#it all goes downhill from here 😔

[bobbie-robron]

It’s easier to focus on someone else’s problems when you got your own going on.

03-Sep-2019

[voltronisanobsession]

Yandere Fujisaki/Father with Reincarnated Reader

NORAGAMI OBSESSSSIOOONNN 😜😜😜

This has been sitting in my drafts for a minute but UGH I CANT GET THIS OUT OF MY MINDD

I’m feeding what’s left of the fandom😔💔

I don’t write a lot of yandere stuff on here. maybe occasionally I’ll write something but it’s hard to characterize characters with darker intentions

NOT WITH FUJISAKI/FATHER THOUGHH

He would make such a perfect yandere ESPECIALLY if we put in a reincarnated reader

For the sake of making things easier, imma refer to this dude as Father

Father had to have known you when he was once alive, before his death, to be attached to you

Whether you both shared a romantic or platonic relationship, his obsession with you is the same

Controlling and suffocating

Before his death, you guys traveled together

You’ve accompanied him wherever he went, always having that perfect smile on your face if yall ever faced a problem

He appreciated your positive attitude, seeing as he had a more nihilistic approach on most things

You accepted his views of the gods above, even if you didn’t quite share the same feelings

You fully believed things happened for a reason, even if they aren't ideal

He’d be extremely protective of you and would often shelter you from others as he believed you were a bit naive

He made it known that he didn’t like it when you spoke to people of the new village you arrived in

Besides himself and Kaya, who had saved you both from the nearby river, you wouldn’t get much interactions from others

To keep him placate, you would more often than not keep quietly to his side

Father cared deeply for both you and Kaya, enjoying the time you all spent together scouting for food

Everything had been fine for many months

That is until yours and Kaya’s untimely demises. Everything goes downhill from there

For centuries, he’d hold onto the memories and grudge your death had left behind

I think this would be when his more darker side comes out, that even after death, he holds you on such a high pedestal

Father would tell stories of you to both Mizuchi/Nora and Yato. They both knew to never interrupt him when he spoke of you, lest they wanted to feel his wrath

They both knew that even long after your death, he still searched the entire country for you

So imagine Father's shock when he sees your sweet face one sunny afternoon

He'd be coming back from school as Fujisaki had to attend, but would only stare starstruck at you from across the street

You had sat on bench looking over your notes from your classes and failed to realize the stare burning onto you

Consider your fate sealed after this honestly

He'd slowly yet surely integrate himself in your life, whether you wanted him to or not

You don't have a say anymore, not after you left him for so long

With no hesitation, he would drag you into the spirit world

You would have the sight to see beyond regular humans, to see the ayakashi hidden from human eyes

It terrifies you, especially because you cannot defend yourself against these monster

Which is why Father RELISHES whenever you beg him to protect you from the corrupted souls

He actually uses this against you whenever he can, if your disobeying him or if you're fighting back too much for his liking

Since you want to leave so bad, go ahead. He won't stop you. Let's see how far you can get though. After all, you're just a mortal on the verge of death without him

You'll die if he isn't around to protect you. He makes that known whenever you have to be without him.

Father would send Mizuchi to look after you whenever he can't

She follows whatever Father says, even scaring you a bit whenever he feels as if you're getting too confident

She pretends to be your friend, but I think reader is smart enough to know she'll always be on Fujisaki's side

Mizuchi enjoys unsettling you, always appearing from the darkness and whispering in your ear

She doesn't understand what her father sees in you, but if you're important to him she'll accept it, for now

After all, she does get quite jealous whenever Father's attention strays from her

He is honestly so cruel to reader im so sorry

He spends hours breaking you down trying to get you to remember your past

To remember everything he does

He will not accept the fact that you're a different person now. You are still the same from when he remembered you, and if he has to train you to behave the way you did before, then so be it

I feel like your only saving grace MIGHT be Yato or if you were a devoted follower to a God before being taken by Father

Yato might help you, just a little bit, but he won't outright help you escape

Unless you request his service to do so, then he's obligated to help you as a delivery god

