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Love and deepspace hcs!â
Characters: Rafayel, Xavier and Zayne
C/w: none! Fluffy head canons for the main love interests in game!
A/n: hi guys! Itâs been quite a long time :) i hope everyone has been doing well! Recently Iâve been obsessed with this game, the graphics and art is so good..hope you all enjoy!
Rafayel;
Apart from being sassy, deep down Rafayel loves your company. Youâre the only one who stands him, despite his âbratty humorâ, and more so how he wants to be your center of attention 100% of the time
Rafayel adores aquarium dates, or ones that involve his art, like an art exhibit that he meticulously prepared with his entire being. He thinks youâre cute whenever you point at one of his paintings; the same one that he dedicated for you
The only thing he expects from you the most is your time and dedication like said before, although, he loves it when you buy him things like fruits or ocean-themed plushies (even if he doesnât admit to having 5 plushies on his bed)
Rafayel will definitely tease you by saying he didnât get you anything when heâs not even trying to hide the jewelry box behind his back. Which in fact, is filled with family heirlooms and things like jellyfish inspired earrings or a whale bracelet..he intends in marrying you one day so it means a lot to him how you accept it!
Has the most exclusive nicknames for you, like his flower, the shine of his eyes, his ocean pearl..theyâre mostly related sea terms but nothing out of the ordinary.
Xavier;
Always has a spare set of pijamas whenever you come over to stay during the night. Sometimes, heâll match with you while in others, Xavier wears little clothing if itâs a hot summer night
His favorite type of dates is going to the observatory during a cold night, especially if he gets to share a blanket under the stars with you
Xavier is more of a simple guy, he doesnât like over the top expensive gifts and would prefer things like flowers, a new bedsheet set, plushiesâŚ
However, when it comes to gift you things, Xavier would do anything (even if it was impossible to do so) like bringing down a star from the night sky for you. He opts in giving you a star/sun necklace that matched with his moon one
Xavier isnât used to calling you his, although itâs cute whenever he gets shy, holding your hand while walking under the stars whenever he gets the chance to do so. But his favorite nickname is âhis starâ
Zayne;
Even with his busy schedule, Zayne makes time for you, or invites you to spend lunch with him. After all, he was pleased to see you smile while interacting with the restaurantâs cat.
He loves outdoor dates since heâs cooped up in an office most of his time, although Zayne wouldnât mind inviting you to a restaurant or going to an arcade during the afternoon
Zayne loves to give you jewelry, simple things like charms for your bracelet or rings that end up matching with his and he will never ask for anything back. He actually dislikes seeing you spend money for him, after all, he wouldnât hesitate to spoil his beloved
Even if he hates it when you spend money on him, Zayne is fond of flowers and keeps some in his home. You also buy him a phone case with a small cat design because his phone is in need of one.
Loves calling you his beloved, even more behind closed doors. Nicknames like my love, dearest, darling are his favorites for you
#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace#love and deepspace fluff#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace zayne#love and deepspace rafayel#zayne x reader#zayne#xavier x reader#xavier#rafayel x reader#rafayel
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made this blog primarily to dump oc content & maybe liveblog a bit (its my first time engaging in a fandom space like this so im pretty lost, do lemme know if i mess up with tagging or etiquette or smth. more about me here.)
my main FL acc (Hreisz) is from 2016 but i only really started playing last august! ive finished my ambition in october but theres still a lot i dont know about the lore n stuff. recently made two alts & am slowly getting around to write/draw nice profile pages for everyone.
"H. Reisz", aka The Twilight Phantom // The Clawed Captain | LF (Looked Upon Fondly) | Oneirotect Silverer | ???
Hyacinthe R., aka The Sombre Pursuer | Nem | future Correspondent & Seeker | English-Romanian
"ZĂŠ Brito" or "Sev", aka The Zealous Backlander | BaL | future Monster-Hunter | Mixed Brazilian-British
feel free to send a CC or even just random in-character letters & menace help reqs :3c im a lil rusty but i'd love to write more
always open to asks/interactions here as well, just keep in mind i might take A While to respond as i am but an hermit with the barest of executive functions
trying to use this hyperfixation to practice digital art so there'll be random experimental doodles here as i try to find out wtf i am doing. everytime i open a canvas its a surprise. youve been warned
tags:
#chaindoodles -> art tag, #chainrambles -> text tag #fl liveblogging, #flore (fl lore)
#the twilight phantom -> the (main) blorbo
#nightmarriage -> my blorbo hoards trash. block this to be spared from witnessing their arguably most questionable decision (i.e chaining their stalker to themself so they won't be alone)
content warnings:
#light fingers spoilers (also general tag for LF) #nemesis spoilers, #evolution spoilers
just to be safe, i tag eyestrain/bright colours for some art.
#suggestive in case i draw (or write?) smth that can be perceived as saucy, spicy, horn knee, overtly kinky or implied nsfw. there wont be anything Actually explicit here though
i like #blood and injuring my characters both mentally and physically. so uh. that. possibly violence.? jokes aside, i like exploring heavy themes: mental health & psychological issues; abuse; general horror; death & grief; alienation; one's relationship with pain & self-destruction, intentional or not - these are all concepts that are gonna be present in the things i make one way or another. some mild religious iconography as well bc although im not religious i was raised catholic & i like playing w/ the aesthetic.
#body horror (mostly the shapeling arts kind)
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#poor edward
So who's this "Twilight Phantom"?
I play a strict game with myself when it comes to my main blorbo: 99% of what the FLPC does, in the exact order i do it, is canon. This applies to small things like their possessions/wardrobe, for example - they pretty much only have the in-game items i own in the account to wear.
finding out reasons to explain why they keep the things they own, and why they don't just buy more clothes in-universe is part of the fun. (this game made them out to be a weirdo, naturally.)
It's been lots of fun to see this clean slate (and i do mean clean - i knew nothing about the setting/lore, or who they were as a person, so. well. this guy didn't either) get shaped by RNG, the narrative, And my mechanical wiki-fueled optimization decisions.
another extra rule i made for myself as a treat was making them a sponge to compensate for their inherent emptiness. this means they incorporate something from each important NPC they get involved with. they are a singer because of Clara and her twin. they only own a lab & got interested in research bc of Dr. Vaughan. they got a taste for exercise bc they accompanied Hephaesta's workouts for so long. and so on and so forth.
ill make a better, dedicated profile post eventually but for now have a playlist + an old vague intro + some early refs below:
[last updated: never. this is my self-callout to write abt recent developments bc ohh boy evolution was an entire year's worth of timeline progression.]
The first thing you notice about them is the cowl lazily draped around their head and shoulders, swaying behind their back like a cape in the colours of sunrise-- or, perhaps most familiarly, the velvety twilight that the newest star every so often provides to London. The second thing is the deep scars covering one side of their face, and the third thing would probably be the heavy eyebags under their sharp, dark eyes.
A relatively freshly-minted Silverer, H. Reisz spends more time in Parabola than London nowadays. Not that they had been in London for too long anyway, and it's not like anyone knows where they were before that either. The surface, yes, but it's a big world out there, right? They don't actually remember seeing the sun, or the sky, but H cannot deny the soft colours of twilight and sunrise have a special place in their heart. They recognise it without the memory of experiencing it, just like they recognised love in the depths of a certain Labyrinth. Hmm, two Labyrinths, actually. There was that one heiress too... and the Orphanage was inside one hell of a maze too... if they had a coin every time they found themself inside labyrinths, they'd... Uh, where were we? Well, anyway, being a new face, they had nothing to be known for so they simply gave out their surname instead. Or well, what they assumed to be their surname. "H. REISZ" were the letters sewn-in on a diminute corner of the tattered black veil that wrapped their head back when they woke up for the "first" time. They were surrounded by near-empty bottles of dried mouldy honey, absinthe, and who knows what else. Ah, the decadence... they couldn't even remember what honey could do at the time but they could recognise the stench of self-destruction right away, haha. Alas, if things were so bad they got to that point-- maybe this explains why moving on was so easy. Maybe they had somehow lobotomized themself on purpose. Who knows? They sure don't. It was only now, a year or so after waking up, that an epithet has started to stick around-- specifically by their actions as a Silverer and the services they provided. From nightmare-slaying to fishing out vestigial memories (the irony of an amnesiac doing this is not lost on them) to guiding and safeguarding lost dreamers, their glimmering signature cowl and the way it flowed rather phantasmagorically in Parabola started to leave an impression. To many dreamers, seeing a hint of pastel twilight colors signaled safety. It signaled someone you could trust to get inside your head. :)
#intro post#am i doing this right. idk.#fallen london ocs#the twilight phantom#chainrambles#chaindoodles#might post the drawings separately some other day#yes the hoe halloween costume has surprise lore LOL theyre literally just a friendly (winks) ghostie
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This blog is dedicated to neurodiversity and mental health, specifically personality disorders and even MORE specifically cluster B. I love using this blog to connect with others like me, reblog and share their experiences, and try to bring light-hearted PD content into our communities. I personally do not post vents on my blog, but I do take care to properly tag them when I post/reblog them. I also post the occasional fandom / chronic illness / disability post here and there as well as ofc cute animals and funny hahas.
ASKS / DMs / SUBMISSIONS OPEN AND ENCOURAGED!
I am an adult! Minors are free to interact/follow/moot, but be aware that I might interact w or reblog adult content. (Anything heavy will always be tagged.)
