#is like. half of my job
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#on Friday one of my students was like 'are you a swiftie' and i said yes#and this one boy was like i have never heard you mention her#and i gave myself a mental high five for my own restraint#i have really tried to tamp down on that this year because things just get out of hand too fast otherwise#then of course 6th period came around and my defenses were gone and it was Friday and several students were gone#so I spoke on her and what I believed her legacy would be lol#and then I felt really bad about that decision :((((( for some reason#the kids loved it. but that is no sign that it was the right call!#anyway still reflecting#i did love that the student didn't know#i really want to be restrained both in general but especially about Taylor in my professional setting#and just. not be opening myself up to needless barbs about her but also not alienating people?#i HATE alienating people i want to reach all of them and the less I have standing in my way the better#so kind of constantly diffusing what threatens to blow up out of proportion#is like. half of my job#another student asked me immediately afterwards if i liked Kanye and i said gently that i did not know Kanye's music so i couldn't tell him#but like. i'm not getting into it you know? i'm not getting into the Taylor Culture Wars or whatever. I will not fan the flames of that#with students especially. but also i do care about her she's such a real part of my heart and my outlook#that sometimes I feel compelled to speak!#and just let them know what's going on in my heart#but yeah. as with many feelings relating to Taylor i often feel bad or foolish immediately afterwards for being vulnerable#kind of no position more vulnerable than taking the side of a millionaire pop star that people love to hate on#kidding!!! but I mean it's not wholly untrue#i like to think i try to move the space of the conversation immediately into something both grounded and relevant#when I do bring her up. and hopefully away from the worst bits of the inflammatory nature of Taylor discussions.#i hope it's healing for somebody/does any good.#but i have no way of knowing#i'm just rambling. it's saturday night and i had half a very strong drink#so my mind's just mulling.
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make it vicious, take a stab
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jujutsu gojo#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#blood/#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#just in case idk#i believe in night moves fv supremacy#i feel like i say this every time but im dead deceased on the floor in the ground etc etc#maximum effort fr gojo as usual sighhhhhhhhhhhh#3 days on this mf who let me draw another mirror who didnt talk me down#i got so frustrated after i finished his reflection only to realize i had a whole other half gojo to draw#do not look too closely ik its not perfectly mirrored ik ik ik i wanted to die the whole time pls b kind#especially the hair gjhdfkdgk the last mirrored char i drew was megumi and at least with him his hair is dark#with which i can Conceal my mistakes#none of tht here sighs . this freak and his florescent hair#anyway even tho i died and perished and expired etc i am . SO happy w this u have no idea#blood sweat and tears went into this one#and easter eggs! so many easter eggs#pls take it and enjoy im tired of staring at him and his god awful lipstick job . make yourself decent smh
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I made @wolfythewitch 's fox Bill design out of polymer clay
It's pretty thin (so thin I'm afraid it'll snap in half anytime I lift it)
Front and back side:
#I love crafting stuff but it's more time consuming than drawing (and less satisfying to me) so I don't do it as often#this would make a pretty cool pin. too bad it's so fragile#this is useless btw. I'm afraid it's break even if I store it somewhere#but at least I had fun making it#like an idiot I decided it would be better if I used only yellow and painted the details after baking it#fast forward-> me trying to paint it with a permanent black marker and a white gel pen that's definitely not for that job#this design will forever be imprinted in my brain as the best fanmade bill design actually#gravity falls#gravity fowls#bill cipher#arts n crafts#polymer clay#don't look at my ugly fingers#this is obviously not actual folded like an origami. I just cut the pieces I needed (the body is one piece folded in half tho)#btw I used the oven just to bake this. rip the environment
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#ultrakill#v1#ultrakill fanart#gabv1el#gabriel ultrakill#i miss my goobers <- just spent half an hour beating the shit outof gabriel. again#i'm gonnz use these tags to lament the fact that i had a banger of a sketch#that i deleted bc it felt like. it was too obvious i want tht robot [REDACTED]#and now im so sad. it was such a nice sketch actually i want to let the demons win this time#arttag#memes#id included#i have this queued so when this posts i'll just be just coming home from a job interview. isnt that fun#galadoodles
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Shh, they want to hold hands 😌
#spnfanart#destiel#destiel fanart#castiel#dean winchester#wiggleart#silly doodle bc I can’t work on a picture for someone right now#but I needed to rest my eyes from my actual job#I love how it went from dean going like give me my personal space#to them not standing more than half an inch apart if they get the chance lol
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thoughts on The Sea Beast 2022 (if youve seen it)
when I was ever so briefly at netflix for concept work that movie was in pre production (?) and I was actually hoping they'd put me on it, they did not 😅
but yeah I like it! weirdly I find the first third of the movie (when they're killing the dragons) way more engaging, the tone and pacing falls off a bit once they befriend the sea monster. Kind of goes from "traditional high seas adventure movie" to "cute kids movie where not a ton happens"; if they had kept up that former tone while still telling a story about a sea monster hunter realizing the value of conservation when he befriends one of the monsters, it would be a 10/10. Oh well, still pretty good for what it is.
