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i finally finished reading I see you, Sundrop! by @shirajellyfish and IT'S SO GOOD I CAN'T BELIEVE IT TOOK ME THIS LONG TO FINISH IT RAAAAAAA
i will be gushing about it in the tags but here's a lil animation i made based on the below paragraph in chapter 6 that gave me such a strong mental image that i had to make it real :)
#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fnaf sun#i see you sundrop#doodle dump#dynamic dump#ITâS SOO GOOD YâALL ITâS AWESOME IT MAKES ME AHDKLSLLLFJSL#one of my favorite fics for sure. it ticks off all the boxes of things i like in a story itâs crazy#the way the animatronics are described⊠their funky ways of thinkingâŠ. the sheer amount of detail is just *explosion sounds*#riley leaning hard on âhow does a good friend act?â and growing as a person because of it IS EVERYTHING AUUUGH#I LOVE EVERY PART OF IT i will be rereading it so many times forever and ever itâs so GOOOOD!!!#thank you shira for writing and sharing such an awesome creation <3 <3 <3
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love is pretty stupid
#please write ur opinions... is the pink or orange better for this!!#I usually never draw my hero characters anymore but this one took over me for some reason#LOVED drawing bakugo actually . that was my favorite part of making this#was thinking of maybe making this into like a postcard or a print bc I'm gonna start tabling a couple places next spring!!!!#my art#illustration#digital art#photoshop#photoshop art#character art#digital illustration#fanart#bnha#my hero academia#bakudeku#bkdk#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya
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AND IF THAT'S ALL THAT I'M GONNA BE / WON'T YOU BREAK THE CHAIN WITH ME?
#asoiaf#daenerys targaryen#favorite part as always was the outfit but i also had fun writing all the titles out đ#new appreciation gained for islamic architecture bc designing that frame sucked ass. You can see i kind of failed on the sides.#my art#daenerys#daenerys stormborn
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Just thinking about Dick freaking out over losing his title of best uncle to Jason.
Dick showing up to take Lian out and give Roy a break only to hear she's having a fun day with Jason
Dick walking into the room with the toy he knows Lian really wanted, only to find out Jason got it for her first.
Dick showing up to game night at Roy's only to find Jason already there.
Just Dick getting increasingly frustrated and his rival Jason having no clue well the the rest watch on in humor and exasperation. Roy finds the who thing hilarious.
Picturing it all coming to a head when Dick is babysitting Lian and she shows him a new photo they put up. Dick all dejectivly being like, "look, it's you and your favorite uncle."
The pure shock and joy he feels when Lian tells him he wrong and her favorite uncle is "you uncle Dickie, duh!"
The door opening and Lian shouting "Papa!" As dick turns to excitedly tell Roy what Lian said only to see it's Jason who's holding Lian.
Dick just bluescreening.
#dc#dick grayson#jason todd#roy harper#lian harper#batman#Roy being daddy and Jason is papa#Dick being oblivious to his baby bros relationship#nobody is gonna let Dick live this down#bright side is Dick still holds favorite Uncle title#Dick: I thought you were just really good friends#Jasons always there because he lives there half the time.#what's the point of having a rich Bruce if you can't abuse his money and tech to âworkâ in Gotham well still living with his boyfriend.#dick cries when jason asks him to go with him to pick out a ring#dick cries again when Roy does the same#dick: omg im living in a Hallmark movie rn#part two: features the battle for Grayson. aka both want him as their best man.#i wish i could edit tags because my grammar seems to fail me whenever I write in them.#my posts#jason todd x roy harper#royjay#royjoy#idk
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âgoneâ - Jegulus microfic - @into-the-jeggyverse - 518 words
Part 4/5 (part 1, part 2, part 3 /part 5)
For a moment, Regulus still considers making a break for it but instead he takes a deep breath and turns to face his brother. They stare at each other for several moments, a myriad of emotions flicking across Siriusâ face as he opens and closes his mouth without saying anything. Regulus is struggling to find the right words also, but heâs saved when James breaks the silence.
âDid you really just try to sneak out the front door?â He asks.
Regulusâ stare slowly shifts from Sirius to James.
âAnd I was almost gone, if you didnât notice.â Regulus defends himself.
âBut weâre standing right here.â James gestures to emphasize that they are in fact standing very close to the front door. Â Â Â Â
âYour point?â Regulus defiantly crosses his arm. Â Â
âHey guys?â Regulus faintly hears Sirius in the background.
âMy point is that this is apparently your brother, which Iâd still like a bit of an explanation about.â James starts.
âI canââ Sirius tries to interrupt.
âBut regardless, thereâs obviously something going on between you two.â James continues, ignoring Sirius.
âYeah, but thatâsââ Sirius tries again.
âSo clearly, heâs not letting you leave without talking to him. And Iâm definitely not letting you leave without getting your number.â Again, James talks over Sirius.
âYouâre what?!â Regulus and Sirius ask at the same time.
âWhat makes you think Iâd give you my number?â Regulus asks.
âHey Reggie, good to see you, what are you doing here?â Sirius turns to the sideânot facing Regulusâand dramatically asks no one.
âDo you not want to give me your number.â James smirks.
