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hey why did i come back to this post to find comments n reblogs by nonblks saying shit like "oh i don't know any black people :(" or "i have so few black friends" like did u really think that was the point of this post. why do u people treat posts like this like a fucking progress report or a memory dump are y'all insane??
we aren't here to listen to you confess abt how you grew up in a mostly homogeneous area and have few, if any, interactions with black people. that's not what this post is abt bc that could apply to literally anybody.
this post is just abt how little love in the world is allotted for black people. it's thought provoking, and if anything, asking you to rethink how you engage with and consume blackness. you don't have to like a lot of things from black culture, but the least we ask for is respect and love without appropriation.
typically, the things we create are stolen from us and are called "ghetto" and "ratchet" and "dreadful", and then they are repurposed for the rest of the world and praised by those who consume the appropriated, repurposed, fake version of what we made. you love the things we make, but that same love is never extended towards us. that's the fucking point.
i mean god forbid i decide to do something for the sake of my blackness. ill be ridiculed. and god bless a nonblk who does the exact same thing, for they will be praised.
in all of this, where is the love for me?
why must there be a slur for me in every language? why must there hardly be a single place on this earth I could go and experience no racism? why must i be shunned and unloved for something that is completely out of my control?
and why, when i embrace all the negative labels, all the hatred, all the segregation, and instead make it something beautiful, do you still rob me? hate me? shun me? i have hardly done anything except find a way to exist.
god forbid i exist as a black woman.
truly not to sound defeatist or cynical but it really does blow my mind how little love people choose to extend to black people lmao
#like THIS is the point nonblks#THIS is the point#im not here to listen to you gripe#about your lack of black friends or interactions#im here for you to acknowledge and appreciate in a healthy manner#im here for you to recognize as another human being#not a token#not a “get out of racism guilt free” card#not as an invitation to a cookout#none of these#im here as a human#not for you#but for myself#the second you recognize me as a human with thoughts#loves#hates#and experiences#is the second im finally loved#sorry this is like#outside of my usual posts#was angry and frustrated#anybody that#cannot stand posts abt my blackness#should leave now#and unfollow genuinely#i do not want u here
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Eimmet High...temmiE high. OMG!
Part 28 || First || Previous || Next
--Full Series--
Next update may take...much longer! I have finals and an internship and not to mention I have to draw- A LOT :')
#Golly!#this is a shorter update but I wanted it to be that way. We've been in the house for a while. It's time to change some scenery!!#Chara using their game narrator voice like “golly!” and “amazing!”#Eimmet high :)) i was really hoping to be able to reference Temmie Chang here. An integral part of UT/DR!! She's awesome!#WE ARE OFFICIALLY ON Day 2 BABY#yes- there is still a little everyman easter egg as well as some other things... ;)#I tried so many new and different things for these panels. I was a little nervous implementing them. But im having a lot of fun with it!#i try to put my own artistic enjoyment above all other things :) its what I strive for.#Angle's landing day! excited for the festivities!#Chara is feeling stabby :)#loved detailing Chara's hand in the last page. When I detail the hands- just know shits getting real#I'm really happy with how I was able to redraw Toriel here. She showed up in the second part and that was it for 2 years -w-#so even if she's not a major character- I wanted to give her some good screen time <3#I did not make the Darkworld “Mayor” just for that one joke....but dang did it fit perfectly.#these 4 pages took longer than I wanted. I got burnt out with school and then finals came!!! AND ALSO EMAILS q-q#deltarune chara timeline#deltarune chara timeline comic#chara#asriel#kris#susie#toriel#tw cursing#cw cursing
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Act II ~ The Challenge
A tapestry for chapter 2 of Let No One Sleep by @azalawa-scroggs on ao3
#narumitsu#wrightworth#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#nmbb#happy fantasy au day of narumitsu week!!#this part of the story is especially fun for all the riddles#it reminded me a lot of the games and i adored it so i definitely wanted to reflect that in the work!#shoutout to their dynamic being guys who fight who should also kiss#ace attorney#maya and von karma are there if you can spot them at the top haha#fan art#aa#rendevok#this is the second in the series so be sure to stick around for the final tapestry and chapter :^)))))#i love edgeworths outfit in this bc he looks like he’s ddripping (he is (in gold)) [insert joke about his drip]#also wanted this one to be most like his canon capcom cafe look!#im stupid proud of the riddle borders everyone please clap i worked SO HARD ON THOSE#anyway narumitsu please makeout pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepLAEASEEE#no id (yet)
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hey devo!!! random anon here to ask if u have a ref of your sona 🤲🤲 they seem fun to draw and i have the urge to draw you holding your ocs like theyre plushies to slam against the wall (out of affection? violence? both? who knows……)
hihi!!! this reminds me i really need to update my sona drawing in the intro post, its so crusty and my hair has grown longer. i drew an updated one so i'll also drop it here :D
also!!! thank u for wanting to draw my sona!! which literally is just me but yassified LOL oh and don't worry about putting me in these exact clothes...!! i tend to dress really basic then accessorize the hell out so even when i was drawing it myself it was quite tedious.............
