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my mom said she might put me in therapy /derogatory
#/neg#:<#I want therapy but not like this#so what if I’m low empathy..#You could at least call me that instead of calling me psychotic for not idk… crying about my nephew breaking his finger#:( sigh#I expressed my concern hours /before/ he got the diagnosis#So what if it’s old news to me 4 hours later?#I did something to my elbow when I was 10 and nobody took me to the hospital because ‘I was fine’ as everyone told me#so what if I couldn’t move it for a week?#so what if sleeping was painful?#so what if I couldn’t do my chores or reach up and grab a water glass?#I already had two concussions so I /obviously/ can’t get any other injuries anymore#I’m immune now!!!#/sarc obviously#Sorry for ranting#it didn’t upset me before#looking back rn it just feel like my mom has always put my injuries on hold#I fall off my bike? So what! She’s broken her toe ANd her elbow! I can suck it up#I scrape my knees really really badly on the sidewalk and can’t extend my legs without immense pain for 5 days? I can suck it up!#now pain isn’t painful to me#no matter how much it hurts#<- if that makes sense
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just remembered that i can draw literally whatever i want forever
#death note#light yagami#misa amane#yagamane#that’s like my first time using that tag 😳#i should draw more yagamane. like tbh i like it. they both suck and i love that for them#anyway everyone say rip to me and my laptop who died forever and now i’ve lost a bunch of my research and papers and projects#and now i have to find some way to finish my summer classes w/o easy access to all of my stuff while mourning the loss of thousands#of photos and a bunch of large projects i didn’t copy to flash drives recently haha wow life is full of fun surprises that don’t make#everything 100x harder for me haha i am totally not upset by these happenings and i totally don’t regret neglecting to make physical#backups of all of my work haha and i totally don’t regret not getting my laptop checked out before her hard drive fried hahahahaha#anyway. misa putting a leash on light should’ve happened in canon. 🫵 you agree
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Modern AU ASL thought
Growing up all three of the ASL brothers struggled making friends as kids. Ace was hot headed and violent scaring kids his age off because he was known for playing too rough or straight up fighting kids far older then himself. Sabo was a bully and a snob. He never tried getting along with other kids and would frankly look you in the eye and tell you to die. He would make you’re life miserable if he wanted and never respected anyone. But Luffy. Luffy was just the off putting. Kids found him strange. Too loud, too clingy, too pushy, too brash, too annoying.
And while, as Ace and Sabo got older and mellowed out learned to get along with their peers at least on surface level. Luffy… couldn’t. People liked him sure but besides from his brothers he was alone. And they felt awful when they had to graduate and leave him alone. They would call every night they could would talk and play online with luffy for hours but it didn’t help much.
So when Ace came down to visit just for a little while. Sabo being too swamped by the multiple classes he was taking. Ace couldn’t help the swell of pride he felt seeing the FRIENDS luffy had made. All of them, no matter how tired or annoyed they would look sometimes would always talk about how luffy was really no bother. And Ace could relax knowing his little brother had found his PEOPLE that he also somehow FAILED TO MENTION ON ALL THEIR CALLS FOR MONTHS.
Sabo was not please and demanded to hear about them when they finally called again. Luffy just insisted he had to meet them instead.
#one piece#monkey d. luffy#portgas d ace#revolutionary sabo#asl brothers#alternate universe#modern au#monkey d. never once mentioned I had a brother until he was in front of me#Luffy was just sad on calls cause he missed his brothers :(#Luffy never made friends before his brothers because why should he. he had them :)#sabo would be so jealous and upset he didn’t tag along#thoughts#rambles
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Barbarian!Bakugo is a little bit… obsessed with lactation.
No, it’s not a new concept to him—he’s seen mothers feeding their children before, in fact, hardly ever put a thought to it.
But now that it’s you, now that it’s his child… it’s interesting to him. Beyond interesting, really. That someone he loves and desires so carnally can provide an almost irreplaceable service, one he is incapable of replicating despite how much he wants to provide for the both of you.
