#interest check yaknow

[hyperfixation-symposium]

tempted to make a qsmp gimmick blog. Would anyone be interested in a "qsmp characters where they shouldn't be" blog where I just put qsmp characters in anywhere that someone suggests lmao

[54prowl]

!!! INTEREST CHECK !!!

reblog, comment, send an ask if you'd be interested in another event like this!!!

for those new, it's a pay-what-you-want icon commission event. terms and conditions will apply.

interest check will close before the end of next week.

[floorpancakes]

cooked up a little something for the hottest cold weather themed contest of the year!!!

ill do a write up about it later cause I haven’t slept for like 32 hours but for now….BEHOLD!

[cringelordofchaos]

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нЕмА сПаСа Ни ТеБи нИ мЕнИ сВе Је ЛаЖ и рАј сЕ ПеНи (/Ј)

MY FAVORITEST POST OF ALL TIME /hj... (unless...)

I forget to update my pronouns page frequently so it's not really worth checking out.

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DRAWING REQUESTS R ALWAYS OPEN! though my art skills r not up to everyone's standards, it's like free anyway so

(TMF Sean userboxes made by @speedydestinydream)

Uhm ok nobody's seeing this? Good. Rhea Ripley's hot AS FUCKKKK dude

Uhm and also. Random facts about me

I'm not autistic

I once hit my head so hard it was bleeding (and never got treated for it lmao)

Aaron Mitchell is just like me fr

By blood im actually more aromanian + Slovenian + ashkenazi Jewish + other shit than Serbian but by culture im Serbian (and Americanized... (Spend too much time on the net))

I love opposites attract trope because 100% of the time I relate to both the characters involved

I used to have an identity crisis over what kind of caricature I wanted to be but now I just let myself exist in peace without putting an active effort into just existing

I'm more culturally orthodox christian and tbh I don't really believe in that stuff but I won't give up the holidays and traditions. As for witchcraft it's fun and you can't exactly disprove the existence of spirituality so I am interested but again when I practice witchcraft it more feels like roleplaying so uhm. Not sure if I can call myself s true withx or a christian but who gives a shit.

Potentially alter human but I realized my obsession with alter human labels in the last might've been caused by the fact that I wasn't fully happy with who I was. still act like a creature at times though.

I have been called "fascinating" 6 times, once by a licensed psychiatrist.

I tend to overshare and also I was extremely scared of sharing the fact that I'm mostly aromanian because I thought it would reveal where I hid the money or some shit. I still am scared but oh well

Don't have ADHD either fuck that

I am at risk of a spine deformation. Lmao

I get extremely obsessive over fiction and it tends to last for... Idk? I don't count.

I'm picky yet indecisive as hell

Selfish and extremely lazy

So sarcastic all the time to the point of some people thinking I'm being genuine and then getting mad at me. I mean I dug my own grave there so.

I accidentally ghost people, respond really late to texts, if at all. I am trying to work on this because I have been made aware that this type of behaviour can genuinely hurt people and I don't want to hurt anyone

Had self diagnosed depression in the past

Cisginger

Autistic Craig Tucker real

Heavily heavily HEAVILY relate to Aaron Mitchell from the Mitchells Vs the machines (he is literally me in every way possible)

Unhealthily addicted to my phone

Sometimes draw but I'm horrible at it

My head hurts

Freakblr OG 💪

Suck at sports but like them but I hate working in teams because I'm afraid I'll disappoint everyone. Yaknow???

Experience self suspected social gender dysphoria (recovering)

Otherlink, mild specie dysphoria, possibly therian

Self suspected low object permanence

[thebisexualmandalorian]

yaknow how in Iceland there's an app for checking to make sure going out with someone who's local won't be incest because the population's so small? I think the Mandalorians need something similar post-Clone Wars (probably post Battle of Endor) because of all those clone troopers going to the culture closest to what they grew up in (especially if the cuy'val dar really were out there teaching them Mando'a songs) Like Mandalorian culture isn't gonna be homogenous by its nature (if it is something's gone horribly wrong) but for a WHILE there's gonna be a "well, if we make babies in the traditional way that's gonna be incest so good thing our culture fucking loves adoption I guess" epidemic and a LOT of recessive genes expressing themselves in the population, right?

Or am I thinking about this too hard because it's midnight and I'm tired?

