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brieflykay Ā· 15 days ago
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I think ep35 has made me instantly understand why I have seen Oscar and... Noel? Is that the detectives name? getting shipped with Arthur
Them ganging up on the Butcher may be the best scene ever
"We've known Arthur for less than a day but if you fuck with him we will fucking kill you" type of energy happening here LMAO
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badgopher Ā· 6 days ago
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Google Maps: In 200 feet, merge onto highway 69 South Me, under my breath, to myself, every gd time: nice
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"Oh my god Iā€™m sooo sore!Ā Wait, the guy that I watch every night Is using MY stream"
"So you canā€™t put it down?"
"No, I canā€™t put it down, I gotta do it for Ammir"
(40,602 watching)
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Lawrence feels like a big small town. Overland Park feels like a small big city.
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Cashier: Do you have a phone number with us? Me: Nope Cashier: Do you want to sign up today? Me: No thanks, just the receipt Cashier: Okay, I'm gonna need your first and last name Me: *shrugs* Cashier: It won't let me give you a receipt without your name Crickets: *chirping*
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Me, deploying the emergency nail clippers: I wonder how many monsters have trimmed their toenails on this carpet
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goldlightsaber Ā· 1 year ago
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I find it interesting that Jesse Armstrong and others refer to Roman Roy as a "playboy" and say that he "goes back to being a playboy" in the finale cause like....where? I feel like Roman is someone that just wants everyone to think he's a playboy and "drowning in pussy", when he is clearly...not? Time and time again, it's been shown that he can't really fuck a woman and can go quite a long time without doing so. Unless you count what happens with Gerri as sex. To me it has always seemed that he is simply posturing as the kind of man who is capable of "getting pussy", that he is exhibiting a performative joy in objectifying them and fucking on the regular, and that he makes his statements disgusting enough that people don't want to pry into the truth of it any further. And what effect does that achieve, other than to be closer to whatever version of masculinity Logan might've deemed best? Or the closest version Roman is capable of achieving? What Roman lacks in corporate ambition and focus, he makes up for in exaggerated, lewd sex talk. It achieves the effect of making him seem preoccupied with sex, just the way a "normal," testosterone-oozing man would. But as we know, he is actually having very little. This is all to say, "Playboy where?"
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daz4i Ā· 1 year ago
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if you have an actual story idea for the format you chose (that includes adapting existing horror stories into a different medium), or want to elaborate on why you chose it, please share in the tags!!!!! :D
and ofc as usual, reblog to reach more people, if you'd like šŸ–¤
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vt-scribbles Ā· 8 months ago
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Something seriously lacking in my art is the ability to tell a story in a single illustration.
I've gotten so used to drawing my characters standing around doing random things that I've never practiced telling a full tale/putting implications into my pieces that require more thinking/looking.
It also comes from a lower amount of details in my works by default [since I like to get pieces done fast], but I'm tired of using that as an excuse.
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mudsbray Ā· 24 days ago
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Anyone know how to exposure therapy myself out of passing out for needles because my Life Is Going to fall apart if this keeps happening
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m-a-k-k-u Ā· 5 months ago
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I did not survive the night
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violentdevotion Ā· 1 year ago
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if u see me watchmen oc posting no u didnt
my eyes are closed. so long as you can forgive me in 2 days when i stop posting about watchmen and start incessantly posting about something else
#avds.got.mail#martin tag#idk what the something else is yet it comes naturally#i need to finish the movie tonight so that gives me a few more days#if i watched the show it wouldve been a week of watchmen At Least but i watched the first episode and was uncomfortable with the politics#of it (new mutuals so to clarify not in a 'why is there so many black people' wasy as im certsin some freaks felt. i was mostly uncomfy#with how the role of the police regarding the conversation of antiblack racism in the us just was not looked at at all)#like i read somewhere that the head showwriter was a donator to kamila harris' campaign. he had never heard of the tusla massacre until a#few months before the show was created and overall from the first ep i just felt the politics were confused#like it wanted to say White Supremacy Bad but also look at these cops brutalise these people and these people are white supremacists so how#does that make u feel. do u feel sorry for the white supremacist???#also i think the masked cops thing makes no sense the more i think about the source material. watchmen 1985: we dont want vigilantes#because theres no one to hold them accountable. watchmen 2019: you cant see a cops face#ALSO the way the (albeit the first episode so granted i expect it to develop the politics further) locked guns thing was presented was weird#to me. like in conversations regarding police brutality to turn around and show a black man get shot through the chest because he didnt hav#access to his firearm and a white supremacist got him???? its just WEIRD#anyway sorry if you can forgive my changing interests and my dislike of the show (based off of one episode only) i can close me eyes to uroc#šŸ˜‘
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hanaaria Ā· 1 year ago
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creating a new dnd character is so fun like what the fuck
#currently developing my drow paladin's backstory and shit some more and jshsgsj they are so different from caim#bc caim is like. a good person in general! they have some issues but overall they try their best#meanwhile valkyon (the drow) is like. they 100% believe they're also a good person. when in reality. they are not.#they're a vigilante who kills people who they believe are bad and are trying to get stroger and stronger..........#ngl val might have been kinda inspired by light yagami. alongside kotoko yuzuriha from milgram#what can i say. characters who have a strong sense of justice and then start killing people who they believe deserve it are sooo interesting#i wanna study them under a microscope#and that's exactly why im making a character like that!#also trying to make them visually distinct from caim is also really interesting#i think i have the facial features down. where caim is a bit soft and round val is all sharp edges#sharp cheekbones. straight nose. more angular eyes#now i also have to also design an outfit for them which will be a bit more difficult but i think i can do it#they're a dex paladin so i can't just go for full on armor. gonna have to play around with that for sure.#i know i wanna include a shoulder cape or something of the sort#ooooh actually i just googled shoulder capes (to see if there's any other word for it) and saw something cool on google images.#gonna have to come back to it later#but yeahhh i guess i know what im doing tonight#as well as learning a bit more about how to play a paladin before the oneshot on friday#wish me luck ig#hananans
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sunnibits Ā· 2 years ago
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*insert that one office meme* making ocs is so cool, Iā€™d love to know literally anything about them some day :)
#vent that I will probably regret later incoming sorry!#feel free to ignore#aaahahaa I honestly need to stop looking at other ppls oc art because it literally just makes me mad!!#whyyyy the fuck is everyone else always better at making ocs then I am šŸ˜ Iā€™m tired of it#yes I may post nonstop ab loving Reggie but honestly. I am constantly sick with envy about other ppls ocs#it just feels like everyone else always has soooo many more cool ocs and theyā€™re so much more developed#like they actually know whatā€™s fucking going on and theyā€™re actually interesting#and have cool ass designs that I could never come up with#and Iā€™m sick of it!! Iā€™m sick of it!!!! I just want that!!#why am I literally incapable of making characters I actually care about I donā€™t get it#every time I try to come up with an original story I get bored fucking instantly#it has helped a little but to stop worrying about stories so much and just make ocs that are fun to draw#but god I just want cool fun ocs!! more of them!!!! that I actually know shit about!!#like am I just lazy or is developing characters sooo hard#no matter how much I like a character in the beginning I always feel like everybody elseā€™s ideas are a million times cooler#ugh#Iā€™m fucking tired of it#like how am I supposed to fulfill my childhood dream of writing a novel if I never produce any original ideas that Iā€™m able to stick to šŸ˜#Iā€™m just! so jealous!#ugh sorry for venting and being embarrassing Iā€™m just in a weird mood tonight#probably will delete later
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flyingcookiegumtruckthing Ā· 10 months ago
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Random but like should I re-download snapshot.
I kinda removed it from my phone but didn't delete my account lol. So like 2 years ago when I got news of a3! English shutting down, I deleted snapchat to make more room on my phone for the game files. I tried to go through the character and event stories on twitch to like. "Preserve" the English version of the game. It was not very organized and I barely got anything done lol.
Then! Dragalia was shutting down, so i tried to kinda do the same thing. Dragalia was like 14 or 16 GB. So I kept snapchat deleted lol.
So I finally got the stupid corpse of the game off my phone and on an external hard drive, plus my save file from that game file extractor program someone put on github. I removed random photos from my phone and put them on an external hard drive. I finally have free space on my phone.
So should I re-download snapchat to see what my irl friends who I have not been in communication with for the past 3 or 4 years since covid lockdown lol. (My snapchat is for irl friends/college and high school classmates only.) (But also not having pressure to post stuff there for the past 3 years has been nice. But also I've not seen my friends for a very long time lol)
#mine#derp#snapchat#polls#i am bad at staying in contact with ppl digitally (texting#(calling etc) lol#like. if we dont see each other daily at work or school then i am very bad at staying in contact with you sorry lol#i recently realized i only have like 1 or 2 friends from third spaces that were not my classmates or coworkers lol#my mom is like a helicopter mom so i wasnt allowed outside to walk around the park or anything under 18 lol#i wasnt allowed to do many things so i became a video game addicted introvert lol#then she wonders why i have no interest in community events or whatever. bruh you did not really encourage it at all when i was growing up#now you expect me to somehow magically develop interest#broooooooooooooooooo#even now im not allowed outside when its dark out bc ill get kidnapped i guess ooooOoooOoo spoopy!#i tried to bring up that my city is having drag bingo tonight at like 7pm but my mom woulsnt let me go bc it was in a neighborhood thats#on the news a lot for shootings or whatever i guess#i also tried to ask if i could go to the movie theater to watch a movie after work but like i get home at 530 or 630 so its already late#and my mom wouldn't let me go to movie theaters after dark bc il get kidnapped OooooOooOoo#mind you this is the movie theater in a mostl middle class white suburban township that is not on the news ugh#i get home too late after work bc bus rider so im basically literally only allowed to go to work and home. even if 3rd places were available#i wouldnt be allowed to go to 3rd places anyways bc my mom continues to bw a helicopter parent#im 26 btw with basically 0 life experiences bc of annoying helicopter parenting#snapchat and social media stuff is literally my only way of seeing my friends outisde of work or school
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domjaehyun Ā· 2 months ago
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i ā¤ļø hot nerds (l.dh, n.jm)
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PAIRING. pervert!nerd!haechan, pervert!nerd!jaemin x popular!fem!readerĀ  GENRE. smut, slight fluff CONTENTS. explicit smut (kissing, fingering, oral (receiving), titfucking, breast play, lots of drool and spit, overstimulation, snowballing, dirty talk, rimming, anal play, missionary, riding, mating press, breeding/creampies) WORD COUNT. 8.7k SUMMARY. when your professor pairs you with the two smartest students in your class for a group project, you find yourself making an interesting deal with them. or, alternatively: the one where you have to help two nerds learn to get girls so you can pass your class. PLAYLIST. n/a NOTES. remember when i said i was up to something with these two? this is it! teehee :3 i hope you enjoy!!
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ā€œProfessor Kwon, I really need to pass this class,ā€ you say with a worried frown, and she nods in understanding, reaching over to pat your hand gently.
ā€œIā€™ll see if I can scrape up any extra credit assignments for you to do, but in the meantime, you can try and do your best on the group project coming up. Itā€™s worth thirty percent of your grade, and if you want, I can pair you up with some of the stronger students in the class to help ensure you get a good grade.ā€ she offers helpfully, and your face lights up with a relieved smile as you nod.
ā€œI would love that,ā€ you gush gratefully. ā€œThank you so much, Professor Kwon! I really appreciate all your help.ā€ You can tell from her kind expression that she knows your words are sincere, and it warms your heart that sheā€™s been so helpful and generous.
ā€œNo worries, dear. Iā€™ll email you tonight with some extra credit assignments for you, okay?ā€ she says, and you nod in agreement as you pack up your bags to leave her office hours.
ā€œIā€™ll be waiting! Thank you again, and have a great rest of your day!ā€ You chirp, slinging your bag over your shoulder before exiting her office.
As you head down the hall, you think about who, in your thirty-person class, she could possibly pair you up with that could help your grade.
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ā€œOkay, class, Iā€™m going to pair you up with your partners for the group project. Just a reminderā€”it is worth thirty percent of your grade, so please take this seriously. I would hate to have to fail any of you.ā€ Professor Kwon says as she looks out at the classroom.Ā 
Indistinct mutterings go around, and you look around as you contemplate who she might put you with. Thereā€™s Mark Lee, the sweet, endearingly bubbly English major in the year below you whoā€™s also an RA for the building across from your dorm.
Thereā€™s Huang Renjun, the smart, quiet art major junior in the same year as Mark, and he could be a good partner, you supposeā€”
Youā€™re dragged out of your reverie by the sound of your professor saying your name, followed by, ā€œLee Haechan, and Na Jaemin.ā€
Oh. Well, youā€™re certainly not upset by that development. You look across the room, where Jaemin and Haechan are sitting together, to see that theyā€™re already looking over at you. Haechan smiles nervously and averts his gaze quickly, but Jaemin leans into the eye contact, giving you a small wave.Ā 
You smile and wiggle your fingers back in greeting, making Jaemin grin and Haechan dissolve into excited giggles, the older male pushing his thick, black-rimmed glasses up on his nose absentmindedly.
Your professor finishes reading off the groups and waves her hands at you all, gesturing for you to get situated with your partners. You move to stand only to see that Haechan is rushing to stand up and make his way over to you, clutching his notebook and papers to his chest almost protectively.
Haechan and Jaemin are also the year below you, and you know them relatively well, given that youā€™re the RA for their dorm buildingā€”well, you know a bit about them: they live across the hall from you, theyā€™re avid gamers, and, if youā€™re not mistaken, theyā€™re two of the top students in the class.
You watch with an amused smile as Jaemin leisurely slings his bag over his shoulder, the cool, calm, and collected counterpart to your other partner, and they both make their way over to where you sit, Haechan sitting in the chair in front of you and turning it around to face you while Jaemin sits beside you.
ā€œHi,ā€ Haechan greets quietly, and you shoot him a friendly smile.
ā€œHi, Haechan,ā€ you reply sweetly, and his face breaks out into a brilliant, shy grin.Ā 
ā€œHi.ā€ he says again, and Jaemin snorts.
ā€œYou said that already.ā€
ā€œWell, Iā€™m saying it again.ā€ Haechan counters, and you chuckle.
ā€œHi,ā€ you say, ā€œagain.ā€
ā€œ...Hi.ā€ he mumbles shyly, barely able to get the words out past his excited smile.
ā€œHi, Jaemin,ā€ you greet, turning to look at the male beside you.
He shoots you a dazzling smile that makes you wonder, for a moment, how he even got the label of ā€œnerdā€ everyone classifies him as. Haechan is a bit more understandable, given his general flustered nature around girls, but Jaeminā€™s always been calm and easygoingā€”youā€™d even go so far as to say heā€™s smooth. However, you suppose that after hearing Jaemin rant and rave about video games and the like, you can see why someone might label him as one even if you donā€™t find video games all that nerdy.Ā 
ā€œHi,ā€ he replies easily, lifting his eyebrows in greeting. Itā€™s your turn to avert your gaze, the mildly suggestive gesture making you feel a little hot under the collar when you couple it with the fact that he canā€™t keep his eyes off of you.
ā€œSo, um,ā€ you say, clearing your throat slightly, ā€œI think we should meet up after classes today to talk about what weā€™re gonna do for our group project.ā€
ā€œOkay,ā€ Haechan agrees instantly, nodding vigorously. ā€œWe can meet up in the library? Or the cafeteriaā€”orā€”well, maybe youā€™d wanna meet up somewhere privateā€”ā€ he starts to ramble, and you tilt your head to the side in confusion, holding up a finger to stop him. He falls silent immediately, widened, slightly starstruck eyes gazing at you so intently you find yourself growing more endeared to him.
ā€œWhy would it matter if itā€™s in private or not?ā€ you ask, brows furrowed, and Haechan nibbles at his bottom lip, exchanging a wordless glance with Jaemin. ā€œHaechan?ā€
ā€œIn case youā€¦ yā€™knowā€¦ donā€™t necessarily want to be seen with us.ā€ he mumbles quietly, and you frown deeply.Ā 
ā€œWhy would I not want to be seen with you?ā€ you ask, already feeling like you know the answer.
ā€œBecauseā€”ā€ Haechan looks around the room to see if anyoneā€™s paying attention to him before continuing, ā€œbecause weā€™re nerds,ā€ he says, whispering the word like itā€™s a slur, ā€œand youā€™reā€”well, you know who you are.ā€
ā€œHow about you tell me who I am?ā€ you press gently with a playful smile. ā€œJust to refresh my memory.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re you. Youā€™re one of the cool seniorsā€”youā€™re one of the only RAs that everyone likesā€”and youā€™reā€¦. yā€™knowā€¦ popular.ā€ Haechan whispers that word both like itā€™s a dream and a word that doesnā€™t belong in his mouth, and you wonā€™t lie and say it doesnā€™t bother you slightly.
ā€œHaechan.ā€
ā€œMm?ā€ Haechan replies, and you drum your manicured nails on the table in front of you to stop his gaze from wandering furtively around the room.Ā 
ā€œFirst of all, this isnā€™t a stereotypical clique-y high school movie.ā€ you chuckle. ā€œI can be seen with anyone I want; it never mattered to me.ā€
ā€œOkay,ā€ he replies hesitantly, but you can sense some of the tension leaving his body as he gradually relaxes.
ā€œSecond of all: donā€™t call yourselves nerds like thatā€”like itā€™s a label that actually matters. Youā€™re just Haechan, and heā€™s just Jaemin, and Iā€™m just me.ā€ you finish carefully, and he cracks a smile, looking up from where your hands rest on the table to meet your gaze.