#ask#anon#my art#these are actual clothes that i own and wear#well i dont have a shirt that says “PISS” on it but id love to#but i do have a blue ranglan babytee#long time followers may have actually seen it heh#the skirt is sooooo cute but i have to pull it down every two seconds...like sorry my [REDACTED] is too [REDACTED]#and i finally found fishnets with smaller grids#im semi-concerned that i'll have fishnet shaped tanlines LOL
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rediscovered girldad sherlock holmes recently so im going to be way more insufferable than usual
#if dgs sherlock holmes has no defenders I AM DEAD#anyways after 2 literal years since i started the localized version im FINALLY almost done with it. and im still in love with holmes#im actually really glad i bought it and played it finally bc im really really enjoying playing the second half of game 2 myself finally#anyway. hello ace attorney tumblr its been literal years#sigh. for the life of me i will never understand the localization choices of this game though#why can we have gregson and drebber but not holmes and watson. what happened here#skribbles#ace attorney
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Outro: TEAR
© namuspromised
#I’m rapline enthusiast first and human second#min yoongi#jung hoseok#kim namjoon#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#cyphernet#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#userpat#tuserandi#uservans#useremmeline#*mine#teared paper would probably worked better but i love this shattered glass effect#i'm only midly satisfied with this but here we go#i have to finally let out my new thoughts about this performance!#in every rapline performance rapline always sticks together#I KNOW because i giffed so most of their performances and it's so easy to find moments with at least two of them#BUT TEAR?#i always complained i can't get them in one frame properly and it's like on purpose?!#AND I THOUGHT WELL IT'S LIKE THE LYRICS#im so stupid!#they rap about the tear and going different paths and everything that comes with this song#OF COURSE THEY ARE APART IN THE PERFORMANCE#they come togather only at the same end when hobi finishes
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post canon mobility aids cloud save me....save me post canon mobility aids cloud
#ff7#final fantasy 7#cloud strife#tifa lockhart#blue had to send me his advent children outfit for this and i almost died laughing i love you girl what are you wearing#anyways. protagonists being disabled at the end of their stories is important to me. lalallalalaaaaa....#i coulda fixed some of this but im not putting that much effort in. man its a sunday afternnoon who cares#EDIT. SECOND TIME IN RECENT HISTORY IVE FORGOTTEN AN ID??? I may be stupid. its in alt now
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pre-transmigration cumplanes because they are the most divorced guys who never met
#svsss#scum villains self saving system#cumplane#cucumberplane#shen yuan#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#pippart#these guys are so funny. i love sy's one sided parasocial hate relationship with sqh#i think sqh should start writing after transmigration again#and that sy should independently find his shitty writing and scathingly critique it anonymously#i need them to complain to each other about each other without realizing it's the other they're talking about#i think that's what sqq should be doing during the three years binghe got eebie deebied#when sqq dies and sqh stops getting correspondence from his new number 1 hater he's like#“oh boy im so happy i finally wrote something that guy likes. or maybe mbj killed him now that im complaining to him and not sqq about him”#and then sqq revives five years later and the second he has a chance he immediately starts catching up on five years of hate writing
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special operatives (silly interaction beneath read more)
