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HOPELESS FROM THE LEFT RIGHTS IS A PRE-MSI SONG AND IT'S THE EARLIEST RECORD EVER BY JAMES EURINGER (1989)
BEAR WITH ME STAY TIL THE END I SWEAR THIS THEORY MAKES SENSE. I can't draw so I just be typing words🤣🤣😂😂
First off, this theory isn't mine, but from a reddit user in a 2021 post, Most I'm doing is bringing this up to you guys in a more ""condensed way"". (I finished and I realized I just made it longer fuck me)
We know Jimmy has a habit of saving songs for later releases, like with YRTA and IF. But I don’t think Hopeless is a track that was made 4 or 6 years ago for the album. I actually think it’s from about 20 years before Bad Choices Made Easy (2010), and it's an 89-90's song and here’s why
1-Jimmy's voice and singing style belong more to the PINK /Tight era than the HIL or even YRTA era
Jimmy's voice at 40 is deeper and more mature than when he was 20, along with a different singing style.
I'll leave a comparison of Eat Those Words (2013), Panty Shot (1997), Pussy all night (1998) and finally Hopeless (circa 1989).
1-40 yo Jimmy vs 20 yo Jimmy
2-Jimmy's high notes and falsettos in the 90s
3-Hopeless
2-Michael Andrew Pascal, pre-MSI friend of Jimmy could be in this song and is credited on The Left Rights:
In the screenshots of old copyrighted songs by James Euringer pre-1990, we can see he has the pseudonym of "JAMES NEMO", while also Steve and a Michael Pascal guy are also here.
James is credited for words, music, performance, arrangement
Steve is credited for music, performance, and arrangement
Pascal is also credited for arrangement and performance, meaning that Pascal was physically involved in the songs of these times (singing or dancing along with James and Steve).
(This also appears on Jimmy Urine's page on the MSI wikipedia, the songs are all around 1989 max. )
Now, listen to the beginning of Hopeless again. Do you recognize three different voices? It seems like Andrew starts with the 'Here we go, break it down' part James says 'No bass, no synth, just da beats' in a peppy voice and sings 'I met this girl and she was so fine,' and then Steve delivers the 'I've traveled far, I've met the girlies' part (?) or maybe it's the 'I love 'em and leave 'em! I shove 'em and heave 'em' line. (To be honest, I'm not really familiar with Steve's voice u_u).
On top of that, look who is credited in the Thank you section of Bad Choices made easy (scan by Cain @tghtr )
The original poster said that Andrew Pascal is credited here, but not in the rest of the thank you sections of MSI albums, I don't have MSI's whole discography to check their Thank you sections, but for people that do, I encourage to check this up yourselves!
3-They don't sound like they're in a studio:
You can clearly hear a reverb at the beginning of the song because it doesn’t seem like they’re in a studio, but rather in an empty room. It's not a reverb done digitally. This could be because it was just a casual recording, something you’d record on a cassette tape recorder. All 1989 recordings of Jimmy are put under the category of "sound cassette"
Considering this, there are high chances that Hopeless is the EARLIEST RECORD of Jimmy Urine singing, being 1989, even before Pink. Could also not be 1989 if Andrew was still around making beats with Jimmy but weren't copyrighted in the site, James Nemo is still registered in max 1993. But the songs where Andrew is included are max 1989.
Jimmy said multiple times that he re-uses old songs if they sound good to him. So this wouldn't be new, but still fascinating.
This is getting too long brother they dont pay me enough, like and reblog if u read allat and lmk what do u think 😱
#read allat and you have my heart#good theory yes or nah?#mindless self indulgence#msi#jimmy urine#little jimmy urine#james euringer#james euringer msi#msi band#random msi fact
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may i ask for some relationship hcs of Tsuchigomori with a human s/o? :3
DONT MIND IF I DO I FREAKIN LOVE HIM OMG
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he’s so casual about it lmao
like yeah I’m an apparition 😐
he wouldn’t date u if he didn’t think u could handle it tho
hes just ✨responsible✨like that ig
but fr tho
If he actually does end up dating someone (u in this example)
Just know he WORSHIPS THE GROUND YOU WALK UPON.