ā€œOkay, cool.ā€ he mumbles, smile growing as your words sink in.
ā€œWe can meet on the quad after class if you want,ā€ you say, deliberately choosing the most public location you can think of.
ā€œWellā€”ā€ Jaemin cuts in, and you turn to look at him to see that heā€™s looking between you and Haechan. ā€œThere are no outlets on the quadā€¦ itā€™s just grass and some trees.ā€
ā€œTrue,ā€ you muse thoughtfully. ā€œWhere do you guys want to meet?ā€
ā€œThe dorm? Oh, butā€”ā€ Haechan cuts himself off, shooting a panicked glance Jaeminā€™s way. ā€œI donā€™t think my side of the room is presentable right now.ā€
ā€œOkay,ā€ you say with a laugh. ā€œHow about we meet in my room?ā€ you offer, and Haechanā€™s eyes get so wide you fear he might hurt himself, while Jaeminā€™s brows shoot up in surprise. Looking between the two of them with growing amusement, you add on, ā€œMy last class ends at 4:30pm, and I can be back at my dorm by about 4:45pm, if that works for you guys.ā€
Neither of them speak for a moment, Haechan seemingly rooted in place with surprise, while Jaemin looks at him expectantly, eyes widening pointedly before he sighs and shakes his head. ā€œYeah, that works for us.ā€ Jaemin answers finally, and you smile, nodding in confirmation.
ā€œGreat!ā€
ā€œClass is over, everyone! Good luck on your projects, and Iā€™ll see you next Wednesday!ā€ Professor Kwon bids you all goodbye, and everyone starts to gather their things.Ā 
ā€œWell, Iā€™ll see you guys then; you know where my room is!ā€ you say, putting your notebook in your bag and slinging it over your shoulder.Ā 
ā€œSee you later!ā€ Jaemin replies easily, and Haechan nods as if to second Jaeminā€™s words.
ā€œBye, Haechan,ā€ you say with a playful smile, finding it cute how flustered the male is by your attention.
ā€œBye,ā€ he croaks weakly, and you giggle, turning to leave but not before catching a glimpse of Jaemin swatting Haechanā€™s arm in a scolding gesture.
ā€œWould you relax? At least try to play it cool,ā€ Jaemin whispers loudly from behind your retreating back.
ā€œSorry, I couldnā€™t help it!ā€ Haechan exclaims in a hushed voice. ā€œSheā€™s so pretty.ā€
You canā€™t help but smile widely to yourself as you keep walking, pretending you havenā€™t heard a thing.
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Theyā€™re perfectly on timeā€”in fact, if your ears donā€™t deceive you, theyā€™re five minutes early, the two of them standing outside and bickering quietly.
ā€œListen,ā€ Jaemin says in a stern whisper, ā€œyouā€™re going to act normal when we get in there. No being weird and quiet and awkward.ā€
ā€œYes, sir,ā€ Haechan replies sarcastically, and you snicker quietly. ā€œYou try staying calm when she looks at you with those eyes.ā€
ā€œI do,ā€ Jaemin replies flatly. ā€œIf you canā€™tā€¦ skill issue, I guess.ā€
ā€œWhā€” skill issue? I bet Iā€™m skilled at putting my foot up your assā€”ā€
ā€œShut up, she might be able to hear you!ā€
ā€œWhy donā€™t you knock, then? We can meet early.ā€
ā€œWhy donā€™t I knock?ā€ Jaemin replies incredulously. ā€œWhy donā€™t you?ā€
ā€œWhy would I knock?ā€
ā€œWhy would I?! Youā€™re the one all eager to see her.ā€
ā€œIā€™m not that eager.ā€ Haechan mumbles bitterly, and Jaemin scoffs.
ā€œYou showered to see her.ā€
ā€œSo did you!ā€
ā€œI always shower after classes. You also put on cologne.ā€
ā€œWellā€” Is it a crime to want to smell good in front of a pretty girl?ā€
ā€œNo, but it is a crime to act like a wuss when she so much as looks at you,ā€ Jaemin snarks, and Haechan sucks his teeth.
ā€œShut up.ā€
ā€œYou shut up.ā€
Thereā€™s a brief scuffle on the other side, and you hear faint slapping sounds like theyā€™re smacking each other back and forth, and you giggle softly, walking over to your door and waiting patiently.Ā 
ā€œWould you cut it out? Hereā€“ā€ Jaemin snaps, and three knocks sound out on the other side of your door.Ā 
ā€œShit! Do I look okay?ā€ Haechan worries.
There's silence before Jaemin replies. ā€œNo.ā€
ā€œFuck you.ā€
You decide to end their bickering and open your door, smiling at the two of them. ā€œHi, boys.ā€
ā€œHi,ā€ Haechan mumbles shyly, and Jaemin elbows him, glaring at him.
ā€œHi,ā€ Jaemin greets pleasantly, and you step aside to let them in.
ā€œMake yourselves comfortable.ā€ you offer, and they enter slowly, Haechan moving cautiously like you might change your mind at any moment. ā€œI have snacks, water, and juice if you want anything to eat or drink.ā€Ā 
ā€œOh, dope,ā€ Haechan says eagerly, heading to your mini fridge and opening it, retrieving a blue Gatorade and plopping down on your fluffy pink rug. Jaemin takes a bag of chips from the basket on top of the fridge and sits beside Haechan so thereā€™s room for you to sit across from them.Ā 
You take a can of pineapple juice and frown down at the metal tab. ā€œCan one of you open this? I donā€™t want to break a nail.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll do it!ā€ Haechan exclaims, leaning forward and taking it from you. He opens it with ease and hands it back to you, blushing when you smile gratefully and slip a straw into the opening.
ā€œThank you, Haechan,ā€ you hum, and he smiles bashfully, nodding.
ā€œYouā€™re welcome.ā€
ā€œSo,ā€ you say, sitting on your bed in front of them as you sip your drink. ā€œWhat should we do our project on?ā€
ā€œWe were thinking we could do it on something cool, likeā€¦ā€ Haechan says, trailing off towards the end and looking over at Jaemin with a clear request for help in his eyes.
Jaemin rolls his eyes slightly, sighs, and says, ā€œSex.ā€
You canā€™t help but smile slightly. ā€œSex is cool?ā€
ā€œWellā€” well, I guess itā€™s not cool,ā€ Haechan mumbles, unsure of himself, and you cross your leg over the other, watching as his eyes drop to the hem of your skirt, a latent hunger in them as he eyes your bare legs. ā€œBut something, like, trendy and relatable.ā€
ā€œSo sex is trendy?ā€ You canā€™t refrain from teasing him slightly, admiring the way his cheeks flush. ā€œItā€™s the cool, hip, new thing all the kids are getting into, huh?ā€
ā€œWellā€”ā€ Haechan stammers, and you hold up a hand to stop him, the male falling silent instantly and watching you intently.
ā€œIā€™m just messing with you,ā€ you assure him, and his shoulders slump in relief. ā€œIā€™m okay with that! I just wanna be super transparent and let you guys know that my passing this class is riding on this grade for this project, so itā€™s really important to me. Iā€™ll do my best to pull my weight, but Iā€™m not doing as well as you guys, soā€”ā€
ā€œWeā€™ll do all the work,ā€ Jaemin offers, and you stop short, blinking at him in surprise.Ā 
ā€œReally?ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ Haechan chimes in, pushing his glasses up his nose slightly. ā€œYou wonā€™t have to lift a finger.ā€
ā€œ...Why?ā€ you ask carefully, and they look at each other, now both a bit shifty. ā€œGuys?ā€
ā€œHm?ā€ Haechan asks, and you raise an eyebrow when he doesnā€™t meet your gaze, clearing your throat and waiting until he does.
ā€œWhatā€™s in it for you?ā€
ā€œWellā€¦ we were thinking we could trade services.ā€ Jaemin interjects when it becomes evident that Haechan wonā€™t be answering your question.
ā€œServices?ā€ you question, sitting forward slightly. Shifting your position, you cross your legs at the ankle instead, your knees falling apart slightly, and Haechanā€™s eyes zero in on the space between your legs, his tongue slipping out to wet his lips as he watches you. ā€œYour service is helping me get an A, and my service isā€¦ what, exactly?ā€
ā€œUmā€¦ we were thinking you could help us socially.ā€ Jaemin says carefully, and you tilt your head to the side in confusion.
ā€œHow?ā€
ā€œTeach us how to get girls!ā€ Haechan blurts out.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā 
ā€œSo, let me get this straight,ā€ you say, looking between the two of them. ā€œYouā€™ll make sure we get an A on this project, and in return, I have toā€¦ help you get girls?ā€
ā€œTeach us how to get girls,ā€ Haechan stresses. ā€œDonā€™t just help us get one girl.ā€
ā€œWhatā€™s that quote? Give a man a fish and heā€™ll eat for a day, but teach him how to fish and heā€™ll eat for a lifetime.ā€ you recall proudly, and Jaemin nods, pleasantly surprised.
ā€œExactly,ā€ Haechan confirms. ā€œIā€™m trying to eat for a lifetime.ā€
ā€œNoted,ā€ you giggle, and you shrug before nodding. ā€œI donā€™t see why not.ā€
Haechan pumps his fist and whispers some sort of victory affirmation that you donā€™t catch but Jaemin stands up, walking over to your bed, and extends his hand in offering, making you blink at it in confusion.
ā€œShake on it?ā€ he says slowly, and your mouth makes a little ā€œoā€ of realization as you nod in understanding, now reaching out to shake his hand. His lips curl into an unnerving yet attractive smile as he grips your hand and pulls you a little closer to whisper, ā€œI canā€™t wait for our first lesson.ā€
Something about his intent, unwavering gaze and the way his fingers drag against your palm as you retract your handā€”the longing of it all, the lingering touch like he doesnā€™t want to let goā€”has your mind reeling in that dizzying feeling from earlier, and you wonder for a minute just what youā€™ve gotten yourself into.Ā 
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Itā€™s been about a week of meeting up with Haechan and Jaemin every day to work on your project, and youā€™ve been giving tips and tricks on how to get girls every day, both boys studiously and dutifully hanging onto your every word.
ā€œI have a question,ā€ Haechan states about twenty minutes into your study session, and you look at him expectantly. ā€œWhen do we get to the makeover portion?ā€
You make a small hum of confusion. ā€œMakeover?ā€
ā€œYeah, where you style our hair and our wardrobe and get us contacts and stuff.ā€ Haechan says eagerly, and you chuckle.
ā€œYour wardrobes are completely fine, my only advice for your hair is to style it off your forehead more often, and I happen to like your glasses.ā€ you reply, and Haechan sighs in mild impatience, waving his hand dismissively.
ā€œYou donā€™t get itā€”we need to be fuckable!ā€ Haechan stresses, and you roll your eyes in exasperation.
ā€œHaechan, youā€™re already fuckable.ā€ you explain calmly, and he opens his mouth in preparation for some witty remark, but after processing your words, his eyes widen and his mouth hangs open uselessly, his accusingly pointed finger now pointing meekly at the floor at an angle.Ā 
ā€œIā€”Soā€”so you would fuck us?ā€ he stammers, and you nod slowly, looking from him to Jaemin.
ā€œWhy do you think I let you get away with your numerous dorm violations?ā€ you snort in amusement, and he blinks hard.
ā€œI thought you just took pity on us, yā€™know? Like you had a soft spot for nerds or something.ā€
ā€œI donā€™t have a soft spot for nerds.ā€ you answer. ā€œI have a soft spot for hot nerds, though.ā€
His mouth opens and closes pathetically as his normally quick-witted brain scrambles to process the information youā€™ve just presented to him. Jaemin is quicker to act, sitting forward so suddenly the move could be considered as predatory, and youā€™re not sure if itā€™s the lighting reflecting off of his glasses or what, but there is most definitely a glint in his eye as he regards you, his lips gradually stretching into a toothy grin.
ā€œSo you let us get away with stuff? Because you like us? Like what?ā€ he questions, and you tilt your head to the side as you think.Ā 
ā€œYour candles, for starters. Haechanā€™s tapestry, your many many noise complaints from your neighbors when you two get too heated as youā€™re gaming,ā€ you start to list off on your fingers, and you cross one leg over the other, not missing the way both of their eyes shift to your newly exposed skin and howā€¦ hungry they look. ā€œThe way youā€”ā€ you point at Haechan, ā€œalways try to get away with looking up my skirt.ā€
Haechanā€™s face flushes a pretty shade of red, and you smile, amused, as he scrambles to defend himself. Before he can, you hold up a hand to silence him.Ā 
ā€œHaechan?ā€
ā€œYes?ā€ he replies meekly.
ā€œIf I minded, I would have said something by now. I certainly wouldnā€™t have kept wearing skirts and accidentally flashing you.ā€Ā 
His eyes roll back into his head with a whimper and he nods in understanding.Ā 
ā€œAnd youā€”ā€ you round on Jaemin, whoā€™s still perched like a lion about to pounce, and the male just smiles wider, tilting his head to the side curiously.
ā€œWhat about me?ā€
ā€œYou probably think youā€™re slick with the little lingering touches on my back and waist when youā€™re ā€˜trying to get by,ā€™ but I only let you do that because I like it.ā€
His grin widens more than you even thought possible, the glint in his eye now unmistakable. ā€œOh, yeah? Where else do you like being touched?ā€
ā€œI mean,ā€ you hum, uncrossing your thighs and smiling as both of their gazes hone in on the space between your legs, ā€œI could tell you, but I think youā€™d rather have me show you.ā€
ā€œI have a better idea,ā€ Jaemin murmurs, moving towards you slowly. ā€œHow about you let us find out?ā€
You pretend to think about it for a moment, relishing the way they look at each other with equally worried expressions as they silently pray you wonā€™t back out, before you shrug nonchalantly. ā€œOkay.ā€
No sooner than the last syllableā€™s left your mouth do they spring into action; Haechan clambers onto the bed beside you and Jaemin lunges forward to settle himself between your legs. Large, warm hands glide up your inner thighs, pushing them apart as he hikes your skirt up to reveal your light blue boyshorts. He moans loudly at the sight, immediately running his thumbs over your clothed mound, eyes flicking up to your face when your breath hitches softly.Ā 
ā€œPrincess likes being touched here, huh?ā€ he marvels quietly, leaning in with a slow lick of his lips. ā€œHow about kissed, hm? Do you like being kissed here, too?ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ you exhale with a smile, and he grins, wetting his lips once more before leaning in closer and pressing his wet lips to your core, bottom lip barely grazing your concealed clit. As he does, he takes a deep, loud inhale followed by a lust-filled groan that has heat rushing to your cheeks.Ā 
ā€œJesus, Jaeminā€”ā€
ā€œNot now.ā€ His reply is distracted, but blunt and domineering all the same, and you find yourself falling silent in surprise. When he pulls back, thereā€™s a wet spot on the fabric where his mouth used to be, and the cool air hits it, making you hiss quietly.
ā€œAs hot as these look on you, I want them off.ā€ Jaemin mutters, hooking his fingers into your underwear and tugging it down and off your legs. ā€œWanna taste it.ā€ he mumblesā€”you think itā€™s towards himselfā€”before heā€™s burying his face between your legs with another loud moan that makes you curse under your breath, overwhelmed with desire.
His tongue lies flat against your folds, languidly and deliciously dragging upwards to circle around your clit. He grunts in delight and pulls you closer to the edge of the bed, hooking his arms around your thighs and pushing forward again, the bridge of his nose pressed against your mound.Ā 
You gasp and clutch at the nearest thing in your grasp, which just so happens to be Haechanā€™s thigh. ā€œFuck,ā€ you whisper loudly, and Jaemin chuckles.
ā€œStop neglecting Haechan,ā€ he scolds playfully through a mouthful of your pussy. ā€œThis was his idea, you know.ā€
You manage to redirect your attention to Haechan, whose eyes dart around as he watches you and Jaemin with a wild look in his eyes, the male seemingly frozen on the spot.Ā 
Your nose nudges at Haechanā€™s, the male tilting his head towards you and parting his lips in a soft sigh as your lips meet. It takes a moment for him to reciprocate, almost long enough for you to pull back, but he finally starts to kiss you back with a whimper caught in the back of his throat.Ā 
ā€œHaechan, touch me,ā€ you urge, gripping his wrist and bringing his hand to your waist. He clutches your waist, but thereā€™s a hesitance to it that leaves you wanting more.
ā€œYeah, Haechan, touch her.ā€ Jaemin chuckles before massaging your clit with his tongue. Your eyes roll back into your head with a groan and he rewards your reaction by pressing the wet muscle against you more insistently. ā€œMaybe he needs some incentive.ā€
ā€œIncentive?ā€ you hum curiously, and he nods, that wicked glint returning to his eyes.
ā€œTake your shirt off.ā€ he presses, and you oblige without hesitation, discarding the shirt behind you on the bed and looking at Haechan expectantly, finding yourself endeared by the way he nibbles his bottom lip nervously. ā€œHaechan, doesnā€™t she look so good like that?ā€
ā€œAmazing,ā€ Haechan breathes reverently, and you smile at the praise, eyes closing in bliss.Ā 
ā€œKiss her.ā€ Jaemin suggests, and Haechan does just that, tentatively approaching you and gently connecting his lips with yours. As your mouths move together, you canā€™t help but notice the same reservation in Haechanā€™s movements, drawing a plaintive whimper from your lips. ā€œStop kissing her like youā€™re scared, Haechan,ā€ Jaemin scolds. ā€œShe likes it. Donā€™t you, princess?ā€
ā€œYes,ā€ you reply instantly, reaching up to cup Haechanā€™s cheek. He shudders at the contact, eyes fluttering shut before reopening with a darkened intensity that clues you in to the fact that Haechan seems to be done holding back.