Sirius turns the other way, still talking to no one, âHey Sirius, long time, no see. Funny story actually.â Sirius says in a mocking voice.
âI⊠âŠâ Regulus tries to answer James.
Sirius turns around again. âOh yeah? Iâd love to hear it.â Sirius continues talking to no one.
âSo, you do want to give me your number.â Jamesâ smirk grows.
Sirius turns again and continues in a very dramatic mocking voice. âWell, Sirius, I just love you sooo much, I couldnât be without you.â
âI never said that.â Regulus fires back at Jamesâbut also inadvertently answered Siriusâ statement.
Sirius turns to respond to Regulus until he realizes that Regulus wasnât talking to him, then drops his shoulders. âI might as well be talking to a mirror.â He tosses his arms up.
âNo⊠but you hesitated, love.â Jamesâ smile softens and Regulus hates to admit that he has to fight to restrain his own smile. James opens his mouth, but Sirius cuts him off.
âOKAY, thatâs enough!â Sirius stands between them and grabs Regulus by his ear and starts pulling him towards Jamesâ couch. Â
âOUCH!â Regulus yelps. âYou are hurting me!â Â
âWell, normally, I have a very sweet disposition, but you lost that right when you ignored me!â Sirius shouts and Regulus continues to yelp.
âOkay, wait a minute, Sirius.â James tries to jump in.
âI did my waiting! Twelve minutes of it, while you two were doing⊠whatever the hell that was.â Sirius throws Regulus on the couch. âNow sit. I want answers!â
#i added a part 5#because this one got a little long#but this one might have been my favorite one to write#i hope it wasn't too confusing#sirius is really struggling#jegulus is flirting#adding all the one-liners made me giggle#so silly â so ridiculous â but iâm still having too much fun with this!#finishing the halloween prompts tomorrow#regulus loves james#james loves regulus#jegulus#jegulus microfic#jegulus fanfiction#marauders fanfiction#regulus black#james potter#marauders#james x regulus#regulus x james#marauders era#harry potter marauders#harry potter#hp#dead gay wizards from the 70s#dead gay wizards#starchaser#sunseeker#jeggyverse microfic#sirius black
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book!daniel is such a romantic freak that he heard the cries of pompeii, felt its suffering and could only think about people dying together. about some of them dying with their beloveds and how he wanted to embrace the same fate. he wanted to die and be together with armand forever. romance is not dead.
#devil's minion#tvc#qotd#book!dm#daniel being such a romantic in a weird way must be one of my favorite things#armand#daniel molloy#the queen of the damned#the vampire chronicles#iwtv#interview with the vampire#i think i'm so in love with the dm chapter bc yes it's a beautiful romantic chapter#but also bc i could write paragraphs and paragraphs abt every single little part of it#armandaniel#armaniel
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sometimes family is a regular man, his surprisingly smart (and capricious) cat, his phoenix husband, the antichrist, an amorphous slime boy, a nature sprite, a gnome, a wyvern, a shapeshifter, a yeti, a much older and more powerful nature sprite, and her girlfriend the mayor
#void keith talks#gods i love The House In The Cerulean Sea and Somewhere Beyond The Sea so fucking much. they're my new favorite books#they nearly brought me to tears like. eight times. which is definitely saying something cuz i almost never actually cry at media i consume#they're good. they're SO good. honest!!!#wasn't quite sure why the first one resonated with me so much until i opened Somewhere Beyond The Sea and the dedication was-#âthis is for the trans communityâ and i was like OH. so THAT'S why i liked the first book so much#also i just fucking love all of TJ Klune's books that i've read so far#his writing style? FANTASTIC. even in the different genres he's written. he just has such an excellent writing voice#the house in the cerulean sea book#somewhere beyond the sea book#the house in the cerulean sea#somewhere beyond the sea#the house in the cerulean sea book tj klune#somewhere beyond the sea tj klune#at my heart i am a book nerd so obviously i have to post about it sometimes#cerulean chronicles#linus baker#arthur parnassus#and the baker-parnassus children (and the powerful sapphic women are also part of the baker-parnassus family)#AND CALLIOPE! i can't believe i forgot calliope the cat. please forgive me#bookblr#tj klune books
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rereading some of my favorite classic fan fics and again just so struck by the fact that mainstream fiction could never give me what you people give me every day for FREE. you're all the exact level of poetic and deranged that i'm endlessly searching for. no one is doing it like fic writers.
#architecture of the minotaur's heart is something i have always wished i could write#i am utterly obsessed with every part of the animal even though it's a movie rewrite#i think about love take your toll all the time#some of the lines from ergative/absolutive are so close to my heart they feel just like a disney movie or my dad's favorite song#do you GET WHAT I'M SAYING#like so many of you people have influenced me and my tastes beyond words#thank you to fic writers i love you weird little freaks!!!!!#text#about
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[ cw: nightmares / trauma / ]
Post-invasion, Mikey sneaks into Leoâs room and when asked by Leo what the problem was, Mikey just smiles and says since heâs awake and knew Leo would be too, he didnât want either of them alone. Leo laughs and lets Mikey stick around, both of them clumped together on Leoâs bed, watching grainy compilations of old Lou Jitsu commercials on Leoâs phone.