[ID: Digital Art in color of Trigun Maximum, characters included are Wolfwood, Elendira, and Legato in a casual meeting situation. The piece consists of orangey yellow lighting and purple shadows. Wolfwood sits on the left side, facing Elendira who’s on the right. He’s seated on a plain wooden chair with one knee up and he’s holding the strap to his Punisher in his left hand while his right sits against his thigh, He has an irritated expression as he speaks to Elendira. Elendira is sitting in a fancier seat, her right arm rests against Wolfwood’s propped up knee, her left hand holds her suitcase. She’s sitting cross legged with an amused expression. Legato can be seen in the back at the center of the image in his mobile body case, one of his eyes shown to be glaring at Wolfwood. End ID]
[ID: Sketch, uncolored comic. Elendira says to Wolfwood, “I’m not telling you to dedicate yourself to him, but just accept the situation at hand. We could get along better if we were on the same page.” Wolfwood responds, “Don’t peg me me for an optimist. I’m not dumb. But, I’m also not going to just live in resignation. Plus, I don’t have any interest in getting along with ya.” Elendira coos, “Aw, you sure? I have a wonderful shoulder to cry on when the weak people you’re trying to protect eventually dies in the coming months. Though, I guess it’s fine. Someone like you might just die before then anyway...” She snickers in her hand while Wolfwood is speechless and just glares. Legato is faintly drawn in the back, glaring at Wolfwood, muttering “worthless�� repetitively. End ID]
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#elendira the crimsonnail#legato bluesummers#YES they were together in scene canonically for only 1 Measly chapter. Yes legato dipped like 2 seconds later but listen#trigun has such a fun cast and such a vague sense of time that i love to just throw in whatever Chances of the gung hos meeting outside of#canonic time... i mentioned before but i do think ww just runs into them on occasion from town to town#this illust would have to take place after the remembrance of july though ofc since that was when ww first saw elendira... which is still#the funniest ww ever bc he was so Shocked. LIKE AGHAST... BC IT WAS ELENDIRA THE CRIMSONAIL. he was starstruckk it was so cute#elendira of all people deserve that kind of reaction though im glad that they hyped it up with ww of all people. bc its like wow even ww is#kind of intimidated! even though he gained his grips like 5 seconds later to talk back to her. which is why i think theyd have a funny#dynamic. and legato is just there. he does not care about them but he also hates them and it's fun to think about how that'd extend to#wolfwood after knives specifically left the gung hos up to him and then explicitly didnt say shit after giving ww a special little mission#it also is just like. legato is pretty passive in trimax until someone is actively betraying knives or when its vash#and ww also does not give a shit about legato bc he also is like. vaguely aware he'd lose in a fight. so all i make them do is stare at each#other passive aggressively. TRISTAMP on the otherhand is ridiculously insane for making legato genuinely hold enough aggression towards ww#to literally activate his character arc in the season sgmkdsgm cannot wait for final phase where legato not only deeply detest vash but also#bears a similar aggression towards ww. actually im not sure whether i should be Excited for that or not but it would be an interesting#ruporas art
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thinking about how Charles had a direct phone line to the president in dark pheonix
the president would call him 🤯
“heehee late night chats with the president of the united states! 🤗😜”
and also the fact he just casually connects with nasa and they’re all used to it 😭
how much authority does this man have 🤨
i really don’t get what Raven was mad about for him doing all this press stuff
IF UR BESTIES WITH THE PRESIDENT YOU WONT BE SHOT IN THE STREETS
THE XMEN HAD FANS???? HOW IS THAT A BAD THING???
sure Charles might have a big ego but who wouldn’t when ur having tea in the white house and talking about government plans 🤨
i would honestly
step off the bald man Raven, he is risking plenty being a telepath and being trusted near government officials. i am sure as hell there are some anti-telepathy people around and about 😾
but also the president was a fake friend he immediately dropped Charles once his daughter started acting up
like BITCH??