Sure enough, Haechan clutches your chin and pulls you closer to him, tongue boldly slipping between your lips and exploring the wet warmth of your mouth. His thumb pries your lips apart with a forcefulness that delights you, and he hovers above your open mouth, eyes scanning yours before letting a string of saliva drip down from his lips onto your waiting tongue.
You whine when the spit connects with your tongue and he grunts, ā€œDonā€™t swallow,ā€ before kissing you again, tongue swirling confidently around yours even as a mix of your saliva drips down your chin and onto your chest. Heā€™s quick to act, leaning down and dragging his tongue up the trail of spit before connecting your lips again in a more heated, desperate kiss that slowly takes your breath away. Itā€™s wet, and hot, and messy and sloppy and everything you could have wanted from him and more as he leans in, pressing into you and leaning you back onto your mattress.Ā 
Jaemin seems to be done assisting Haechan, as he returns to eating you out with a renewed fervor and, as Haechan kisses down your body to your breasts, it dawns on you that they might be competing for your attention.Ā 
With every swirl of Haechanā€™s tongue around your nipple, Jaemin echoes the action around your clit, their synchronization sending you spiraling into a frenzy. When Jaemin flicks your clit back and forth with his tongue before taking it into his mouth to suck, Haechan does the same to your breast, lapping at your nipple eagerly before sucking on the sensitive bud.
ā€œFuckā€”ā€ you hiss, realizingā€”perhaps a moment too lateā€”that you may have bitten off more than you can chew as you let the two sexually frustrated males have their way with your body.
Before long, you feel that tightening sensation in your stomach as your climax approaches, and you whimper in lieu of a verbal warning, Jaemin picking up on your cue instantly and diving back into your core with an eagerness that both startles and delights you. With another well-timed suck at your clit, youā€™re climaxing with a cry of pleasure and a full body tremor as you curl in on yourself.Ā 
Before youā€™ve even recovered from your high, Jaeminā€™s pressing on your stomach to keep you in place as he resumes lapping at your core, his tongue gliding with ease against and between your slick folds.Ā 
ā€œFuckā€”Jaemin, itā€™s sensitiveā€”ā€ you moan, squirming away from his touch, but he ignores you, two fingers prodding at your entrance before slowly easing their way in. ā€œOh, shitā€”ā€
ā€œThatā€™s it, just take it, princess,ā€ Jaemin coos, swirling sinful circles around your clit as his fingers move in and out of you slowly. ā€œFeel so good around my fingers like that, angel.ā€
ā€œCan Iā€”ā€ Haechan swallows thickly before continuing, ā€œCan I fuck your tits?ā€ Before you can answer, he adds, ā€œPlease?ā€ fully laden with desperation and you canā€™t even fathom saying no to himā€”so you donā€™t, instead nodding and watching his face light up with excitement.
He rushes to pull off his pants as if youā€™ll change your mind at any moment, and when he pulls his boxers down, his fully erect length springs up, girthy and long with an upwards curve. You watch with fascination as he straddles just below your chest, laying his length between your breasts and pushing them together with a groan.Ā 
With his eyes locked on your breasts and where his length disappears between them, he starts to move, slowly fucking himself on your breasts. His gasps and whimpers are both adorable and arousing, his fingers greedily clutching the mounds of flesh as his thumbs swipe over your nipples rhythmically.Ā 
Apparently dissatisfied with the sensation, Haechan pauses, smearing his precum over your chest and pauses thoughtfully before leaning forward and letting several large droplets of saliva drip down from his tongue to your breasts, the clear liquid landing on either side of his cock and slowly sliding down the insides of your breasts to coat his length. ā€œThatā€™s more like it,ā€ he grunts, and resumes fucking your cleavage, his eyes rolling back into his head at the sensations, his length gliding between your breasts with ease.Ā 
Meanwhile, Jaemin curls his fingers inside of you, fucking them into you quickly and mercilessly as you cry out in pleasure. His tongue keeps swirling around and flicking at your clit, massaging your little bundle of nerves as his fingertips fuck into your other patch of nerves along your inner walls that has you seeing fireworks.
ā€œGod, that feels so good,ā€ you whimper out, and Jaemin nods vigorously, tongue messily gliding along your folds with every movement of his head.Ā 
ā€œMm, I know, princessā€”tastes so good, too.ā€ he purrs, and you prop yourself up on your elbows to peek past Haechan at Jaemin, noting fondly that his glasses have almost completely fogged up.Ā 
Haechan shoves his glasses up his nose hurriedly with one hand, mumbling something about wanting to see better, before he speeds up, small moans leaving him as he approaches his high.
Jaemin digs his tongue into your core, greedy muscle slurping up your arousal as it gushes from your hole, and you moan loudly, walls clenching desperately around the intrusion. His fingers slide up and down your slit, parting your folds, and he uses the combination of your slick and his spit to lube up his fingers for when he presses them to your asshole. He chuckles darkly when you squeal and squirm, fingers pushing into your tight rim without pause.Ā 
ā€œYou can take it, right, princess?ā€ he coos, and you nod, panting, even though youā€™re not sure he can see you. ā€œThatā€™s it, pretty, just like that. So fun to play with,ā€ he murmurs, the last part almost sounding like itā€™s to himself as he moves his fingers inside of you, tongue gliding up and down to swirl around your clit and your entrance teasingly.
ā€œSo good,ā€ Haechan moans, still using your breasts to stroke his length. ā€œWanna cumā€”fuck, youā€™re so hotā€”gonna cum, prettyā€”where dā€™you want it?ā€
You find that you can barely form thoughts, let alone words, so, in lieu of a verbal response, you open your mouth, tongue dropping out slowly, and he moans again, this one higher and audibly overwhelmed before he thrusts his cock faster between your breasts, the tip of his length occasionally rubbing against your tongue. With a low groan, Haechan cums, abdomen tensing as he pants his way through his climax. He releases onto your waiting tongue, one spurt of cum landing on your cheek and bottom lip.Ā 
He admires the sight of you with his release painting your face and swipes up the stray seed with his finger, pushing it into your mouth and groaning when your lips wrap around it and suck it clean.
ā€œYouā€™re so perfect,ā€ he murmurs reverently, shuffling down your body to kiss you sloppily, tongue swirling around the inside of your mouth to taste himself.Ā 
Looking behind himself, Haechan takes one look at Jaeminā€™s fingers diving in and out of your core, slick arousal and Jaeminā€™s saliva dripping from your entrance, and groans, rushing to get off of the bed and shove Jaemin out of place none too gently to take his place between your legs and study your glistening core, eyes roving over how your entrance is still clenching reflexively around nothing and how your clit twitches with every clench, both overstimulated and in search of something more.
Youā€™re barely done with coming down from your last high when Haechan moans loudly, at his limit, and buries his face between your legs, tongue delving into your folds as you squirm and whimper.
ā€œHaechan, holy shitā€”ā€ you gasp, squirming away from him, but he just winds his wiry arms around your thighs and tugs you back to the edge of the bed, roughly massaging your clit with his tongue. ā€œFuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, slow downā€”ā€
ā€œTastes so good,ā€ Haechan moans, gaze flicking up to look at you. His hair is all messed up from the numerous times your legs closed around his head and his glasses are fogged up with the heat radiating from your body and his heavy panting, but you can clearly see a wild look in his eyes, his gaze hungrily drinking in the sight of you in front of him. ā€œDonā€™t wanna stopā€”donā€™t make me stopā€”pleaseā€”ā€
ā€œHaechan, baby, please take it easy,ā€ you pant, but Haechan pays you absolutely no mind, his thick tongue slithering into your entrance and drawing out a sharp whine from you as you struggle to sit up, trying the whole while to swat his head away so you can catch your breath.
Your hand barely clutches at a lock of Haechanā€™s hair before Jaeminā€™s pulling your hands behind your back and settling you against his chest, his incredibly strong and firm grip leaving you stuck in place as Haechan has his way with your pussy.
ā€œLet him have his fun,ā€ Jaemin purrs in your ear as Haechan laps at your entrance before stuffing his tongue back in as far as itā€™ll go. ā€œCanā€™t tell you how long heā€™s been waiting for this moment.ā€
ā€œButā€”ā€ you whimper, walls clenching helplessly around Haechanā€™s greedy tongue.Ā 
ā€œDoesnā€™t that feel so good, princess?ā€ Jaemin coos fondly, lips brushing the shell of your ear. You turn your head slightly to look at him with pleading eyes in the hopes heā€™ll have mercy, but he just chuckles, moving both your wrists to one of his hands before cupping your chin with the other and tilting your face back to his to connect your lips in a slow, passionate, deeply overwhelming kiss.Ā 
You can taste your arousal on his tongue as well as a hint of the gum he was chewing earlier, and you keen weakly into the kiss, sloppily moving your mouth with his as Haechan slurps your arousal eagerly before he sucks your clit into his mouth, presses it between his lips, and moans loudly, the vibrations mixed with all of the lewd noises making you hurtle towards yet another high.
ā€œOh, shitā€”ā€ you cry out against Jaeminā€™s lips as Haechan tongue-fucks you to another orgasm, his blunt nails digging into the flesh of your thighs as he claws at you in a desperate attempt to keep you against his mouth. Jaeminā€™s hand leaves your chin and moves to grope your breast, his large hand kneading and massaging the flesh and tugging at your nipple as he dots slow, wet kisses down your neck and shoulder.Ā 
ā€œCould stay down here forever,ā€ Haechan grunts, and your eyes widen even in their exhausted, drained state as you start to struggle against Jaeminā€™s grip and fight to close your legs.
ā€œPlease leave my poor clit alone,ā€ you plead, finally wrenching one of your hands free from Jaeminā€™s clutches and clapping it over your core protectively. Haechan barely even pauses, just starts licking at your fingers with desperate little moans and grunts. ā€œCan one of you please just fuck me?ā€
They both go stiff, looking at each other wordlessly, before Jaemin releases you completely and switches spots with Haechan, maneuvering his length out of his sweats and boxers, and ohā€”
ā€œYouā€™re big, too,ā€ you mumble in surprise, and he arches an eyebrow with a smirk.
ā€œDid you think it was going to be small?ā€Ā 
ā€œWell, no, but I definitely didnā€™t think itā€™d be that big.ā€ you mutter, and he snickers, lifting your hips to push you further back on the bed. He spreads your legs wider and looks at your core, eyes roving over your glistening folds and inner thighs with such unadulterated desire that youā€™re tempted to close your legs out of embarrassment.
ā€œHaechan got you nice and wet for me, yeah?ā€ he murmurs, pumping his fist up and down his cock slowly before slapping the underside of his length on your poor, hypersensitive clit and grinning when you jolt from the stimulation. ā€œThink you can take all of me, princess?ā€
ā€œOnly one way to find out,ā€ you reply breathlessly, and he laughs, nodding in agreement.
ā€œYouā€™re right about that,ā€ he grunts as he pushes into you. Both of you react instantly; his jaw clenches while yours drops, and he sucks in a deep breath through his nose as a breathy half-whimper, half-sigh escapes you.Ā 
Haechan watches you two with rapt attention, eyes flicking from your face to your breasts to where Jaeminā€™s length is slowly disappearing into you.
ā€œSweet pussyā€™s sucking me right in, princess,ā€ Jaemin drawls with a smug grin. ā€œWanted this that badly, huh?ā€
ā€œShutā€”upā€”ā€ you gasp as he bottoms out, the absolutely full-to-the-brim sensation dizzying and overwhelming and delicious all at once.
ā€œYes, maā€™am,ā€ Jaemin obliges, brows knitting together as he pulls out slowly and thrusts back in with a quick snap of his hips. You cry out in pleasure and the corner of his mouth quirks upward in smug satisfaction and amusement before he does it againā€¦ and againā€¦ and again until heā€™s built up a steady rhythm, every thrust punctuated by a plaintive moan from you.
His hands glide over everywhere he can reach before seeking purchase in your hips, fingertips digging into the flesh there as he drives his length into you.
ā€œYou love this, donā€™t you?ā€ Jaemin coos as Haechan presses your breasts together and wraps his lips around one nipple, sucking as he tugs at the other bud. ā€œYou gonna tell your friends how good we fucked you?ā€
ā€œMmā€”yes,ā€ you pant, and Jaemin grins.Ā 
ā€œGonna tell ā€˜em that two little nerds from your Biology class fucked you stupid, yeah?ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ you whimper, nodding vigorously. ā€œMm-hmmā€”ā€
ā€œThought so,ā€ he replies with a dark chuckle before draping one of your legs over his shoulder, angling his hips toward it, and fucking intently into a spot that, you realize after the burst of pleasure from his first thrust, must be your g-spot.Ā 
ā€œHoā€“ly shit,ā€ you gasp, clutching at Haechan for something you can use to brace yourself. Jaeminā€™s thrusts send him into you nice and deep and youā€™re slowly but surely losing your mind with every stroke, your mouth falling open in a silent gasp as he fucks into you. Your fingers catch Haechanā€™s thigh once more, clutching onto the warm flesh in an attempt to ground yourself.
Haechan groans and responds by swirling his tongue around your nipple slowly before flicking it back and forth quickly, using a finger to replicate his actions on your other breast.
ā€œPleaseā€”fuckā€”Iā€™m gonna cumā€”ā€ you warn Jaemin, and he nods eagerly, letting a hand drag across your body from your hip to your clit, thumb sliding between your messy, wet folds to reveal the sensitive button between them. You inhale sharply when he starts to rub it in circles with the same thumb, fingertips resting lightly on your stomach as if heā€™s not driving you absolutely insane. ā€œOh, my Godā€”cummingā€”Iā€™m cummingā€”!ā€
ā€œMe too, princess,ā€ he groans, his hips speeding up as he chases after his own high. You climax first, letting out a drawn out whine, with Jaemin following shortly after, the male burying his length in you and pumping you full of his cum as he groans in pleasure under his breath.
ā€œMy turn,ā€ Haechan grunts as Jaemin pulls out of you, both males watching as milky white cum drips from your entrance. ā€œThatā€™s so fucking hot,ā€ Haechan mumbles in awe before reaching for your hands to gently guide you to a sitting position. ā€œCan you ride me, pretty?ā€
ā€œIf my legs donā€™t give out,ā€ you mumble, and he chuckles, sitting against where your bed meets the wall and patting his lap invitingly. You carefully straddle his lap, fingers wrapping around the thick head of his length as you guide his tip to your entrance and start to ease down onto him. Haechan gapes up at you, prompting you to coo affectionately. ā€œDo you mind if I do it myself?ā€ you ask sweetly as you sink down on it further, your nipple grazing his lips as you move against him, and he shakes his head emphatically, his glasses sliding down the bridge of his nose slightly. ā€œGood,ā€ you praise softly. ā€œYouā€™re not going to cum early, are you?ā€ you ask with a small frown, and Haechan shakes his head again, the glasses sliding further and further down his nose. You gently push the glasses up, and he smiles appreciatively, tongue darting out to lick at your nipple while itā€™s near his mouth.
ā€œFeels amazing,ā€ he moans, and you smile fondly. You didnā€™t get a chance to see his length in all its glory, but you can definitely feel every thick inch of his cock as it stretches you open. Heā€™s not quite as long as Jaemin, but he makes up for it in girth, his length barely fitting in your fist as you finish settling down on him.
When youā€™ve finally managed to fit all of his girthy length inside of you, you lift up slightly, rocking your hips forward for more friction, and Haechan moans out loudly, leaning forward to suck your nipple into his mouth. He cups your breasts, holding them up and together, and alternates running his tongue over both buds, occasionally sucking on a nipple with a low moan of satisfaction.
ā€œMore,ā€ Haechan gasps out.
ā€œMore?ā€ you ask, confused and lightheaded from all the pleasure youā€™re receiving.
ā€œYeahā€”need you to move faster,ā€ he grunts through gritted teeth, and you suck your teeth.
ā€œYou wanted me on top when I told you my legs might give outā€”ā€ you start to protest, and he pulls your face to his, kissing you to shut you up.
ā€œNeed it like this,ā€ Haechan growls under his breath, swiftly maneuvering you two around so youā€™re lying on your back and heā€™s on his knees on the bed between your legs. ā€œHold these for me?ā€ he asks, pressing your knees as close to your chest as theyā€™ll go. As you tentatively hug your legs to your chest, Haechan spreads your folds apart with two fingers, sucking in a loud breath at the sight before he spits directly on your core, a gasp escaping you at the sensation of the warm saliva dripping down your folds.
He rests the underside of his cock on your clit, slowly rocking his hips forward to drag his thick length against your clit, and chuckles when you keen with pleasure.
ā€œYouā€™re so nasty,ā€ Haechan sighs the words like youā€™re his dream come true, and based on the way his face contorts when he pushes into you, you just might be. He wastes no time, drilling into you at a quick, ruthless pace that has you moaning mindlessly with literally no idea whatā€™s coming out of your mouth. ā€œSo fucking nasty for letting me do this to you,ā€ he grunts, brows furrowed as one hand cups your chin. ā€œOpen.ā€Ā 
You oblige, tongue lolling out without being asked, and he grins, leaning over you and letting more saliva drip from his mouth to your waiting tongue. Haechan dips down lower, maintaining his thrusts as he messily moves his lips against yours, his tongue and spit getting everywhere, and he whines desperately into the kiss, his hand moving from your chin to between your legs where he starts to toy with your poor clit.