I'm probably thinking too hard about this because it's midnight and I'm tired. But I like sending strange asks so here we are HAVE A GOOD DAY BYEEEE

That would make a lot of sense! I admit I don't know much about genetics so I can't make an informed opinion about recessive genes, but I think that would be really interesting to explore!

[jaguarys]

would love to hear your thoughts on élysio! i check the légendaires tag every once in a while and it's usually crickets so to find all the posts you made about it recently was super exciting. the brainrot is real lmao

PFFTT thank you I have many thoughts all the time and I’m so glad other people are enjoying them too.

Élysio is such a fascinating character to me!!

Full disclosure that I’ve not read Chroniques de Darkhell yet. I have the first volume but I’m gonna get to it after finishing my reread of the main series! I do feel like it would be neat context for Élysio though.

But yeah… I just love how Élysio is so ENTIRELY separate. How he gets to be his own person and make his own choices. How he gets to make the choice to be Good, over and over, even once he knows. How he commits to killing this representation of what he wanted, to killing his memories and fully severing any tie to who he was... man.

I don't Love his reappearance in vol 9, I guess. I don't hate it, either, but if he was gonna reappear I wish it had fully committed, yaknow? It wrapped up his arc and the loose end from vol 4, but it also felt a bit anti-climatic.

I am personally a big Élysio/Gryf enjoyer too, I won’t lie. I just think their dynamic is ripe for a little tension. I'm also just weak for any character who can get past Gryf's trust issues hehehe

I really wish we'd gotten more interactions between Élysio and Ténébris... I think they'd have a suuuper interesting dynamic, what with The Everything. I mean... this man who's your dad but who's not your dad but who's instead everything he COULD have been?? That's gotta be a little painful. She must have such complicated feelings on him.

[ozzyfromthecafeteria]

oooh ooohh the organizational big post ooh

if you want, you can ask for our discord and steam!! :D

interests and fandoms are typically just tagged via their name, like #art or #subnautica. if we should break it down further into smaller chunks so things don’t get into the maintag or anything let me know and we’ll follow through on that

#asks - pretty self explanatory, asks that have been received ^_^

#look upon my queue ye mighty and despair - queue tag.

#sounds and noises - for the sounds and noises.

#shapes and colors - for the shapes and colors.

#reserved seating - basically just a kinda save tag. for neat and nice posts

we are the playing field system! traumagenic and neurogenic polyfragment system. all plurals and systems regardless of their origins are welcome here, so yes we’re pro endo. do not start syscourse with us. #us - plurality system talk tag. i thought it was funny. and it is! info list and sideblog list and https://www.tumblr.com/ozzyfromthecafeteria/768358387271483393/eevee-has-more-hand-tremors-and-coordination <- sorry for clunky link jumpscare. it is refusing to let me attach it to a word. note on eevee

runner of @roboticspacecraftkisser (currently inactive, may go back to using it at some point. cannot guarantee.)

our ao3 is here! please note that i don’t post everything we’ve written on there, but it has a portion of some writings i’ve done so if you’re curious you can check it out. smiles

ships list. yaknow… the ships.

ocs and favorite characters list. go here for the little guys we’ve made or absolutely fawn over!

blinkies GO (here for some! you can use blinkies cafe to make a few from templates there, ezgif is a good way to slow them down to your liking.)

image id: objectum and posic flags with the text, “MY TUOYS” along with the bisexual flag with the text, “where am i” and a pink blinking computer with the text, “little loving machine”

[mercury-prince]

id be down for drawing trek stuff, non-trek stuff, self-insert, OCs, maybe some spicy stuff? Whatever your heart desires >:)

Price-wise, im thinking $15 for something sketchy like the first pic, $25 for something more clean and detailed like the second, and $35 for a larger scale piece like the third. Something icon-sized would be around $20. But I might adjust these based on the poll.

(This is a lot less than what i would charge for a normal commission, but I'd rather give more ppl a chance to get some nice art than only do like 1 expensive piece yaknow)

they would all be grayscale / minimal colour, just bc i haven't quite figured out my favourite way to use colour yet. (They don't all have to be black and white ofc, they just won't be fully rendered)

also, even if you dont want a commission, please note that on the poll! it helps me figure out the demand. thank you all!