Some posts may have themes of trauma, child hood trauma, psychosis/mania, depression, anxiety, and paranoia. I tag as best I can, and don't ever get graphic. Feel free to ask for specific trigger tags if you are a follower.
DIVAS. I am Ery, I am known 4 dressing cunt and acting like cunt. I am a big fan of the whimsical and fantastical, and media that is horrifying and gut wrenching. The waters call to me and every time I see anything bigger than a puddle I want to jump in.
I am a college student student w impulse control problems. I am studying fashion design and like to spend my money on calico critters and way too expensive accessories. You can find me in my sewing studio half naked because I realized there is a cute, easy, life changing alteration to the outfit I was wearing that I need to make RIGHT NOW. I spend my free time buying things to feel something, video gaming, and being not normal about many things.
My go to coffee order is a mocha.
Gay gay insane and disabled so here are some labels / disorders I got.
Genderqueer ⢠aroace ⢠lesbian
AuDHD ⢠NPD ⢠BPD ⢠OCD
POTs ⢠Pectus Excavatum ⢠Connective Tissue Disorders ⢠Mitral Valve disease
HERE ARE MY HOBBIES
Sewing / designing
Dungeons and Dragons
Character design / drawing
Arts and crafts in general
Color guard
Astrology / Tarot
Yearning for the waters (swimming and lifeguarding)
SPECIAL INTERESTS
Airplanes / aviation
How to train your dragon (books)
Dungeons and Dragons
MEDIA I HAVE PLAYED/WATCHED
These are not all current but does not mean I am not down 2 chat about them!
Greys Anatomy
LoL/Arcane
JJBA
Hades
Gemini Home Entertainment, other internet horror series!!!,
madoka magica
HTTYD(animated)
Harry Potter
PjO
good omens
critical role + Vox Machina
and a lot more I forgor but like. There.
MUSIC ARTISTS I LURV
Saint Motel
Oingo Boingo
Orville Peck
Cake
Record Heat
Lord Huron
TV Girl
Bjork
Florence + the Machine
Portugal the Man
#cluster b#personality disorder#pwpd#npd#bpd#actually narcissistic#actually borderline#mental health#nuerodiverse#npd safe
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BREAKING NEWS: Atlas Vanserra Creates Jobs, Fulfils Campaign Promise Ahead of Polls
Prythian: âThe Peopleâs Princeâ and crowd favourite contender for the 2024 Presidential Elections, Atlas Vanserra (02), the youngest presidential nominee has already begun fulfilling his campaign promise of solving the unemployment crisis. Vanserra, pictured below conferring with his future VP Pumpkin Vanserra (02) between public appearances, has brought a whole slew of previously unemployed or underemployed people into the workforce for their expertise in âbaby talk.âA panel of linguists, speech specialists, and parents have been added to virtually every news outlet in town (with the exception of Fox and co, who already had them) and everyone from cat owners to older siblings have been hired as consultants. âI never thought Iâd be able to do this,â said a young mother who wishes to remain anonymous, âI got married so young - right after I learned to read and write too - I had no experience or references, no understanding of the job market - and I love being a mother so Iâm glad Iâm getting paid to do just that.â Many parents of young children, who may have been struggling with the cost of living crisis, income insecurity, rent hikes etc, have found a saviour in Vanserra. âI was a little sceptical at first,â says Tom, a software engineering graduate from Stanford, âI was like, I got the employable degree and still got replaced by AI, whatâs a baby gonna do, babble? Turns out, yeah!â Tom has had to move in with his long time girlfriendâs parents to better provide for their infant son as rent prices go up and home ownership remains a pipe dream. âWe saved up to get married, we saved up to buy a house. We planned for our baby - we knew it was a big undertaking - but then I lost my job and I was working any minimum wage job I could find so my girl didnât have to worry about nothing⌠at one point we considered other options but we had none, and prenatal care is so expensive⌠it was a nightmare. Iâm glad that the public have started caring for mothers and babies postpartum though.â
So how has Vanserra helped? The vested interest in translating the nomineeâs speeches has not only employed parents, but secured parents of young children stipends for their cooperation in helping researchers study child behaviour in a non invasive environment. âItâs not just videos or observations,â says a lead scientist with the Babble Initiative, âparents spend all of their time watching children, their wealth of knowledge is priceless. Given how often other animals mimic babies - like cats - weâve been able to decentralise our input sources. Weâre not looking at languages or fiction alone, but trying to ascertain if there are commonalities in these vocalisations. Essentially, if there is a baby language.â Fields like anthropology, archaeology, primatology etc have also received much attention and funding as fascinated patrons realise just how much goes into âunderstanding what we should but donât.â âI thought it was just digging,â an anonymous donor remarks âbut these guys are tracing language back centuries, connecting history with the present - I was thinking how I used to be a baby once and should understand one, you know? Thatâs what got me hooked.â
Many wonder if the arts will finally get the respect they deserve as more and more people recognise the important work critics, historians, and especially students do in interpreting, indexing, and interacting with media and information of all kinds. Atlas Vanserraâs manifesto, a 17 page document of artistic impressions, was deciphered by a team of artists - including writers, literary critics, art hostorians etc - after three months of rigorous study. âSeveral independent readings exist in the mainstream and experts disagree on exactly what each blob means, but thatâs part of the work - and I hope itâs at least become clear to all that it is - as a matter of fact - a lot of work!â said a graduate student when asked why Project Demanifest is important today. âMedia literacy is dead and intellectualism is dying. I didnât know what change would look like but it definitely wasnât an adorable ginger baby, but Iâm so glad itâs not another tangerine.â
The Peopleâs Prince has not yet secured the Presidency, and it is unclear at this stage if he will. Though a fan favourite, many have wondered if Atlas is just a fresh new fad the public is obsessed with than a valid contender. âI donât think it matters,â said an âAtlas Trutherâ âA democracy is only valid insofar as the people believe the ones in power will act in their best interests. I canât say that with a good conscience right now, and Iâm sure thatâs true for a lot of others. When a toddler has a record of fewer tantrums than other contenders - shouldnât that be a wake up call? People like to call us baby brained anarchists for wanting Atlas to win. I disagree. If a baby can win an election thatâs a problem. If the baby has you thinking he should win the election, thatâs also a problem. At least Atlas is cute and apathetic to monetary bribes.â Regardless of if we are set to have the youngest president to date, one cannot ignore how easily the youngling was able to affect and enact changes that the last several presidencies have been unable to do - before even coming into power. Atlas has raised the bar, letâs hope this becomes the standard. â˘
I am 100% invested in this political thriller of a baby becoming president
This ask is why ask boxes were invented
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Anyway my current top 10 book suggestions for early book presents to the parents of under 2s, particularly if most of the gifts will be coming from people unfamiliar with babies or people over 50:
 (I have suffered through so many baby showers with âbuy us a libraryâ gift requests with terrible terrible picturebooks chosen by well meaning older relatives who chose something randomly from Kmart or something they loved from 1980, or from people who have not interacted with a child under 5 in the last 30 years. Save your friends. Buy books they can stand to read more than twice)Â
All of these suggestions are board books, just buy board books for this demographic, they want to help turn pages.
A Black & White book in your newborn gift. Thereâs a whole bunch of these, just pick something with illustrations you like. Early focus books for tiny babies, they are obsessed with this stuff for the first few months.
A Mem Fox (hi yes Iâm Australian did you know). My personal picks of the bunch for tinies are Where is the Green Sheep or Ten Little Fingers and Ten Little Toes, but honestly any of them, Mem Fox understands exactly how to write the sort of repeatable poetry that turns storytime into a song and doesnât make you want to tear your hair out. Grandparents will remember so often aim for more recent books.
A Sandra Boynton. Again, a master of repeatable poetry. I love But Not the Armadillo best, but youâre often better going with a newer title just because the grandparents and great aunts of this baby will remember Boynton and pick out something. If the new parent is your sibling, something like Doggies is a masterstroke of a gift as it will intensely irritate the parent who reads it while the kid is enraptured.
I Need a Hug by Aaron Blabey. Yes, the Pig the Pug guy but honestly this story is better. Blabey isnât quite the poet of the two above but he writes good content youâll enjoy rereading.
I Want My Hat Back, by Jon Klassen. Thereâs a couple more in this series too. The art is dreamy and it has good âspot the thingâ storytelling possibilities.
A HervĂŠ Tullet activity book. Mix it Up, Press Here, Tap! Tap! Tap!, thereâs more of them. Great for the 18+ month crowd as the child gets to interact with the book and learn about movement and art techniques.
A local A-Z book. There are 50 million of these, go choose something with pictures you like. I strongly recommend getting something focused on local native animals or local places to the parent, if you can, especially if youâre not American-based. (If you are American-based, I suggest searching out something from a specific international location or something tied to a local region just for some VARIETY in the art style or animals you are looking at. I promise you, itâs possible to find stuff that doesnât just use the canonical âW for Whale, X for X-ray Fish, Y for Yakâ sort of international approach to the end of the alphabet). Iâve seen lots done in native art styles too which is always a worthwhile pick.