But he doesn't enjoy messing around with anything regarding his father

He keeps his distance but pities you

If you were a devoted follower of a god though, you might have some 'angels' looking over you

Perhaps this god felt a looming sense of danger hovering near you and decided to take pity on you

You would be blessed with a protective item, maybe a necklace or a bracelet! The protective blessing put on the item you wear will protect you from any physical harm, it's honestly the best thing you could have at this point

It's your last hope to have faith and to stay strong

To not let this man crazed by time destroy and ruin you

Father enjoys seeing how you still have some fight left in you

He admires it dearly as it reminds him of the past

You may try as much as you want though, you're not going to be escaping him anytime soon

He'll make you remember him one way or another

OMG

He would TOTALLY take you with him whenever doing some dangerous shit

Like if Yato was planning on hunting him down, boom

You'd be there as a human shield for Father

Father knows Yato would never hurt an innocent human like you and uses it to his advantage to make dramatic getaways

[pastriibunz]

Melissa hardly had to do anything in nmk ep 1 lmao. She just pet her and said she was a good girl and that's really all it took 💀

Love her though. poor thing is so naïve..

RIP Kai it only goes downhill from here 😔🙏‼️

[cardboardheartss]

And it goes downhill from here onwards 😔🙏🏽

New ADOR CEO Mini Reading

⚠️DISCLAIMER! TAROT CARDS ARE NOT 100% ACCURATE! TAKE EVERYTHING WITH A GRAIN OF SALT! IF MY INTERPRETATIONS ARE INCORRECT FEEL FREE TO CORRECT ME!⚠️

Was Kim Joo Young sent but HYBE to work with NWJNS : 3oP, KNoC, AoC rx

Oh lawd… she was in fact sent by HYBE and trust… it’s not gonna go that well for NWJNS career if I’m being very honest. This women has not one ounce of creativity or love for music or just this Kpop industry in general. EXTREMELY UNCREATIVE!

Kim Joo Youngs thoughts on NWJNS?: 10oS, 7oW, KoW, The Magician, 7oC

Have they already met? Seems like she thinks that they disappointed that she’s replaced MHJ, very stand off ish energy from the members. Apart from that she thinks that they are creative and put in hard work in their careers, also believes that she will have to catch up to them or their level of creativity and dedication to the musical arts.

Min Hee Jin’s thoughts on Kim Joo Young : The Hanged Man, 9oS, 6oW rx

She really has no interest in that women, she’s just worried about NWJNS reputation?! She worries about how they will fall from grace due to the change of her position in the company and how fans will also not be in support of the new CEO because well… her work and management won’t be on par.

(I agree with her too, as i had mentioned, we’ll pray for NWJNS 🙂‍↕️😪🙏🏽)

> initially I wanted to do a reading on NWJNS members thought on this women but I decided not to but as I was picking up my cards to shuffle them again… 3oS came out of the deck by itself 🤕💔

Outcome of ador/NWJNS with Kim Joo Young being in control : The Moon, 5oP rx, 5oC, 8oC, The Hierophant rx, Temperance rx, 5oW rx, 8oW rx

This is a MESS!! I can imagine some people from ADOR actually resigning, and these are workers who actually put in so much emotion and time into NWJNS and their own careers too but I truly do see them leaving! There will be a lot of conflicts in that company, this CEO may even end up abusing her position as time goes by. Stagnant energy, no passion or drive from other workers from the company… like there will no longer be such actions taking place :

@psychicreadsgirl

Some employees will just have to accept their work circumstances with this ceo and just tolerate each other…🤷🏽‍♀️ because damnnn, A LOT of things are going to change, and it’ll most probably not bring any GENUINE peace whatsoever!