Technically, Mikey didnât lie. He just didnât explain everything that led him to Leoâs room. He didnât explain the nightmare of his arms burning up too bright, too fast, destroyed before Raph and Donnie have a chance to help. He didnât explain how he woke up with a wail caught in his throat, phantom pain in his arms and chest alike chasing away any semblance of exhaustion. He didnât explain how his mind made sure he knew, vividly, that if one thing went wrong with his portal, then he would have never seen Leo again.
He didnât explain, and he didnât have to. Leo knows his brothers better than he knows himself, and Mikey has always been easy to read. So itâs no trouble to let Mikey know that heâs still with them, that Leo is here and alive with everyone else. And when Mikey finally regains his exhaustion and falls asleep leaning against Leo, Leo simply maneuvers him into a more comfortable position and stays by his side.
He doesnât move, doesnât go to sleep - not that he could, anyway. He just mindlessly scrolls on his phone, the soft snores of his little brother filling the room. He stays in place, awake, because he wants to be sure that when Mikey wakes up again itâs to the immediate sight that Leo is alive and well and home.
And, if Leoâs bring honest, thatâs a reminder not just for Mikeyâs sake.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt leo#rise mikey#rise leo#portal pals#one of my favorite things about Mikey is how self assured he really is not only in his skills but in his sense of self#but no matter how confident you are how much faith in yourself and others you have anyone can be struck by what ifs#and trauma isnât so easily brushed over#so I can easily see Mikey struggling occasionally with the notion that ah. I did it. but what if I didnât.#bros the worlds best mystic warrior in part because he can do real miracles#but miracles are only thought to be so because theyâre near impossible feats#and with the knowledge that he is capable of opening timelinesâŠI wonder if a part of Mikey fears falling into one where he failed#now - Mikey is not one to get wrapped up in insecurity he really isnât#but for something so important and such a possible fear? at the very least I can see his subconscious manifesting a nightmare or two#most likely more - heâs a kid after all#they all are#ANYWAY love this duo lol#almost positive I wrote something similar to this wayyyyyy long ago but bleh Iâll write it again idc idc
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don't you forget about me (part six)
(part one)(part two)(part three)(part four)(part five)
Steve allows himself a brief mental breakdown in the shower when he gets home. He lets the water mix with his tears as he curls his arms around himself and wishes with everything he is that they were Eddieâs. Thereâs nothing he wouldnât give right now just to be held by him again, just to feel Eddieâs arms around him one more time. All it took was a tiny kiss on the back of his hand for Steveâs skin to remember just how much it missed that feeling. Now Steveâs entire body craves Eddieâs touch, and he shakes in its absence like an addict in withdrawal.Â
Then he puts himself back together, gets dressed and styles his hair and heads off to work.Â
Theyâd defeated Vecna before he could split the world into pieces or whatever his diabolical plan had been. So while Steveâs whole world may have been torn apart, while Steveâs whole world lays bruised and bandaged and amnesic in a hospital bed, the rest of the world carries on none the wiser. The rest of the world still rents VHS tapes and has movie nights and date nights and no fucking clue that they were seconds away from being dragged down into a hell dimension a couple weeks ago, so Family Video is still open for them. Fuck that.Â
âYouâve gotta handle the customers today because if someone starts asking me stupid questions I canât promise I wonât snap at them,â Steve tells Robin as he drives them to their shift.Â
âAw, but itâs so funny when you snap at them,â Robin quips.Â
âRobin.â He gives her his best Iâm so fucking serious look.Â
Her humor dries up immediately and she nods solemnly. âAlright, yeah. I got it.âÂ
Steve sighs, pulling into the parking lot. âThank you.âÂ
He busies himself with cataloging and reshelving and rewinding returns while Robin takes over the customer service part of the job. Itâs mindless - mind-numbing - the monotony of the tasks exactly what Steve needs to dull out the thoughts in his brain and distract himself from the way the back of his hand still tingles from Eddieâs kiss.Â
When the afternoon rush dies down after a few hours and the store is all but empty, Robin sidles up next to him where heâs putting away a stack of fantasy films. âHey.âÂ
Her voice cuts through his focus and nearly startles Steve out of his skin. âJesus! Donât sneak up on me like that.âÂ
âSorry.â She grabs half the stack of tapes and starts helping him shelve. âJust wanted to check in with you, we havenât gotten much of a chance to talk today. How are things going with Eddie?âÂ
âItâs fine. Heâs fine,â Steve grumbles, glaring down at the tape in his hands. Itâs got a dragon on the cover. He thinks Eddie would probably like it. âHe still doesnât remember me, but heâs starting to see me as a friend now at least, so.â Steve shoves the movie into its spot on the shelf. âThatâs something, right?âÂ
Robin raises her eyebrows at the sharp bitterness in his tone and how forcefully he put the tape away. âOkay. Yeah. So I see weâre in the anger stage of grief now,â she comments.Â
Steve scoffs. If this is a stage of grief, he thinks heâs been going through them in the wrong order, or maybe all at once - a neverending ebb and flow of denial and anger and depression all swirled together into one fucked up cocktail of grief. âIâm not angry,â he says, rubbing his hands over his face. âIâm just tired- emotionally burnt out, I donât know. I just miss him and itâs not fair and Iâm so fucking sick of feeling like this.âÂ
âYeah, thatâs anger, Steve,â Robin says, infuriatingly blunt. She slides the last tape in her stack into its place and then leans against the shelf. âDid something else happen to set this off, or are you just generally overwhelmed?âÂ
Steve sags against the shelf beside her. âBoth. I donât know. Itâs stupid, itâs so fucking stupid. He just- he kissed my hand this morning, thatâs it, and it wrecked me.âÂ
âHe what?â Robin questions, curiosity widening her eyes.Â
âHe kissed my hand,â Steve repeats. He sighs and adds context, gives her a full recount of the events of that morning.