Some sort of flap book. Small children love themselves a flap book. Spot books are classic, but thereâs millions of the things, flip through a few until you find one with illustrations that you like and where the story doesnât seem infuriating (the last one I gave someone was Thereâs an Owl in my Towel which had cute rhymes)
A Wombat book (Australian! Did I mention!) This is just me mashing two authors together but Susannah Chambers has two charming books about wombats (Snow Wombat and Beach Wombat) and I would be remiss if I didnât mention Jackie Frenchâs Diary of a Wombat series. Both authors can write, theyâre scenic stories, as an adult reading them youâll be entertained.
A bath book. Go find something waterproof for bathtimes that has nice illustrations. Some of them change colour when you dip them in the water. Extremely useful for entertaining small humans in the bath.
#failing that go look at the early childhood book prizes for the last few years#flip through a couple#try awards from a country not your own if you want variety#the shortlists are full of gems you might have otherwise missed
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catamaurhatesbabies -> catamaurrr-star
heya im maurane (maur for short) or mumb or gri (you can use any i dont have a preference) sometimes i go by catamaur i use mostly he/him pronouns [but she if you're talking abt me with someone else who doesnt know me] and im a demiboy and also aroace. my favorite color is also purple ALSO i have a CAT!!!!!!! his name is soup he's orange and he likes to sleep ontop of the fridge. i love him
king of underrated bangers and professional question asker(sometimes) if i reply or tag your post with "YAAAAYYYYY" that means i love you a lot btw. also if you tag me in a tag game there is like a 5% chance i will do it i post a lot and have hit the post limit numerous times and have had grian in my queue once a day for almost a year now so be warned i didn't buy my badges i was gifted them.thank you random anon(s) my description isn't really referencing anything in particular i just thought it would sound cool
pfp is by @.cherrifire !!!!
dni/dnf if you dislike/hate cats. or post a lot nsfw and stuff. also no nsfw interactions w me
info about my ocs here :33333 (ask me about my ocs ask me about my ocs ask me abo) (disclaimer: missing a few cause im too lazy to add them đ)
tag listttt: maurposting : my own original posts maurcraft : me posting about me playing minecraft honkai mumb rail : me posting about anything hsr related (very often) best tumblr post ever : posts that i really like maurt : my own art (do you get the pun ) mr ear man's collection : my asks oc : very simple. oc posting nothingburger ass post : posts that make me wonder what i was on while making them
fandoms n characters i like are here
MY VARIOUS YANQING BLOGS: @daily-yanqing for doodles(and also the only Semi-active one), @certifiedyanqingposts for whats in the name, @cloud-knight-yanqing for in character roleplay, @yanqing-where-he-shouldnt-be for putting yanqing in various different locations (can you tell i like yanqing from hsr) purely oc sideblog is @catamaurscards (check it out PSPSPSPSSSS) and my purely art sideblog is @ix-the-nihility (yes its an hsr reference southlands sideblog over at @lastlifesouthlands sw doodle acc at @sometimes-silverwolf
if you ask/tell me about: any cat ever, yanqing from hsr, any of my ocs, anything psychology related, minecraft smps, honkai star rail in general, fish, whatever my current hyperfixation is at the moment, i will love you forever
shout out 2 you for getitng this far. your prize is the invite to my yanqing communtiy because i set it to private and i caccnt publicize it nowWhoops^_^
âŹď¸the maur experience đ
âŹď¸a bunch of random images i want on my pinned
#tw flashing#maurposting#best tumblr post ever#maurt#mr ear man's collection#oc#maurcraft#honkai mumb rail
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Morning.
Okay, I was joking before about being stir crazy, but it's not really a joke anymore.
This week, my son Felix turned three.
I'm sick as a dog. I can barely speak.
I'm exhausted, I'm burned out, I'm tired, I'm tired. I'm tired.
I'm stuck in Paris. (Stuck? In Paris? How can you even?) I haven't seen Paris yet, barely at all.
Right now, Paris is just a place I've managed to hurry through a couple of times to get some stuff from IKEA or the boulangerie, and then hobble home on my still-unhealed knee, because we gotta get dinner in, or Felix is edging towards a meltdown and we just need to get him to a place where that can happen more safely and less publicly, and then get him to calm the hell down and, for lack of a better term, go the fuck to sleep.
I don't have any money. We have two credit cards, both in my wife's name. It's okay, I have nothing to buy anyway.
I have nothing to offer. I'm taking up space. I'm Jo's second child. I fucking hate this part. I need her permission to do pretty much anything. This isn't what either of us signed up for.
I'm not doing French lessons. I'm barely keeping a Youtube channel afloat. I've put out a video every Tuesday, until this week. I have a script, It's shot (poorly, but it's at least ready), but this is Winter Vacation Week for X, and it's also his birthday week, so we planned our first party (which is code for: emailing every parent in town we know and begging them to come over, drink our wine, and be our friends).
And then X's Grandos are here for a few days to see our place, which is great on its face, but they're not here to babysit while J & I get our shit together. X is home for two weeks, and there's no respite.
I love my kid truly and forever. I love him so much that I'm sacrificing the one thing that's making myself sane, because it's more important, on a minute-to-minute basis, to make sure he's okay.
I was told that would start to happen less and less as he becomes a little more independent. Like, I'm looking forward to the last day I ever have to wipe his ass. We're not there, but that day is now on the horizon, which is a thought that brings me indescribable joy.
I'm off my meds. No more ADHD meds of any kind until I get my Carte Vitale. (Our Titre de SĂŠjour is on its way.) Could be weeks. Could be months. So, as a substitute: coffee. Lots & lots of coffee. Morning, noon, night. Worrying about cortisol & anxiety is, to paraphrase Leona Helmsley on Paying Taxes, is for the little people. I have a kid I really want to raise properly.
I've spent the last six weeks literally unable to walk, unable to buy even the most basic of things for the house, unable to put any more art up on the walls, unable to dance or pick up or even sit down with my child to read a book. He has to come to the couch, like Iâm 90.
It's his birthday today. He calls me "Broken Racecar." My heart breaks a little every time he says it.
Jo is doing so much around the house, at a time when she needs to be writing. That's her job. It's literally why we're here. It's why this is all happening. It's why I'm staring out the window at a city I really want to start falling in love with, that I really want to write about & take pictures of & interact with.
I'm stuck in the exit lounge. I'm standing on the banks of the Styx, waving a ticket at a boat that isn't in dock.
Get help. Yeah, I know. I know. Except ... English is not the LIngua Franca of this place (uh, Franca is), which means I can't just walk into a place and get either (a) the drugs I need, or (b) something more shrink-adjacent. (I truly don't think I have a genuine psychological issue at the moment; it's more just the isolation and the fact that my go-to fixes for what ails me are things I don't currently have access to for one reason or another. If I was running, I'd be fine. If I had a workspace and the time to actually make videos & write screenplays, I'd be better. If I was able to actually get out into Paris and, y'know, enjoy the city that we've all worked so hard to become a part of, and get involved in the new world we've crossed an ocean to but up against, then fuck yeah go me.)
But kvetching about this stuff in the hour every morning before my sick three-year-old wakes up is not a useful way to spend my time. I need to be cramming in a French lesson or CREATING TEH CONTENT or whatever. So, Ima get on that.
Fun stuff to come. Promise.
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Hello-since requests are open-could I request for a reader with same personality as Albedo with Xiangling,Xingqiu,Hu Tao and Xiao as their S/O(seperate ofc)-
s/o w the same personality as albedo â genshin hcs â¸â¸
â note . . . i love albedo (>ďš<) cant wait for his rerun <33
â warning[s]. n/a!
â synopsis . . . (char.) with an s/o who has the same personality as our chalkprince albedo.
â characters . . . xiangling , xingqiu , hu tao , xiao
â as the saying goes , opposites attract and likes repel
â whereas you prefer to stay within your little circle of comfort , xiangling loves interacting with others ! i mean , her job practically relies on those social interactions she has with people
â although , more or less , you both share an equal interest in discovering new things and exploring endless possibilities that come with your interests
â she appreciates your intellect a lot ! however .. half the very knowledgeable things you quote out at her go through one ear and out the other - sheâs not meaning to be rude but she just canât understand it :â) poor thing
â she has no problem in taking the lead in public conversations , especially if she senses your feelings of discomfort
â sometimes when sheâs cooking up some new recipes to force make you try she asks you to talk about some of your experiments or the new art piece she saw you working on earlier in the day , the way you talk is just very relaxing and allows her to concentrate !
â xiangling deals with countless different people that have unique personalities (sheâs friends with keqing lolol) so your reclusive personality wasnât short of lovable and your attitude towards the things you loved was something she shared in common with you (although her happiness comes from cooking)
â absolutely loves you through and through <33
â what can i say apart from that he absolutely adores you ??
â out of all the books xingqiu has read in his time , the words on the pages couldnât rival the words you spoke when you talked about the things you were fond of
â xingqiu is polite and takes his studies rather seriously so you two get along extremely well especially during those evenings where youâre both doing your own thing in quiet but youâre still enjoying each others presence
â another one that has no problem in leading a conversation if youâre not up for it - he can get rather talkative out of nowhere even if others see him as more of a reserved person
â unlike you , xingqiu is very sociable (that sounded so mean imsorrymeetoothosodw) so whenever you have a commission that requires extensive socialising he isnât afraid to ask you if he could join you on your travels
â if youâre also into art he will pester you about drawing a comic for him until you eventually give in :)) nothing would make him more happy than if his own loverâs work was to garner attention <3
â now , xingqiu is a wealthy ass mf and though heâs very carefree he wonât hesitate to use that said wealth into helping you with your experiments; things like buying equipment arenât a problem at all !