And he’d want to be present for most feedings anyway, both to bond and help ease the parenting load off your shoulders… but the whole time, he can’t take his eyes off your chest, where the little one is latched so safely and happy, suckling away as he stares in a protective haze, in awe. Blinking when baby blinks, wincing when you wince, his hands balling into fists when you sigh and the soft fat of your bosom jiggles.
He’s shy, though. Shy to admit his fascination despite how he asks to touch you one night, after the babe has been fed, swaddled and put to rest, and then rubs his fingers so gently against your nipple it starts to leak.
Bakugo looks at you under thick lashes, no blush because he’s seen you naked endless times, was there for the birth, but hesitant, almost… to do more than feel your raw areola underneath the rough pads of his fingertips. Even if, no sooner, does he put a thumb into his mouth to taste the few, silken drops of milk that escaped onto his skin.
Baby always eats first, of course, until plump and sleepy… but after that first touch, barbarian!Bakugo is no longer above licking up what’s left for him until your tits are relaxed and soft, then massaging you til there’s milk in abundance once more.
#bakugo#bakugou x reader#I wrote something similar to this before but I didn’t actually write the#toddy s*cking#but I also can’t really remember what I said#and also this isn’t very descriptive#so 🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️#anyway it just makes me laugh to think of this big honking beast of a man to be staring at u all dumbfounded/concentrated#when ur nursing his kid#I wish there were emojis to describe the face I’m imagining 😐😲😠 combined#but he’s just so… intriqued#even if he knew that’s how it worked it’s like#that’s my wife……… my baby mama……#😳#esp cuz he’s always hunting he’s upset he can’t do more to help feed babba except keep u company#he’s so used to doing more#stick him with loin cloth duty LMDAOOOO KIDDING#anyway ugh have a brand new phone charger that keeps doing the unpluggy thing#might need to get that fixed#also my cat just took a fat sh*t and I can smell it#LOL I’m so tired#hope this was … tolerable!!!#caitie post#tw:lactation#fem reader#kids tw
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Getting rejected from an audition sucks guys I’m actually really sad rn ☹️☹️👎
#tell me why I’m actually so upset 😭😭#like crying#I CANNOT handle rejection#I NEVER GET REJECTED ?? :(#like i was so excited to be the bass guitarist for this new jazz band at uni and I auditioned and it went well ??#only to get an email back saying that I didn’t get in bc I can’t sight read 😭😭#THEY SAID IT WASNT A PROBLEM IN THE AUDITION ??#also I can still read music ?!!#I studied music tf#also it’s not like I’m bad bassist lowkey not to flex but I’m so good and can play to grade 8 and my old jazz band was WAY better#and you couldn’t even get auditioned for that one#you had to be invited#not to flex but I was invited#and also sight reading is literally not even an issue bc if you just give me the sheet music before#I can play#and in the audition they literally said it’s not an issue#so why are they bs ing me now#I KNEW THAT PRESIDENT HAD IT OUT FOR ME FROM THE START#HE LITERALLY HATES ME#also it’s not even like there was a better bassist#I’m really sad rn I was looking forward to it so bad#I have no will to live#bro I’m actually so sad rn 😭😭☹️☹️#I miss my old jazz band so much omg I’m so sad#nia rants !
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It’s honestly really disappointing to see Alicent stans completely abandon her as a character just because their own personal headcanon about her sexuality doesn’t match up with the story being told. It feels like none of these people ever even tried to dig below the surface level of Alicent (and Rhaenyra, but that’s a whole other can of worms), they just watered her down to her sadness and being in love with Rhaenyra, and I feel like that’s such an injustice to the character, because she has so many levels to her that most people don’t seem to want to explore at all.