A choked wail of overstimulation slips from you before you can even process it, and Haechan silences you by kissing you again, mumbling, ā€œI canā€™t believe youā€™re letting me do this to youā€”perfect little fuckdollā€”gonna fuck you so full of cum, gonna breed youā€”ā€
ā€œHoly shitā€”breed me, yes, breed meā€”ā€ you pant, nodding eagerly, and you might be imagining it, but Haechanā€™s thrusts seem to get impossibly deeper like he genuinely might take you up on that offer.
ā€œGonna breed you, pretty girlā€”stuff you full of my cumā€”give you a fucking babyā€”make you all mineā€”ā€
ā€œWant itā€”Haechan, pleaseā€”yours, Iā€™m yoursā€”ā€ you can barely keep up with his heated dialogue, your eyes rolling back into your head in ecstasy as you fall apart on his length.
Haechanā€™s lips seal over yours, tasting your desperate cries as he fucks you foolish, making a weak, overwhelmed moan come from you and your body produce a deep, full-body shudder that travels as pleasure races through you, electrifying your bloodstream.Ā 
Haechan isn't far behind, his tongue playing with yours almost lazily as his thrusts slow to a stop before he buries himself in you, emptying his seed into you and filling you with an impossibly large load of cum. He groans against your lips, slowly pulling out to the tip and staring down at how his length is coated with a blend of all of your cum with a deep-seated satisfaction.
ā€œHoly shit,ā€ he pants, flopping onto his back. ā€œThat was incredible.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re telling me,ā€ you laugh. ā€œWhere did you two learn all that?ā€
ā€œWe watch a lot of porn.ā€ Jaemin says, sheepish for the first time.
ā€œAnd it taught you all of that?ā€ you remark, incredulous.
ā€œIt taught us more, too,ā€ Haechan adds, leaning over you with a grin. ā€œWanna see?ā€
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ā€œSo, youā€™re telling me those two nerds from your class dicked you downā€¦ and they did it well?ā€ Jimin remarks over your lunch in the cafeteria, eyes wide, and you scowl at her.
ā€œTheir names are Haechan and Jaemin.ā€ you correct her, and she chuckles sheepishly. ā€œBut yes, they may have been the best sex Iā€™ve ever had.ā€
ā€œWell, who wouldā€™ve thoughtā€¦ā€ Jimin comments, her expression thoughtful, and you snap loudly to get her attention. ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œThose two are mine now. You canā€™t have them.ā€ you state, and she frowns.
ā€œBoth of them? Arenā€™t you greedy?ā€
You shrug. ā€œDonā€™t care. Mine.ā€
ā€œWhat if they find out youā€™re actively laying a claim to them? Hm? Arenā€™t you supposed to be helping them get girls?ā€ Jimin points out, and you frown slightly before pulling your phone out and scrolling through your messages before pressing the ā€œDialā€ button. ā€œWho are you calling?ā€
ā€œShh.ā€ you say distractedly, placing the call on speakerphone and waiting patiently as it rings once, twice, then stops, the other person on the line picking up. ā€œHello?ā€
ā€œHey,ā€ Haechan greets, sounding slightly concerned. ā€œEverything okay?ā€
ā€œYeah, everythingā€™s fine,ā€ you assure him. ā€œIs Jaemin with you?ā€
ā€œYeah, heā€™s right hereā€”did you wanna talk to him?ā€ he asks.
ā€œBoth of you, actually. Can he hear me?ā€
ā€œHi, princess,ā€ Jaemin calls through the phone, and Jiminā€™s brows lift in surprise.
ā€œPrincess?ā€ she mouths at you, and you smile, nodding.
ā€œHi, Jaemin. I just wanted to ask you guys a question.ā€
ā€œShoot,ā€ Haechan says with audible wariness in his voice.
ā€œYouā€™re bothā€¦ mine, right?ā€ you say carefully, and Haechan sucks in a sharp breath before you hear a thudding noise. ā€œHaechan?ā€
ā€œIā€™m here!ā€ he squawks, sounding slightly far away. Thereā€™s a rustling noise, and then his voice comes in clearer. ā€œSorry.ā€
ā€œItā€™s okay,ā€ you chuckle. ā€œWhat happened?ā€
ā€œHe dropped the phone because heā€™s an idiot.ā€ Jaemin calls out, and you laugh as Haechan shushes him forcefully.Ā 
ā€œAn answer to my question would be nice, you know.ā€ you tease lightly.
ā€œIā€™m yours if you want me to be,ā€ Jaemin replies smoothly, and you smile even though they canā€™t see you.
ā€œHonestly, Iā€™m yours even if you donā€™t.ā€ Haechan adds, and your smile only widens as you shoot Jimin an ā€œI told you soā€ glance.
ā€œThatā€™s good to hear.ā€ you reply, your smile creeping into your voice, and Haechan clears his throat pointedly. ā€œWhatā€™s wrong?ā€
ā€œWell, are you ours?ā€ Haechan asks hopefully, and you look over at Jimin as you reply.
ā€œAbsolutely.ā€Ā 
ā€œOh, thank God.ā€ he mumbles, and you giggle.
ā€œSo, Iā€™m guessing you two are done with your lessons on how to get girls?ā€ you suppose, nibbling your bottom lip nervously.
ā€œYeah,ā€ Haechan confirms, and youā€™re surprised by just how relieved you are. ā€œWe got the only girl that matters.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re too cute.ā€ you chuckle. ā€œWanna come over later?ā€
ā€œYesā€”ā€ Haechan blurts out before composing himself to say, ā€œyes, absolutely.ā€
ā€œGood. Six sound good?ā€
ā€œSounds perfect,ā€ he sighs happily. ā€œSee you then, pretty.ā€
ā€œBye, baby,ā€ you coo into the phone, and his excited squeal is quiet but unmistakable. ā€œBye, other baby.ā€
ā€œBye, princess. See you at six.ā€ Jaemin calls out, and you smile widely before hanging up and smiling proudly at Jimin.
ā€œMy boys didnā€™t disappoint me.ā€ you remark, pleased, and Jimin huffs petulantly.
ā€œMan. Iā€™m happy for you, but I wish I had two cute nerds at my beck and call.ā€
ā€œStop calling them nerds,ā€ you correct, and she rolls her eyes.
ā€œWish I had two cute guys at my beck and call.ā€ she amends her statement, and you smile, satisfied.
ā€œYeah, Iā€™m pretty lucky, huh?ā€ you muse, and Jimin sighs, a smile curling at her lips.
ā€œYeahā€¦ would you ever wanna share?ā€ she asks with a wiggle of her brows. ā€œOw! There was no need to flick me.ā€
ā€œThere was every need. Avert your eyes from my men, you lustful wench.ā€
ā€œLustful wench? Youā€™re horrible. And greedy! And selfish. Just horrible and greedy and selfish.ā€ she complains, and you shrug, uncaring as you compose a text to your newā€¦ boyfriends?
you have created a group message. you have named the group message ā€œpower throuple.ā€ you [17:05pm] hi boyfies :)Ā  haechan [17:07pm] boyfiesā€¦. iā€™m weak in the knees jaemin [17:08pm] haechan stand up jaemin [17:08pm] hi baby girl you loved ā€œhi baby girlā€ haechan [17:10pm] why would i stand up if i could lie down and have our pretty girlfriend sit on my face? šŸ˜ you [17:11pm] youā€™re bolder over text, huh? haechan [17:12pm] can you blame me? have you seen yourself? you [17:12pm] i haveā€¦Ā  haechan [17:13pm] so you know how good you look. donā€™t judge me when i canā€™t get my words out in person you [17:15pm] i happen to find it cute when you canā€™t get your words out jaemin [17:16pm] i find it cute when YOU canā€™t get your words out you [17:16pm] and when would that be? jaemin [17:17pm] donā€™t tell me youā€™ve forgotten so soonā€¦ you [17:17pm] i have :( maybe i need a reminder? jaemin liked your message ā€œi have :( maybe i need a reminder?ā€ jaemin [17:18pm] maybe we should come over earlier to jog your memory you [17:20pm] maybe you should. how about 5:45? jaemin liked your message ā€œmaybe you should. how about 5:45?ā€ haechan liked your message ā€œmaybe you should. how about 5:45?ā€ you [17:22pm] great!! itā€™s a date :)
ā€œWhat am I, chopped liver?ā€ Jimin complains as you giggle down at your phone.
ā€œSorryā€¦ and Iā€™m even more sorry for having to cut this short.ā€ you apologize sheepishly as you start to gather your things.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re kiddingā€¦ā€ Jimin remarks, incredulous. ā€œFlat-leaver!ā€
ā€œIā€™ll text you after everything,ā€ you assure her, stuffing your notebook in your bag and your phone in your bagā€™s front pocket. ā€œGotta go get ready!ā€
ā€œYouā€™re the worst.ā€ she huffs, but thereā€™s a smile on her face as she rolls her eyes. ā€œGo get ā€˜em, tiger.ā€
ā€œRawr.ā€ You make a claw with your fingers, and she stops short, blinking at you with a blank expression. ā€œToo much?ā€
ā€œNever do that again.ā€
You nod in understanding. ā€œCopy.ā€
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FIXED COMFORT | SUNGHOON
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SUMMARY: typically, sunghoonā€™s the one who takes care of you when youā€™ve had one too many. but once in a blue moon, he lets his guard down and allows you to care for him the way he does for you.
or, the one where sunghoonā€™s drunk at a bar and misses his girlfriend a little too much.
NOTES: idk I just feel like someone should let him sleep for six months straight!!!
PAIRING: sunghoon x fem!reader
WORD COUNT: 4.4K (4444 exactlyā€”sheā€™s a shortie).
WARNINGS: fluff on fluff on fluff.
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ā€œHey, do you think you could come get Sunghoon from the bar? Heā€™s been asking for you for the past hour.ā€Ā Ā 
Jayā€™s phone call pulls you out from a deep slumber on a Saturday night that falls on a day with no plans other than pure relaxation. Sunghoon had been preoccupied with work and classes this past week and wanted to unwind by drinking at his favorite bar with his closest friends and all you wanted to do was sleep the weekend away.Ā 
Since the two of you started dating six months ago after being friends for a little over two years, you both agree on the notion that youā€™ve found a good balance between time spent together and apart respectively. Nothing fundamentally changed with the exception of kissing and touching one another in the way a couple would. He still respects your independence and you respect his time away from you as well.Ā 
Sunghoon learned quickly that youā€™re the type of person who values your alone time more than anything else. When he first started developing feelings for you, grappling with your absence wasnā€™t easy. He initially thought you werenā€™t interested in getting to know him the way he was with you because you werenā€™t afraid to decline invitations and telling people ā€˜no.ā€™ Slowly, over the course of many months of pining and late night conversations, did Sunghoon learn that youā€™re typically your best self after a moment of isolation.Ā 
Your boyfriend is somewhere in between an introvert and extrovert. He tends to be shy when he meets people he isnā€™t familiar with while his loud, rambunctious attitude is typically reserved for those who know him best. He likes to keep to himself for the most part, giving some of his personality away when he feels his walls start to crumble naturally. You love that he has a good head on his shoulders and that heā€™s able to tell you about his feelings while maintaining an air of confidence. He doesnā€™t inherently need anybody; he likes your company and will do anything to keep it.
Moments like this are when your heart feels softer for Sunghoon than when the two of you were just friends.
ā€œI know you wanted to spend the weekend alone but Hoonā€™s been saying your name all night,ā€ Jay says. ā€œIā€™m sorry for waking you up.ā€
ā€œNo, itā€™s fine.ā€ Youā€™re sure Jay can hear your brittle voice. ā€œAre you guys at the bar near your place?ā€
ā€œThatā€™s the one. Thanks again and Iā€™m really sorry for waking you up.ā€
ā€œDonā€™t sweat it. Cook me something next week if you still feel bad.ā€Ā 
ā€œI can do that. Chili oil noodles with shrimp sound good?ā€
ā€œItā€™s almost like you know me.ā€ He laughs at your sarcasm.Ā 
ā€œDrive safe.ā€Ā 
When Jay hangs up, you allow yourself a few minutes to adjust and wake up, stretching your body from the warm comfort of your blankets. You change out of Sunghoonā€™s shirt to put on pajama pants and another one of his stolen shirts, opting not to take a jacket since you figure you wonā€™t be out for very long.Ā 
You thank your past self for filling up your gas tank before tonight after having put it off for a few days. Knowing Sunghoon, he would still scold you for allowing yourself to run nearly empty before filling it up even if he was inebriated. Somehow, knowing this about him brings a smile to your face.
Sunghoonā€™s the kind of guy who likes to have some control over certain things. He likes order and structure, often waking up at the same hour every weekday to build a routine his body can remember. Heā€™s been like that since you first met him but you think itā€™s part of his charm. Even from two years ago, when you met him through Jake Sim, Sunghoon has maintained a level of confidence and control that he does now. On the heels of an impressive skating career before pivoting to focus on higher education, Sunghoon had his preferences and will stick by them.Ā 
His discipline is the first thing you noticed when you met him for the first time. Jay, someone you were already familiar with, agreed to cook dinner with your friend group under the condition that everyone helped him shop and chip in for the meal. Sunghoon held Jake back from buying unnecessary things like boxed chocolate milk and candy because Jay had desserts back at his place. He held a checklist of items whereas the rest of your friends ran up and down the aisles without thinking much about what needed to be purchased.
Sunghoonā€™s near-meticulous behavior is juxtaposed to your chaotic and rambunctious nature. You often follow your gut instead of setting a solid plan because youā€™re not concerned with meeting deadlines, sans education. Whereas you tend to lean towards a go-with-the-flow attitude, Sunghoon is the opposite. But thatā€™s something he loves about you.Ā Ā 
At a surface level distinction, it didnā€™t seem like the two of you would get along as well as you did. It surprised Jake when Sunghoon asked for your number so he could text you about seeing a comedy film with him as no one else in the group wanted to see it. Including you at an impromptu study session with him (Sunghoon was organized and neat while your pens were spread all over and your study methods, haphazard) felt like watching two people clash.Ā 
Rather, you and Sunghoon complement one another.Ā 
The idea of letting himself go with someone who wasnā€™t part of his friend collective was unheard of. Getting to know a girl who didnā€™t share similar lifestyles didnā€™t appeal to him before meeting you, and youā€™re inarguably the most chaotic person Sunghoon knows. But he finds that thereā€™s order within your chaosā€”you know who you are and what you want, and you will not compromise yourself just to please other people.Ā 
Itā€™s what Sunghoon loves the most about you. Thereā€™s a boundary you never let anyone cross under the assumption that your own safety net feels compromised. Heā€™s watched you lose friends for this same reason and has always admired the way you carry yourself like you know you deserve better than people who disrespect you. Heā€™s witnessed the grace you maintain when people who call you a friend voice words of kindness but speak ill about you behind your back. If anything, Sunghoon feels pity for anyone who crosses you to the point of anger. To be envious of anotherā€™s confidence is one thing. To make that known is another.Ā 
Sunghoon learns that you let your inhibitions go because holding control over yourself feels like a burden. It feels like setting a standard you will never be able to meet. He never thought of order in that way before getting to know you. Your approach to life sparked a new wave of emotions within him to the point where he was open and willing to let you farther into his life.Ā 
His days were ruled by guidelines he had to maintain and proper etiquette that followed him even off the rink. The poise he carried from his career on the ice bled into his personal life too. Although, he doesnā€™t mind that it does. Sunghoon values any form of structure because it makes him feel like he has a purpose and that thereā€™s something to be accomplished at the end of the day.Ā 
Most times, Sunghoonā€™s feels like people judge him for his regimen and canā€™t fathom why he appreciates control so much. They tell him to let loose and enjoy his time away from his career. People always think he simply doesnā€™t know how to have fun because heā€™s set in his ways and wonā€™t let other people coax him into doing something heā€™s not comfortable with. But not you. Sunghoon has never felt like youā€˜ve judged how he chooses to live his life.Ā 
Before he knew it, a year had passed and he started to call you one of his best friends. The friendship was gradual. Sunghoon didnā€™t have many close female friends in the way he does with Heeseung, Jay, and Jake. Youā€™re the first person since ending his career who hasnā€™t tried to pry into the why. In fact, Sunghoon enjoys that you didnā€™t bring it up.Ā 
(You did, in the form of cooing over his younger self skating in competitions for the first time or roasting all of the outfits he had to wear. But somehow, all of your jabs made him feel happier than when people complimented his performance.)