â on the other hand , heâs still waiting for the day he gets a bigger response from you than just an âoh?â when he attempts to prank you with something rather stupid but lighthearted
â nothing his worked so far and honestly heâs thinking of going back to using chongyun as his personal guinea pig until he can think of a proper way to get a reaction out of you (âŻď˝â§Â´)
â if you decide to indulge his playful antics he will literally attack you with love , tho your reaction is fake the smile on your face was something he wouldnât forget <33
â oh my when they said âopposites attractâ you two took that to a whole new level..
â people question your relationship all the time , i mean sheâs rather bold and confident whilst youâre introverted and withdrawn surely that wouldnât work that well ??
â well to most peopleâs surprise , it works out pretty well ! youâre both the perfect balance for each other , while hu tao tries to uplift your confidence and helps you interact with others you help her slow down and enjoy the simpler things in life
â if you couldnât tell already , she will talk 99.9% of the time and itâs never out of disrespect or ignorance she just simply loses track of the things she says and whenever she gets to spend time with you she wants to make sure youâre never bored !!
â donât ever worry about being put in stressful situations where you have to speak an overbearing amount because hu tao will take the role as your mouthpiece to a hyperbolic extent
â sheâs not always the fun and social hu tao though , on some other days all she wants to do is wind up in bed with you whilst you read her a story her grandpa used to read to her before going to bed
â enjoys all the things you talk about even if she knows practically nothing about it , itâs just enjoyable to hear you talk about the things youâre so knowledgeable about it (she loves the cute expressions you make whilst trying to explain things too)
- yet , being hu taoâs s/o no matter what your personality is will never let you run away from her foolish pranks and antics that youâve been caught up in countless of times
â do they ever work ? no. do you pretend to have some sort of reaction out of politeness and love? ..yeah
â definition of âwhen neither you or your friend can order over the phoneâ
â xiao loves you??sm?? he thought you werenât real at first because whenever you spaced out about your own thoughts and ideas you just didnât respond to him (he was kinda sad abt it too)
â his entire long life heâs met people who are way too confident and hubristic - people that bare their titles with such arrogant pride that it makes him ill
â but when it came to you , he didnât have to deal with anything of the sort. he was met with calm passion for something you genuinely enjoyed , he was truly grateful he met someone normal for once
â i mean .. sort of normal ? if you count those times where you asked him to gather lizard tails , sango pearls and qingxins for some strange medical concoction to be normal occurrences then sure !
â neither of you like to socialise with others (your reasons differ from one another) but since heâs a lil emo đđ youâre most likely going to have to do all the talking unless heâs feeling up to it unfortunately thatâs most likely going to be never
â doesnât mind how introverted you are at all , i mean heâs practically the same as you having your peaceful presence with him at all times puts his mind at ease :))
â to his surprise his karmic debt hasnât been intoxicating his health for a rather long while and he wonders if itâs the soothing effect you have on him
â words arenât that important to xiao , but whenever you do open up about anything especially things that interest you he is more than delighted to lend an ear and listen to the things you want to share
â he does remember everything you tell him btw :]
â if he ever gets a nightmare (believe me he gets them on the regular) he tries his best to hint at the fact he wants you to talk to him about anything that would help him get his mind off of it
â doesnât matter what you speak about , just as long as his arms are around you making sure youâre safe <3
IHEARTGANYU do not copy, steal or repost <33
#i am in love w xiao as well as ganyu#from what iâve noticed all my faves have a similar colour palette#genshin x gnreader#genshin x reader#genshin#genshin x gn!reader#genshin x you#genshin fluff#genshin impact#xiao x reader#xiao x gnreader#xiangling x reader#xingqiu x reader#hu tao x reader#albedo#xiao#xiangling#hu tao#xingqiu#hutao x reader
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Just wanted to say thank you to my Ko-Fi supporters from 4/5, 4/6, 4/9 & 4/18. I really appreciate everyoneâs generosity, especially during these difficult times! ; w ; If any of you would like me to analyze a particular subject or shout out your Tumblr, please feel free to reach out to me.
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@daeva92 I know what youâre referring to:
Green bandana guy appears to be a fisherman, while the apron guy appears to be a grocer. Itâs ambiguous whether theyâre residents/refugees or just passing by with their wares; Kyoshi Island isnât that far off from the mainland so I could see either being an option. The guy buying the fish is actually one of Zukoâs crew, hence why heâs wearing red.
When I do my expansive character line-up posts, Iâm drawing from https://atla-lore-archive.tumblr.com/ and the Avatar artbooks. These character models all vary a lot in size, so some are scaled up and some are scaled down. I mostly try to resize them to be to be comparable to one another, meaning that their heads should be of relatively similar sizes to each other. ATLA Lore Archive is also where I get most concept and supplementary art.
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You could really make the argument either way. Piandao doesnât strike me as a snob, so I could totally see him mastering and teaching the niuweidao regardless of its low-class status. Teaching it to the Prince of the Fire Nation as an exercise in humility definitely fits with his strong principles and unconventional teaching methods.
On the other hand, Zuko spent three years around a crew of rowdy naval men. He also probably interacted with his fair share of foul-mouthed sailors and aggressive merchants at ports so he probably saw niuweidaos being whipped out all the time.
I think it would be funny if Piandao were like the Sorting Hat in Harry Potter but for weapons. Like he walks by, takes one look at Katara and matter-of-factly states, âNunchucks.â then wanders off. And Katara just stands there bewildered.
@picaresquerogueâ Thatâs very true, Zukoâs swords are specifically designed with guards and hilts that are half-moon shaped to fit into one scabbard, much like shuangdao. Iâll reblog my âZukoâs Swordsâ post at a later date to include additional details about his swords being shuangniuweidao (double oxtail sabers). Iâll credit you, of course.
As always, thank you all for your continued support through likes, reblogs, donations, and endlessly kind comments.
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Hey everyone! So excited for this rp to open, I love surreal and paranormal. đĽ I am Belle and my hobbies include writing gremlin bois and oscillating wildly between regular capitalization and lapslock. I also live on like the opposite timezone of basically anyone in the US so sorry if my replies come at weird times. I also work and am dramatic abt my energy levels so often Iâll either post on weekends or queue things (tho weâre out here w a 3 day weekend bc I have Monday off this week đ)This is Noh Harang, resident gremlin, morally ambiguous and in the trade of plots that verge on the wrong side of functional. Here is his about and profile page which has the more relevant of information, but Iâll drop some additional quick facts under the cut along with some attempted plot ideas! If you want to plot just like or dm + I have a discord on request if itâs easier to plot there.Â
if you want the full gist of why he is the way he is iâd rec reading his bio + checking his profile page, bc this is like: scenario, this is me trying my best, but my best is never good enough đ his apt details are: B2, #08(?), West  đĽ
was born in korea, his dad died when he was pretty young and was largely raised by his mom w help from other family members. he is â¨inspired ⨠by sharp objects (bc i Love it), only less murder-y, but his mom has munchausen by proxy and it influenced his emotional development a lot.Â
moved to [REDACTED] as a preteen when his mom remarried, which meant there were new and exciting doctors to visit who werenât suspicious yet. cowabunga, dude. spent a lot of time in his room drawing when he was ~sick~
heâs decently smart, and he did go onto uni for art, but then he got pissed at someone else and sabotaged their assignment by breaking into somewhere he shouldnât have been and prob broke like 4 school rules in the process and was kicked out his second year. so he never finished. good life choices? check. clearly.
he is vindictive and revenge-driven and will act immediately on those feelings without considering the consequences on getting caught. harang in the moment is always like: i will definitely not get caught. and the narrator is like: mmm idk about that bitch.
is he a good person? no. does he try to better himself every day? also no. memes aside, he does have good qualities but heâs def not sugar and spice and everything nice. if you enjoy complicated, emotionally wrought, and sometimes dark plots đ đ đ pls come to me, that is what iâm weak and design my chars for.
heâs a webtoon creator/artist. heâs into horror, esp supernatural/paranormal horror. his webtoon is similar in storyline/vibe to something like stagtown? but his art style is different. he takes inspo from junji ito of course
obsessed with herbal tea, has So Many flavors in his apt.Â
really into vinyl, though he usually collects based on cover artwork first and music second. likes playing atmospheric music when heâs making art.
he smokes, his favorite is cherry tobacco. theyâre bad for his body but heâs pretty sure his body was basically destroyed in his youth so what does it matter anymore anyway?