#i’m not gonna act like i’m above shipping that would be ridiculous#but seeing people drop her like a hot potato is sad to watch#i totally get being upset about your ship or your headcanon not making it into the show#trust me it’s happened to me A LOT#but idk. alicent is more complex than her relationship or lack thereof with rhaenyra and it’s sad ppl don’t see it#alicent hightower#alicole#like atp I honestly don’t even ship rhaenicent anymore bc of how absolutely unbearable the shippers have become#i think i’ve seen this film before#and i didn’t like the ending#miri’s thoughts
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yesterday my parents brought home a new dog without telling me first, knowing that i’m not ready for another dog yet after the death of my last one 🙃
#i know i won’t live here forever but unfortunately im here now and its just drudging up grief seeing a different dog in the house#a week or two ago they went to look at dogs without telling me and i told them i was upset about that#because they knew i didn’t want a dog yet#and they were like ‘sorry we thought you meant you didn’t want one at all so there was no point in telling you (??)’#‘we’ll have to talk about it’#there was no talking 🙃#i would’ve considered it even tho i didn’t feel ready if i was at least talked to first! and got to meet him at the shelter#instead of in my home!#literally two nights before they went to the shelter the first time i had a nightmare they brought a dog home without telling me#and then the night before they actually did i had that nightmare again#and thought ‘that’s a ridiculous dream obviously they wouldn’t do that without talking to me’#lol.#they said i ‘move too slow’#sorry i’ll grieve faster next time i guess!#i wouldn’t have done that to them if roles were reversed…#he’s technically here on a three night test period first but let’s be real they’re not gonna send him back to the shelter#and i’d be the villain if i suggested it#i don’t have the heart to send a dog back to the shelter but i feel like i was manipulated into this
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A little part of me thinks they let Kai learn rising dragon first as an apology for him repeatedly losing his powers throughout seasons 11-15
#ninjago#Kai#and then banished him immediately after#hold on let me info dump really quick#he was also the last to find his golden weapon#the last to unlock his true potential (of the og 4)#the last to harness Lloyd’s golden power#they gave him a break in S4 since he was the mascot character of that season#but then he lost his powers again in S5 (but tbf they all did)#he was the first to be taken by nadakhan#his powers remained intact throughout DOTD and HoT but they WERE used for evil in the latter option so :/#everybody sacrificed a bit of their power for Lloyd in S8#and then basically every season of Wildbrain had something happen to him#he lost his powers in secrets of the forbidden spinjitzu#they didn’t even let him use the forbidden spinjitzu despite there very clearly being a fire motif im so upset#they all lost their powers in prime empire AND he and Cole died first#powers were snuffed out due to vengestone during MOTM#Snuffed out AGAIN in a vengestone cage in the island arc#he was spared in Seabound (because he was benched) but he DID drown and had nobody acknowledge it so 🧍♂️#and then the og 4 lost their powers by the end of crystalized#and in the dreamzz crossover his fire is swapped out for wind which he is NOT enjoying in the slightest#bro cant even use spinjitzu#the first 1.5 seasons of DR gave him a break and before they went “’wanna know what’d be funny 🥴’
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woah it’s another pdbc post. could not get the whole running into a china cabinet thing out of my head
rest in peace my girl Bellona u were a real one 😔✊
+ another one since she was on my mind
#not a pikmin post#pdbc#mentioned this on my alt but while I was shadowing at the vet clinic#the tech was showing me how the schedule works and I saw an appointment for a cat named Bella with a note saying:#‘ran head first into a china cabinet’#and like. poor baby but also that is an interesting mental picture#speaking of which I’d sell my kidney to become a vet tech but you need to be good at math!!! aaaaaargh#I am not exaggerating when I say that little fact makes it feel like my hopes and dreams are being shattered right before me#oh well that’s kinda heavy and if I think about it any more I’ll get upset again so uh#here. PDBC stuff. I’ll scream into the void about it until you all care#fun fact though! like I said the cat’s name was Bella which is not what my darling step-oc’s name is nor what it was in the original#BUUUUT she was actually referred to as bella by mistake whilst I was conversing with the og author bc they didn’t remember her name#interesting right? (NO ITS NOT)#art
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Okay but Moiraine being so excited to bring Siuan to Cairhien right before the dragon prophesy, but then they can’t go because of the prophesy. So Moiraine never goes back. And then Siuan finally going there under the circumstances of finding out Moiraine has been stilled and not telling her for months and possibly feeling she needs to essentially remove Moiraine from her (their) life’s work and the reason they’ve sacrificed literally everything including their ability to be together. Not me on the verge of tears and I haven’t even started 02x07 yet…
#I don’t know if siuan has been to cairhien before but it seems very possible she hasn’t#this episode is so upsetting and difficult to watch in so many other ways this didn’t even hit me before#but I just can’t stop thinking about how siuan must be feeling#wheel of time#wot season 2#moiraine damodred#siuan sanche#siuane sanche waits for only one woman
