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tauforged Ā· 3 months ago
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Are you okay?
in the grand scheme of things? yeah iā€™m chillin. what happened isnā€™t Serious serious. it was just weird. like iā€™ve been iffy about saying anything because i donā€™t wanna kickstart it into a major ordeal again but itā€™s just like. a couple weeks ago? at this point? i think? i got upset after someone id been following posted what essentially boils down to rape fic. i was really in my feelings about it in the moment because it honestly triggered the fuck out of me and i definitely lashed out a bit but it was late i was very tired and stressed out and ultimately not really thinking about the consequences of my actions, just ranting about something that really upset me. the blowback i got in response has been INSANE and kinda sobering. 90% of the other wf bloggers i know of and had up until that point been mutuals/friendly with all blocked and cold shouldered me overnight. i had at least one person combing thru my sideblog and alt twitter for dirt on me so they could send anons about how much of a hypocrite i was. iā€™ve been extremely cagey about posting anything personal at all, even stuff that isnā€™t at all related to what happened, because im suddenly aware that my blog is being checked up on frequently and anything i post can be taken as a slight and used to justify saying some really cruel and heinous shit about me. so much has happened that i donā€™t even have the words to explain in a neutral manner right now, and i donā€™t want to put anyone individually on blast either because i honestly donā€™t even have it in me to feel spiteful about it anymore. iā€™m just very tired. a lot of bridges got burned right out from underneath me and now im feeling kind of stuck and isolated.
i donā€™t post about it often because iā€™m aware of how easily it could be used against me, but to be entirely frank; iā€™ve struggled with paranoia around being stalked/surveilled as well as moral ocd and all the baggage that comes with both for a very VERY long time, and this is just all like. the perfect storm to trigger serious episodes. iā€™ve been really hot and cold lately and stressed beyond belief. iā€™m convinced thereā€™s someone out there checking up on me and talking about me behind my back, but i canā€™t do a damn thing about any of it aside from continue trying to mind my own business and hope that everyone whoā€™s stuck around thus far is doing so for the right reasons and not just out to get me. trying to redirect myself onto what usually helps me take my mind off these things isnā€™t really working because it keeps circling back around to huge reminders and iā€™m having a harder than usual time escaping those mental loops lately. trying to forcefully will myself into being Okay has been really tiring and i think iā€™m just gonna have to let myself be. not okay. for a while.
itā€™s a lot of stress to come out of video game fandom posting on tumblr, yeah, i know, and ultimately none of it matters. but itā€™s still a really weird situation. feels unsafe and precarious. iā€™m trying very hard not to completely and totally isolate myself and retreat into a bubble because to be frank i do really need to put myself out there and interact with people more, itā€™s just been blow after blow lately.
to answer your question - i think im gonna be fine. this whole thing has for sure done a number on my physical and mental health (not that i was a beacon of health and wellness before either) but i can say iā€™m certainly not going anywhere and i dont want to let this whole thing ruin something i love and that means so much to me. im in a weird place right now and will probably be kinda squirrelly for a whileā€¦. but ill be alright. i appreciate your concern šŸ«‚ā¤ļø
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river--ghost Ā· 1 month ago
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work all night on a drink of rum
daylight come and me wan go home
stack banana til the morning come
daylight come and me wan go home
come mr tallyman tally me banana
daylight come and me wan go home
come mr tallyman tally me banana
daylight come and me wan go home
lift six foot seven foot eight foot bunch
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daylight come and me wan go home
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me say dayo
daylight come and me wan go home
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me say day
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daylight come and me wan go home
a beautiful bunch of ripe banana
daylight come and me wan go home
hide the deadly black tarantula
daylight come and me wan go home
lift six foot seven foot eight foot bunch
daylight come and me wan go home
six foot seven foot eight foot bunch
daylight come and me wan go home
day
me say dayo
daylight come and me wan go home
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me say day
me say day
me say dayo
daylight come and me wan go home
come mr tallyman tally me banana
daylight come and me wan go home
come mr tallyman tally me banana
daylight come and me wan go home
dayo
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daylight come and me wan go home
day
me say day
me say day
me say dayo
daylight come and me wan go home
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phosphorus-noodles Ā· 9 months ago
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Reblog to let your followers know that theyā€™re safe from jumpscares/screamers/etc from you on April 1st but they are NOT safe from getting boopā€™d like an idiot amen
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stemmmm Ā· 2 months ago
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bad youtube clickbait thumbnail that reads "I think I just had a therapy session with a DEMON???"
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pangur-and-grim Ā· 1 month ago
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he's reeeally pushing his luck
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ithappensoffstage Ā· 9 months ago
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I am genuinely so worried for all the young horny dykes going into adulthood thinking there's something "problematic" / "wrong" with them for being horny because fucking tiktok lesbians think any horny dyke content is "male gaze fetishistic"
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markwateneymemorialcrater Ā· 1 month ago
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Please note. The orange one is not included because A. He isnā€™t a billionaire. And B. Calling him obnoxious is too kind for him.
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beguilingcorpse Ā· 4 months ago
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i am glad queer representation has drastically improved in my lifetime. because now i can say that i dislike a gay book and not feel like iā€™m invalidating stonewall
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dracoj Ā· 1 year ago
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what they dont tell you about adulthood is that itā€™s startlingly easy to go long periods of time without having any fun at all not even a little bit. btw this makes ur brain try to kill you with knives and hammers.
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sabertoothwalrus Ā· 8 months ago
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modern au laios
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tahthetrickster Ā· 8 months ago
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if it was about 15 years ago iā€™d already have seen 12 different AMVs of chimera falin set to three days grace animal i have become on my feed but that just doesnā€™t happen anymore. because of woke
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magicalgirlmindcrank Ā· 5 months ago
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Literally the funniest post on this website
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glassshine Ā· 11 months ago
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nobody wants to work anymore
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liquidstar Ā· 1 year ago
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If my mom sees a significant amount of blood she gets lightheaded, and has fainted on some occasions. Once it happened when we were kids, I wasn't there to witness it but I heard the story from my dad. Basically my brothers, around 7 or 8 at the time, were playing outside while my mom was making their lunch, and she accidentally cut her finger. It wasn't anything serious, but it drew a fair bit of blood and she passed out. My dad saw this and rushed over, but he didn't really know what to do so he just sort of started slapping her to wake her up (not recommended, but he had no idea and panicked)
At that exact moment my brothers both came in from playing, and all they saw was our mom unconscious on the floor and our dad slapping her. So, like, without even saying a word to each other they both just INSTANTLY start whaling on him, like, full blown attack mode to defend our mom. Which obviously didn't help the situation, but she did wake up and everything was fine.
Now our dad says that he's actually really glad they attacked him over what they thought was going on, because it means he raised good boys. And I still think that's true, they're very good boys.
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marypsue Ā· 1 year ago
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Keep seeing that post where OP starts like 'Thinking about...grieving the undead' and then adds on about like. Real life situations where people have not died but have left your life and you would have reason to grieve them.
All respect, that's an important concept, but that is not what I am thinking about when I read 'grieving the undead'.
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