âOh my god?!â Robin practically squawks as she backhands Steveâs arm, which is definitely not the comforting words or touch he needs from her right now.Â
âOw!â he yelps, rubbing his arm. âWhat the hell was that for?âÂ
âDude. He was flirting with you,â she tells him, eyes even wider now like sheâs trying to explain to him something obvious.Â
âWhat? No.â Steve shakes his head, looking at her like sheâs crazy. âHe definitely wasnât.âÂ
âUghhh,â Robin lets out a long, dramatic groan, dragging her hands down her cheeks and pulling down her eyes. âI cannot do this with you two again. He totally was.â She drops her hands from her face so she can use them to illustrate her point as she starts to lists off, âFirst of all, he literally called you daddy-âÂ
âAs a joke,â Steve interrupts to protest.Â
âYeah, a flirtatious one,â Robin retorts. She continues, âThen he said you have a magic touch, and then his heart literally started racing for no reason-â
âBecause I was stressing him out!âÂ
âOnly after his heart rate went up in the first place, which, as I was saying, was for no reason other than the fact that you were smiling at him and holding his hand-âÂ
âThat literally doesnât-âÂ
âAnd then, he kissed your hand - pressed his lips to your skin - and told you that you were his good luck charm,â Robin finishes, looking smug like sheâs said something novel and not just completely reiterated exactly what Steve had just told her only with more emphasis.Â
He sighs wearily. âYour point?âÂ
âHe likes you, dingus,â she says, whacking his arm again. âDonât you get it? His mind may not remember still, but his heart is starting to.â
Steve doesnât know what to do with that. A lump rises in his throat, a rush of jumbled emotions chafing against his already frayed edges. âDonât say that. You donât know that.â
âI think you should tell him what you were to each other,â Robin suggests.Â
âRight, yeah, okay, sure,â Steve scoffs, somewhere between sarcastic and hysterical. âAnd while weâre at it, I think you should tell Vickie that you like her. Because telling people things like that is so easy, isnât it?âÂ
Robin gives him a withering stare. âThat is not the same thing at all, and you know it.â
âNo, yeah, youâre right,â he agrees. âBecause I know Eddie, and he would not take that news well. He already gets a little weird whenever I seem to know too much about him - if I tell him I know him biblically too-âÂ
âEw, donât tell him like that!âÂ
âDoesnât matter if I tell him like that; I say weâve been together for 9 months, heâs going to assume weâve-âÂ
âGod, okay, I get it!â
âSee? It would freak him out,â Steve concludes, crossing his arms. âEven if he doesâŠlike me again or whatever, he definitely wouldnât anymore and it would just generally make him uncomfortable. So I canât tell him. I just have to keep waiting for him to remember on his own, even though itâs fucking killing me,â he says, his voice harsh as he tries to keep it from breaking. âItâs whatâs best for Eddie.âÂ
âSteve-â Robin starts, frowning like sheâs only just beginning to realize she may have pushed him too far, but whatever it is she was going to say is cut off by the ringing of the bell that announces the front door being open.Â
âCustomers.â Steve points his chin towards the couple who just walked in, a bitter jealousy boiling in his stomach as he watches them walk hand in hand towards the romance aisle. Itâs not fucking fair. He shoves himself away from the shelves and mutters, âIâm taking my break.â
He stalks to the breakroom, closes the door, and sinks to the floor with his back against it. The tears in his eyes feel like theyâre made of acid, like they would carve tracks into his skin if they were to spill down his cheeks. He wraps his arms around himself again. The thoughts in his head are made of acid too, bitter and burning and cursing everyone who gets to enjoy their lover's touch while he suffers without his.Â
Steveâs brain feels corroded, corrupted. âHe likes you,â Robinâs words echo there too, âhis mind may not remember still, but his heart is starting to.â Would Eddie touch him now if he asked? Would he trace his fingers across Steveâs skin, kiss more than just the back of his hand? Steve digs his own fingers into his sides. He feels gross, he feels rotten. It wouldnât be right to ask that of Eddie without him knowing the truth, to take advantage of him like that. It wouldnât be the same, anyways. The superficial touch of a boy with the beginnings of a crush is not the tender loverâs caress that Steve craves.Â
That is if Robin is even right about Eddie redeveloping feelings. Which she probably isnât.