[trans-xianxian]

ough the scene where wei wuxian and jiang cheng are out on the pavillion on the water in the rain has me Yearning for the rain..... dry pnw summers I Hate you

[pain-in-the-butler]

salutations, gamers

it’s been quiet around here, but what say we spice things up a lil with the official unofficial season 4 of the Black Butler Hunger Games

It all starts with butler on butler violence. Fitting

Alas, we’ve already lost R!Ciel, so I guess there will be no twin shenanigans this time 😔

Even in the Hunger Games simulator, O!Ciel is trying to protect Soma from finding out he has a dead twin......... I’m not crying you’re crying

EVERYONE IS OUT HERE PROTECTING THE GOOD AND PURE BOYS (I wonder how long that will last)

That... might actually be stronger than his canon death scythe

gold star, bud

that was probably the right call, Lau

GDI WOLFRAM, IT HAS BEEN TWO MINUTES (though I guess that’s still less ridiculous than Sieglinde starving to death after half a day)

And thus, it begins

Day 1

Curious if we’ll see the return of responsible Father Phipps and his casual adoption of a child character amidst the carnage

Sieglinde really said “this ain’t my first rodeo”

it’s just a regular day of playing hide n seek in the garden for Finny

I love Harcourt’s weird energy, because whether he’s popping up in the Hunger Games or in the Kuroshit manga itself, he’s just kind of There making things feel Less Canon

stag party + Macmillan

I promise you he’s still not worth it, girl

I mean, maybe he’s worth it?

Other events:

Ran-Mao fishes

Lizzie finds a river

Bard runs from Soma

Ronald gets some boom boom dynamite

anyway,

Night 1

this is like one of those parties where two people know each other really well and talk loudly the whole time while everyone else are virtual strangers and just kind of awkwardly avoid eye contact the whole time

SIEGLINDE THAT IS ***NOT*** HOW I WANTED YOUR POTENTIAL REIGN OF TERROR TO START

Lizzie has never gotten her due, RNGesus please I beg you

is Sebastian fending them from his fire or is he doing a weird hoppy demon hell dance while Ronald, Grell, and Mey-Rin decide to leave because it’s uncomfortable

good boy squad

do you think the fight was about whose vision is the worst

okay so we’re clearly dealing with Blue Cult!Soma and not Curry!Soma got it

yeah that was a lot to take in, thanks for reminding us to hydrate Mr. Tanaka

Agni, please, he let you have the bag, must you antagonize him

Also, Undertaker receives an explosive as a gift. That was a very eventful night holy cow

Day 2

AGNI INDIRECTLY MURDERED HIM. WE ALL SAW IT

we stan a fast queen

Tanaka’s seen enough. He knows Will’s out for blood

I didn’t post this, but Lizzie took a trident from the cornucopia...................

the Midford sibling killers dealing with the psychological aftermath of their crimes

Bard really did win last time by just having fun and being himself, so I guess he’s giving that approach another shot

do you think they’re in neighboring bushes

Father Phipps considers his next adopted son

There were other highlights, but guess what tumblr didn’t save this properly and they got eaten (fortunately this was the only thing that was totally unsalvageable)(tumblr also ate my original and second explanation for this, thanks tumblr!)

Over the past twenty-four hours, we lost Lizzie, Ciel, Lau, Edward, and Othello. The salute meme is really more fitting here, but I already used it 1.5 times

Night 3

Soma and Agni talk happily during their whole shift, then two others take over and it’s silent as death

You know Undertaker dug that pit as a grave for whoever he managed to kill next, climbed out of it, started laughing, lost his balance, fell into the pit, and died

That HAS to be just. The most interesting conversation

Tanaka doesn’t fuck around with fires anymore

THE PHANTOMHIVE SERVANTS ARE ALL TOGETHER AGAIN.......... wait I just realized I don’t have Snake in this omg. Snake, how could I do you like this

Harcourt is really bringing his canon energy to this round

I would probably have nightmare too if Harcourt were out in the woods screaming

You kill Best Girl and it all goes downhill from there

Day 3

Will actually killed the Phantomhives and someone’s out here supporting him. Unbelievable

Sebastian gives Sieglinde and Finny advice on how to “get over” killing someone

Aww, it’s really kind of Ran-Mao to make Macmillan feel like he’s an actual threat to anyone, especially her, she even sprained her ankle in the process, #1 big sister mug for you Ran-Mao

my man

NO!!!!!! STOP KILLING MY DAUGHTERS

Grey decided Soma got a little too Blue Cult Arc for his britches

Other highlights:

Harcourt goes fishing

Father Phipps is gifted some food

Grell has a lil nap time

Bard stalks Tanaka

Night 3

Strong DadBard energy in the chat

We love you, rare pairs simulator

Nighttime Seb is just completely feral

Why do I feel like I’ve never seen this status before. It’s nighttime, and Ran-Mao just goes to sleep. She doesn’t do anything, nor does anything bad happen to her. She just has herself a good ol rest. Let the sun set on this cesspool of degeneracy, huh girl. What a mood

Father Phipps can think about murdering everybody. As a treat

Other events:

Finny gets clean water and reminds us all to hydrate

Ronald gets even more boom boom dynamite

William gets medical supplies as a gift, even though he’s the one out here causing the most injuries

Day 4

leave my wife alone you BASTARDS

they’re just playimg tag ;;;;__;;;;

I’m really feeling Ronald’s struggles on a personal level

Meanwhile, I’m just not sure what Agni’s energy is this round

WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO

Other highlights:

Harcourt also gets berry-picking ouchies

Grey gets a first-aid kit

Ran-Mao chases Phipps

Wow, no one’s died in a day. Will definitely wants to change that

Night 4

damn Phipps just made four enemies, though I’m at least vaguely convinced Ronald was just in the wrong Ronald place at the wrong Ronald time

Tanaka, nooo! It’s a trap!

Well, we found the fire that Phipps saw

the rare pairs sim knows no bounds

Finny was a war machine in the last Hunger Games, but this time he’s just the ultimate soft boy, and I don’t trust Agni not to kill him

wtf, the boys are so so wholesome this time

Day 5

Grell gets it

When the berries prick you from the inside, you know it’s all over... For you, Grandpa Tanaka, I’ll pour out the meme one more time

Oh my god, you guys, I don’t think Ronald was in the wrong Ronald place at the wrong Ronald time. I think he’s gone to the bad

Father Phipps....... you will be missed

looks like someone partied a little too hard around the hellfire

Reluctant my ass, season 4 Hunger Games Agni is unhinged

Other events:

Sieglinde overhears Father Bard and his son Finny talking in the distance

Ran-Mao picks fruit and bides her time

To make up for yesterday’s quiet, today four people were offed: Grey, Phipps, Tanaka, and Harcourt. Gotta say, as usual I have no idea who’s going to win, but I’m very pleased that so many of the girls are left, even if Sieglinde had to be the one to kill Lizzie (never forget)t

Night 5

at last we’ve unlocked the common pairs simulator

Even though everything is random, these four have cemented themselves in my mind as the biggest dangers to the other contestants

Grell is a mom now

holy shit, I somehow forgot Will was actually the one I found most worrying, but he just took himself out so that’s not a problem anymore either

also Macmillan got an infection but don’t worry, he treated it, he’s a good boy scout

You know when this happens it means we’re about to experience some shit

Am I going to keep selling the idea that this is a repercussion from killing Lizzie? You know I am

guys, I’m gonna be real with you, I’m PMSing a little today and Finny’s arc in this Hunger Games anime could make me cry if I thought about it too hard

There is way too much girl-on-girl violence in this round and it’s making me Displeased

GUYS, RONALD SERIOUSLY WENT TO THE BAD, AND IF HE HURTS FINNY, I, I JUST DON’T KNOW

Day 6

NO. THIS ISN’T HAPPENING

NOOO

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-

OH COOL, I’M GLAD SOMEONE’S HAVING A GOOD TIME

Oh, what’s wrong, hellboy? Fire too blasé for you in the daytime? Look, I’m sorry for snapping, I’m just really upset about Finny okay

Ronald. Listen. I never thought I’d say this but... I need you to kill Grell. It’s... It’s the only way. It’s the only way we can move on from the pain

Six people lost today. William and Agni? They were kind of asking for it. Sieglinde? Well, she killed Lizzie. Ran-Mao? It hurt a little, not gonna lie. But MACMILLAN. And FINNY. THEY WERE JUST CAMPING. You really didn’t have to do it to em

Night 6

Four left, and they’re all just hanging out. Ronald, who started out so relatable and turned out so dark. Grell, who was a mom, until she betrayed her sons, and thus betrayed me. Sebastian, he's a simple demon with simple pleasures. Bard? He’s the hero we need. Who will it be? I feel that the answer is just on the horizon...