he has a weird vibe but heâs good at covering it. will default to auto-mirroring peopleâs gestures and personalities around him without super realizing heâs doing it. if you spend enough time around him though it fades, itâs mostly done for people he doesnât interact w regularly.Â
has a pet centipede. heâs so gross, why does he have one? he didnât even buy it at a pet shop he just found it. i hate him for it. it doesnât even have an official name, it changes depending on what harang feels like calling him â¨in the moment â¨
heâs not always the nicest person but heâs also not mean for the sake of being mean. it can take him a while to emotionally connect to people. he doesnât frequently get into romantic relationship because of it, def finds casual to be easier. his sense of love and how it should be expressed is â¨very off â¨
he hates doctors, not in a take it personally sense, more just going to the doctors and being treated sense. will avoid going to the hospital At All Costs.Â
can be manipulative, and isnât always the most empathetic person (in this house we support morally grey chars đ )
plot ideas -- tbh i often prefer to like talk apps and come up with something organically, but here are a few ~general ideas~ that might be nice to have, and a few that could be starting off points if weâre really stuck.Â
so i think it would be fun to have a plot that throws them both immediately in a relationship, but this relationship is falling apart and is kind of on its last leg? iâve always wanted to do a dying relationship plot but itâs so hard to work through the whole thing from beginning to end so this is a solution perhaps?? they can still have like feelings if we want but clearly something is not working out and it is collapsing. the only kind of requirements i want here are A. itâs falling apart because for reasonings on both of their ends, i donât really want it being one person is doing everything wrong and the other is doing everything right and itâs one muses fault and B. nobody super really younger than him. (we would also need to plot a lot probably to set up the ground work but if youâre up for it i think it could be really fun to write out đ )
if nobody takes the above just an ex that was messily resolved and has complicated vibes is fun too!!!
one fwb (if the above gets filled, it couldâve been something from his past, or even if itâs not filled it could still be from his past), purely physical with no overlapping emotions (at least on harangâs end, if u want it be more complicated Who Am I to say no), we meet bc weâre horny kind of vibes. i donât care who you are kind of vibes. i donât have you saved in my phone kind of vibes.
conversationalists. they keep meeting on the rooftop at the same time during smoke breaks. but the strange part of it is thereâs no real set schedule, and the time that they go up to smoke often changes, sometimes drastically. could be fun if they know some deeper pieces of each otherâs life without knowing the like basics of each others personalities (like an inverse of basic friends, unbasic not-friends, if you will)
a bff? like we really click together and even though you make bad life choices and are lvl 500 dumb sometimes iâll still help you with whatever mess you invite upon yourself. can go both ways, of course.Â
me, sweating and running out of plot ideas iâm brainstorming on the spot, someone whoâs into harangâs webtoon. ofc it would need to be â¨developed ⨠so it could be interesting, but yes. or his anti!!!
i Am a fan of antagonistic plots, i think theyâre really fun, esp when both chars are kind of catty about it and itâs not just one being the ~evil~ one, tho i donât have any ideas on how to get there but if someone really wants one and to figure out a reason why iâm down!!!!
if someone wants to kill his centipede they can, he will be v upset but itâs so gross and i had to look up aesthetic centipede pictures for his pinboard and iâm officially Done.
okay i think thatâs it iâm out of ideas, but iâm v excited to plot and write so pls donât hesitate to let me know if you like something or have another idea or wannna create something organically đ
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Becoming a Family With Him, Part 3 // Shuichi, Hikaru, Rhion, Luke, Eisuke
so this came out, as further celebration for the anni. VERY GOOD, much more appreciated than the prior story set lol that one was kind of boring but i get it
they made the kids for all the... kid-less ones, and the eisuke one that used to be VIP-exclusive is now here for everyone to buy (rip those ppl who gacha for it)
my rambling behind the cut (spoilers!!)
shuichi //Â as ud expect, shuichi has a literal hime ass looking girl (kikyo) for a daughter. sheâs only 6, but is pretty calm and ladylike. She even calls her parents with âsama so... ok luckily shuichi does not strip down all the way in the presence of her daughter and only takes off his suit coat. thanks dad
anyway since shuichi has a break coming up, he wants to have a family trip how nice. but then the dang girl wants to go over to see eisuke WHAT when soryu exists and lives a block away? unrelatable, im closing the app anyway eisuke is her first love, which wtf heâs like 20 yrs older than u. even worse, mc says sheâs been in love since she was like 3.
shuichi is reconsidering the benefits of democracy in his mind but eventually relents. but then theyâre still following the fucc-days rule they set years ago. well, as he says in the story, RULES ARE RULES
blah blah i donât want to go over everything bc then itâll be boring reading the story when it comes out in engl right? also im tired bc itâs 1 am and i just want to play toontown in bed but nothing really bad happens. they are a v cute family bc shuichi is a pleasant and mature dad. kikyo and mc even do a little surprise for him at the end and it is very sweet. i feel like out of all the families, this is the most ideal
mad hatter //Â so they have twin sons named Rui and Kai. Rui is the childlike one that resembles Rhion in personality, Kai is the more mature one that resembles Al. man i forget that boyâs name but u get me i know they only can use stock bgs but itâs killing me that these dang kids get to sleep in what looks like separate king sized beds.
even though rhion is now a father of two, he still acts like... 10. i mean he still horni but it makes me feel weird
later itâs revealed that Ota teaches them both as an art tutor bc they both showed an interest in art. this is cute bc ota is bad with kids in this universe LOL
the ending on this one was weird cuz the kids didnât show up in the entirety of the last ep bc it was about WORK. so uh... interesting
hikaru //Â so their son is named akari. haha get it because it means light. like how hikaru also means light. can mc name her kids unrelated to their father or is that against the Geneva convention
this kid actually acts like an actual little boy. like what hikaru wouldâve probably turned into if not for the whole sad backstory. the story starts with akari just bringing a dog randomly home one day. he actually saved the dog (it is very cute bc he did not want the dog to cry), and then after a talk they decide to keep the dog as long as akari knows the responsibility of taking care of an animal.
so next day, the bidders come over to their house and everyoneâs like woaw a dog. lol they come into their house as guests and eisuke and mamo still demand for beverages, they all suck
akari names the dog... âLightâ (Raito) and i want out of this nightmare. Naturally bc Light is an abandoned dog itâs still kind of bad with interacting with things. But then Light suddenly be giving the ( âšŕ¨âš) to soryu bc remember, animals love him. everyone clowns on soryu for being an unintentional dog whisperer and then akari is like âsoryu san pls make me ur apprenticeâ and he gives some advice like approaching it slowly, and talking to it from the front instead of back.
blah blah thereâs a situation where Light goes YEET after a Doberman gets all angry and then hides bc then another dog is scaring it. hikaru swoops in to the save the day as the Real Dog Whisperer. ok itâs cute when hikaru actually gets to look cool  for once LOL
luke //Â luke is cute on the bc âpre-storyâ scene heâs actually pretty open to the idea of having kids; he actually goes âwell imo we should think abt it pretty soon, but i wanted to hear ur opinion on itâ but then he gets horni. and then heâs like âour kids are going to have your collarbones. awesomeee im looking forward to thatâ ....ok
ok cut to the actual story and theyâre in Japan. Lukeâs kid looks... strange versus the others. why are his eyes so big? omg voltage his eyes arent going to be saucers just cuz he half white also the kidâs name is Yuri (Or Urey). They couldnât think of any other Brit-styled names? Like Harry? Henry? William? Wilfred? hey stan be my princess btw heâs pretty cute, though he gives serious âtimid kid that gets bullied in the childrenâs movieâ vibes. He calls Luke âdaddyâ and mc âmammy/mommyâ.
so luke talks about his relationship w/ soryu and eisuke and then yuri is like âi want friends like thatâ wow cute but also find less ethically-complicated friends
so luke lets yuri meet a young patient of his (haru) so they can be friends. they get along so itâs good. haru gets in critical condition later so luke zooms outta there to do the operation.
LOL but at the end yuri is like, âi want to make more friends. (...) can i go to the bidderâs room from now on?â this boy works fast
And then heâs like âEisuke-san... please be my friend.â HIS POWER. even eisuke was like :O so then eisuke orders a whole bunch of food and books up to the penthouse. But then yuriâs like â...i like eisukeâs eyesâ and everyoneâs like oh man thatâs gonna be his fetish
Baba: why have u started to have an interest in eyes Yuri: I read it from one of daddyâs medical books Hikaru: wtf u can read that at 4??? (...) Soryu: wat Yuri: um... i want soryu to be my friend too Yuri: bc soryuâs eyes are also powerfully cool...
eisuke //Â ok this gets an extended ramble bc the more annoying the story the longer i must complain
so you might be thinking, âoh so this is gonna be a flashback in some in media res styled story with your 2 kids, u know in the style of the othersâ and well, no you just go straight to white screen into the flashback, back when eito was smaller and thus a little more cute. well itâs not really false advertising bc they did say âreminisceâ in the description. but i wanted to see eito be a good big brother for a moment! or... less good? man i wanted to see kaito go waaaah like a baby idk i wanted to see him exist
so back to the story they cut to small eito. even as a smaller punk he does fight with his dad a little, just w/ a more narrow vocabulary to work with. tho at this point heâs still pretty sweet so clearly eisuke clowning him day and night was a negative effect on his development. (doesnât treat his child like a child) (child grows up to a punk that doesnât respect him) (surprised pikachu) being the son of a billionaire means that this child has to go study at a very young age and listen to MOZART. no child of eisuke ichinomiya will be listening to degenerate bops like lee taeminâs criminal next day they all go to the very fancy school that eito will be attending. eisuke does a speech, but then eito is all like âwhy is papa over there all the timeâ in reference to how all the other parents in attendance are having fun with their children, but eisuke is busy talking to other people for business and connections etc. etc. mc kind of has a hard time trying to explain it to eito bc... itâs honestly poor parenting... eiji shows up after arriving late, and heâs like âgramps is gonna be with ya today! instead of papaâ which is cute but then sheâs like psst thanks for coming and im like oh... so grandpa just didnât randomly come to the open house for fun heâs just gonna be surrogate dad while real dad is busy... aw... and then at the end eitoâs like FUC THIS KINDERGARTEN. eisuke is like â(smh) donât yell in public. (despite everything) you are still the eldest son of the Ichinomiya familyâ
and so afterwards itâs clear that eito does not want anything to do with this school. he just sits in the classroom until mc is there to pick him up instead of playing in the courtyard or w/e, wanting nothing to do with the other kids.