He won’t say it tho (smh)
but u can tell tho
bc you catch him staring so much
but the thing about that is
instead of like looking away embarrassed he just gives u that look
like, raised eyebrow with a smirk look
im cringing and blushing at the same time he’s so stupid and hawt god-
the EXACT LOOK IN THE PIC U SENT LMAO
He may not be vocal but that doesn’t mean he has any SHAME.
another random one
He doesnt give a lot of gifts in a relationship
but one thing he does thats cute af
he leaves random notes around in places he knows you’ll find em
Either reminders bc he knows you forget random shit
or like simple and sweet compliments that he felt too awkward to say in person.
like you’ll just open the fridge and there’s a sticky note on the freaking milk jug like “you look lovely today, there’s coffee in the pot, don’t forget your lunch again :)”
I also get the vibe that he’d suck at texting tho
He’s one of those ‘face to face’ people (couldn’t be me lmao) and so his texts usually consist of 👍,👎, and 🤷. With the occasional 🤠… for some reason-
he probably hides you from Hanako lmao
bc you know he’d never hear the end of it if that boy found out he had a partner.
but little does he know the two of you had already met and talk shit behind his back 😗
harmlessly ofc just random stuff like “he’s been extra grumpy this week” “I know riiight”
Hittin this pose lmao
making Tsuchigamori Nanamin which is accurate
The tired father figure will never not be a character trope I adore
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#tsuchigomori#Tsuchigomori x reader#Tsuchigomori headcanons#tsuchigomori ryuujirou#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shounen hanako kun#tbhk x reader#tbhk headcanons#jshk#jshk headcannons#Jshk x reader
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i litr cannot form opinions nobleflower. like it's cute but i can't seem to care to the point where i think about the two of them alone like ever. give me your opinions so i can steal them 😣 (or: if you dont ship them any other narcissa/alice ship that isn't w lucius/frank?)
(the way i wrote half of this and then forgot it in my drafts for so long im so sorry 😭😭)
ohhh trust me i ship them alright!! (i am so not normal abt them, they're actually one of my favs)
ok but like sorry if i don't say anything clearly cuz i'm good at thinking but bad at verbalizing alsoo i ended up talking a lot more abt narcissa than alice but oh well :(
but like here we gooooo :)
og star-crossed forbidden romance girlies okiee
they were absolutely NOT rivals/enemies to lovers but more strangers to lovers
narcissa is a year above alice
so like, personally i think they did not really gaf abt each other until like 5th/6th year (alice in 5th, narcissa in 6th)
they met when alice became a prefect (narcissa was already one from the prev year)
they had their first proper conversation on one of their prefect rounds
just made meaningless small talk and alice in her mind was like oh she's so fucking full of herself but hey at least she's not that boring and narcissa was internally rolling her eyes cuz she knows exactly what alice thought cuz it was absolutely not the first time someone thought of her like that so she was used to it
slowly got to know each other and slowly fell in love (narcissa - fell first (despite trying to desperately suppress her emotions); alice - fell harder)
drunk confessions etc
they were honestly really sweet - made each other lil handmade gifts and plucked flowers and made each other blush and held hands and hugged and cuddled and shit a lotttt
but they knew they fucked up when they seriously started thinking about a future together and realized that could never happen and started sobbing uncontrollably
but then alice, ever the hopeful optimist, was like - "wait, what if u run away with me??"