[transvicquemare]

walks in here talk to me about system harry <- system who believes so strongly in system harry

anon we r shaking hands 🤝🤝 system harry makes me have so many feelings he reminds me of how my system works so much.. (aka i am sitting here as the host while the peanut gallery in my mind has a Lot of commentary sdfds)

i dont tend to use system roles for myself but like a LOT of his parts function as protectors (or ‘persecutors’ i guess but i feel like most persecutors are misled protectors YAKNOW), they usually try to protect him in pretty maladaptive ways but they are TRYING .. like electrochemistry trying to ‘help’ harry cope by using substances and sex. half light reads like a trauma holding protector, constantly in fight or flight, desperately trying to protect in his twisted way as well. volition is also pretty clearly reads as a protector, who is often pretty important to keeping the whole system in check (usually.. sometimes they overdo it)

AND LIKE yeah a lot of the parts kind of act as fragments who are mostly fufill one kind of job, like hand eye coordination comes to mind. BUT some of the parts to me read as like deeply complex ppl. like physical instrument is often called coach like he has a name and everything!!!! to me he reads as like a bit of a memory holder of harrys time as a gym teacher.

and ANOTHER note on the complexity is the actual interactions the parts have with each other (the compromised scene around klaasje, and the ‘mr evrart is helping me find my gun’ thing come to mind) they talk and kinda bully each other. suggestion calls volition ‘crownhead’, they can see each other in the headspace mayhap.... 

I DUNNO I DUNNO i could make a whole post talking abt every skill and their role within the system honestly its so interesting to me!! but man the way the system actually presents itself is relatable to me bc like Yeah there is differentiated parts but it is just more convenient to just act like one being, like we dont like to make it clear to other ppl who is talking or acting. i love systems who are very clear about that stuff!! i just dont see a lot of fictional systems who just prefer to act as like one person still, like me! and are really only open abt different parts and their names to a few people. 

i think harry does open up to kim about whos who eventually and while plurality is Not well understood in elysium, kim tries his best to keep up. he takes notes :D he learns to recognize when some parts r speaking !! some of them are easier for him to recognize than others.. the system can relax around kim which probably makes it a bit easier to tell them apart bc they arent actively hiding anything .. auagah i need to keep writing my system harry fic..

ANYWAYS yea sorry that was all over the place im sick and procrastinating my coursework LOL thank u anon for giving me an excuse to start info dumping abt system harry 

[grimatruth]

✶ — › 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐒 ‹ — ✶  

HOWDY HO FELLAS! I am still in the midst of tornado recovery, but I set up my (dying) laptop for when I am able to sit down close to bed time. That being said, I am looking for some threads for my lads this go around. As always you're free to ping me in the ⁠plotting channel OR just DM me on discord. If there's a prompt not listed here that you would like to pick up with one of my fellas specifically, shoot me a dm and we can work something out.

SCÁTHACH: ANY SKILL +1 : As always, I'm super interested in exploring the hunter in a character like Scáthach. As someone who's a little more calculating than his sister, he's not unfamiliar with tactics or traps. He's also just handy to have in general with his big ass sword in tow. (REQUIRES UNAFF.) TAKEN BY DIARMUID EPHRAIM: HEAVY ARMOR +1: I won't lie, I originally grabbed this just because Ephraim needs the point. HOWEVER, I think it would be very VERY funny to have him act out being a heroic prince/evil villain for someone's play. Please give him some motivation to become a teacher so he doesn't have to deal with this shit. ANY SKILL +1: Ephraim being the battle driven loser that he is, is of course well versed in tactics and battlefield traps. You wouldn't be able to keep him away from these monsters, I'm afraid. Stick close to him and make sure he doesn't get fed up with waiting. :' ) (NEEDS UNAFF.) AUTHORITY +1: Ephraim is a king and while he's willing to help, there is an extent to his generosity. You push him and his coworkers too hard, and well, you might just have him to deal with. Will you be egging him on, or will you try to calm him down. Maybe you're just watching with popcorn. (NEEDS UNAFF.) MORGAN: ANY SKILL +1: Do I need to say more, Morgan is LITERALLY the trap guy. He is the knower of traps, and he will spend 4 hours explaining each and every one to you. Remembering where exactly he put all of them though? Well, that's a different story. Watch your step! (NEEDS UNAFF.) ISLAND STORMS: Morgan has had to learn how to fend for himself during his travels, not to mention that massive noggin' full of knowledge. If you shake him hard enough, a ton of useful survival facts might pop out, right? Wrong. You can run from him if you want, but he WILL be explaining to you every single thing he knows about keeping safe in the wild. HE WILL. (NEEDS UNAFF.) PEN PALS: Fellas. I don't know if you've read my one million word Morgan application, but... it's letters. Morgan likes writing letters, especially if there's someone on the receiving end this time. He'd prefer friends, but he's certainly not going to tamper with whatever dictates his partner. Don't wanna get in trouble... FAITH +1: Could be a fun thing, of course, what he's truly afraid of can't be shoved in his face... but, yaknow. Bugs can. If it means he'll get to see all kinds of bugs just by pretending to be afraid of them, well. Far be it from him not to check this place out. HEAVY ARMOR +1: Morgan is an awkward, unsocialized (properly) guy who has never done much acting aside from busting some moves with the Justice Cabal. That being said, he can really pull up if need be, and he'll dazzle anyone in the name of a good time. Also, a good grade. That's important too.