so later thereâs a hiking trip for the students and both of their parents, and mc asks eisuke if heâll be available for it. eisuke is like, âi have a business trip that day, so Iâll have to adjust my scheduleâ and heâs been very busy in the opening of a new business or w/e. mc tells him to not do so much for something like that and that itâs ok if she goes alone with eito on the trip.
itâs the day of the trip, and mc goes alone with eito. she notes that a lot of dads did indeed come along for the trip. she apologizes to eito and says that she did talk to eisuke about the trip before, but heâs simply busy for this day. and im like... but girl, you were the one who told him not to change his schedule for the trip. yes a trip may seem less important than business ventures, but donât make it sound like you werenât the one who stopped him. lol. idk why im pressed abt this single line of dialogue bc later she does realize she fucced up there well eito is just like w/e about it and has pretty much accepted that sort of thing
anyway eito goes missing later and one of the kids said that he told eito that his dad (eisuke) didnât come bc his dad thinks that his work is more important than his son. so eito got mad and ran off somewhere
and then mc finally gets the lightbulb moment that eito... wants to see his dad!! he ran off to go try to see him somehow??? !! wow so sweet
itâs raining like a mf but then in her search for eito eisuke randomly pops out of nowhere. Heâs like âho i did not remember saying that i wasnât comingâ and sheâs like âim sorrryyyâ and both me and him are like âjust find the dang kidâ
ok yea they find eito, he starts being a good student, and u start to see where he starts being antagonistic towards his dad LOL etc. etc. lol this story annoyed me so i donât feel like doing the rest of the play by play orz
anyway thanks for reading my garbage LOL
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Portraits of a Tiger || 02
Legends of a great and equally terrifying warrior nicknamed the Tiger have been emerging from your fellow villagers for quite sometime. Stories of his skill, his stealth and his supposed wickedness have been passed around to the point where he is more prophecy than person. You have lived your life with a strong sense of conviction, rarely letting gossip influence your opinion. However, you would be lying if you said that his legacy didnât intrigue you. When the Tiger and his infamous army arrive in your village to refuel, you come face to face with the man behind the myth.
And no amount of marketplace gossip would ever be enough to capture the true complexity of his nature.
Pairing: Merchant! Reader x Warrior! Yoongi
Genre: Adventure, Romance, Smut (later), Fluff, Angst
Word Count: 7.1k
Warnings: language, depictions of violence both verbal and physical however they are fairly mild, mentions of war and power dynamics, there will be smut in future parts so, (18+ only please).
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A/N: oh hiiii. Iâm a little obsessed with this universe so, I hope you guys are enjoying all the Warrior! Yoongi content. Love you!
Once again, I want to shout out @bulletproofbirdyâ for everything she has done to make this fic possible. I love you so much!Â
âIâm just saying, some of the women in this village should at least attempt it. Wedding a solider is an honor, not to mention the fact that it sets you up for life.â Â
Janeâs voice sounds beside you and it causes you to smile to yourself; sheâs always coming up with plans for other people, attempting to live vicariously through them. Â
âLike Y/N- youâre young-â She tilts her head, her frizzy red hair almost twirling above her scalp, â-ish. You would probably be able to convince one of them to take you for a bride.â Â
You scoff, âThank you for having so much faith in me Jane, Iâll keep that in mind.â Â
Jane quickly moves on to another girl in the market, throwing the same amount of enthusiasm her way. Â
You know she means well, even if she is a little brash at times. Â
Itâs been two days since the market place was riddled with thieves and soldiers. Things have mostly gone back to normal apart from the same armored men loitering about your village. Â
Over the time thatâs past, youâve been able to meet or at least learn more about Yoongiâs fleet. Â
Seven men, each of them possessing an incredible amount of skill, made up the group behind the gossip. Â
Seokjin was indeed in charge of community outreach (and the cooking) but, he was also an incredible marksmen; his aim was unlike anything youâve ever witnessed. Whilst you were cleaning up yesterday evening, you saw a few of them practicing and Seokjin through a dagger from nearly 200 feet away only for it to land directly in the center of the target. Â
Namjoon, you met in the library whilst you were reading more about a new remedy you were planning to try. He was extremely brawny but very mild mannered. He introduced himself and thanked you for the bread you had delivered and upon speaking to him, you learned of his position in the fleet; psychological warfare. According to Namjoon, he was in charge of depleting the moral of their enemies by various means that he didnât specify. Â His gentle demeanor made it very difficult for you to believe that he was apart of such a dangerous team but you realized that, that was the very reason he was so successful. Â
Jungkook, according to Seokjin, was the fleetâs first responder: The first man on the ground during a battle and usually the last one to leave. He had two things on his side: speed and strength. The fleet calls him the Terror Cub which is supposed to be a play on Yoongiâs nickname. Youâve also learned that Jungkook is Yoongiâs younger brother and upon minimal observation, you can tell they have a very close bond. Â
Jimin, you met at the tavern during an evening out with Rachel. He was incredibly kind and his beauty was nothing short of offensive. His position in the army made sense; he was known as a Red Herring or in civilian terms: the distraction. Jiminâs beauty and charm was the fleetâs secret weapon and after spending a bit of time with him that night, you could definitely see why. Without a uniform, Jimin looks like a soft and unassuming man. A target would never suspect his true intentions.
Taehyung and you had a lot in common as he too was an Apothecary only- he didnât specialize in the same type of medicine you did. Taehyung was the fleetâs resident poison expert. You met him at the tavern as well as he was the man Jimin hung off of the entire night. You learned of their romance throughout the evening and, couldnât help but admire the sheer power between them. The Herring and the Poison Expert, what a duo.
Hoseok was still a bit of a mystery to you as he rarely ventured into the village. According to Seokjin, Yoongi placed him charge of training the new recruits specifically in the art Hoseok was most familiar with: archery. Upon the introduction of his position, you quickly recalled a story regarding the legendary archer. Â Hoseokâs expertise had made it into the discourse in your village roughly a year ago when the Royal Army took down invaders in the snowy mountains just west of your home. In accordance with the story, Hoseok defeated their front line from the treetops before they were able to reach the rest of his fleet. You hadnât had a chance to speak with him much but, he did introduce himself when you brought a second basket of bread to the camp. Â
Aside from being their general, their leader and, the most expert swordsman in all of the land, Yoongi was also the fleetâs strategist. He mapped their every move, their every course, their objectives and several precautionary measures should things go sour. He was essentially the brains behind everything but of course, you didnât learn this from him. The rest of his men had revealed bits and pieces about him throughout your interactions with each of them. Â
In addition, you also learned that Yoongiâs army was a defensive force. They were established as a means of protection by the Queens which would mean that the stories of them ruthlessly invading territories around the region were null and void. The seven of them preceded over a much larger fleet; 22,000 men who follow closely behind them but never fight unless Yoongi calls in for backup.
The Tigerâs fleet was the frontline, the brain, heart and soul of the royal army. Â
You feel a bit of sadness for them. They have done so much to protect this land and although they are revered and admired, they are also unnecessarily feared. Â
The morning passes easily and itâs one of those days where you actually enjoy being out in the plaza.
The weather was nice, temperate and cool just as you like it. Â
Clouds encase the otherwise sunny sky which keeps it from growing too warm in the marketplace and, with the slight breeze wafting throughout the atmosphere, you feel content.
A minimal afternoon crowd makes it easy for you to provide accurate and lengthy consultations to your patrons.
âYes- just apply this three times a day and you should notice a significant reduction in the inflammation.â You smile sweetly, passing a lot the salve to your customer before you notice a familiar color making its way through the crowd.
Itâs platinum and the curve of the ponytail its attached to belongs to someone you hadnât anticipated on seeing.
It causes your heartrate to go a little wonky whilst you attempt to look away.
The salve Yoongi purchased from you days earlier prove to be very popular amongst his crew and now his tin that was supposed to last him three months is nearly gone. Â
He may have other reasons for returning to the market as well but, his story was air-tight and would need no further explanation.
He would know, he checked.
âGood morning,â You smile at him and Janeâs train of thought is derailed the moment she sees your next customer. âHow can I help you?â
He raises his hand, a large metal tin between his fingers, âDo you have any more of this? I woke up this morning to find that my men have ransacked it. If you have the stock, Iâd like to buy 7 more tins so I can have one of my own.â Â
You canât help it but allow your eyes to widen at his request; the profits from 7 more tins would be enough to feed your family for the next month.
But you compose yourself quickly and nod, âI have more than enough- you said 7 right? Did you want the big tins again?â
He lowers his hand and sighs, his eyes flitting back towards his tent, âPlease. I donât trust the younger ones to use it as you instructed so, I want to make sure it lasts as long as it can.â
Snickering, you bend down and grab the requested amount of tins for him and nod in understanding, âMakes total sense. Iâm guessing one of the main culprits was Jungkook? I saw him rubbing his hands together for a really long time and, now everything makes sense.â Â
Yoongi smirks, his teeth peeking out between his lips, âAish that kid- he's gonna give me a heart attack one of these days.â
âHeâs younger brother right? I can see the resemblance...â You tease, wrapping the tins in paper, Â spending a little too much time on each one and, no itâs totally not because youâre trying to prolong your interaction with Yoongi.