but while narcissa would die for her in a heartbeat, she would never risk living a life without security - running away with alice would just put a target on her back
it took LOTS of convincing but finally alice fully understood her perspective and didn't push
yet that put some distance between the two of them - they were still sneaking together but it didn't feel the same as before
the last time they saw each other (at least while they were both sane 😊😊) was their hogwarts graduation - they cried and made out and cried and cried and cried and their last kiss was disgusting and sloppy and they wished it would never end and then narcissa had to leave with lucius (they were engaged by this time)
both of them spoke barely a word to anybody for almost a week but they just missed each other so so much and were childishly begging the universe for a way for them to be together
narcissa at one point kept thinking what if i had just ran away from this country with alice?? and she fell into a rabbit hole and any moment she was alone she would obsess over that thought and create the perfect life with alice in her head
she found out about the longbottoms getting tortured, bellatrix's arrest, etc from lucius - he was nervous to tell her cuz he didn't want her to fucking lose it (thinking she'll break down and die from hysteria after losing both her sisters) (he's goofy like that)
she didn't do any of that however - she just didn't speak
she didn't look at lucius - she went to draco's (bleh) nursery, pulled him into her arms and rocked him back n forth
she went selectively mute and no words came out her mouth except sharp rare orders to elves or soft singing rhymes to draco
she pulled herself back together - security & stability is her middle name after all - and appeared right as normal within 1-2 years
(she visited alice once a week religiously under glamour to do nothing but sit and hold her hand and talk like the teenager she used to be with her - she would sob and laugh with all her chest like andromeda showed her it was ok)
#com com#wishful necromancy#nobleflower#marauders#marauders era#alice fortescue#the black family#narcissa black#narcissa malfoy#narcissa x alice#alice x narcissa#hc#hcs#marauders headcanon#marauders hc#marauders harry potter#harry potter marauders#wlw marauders#sapphic marauders#marauders women#the marauders fandom#the marauders era#the marauders#maraudersera#marauders girls#marauders fandom#marauder era#hp marauders
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This is definitely a personal thing but. I can't understand wols who just. Openly and unreservedly resent the shit out of being a hero and the Scions. Like having regrets and frustrations is one thing but if you hate it. Just hit the bricks. I just don't get it ur wol is ur sandbox if u don't want them to be a hero then just make them not be a hero. They could leave at any time they could be just a normal adventurer why are they so fucking mad all the time???
#probably shouldnt tag this lmao#like...the whole point of the drk quest#is that u could leave. u know u could. u dont#idk i think having entlona as my main wol really colored my opinion of the story#if she doesnt wanna do something she doesnt do it full stop#and she genuinely likes helping people. seeing the world#her arc started with mikana is the only thing precious to me so sure I'll do this adventurer thing with her#to make sure shes safe#and ends at i'll fight to protext what is precious#and unfortunately i find all the world precious#she so COMPETELY vibes w Venat's speech in elpis#about how she views the world#the closest thing any of my wosl got to like#events in the story traumatizing the.#instead of stuff compounding w their backstory#is aggi and the crystal braves#and that whole fallout#but...she decides to stay. she decides to stay even if her brother is dead. she decides to stay even if shes angry and hurt.#even if alphinaud's a dipshit#and she knows this is her choice. she could go back to the steppe. she could go somewhere else entirely#but she's staying. she's helping. she isn't going to let this ruin the idea of helping people#she even makes up w alphi#anyways i just. theres a fundamental disconnect#if u hate most of the main characters and resent the main plot i dont know why u are engaging w it#and if its purely on a character level...i dont know why somebody would hate it THAT MUCH and not just Dip#man that one line from fordola about how much pain thr wol has experienced#and most people are like YEAH UR RIGHT and entlona is just#???? i don't think I've experienced a higher amount of pain than average. i think im fine actually#yeah some people have died but everyone in eorzea has had people die im not special. just gonna try not to let it happen again.