like one incident and went “nah, public execution is back on”
Charles get urself some better friends 😿
tf are you looking so ominous for
calm down
#charles was kind of a mess in this movie#he lost his sister#his daughter#his best friend the president#he practically got kicked out of his own school and did not get any namesake#im stilled pissed at that#JEAN WILL COME BACK YOU DONT NEED TO GRIEVE THAT MUCH#well atleast charles went and got married with his husband and lived the cottagecore life forreal#everyone was ganging up on charles#i still love jean for what she said though#‘i know what you did you did out of love’#SHE GETS IT#😭😭#erik only gets second place cause of what he said earlier to charles#he got a comeback because he finally proposed#this movie was certainly something#charles xavier#professor x#cherik#erik lehnsherr#magneto#x men#xmcu#xmdp#xmen dark phoenix#wish does not shut up
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You're the sunflower/I think your love would be too much
#WOO FINALLY DONE#considered doing a second part with hanahaki riku buuuut. i got a car journey in an hour or so and im impatient#so doing it later means not at all#but anyway!!! had fun w him#still tryna figure out how to draw sora ill prob redraw this when i figure it out#rearranged the heart station more toward the redesigned one but then didnt rlly follow thru cus i wanted both riku and kairi on it LMAO#also i think i drew them too small for this to come across but my thought process was “sora with lots of freckles = sunflower center bit”#and obvi the station of awakening as well#was gonna be kh2 sora but hnnng his design is. so much#ambitious#i think “your love would be too much” works for every version of soriku though so its okay#soriku#kingdom hearts#soriku endgame actually#kh sora#kingdom hearts sora#sora kingdom hearts#riku kingdom hearts#bev draws#beverly says stuff#this happened cus 2 nights ago i satr up in bed and said THIS SONG IS SO SORIKU CODED#and then i wanted to make the sunflowers behind him look like stained glass#but i didnt know how & figured putting a station there would give a similar effect#regardless! sora looks kinda goofy in the face but im p happy w this !#using references are for cowards (NOT ACTUALLY. USE REFERENCES DO NOT FOLLOW MY EXAMPLE)#kh#kh1#kh1 sora#kh1 riku#also tried out some different brushes for colouring this and i like them :3
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Gale's the type that when you are having feelings of inadequacy about your relationship and how you fit into it, uttering "Gale, I'm no Goddess" whilst turning your head away, that he would cup your face with his hand and bring your eyeline back to his, and whisper "No. You're so much more." right before he pulls you close to kiss you as gently, with a reverence, just as you deserve
#Gale x tav#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#bg3#IM GOING THROUGH IT THIS MORNING APPARENTLY#like it's hard not to feel some doubt when the ex is a literal goddess#nothing you can do could ever live up to what she has has achieved in a second of your life#and yet to gale you already have#because you taught him to love life again#the man was made to worship and will press prayers against your skin until they finally begin to sink in
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(AU)
What if you died and something divine loved you so much it couldn't cope with that fact? What if they tried bringing you back but the result was wrong?
More doodles + rambles below:
Now What if what came back was just off. Looks at the divine without the memories that went back decades. It looks, behaves and works in a way just off enough in a way to make the god unable to look at it. it's not you. it's not. it can't be.
.... but what if what got pulled back was still you, but its- YOU'RE wrong and broken in ways you cant understand anymore.
The apocalypse draws closer and closer and you don't know why every day that passes you seem to be falling more and more apart too. The god is gone. You are alone.
....Anyway yeah i fucked up a perfectly normal Lovestory Au. i gave it anxiety is what i did. sorry for horrid typing in 2nd person trying to explain stuff im bad at explaining <3 i draw, not write for a reason lol.