âAdopted brother yes- my parents took him in when he was 7. Itâs interesting you think we look alike though, youâre not the first person to say that.â Yoongiâs hands have found their way to his uniform, smoothing it out subconsciously.
âOh really? Yeah I wouldnât have suspected that, you guys have the same mouth-â His brows raise at your comment and the glint in his eye makes you backtrack, âhis lips are a little bigger I guess though so- uh not that Iâm looking closely at your mouth or anything but-â
Yoongi starts chuckling then, the shakiness in your tone amusing him âI understand what you mean donât worry. Whatâs my total?â He nods to the tins, which youâve finally finished wrapping.
âOh! Right, Iâm sorry- your total is 24.50...â You slide the tins towards him carefully before Janeâs shrill voice sounds from beside you.
âGive the man a discount Y/N, heâs practically buying out your entire stock!â She urges, gesturing wildly towards your cart.
Your mouth opens as your eyes move quickly between her and Yoongi âO-â
Yoongi raises his hand, âNonsense. Ms. Y/L/Nâs products are some of the finest Iâve come across and are certainly worth the full price- Â 24.50 you said?â His brows raise again, looking directly into your eyes, not even bothering to turn to Janeâs direction.
The direct way in which he addresses her sends a bit of heat to your cheeks. Jane is someone you have mutual respect for but, her attitude isnât your favorite nor is her incessant need to put her nose in everyoneâs business. Â
âYes, thank you.â You smile sheepishly, bending down once more to grab a paper bag from beneath your counter, âIâll put in a few bags of rose hip and peppermint tea free of charge; they help with inflammation. I know you all will be training over the next few weeks so, you should get some use out of it.â
He offers a small smile and bows his head, âThank you. Uh-â Yoongi turns once again back towards his camp, âSeokjin hasnât stopped talking about your bread, has he arranged for you to bring more?â
Giggling, you accept his payment, tucking it away beneath the counter and nodding, âYes. Iâll be by this evening with a new batch.â
âHas he offered any payment? We appreciate the hospitality of course but, I do hope he plans on compensating you for your trouble.â
Waving him off, you shake your head and slide the bag his way, âItâs no trouble at all honestly, Iâve been wanting to hone my baking skills for quite some time so, this just gives me an excuse to do so.â Â
He grimaces, âStill, you should be-â
âI really donât mind Yoongi, I promise. This transaction is going to take care of my family and I for quite some time. Not to mention the fact that you all saved my village A LOT of trouble. Take the free bread.â You insist, smirking slightly and if you arenât mistaken, you notice a light blush come across his cheeks.
Clearing his throat, he steps back away from your cart, moving the smile off of his lips as best as he can.
He likes the sound of his name on your lips a little more than he cares to admit. Â
He needs to get out of this plaza before he smiles at you one more time. Â
Itâs getting a little out of hand.
âAppreciate it.â He mutters before bowing his head once more, âI suppose Iâll see you this evening then?â
Something flutters around in your stomach, âYou will. Thank you again for coming by.â
His mouth fixes over a tight smile as he fashions the bag around his wrist, which is quite delicate for a man of his nature. Â
When Yoongi is fully out of earshot, you take a deep breath and begin straightening up your cart, trying to distract your mind from his presence
Jane however, has been foaming at the mouth ever since he shot down her suggestion of a discount and quickly rushes over to you, smacking her hand across your arm.
âOw! Ok- listen we have got to find another way to greet each other because, youâre going to leave some permanent damage on me one of these days.â You admonish, your brow furrowing as you rub your arm.
She ignores you and leans down, her eyes wide with curiosity, âYou ARE going to pursue him arenât you? Heâs clearly interested, did you see the way he smiled?! He was quite literally hanging on every word you said!â She whisper yells, her eyes darting around Â
This conversation is giving you deja vu and given your flustered state you donât necessarily have the capacity to argue with her.
âMaybe heâs just kinder than you all gave him credit for.â You answer coolly, giggling as she tugs frantically at your dress.
âHeâs kinder to YOU. He barely gave me a second look.â She insists, sound slightly bitter
You quickly move on, waving over another customer, a smile still on your lips, âArenât you happily married Jane? Iâm sure your husband looks at you plenty...â
She kisses her teeth and rolls her eyes, âHappily is a loaded word dear. Regardless, my point stays the same. You said you were bringing bread over to him didnât you? Are you planning on using that chance to further this little bond you two have?â
Its your turn to roll your eyes now, âI plan on using that chance to deliver bread.â
With a grumble, Jane reluctantly returns to her cart as she too has a customer heading her way.
The rest of the day passes easily, which you are quite thankful for given that youâre evening plans are a little out of the ordinary. Â
Itâs hard to get Yoongi out of your mind but, you really do try, he is just a man after all.
Just an interesting, intelligent, handsome-
âY/N...â Rachelâs voice drags you out of your train of thought and causes you to quickly shift on the stool towards her.
You went to her house after you day had ended because:
Sheâs the absolute best
and
She has the better oven
âWhat? Sorry I was-â
She smirks knowingly, sprinkling flour over the dough on the cutting board, âJust thinking about how you plan on charming the Tiger tonight?â
Youâd like to deny it but, she isnât entirely wrong.
Instead, you just go back to wrapping the current loaf of fresh bread in the same paper you use to wrap you wares back at the market.
The cheese in this batch makes the outside of the bread a little greasy so, you always gift it with some wrapping; it also keeps the bugs away.
âYou know- you should come with me. It's your one-way ticket to Jungkook, you only have a few weeks to gain his hand in marriage.â You point out, smirking.
Rachel blushes profusely, âI- well- you know?!?! He really is something.â She stutters, swallowing back a bit of her nerves before continuing, âI donât know if I can do that. You've seen me in social settings...â
You snort and point in her direction, âI have. Youâre great in social settings. We panic- in private- together remember? Thatâs how we bond.â Clenching your fist to your chest dramatically, you continue with the rest of her concern, âHonestly heâs not that intimidating face to face. He was practically hiding behind in his friend when I was there...â
Jungkook had stood out to you for that specific reason; his demeanor at the plaza would have never lead you to suspect his shy and rather docile nature. Â
He certainly was perplexing.
Rachel smiles whimsically, staring off at nothing while she half-heartedly kneads the dough. She then lets out a sigh before giggling at the end of your sentence, âI suppose youâre right. He seems gentle underneath that brawny exterior. Heâs so handsome too- and such a high rank for being so young. Iâm just a village teacher...â
You smirk again, âGentle is one way of putting it.â Then you scoff, feeling actual offense at her comment regarding herself. To express your distaste, you throw a piece of dough her way, âStop that. You are literally the most eligible woman in this entire village. You are an artist, an educator and-â You take a bite out of a spare loaf of bread and shove it in your mouth, relishing in itâs doughy, cheesy texture. â- a damn good baker. Donât sell yourself short.â
She rolls her eyes playfully, âOh alright...youâre quite eligible yourself you know! How does it feel to have caught the eye of the Tiger himself, hm????â Â
âSo youâre coming?â You ask excitedly, bouncing on your stool before promptly looking away in denial, âI have done no such thing. Heâs just being friendly to me because I cured his dry skin. Soft hands will change a man let me tell you...â Â
âOhhhh I suppose I will.â She sighs with a shrug to her shoulders, âMy curiosity will always get the best of me, for better or worse.â She leans closer to her friend, conspiratorially âwe canât have that Tigers paws TOO softâdonât do your job TOO well, oh esteemed herbalist.â
âIn sickness and in health til death do you part...â You finish with raised brows, before giggling âesteemed and eligible? Now youâre just flattering me. I donât think heâll need to come back to my cart at least, I gave him enough salve to last the winter.â
Rachel shoves rounds the counter suddenly, heat blooming on her cheeks as she tries to shove you off the stool, âOh YOUUUUU!!â She rolls her eyes again, looking at you pointedly, âRegardless of salve, you donât give yourself enough credit. All jokes aside, Y/N, from what you have told me about your run ins with the general, he seems to appreciate your conversation. I donât imagine people treat him with such frankness.â
Your laughter increases as you hold onto the counter for dear life, âHey easy!â Biting your lip, you try to think of the right words to say without giving yourself away, âHeâs very interesting. I am- you know, very intrigued by him thatâs for sure.â
She lets you off the hook, her own laughter dying down as she returns to her place, âHe is fascinating...I am a bit surprised at how different he seems to be from the stories...it raises so many questions like- how did he end up where he is?â
âI donât know honestly. I kind of feel bad that so many people had him wrong- Seokjin said they donât get a lot of hospitality due to the rumors about Yoongi.â
Rachel pouts before turning to pull one of the last batches of bread out of the oven. As she tugs the tray out of itâs warm resting place her lips tug up into a smirk âOh itâs Yoongi now? On a first name basis with the nationâs greatest general I see- that was quick.â Â
Itâs your eyes that roll this time, heat rushing to the tip of your nose, âThat IS his name... I canât keep calling him Tiger now can I? That would be weird...â
She continues smirking but, her eyes hold a bit of sympathy as she addresses the rest of your sentence, âSeriously though, that breaks my heart for them...he handled that raider with more kindness than he deserved. It makes me wonder how many other rumors are unfounded.â
âYeah it really surprised me- I was expecting there to be bloodshed...I still canât believe he just let most of them go. Iâve seen soldiers administer worse punishments for lesser offenses. Â
âI suppose you are right. Yoongi seems to be shrouded in mystery, but perhaps you will have a chance to learn more about the man behind the myth?â She suggests, brows rising with her inquiry.