Eventually, being around you felt too right. He loved it when you took naps on his bed and felt comfortable raiding your kitchen pantry without permission. Sunghoon could leave you in his apartment without him being in it and feel at ease. In fact, he started to look forward to coming home to you. All it took was seeing you wear his hoodie because you got too cold and forgot your jacket, to make him drop his bag by the front door and ask you to be his girlfriend. He hasnā€™t regretted anything with you since.Ā 
The weather is cold outside since itā€™s approaching the middle of autumn. You let your car warm up and blast the heat all the way up while adjusting your defrosting settings before heading to the bar to pick up Sunghoon. You sift through your playlists and settle on soft indie melodies before you drive away from the curb.Ā 
Youā€™ve never seen Sunghoon get drunk to the point of needing extra help. Usually, youā€™re the one who goes a little too hard whenever Heeseung brings out the alcohol or if Jake offers an edible or two. Sunghoon likes to sit back and stay sober (or sober up by the end of the night) when he notices you having too much fun. He doesnā€™t mind, though. Sunghoon likes taking care of you because sometimes it gives him purpose. Youā€™ve never understood that sentiment but to each their own.Ā 
The only times youā€™ve seen him completely wasted are usually when youā€™re equally as gone, like on your first road trip as a couple. The five of you rented a lakehouse a few hours from Seoul and spent an entire weekend basking under the hot sun and chose to forget about university stress before finals would inevitably kick everyoneā€™s ass. All five of you were cross-faded (but not without Jay and Sunghoon both prepping water bottles and snacks for when the munchies would hit prior to taking anything). You watched Sunghoon relax to the point where he was much quieter than he normally was and when you asked if he was doing alright, he looked you in the eye and told you he loved you for the first time.Ā 
I always have, I think, he said as he brought your hand to his chest. You might not believe me because neither of us are sober but I swear Iā€™ll tell you in the morning.Ā 
Sunghoon gets affectionate when heā€™s drunk or high, often to the point of asking for reassurance. The rational side of his brain is temporarily disfigured. You donā€™t mind being there to tell him that heā€™s the love of your life and youā€™d never go anywhere when he gets like this. Although, youā€™re usually just as gone and gush all of your hidden emotionally-charged feelings, which pair well with Sunghoonā€™s need for validation sometimes.Ā 
Your friends love your relationship. They donā€™t think itā€™s too much or too little, going so far as to take photos of the two of you when you arenā€™t looking. Some are funny like the pictures of you sleeping on his chest with drool pooling out of your mouth. Others are romantic and whimsical, like the pictures of Sunghoon looking at you like youā€™re the sunshine to his moonlight. They canā€™t get enough of you two. Your friends love knowing people they care about are deeply in love with one another and your relationship is somewhat of a reminder that true romance does exist.Ā 
Thinking about this makes your heart swell as you park your car and tuck your keys inside your purse. The bouncer checks your ID and lets you inside the bar, and you already spot Jay off to the side.Ā 
ā€œThanks for coming,ā€ he says as he gives you a loose hug. ā€œAnd sorry for waking you up.ā€Ā 
You wave him off. ā€œItā€™s fine. Iā€™ve probably woken you up for worse.ā€Ā 
ā€œYeah, like the time you and Jake wanted ramen at 3am and wouldnā€™t stop calling me because both of you got a little too high.ā€Ā 
ā€œCan you blame us?! You were like, two blocks away.ā€Ā 
ā€œYeah, but did you need to eat with me?ā€Ā 
ā€œDuh. Youā€™re like, the best person to eat a late night dinner with.ā€Ā 
The two of you laugh as he leads you to the group. You see Sunghoon slumped over the table with his head in his arms and the rest of your friend group tries really hard not to seem too excited when they see you standing next to Jay.Ā 
ā€œFucking finally.ā€ Heeseung stands and gives you a quick side hug before Jake does the same. ā€œLove you guys and all but he started to become unbearable when he kept showing us photos of you.ā€
Jake snorts. ā€œPoor guy was almost about to cry.ā€ That makes your heart soft.Ā 
ā€œHe looks so cute,ā€ you coo, tilting your head to savor this moment. Itā€™s abnormal for you to be the sober one but youā€™re starting to understand why Sunghoon doesnā€™t mind taking care of you when youā€™re like this.Ā 
Jay comes to stand next to you. ā€œHeā€™s not cute when he drank half his weight in alcohol and wouldnā€™t shut up about how pretty your hair is.ā€Ā 
ā€œWhat, do you donā€™t think my hairā€™s pretty?ā€ The messy, unbrushed hair is enough to make the guys laugh.Ā 
ā€œNah seriously, thanks for coming,ā€ says Jake. ā€œWe felt bad calling you but he refuses to get out of his seat.ā€Ā 
ā€œItā€™s fine.ā€ You wave him off and step closer to your boyfriend, who still hasnā€™t moved from his position.Ā 
ā€œDo your thing and weā€™ll be here if you need help bringing him to the car.ā€ Heeseung smiles gratefully at you.Ā 
Even the back of Sunghoonā€™s head is unfairly gorgeous. His hair always looks nice, although you credit that to his younger sister introducing him to a world of hair care products during his skating years. It feels soft to the touch as you stroke the back of his head until Sunghoon slowly comes to. You feel his body start to stir.
ā€œBaby,ā€ you say quietly, bending down until youā€™re next to him. ā€œWake up for me.ā€Ā 
ā€œHm?ā€ Sunghoon mumbles from his arms. He feels the sensation of your fingers carding through his hair and pulls himself from the table, wiping the spit from the corner of his mouth before realizing youā€™re standing next to him. ā€œY/N?ā€
ā€œIā€™m right here.ā€Ā 
He pulls his head up until heā€™s sitting upright in the booth, squinting up at you to adjust to the bar lights that disappeared when he closed his eyes. Your boyfriend looks so innocent like this. He looks at you with a wide, round gaze as if youā€™d appeared out of thin air and heā€™s trying his hardest to figure out how youā€™re standing in front of him.Ā 
ā€œIs it really you?ā€ Sunghoon asks in a quiet voice. His tone makes your heart flutter and you reach your arms out until youā€™re cupping his jaw and rubbing the pads of your thumbs over his cheeks. Sunghoon melts into your touch and you feel his body start to relax. ā€œI missed you.ā€
ā€œI missed you too, bug. Did you have fun tonight?ā€
He nods in your hands, ā€œMhm. Just tired now.ā€
ā€œJay said you were asking for me.ā€Ā 
ā€œI always ask for you.ā€ Your cheeks heat up and you try to ignore the snickers from behind you.Ā 
ā€œWhy donā€™t we go back to my place, yeah? You can sleep in my bed instead of this bar.ā€Ā 
ā€œCan we? I love the guys but I just missed you.ā€
ā€œSimp,ā€ Heeseung whispers before coughing into his fist.Ā 
Sunghoon stands from the booth once youā€™ve taken a step back to give him the space to move. Heā€™s surprisingly able to stand on his own and clutches onto his jacket as he makes his way to the door.Ā 
ā€œSorry guys,ā€ he mutters to the guys.Ā 
ā€œYah, itā€™s fine,ā€ Jay says as he waves Sunghoon off.Ā 
ā€œGet home safe,ā€ Heeseung says as he opens the door for the two of you. Sunghoon waves behind him until you guide him to the car.Ā 
ā€œCan you put your jacket on for me?ā€ You catch it in your hands after he nearly let them fall from his grasp.Ā 
ā€œShit, sorry.ā€ You watch Sunghoon put on one arm and then the other. He looks so childlike in this moment as he concentrates his hardest to put the jacket on without stumbling.Ā 
It reminds you that he doesnā€™t show you this side of him often. Sunghoon, ever the poised individual who likes to know whatā€™s ahead of him, has let his inhibitions down. Seeing his figure slowly push his body through the warm fabric has you biting back a smile.Ā 
ā€œNeed help?ā€
Sunghoon looks down at his hands that are trying to zip his jacket up to no avail. He feels like his hands are too big and the zipper is too small. ā€œPlease.ā€
Your steady fingers cover Sunghoonā€™s and take over the tedious task. The metal is warm from his fingertips. You can feel him looking down at you and you temporarily fumble with the zipper, which makes him laugh.
ā€œSilly,ā€ he mutters. ā€œAh, fuck. I donā€™t know if I can open the door.ā€
You roll your eyes and open it for him. ā€œYouā€™re funny.ā€Ā 
He slides into the seat as gracefully as he can without hitting his head on the roof. Sunghoon struggles, but manages to buckle himself in and grins up at you when he hears the click of the buckle. When you look down on him, the lamp post from above casts a soft glow on his face. He looks so youthful at this moment. Sunghoon has let go of his thoughts and couldnā€™t think about anything but the present moment even if he tried.Ā 
He waits for you and mumbles about how cold it is when you turn the engine on. The warm air starts to uplift his spirits and he looks at you with us head pressed to the headrest.
ā€œIā€™m sorry you have to see me like this.ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€ you ask. ā€œWhy?ā€
He shrugs. ā€œDunno. Usually Iā€™m the one taking care of you.ā€
ā€œYou donā€™t always have to be brave, you know.ā€Ā 
Sunghoon doesnā€™t say anything. He reaches out to envelope your hand in his and squeezes it until heā€™s holding it loosely in the quiet of the evening.
ā€œI love you.ā€Ā 
Your heart blooms. ā€œI love you right back.ā€ He seems satisfied with your response and lets go of your hand so that you can drive back to your apartment.Ā 
When you park on the curb, Sunghoonā€™s sober enough to unbuckle his seatbelt and wait for you to turn the engine off before opening his door carefully. He steps outside and leans back on the car door until you walk around the hood of the vehicle and grabs your hands to pull you into him.Ā 
You feel his lips on your before you register whatā€™s happening. He tastes faintly of pineapple soju and beer, and his mouth is warm. Despite his inebriated state, Sunghoonā€™s able to hold you between his hands as he moves to place them on your hips to balance your body after youā€™ve stumbled into him.Ā 
The kiss itself is slow. In fact, it feels as though Sunghoon has slowed time around so that the two of you could enjoy the late night kiss uninterrupted. You can barely hear anything besides the ringing in your ears after being caught by surprise due to your boyfriendā€™s abrupt movements. Your mouths move in slow tandem and Sunghoon nearly pushes his tongue inside your mouth before pulling away to rest his forehead against your own.
ā€œMy baby,ā€ he whispers against your lips before giving you another quick peck.Ā 
ā€œYou are so cute.ā€ You blurt out this confession like youā€™re still pining after him. ā€œLetā€™s go inside, yeah?ā€Ā 
The apartment is warm compared to the environment outside and Sunghoon slips off his shoes in favor of wearing his designated slippers. He doesnā€™t let go of your hand the entire time he does so, letting you pull him into the hallway until the two of you reach your bedroom. The hardwood floors feel better than the uneven pavement from outside.
He loves it here. Itā€™s a sanctuary away from his apartment with the friends he will probably invite to his wedding. But something about your green comforter and hand-painted artwork adorning your walls makes Sunghoon feel like he would live by your side for the rest of his life. The scent of your roomā€“warm peaches and vanillaā€“tugs at his heart strings. This is where he belongs.Ā 
Likewise, you love seeing Sunghoon behave like this. Itā€™s not commonplace for him to let people take care of him in the way you are now. Heā€™s used to people looking out for his career and best interest but he struggles with allowing others to handle him with such care. After a decade of enduring harsh criticism and physical endurance, Sunghoon struggles to relax and allow others to take the reins. Itā€™s partially why he loves taking care of you. Being able to provide that kind of love and support makes him feel wanted and needed, even if you tell him heā€™s more than enough a thousand times over.Ā 
You leave him in your room to change his clothes taken from his designated drawer while you prepare skincare and the works. You hear him shuffle outside and fall onto the bed once, prompting you to hold your laughter in as you wash your hands and pull out hair clips for him to use.Ā 
ā€œI canā€™t lie,ā€ Sunghoon says as you emerge from the bathroom to see him in a big t-shirt and pajama bottoms, ā€œIā€™m really looking forward to you doing my skincare.ā€Ā 
You snicker and pull your desk chair into the bathroom. ā€œNow you know exactly how I feel every time I beg you to do mine when Iā€™m drunk. Sit and close your eyes, please.ā€Ā 
He follows your instructions and leans his back against the furniture. Sunghoon doesnā€™t fuss when you pin his hair back until itā€™s secure and allows you to make him feel pampered in a way he typically wouldnā€™t.Ā 
ā€œDid you have fun tonight?ā€Ā 
Sunghoon hums. ā€œYeah, I did. The guys picked me up from my place and we had lunch at that seafood spot weā€™ve been meaning to try.ā€Ā 
ā€œWas it any good?ā€
ā€œSo good.ā€ He licks his lips. ā€œGod, Iā€™m still thinking about that shellfish soup. We ordered enough food to feed a village but it was so worth it. I wanna go with you.ā€Ā 
ā€œWe can go wherever you want.ā€ He smiles at your soft tone.Ā 
ā€œWe also went to the beach and met some guys at the skate park by the highway. They were pretty nice and let us use their boards for a little. Heeseung got along with them the best, I think.ā€
ā€œHeeseung makes friends with everybody.ā€
ā€œHe says heā€™s not social but thatā€™s a lie.ā€ Sunghoon twitches his nose when he feels a damp washcloth on his face. ā€œWe went to the bar afterwards and split it by round. I got the first and honestly, I donā€™t remember much after that.ā€Ā 
ā€œHow are you feeling now, though?ā€ you ask as you finish patting his skin dry. ā€œDo you still feel dizzy?ā€ Sunghoon opens his eyes and watches you apply a serum before dabbing it all over his face.Ā 
ā€œNot as much as before. I think Iā€™m just tired.ā€
ā€œAnd clingy, apparently.ā€Ā 
Sunghoon smacks the back of your thighs. ā€œShut up. You love it.ā€ You silence him by kissing his nose.Ā 
While he brushes his teeth, you situate yourself underneath your plush covers and allow the weight of the blanket to fall on top of you. The sweet promise of a good nightā€™s rest feels imminent, especially when you see your boyfriend emerge from the bathroom. He turns off the light and walks towards the empty side of the bed before heā€™s slipping himself beside you.Ā 
Sunghoonā€™s an equal opportunist when it comes to sleeping positions. He loves it the most when your head is on his chest and when your arms are tangled in one another because he likes knowing that the two of you yearn for each other equally. But when he gets like this, Sunghoon takes initiative to maneuver himself until half of his chest and head are on top of you. He situates his arm around your waist and pulls himself closer to your body until a deep, satisfied sigh comes from the back of his throat.Ā 
He hums in appreciation when your fingers begin to massage his scalp. Sunghoonā€™s hair is soft and silky and on most days, youā€™re the only person who gets to touch it. The slowness of your movements paired with the soft kiss you place on his temple makes his eyelids feel heavy.Ā 
ā€œSorry you had to come pick me up,ā€ Sunghoon mumbles against you. ā€œI know we agreed to give each other some space this weekend.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou should know by now that Iā€™d do anything for you.ā€ He feels you kiss the crown of his head. ā€œPlus, we both know youā€™d do the same for me.ā€Ā 
Sunghoon nods. ā€œI would. Youā€™re my girlfriend. Duh.ā€ His sleepy nonsense makes you laugh.Ā 
ā€œYou can go back to hanging out with the guys tomorrow if you want.ā€ He shakes his head.Ā 
ā€œI want to get breakfast with you.ā€ Sunghoon finds your free hand and presses a sleepy kiss to the back of it.Ā 
ā€œWhatever you want. We can get breakfast.ā€Ā 
ā€œIf we wake up early enough.ā€Ā 
You laugh again. ā€œYes, if we wake up early enough.ā€Ā 
Sunghoon mumbles a few incoherent words that you canā€™t quite make out because of your own tiredness. When your own eyes start to droop, Sunghoon feels your fingers start to falter and looks up at you to see youā€™ve fallen fast asleep.Ā 
He kisses the underside of your chin and falls asleep too.
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summary: having always seen minghao from afar, you always considered him unattainable, with him never interacting with you while his friends brought you around. unbeknownst to you, he had similar thoughts about you, constantly keeping his distance, thinking you must've been interested in his members instead. luckily for you, you had two very meddling friends, too fed up with your mutual idiocy.
content: idol!minghao x hybeidol!reader, reader is mingyu and seokmin's bestie, afab reader, reader is implied to be a 97 liner but its not a huge plot point, acquaintances to lovers, very adorable crushes, assume minghao is a little shier and less social than he seems irl pls, reader is mentioned to have some family troubles, minghao literally courts reader aaahh he's too cute, smut, fingering, oral (f receiving), overstimulation (kind of), dry humping, mentions of pregnancy, penetrative sex, etc.
wc: 9.3k
a/n: this is one of my works im least proud of so pls have that in mind as u read<//3
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"C'mon, one more drink."
"Yeah, you can't leave yet, it's too early."
"I have a shoot early tomorrow. I can't be hungover for it," you said for the nth time in the past five minutes.
Currently, you were situated in Seventeen's dorm rooms in the Hybe building.
It wasn't too common for groups to stay within the building, seeing as most people had their own individual apartments or homes outside of the premises, but Seventeen would often frequent their own dorms for hanging out purposes, only ever spending the night if they were too tired to make it home.
As per usual, you were hanging out with Mingyu and Seokmin, with Wonwoo and Seungkwan having decided to also make an appearance. It was quite usual for them to keep you around after work (and even to occasionally steal you during working hours). As expected, the overly extroverted 97 liners of the group had taken you under their wing early after your debut, debuting you as a the only female member of the friend group.
Along with you, there were guys from other groups who had also been blessed with a birthday within the year 1997. This, of course, included Xu Minghao, though he was mostly an honorary member, as he mostly kept to himself and never actually joined in with the group. Even after years of being best friends with multiple members of the Seventeen, you were yet to really get to know Minghao. The man remained a mystery to most of those around him.
This was quite unfortunate to you, seeing as you'd developed a bit of an unrequited interest in the guy. There was something about his calm and confident aura that drew you in. Unlike most of his other members, he had a tendency to keep to himself and keep outside social interaction to a minimum. This had at some point caused you to hold the belief that maybe he didn't like you, but your friends had informed you time and time again that this was simply his personality. However, that didn't prevent you from wanting to seek him out (though never actually going through with it).
This was why despite your previous excuse to leave to sleep in early for tomorrow's schedule had been thrown out the window the moment you spotted certain boy with a mullet walk into the room, rubbing at his eyes as if he'd just been awoken.
"What are you guys still doing up? I thought you'd all be gone by now," mumbled the pajama-clad boy, approaching the couch Mingyu was currently leaning back on and taking a seat next to him.