[arlecchno]

oh good lord , h i hope you know what youve gotten yourself into by asking for the fic … [insert evil laughter here] okay okay now actually , the fic series doesnt focus on serial killers it was just that one fic in the series , but the serial killer fic is Blind Mirror (linked) by StrangeDiamond on Ao3 !!!! i have the print copies of the series (behold my collection) i think i also have to mention that its not an xreader fic lol

songs of resistance isnt part of the series but yaknow whatever . the ragnvindr brothers are a passion of mine and theyre my favorites i love them so much SHIDJSKDKD AND WHILE WERE ON THE TOPIC OF FIC RECS if you just so happen to have my horrid taste in men (/hj ?????) and like alhaitham , heres another one of my absolute favorite fics , i just call it Summers Fic (i hope these links are working properly lmao) and its got our favorites !!! murder / crimes , slowburn , (kinda) enemies to lovers (i fucking love the banter the author writes between mc and haitham) , + forensics stuff !! which is totally my jam because im a stupid little science gremlin .

you saying my board looks cool is so funny to me because like its a literal stock image , and while i couldve gone without it , low quality stock images just make me giggle for no reason so .. its also a little surprising you think its detailed because when i was making it i felt like i had to condense so much information for textbox space😭😭

i actually do a handful of things in the arts department , ive written my own little short stories and poems , and every once in a blue moon (when i have enough motivation) i make games ! granted theyre not very good , because im pretty sure im jackshit at characterization LOL heres a silly authors note i put in one of my short story docs just cuz why not honestly

also , YES I AM A DAIN LOVER IM ACTUALLY HIS BOYFRIEND (REAL) /j . all the khaenriah boys in general are my little sillies (i say as if they arent older than me) SO IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK ABOUT DAIN WITH MY MESSAGES ARE OPEN (and i am more than willing to spout theorist nonsense about him and the other khaenriahn boys as well)

also you absolutely do not have to worry about your wording of anything , none of it came off negatively at all ! i think youre very nice lmao

heres a little question to end off because im running out of creative ways to signoff , do you kin anyone from genshin ?

hoping the images dont glitch out ,

- jellyfish

OHHH WAIT i think i've heard of that kaeya and diluc novel thingy??? i'm pretty sure i've seen them around twitter or tiktok some time ago and omg i should check them out then!!! those covers look so good maybe i'll actually get around with the whole series now that you've mentioned it

and omg that summers fic you just linked is already so amazing. you've captured my taste in genshin men perfectly (i say as i drool over alhaitham). i just finished with the first chapter and the author have really captured my heart with the bits of forensics and crime, adding on with the tinge of arab culture too!!! i'm gonna go ahead and read them when i have the time hehe

you do short stories... poems... AND GAMES???? hello am i seeing this right

(p/s: i low-key do those kinds of a/n in my google docs draft for ma too... but they just never made it to the finalized version 😔)

and actually dain is in bed with me rn idk what you're talking about 🙄🙄🙄 /j

me personally i am very interested in khaenriah lore but i really haven't gotten to it (tbh the overall lore of the game is a lot to take in) but i probably will someday,, if i am not lazy /hj

and honestly... i don't exactly know who i kin in genshin tbh. so i have decided to take this VERY extensive genshin kin quiz (as per what they've named their site) and surprisingly i got... collei?

though when i read this, it made me realize that, maybe i do kin her. whoops

okay i'm heading to bed now it's 1 am and i'm busy tomorrow 😔 it was nice talking with you again jellyfish !!! have a nice day 🫶

[sad-catbrick]

yaknow, this is a great opportunity for me to rant about AI.

it doesn’t doubt itself. It will bullshit its way through “facts” and such, *because it cant check itself.* AI is like that kid on the playground that says the sky shouldn’t be blue because it looks stupid, even though the sky sits there continuing to be blue.

don’t get me wrong, AI is clever. It’s interesting to think about. But for facts and art? No. Absolutely not. As intelligent as it is, it’s still believing everything it says to be true on little to no data.

today in "google AI is fucking useless because it hallucinates things that never happened", i bought a couple CVS thermometers that have both been acting up, tried to search if there had been a problem with the whole product line:

there is no record of this product recall. it did not happen. the date "feb 8 2024" is the date someone listed a thermometer for sale on ebay.