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I need to know. Favorite fanfiction(s) of all time? Any fandom
My favorite fanfic of all time is one that 20-100 people wrote the summer of 2020. It’s about bj Hunnicutt from mash going from California to Maine to love and save and win back hawkeye pierce. We all wrote and rewrote this story dozens of times, each time adding or changing a bit of it, until the truest version of it only existed in our minds and hearts. 10000/10 unparalleled experience. Here are a couple of examples of it: boat fic was the very first of the genre and then this one is another favorite variation
A close second place is a four-way tie between holmes/watson iterations:
26 pieces by Lanning (johnlock)
The Open Road by pun (house/wilson)
A Study in Midnight (a holmes/watson fanfic itself based on a holmes fanfic written by—you won’t believe it—Neil Gaiman)
Birds to a Lighthouse by Katie Forsythe (holmes/watson. really a classic of all time)
#for long time followers the longest night is not on here because it upsets me too much that we never got an ending#good omens isn’t on here even though I read fic for it before and after s1 because there are a lot of good ones but my brain didn’t latch on#to a specific one with the death grip required to make this list
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That post about huge red flags from exes is going around and I’m like well mine requires some background reading
#xrdslog#um basically. made a bet they could convince me to kiss them and constantly hinted at it until it happened and then bragged about it a lot#then I told them I was aro#then we got a headmate that they had a crush on and started dating#and then used that to argue that I should date them bc it’s easier if it’s both of us#and then prioritized me over him#also: this headmate is one I have a father and son relationship with#so what the hell#also told me they fixated on people and they still loved me but they were fixated on their friend so couldn’t give me attention#their friend who they called their not-girlfriend. because that friend’s husband wasn’t comfortable with her being poly#and they still wanted to date her so they just called her that instead#gifted me an expensive adult toy and then took it and gave it to said not girlfriend#which. ok sure. but then why tell me it was a gift#demanded to talk to certain headmates and made a big fuss about knowing exactly who did what even though they were rarely correct#pushed me away whenever they were sad and then was upset I wasn’t comforting them#I baked banana bread once on a whim and then they constantly made me make it for them when I didn’t want to#NEEDED music playing at night and fans on them and they got upset if I didn’t want to sleep by them even though I couldn’t#‘pretended’ to choke me when I got a rare item in final fantasy before them#wanted to rp with me but demanded I start it because they were tired of starting rps with their friend. ok. not my fault ?#more than once tried to get me to sign a lease with them even though I had no money or job#got mad at me because my art was good? and they didn’t think theirs was or that they were creative?#did not ever compliment me without an insult attached for the last three years of our relationship#constantly tried to talk about sex or illegal things in front of my mom#constantly bragged about how they were going to become rich when their grandma died and hoped it happened soon#The Entire Trauma Part where they barely comforted me at all#oh also I spent basically sixteen hours a day in VC with them every day and they broke up with me for not spending enough time with them#even though I could not Possibly have spent More time with them#there is more than this. but this is off the top of my head. lol.
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More Jedi Textposts
Except I go straight for angst this time and don’t even pretend to have some levity
Part two on its way….
#cal kestis#jedi fallen order#jedi survivor#jaro tapal#greez dritus#cere junda#the 13th battalion#saw gerrera#the iron battalion#trilla suduri#Darth Vader#if you ever get me started on the tragedy that is Cere and Cal’s miscommunication you will never get me to stop#it’s so SAD. when Cal sees her again she dies not that long after#don’t get me started on how Cal must have felt abandoned either.. just dont#HAIR SYMBOLISM!!! IT KILLS ME!!!#Cal chopped his beautiful locks off and with it the last remains of his innocence#and then he grows his hair longer again in the third game DO YOU GET ME??? HAIR LENGTH SYNONYMOUS WITH HEALING?!!#Cal getting through every traumatic day of his life with nothing but his sheer will and grit#the fourth one is entirely Cal. I don’t know where the quote is from but it’s HIM#the fifth one is NOT bashing Cere or Greez btw! just thinking about how Cal reacts to being hurt#maybe he is angry and upset for a bit but quite quickly he forgives them. it’s both a strength and something very upsetting#saw gerrera though. he knew this kid wanted to prove himself and he used that to his advantage#notice how he sent Cal on these dangerous missions and didn’t contact him ONCE. his entire crew died and nothing#this is not a Bode friendly place btw.#Cal has been afraid for his life since he was 12. do you think about that 🥰#even before then he was in a war#Trilla and Cal similarities and sibling dynamics kill me
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Getting hung up on Tracker and Kristen taking digs at each other when they’re still talking about something bigger like religion frustrates me to no end. Yes they are exes, yes things can come off rude but neither one of them has been wrong in the meat of what they’re saying when discussing religion and the way they practice.