Subconsciously, you straightened your posture, attempting to appear casual at his sudden appearance.
You could count the times you'd been in Minghao's proximity with one hand. Being honest, you weren't quite sure if he even knew who you were past the general knowledge of your role as an idol.
"Sorry, Hao. We forgot you were staying here tonight," apologized Seokmin as he absentmindedly handed the boy an open bottle of soju.
Minghao was joining in on the drinking, it seemed. Naturally, this caused you to comfortably snuggle into the couch and forget all thought of leaving before having that last drink you had been offered just moments prior.
In front of you was a coffee table and two boys sitting on the couch opposite; Mingyu and Minghao. Surrounding you were Wonwoo and Seungkwan, while Seokmin remained standing and leaning against the counter to your right. Despite your distance to Minghao, you had the privilege of having a seat in which you could stare at him without it seeming unnatural.
"Oh, you've met Y/N, right?", Seungkwan suddenly remembered, taking his usual role as mood-maker to make an introduction if need-be.
Minghao finally laid eyes on you for the first time, giving you a polite smile and a subtle bow of his head, "I think a few times. Hi, Nice to see you."
Returning his gesture, you responded similarly, taking your eyes off him right after and giving your attention to the large boy sitting next to him who was now speaking.
"So, staying for that last drink?", he asked you, holding out a glass for you, giving you the option to take or deny it.
"Sure. Just this one," you insisted, grabbing the glass and taking a sip. Cheers erupted from your friends at your agreement to stay, with all of them seemingly tipsy enough to get excited at such a minuscule act.
On your peripheral, you missed how Minghao continued looking your way, smiling softly to himself as he stared.
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"Well, that's the last of them," chuckled Minghao the moment Seokmin began slouching back on the couch, clearly falling into deep slumber.
Only an hour later and all four boys had either fallen victim to their drunken state and lost to the battle to slumber, or had made their way to bed before their dignity left them.
In front if you laid a snoring Mingyu as a passed out Seokmin subconsciously attempted to cuddle into him in his sleep. Not too far earlier, the two other boys had left, leaving you and Minghao as the last standing of the night.
As the night had progressed, rearrangements were made to your sitting accommodations, resulting in Seokmin joining Minghao and Mingyu on their couch right after Seungkwan's departure, leading to a peeved out Minghao making his way onto your couch to avoid the two large men bugging him as they got progressively more drunk.
At that moment you wanted to think it might've been an excuse to sit closer to you, but you knew that was just wishful thinking. It was something that made you giddy regardless, as you now found yourself side to side with him, practically alone in the boys' dorm's living room, ā€” ignoring the two sleeping men across you ā€” nursing drinks as your mutual tipsiness accompanied you.
"They were never good drinkers anyway," you responded with a chuckle, resting your back against the back of the couch as Minghao followed along, head slightly turning to face you.
There was a moment of comfortable silence as you both enjoyed your current buzz. Similarly to you, Minghao had chosen to not drink much through the time he'd joined you and the guys, choosing to nurse a single drink through the night. You'd had two, but found yourself still fully lucid.
"I don't think we've ever formally met, huh?", he mused, nodding in your direction.
"A few times, but you never hang around enough for me to get a word out," you agreed.
This pulled a chuckle from him, "Sorry, despite popular belief, I'm not as much of a social butterfly as my bandmates."
"I don't think anyone could possibly be as social as those two," you gestured to the two boys sleeping across from you, "What? You don't enjoy drinking til losing your inhibitions?", you joked.
"I envy them sometimes. I mean, clearly I've been missing out on a lot," he revealed, giving you an unreadable smile.
"Yeah? Like what?"
"Haven't made too many friends in the industry so far. I keep to myself too much sometimes, I think."
"Well, you could always join us more often. The guys are always inviting you. We'd all love the company," you encouraged, offering him a smile back.
He hummed at you, "Yeah? I'll take your word for that, then," he leaned over to the coffee table in front of you, putting down both of your drinks before pouring two shots and handing one over to you.
"Here," he clinked with you, "To my new friend," he gave you a confident yet appreciative smile, taking his shot afterwards.
"Oh? Okay, then. Sure," you followed along and took your shot, giggling at how easily he turned up his charm, "So, friends, huh?", you asked after you'd both downed your shots.
He shrugged, "Maybe we'll be the best of them, who knows."
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After that night with Minghao, ā€” which was spent drinking and reminiscing on your own personal memories with the two idiots you liked to call your best friends ā€” you began to see him more frequently. You didn't get to know each other too much that night, being far too tipsy and sleepy to make it past an hour of alone time with him. However, his frequent presence helped you grow accustomed to him. It was nice to see the contrast between him and Seokmin and Gyu.
The two of you still didn't talk too much, usually sticking to comfortable silences more than anything else. His company was still always welcome, and very much encouraged by the three of you. Seokmin and Mingyu never questioned his sudden desire to begin taking them up on their offers to hang out, simply accepting his newfound presence as a gift.
You hoped that your crush on the boy wasn't too obvious, but as of now, you were pretty sure you were in the clear. Had those two known of your crush, they would've already ambushed you with a million questions about it. There was also the fact that you didn't want to get in the way of what Minghao clearly wanted to be a friendship and nothing more. Sure, he was very courteous to you, but nothing he ever did or said ever gave you any signal that he meant for your interactions to be anything but platonic.
Any outing between you and Minghao was always crowded with your two other friends. Even if any part of you wanted to act out on your crush, it was practically impossible due to their constant presence. The dynamic you'd quickly formed had been nice, though, as it usually consisted of Seokmin and Mingyu as a duo while you and Minghao stuck to one another. Your calm and introverted demeanors went very well together.
Walking side by side during any outing whilst your two friends led the way, too lost in their own shenanigans, you and Minghao smiled softly to yourselves at the other's company. No words were needed as you enjoyed the breeze of the night. You knew all to well that there'd be news articles on your outing, ā€” yet another sighting of the 97's of SEVENTEEN with Y/G/N's Y/N ā€” but it was such a common occurrence that no one truly paid any mind to it anymore.
"Hey, how about we rent a karaoke room to end the night?", Seokmin had suddenly halted his movements, causing Mingyu to bump into him at his abrupt stop.
Turning to face everyone, he looked around to see who agreed with his proposition. You'd already spent most of the afternoon at a restaurant nearby and walked through the streets of a populated clubbing area, so karaoke was not too out of the question in the context of the night.
Mingyu expressed his enthusiastic agreement, turning to you to see if you were down for it too. You noticed Minghao's eyes on you too, giving you an encouraging smile that let you know that he was interested in hearing your response before giving his own.
"How about we head back home and do karaoke there? There's probably already a ton of pictures of us hanging out today," you reasoned, not wanting to end the night just yet but also taking in mind your role as an idol.
Mingyu boo'd at you, "That's boring! I don't wanna go home yet," he pouted, clearly demonstrating how tipsy he currently was.
Seokmin agreed, "We can buy those fruity drinks you like at the norebang, c'mon," he insisted, "Myungho, what do you think? You've never tagged along to the norebang with us, I'll pay," he offered, tugging at Minghao childishly.
Minghao turned to look at you, "Be gentlemen," he scolded, walking over to your side to face them, "If she wants to head home then we head home," he affirmed, rolling his eyes at his friends' exaggerated groans of complaint.
"Thank you, Hao," you nodded at him with a smile, sticking your tongue out childishly at the other two boys.
Seokmin headed over to your side to hold your hand whilst Gyu now stuck by Minghao, walking in pairs of two once more as you turned back to head over to the car you'd arrived in. Looking back, you caught Minghao's eye, also catching sight of a subtle smile thrown your way.
It took you very little to arrive to your apartment, with the two boys making their way in ahead of you as if they owned the place. You couldn't blame them, knowing they were very used to coming over quite frequently. Minghao, on the other hand, stayed behind with you, waiting for you to welcome him in. He was very cordial and reserved, something which endeared you to no end.
Entering, you lost sight of your other two friends, who were probably already situated in the large living room located upstairs, ransacking you of any alcohol and entertaining themselves with your karaoke system. Meanwhile, Minghao continued to follow your slow movements, waiting by your side as you locked the entrance door. His hands remained intertwined on his back, giving him a posture you would only really expect from royalty.
Smiling at you, he nodded silently as if to encourage you to move forward so he could follow you along the length of your home.
"Show me around? Looks like the guys are already really familiar with the place," he suggested with a smile.
"Yeah," you chuckled, "They're here a lot. Wonwoo banned any group hangouts at his and Mingyu's, and Vernon sleeps early, so we never really go to Seokmin's. I live alone and the place is pretty big, so they crash here a lot," you explained, beginning to walk into the entrance hallway, "I'll show you around. It's uselessly big. I mostly have spare rooms for leisure," you explained, walking by the various rooms of what could very well be called a mansion due to its size. Large homes like these were common amongst idols, though many of them usually shared with other members.
"It's pretty," he said as he looked around, stopping by a certain painting hanging on your wall.
"My place or the painting?", you asked, standing to his side, "Mingyu made it," you gestured to the painting.
"Yeah, it looked familiar," he nodded, eyes still on it, "You're pretty close with Gyu," he stated, though it gave you the intonation of wonder.
You nodded at him, "He was my first friend when I became an idol. I probably wouldn't have met most of my current friends if it wasn't for him. He's too outgoing for his own good," you shrugged, reminiscing on how you'd met Mingyu and consequently every other member of what came to become the 97's squad, along with most Seventeen members.
"I can relate to that," he began walking further into your home, with you following along, "He was my first friend in Seoul. Didn't care about the language barrier at all, always tried to make me feel welcome," he seemed to reminisce too.
"Yeah, that's Mingyu," you joined with a smile, "I'd say I'm equally close to Seokmin, though. You? Any favorites?", you joked.
"Hmm, those two? Not really, but like I told you, I'm interested in getting close to someone else," he subtly bumped shoulders with you as he walked, chuckling when you did it back.
"Yeah? Well, maybe I'll have to rethink my favorites also," you smiled back with suggestion in your eyes.
This came to be a common occurrence between you ā€” silent yet comfortable smiles.
Making your way upstairs, you made a stop by a balcony located just before the living room, from which you could already hear Seokmin and Mingyu taking liberal use of through the karaoke you had installed. Sharing a laugh, you and Minghao walked over to the veranda and took in the night's breeze.
"I'm going back to China soon," he suddenly said, "We're mostly on a break for two months while Wonwoo and Jeonghan hyung go through their comeback. I'm sure the guys must've told you?"
You nodded, "Yeah, I went to visit them during rehearsals once or twice. How long will you be gone?" you couldn't help but show your disappointment.
"Sad? We barely met each other," he nudged your shoulder again, "Just two weeks. Been wanting to see my parents for a while."
"Aw, that's nice. I'm sure they must miss you," you coo'd, sniffling at the chilly weather.
"Cold? Wanna head back inside?" he asked, nodding when you shook your head in negation, "Yeah, I miss them too. Love them more than anything. It's the one downside to our career," he went on to respond to your question.
"That must be really nice. I'm glad you get to see them soon," you expressed your genuine happiness at him being able to go back to his home country. He truly seemed like the type of guy who lived and breathed for his family ā€” at least going by how he treated the second family he found with his members.
"How about you? Gyu told me you're on rest. Visiting family any time soon?", he wondered, suddenly shoulder to shoulder with you, continuing to look forward as he leaned on the veranda.
"Uh, nope. I don't really see them often," you mumbled, "It's been a while, actually," you continued, sure your body language told on you. Minghao must've caught on to this, allowing the hand he had resting on the veranda to slide over and next to your own hand, gracing the back of your palm with his pinky.
It was such a small gesture, yet entirely too sweet for you to take in without blushing to yourself.
"I'm sorry," he murmured, letting a moment of silence pass before continuing to speak with that soft voice of his, "You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to, but ... you're always welcome in my home. My mom would love you," he assured.
You chuckled, "Yeah? You sure? You barely met me," you teased by mirroring his earlier statement, returning his gesture and letting your fingers trace his own absentmindedly on the veranda.
"Just a hunch. If I like you, then she'd love you," he reaffirmed.
"Oh, so you like me?", you finally turned to face him, smiling teasingly.
"Thought I was clear about that," he cocked his head in mock curiosity, smiling back at you, "Gotta be more assertive, got it," he murmured mostly to himself afterward, finally disconnecting himself from the veranda and beginning to walk away, stopping to gesture you follow him.
"C'mon, they'll get too drunk if we don't go babysit them," he reminded you, holding out his hand to guide you into your own home ā€” it was a bit ridiculous, but you could tell soft touches and stolen glances were a big thing with him, and who were you to complain?
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As expected, the guys ended up staying the night, too exhausted to get themselves off your couch until the following morning. Minghao, unlike them, did not reach a drunken state that impeded him from leaving, but it was silently agreed between the two of you that you did not want him to leave, nor did he want to be deprived of your company.
While the guys stayed passed out on the couch, you offered Minghao one of your spare rooms, something which made you feel slightly excited. Sure, you weren't sharing a bed or anything like that, but you'd still be waking up to Minghao in your home, and that was a win in your book.
Waking up, you headed to the kitchen, finding all your friends gathered in the interconnected dining room as they nursed their hangovers. Minghao had taken the liberty of making tea, smiling at you as he bid you good morning.
Heading over to where he leaned against the kitchen counter, you took the cup from him with a 'thank you,' blushing to yourself when his hand made contact with your hip as you turned around to lean on the counter next to him. The contact had clearly been with the intention to prevent you from hitting yourself against the counter, but it had still been to par with the cordial and charming persona Minghao carried with him, resulting in you swooning over him yet again.
Distracting yourself, you chose to make conversation with the two boys in front of you, chuckling at how exhausted they seemed (though out of their own volition).
"Do you guys have to drink yourselves into a coma every time you come over?" you deadpanned, earning a chuckle from Minghao.
"It'd be more fun if you joined us in blacking out," groaned Mingyu, "Not fair we're the only ones singing karaoke while drunk."
"Did I hold a gun to your head and tell you to chug or you'd die? You're just a sore loser. Not my fault Hao and I beat your score cause you were too drunk to sing," you retaliated, earning a hesitant hum in agreement from Seokmin, who was still silently suffering on the table in front of you.
"Anyways, what do you guys want to do today?", Mingyu changed the subject, "Norebang? Wanna call up Kook and Jaehyun? Or we could go to that Bruno Mars concert Jihoon suggested? Thoughts? Opinions?"
"How are you not dead right now? You drank twice as much as that guy and he's practically dead?" you gaped at him, pointing at the shell of a man that Lee Seokmin seemed to become during hangovers. Meanwhile, Minghao watched you with amusement, quietly enjoying your banter with his friend.
"Hao leaves soon, so we need to take advantage of all the time we have left!" he insisted, "We start promotions almost as soon as he returns and you'll probably be off your break by then. C'mon!"
"What do you think?", you turned to Minghao, "Concert? Norebang, again? What did you wanna do?"
He shrugged, "Whatever you want, I'm down," he sipped at his tea.
Seokmin began to gain consciousness again as he joined the conversation, "Jihoonie only has three extra tickets to Bruno Mars and Nonnie is going, remember, Gyu?", he stressed toward his friend, "And we already agreed we'd go, so you two are gonna have to find something else to do," he frowned, "Sorry, Y/N."
"What do you mean? Jihoon said he had five ti- ow, fuck," Mingyu groaned halfway through his statement, wincing as he hunched over on his seat in what seemed to be pain. Looking over at Seokmin for half a second before responding, his facial expression went from annoyed to normal as he responded again, "Right, I forgot, uh, he already gave out the tickets, sorry. I forgot I already made plans with Min and Jihoon for that," he rasped.
"Yeah, Hao can probably keep you company, though, right, Hao?", interrupted Seokmin, Mingyu nodding along, "We can meet at the afterparty after the concert. Jihoonie can probably get you guys in," he suggested.
As odd as the sudden lack of insistence that you join them at the concert was, you ignored it, opting to just take advantage of the opportunity to get some alone time with Minghao. Turning to your side, you could notice the remnant of a scowl on his face directed at Mingyu, but it immediately turned into a smile as soon as he faced you.
What you didn't notice, though, were the dumb smiles exchanged by your two friends as they watched you and Minghao for the rest of the time spent in your home, often removing themselves from the conversation if it meant you and Minghao got more alone time with one another.
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Having any time spent without Minghao after that was practically unheard of. Being mutually on a break of sorts, it was easy to see each other quite often. The guys always enjoyed your company, and even more so that of Minghao's due to how rare it had been for him to join them in outings prior to this, so it was common for you to find yourself near the duo (+ Minghao) a few times a week.
Although you'd sometimes be joined by other 97 liners in the industry or various other members of Seventeen, it was hard to not take notice of the way in which Minghao would gravitate to you almost immediately. He gave you his utmost attention, opening doors for you, ordering your meals for you (with surprising knowledge of your taste), texting you good morning and good night, and even insisting he and the guys drop you off at home any time you hung out.
If you didn't know any better, you'd assume he was trying to show romantic interest in you. However, you had quickly caught onto Minghao's courteous behavior towards everyone in his life. This was something he had even let you in on, telling you about his upbringing and even sometimes apologizing if he appeared too formal for his age. You always encouraged him, however, letting him know how much you appreciated how much of a gentleman he was ā€” it was a nice contrast from your brotherly dynamic with his groupmates.
Trying not to visibly swoon at every act of service Minghao did for you proved to be a feat. Sometimes you'd have to take a breather to hold yourself back from throwing yourself at him. It was pathetic, really, how into him you were within such a short time of becoming his friend. But this was something you had to keep to yourself, not wanting to ever make him uncomfortable or halt his behavior.