[letmeoutofthebasementt]

can I ask your honest advices on something personal? so I get next to no communication from a now former friend, I had some hunch to ask a reader if said friend dislikes me and the answer came back as yes so I recently googled if ignoring someone or not reaching out to them via texts can count as them being jealous or having some dislike? yet they still send the bday present and xmas card or present as do I but I feel like its a cheap way when I know she practically lives online but I barely here from her so I dont really know what to do? we havent met in years and she makes next to no effort to seem interested in what im doing even if I try to take interest in herself as a friend it feels very one sided even when we used to meet up it would always be about her and never any follow up questions.

I know she has a disablity of some kind however the effort she puts into her other friends is vastly different. if she messages me its once in a blue moon and only to ask if I want to do a quiz, now I stopped checking my online profiles so much because like it seemed she was much more into what she got from others i dont want to feel desperate by constantly trying to fix whatever this "friendship" was supposed to be. do i ask her or do i wonder about it? if she dont tell me how am i gonna know what to do about it because many ppl been like her even when I was in school I was always dealing with ppl who pretended to care when they didnt. I didnt know any better then so it feels like ppl r just only using me if they need me for that certain point otherwise they fuck off and find "better friends" elsewhere like am i that replaceable or weird?

is this petty of me to want to ignore her back or is it mostly her behaviours towards me? the thing is I have dealt with many ppl like her and it doesnt put her in a good light it gives trying to be nice to my face but for all I know she could be chatting shit with someone about me? and shes quite popular online. hence why it feels like im always bottom of her priorities since always having to instigate a conversation felt like conversing with a brick aka it was going nowhere. I know her disability cant prevent her from being a decent person but do I just leave her? yet this whole present giving thing really isnt it for me. its giving oh I will just send her something to make it seem like she cares when she dont message or try to get in touch nor does she want to meet up. all her messages in recent years have been so short almost too blunt

does this sound like jealousy or regular dislike? sorry for rambling again but im so effing tired of these types of ppl who act like they care to have a friendship but then half ass their way out of it, it doesnt help that we moved since long ago so we cant be closer physically as friends. But I feel like my existance bothers her for some unknown reasons. as I told the tarot reader im nothing special heck im not the popular one she is if anything I would guess she was quite popular that she simply didnt need me? You would think if we was real friends she would make a bit more effort cause sometimes theres things I wanna tell her but am like wait she dont care so im not gonna bother cause she want certain replies and comments yaknow?

thanks so so much in advance if you read all of this!!! I love your blog and readings so felt comfortable to ask you for your thoughts hope you dont mind the rant there!

Honestly that’s an awful situation to be in. In my opinion, it’s not necessarily jealousy. She just doesn’t like you, point blank period.

Now, I can admit I’m the type who’s on my phone a lot but can sometimes miss people’s messages, and I’m not good with reaching out first. But that’s not a good behavior. And at least if she liked you she’d be interested when you’re talking, which is something I do. And she’d be there for you. And at least she could come around to responding eventually instead of flat out ignoring you and only contacting you when she needs you.

It seems like to me she’s keeping you around so she can have more people clinging to her and chasing her to fuel her ego. It’s more an ego thing than a genuine like. She does not like you. I’d bet she doesn’t even necessarily tolerate you. But she likes your attention.

She likes the experience of being worshipped and chased. Knowing she doesn’t have to try and you will just chase and follow her to the ends of the earth.

[icharchivist]

Veilguard Spoilers

It adds to the Solas'theme of careful who will betray you for power but damn

After Bellara's heartbreaking explaination on how her brother died because of an artifact she was taking care of, that she was sure she had checked, maybe that it wasnt enough, Bellara who blamed herself for so many years about his death, trying to still exploring like he would have wanted...