Steveâs just being stupid and selfish again. He wants to remove his brain from his skull so he can stop thinking, tear his heart from his chest so he can stop feeling; both so burned and decayed he thinks if he held them in his hands they would dissolve and crumble to dust and ash and sludge between his fingers.Â
Fifteen minutes pass, and Steve forces himself to be fine. He peels himself off the breakroom floor and returns to work, continues the tedious tasks that he hopes will numb him out again.Â
Robin catches his eye from across the room where sheâs sorting a customerâs cash at the register. Iâm sorry, her expression says, I didnât mean to make you upset.Â
Steve gives a tiny shake of his head and a small smile. Itâs okay. It wasnât your fault, his own expression reassures her. You meant well. Iâm not mad at you.Â
They donât talk about Eddie again that day. The next time thereâs a lull in customers and theyâre able to chat again, Steve tells Robin he honestly just needs a distraction right now, and he lets her ramble on about Vickie and band and school and her impending graduation and the movie she watched last night and whatever other random thoughts are bouncing around that hyperactive head of hers. Her voice fills in the cracks in Steveâs brain, keeps it from falling apart completely. Sheâs always been good at that, and heâs grateful for it.Â
Then he drops Robin off after work and he drives away alone in silence because all the songs on the radio are love songs, and he drives back to the hospital - back to the source of his grief again and again like some sort of fucking masochist - because Eddie needs him. Because Steve loves him.
~
Eddie cannot help the way his face all but beams the second Steve walks back into his room that evening. âThere you are, Stevie! How was work?â
Steve returns the smile, genuine, but thereâs a tiredness to it. âIt was alright. Bit boring, really, uneventful. How are you doing?âÂ
âIâm good,â Eddie says, adding with a jaunty grin, âAll the better now that youâre back.âÂ
It comes out a bit more flirtatious than he intended, but thankfully Steve just laughs it off. âAlright, smoothtalker,â he scoffs through a chuckle as he takes his usual seat by the bed. âItâs nice to see you again too.â
âOh, the actual doctor came in to talk to me today. Good news, donât worry,â Eddie tells him, the last bit tacked on quickly before that concerned crease can appear between Steveâs brows. âShe says Iâm healing up nicely, and I might be able to be discharged soon. A few more daysâ observation and then they're gonna see how well I can actually move since, you know, the bats chewed through half the muscles in one of my legs. But, yeah, I could be out of here by the end of next week.âÂ
âThatâs great, Eddie!â Steve brightens.Â
âYeah.â Eddie smiles. âI canât wait to be somewhere familiar, feel normal again. Or, well,â he amends, smile falling a little as he realizes, âas normal as I can feel given that Iâll probably be walking with a limp for the rest of my life and be covered in nasty scars all over.âÂ
A strange expression crosses Steveâs face then, something happy and sad and sympathetic all at once, and his voice is soft as he says, âWeâll match.âÂ
Eddie blinks at him. âWhat?â
âThe scars,â Steve clarifies. âThe bats got me too, you know. I was lucky, it wasnât as bad for me as it was for you, but, uh- yeah, weâll match. See?â He stands and pulls his shirt up a bit.Â
Eddieâs heart rate immediately kicks up again, blood growing warm, as his eyes snap to Steveâs stomach, to skin and muscle and body hair and- oh. Two giant, jagged red scabs cover Steveâs sides, the edges fading into skin bumpy and pink and white with the beginnings of scarring. The bite on Eddieâs own side twinges in sympathy. âThatâs-â He swallows back the word hot, and breathes out instead, âHoly shit.â Without really thinking, he finds himself reaching out to skim his fingers over the ridges of Steveâs scars.Â
Steve gasps - full body shudders - at the touch, and Eddie instantly pulls his hand back, afraid heâs hurt him. âSorry,â he mutters.
âNo, itâs fine,â Steve manages, though it sounds a bit shaky. âYou didnât hurt me, I just- I wasnât expecting it.âÂ
Eddie tentatively starts to reach back out; Steve nods. He slowly traces the outline of the wound again, every uneven edge, feeling the evidence of hurt and the evidence of healing and the ripple of each breath Steve takes - breaths that echo in the quiet that falls between them. Eddie doesnât realize just how intimate this silence has become as he runs his hands across Steveâs skin, until he glances up to find Steve justâŠwatching him. Itâs impossible to tell exactly what emotion is behind his eyes, but itâs intense and itâs devastating, and Eddie suddenly feels like he canât breathe.Â
âUh-â A nervous laugh stutters out of him. He rescinds his touch. âTwin scars, huh?â he remarks, cracking a crooked smile and attempting to change this strange, suffocating energy with a joke. âHell of a matching tattoo. Next time letâs just exchange friendship bracelets like normal people do, yeah?â
Steve huffs, a short burst of laughter that escapes from his chest like itâs been punched out of him. âSince when have you ever done anything like a normal person?â he teases in return as he pulls his shirt back down.
Just like that, blown away by Steveâs playful smile, the weird tension lifts. Eddie grins back. âAlright, fair point.â He adds, âThose are gonna be some pretty metal scars, Stevie.â
âNot as metal as yours,â Steve says warmly, settling back in his chair and kicking one leg over the other. âYouâre the one that literally survived death, Ed. It doesnât get any more metal than that.âÂ
âNow whoâs the smoothtalker?â Eddie smirks, and he hopes he isnât blushing. Steve Harrington calling him metal with so much pride and affection in his voice is doing numbers on his heart. Curse this stupid fucking crush.