It only became worse with time as you spent more and more time together. Mingyu and Seokmin were quite popular amongst idols, each having various friend groups to hang out with during their time off. You were sure Minghao must've also had many friends (despite his claims otherwise ā€” he was too likable to be friendless), but he had chosen to spend most of his time before going to China with you. Claiming your hopes were up would've been an understatement. It was impossible to not want nor hope for Minghao to make a move and explicitly ask you out, but he never did. What he did do, however, was choose you to be the last person he saw before leaving Korea for the following two weeks.
Inviting you over to his place that night, Minghao had let you know that this was his last night in Korea before heading to China for the next two weeks. After having gotten close to you for the past two months, he had decided that you'd be the best company possible for a quiet evening in before departing. You didn't have it in you to even question why he'd pick you over his own groupmates, simply happy to spend time with him with the knowledge that you wouldn't get to do so for a while.
"Sorry for the short notice," he apologized as he approached you on the couch with a glass of wine, "But we've been hanging out so much, it felt natural to ask you over."
You hummed in agreement, "Should I ask why Seokmin and Gyu weren't invited or should I ignore it and take advantage of the extra wine?", you asked as you took a sip of said wine.
"They're too loud," he groaned exaggeratedly, "You're quiet, like me. Your company's too nice to pass up while I can have it," he added, joining you in your drinking.
"You can always just call me while you're there," you reminded him, "The guys call me all the time when they're overseas."
"I will be calling you," he affirmed, "But it's different in person. I'll still miss your company," he shrugged.
"I really did become your favorite, huh?" you teased, "Beat them all for first place in just two months," you were joking, but he still nodded in affirmation, chuckling along with you.
Grabbing onto the wine bottle he had laid in front of you, you went to top him off when you realized his glass was almost empty, only to be stopped by him.
"My plane's in a few hours, I can't drink too much. Being tipsy on a plane is one of the worst feelings."
"A few hours? You said tomorrow," you gaped at him.
"Well, it's 11:38, so it technically is tomorrow," he shrugged.
You sat up straight, "Dude, you should be leaving already. Why are we even here? Should I drive you? I can call my driver, he'll be here in-"
He grabbed onto your shoulders, halting your movements, "Calm down, my manager already had all my things sent over and the airport is only like twenty minutes away," he started with a calm voice, "Sorry I called you so late, we had a short promo to do earlier today, so my day got taken up at the last minute and I really wanted to say goodbye," he explained.
"Minghao, it would've been fine if you just left, I don't want to make you late."
"I didn't want to leave with no warning. It'd be rude of me to neglect saying goodbye to someone I care about," he said in the plain and cordial way in which he always spoke, grabbing onto your hand and tracing it like he had grown a tendency of doing.
Once more, it was hard not to swoon at such a small detail ā€” the insistence in complicating his day only to make sure he didn't somehow make you feel neglected. Most people would've settled with a simple phone call or even just contacting you incessantly he returned, but Minghao wasn't like most people.
You looked down, nodding, "Thank you. That's sweet of you to say."
"I know it's only two weeks, but I'll still miss you. It's rare for me to really get close to anyone in the industry," he explained.
You nodded in agreement, "Yeah, me too. It kind of sucks since I'll be off my break by the time you come back and we probably won't be able to hang out as much anymore," you mumbled.
"I'll still be free. I'll come to you," he reassured, "Maybe we can finally hang out without the guys getting in the way," he smiled, "Just you and me?"
There was a slight suggestion in the background of your conversation. It was somewhat clear to you that you weren't speaking of mere friendship anymore. The moment was tender and suggestive, leaving room for something more. If you were mere friends, Minghao probably wouldn't have insisted in seeing you or been as communicative as he been so far. He wanted to make sure he preserved the friendship through his absence, however short it would be.
However, this was too much to get into knowing he'd be leaving likely within the hour. Instead of getting into it, you simply nodded along, cracking another joke about how loud and all over the place your friends could be. Despite offering to go with him to drop him off at the airport, he declined, insisting his driver drop you off home before he left for his flight. With a hug goodbye, he left you there, promising to call once he arrived and expressing that he'd miss you once again.
After two months of spending almost every day together, you felt genuine sadness at his sudden absence. Maybe it was dramatic of you to feel sad over such a short period of separation, but Minghao just had that effect on people ā€” or at least you. He had taken such a quick interest in you that made you feel like the only girl in the world. It was specially bothersome to know that you'd both be too busy to see each other by the time he came back, but you were happy he'd get to see his family after so long.
With these thoughts, you went to sleep, waking up the next morning to a call from Minghao informing you of his arrival and of how content he was to be with his family. Being the last person he saw and first he contacted made your heart soar, whilst also making you frustrated at the back and forth that had been going on between you since you met him.
You needed him to make a move soon, or else you'd grow insane.
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"You know he likes you, right?", asked Mingyu quite abruptly one day.
Only five days after Minghao's absence and you found yourself hanging out with your favorite dynamic duo yet again. Any time you had off was usually spent either with your own group or with them; it was the same for Seok and Gyu, who would always seek you out if possible.
"Who?", you asked despite having certain idea of who he was talking about.
"Boo, don't play dumb, its boring," joined in Seokmin, sitting next to you on the couch whilst the three of you engaged in a somewhat intense game of Mario Kart in Mingyu's living room. Wonwoo had decided to join in this time.
"Who are we talking about?", murmured Wonwoo distractedly as he annihilated the three of you at the game.
"Minghao," they both responded at once.
"Oh, yeah, absolutely," he agreed nonchalantly.
Suddenly you fell off a cliff in the game, having your character be fished away from the precipice and placed back on the race track as you widened your eyes at the statement.
"What? You know? How would you even know?," you rasped, completely caught off guard by the sudden (yet somewhat expected) revelation. You had hoped Minghao would confess to you at some point, or even occasionally convinced yourself it was all in your head. What had been low in your list of expectations had been your friends informing you of his feelings in his absence.
"He talks about you any time you're not around," Wonwoo began with a monotonous tone as most of his attention was taken up by the game, "He never leaves home, yet he's been doing it every day since he met you, he has that dopey smile all the time now. I don't know, it's just kinda obvious," he finished, chuckling when he realized he crossed the finish line.
"If Wonwoo can tell but you can't, we have a problem," said Seokmin, groaning at his loss in the game.
"I don't know," you shrugged, completely ignoring the game now, "We're friends. I know he acts a certain way, but I think he would've already said something if he liked me like that."
"He's just shy. And he's very particular about who he lets in. The fact he keeps coming back means he must really like you," emphasized Mingyu, sitting back against the couch with you.
"We've already been trying to get you guys alone as much as possible, but you're taking too long to tie the knot," added Seokmin, followed by nods from the other too.
"So what am I supposed to do with this information? Do I ask him out or-"
You were met with a chorus of 'No!'s, making you immediately shut your mouth.
"Distance makes the heart grow fonder," quoted Wonwoo, "He'll ask you out once he's back for sure."
Mingyu nodded in agreement, "He wasn't super direct about it, but he implied to us that he would, so yeah, be ready."
The thought made your heart race. How were you supposed to speak to him again after this without becoming a mess at the thought of your crush being reciprocated? Fuck, you even went as far as to wish you'd followed him all the way to China. The two wait week for him to come back suddenly felt like too much.
Both your thoughts and conversation were interrupted by the sudden vibration of your phone, leading three sets of eyes to turn to your direction.
"Let me guess," laughed Seokmin, wiggling his eyebrows at the implication of who may be calling at that moment.
"He never calls me, yet you've known him for two months and you get a daily call," Mingyu sulked jokingly as you went to pick up, ready to leave the room so you could answer the phone, "If you don't realize he likes you, then you're dumb."
"Don't tell him we told you," rasped out Seokmin before you were out of his line of fight, earning a nod from you before you picked up and left.
Walking into the room next door, you sat on Mingyu's bed as you finally responded, "Hello?"
"You looked beautiful today, you know," were Minghao's first words in response, "Gyu sent me some pictures you guys took yesterday. God, you look breathtaking."
You were unaware that Mingyu had sent Minghao the pictures he'd taken of you the day prior in which you went clubbing, something you were yet to do with Minghao as of yet. The implication of Minghao asking Mingyu for pictures of you made you blush.
"Stop flattering me," you groaned, attempting to keep control of your voice, knowing your nosy friends likely had their ears to the door.
"What, can't I appreciate beauty? I'm kind of jealous the guys got to see you all dressed up," he mumbled with amusement in his voice.
"Well, maybe don't leave the country next time," you teased, "I'll tell the guys to take you clubbing as soon as you're back," you promised, "Then maybe you can see me in a dress."
"Oh, is that a promise?", you could hear the teasing lip bite from your end, "Nah, not really a clubbing person. How about I make you dinner? Then you have another reason to wear a dress for me," he suggested.
For him. God, he wanted you dead.
You internally groaned at how smooth he was, "I feel like I should be the one cooking you dinner. As a welcome, you know?," you suggested instead. There was something about Minghao that made you want to throw everything away just to husband him up.
"You don't have to go out of your way. I should be the one treating you, it's what's right," he argued softly, "All you have to do is meet me at my place in a pretty dress, okay? I'll take care of the rest."
"Okay, you wore me down," you whined, "Damn you, Xu, you're good at this."
"Only with you," he murmured back.
The rest of the conversation went as your talks usually did. It was filled with updates from his day to day with his family and your own occurrences with your groupmates and friends. You kept him up to date with the happenings with Seok and Gyu, knowing he was more privy to calling you than them. The unspoken suggestion of you being of his utmost interest remained there, though nothing was ever explicitly said. Even as he asked you to go over to his place, you were unsure if it was meant as romantic date or if that'd come later. It made you giddy, but also far too excited to wait.
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The two weeks passed faster than expected. Minghao's absence was barely felt, specially due to how constant his communication with you remained. The good morning messages, pictures, updates and lengthy phone calls never ceased, even consistently interrupting your time hanging out with your two shared friends. Any time you were on the phone with Minghao, you'd be met with teasing looks and exaggerated kissy sounds coming from either Seokmin or Mingyu (occasionally even Wonwoo or any other member who was present at the moment).
You had been completely worn down by both Minghao and his friends. The constant back and forth was enough to make you completely defenseless to Minghao's charm, but his friends' open teasing only made you more and more certain in Minghao's feelings for you.
Today was finally the day of his return, in which you found yourself getting ready to go meet him at his place. You'd insisted in picking him up (knowing Mingyu and Seokmin would also be getting him), but Minghao insisted you stayed behind, telling you he wanted to wash himself up and cook dinner before seeing you ā€” Mingyu would be helping with the cooking.
You were anxious yet excited as you knocked on his door, though unsure if you'd be walking into a group meeting or a one-on-one between you and Minghao.
As soon as he opened the door, he offered you a soft hug, burying his face in your neck before even speaking, "Missed you," he mumbled, humming when you parroted the words back at him.
Disconnecting from him, you blushed when his hand immediately went to your own, leading you into his apartment with ease. His thumb played with the back of your palm whilst moving towards his couch, which had two plates of what looked to be like a luxurious meal ā€” courtesy of Mingyu's cooking.
Sensing your eyes on the food, he spoke up, "Mingyu helped me make it. It's my mom's recipe," he informed you, "I'll let you eat soon, okay? Just ... There's something else I want to show you first, wait here," he let go of your hand as you stood in the middle of the living room, leaving the room for a few moments before returning with a small box.
Walking towards you with an excited smile, he became a little shier once he made eye contact with you. Your hands went up to receive the small box from him, his fingers gracing your own as he handed it over. A slight meeting of shy gazes was shared, but both your eyes went back to the box mere seconds later.
"You got me this? Hao, you really didn't have to," you murmured, opening it and gasping lightly at its content ā€” it was a golden necklace; a little worn, but beautiful.
"It's my mother's," he started, enveloping your hands as they held onto the necklace, "I, uhm, I told her about you, and she insisted I bring this back to you," he explained, smiling down at you as you gaped at him, surprised he'd tell his mom about someone he'd just barely met, "She said I should give it to someone special. My dad gave it to her when they first started dating and she's kept it ever since."
"What?", your eyes widened attempting to hand back the piece of jewelry, "Hao, I- I can't accept this, it must mean a lot to your mom, I-"
He chuckled, interrupting you as he enclosed the necklace in your hands, "Please, Y/N, it's fine," he murmured once securing the necklace in your hold, "Here, at least try it on," he suggested as he gestured for you to turn around, now grabbing onto the necklace himself.
You followed along wordlessly, removing any obstacle from your neck and baring it for him to secure the necklace around your neck. His nimble feelings traced the back of your neck softly, leaning down to practically breathe you in as he adjusted it to perfection. Slowly, his face approached the back of your neck, nose and lips tracing your skin silently. You could feel the breath of his touch grace against your skin, forming goosebumps in its wake.
"You're so special to me, which is why I wanted you to have this," he breathed out, "But you already know that, right? How special you are to me?", he slowly turned you around, face still semi-buried in your neck. It was impossible to make eye contact due to the close proximity between you, but you could tell his eyes were heavy as he stared down at the skin of your neck.
Just as slowly as before, he separated from you, noses practically touching as he finally looked down into your eyes. His hand went up to your chin, making sure you were facing him just like he was you.
"Hao, I-"
"Sorry I waited so long," he chuckled lightly, "I wanted to make sure you liked me back before I made a move. Wanted to make you comfortable and get to know you, but it was hard to hold back sometimes," he explained, eyes going from your eyes to your lips, "Did I already tell you how beautiful you look tonight?", he interrupted his confession with a breathless chuckle as he allowed himself to look you up and down.
"Not yet, but-"
"Sorry, you look amazing. Is it all for me? Or is this reserved for friends too?", he asked as he bit a smile back, letting it break through when he registered your confusion, "I, uh, I used to think maybe you liked Mingyu, but that's not the case right? This is mutual. The guys see it too, I think. I know I haven't been too forward, but you understand my feelings, right?", he questioned, practically breathing you in.
Your breath was heavy at the confession, eyes trapped between locking on his eyes and lips, but eventually remaining stagnant on his lips. At some point, his hands went down and hesitantly made their way to your waist, pulling your body towards his when his act met no resistance.
"Hao, I- I like you too, I thought-," you cleared your throat and tried again, "I thought maybe you only liked me ad a friend, but, fuck, you like me too? I- I need to hear you say it," you let out, shocked any words could possibly come out of your lips when your brain kept screaming at you to kiss him.
Minghao appeared to have a similar idea, choosing to let hid actions speak for him rather than his words. The minute space between you became nonexistent when he kissed you, sighing softly into your lips when your mouth instantly opened for his.
The kiss wad soft and innocent; simply a demonstration of his feelings for you. He breathed out an 'I like you; so much,' into your lips after a few moments, but no response from you was permitted as he locked lips with you once more.
Any softness or innocence left the kiss soon after. It wasn't filthy by any means, but it was unexpectedly intense. Minghao seemed to be reading into your reactions, drinking in any sighs and moans coming from your lips and acting on them by kissing you harder, by slipping his tongue in your mouth, by softly pushing you against a wall and trapping you with his touches.
"Ha-hao," you moaned out between kisses, unsure of what you even wanted to say.
"Is this okay? I'll stop, just-"
You shook your head, cutting him off with a kiss, "Don't stop. Take me to your room," those were the last coherent words to leave you that night, earning a breathless chuckle from Minghao as he held your hand and led you to his room, food completely ignored.
Once in his room, you were led to his bed, though he stopped you before you could get in it, turning you around to kiss you again. His hands went back to your waist, rubbing up and down your back almost innocently. Your hands were the ones to become braver, going from playing with his hair to the front of his dress shirt, toying at the buttons and undoing the first few.
This silent demonstration of need made Minghao's hands become bolder, going down to your ass and kneading it. It was a back and forth. Any time you did something bold, he did too, going from your unbuttoning of his shirt to him throwing off your dress. You quickly ended up in your underwear while he stood in front of you shirtless and with unbuttoned pants.
His lips finally left yours, kissing down your neck and collarbones, heavy breath fogging against your skin while his hands explored your body. Your sighs occasioned groans from him along with mumbles filled with praise.
"You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen," he sighed as he rested his forehead on your chest, taking a moment to breathe you in. Disconnecting himself from you, he finally looked you up and down, smiling softly at you before biting his lip from preventing his smile from growing any bigger, "You're gorgeous ... You're art. The most beautiful thing I've ever seen, and ... and I want you so bad," his voice grew deeper by the end of his statement.
He gently pushed you down, allowing you to lay back on the bed while he knelt before you. His hands felt the expanse of your legs, mouth gluing to the side of your knee and laying a soft kiss there. Upon noticing your reaction, more kisses joined the first one, trailing up and down your thighs while you looked down at him with a pained look in your eye. He seemed troubled with what he wanted to do first, needing to touch and kiss you all over.
"Can I?" he asked when his lips came far too close to your center, eyes hooded with desire.
No words left you, just a nod, but it was enough for Minghao to push your panties aside and go to town.
With a single lick, he went from slit to clit, groaning at the first contact. No more tentative touches came after that, only a mess of his tongue and lips drowning in you as his arms held your legs to prevent the incessant grinding of your hips against his face.
He ate you out expertly, moaning liberally against you as if the pleasure was all his own. His lips trapped your clit, sucking it in while his eyes rolled back. As much as your eyes attempted to close, you couldn't stand a single second in which you didn't get to see him as he gave you pleasure.