Only to meet her brother again in a magical realm. Telling her he never died but actually found a purpose with a great lord he decided to devote himself to to restore the elven empire. And then you see the man in question is Anaris. And then you learn in their rituals to "restore the elven" they made elven friends of Bellara spirits, who ended up fully crazed by the horrifying change, and we had to be killing them without realizing it before that.

And Bellara has this heartbreaking line about Cyrian on "why couldnt you remain a memory"

And Cyrian (the brother) is clearly sound of mind enough to say "this wasnt the plan i didnt sign up for my friends to die", so like, he's not controlled by magic, only false promises, and now Cyrian and Anaris left while we're trying to save two of Bellara's friends from turning.

(Edit: apparently still some magic over how he's made to feel Anaris's feelings and thoughts so that influences him but its not straight up mind control at least)

Because now she has to acknowledge that her grief and her drive has been motivated for a man who then only brought more sorrow by telling her this is what she wants too.

Also i love how when Cyrian says "this is what i wanted. This is what WE wanted" he reaches out for Bellara, getting closer, and Bellara raises her arms with an hesitant, still shocked step backward, so without a word Rook forces herself between the two of them and pushes Bellara a bit behind her while keeping her hand up so Cyrian doesn't approach. And Bellara welcomes it as she does walk behind Rook the time to get her emotions back in order

And I love that, i love the subtle protectiveness coming from Rook.

But anyway it adds to the thing Epler talked about in term of phtting Bellara as an optimistic foil to Solas. Bc i think it's meant to parallel how Solas did all sort of things for Mythal, only to see in the end that she wanted to work against his interests. How do you reconcile this figure that drove you all your life with the disregard they give you when you realize they're here again, yaknow

Anyway its fucking heartbreaking and im feeling so bad for Bellara

[serpentadrake]

kept thinking about the fallout show au, time to time...

Might as well share all of the information and drawings so far! Kinda. I did start a traditional comic but never finished it, so it won't be shared here..

Minor gore and spoilers for the show, specifically vault 4's experiment.

Timeline wise, definitely takes place after season 1! They're both young adults, like 25s or smth.

FO!Will is a seemingly perfect hybrid of axolotl and human(gulper), raised by scientists, and has more of an animalistic behaviour, although that is often suppressed or hidden from the other people in the vault. He does not participate with the cult, it just isn't interesting to him.

He is very valuable to the scientists, so he wasn't allowed to take care of anyone who falls into the vault, until one faithful day...

FO!Red was taken under BOS's care when they were a teenager, and wanted to find out what actually happened to their parents. Father was still nowhere to be seen, but Mother became a raider who's referred to as "Consequence."

They lost their right hand's pinkie due to a trap, but ey just get a random detached pinkie and sew it back on.

Before Red fell into vault 4, they were attacked by their own mother. Choked with the necklace, it eventually broke, so yaknow, got stabbed too.

Now about their relationship in this au... god. Okay.

Red develops a crush on Will, and they weren't really sure about how to feel or do about it. Especially when Will is constantly checking on him and doesn't understand the definition of personal space sometimes.

Eventually, as they get closer and understand each other more, when Red confesses to Will, he was very surprised as he never had anyone confess to him before but accepts it because, well... He has feelings for them, too.

Maybe he's been taking the slowest route with taking care of Red's wounds to keep them here as long as possible.

I even wrote a poem about them..

The Surface

It seems so cruel

With the bloodshed

And the fools

Stealing from the dead

But one fell

With a hole in arm

Not wishing ill

So I heal the harm

Maybe not all are the same

Maybe they have a better life up

Maybe I shouldn’t play this game

And we can have a close-up

Our noses touching

Whispering the favorite words

Maybe the surface isn’t so cruel.

EEEE also I hope the alt text is good??

[medowlarken]

hello!! i am obsessed with ur jean/reader fic on ao3, and i was wondering if u were thinking of continuing it

obviously no pressure at all, free to write or not write what u want

asdfghjkl yeahhh it's been a while hasn't it

short answer is yes, I do plan on continuing dmas. as to when an update is coming I don't have a solid answer unfortunately. fic writing has taken a backseat in my life as I've been crazy busy with irl things (moving countries, new job, working on my novel, etc).

Also, if I'm being super honest, my interest in aot and the fandom has dwindled a bit. It's still the story that raised me, but my interests have def shifted since I started writing fic.

BUT I havnt forgotten about it I promise. It will get finished one day, I'm just hesitant to give an exact timeline bc yaknow...life lol

Anyway thank u for reading!!! I still check my ao3 for kudos and comments and I love each and every one of u fr