Steve eyes divert briefly to the heart monitor, which has not once calmed down since the second heâd lifted up his shirt, and Eddie is so sure that he knows then, that heâs finally made the connection between whatâs got Eddieâs heart racing, but he doesnât say anything, just laughs it off again, smiling like everythingâs completely normal as he looks back at Eddie and rolls his eyes and mutters in return, âShut up.âÂ
âMake me,â Eddie mumbles, not quick enough to bite back the words before they fall from his mouth, only managing to lower his voice enough that maybe Steve didnât hear him.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âTV?â Eddie grabs the remote, pretends like thatâs what heâd said in the first place. Real smooth.Â
âOh, sure.â Steve shrugs. If he noticed Eddieâs slip, he gives no indication of it.Â
Eddie turns on the TV and they spend the next hour or so laughing and making fun of the bad acting on the show thatâs playing. Easy, normal, platonic. Eddieâs heart rate stabilizes, remaining even so long as he doesnât look too long at Steveâs smile.Â
When sleep starts lapping at Eddieâs consciousness, he doesnât fear it anymore. Silently, he holds out his hand, and Steve takes it, wrapping him in the warmth and protection that allows Eddie to let himself drift off undaunted.Â
And in his dreams his hands skate across Steveâs skin again.
(part seven)
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"Were you even listening? How many reports, Ikora? How many times did I tell you what I saw?"
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#destiny art#bungie#ikora rey#exo stranger#elsie bray#season of the witch#fanart#i say 'season of the' and you guys complete 'lesbian drama' alright#i already filled my obligatory hive!eris drawing ok check dark future chap 5#in case this isn't obvious this is an elisabeth bray appreciation blog in disguise#and whatever mad decision she makes after this season is valid including idk sHOOTING HER OWN SHIP AT THE HELM TO STOP THIS MADNESS#ok but srsly tho rites of passage page 2 gave me some extra life and anxiety for the plot future xckvnkvn#my favorite part of season of the witch is shutting up everyone who had the audacity to look at me and say 'we already stopped the df'#lbr we will prevent it sure but the key word is //WILL// and im so happy this season proved my point#bungie loves planting plot points through lore text and they didnt write a whole collection of dark future timeloops for nothing
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#this might be the most scribble thing I post here yet bahahahahahahahahahahaaha#I still like how the hands turned out even though I didnât finish themđ#but itâs pretty messy and the hands might be the only part I likeđ„Č#but since this blog is my art journey documentation here you are#I was pretty busy today so no good art but maybe tomorrow weâll see#I am preparing things to FINALLY answer my asksđ„č#& if you tagged me in anything I actually have been meaning to respond!!!!!!!! my notifications are the WORST and so confusing on heređ”âđ«#and Iâm technology grandmaâŠ#hope u all have had an amazing day !!!! đ«¶#my brother in law has been fishing and catching SO MANY sargo#(sargo = sea bream for the animal crossing playing English speakersđ)#AND ITS LITERALLY SOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS !!!!!#i cook it in the weirdest way possible#you just have to gut the fish and cut off its fins etc#then you put it in a wet salt bed and cover it upâŠcook it for 30 minâŠAND VOILA ITS DONE !!!!!#I donât add any spicesâŠNOTHINGâŠand this fish literally has the taste and texture of crab covered in butter#LIKEâŠđł it might be my favorite food/fav thing to cook these days bc itâs so easy and fresh caught fish is just deliciousđ«#well that was my grandma cooking show of the dayđ©âđł#now you know how to cook sargo a la sal đ©âđł#also going back to the drawingđ„č I just love these two so muchâŠ#I love thinking of sweet momentsâŠmost of my angst is confined to writincđ#the chapter Iâm writing right now is SO ANGST DEPRESSING (sorry Eloise)#it will get betterâŠI promiseâŠ#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc
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Finally I can post the comic for Adventurer!Zenos that has taken hold of my brain for the past week.
AKA a man who is currently running off the fumes of the literal souls of the damned being very desperate to be out of the void he was stuck in (and for the first time actually being able to just enjoy something mundane), only to get absolutely overwhelmed but all the stimuli he had just... ignored until now.
#ffxiv#concept#sketch#comic#zenos yae galvus#adventurer!zenos#meteor survivor#I will admit I find a lot of enjoyment writing antagonists that show a capacity for change#its a part of the reason psaro and hendrick are some of my favorite dragon quest characters LOL#the fact alisaie lives in this man's head rent free pushed me to do this#so i wanted to do a bit of a character study exercise trying to work on this man's motivations#I am so sorry I have so much brainrot about this man#if any of you saw Tsukiko standing outside the forum for like 6+ hours over several days#it was because I was dying inside trying to draw the overlook of the ocean and the statue of thaliak#perfectionism kicks my ass when it comes to backgrounds lmfao
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Re-reading Charlieâs relapse in Solitaire makes me certain that as much as Iâd have preferred it more fleshed out in season 3, I wouldnât be able to cope with Tori cursing Nick out over the phone.