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thank u canon plant nerd megumi for my life
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiguro megumi#yuji itadori#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#itadori yuuji#megumi#yuuji#middle one FOUGHT oh my god#angle/arm position/watering can/expression NONE of it wld go right#took 2 hours to get the lines only to realize upon laying down flats that it was still Completely off#so i took a break to bake an entire cake came back n finally it started cooperating#tbh idk if im still shaking off ytd's weird funk or what but this took ages longer than it should have#but its ok bc florist/botanist/general plant nerd megu is free serotonin 2 me#i could not decide on one apron 2 give him#but then i remembered he is th type 2 take his hobby Very seriously of course he would own multiple#looks at the hydrangeas listen . listen I Know i ws bemoaning having 2 draw so many cursing their name etc etc#but u dont understand he had to be holding one he just had to. he told me so. he held a gun 2 my head and said U Know What To Do#and i said ok ok ok ok#there r only 2 i survived#and i wld do anything fr him as we well know . cuffs his jeans puts leaves in his hair <3#jjk may have given me trust issues depression anxiety etc but it Also gave me flowerboy megu and i think that balances it out :)#edit added the bonus here bc reblogs dont show up in the main tags enjoy itfs gross flirting mwah <3
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i love when words fit right. seize was always supposed to be that word, and so was jester. tuesday isn't quite right but thursday should be thursday, that's a good word for it. daisy has the perfect shape to it, almost like you're laughing when you say it; and tulip is correct most of the time. while keynote is fun to say, it's super wrong - i think they have to change the label for that one. but fox is spot-on.
most words are just, like, good enough, even if what they are describing is lovely. the night sky is a fine term for it but it isn't perfect the way november is the correct term for that month.
it's not just in english because in spanish the phrase eso si que es is correct, it should be that. sometimes other languages are also better than the english words, like how blue is sloped too far downwards but azul is perfect and hangs in the air like glitter. while butterfly is sweet, i think probably papillion is more correct, although for some butterflies féileacán is much better. year is fine but bliain is better. sometimes multiple languages got it right though, like how jueves and Πέμπτη are also the right names for thursday. maybe we as a species are just really good at naming thursdays.
and if we were really bored and had a moment and a picnic to split we could all sit down for a moment and sort out all the words that exist and find all the perfect words in every language. i would show you that while i like the word tree (it makes you smile to say it), i think arbor is correct. you could teach me from your language what words fit the right way, and that would be very exciting (exciting is not correct, it's just fine).
i think probably this is what was happening at the tower of babel, before the languages all got shifted across the world and smudged by the hand of god. by the way, hand isn't quite right, but i do like that the word god is only 3 letters, and that it is shaped like it is reflecting into itself, and that it kind of makes your mouth move into an echoing chapel when you cluck it. but the word god could also fit really well with a coathanger, and i can't explain that. i think donut has (weirdly) the same shape as a toothbrush, but we really got bagel right and i am really grateful for that.
grateful is close, but not like thunder. hopefully one day i am going to figure out how to shape the way i love my friends into a little ceramic (ceramic is very good, almost perfect) pot and when they hold it they can feel the weight of my care for them. they can put a plant in there. maybe a daisy.
#warm up#writeblr.#i am not going to personally comment on the pineapple debate#some things are too big for me.#maybe we could have everything on earth choose their own names.#wouldn't that be fun#it is a creative writing exercise. okay. ily#''why only these languages?'' ..... bc i dont know every language#sorry :(#PLEASE leave me comments about what words u think are correct. i love learning them#btw! this isn't saying these are the most BEAUTIFUL words for it... just the words that are the most CORRECT#like i quite like the word ''keynote'' as mentioned. it's got a lot of fun sounds in it.#but it is not CORRECT.#''gloaming''' is interesting and fun and poetic but it is NOT correct . evening is MORE correct#but less beautiful.#does that make sense?
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messaging... texting even... communicating........
