist, Sukuna's large hand sprawling casually and yet possessively over your stomach, high enough so he can feel your heart beating under his fingers. A heart that is currently picking up speed because you can feel Sukuna's firm muscles press against your back, and his breath is ghosting over your neck before he places a soft kiss right under your earlobe.
The band starts to play, and all the older couples gather on the dance floor and wave at you to join them. You shake your head apologetically, but Sukuna takes your hand firmly in his and tugs you along, making you complain all the way to the dancefloor, telling Sukuna that you can't dance, but he just laughs and grins that boyish grin at you,
"Doesn't matter what you can or can't do, princess. I'll take the lead, so don't worry."
Sukuna spins you around the dance floor amidst the elderly couples as if he is doing this for a living. You stare at him with big eyes, while Sukuna smirks smugly and informs you that his grandpa taught him and Yuuji how to dance because he said a man needs to know how to take his girl dancing.
You realize you have already relaxed in Sukuna's arms, letting him take control and trusting him blindly to keep you upright. You see several nods of approval from the couples around you as you dance past them - or rather, your boyfriend steers you past them.
"I think you are winning their hearts, baby."
"Of course I am."
After a few more songs, Sukuna leads you back to your table, and you lean into his side and whisper a thank you to him, not even knowing what you tank him for right now. For dancing with you, or for making an effort to get your family to like him, or just for being here with you.
Sukuna answers it with one of his rare dazzling smiles and a whispered, "I love you," which you return with an equally whispered, "I love you, too," and a soft smile.
Your great-aunt pulls you to the side later and tells you that your boyfriend is such a handsome young man. She doesn't really like the face tattoos, but oh, it doesn't matter, right? If that is what young people do nowadays, and he looks good with them and is so handsome and so tall! Such a charming young man!
"Does he make you happy?"
You nod and beam at your great-aunt, unable to stop smiling from ear to ear,
"Yes, he does. He makes me very happy."
And she gets that cheeky expression on her face and nods knowingly,
"Oh, I bet that goes for every aspect of your relationship, huh?"
She winks at you, leaving no doubt about what she is implying. And you feel your face heat up, stuttering nervously and trying to laugh it off while your great-aunt pats your arm and tells you,
"Make sure to keep him, honey. A handsome, tall man who makes you happy and looks like he can protect you is always a good choice!"
You walk back to Sukuna, who is leaning casually against the wall with his hands shoved into the pocket of his suit pants. There's a shit-eating grin on his beautiful face, and you roll your eyes as you stop in front of him and tilt your head to look up at your boyfriend's face.
"What did your aunt say about me, princess?"
"Basically that you are very handsome and that she thinks you are good in bed."
The smug smirk on Sukuna's face grows even bigger, and he wraps his arms around you, pulling you closer to him, making you sway a bit on your heels, so you stumble against him and end up bracing yourself with both hands on Sukuna's chest. He sounds far too conceited when he says,
"Well, she is right. Wouldn't you agree?"
Sukuna cocks his head, waiting for your confirmation, and you laugh and wrap your arms around his neck, getting on your tiptoes with a matching teasing grin on your face. You slowly lean closer to Sukuna's tattooed face, pressing a little kiss on his cheek before you look deeply into his amused maroon eyes,
"I don't know, baby. Maybe I need a little reminder."
And Sukuna laughs softly,
"Oh, don't worry. I'll refresh your memory all night. And I promise to be very thorough."
His tongue flicks out to lick over your lips teasingly before it pushes into your mouth, and Sukuna kisses you deeply while his arms tighten around your waist, pulling you even closer to his tall, muscular body.
Maybe that 80th birthday party wasn't so bad after all.
I AM SIGHING SO LOUD đđđđ I have no idea why I thought of this scenario, but it wouldn't leave my mind anymore, so I HAD to write it. The thought of bad boy Sukuna being able to charm your family into liking him makes me very soft for him :((
I hope you enjoyed it!! Thank you so much for reading! Reblogs and comments would be very sweet đ
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