That said âŠ
The way that we see Nickâs anxiety mounting in the back half of season 3 can be believably linked to that interaction. We know from Toriâs POV that sheâs furious, but she acknowledges the fact that Nick will redeem himself in her eyes (she almost immediately acknowledges it, as well).
But Nick doesnât know that. All he knows is heâs the âbastardâ whose âfaultâ it is for the relapse since he âleftâ. Which ties in so seamlessly with Nick worrying about leaving Charlie for uni and later, his resentment at Charlie acting like heâs leaving him behind (in N&C) as he starts trying to prepare for life after Truham.
#Iâve got many thoughts#not sure how many of them are coherent#i wish I was still in school to write analyses on these characters#that was my favorite part of college#did it multiple times for queer as folk#heartstopper#solitaire#nick & charlie#tori spring#charlie spring#nick nelson#narlie#heartstopper season 3#tw sh related#analysis#my thoughts
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Wrong Number 5
Eddie had been having a greatest time eating in his apartment that anyone could have. Because he wasn't alone. He was with Steve. And then he got to share one of his childhood favorite movies with him. Even though it was a first date, Eddie got the feel that casual was okay. So he'd started the video call with a red t-shirt and black jeans. He knew the odds of Steve seeing his bottom half but he wanted to look nice all the way anyway.
When Steve answered the call and Eddie saw him fill the screen with a very respectable "first date" shirt, he imagined the bottoms were probably a good pair of jeans or maybe even khakis. Steve looked like a khaki guy. What Eddie did not expect was to be flashed when Steve got up in the middle of the movie to get a drink.
But he got up, giving Eddie an eyeful of a bulge in navy blue lace. And then Steve turned and Eddie got to see it from the back. He had to have been hallucinating. There was no way he had actually seen that. It had to be an illusi-and he was coming back and those were definitely panties that Steve was wearing.
"....Eddie?" Steve looked at his wide eyes. The man hadn't spoken for a full minute.
"Baby...are you wearing something naughty?"
Steve bit his lip. "I wasn't trying to be naughty. Robin just thought that I could...well, use the confidence?"
"Don't tell me a pretty thing like you is insecure, I won't believe it", Eddie smiled.
"Well those were Robin's thoughts, not mine." Steve turned the movie down a bit and it was clear Eddie and lowered the volume on his end too. "Do you like them?"
"My brain went to moon. I think you're trying to kill me."
Steve's already high confidence jumped to the ceiling. It was nice to be appreciated.
"Can I see them again?", Eddie asked.
"I thought they were fatal?", Steve smirked.
"You know, I've decided I've lived long enough. And if I have my choice of how I go, I choose death by Steve."
"Okay, but if I have a choice, I'm keeping you alive. But if you insiiiist." Steve had returned to his seat on the floor when he got back from the kitchen, and now he rose up to sit on the couch. His legs were crossed, blocking Eddie's view.
The man on his phone whined. "Don't make me beg."
"Hmm, but what if I like begging?"
"Please, please baby, pretty please, lemme see you?" Eddie's hands were pressed together in prayer.
The way he was positioned (in the phone, on the coffee table) it was like he was kneeling before Steve. Slowly, he uncrossed his legs and even spread them a little, smiling when he heard Eddie's intake of breath.
"Shit...Were you planning on showing me this tonight?"
"If you were good...maybe", Steve teased. "What do you think? Have you been a good boy?"
Eddie nodded frantically, hair flopping, jaw dropped as Steve shifted and he got to watch the bulge between his legs move. He would do anything. Beg, kneel, bark, whatever Steve wanted him to do. Fuck, if he was really there, his head would already be in between his legs.
"I bet you could crack my skull with those legs, Jesus."
From his vantage point, Eddie could only make out up to the bottom of his mouth and while he liked his current view, that just wouldn't do at all.
"I've got an idea...What do you say to moving this to the bedroom?"
Steve grabbed his phone and started walking. Eddie straight up sprinted and collapsed onto his bed.
"You're not going to have anyone burst in with a 'code red', are they?", Steve asked as he got onto his own bed, laying down and holding his phone to his face.
"I have blocked out the entire night for you, Stevie. My crew knows that all Code Reds are to be handled by my second in command."
Okay, that made him feel a little special. Steve bit his lip. "I've never really done anything like this before..."
"What? Taking a date to your bedroom? Once again, I won't believe it. You're probably beating them back with a stick." Eddie was literally looking at him. There was no way he didn't have a line of admirers going down the street.
"I meant on like...video. So how do you want me?"
"Well I typically get a burger with my shakes", Eddie waggled his brows.
"Eddie", Steve laughed.
"Wait, I can do better! Can I get a split-top bun, since you've got a whole bakery in the back?" Eddie beamed as the screen shook while Steve was laughing. "Just get comfortable, baby."
Steve did just that, lying on his back, holding his phone above his head. Eddie was in a similar position in his own bed.
"Okay, I think I've done the whole 'teacher is secretly a model' bit before but Christ alive, it's like you've got no bad angles."
"Eddie, I think you're stalling", Steve grinned. At first, he had been nervous about doing this over video, but now it seemed like Eddie was the one who was anxious.
"If I stall by complimenting you, is it really stalling?"
"If you were here...what would you do to me?", Steve asked.