#odd taxi#my art#<- it has been AGES since i tagged smth as that#oddtaxi#ruiyuki#rui nikaido#yuki mitsuya#hey guys .. *scampers around like a scared animal* did u miss me..#i hope this makes sense like. i dont know how to draw flip phones can u tell theyre. texting each other like is that apparent#im probably overthinking so hard man but this took 3 hours im not gonna just leave it to collect dust the world needs to know#the world needs to know how much i care abt these two#so so glad i could finish this before pride month ends#doggirl and catgirl yuri will save the world i think
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the gasps when he fell (x)
#LIKE........imagine going to a random awards show and this guy you're not very familiar with but you most probably have heard of#comes on stage and delivers the absolute craziest performance with the most dramatic transitions ever....leaving u speechless etc etc#i just know everyone in the audience was googling him up afterwards 🫡#kinda crazy to think there are ppl who dont know him & his artistry but i guess we could say there are some individuals who#havent been converted to taeminism. yet 🫶#taemin
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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi the suckening#arthur bennett#HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT#this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT#ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH#WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME#DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER#HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW#AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE#I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game#but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping#DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds#I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors#what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE#while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs#THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN#WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS#the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band#EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION
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you GUYS i am officially enrolled in my degree i am so unbelievably happy!!!!! i have been fighting for my life to get here. i had to turn down all my uni offers when i was a teen (had to move out independantly bc of domestic violence and disability/health complications). i've always known exactly what i want to do with my life but everything got put on hold whilst i desperately tried to sort my shit out. BUT IM DOING IT NOW!!!!!
#u guys dont even know 😭#i dropped out of school when i was 14/15#taught myself all my GCSEs at home#tried to go back to school 3 times but had to leave bc of my abuser finding me + disabilities/pain made my attendance scores impossible#taught myself my A levels and GOT INTO MY DREAM UNI#had to TURN DOWN the offer so i could move out alone somewhere safe on my own income where he could not find me#then had to take a few years to sort my shit out because hello what the FUCK was that first 20 years of my life#plus hey ive been AUTISTIC and adhd this whole time ontop of the cptsd and psychosis and whatever the FUCK else#but im here now :))#lets get a fUCKING DEGREE!!!!!!!!!!
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#ok so i guess this is going to be exactly like a few months ago#where i knew i wanted my surgery but my parents reactions had me crying and seesawing thru my emotions every single day#literally yesterday i was resigned to staying here forever now today im calm and thinking maybe i could and should leave.#<- knowing that ill probably be crying again tomorrow.#dont ever put me in a situation etc etc#im sorry u guys ill make sure to employ the no-personal-posting-after-12-am rule again to ease the insanity on ur dash LOL#i hate that ive already had this much stress put upon me when nothing has even been confirmed. at all.
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best thing about being really into a character with very little screen time is you can just make things up about him. what are you gonna do prove me wrong
#thank u jonny sims for the character but i can take it from here#he can fight me himself if he wants with needles's seven minutes of screentme#ok cool!! he was a theatre kid now#they know ink5oul#they’re friends or nemeses or a secret third worse weirder thing#into bugs because they’re little guys that they don’t need to touch to be able to admire#looks at moths for fun maybe even pins them. does it with their own needles. piece of themself in their work and all that#at one point one of the mutuals suggested needle felting and i incorporated that into my belief system immediately#because it’s implied that his needles are barbed!! you know what else is barbed!!#felting needle babey#so now my hc is DOES do the needle felting but in a fidgety way where he just kind of plays with it in their hands and it works out because#of the needles#he would have fidgety habits you can pry that out of my cold dead hands#also he/they#just because they dont have confirmed pronouns#i could go on#i probably will go on in the morning#but for now i must take my leave#needles tmagp#< so i can find this later#leaving this in the tags bc the formatting is better for my 3am brain. i will probably make a proper post about it in the morn
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ISAO. 01
He had felt lost, to say the least, ever since Hikari had disappeared from this world. It was like there was a significant part of himself just gone, and nothing could fill in the gap. Not the mountain of work he took on or the harsh words he spoke to Kikoru from the fear that she'd go through the same one day.