Creature design wise, I think a lot of the concepts for the titular sea beast are a lot more cool and charming. It feels very possible they just couldn't render markings or complex details because of the size of the character? Who knows.
The final design never really escapes the knockoff toothless look to me. I guess it's a bit hard to do a toothed whale inspired dragon with front facing eyes that doesn't look a bit like that, but yeah, it doesn't quite click and feel like it's own thing.
also i hate the way it walks on its flippers. I think they wanted to avoid having it look awkward like a seal and accidentally made it look way worse
am i being too mean here or does the way it walks look crazy stupid to everyone else
#my bullying of red toothless will cost me 10 jobs in the animation industry#but yeah like. 6.5/10 ? first half of the movie is a solid 8.5
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Finders Keepers warm up sketches b4 I start designing some character stuff
I missed themm
The DCAs arms/hands keep breaking because of how much they move and do silly acrobatics, pairing that with some leftover water+fire damage, it is one of the things that Y/N has to repair often;
New compatible parts are hard to find + expensive (considering how old the DCAs model is), so Y/N normally has to go to old faztech electronic trash dumps to find something that might work, which is usually pieces of other similar-looking Attendants from some old FAZCO animatronic line. You really hope sun and moon don't know about this, or else things will get awkward
#can I lore dump in the tags b4 my motivation for it runs out?#in this au FAZCO grew in the market and started to create animatronics for other needs#Entertainment. housecare. childcare. minor maintenance. repetitive jobs#ofc that the BEST animatronics stayed with fazco for their restaurant/pizzeria franchises#but faztech was basically everywhere now#like they probably had disney or google levels of growth#Anyways for lore reasons that i will still mention later#these faztech electronic trash wastes are certainly common#not only due to planned obsolescence but something else THAT I CANNOT MENTION RN#anyways yes there was a moment that there WERE many DCA looking walking around#but now like. half of them are in these trash dumps#we hate capitalism here 💛 fuck fazco megacorp arc#dca posting#mars artz#dca#dca au#dca sun#sun#fnaf au#y/n#dca x y/n#sun x y/n#finders keepers au
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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(request) papyrus as a transformer and optimus prime as a skeleton
I've never drawn Optimus before. So now the first time I draw him Ever will be as a skeleton hbmsejmbmffbfkfbdk,,,,,
Anyway I used blackggggum's Underformer!Papyrus design, because I love that series of designs <33 (and did not want to design one myself sjhskjdmjd)
requests closed (for now!)
#velwy.png#requestlog#transformers#undertale#papyrus#optimus prime#i only started drawing transformers a month ago!!!!!!! i dont know how to design them!!#that being said. *looks at one of the other requests i got*#i guess i gotta learn on the job.#anyway. op's shirt pockets are meant to be like his windshield#thank u for the request :]] 💛#HALF MY TAGS GOT EATEN AGAIN
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P E A C E |
#ts4 render#ts4 edit#oc: zehel na'drazuli leandelle#it's been a hot min since I've gotten to play my favorite game#“which parent does he look most like”#tbh both#anyways don't ask why I continue to post pics of one of my most modest OCs either half or fully unclothed#and I'll do it again#in other news I finally have some actual free time#not full time off but I've managed to juggle job three and get everything caught up#so hopefully I can visit all my babies!