Day 7

okay, so it turns out the answer was not just on the horizon

Night 7

Is Ronald luring Grell into a false sense of security so he can stake out his kill? Bard is fucking around; meanwhile, Sebastian is feeling fucked up, and girl, same

Day 8

Wait. Uh. Holy shit

So, I always feel like I get rabbit-punched by the abrupt endings that Hunger Games sim doles out, but emotions fail me even more this time. All the shit hit the fan at once. Just as Seb decided he was jealous of Grell’s goodies, Ronald forgot to hydrate and sweet, wholesome Bard went kablooey. So look at that. Sebastian won. But what a circumstantial victory. I tell you what, I usually only get so invested in these Hunger Games sims, but this one really took the cake. My writing/pics kept getting deleted (thanks, Tumblr) and it actually took around three hours to make this entire post (not including some edits from future me, who is writing this bit in parentheses), so that might create some added emotional weight. But still. What a roller coaster. Incredible. Seb, inarguably the hungriest character in Black Butler, at last has his own Hunger Games victory.

[randombubblegum]

i have so much to say about parx and fuck about it and i’m sorry but i’m unloading it on to you. so unfortunately:( i do like it. and even bigger unfortunately i think i’m really gonna like parx5. not in like a twitter stan awsten can do no wrong way but in a way that some of these lyrics are hitting for me the way they used to. i know a lot of them are like REALLY BAD but some of them are really tapping into the “unhealthy relationship all about sex” part of my life that has me Feeling It. and because of that fuck about it literally made me unhinged. because it’s SO different from how awsten used to write. and 90% of me knows it’s because he’s trying to reach this tik tok kind of clout where you have one Zinger of a line that goes viral and yadda yadda yadda. it’s the same thing he did for GH. he’s trying so hard to be down with the kids. but that other 10% of me really thinks this kind of writing (mainly in FAB and brainwashed) but this like overly sexual kind of writing really just shows how different he sees these girls than he did ciara. like DD and Ent had so many metaphors for sex that were coded in love that you wouldn’t catch it if you didn’t know. (also where i think the “awsten is a virgin” joke started) but it was because he loved her so much and so differently that sex wasn’t all there was. but with dog girl and song girl that’s really all they have. and the lyrics are a lot more explicit “i am having sex” because he doesn’t care about them beyond that. i mean “give me 3 days, 3 days alone” is a loooong way from “who needs space from across the country” and anyway i like to shit on the new music as much as the next person and i think his song writing has really gone downhill but every now and then there are still parts of that good shit in there, it’s just different because HE is different.

i am so sorry for this long as message but no one will discuss parx with me so alas, here i am. 😔💚

ok i gotta admit i was bristling by the middle of this ask but i think you make some good points actually LOL. points that make awsten look like a fucking douchebag asshole, but points none the less.

ent and dd DID have coded lyrics for sex in then!!! a lot of little lyrical nods up until fandom actually, and i think thats very natural for awsten to write. like That is how he chooses to write about sex, when he does at all. and in the relationships and feelings he was in at the time (ciara, but also the gr*ce breakup… and you know who was involved with that one…?) there WAS more than sex to make them emotionally impactful for him!!!! theres songs about the longing and chasing and aching and hurting and gutting and joy and anger about ciara over THREE albums!!!!!!!!

in contrast we know for a fact he never gave even half a shit about dog girl emotionally. its clear not only in his lyrics but in how he acted to her and what she said about him. truly i cannot imagine he feels anything deeper for song girl besides “shes hot, i bagged her like im supposed to, this is what men do, im performing heterosexuality correctly” and a dash of intense codependence on her end lol