And so he didn't even notice when Shinomiya Hikari had disappeared from his life as well. Only when you had shown up did the fog finally clear. He watched the way you'd treat Kikoru with so much love and the nostalgic way she smiled warmly back at you, and the view in front of him cleared for the first time in so many years.
How hadn't he seen it before? How long had he been in this state of mind? Why had you stuck around and waited for someone like him?
Yet, it wasn't some rocket science answer, there wasn't even a deep sensible reason— it was horribly simple. You just loved him, so genuinely. You loved someone like him.
But now he sees you, he's looking right at you, so please wait just a little longer. He'll be yours and yours alone in no time.
#shinomiya isao x reader#isao x reader#isao shinomiya x reader#kn8 x reader#kaiju no 8 x reader#ERM#TRULY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY#i have never once thought of isao romantically he is truly just like oh. kikoru dad. to me#AND NOT LIKE THAT. LIKE DAD. FATHER.#could not write anything more than a blurb unfortunately so i truly just sat down and put down whatever words would leave me#i hope this was ok anon sorry for the short thing#also dont think its spoilers that hikari died right ? i think that was in the anime right#or maybe its spoilers that he changed after her death.. IDK IF THESE ARE SPOILERS PLS LMK ILL TAG#request#TYSM FOR READING THOUGH I HOPE U ENJOYED!!!
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not to be a volo defender or anything (even tho i want him and im on his side) but like volo doesnt think pkmn r just tools. he just said desperation / life or death situations w ur pokemon make stronger bonds than modern day friendly pkmn battles where nothing is on the line
#had to put that out there#also hes right cuz like how do y kno who ur true friends r if ur not in a desperate situation#like anyone could literally just leave u speaking from experience#speaking from experience :))))))))))))))))))))))#if u dont believe this then u r LUCKY#if u think volo is insane u r LUCKY to not have EXPERIENCES that make u THINK THIS#ignore me#ok im done#(all of my friends left me 2 yrs ago when i was going thru the worst thing ever apparently still reaping the ramifications of it)#(luckily bc of that now i know who my REAL friends are)#(who is worth sticking up for and who will stick up for me)
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oh freckle, freckle⠁.. what makes you so s p e c i a l?
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH#IM SORRY THIS SONG DOES SO MANY BAD THINGS TO ME#other than the metal style cover / weezers sweet dreams r made of these / poppunk dancing queen this is THERMBADBIHTHEMESONG#THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS IS THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SONG BITCH#like OH FRECKLE FRECKLE WHAT MAKES U SO SPECIAL#HEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO#MY HEARTS IN HEAVEN MY SOLES ARE HEEEEEELLLLL LETS ME IN THE PURAGATORY OF MY HIPPPPPPPPPPPPPS#AND GET WELL ;)))))))#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HYYYYYYYHHHH BITCH#I KNOW THIS WAS A SPICY GREENHOUSE MAKEOUT SONG I AM SCREAMING VERY LOUD IN MY HEAD RN#*jerseykyle vc* i'm gonna ( leave you ) I'm Gonna TEACH you#HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLL NOOOOOO#IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII KNOOOOOOOOOOOO IT WAS GOING *NEW PERSPECTIVE VC* DOOOOOOOOWN DOWN DOooOOWWN#ALSO WAITER ARTIST MODEL SINGER IS LITERALLY CDS WHOLE EXPERIENCE TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THE BUSINESS#SPECIFICALLY RAVENSTAN GOING FROM WAITERING AT CHEFS RESTURANT TO COCKTAIL WAITERING AT RUFFIANS#MAKING MUSIC ON THE SIDE AND BASICALLY BEING A SOLD OUT TO THAT WHOLE CLUB AND BEING PUNK ROCK#~SUPERMODELITBOY~ AND ET TENS WHOLE BRAND AND HIS LIL PLAYTHING AND BEING A SINGER BUT...GOD...WAS IT WORTH IT????? WAS. IT. WORTH. IT.