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#dont have a name for this au but its haunted me for a week and i finally relented when i saw the fact gods CAN create sentient things#thanks huzzle for letting me be evil [thumbs up]#ANYWAY I PROMISE THERES A HAPPY ENDING IN MY HEAD IM JUST CRUEL AND EVIL#AND ALSO INCREDIBLY CRINGE. APOLOGIES. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM ALONE W MY THOUGHTS W NO ONE TO BOUNCE IDEAS OFF OF.#lovestory except everything went wrong at the last second and now everything sucks. Clicky's alone away from everyone. thespius is JUST GON#Huzzle is absolutely losing it's shit in the corner because it's the one that found out first.#Bauhauzzo is trying to not have the world end#and Missy M is absolutely distraught about how everything's gone sideways so fast and is about to start accidentally flooding the grove#cobi isnt even a god yet. (SAD. I MISS HER ALREADY)#sorry this is probably incomprehensible. oops#i think in images and concepts not words so translating a bunch of those hard.#fun part about this was absoultely drawing faces just ever so off from how i draw click clacks expressions to try and nail it aint right#what being off usually being the mouth#if u have questions feel free to ask. ill just stare at them in fear like a deer in headlights /silly#This is Clicky hes just.... a bit messed up. that *is* him; not a copy to be absolutely clear#...even if thespius doesnt think it is#anyway yeah. purple hyacinths right?#sniles#shrivels up and dies#ggg love and loss au
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Metalhawk: bro stop calling my people NAILS
Starscream: if you tase me im gonna make u my dead wife istg
Wheeljack: why do your optics turn separate directions whenever i mention the word 'plan'.
Ratchet: yeah i have arthritis so idc if i die tbh :/
rodimus: im buying an rv and me and all these strangers (who like me more than u, not that it matters ) (im hot) are gonna * EXPLODES EVERYONE *
wheeljack, in the middle of discussing a very elaborate pain-staking plan:... ... something just exploded & i wasn't the cause 😢...
prowl: WHERE IS YOUR RAGE
needlenose: i sure love my big dumb evil husband. sure hope a disgruntled little popcorn kernel doesn't detonate a bomb in his head
Wheeljack: fuck my life
Starscream: i love lying, so, naturally-- im gonna become a politician.
ironhide: i saw the hat man
the intelligent Bumble (bee):
#i love bees fat round face so fucking much#i will never stand for g1 bee slander like he is so fucking cute to me#c:#HES LITERALLY JUST THAT STOP BEING MEAN TO HIM#round face bee enjoyer first. everything else second#megatron tried crushing idw bee's robot skull bcs he could not contain the cuteness aggression#see bee to me is like seeing a hamster and wanting to bite its head off#or a spherical bird like u are socute.. how are you Real#transformers idw#transformers#maccadam#bumblebee#wheeljack#needlenose#I FKING LOVE NEEDLENOSE BTW I WANT HIM AND HORRIBULL TO SHOW UP AT BREAKDOWN AND KNOCKOUTS WEDDING UNINVITED#AND ABSOLUTELY CAUSE A GIANT DRUNKEN MESS FOR NO REASON#knockout kills them both#bumblebee says thank primus finally#prowl#ratchet#love how bee was like ... everybody wants to leave me to join stupid awesomesauce rodimus :( they go on a fun vacation meanwhile#im stuck in my shitty fucking house being the sole caretaker of my shitty fucking violent ass sundown grandpa (planet cybertron)#bcs i was always the nice & nuturing sister & then my grandpas gonna die and rodimus is gonna give me an LOL as a funeral expense donation#bumblebee is always the bridesmaid and never the bride so hes just invited to every wedding. thats why he was at knockout & breakdowns#he also loves wedding food#starscream#metalhawk#TO BE FAIR.. BEE DID TRY NOT TO CALL THEM THAT#b4 immediately forgetting after attempting like once or twice and reverting back to calling them nails#ironhide
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I draw pyke a normal amount
Outfit below 👇
#ough his hair….#his hands..#I love rendering his hair#THE HAT ON THIS WAS SO FUN#second Chappell roan pyke post I think there’s something wrong in my brain#I hope you all enjoy this as much as I did drawing it 😙#pyke come back from war… (stardust rhapsody hiatus)#me if making the most easy to erase watermarks was illegal#but Im too lazy to change it so#wtv#honor system#stardust rhapsody#pyke stardust rhapsody#pyke Pontus#the yuletide posts are finally posting soon… I just have to finish coloring..#legends of avantris
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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