BUT, and this is a huge but, this is giving him a LOT of credit that hes not just shitting ~toxic edgy~ lyrics out for tiktok, bc thats what tiktok likes. these lyrics and ways of writing are SO hateful to the actual girls hes talking about and SO unlike his literal entire personality up until now that its baffling. it doesnt feel like hes genuinely writing from his own experiences.

i can understand and sympathize with you liking these lyrics bc theyre personally relatable to you at this chaotic self destructive time in your life but that truly does not make them good or deep no matter how much benefit we give him by trying to assign them deeper meaning

[nosferatvpussy]

Armand anon here: yah, you’re right 😭 sorry, I’ve just got Marius on the brain bc I’m hoping he makes an appearance bc he’s one of my favorite characters. Anyway, since you are also a lover of Darmiel (I’ve decided that’s their ship name), i thought I’d share my favorite detail that I just remembered: in the books, Armand gives Daniel a flask of his blood to carry around to mark Daniel as his to other vamps/to ward them off. That’s so djsjwkwoowos so fucking CUTE in a messed up way that only vampires and only Armand can achieve 🥰. I can’t find the exact scene/line, but I think it’s in queen of the damned???

Also, didn’t they all like live together in a weird crazy casino resort thingy?? And then everyone just,,,moved in with Marius??? Or am I making that up??? Idk, I gotta reread these books, man 😭. The pandemic scrambled my memory like an egg and I’m getting my lore mixed up. I need to go back and reread the first three so I can finally move on to the body snatcher; didn’t read that one originally bc I saw people saying that after queen of the damned Anne rice went off the rails and fired her editors and that the quality went downhill, evidenced by the fact that in the later books, an alien breastfeeds a disembodied hand that grows into a clone of him and they name the clone after the og alien and just tack 2.0 on the end. Wish I were joking. 😭

Man, hold on sksmjakskskana the endindg killed me. Is that in Blood Communion or Realm of Atlantis? They're the only ones I haven't read yet.

I love Marius too 😭🖤 most of the fandom hates him, with reason, but I just can't not love him.

Pretty sure the blood flask thing is in QotD and the casino happens at the end of it. And in Memnoch, Marius makes two vampires for Armand so they can communicate between themselved without the maker block, and he basically "steals" Daniel from Armand. In Blood and Gold, Daniel is living with Marius and is visibly really unhappy away from Armand. Last I remember, Darmiel is no longer a thing 😔

I think the body thief is a good read. For me it goes off the rails with Memnoch. I absolutely hated it! The Vampire Armand is lovely for the first half. I expected more of Blood and Gold, it's an okay read, but the ending really pays off for me. The rest, well. The characters are the only thing that keeps me.

[skitter-kitter]

hello skitty beloved your wips all sound so cool. would I be able to read the one about Dream and Scar returning to Scar's world? also i am losing my MIND at the one about Scar getting boogeyman a bunch /pos

Hi banana!! Glad you like the WIPs haha

For the Scar and Dream one I don’t have much, but here it is!

It started with a deal, as most of Scar’s poorer decisions usually did.

Dream offered him the use of his admin abilities. Scar offered him anything he wanted.

He knew Dream would take the deal. He had to.

And, he did.

And, he took more than Scar was willing to give.

/ / /

“We’ll visit your old world.” Dream was grinning underneath his mask. “You can grab some mementos, then… we’ll come back.”

Scar glared at him.

“We’ll come home… and you can visit your old world anytime you want to! Doesn’t that sound amazing?”

It sounds like a

I know I had an idea for a good metaphor when I wrote this two months ago but it has been lost to time 😔

And yeah!!! The boogeyman fic was hesitantly titled Mad Men and here’s the summary for it!

”I want his body.” Mumbo’s voice was demanding, but his eyes unfocused. Fixated on the body just a few feet behind Scar.

The noose tightened around his neck.

He’s yellow, he realized with barely hidden delight. Scar smirked. “It’s a life for the body.”

/ / /

Scar is chosen as the Boogeyman. It goes downhill from there.

Glad you enjoyed my WIPs!!! hope you’re having a great day <33