"I would kiss you so hard, you'd pass out", Eddie admitted. "Full on Pepe LePew treatment. I'd start on your hand and make my way up and then I'm not letting those lips go until they're raw."
Steve brushed his fingers against his mouth. It had been a while since he'd been kissed like that, but Eddie wasn't done.
"And don't think I haven't noticed how those moles go all the way down. I think if I get started kissing them now, I can be to your thighs by Christmas."
Steve didn't miss the strong implication of Eddie's physical presence. They hadn't really talked about meeting in real life yet, both of them aware of how risky it could be to meet someone like that. But as time went on, the dangers seemed to melt away.
Steve's hand trailed down his body. He made sure to angle his phone so that Eddie could see just that. "God, I've thought about your hands so much..." His hand came back up to touch his lips.
"I can tell you want to, baby. Go ahead and suck on them. Pretend they're mine."
Permission granted, Steve stuck two in his mouth. Enraptured, Eddie started to paw at himself through his jeans. Steve's mouth was so pretty and it was already so wet. It didn't hurt that he was already moaning. God, he needed to find out where Steve lived and buy himself a plane ticket. He needed to get his hands on him yesterday.
"Mmm, and you know, once my fingers are nice and wet, I like to put them elsewhere. Where do you want me to touch?"
Slowly, Steve pulled them out of his mouth. "Everywhere", he said, lightly panting.
Eddie's canines showed as he smiled. He unzipped his pants, purposely making it as loud as he could so that Steve would know. "I'd like that too. But let's narrow it down, beautiful."
"How's about I show you?"
Eddie's eyes got wide as Steve changed positions and even moved some pillows around and now he had a front row seat to the most prime ass he'd ever seen. Steve was on his knees and bent over slowly. He pulled his panties to the side with one hand and pushed one of his glistening fingers inside.
"Aaahh, Eddie", he moaned, bringing the other man back into it.
"Fucking hell, look at you." Eddie used one hand to pushed the band of his boxers down and bring out his cock.
Steve pushed another into him, pressing his forehead against the bed. He didn't know what he'd been so anxious about. He wanted nothing more than to have Eddie looking at him. Eddie getting hard and jerking off while looking at him.
"Eddie...I need, I need you..."
Eddie spit in his hand and kept stroking. "Tell me, angel. What do you need me to do?"
Steve whined and Eddie watched as his ass shook, fingers sinking in deep before pulling them out and pushing in again. He bet anything if Steve turned around, he'd see a wet spot on those panties.
"Don't worry, Stevie, I'm gonna tell you what to do. Is that okay?"
He saw Steve's head shake in what could've been a nod, but he was glad when he got the vocal confirmation. Eddie directed Steve and soon he had turned (Eddie had been right about the wet spot) so now he was facing the camera. The ass shot was hot but Eddie wanted to see his face when he came. He now also had a pillow under his hips to help with the angle.
And damn if he wasn't an absolute vision, rutting against the pillow, lips parted in a perpetual moan. Eddie had gotten some lube for his hand, but he knew his fist paled in comparison to Steve Harrington.
"Shit, I needa have you Steve. Wanna feel you, make you mine."
"I'm already yours", Steve said, making Eddie whimper. "I'm all yours, Eds, no one else's."
Apparently he was in a really possessive mood because that just put him right over the edge. This beautiful man was pleasuring himself and he only had eyes for Eddie. He made sure his cumshot was in the frame and watched as Steve's eyes glazed over. His licked his lips and bucked into his pillow, Eddie's name leaving his mouth on a sigh.
Eddie swallowed, his throat a little dry. "Can I see?"
Steve didn't need to ask what he meant. He picked up his phone and rose up on his knees, showing Eddie the tip of his cock peeking out of his panties, cum cooling on his stomach as his shirt had ridden up.
"Mmm, fuck. What's that rule in your classroom? About not wasting good food?"
"If you were here, I'd let you lick it all up", Steve said.
"Yeah, about that...can we...?"
"Talk? How do you feel about morning afters?", Steve asked.
"Usually they're pretty awkward", Eddie admitted with a shrug. "But considering I don't need to worry about you kicking me out..."
"Are you free for breakfast?"
"You mean brunch?"
Steve smiled. "It's a date then. Good night, Eddie."
"Good night, my darling."
Part 7
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I was talking to a friend earlier about how much I love the fact that MC and Sylus are diametrically opposed.
No matter what happens between us, at the end of the day, Sylus has to answer for what he's done if for no other reason than because of who we are in this life.
The law doesn't care he's only killed other 'evil' people, or what philanthropy he's practiced with the insane amount of money he's laundered or stolen. It does not change anything about the fact that he's violated the laws of this world.
The inevitability of this eats me alive honestly.
Either we have to abandon the dream we spent our whole life working towards and for to be with him or at some point we have to do our job and arrest/kill him. In the mean time, I love the fact that we as MC struggle with that inner conflict constantly simply because we love him.
Our relationship is so messy with Sylus no matter what pretty bow it comes wrapped in and I adore that.
#villain monologues#sylus#lads sylus#dearly beloved#sylus headcanons#dw just me babbling about sylus and mc as usual#this is one of my favorite things to think about#and part of me wants to write it#love and deepspace#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus
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