Your first orgasm came quickly, but it never fully subsided as his lips continued to lick and suckle at you, with his fingers even joining in to open your lips up for better access for his tongue. The wet noises were too explicit for you to process, but they only added to your sensitivity. Minghao ignored any whines for him to stop, taking note of how your words contradicted your actions. ā€” your hands kept pushing his head back in while you whined 'it's too much!' at him ā€” Your body clearly wanted more, and Minghao seemed too pleased to provide.
"Cum again," he rasped, "Wet my face and cum," he practically demanded, "You're so beautiful when you cum."
His hips would occasionally cant against the mattress, which made your eyes roll back any time you felt it. It wasn't a conscious nor active action, seemingly only happening every so often when he was too distracted to hold back. It made your stomach cave in, only able to picture how those same hips would likely be hammering into you in just a few moments.
With only a few more seconds of exploring your cunt with his tongue, Minghao happily claimed your second orgasm, licking into you throughout the entirety of your high as he had done the previous time. This time, however, you pulled him away, silently encouraging him to make his way back to your lips and trapping him in a wet kiss.
He practically fed you your own juices, murmuring praise into your mouth as his hips began grinding into your sensitive cunt.
"You were so good for me, sweetheart."
"Tasted so good for me, fuck, taste just as beautiful as you look."
"Yeah? Too sensitive, baby? 'm sorry, angel. Couldn't help myself."
"Do you feel that? I'm- I'm gonna fuck you with that. Is that okay, beautiful? Hmm? You want it, huh?"
He took advantage of every whine and cry of his name that came after each statement, sucking into your tongue any time your mouth would open for him. His hips took no rest either, grinding directly against your swollen cunt as the zipper pressed up against you in such a painful yet pleasurable way.
Pulling away with a low chuckle at your whines in complaint, he threw off his pants and boxers, smiling down at the thirsty look in your eye upon seeing him.
"Want it, pretty?", he coo'd, bringing your hand up to his cheek and turning his face to kiss the back of your palm lovingly, "I'll give it to you, beautiful. Don't even have to do anything, just stay right there, okay, angel?", he said as he reached back to his pants, taking out a condom and wasting no time in putting it on.
He teased you no further, likely very sensitive himself after granting you two orgasms and dry humping you against his better judgment. You made him lose control, and you enjoyed it greatly despite being such a mess under him at that moment.
Entering you, he kissed you, swallowing your gasp of pleasure. He gave you a few moments before silently asking for permission to move, humping into you the moment you nodded in agreement.
As per usual, his gallantry showed once more as his hands found your own and intertwined above your head. His hips moved expertly yet at a pace that could only be described as sensual. The only time his hands left you was to remove your bra, but immediately went back to holding your hands while his lips found their way to your nipples, calling you every synonym of beautiful as he made love to you.
"Like you so much, beautiful," he breathed, his lips finding your own again, "Want to keep you all to myself. Can I? Wanna take you back home and- fuck, and introduce you to my parents," he rambled breathlessly as his hands wrapped around your waist, bringing you impossibly closer, "Wanna give you a ring and a house ... Make you a mom," he groaned at the mere mention, "Is it too soon? Just ... Like you so fucking much."
You wanted to reciprocate so badly, but your mouth would not emit any noise that wasn't an incoherent whine of his name. You opted for nodding enthusiastically, dragging your nails down his back as your orgasm approached.
Like the perfect man he was, he knew when to bring his fingers to your clit, causing your back to arch against him and rob you of the last bit of your voice that remained. You cried his name as your high arrived, gasping hiccups of pleasure that drew him into his own orgasm. Confessions of care and affection for one another were had, though no proclamations of love were made. That would come later, you were sure. Your shared words were enough for you to know the feeling was there.
He gave no time for you to move as he slipped out, throwing away his condom and tucking you next to him as he nuzzled against you whilst attempting to regain his breath. Kissed were laid against any bit of skin available to him, hands pressing you up against him.
"I'll clean you up and let you go pee in a second, just let me keep you for five minutes," he sighed with contentment.
"No complaint from me," you responded, equally in need of his affection, "We still have to talk about what you said, though," you giggled, earning a loving bite from him.
"I meant it," he mumbled, "I know it's soon, but I also know how much I like you. And I know you like me just as much," he said with certainty.
"You'll have to wait til at least the third date for further discussion about impregnating me," you joked, "But I'm not against it," you whispered the last part, earning a squeeze from him as he chuckled along with you.
"Go pee," he said when he finally separated from you, "I'll keep the bed warm for you and then I can finally give you that meal I made you."
Reluctantly, you got up, looking back at him from the bathroom door as he smiled with unfiltered happiness in his eyes.
You practically squealed with giddiness as soon as you closed the door, far too happy with today's events. Unbeknownst to you, Minghao had a similar reaction on the other side of that door.
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"So, how long did you guys plan this?", you asked as you mindlessly toyed with Minghao's hair, his attention likely in another dimension.
"Since the first time you guys met," responded Mingyu nonchalantly, continuing to press at the buttons of his controller and paying you almost no mind. Similarly, his gaming partners Dokyeom and Wonwoo had their focus at least 90% on the screen rather than on the conversation.
"What, so years ago? We've only really known each other for like five months," you questioned, not believing your relationship with Minghao had truly been orchestrated by the three dummies sitting one couch away from you.
"Six months and two weeks," corrected Minghao lazily, humming at your fingers running through his hair.
"He knows the exact date? God, he's whipped. Kyeom was right about setting you guys up," commented Mingyu with a chuckle.
The conversation felt entirely one-sided, though you knew your friends had developed a finessed skill at gaming whilst still giving you just enough of their attention for a conversation.
Currently, you were the main character of the conversation at hand, seeing as Seokmin had let it slip that he and the rest of your friends had designed a plan play Cupid and form a relationship between you and Minghao. You believed them to be too disorganized and impatient for such a thing, but decided to question them regardless ā€” for entertainment if for any reason.
"Oh, so now it was Seokmin's idea?", you asked with amusement, shuffling to the side of the couch when you sensed Minghao getting up from lying on your lap. Without much effort you morphed into another comfortable position, this time with your legs on top of Minghao's as he cuddled into you, face buried in your neck to nuzzle into your skin.
Your friends had gotten used to your couple-y disposition quite quickly, only gagging at the sight occasionally but never truly bothered by it.
"Yes, ma'am," responded Seokmin in a jokingly formal manner.
"How did this come about?", you continued with the questions while Minghao continued to remain completely disengaged in the conversation, his only interest being the quiet and occasional pecks he could land against your skin.
"Well, it was obvious he liked you from the first time we brought you back to the dorms," started Seokmin, having given up on beating his friends at the game and instead leaning back against the couch to converse with you as he watched the match play in front of him, "He was a little more shy back then, so he never said anything, not even to us," he continued up until you interrupted him.
"Wait, back when?", your surprise went unnoticed by Seokmin, but not by Minghao who subconsciously tightened his arms around you, now actively listening to the conversation.
"2016? Maybe 2017?," Kyeom wondered out loud, turning to Mingyu for confirmation and receiving a hum and a nod from both him and Wonwoo, "Yeah, late 2016, I think. Anyways," he continued, "We never said anything, but we all knew. We'd always try to get you guys in the same place, but he never budged. It wasn't til a few months ago when we mentioned you might be dating someone that Minghao decided toā€”"
The commotion from your side of the room prevented Seokmin from continuing, followed by the landing of a pillow to his face, resulting in a whine from the boy. Unexpectedly, Minghao had gotten up, pulling you up with him and accidentally causing a remote to fall in the process.
"Seokmin, shut up!", he demanded, a shade of red you'd never seen on him invading his ears while he attempted to avoid your widened eyes.
Three sets of eyes were set on you now, with some being amused while others confused. The game was mostly forgotten as they all stared at the usually quiet and put together Minghao make a commotion as he attempted to leave.
"We have to go, come on, babe," he urged, dragging you away from the room.
"But I wanna hear the end of the story," you let out as he pulled at your arm, not truly dragging you away but still struggling to convince you to leave. Giggling, you waved your friends bye as you finally allowed him to finally lead you out of the room, giving the guys a death stare to express his displeasure with them. It wasn't genuine anger, you could tell, but it was still amusing to see him embarrassed at his years-long crush being aired out.
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inkykeiji Ā· 2 years ago
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Different anon but aahhhh Clariii I'm so stoked that you gave bsd a chance!! It's kinda underappreciated by the anime community (but I feel like it's gaining popularity since the pandemic began!). And yes yes! The way the characters are named after real life writers and their abilities are inspired by their literary works? Fricking awesome.
(tw!!!) Real life dazai is suicidal and he actually succeeded killing himself by drowning along with his lover. That's why bsd!dazai keeps on trying to drown himself and asking women to do it with him. Also also the novel Naomi. I have a vague idea about it, I think it is about this guy who's obsessed with this girl (Naomi) and he's trying to like groom/mold her into his ideal woman but it kinda backfired and naomi ended up controlling him. I guess it serves an inspiration in the bsd!tanizaki sibs relationship dynamic.
I'm so sorry for rambling, there are alot of references in the bsd and I'm just so stoked right now. Really hoping that bsd will live up to your expectations!!
Pspsps. Season 2 is my fave. And if you ever decide to read the manga... The updates are slooow. It's stressing me out. With season 4 ongoing the anime is about to catch up with the manga xvshbjkjgshfajbhk.
HEHE hi anon! <3
omg really??? :o iā€™m surprised to hear that tbh because i feel like iā€™ve heard the name before soooo many times! RIGHT i find it so fascinating and iā€™ve already learned so much about classic japanese literature that i wouldnā€™t have known otherwise!!! iā€™ve been spending a lot of time on that bsd bibliophile website, and have plans to read several pieces from the real life authors!
yes! i was actually just reading up on his real life a day ago and itā€™s just so tragic??? like so heart-wrenchingly tragic :( and YEAH so naomi (the novel) is on my to-read list and i heard itā€™s like lolita but reversed??? which is really intriguing. honestly so many of the inspired authorsā€™ pieces of literature sound absolutely fascinating and i canā€™t wait to dig into their work! this also motivates me a lil more to continue learning japanese because, while i know some of the pieces were written in english, it would be incredible to be able to read the others in their native language.
no no itā€™s fine donā€™t apologize!!!! iā€™m really liking it so far!!! <3 iā€™m nearly done season two and this whole war triangle going on is SO interesting! AH that is a little concerning :/ well hopefully they donā€™t pull a naruto and stuff it full of meaningless filler ._.
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zaczenemiji Ā· 5 months ago
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Hi there! It's me...again. Hope your doing okay.
I was thinking about a new request about Kenji Sato x Fem! Reader based on the song "Please, Please, Please" from Sabrina Carpenter. Reader is a singer just like her so and has a relationship with Ken but she thinks that some things aren't doing good, but she also has him wrapped around her finger. Like the part with "I beg you, don't embarrass me, mother******". It can be angst but also fluffy and spice (Only if you want to but no smut) It can end in a happy ending.
The rest is up to you because I know you'll do a great job. No need to rush so take your time.
Donā€™t Prove ā€˜Em Right
Kenji Sato x Singer!Reader
Word Count: 1,358
Genre/Warnings: Angst (light), Character Development, Drama, Emotional, Redemption
Authorā€™s Note: I went with a bit of angst šŸ¤§
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ā€œYou could do better.ā€
This was one thing youā€™ve always heard since you started dating men as a singer. Throughout your career, you were either cheated on, abandoned, or used in a way that they just rode your fame.
Other times, fans would ship you with another singer or celebrity or whoever famous and youā€™d give it a try for them but the ending is the always same: you two were just pretending for public entertainment and there was never love at all.
Your perception of love blurred the longer you got in the singing industry. You sang about it, wrote songs about it, but youā€™ve never really experienced it for a significant amount of time or for a significant depth.
That was until you met Kenji.
Despite his fame, he seemed down-to-earth and genuinely interested in getting to know you. He took you to his baseball games and introduced you to his teammates. In return, you invited him to your recording sessions.
Kenji was always supportive, and always encouraging. He seemed genuinely proud of your achievements and was always there for you. Despite his busy schedule, he shows up at your gigs and concerts and cheers you on from the front row.
He had a way of making you feel special like you were the most important person in his world. It was easy to overlook the occasional outbursts, the moments of impulsiveness that seemed to come with his fiery temperament.
You told yourself that everyone had flaws, and Kenji's good qualities far outweighed his bad ones.
You believed in him and in the future you could build together. Despite the red lights and the stop signs, you held on to the belief that this time, this love was right.
But as time went on, the cracks in Kenji's facade began to show. His temper flared more frequently, and his impulsive decisions started to take a toll on your relationship.
You made excuses for him and justified his actions to your friends and family. You told them heā€™s different.
But they told you that with the way heā€™s behaving, youā€™ll just end up in the dumps againā€”that heā€™s going to cheat on you, hurt you, leave you, and the ending will be the sameā€¦
ā€œYou could do better.ā€
Heartbreak is one thing, but your ego is another. You couldnā€™t afford your name dominating the headlines again. And for what reason? Another breakup.
You loved him deeply, but the constant cycle of highs and lows was exhausting. You wanted to believe that he could change, that he could be the man you fell in love with.
But the more you tried to fix things, the more you realized that some things were beyond your control.
You sat in front of your vanity doing your makeup nicely. You glanced at the clock. Kenji would be here any minute to pick you up now. Tonight is your big night. Itā€™s an afterparty to celebrate the release of your new single.
Your boyfriend had a reputation for causing a scene. It wasn't entirely his faultā€”he was passionate but it sometimes translated into impulsiveness. Tonight, of all nights, you needed him to be on his best behavior.
As if on cue, the doorbell rang. Kenji stood there, looking dashing in a tailored suit, a grin spreading across his face as he saw you.
"Wow, you look stunning," he said, pulling you in for a quick kiss.
"Thanks," you replied, forcing a smile. "You sure you wanna come?"
"Of course," he replied with a confidence that both reassured and worried you. ā€œIā€™m always here for you.ā€
You arrived at the venue in no time. Celebrities, reporters, and fans filled the room, all eager to celebrate your success. You and Kenji mingled with the crowd, exchanging pleasantries and accepting congratulations.
But as the night went on, Kenji's behavior started to shift. The drinks were flowing, and while you had stuck to soda water, Kenji had not.
You watched with growing anxiety as he laughed a little too loudly, and gestured a little too wildly. The conversations around you started to feel like a backdrop to a ticking time bomb.
You pulled him aside. "Kenji, please," you whispered urgently. "Just... take it easy, okay?"
He frowned, a mix of confusion and irritation crossing his features. "What? I'm just having a good time."
"I know," you said, forcing another smile. ā€œJust... for me, okay?"
He sighed but nodded and for a while, it seemed like he was keeping his promise. He stuck by your side, an arm around your waist, engaging in polite conversation with your friends and family.
However, you left him one moment and then the next, he was talking to one of the reporters. The latter walked away, a smirk on his face. Kenji turned to you, his face flushed with anger.
"Can you believe that guy?" he spat. "He had the nerve to ask about the last game. Said I sucked."
"Kenji," you said softly, trying to calm him down. You placed your hand on his chest. "It's not worth it."
"Butā€”"
"Please, Kenji. Just... let it go."
He looked at you, the anger in his eyes slowly fading. He took a deep breath and nodded. "For you," he said quietly.
But the reprieve was short-lived. You caught sight of him at the bar, raising his voice at someone who had apparently made a snide comment.
The situation escalated quickly, and before you knew it, Kenji had thrown a punch, causing a commotion that drew everyone's attention.
Your heart sank as security rushed in to break up the fight. You could feel all eyes on you, whispers spreading through the crowd.
You felt a sense of dejĆ  vu as this wasn't the first time Kenji let his emotions get the best of him, and you were able to hold it together as youā€™ve always done, but then you heard the one thing you hated.
ā€œShe couldā€™ve done better.ā€
Without a word, you grabbed your things and stormed out of the venue, the tears you had been holding back finally spilling over.
Not long after, Kenji arrived at your house, disheveled and remorseful. "(Y/n), I'm so sorry," he began, reaching out to you. "I didn't mean to ruin everything."
You stepped back, keeping a distance between you. "Kenji, this can't keep happening. You promised me you would behave tonight!ā€ You said in between sobs. ā€œThis was supposed to be my night, and you turned it into a disaster.ā€
You sat on your couch, your legs feeling too tired to keep you up. "I can't keep making excuses for you,ā€ you continued. ā€œI can't keep sacrificing my career for your mistakes."
Kenji fell silent, his shoulders slumping in defeat. Heā€™s scared. He knew what those words meant. At that moment, he felt like the sky was crashing on him.
"I don't want to lose you, (y/n)," he said quietly, tears falling down. "I love you, and I know I've been screwing up. But I'm willing to do everything to make things right. Therapy, anger management, whatever it takes."
You stared at him, your heart aching with a mix of love and doubt. "Kenji, this isn't just about tonight,ā€ you said. ā€œThis has been happening for a while now.ā€œ
ā€œPlease, (y/n),ā€ he begged, his voice trembling as he knelt in front of you, embracing your legs as he rested his head on your lap. ā€œI want to be the man you deserve. Please, give me one more chance."
Over the next few weeks, Kenji followed through on his promise. He made genuine efforts to address his issues.
He went out of his way to apologize to your friends and family for his behavior at the party, taking full responsibility for his actions.
Slowly but surely, heā€™s coming back to being the man you fell in love with. He made sure you wouldnā€™t be the one doing better because he was becoming better himself.
One afternoon, you had lunch with your friends. They asked about how things are now going between you and Kenji. You gave them a smile, a genuine one since after the party.
ā€œHe became better.ā€
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