#DONT TALK TO ME HIS ENTIRE CHARACTER ARC MAKES ME MISERABLE HE JUST WANTED TO SING#AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED! YOURE RAVEN YOURE NO ONES DAUGHTER MIDNIGHT SUN BUT YOUR WINGS ARE STILL CLIPPED; YOU CANT FLY#YOU SING BUT IT FALLS ON DEAF EARS! COVER BOY ON THE PAGE! A PACIFIST AND ALL THE RAGE!! ALL THE WORLDS A STAGE#BUT GOLD OR NOT; AT THE END OF THE DAY ITS JUST A CAGE PRETTY BIRD - AND YOU BUILT IT YOURSELF BABY!!! YOU! BUILT! IT! YOURSELF! BARS BItcH#thats my son My Son mY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON it also has such a sexcC nitelub jerseykyle back beat hEEEEELLLO#i could talk about this for such a long time i LOVE this song#*jk having going crazy but divine intervention on his bathroom floor after a bad stan episode and ed episode head on toliet vc*#MAMA? IF WE DONT TAKE THE MEDICATION...WE WONT SLEEP FOR DAYS? MAMA...IF WE PRAY TO THE LORD#DOES HE SING ON STAGE?????? oOOOOOOOOOOUGH IM SICK AND I KNOW HES SEEING STARS AND SMILES AND PRETTY EYES AND UGLY LAUGHES#AND A BOY HE HASNT SEEN IN YEARS BUT HE SEES EVERYDAY OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH IM SICK#I WANT TO BE GOLDEN IN YOUR MEMORY!!!!!!!! SIIIIIIIICK!!! SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED!!!!! SHUT UP AAAAAaAAAAaA#IM IN HELL jk swirling his drink trying to look uninterested *after party fb vc* watching rstan work the room like#oh freckle freckle what makes You so special? and then raven waves and winks at him and trips bc hes an idiot and jk is like AAAAAA SIIIIIC
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can russia and north korea just nuke us already this is hopeless
#sorry to be so fatalistic on main i just have zero faith in the american public atp#i just rly wanted to believe that more americans couldve used this opportunity to prove to the rest of the world that we arent all a bunch#of sensationalist/conspiracy-driven/aggressively braindead/violent/bigoted alt-right lunatics#& i never had much faith in kamala & walz to begin with obviously im incredibly cynical towards these status quo gatekeepers and the#downright impotence of the neoliberal democratic party#but this wouldve been an easy swerve away from dozens MORE of horrible awful inhumane policies that will ultimately vanquish#the quality of life for the entire american working class like myself and our already pisspoor education system and our lousy#climate change policies and impossible living standards#but no unfortunately there is no way in hell for americans to prove even a modicum of intelligence or worth we're all basically suicidal#and despite my own immense yank bashing tendencies and complete disdain for our government i really wanted this country & my ppl to defy#our own reputation of being so fucking stupid and backwards i really did. in the tiniest little place of my heart was legitimate hope#& a tiny bit of patriotism thats now been squashed completely & this was just another large-scale international humiliation that we legit#voted that guy BACK IN after everything that has happened the last four even eight years. its unbelievable.#again obviously i dont like kamala but it still wouldve been a grand opportunity to stall against what the gop is already destroying#and with push and shove we could have made slight progress forward as a country and try to protect our social programs#be it as flawed as they are and with enough support we could have strengthened them a little. make drugs less expensive. continue forward#with clean energy decreasing our use of fossil fuels even more.#protect our education system so the up and coming generations could receive higher standards of learning than what the rest of us had#NO ABSOLUTELY NOT. im too poor to continue living here and im too poor to fucking leave !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SORRY THIS WAS EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY LONG THANK U FOR READING IF U DID MY BRAIN FEELS LIKE MUSH RIGHT NOW SO I DONT KNOW HOW#INTELLIGIBLE THIS MAY OR MAY NOT BE#and if this makes anyone mad @ all then ill just delete it cuz by god i dont need more grief and self hatred !#txt
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