Outside of the fucking or fighting, Trackerbees have ALWAYS been able to understand each other and hear each other out when it comes to their respective gods or religion as a whole. They both have different perspectives to offer, different work ethics, and different wisdoms to share the other because there ultimately is a bigger picture. These young women are both incredibly wise.
They’re also messy ass teenagers! Those bigger, more introspective, and worldly questions will be interspersed with a low blow or two. But it’s a low blow because there can be some truth to it. Focusing ONLY on the low blows and using that to paint whoever you like less as a bad person gets you nowhere. It kinda does a disservice to the story telling when you paint it sooo one note bc Brennan and Ally do SUCH a good job at drawing out the complexities of their relationship. The infatuation, The toxicity, the hurt, the gratitude, the frustration, the support, and the love. All of it.
#whenever they talk there’s discourse about one of them being rude#look me in the fucking eyes and tell me you haven’t said some rude shit to your ex before I dare you 👊#they are teenagers that broke up they’ve hurt each other they’re not always gonna be nice#I respect that they’re comfortable enough with each other to say the rude thing and then still want to lean on eachother and love eachother#there’s so much nuance to their relationship on so many levels#these ladies fascinate me and I’m not gonna villainize either of them bc if you blanket paint someone as shitty bc you didn’t like how they#phrased something the world gets a lot smaller#your circle gets a lot smaller#this is fully coming from personal experience#I have been the upset person that took digs at their ex before#I have been the person that cut people off bc they said something I don’t like#I know there are a wide spectrum of ages in the fandom but a lot of the posts that blanket call someone awful skew younger#it’s not a bad thing it’s just.. very tunnel visiony and very black and white#dimension 20#fhjy
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“we never see billy change his ways in canon”
because he dies saving all their lives?????????
#i don’t understand how antis can just completely ignore the fact that billy saved them#not even just el#ALL OF THEM#because if billy had stepped out of the way the mindflayer would have killed el#then turned and killed as many other as it could before joyce shut the gate#el cared about billy for 0.2 seconds and he used that comfort to fight off the possession and sacrifice himself#how the fuck is that not a redemption arc???#all jonathan had to do was say ‘i shouldn’t have done that’ for nancy to be like ‘it’s fine’#and all steve had to do was befriend a gay person#or do we just completely forget season one happened#tbh i think y’all choose to ignore it#and stop trying to defend lucas when y’all were probably the same people who hated on him in season one when he didn’t blindly trust el#see it’s the same where y’all think billy should have blindly trusted steve#why are y’all obsessed with blind trust???#couldn’t be me#if i say y’all one more time i might start laughing wtf#anyway i just woke up and shouldn’t be getting this upset#userkarson#stranger things#billy hargrove
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me when poppy li grew up feeling like she had to impress people in order for them to love her so now she chases success but at the same time her success is actively making the most important person in her life hate her because ian only values her as a tool to him and not as her own creator …..
#ow#can u tell i’m up late thinking about mythic quest again#TO CATCH A MOUSE WAS SO SAD#i know ian’s backstory was also sad and like yeah i’ll prolly talk about it eventually but#sjsjsnakkaja POPPY#s3 is lowkey making me anti ian what is this#why is he always tearing her down#why didn’t i realize this before#idk i’m just upset for my baby ig#she just wanted a partnership and his stupud fuckimg ego ruins everything#men (derogatory)#mythic quest#poppy li#ian grimm
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