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Gift (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Gaster#Papyrus#Second go around! Maybe he can talk about it with the one who actually got the scarf!#Or not haha - better to just let some things lie#Though ♪ Of course Papyrus would recognize Gaster's efforts ♥ His emotional intelligence hhhh <3#He knows everything there was Gaster's initially and so reading between the lines of Gaster telling him he can have it#It's a gift! Properly! That deserves praise!! Good job you did something nice!#I also deeply love when Gaster is first pulled back out how one of his first little smiles is at Papyrus being silly#Gaster is also very prideful! It's cute to see his son being self-aggrandizing in that kid way! Seeing him enjoy it is so nice ;;#Also I know that Papyrus is still shorter than Gaster I just really like the idea of him being almost his dad's height ;;#He's so grown up now! He's grown into such a beautiful adult <3#It does make sense that he's still shorter considering the whole ''torn in half'' thing ahh#Maybe Gaster is leaning down just let me have this lol#I also ended up doing a lot of digital reconstruction on this one!#Especially panels 2 through 4 - I actually pulled out my tablet to draw in the bits that got cut off by the surrounding doodles#I wasn't as careful with my spacing with these oops :P But I think they turned out pretty style-matched :)#Cute lads happy <3
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Have you ever drawn and hidden little doodles of the DCA while at work?
Just scribbled one or two during a moment of free time and tucked them someplace?
There are now 19 of these silly things scattered around a 136 sq. ft (41.45 sq. m) space.
The thing I'm unsure about is whether I gather them up or leave them for future employees to find when the time comes for me to move on from this job.
#loaf art#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun#sundrop#fnaf moon#moondrop#fnaf eclipse#dca fandom#I drew and hid all these over the course of a month and a half. Why? It sounded like fun!#I've been covertly checking every so often and currently none have been scrapped#wouldn't it be funny if one of my teammates turned out to be a fellow dca enjoyer who saw this post and also saw one of these in the wild#and than tried locating the rest?#Also! I just had my annual review at work and got top marks for being an “excellent role model”#apparently this is what folks are supposed to aspire to while on the job
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reducing him to naught but shapes and lines
#I love doing anything but my job at work#I've cracked The Code#Need to make a ref for him just to explain my really specific piercing headcanons for him#gordon freeman#gordon hlvrai#hlvrai gordon#hlvrai#half live vr but the ai is self aware#half life vr ai#id in alt text#bottom right I don't like as much but it's whatever
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ohh my god explodes
#sorry random jazzprowl takeover (im letting it win)#i need blaster n jazz to bffs the way they are in go go. cna anyone hear me#ive been running on straight fumes and wnergy drinks BUTTTTT as soon as xmas goes i swear ill post something finished#im just being beat up by my job and gifts rn :pensive:#i have like half a shockwave piece sitting in my wips rn#tf#artists on tumblr#my art#transformers#doodles#transformers art#maccadam#tfone#tf jazz#transformers jazz#jazzprowl#tf prowl#prowl#transformers prowl#jazz#blaster#transformers blaster#digital art
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Found a cool color palette. Might finish it later. (Probably not.)
#star wars#star wars the clone wars#star wars rex#star wars the bad batch#Glitched half an hour on his face for no reason#just cause I couldn't figure a skin color#like I come from impressionism#you know this small art movement#where half of the Chinese artists I follow borrows their wonderful color palette#Color palettes who are perfect to draw noice anime boys#but (we can't lie) where everyone tend to draw only fair skinned characters#So I'm bugged trying to draw realistic people with that#would probably help if I forced myself to do studies ya know#instead of looking at gensh1n art#skill issue as people say#maybe is should draw on a bigger file too#like not draw face with realistic feature on a 300x300 px square XD#But again this drawing was me procrastinating on another one#I hate finishing illu#I just wanna plan/doodle and layout#for others#my jobs of heart are storyboard or color key artist#background paint or compositing hell no#clean animation? kill me#I had a burn out last time I touched a graph editor#too bad that's the most demanded and entry level jobs#v_v#tips for people who want to enter animation industry#don't be like me#finish stuff
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i am neither easy nor immune o(-(
open for better quality | no reposts
#a date with death#casper a date with death#grim a date with death#adwd#two and a half studios#fanart#myart#doodle#hello i downloaded and played this game on a whim recently and have gotten all the endings#my favorite convo was during day 5 or 6? in which he asks about fav color/family/etc#i think it was really sweet how attentive and curious he was#and yeah it's very cliche of me but i liked the 'that makes my job easier... but why don't you have anyone??' lines#and of course the window scene and the flowers. and the nickname. yeah.#we all know why it was those little things rather than the banter and flirting that got to me hahaha#i think the last time i played a dating sim was. m.ystic messenger?? that was Ages ago#so this was nice lol
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