âTypical teacher- rooting for me and all my hopes and dreams.â You tease as the two of you load up the bread into the basket, âPerhaps YOU will have a chance to learn more about the man behind the chest plate hm? Are you all ready to go?â
She smiles, âI will ALWAYS root for you!â And as the two of you begin packing everything up she huffs, blushing once again, âYou really wonât stop teasing me, will you?â
âNope.â You smile cheekily, dodging as she tries to wack you, âI can see it now- you, educating the youth and him- protecting the innocent. Itâs a match made in heaven.â Â
Rachel offers a shy grin as the two of you head out the door, âA girl can daydream...â
The walk to the camp doesnât take long but within the short period of time you spend walking, your stomach manages to work itself up into a frenzy.
âOk- the main tent is the one with the flag on the-â You begin, pointing it out to Rachel but your voice is quickly swallowed as you spot him:
The Tiger aka Yoongi, strolls through the courtyard of their camp towards a group of awaiting recruits in the distance.
Heâs wearing crème colored linen pants and a matching peasant blouse, his long white tendrils wrapped up into a bun atop his head. He strides through the grass with confidence, his dark eyes observing his surroundings.
âYou were saying?â Rachel eyes you curiously before following your line of sight.
Before she can say anything, you rush to return to your explanation, âSeokjin is the one that I made the arrangements with so, we can deliver these in there.â You gesture to the main tent, swallowing back a bit of nerves.
You donât see many of Yoongiâs men out in the yard with the exception of Namjoon. Heâs sitting on a bench, dressed entirely in red, sketching on a piece of parchment. Â
As you ring the bell of the tent, Rachel subconsciously shifts behind you.
âIs that my bread?!â Seokjin yells from inside the tent and after a bit of shuffling, he pushes aside the entrance, a bright smile on his face, âUgh it is. You are a godsent Y/N...â His head cocks as he sees Rachel standing beside you, âOh hello, you must be Y/Nâs friend. Kim Seokjin, did you assist with this delivery?â
He extends a hand to her warmly and Rachel graciously takes it, smiling softly.
âI did. Itâs very nice to meet you. You can call me Rachel...â
He returns her smile, bowing his head, âRachel- thatâs a beautiful name. Thank you for doing this, I havenât seen these men so energized in quite some time.â Seokjin smirks fondly before his teeth tug at his bottom lip, âWould you two mind joining me in here for a moment? I have a question Iâd like to ask you.â
You nod despite your confusion, still in disbelief that youâve made contact with the nationâs most infamous men.
âOf course.â
Rachel nods politely, following behind you as Seokjin holds the entrance open. Â
Your hit with the smell of wood as you enter their tent along with a hint of musk. Itâs genuinely surprising that the odor isnât stronger given that multiple men likely share these quarters. Thereâs several cots on the floor and mini lanterns adorning the ropes holding the tent together. Supplies, personal belongings and various weapons litter the floor and tabletops and, in one of the cots you spot Jungkook, laying down, shirtless. Â
In front of his face sits a book that needs no introduction; a famous military strategy guide written by an ancient legend. Befitting, you think, of course they would have their men brushing up on military technique. Â
Your brain also hones in on the man holding the book:
Jungkook is truly beautiful. His chocolate locks reach the base of his neck, disheveled but luxurious whilst his tan and soft features are screwed up in concentration. He doesnât notice your presence at first but, Rachel certainly notices him.
You can hear her swallow beside you, her face turning bright red as her body subconsciously shifts closer to you. Â
Her lips part silently and she tries her best to tear her eyes away from his body. The broadness of his chest and the smooth curves of his stomach is enough to capture your attention as well despite the fact that muscle doesnât normally warrant a reaction from you.
As you the two of you grow closer to him, his eyes finally flit in your direction and, they grow wide like saucers. Hastily, he throws his book to the side before ripping his blanket off the end of his cot and wrapping it around himself.
âJungkook-ah, make yourself decent. We have guests. I believe youâve met Y/N already but, this is her friend Rachel...â Seokjin gestures elegantly to both of you, unbothered and unaware of the lingering tension in the air.
âYes Hyung-â He mutters and grabs his brown linen shirt off the floor and tugs it over his head. He stands, almost robotically and extends his hand towards her, âNice to meet you.â
Rachel moves in a similar way, her eyes still widened slightly whilst she takes his hand.
âHi.â She responds, her voice smaller than usual and it causes Seokjin to quirk his brow at the two of them.
Jungkook visibly swallows, his prominent Adams apple bouncing in his throat as his hand sort of lingers against hers.
âI like your- â His eyes flit to the top of her head, âribbon. Itâs blue.â
Seokjin smirks knowingly at the two of them now and he opens his mouth to break the tension before Rachel speaks up.
âThanks!â She says a bit too loudly before swallowing the volume a bit, âI like your shirt. Itâs very brown- a nice brown.â
Jungkook offers a tiny smile, dropping her hand reluctantly and before their encounter can continue, Seokjin speaks up.
âUh ok, hooray for first meetings hm?â He nods to the exit of the tent, âJungkook, I believe Yoongi was looking for you. He needs an assistant for todayâs training session.â
Jungkook immediately perks up, nodding in excitement, âYes hyung.â He pivots towards his cot to collect his armor but turns around once more to glance at Rachel, âNice meeting you.â
âYou too.â She practically squeaks, raising a hand in farewell.
Jungkookâs teeth peek out as he grins before he grabs his armor and practically sprints out of the tent.
Seokjin chuckles warmly and shakes his head before gesturing to the wooden table towards the back of the tent, âYou are welcome to have a seat here, this should only take a moment.â
You each take your places at the table, illuminated by the lantern hanging above you.
Seokjin rounds the corner to sit across from you, his prince-like features tightening with a bit seriousness.
âAs I said- this will be quick.â He assures you, licking his lips and lowering his voice a bit, âI was speaking with Yoongi earlier today and, he mentioned something that made me quite curious. He relayed a bit of your conversation with him-â He looks at you, â-he said that you told him that raiders were a common occurrence in your region, is that correct?â
You take his lead and lower your voice as well, glancing at Rachel before answering, âYes. The number of raids has been increasing recently over the last few months actually.â
âI see. Do you have any idea as to why that may be?â
âI mean- our village is known for negotiating with raider clans.â You offer,â Our leaders feel as though it prevents violence.â
His brows quirk, hands clasping on the top of the table, âHas that method been effective so far?â
You look to Rachel for her insight and she tilts her head, considering the question, before she nods in approval which causes you to follow suit.
âI guess so. We have a specific strategy but, we are equipped with defenses as well.â Â
Seokjin nods, his brows knitting together in thought. His plush lips part for a moment as he contemplates his next response, uncertainty written all over his face.
âHave either of you noticed any similarities between the clans? Anything at all- clothing, weaponry, language?â Â
Your immediate response is to shake your head.
When a raid is occurring, you donât necessarily have time to observe your intruders; safety is the only thing on your mind.
Rachel however, has noticed a similarity.
âThere is one thing Iâve started to notice actually-â She begins, âThey all seem to have a similar strategy. When they arrive, they encircle the town first before working their way inwards. It takes them a very long time to reach the center of the village, which is where we wait for them. Itâs very strange actually, the center plaza contains most of our valuables- it's almost as if they are trying to take over in a way. However, they always end up leaving after negotiations and, Iâve never seen the same faces twice.â
Now that she mentions it, you recall that similarity as well. Â
They do deploy the same tactic but, you just assumed that itâs the most effective way to get the most out of their raid.
Perhaps that isnât their only intention.
Your stomach shrinks at the thought as you try to push it out of your head.
Seokjinâs features twitch with a bit of unease but, he composes himself quickly and smiles.
âThank you. Iâll pass that along to Yoongi and see what he thinks of it.â He takes a deep breath, âWe really appreciate your cooperation. As I mentioned to you the other day, itâs not very often that we are able to communicate with civilians and it makes our job a lot easier if we have insight from people who actually live in the territories we try to protect.â He eyes you both with a bit of hesitation then, as if heâs contemplating something, âIf you wouldn't mind spreading the word that we arenât a group of vicious demi-gods that would be great. As fun as the legends are, they can be a hinderance to our work...â Â
You and Rachel nod in understanding, chuckling lightly at his word usage as the three of you stand.
âIâll pass along the information. Thank you for having us.â You smile, bowing your head.
Rachel follows suit and, subconsciously her eyes drift to Jungkookâs cot, something that doesnât go unnoticed by Seokjin.
âWe appreciate having you very much.â He smirks as his eyes flit to Rachel, âBoth of you. I think you should come along with Y/N for future deliveries Rachel, Iâm sure Jungkook would enjoy that.â
Comically, Rachelâs eyes widen a bit as she aggressively clears her throat, frantically looking away from Jungkookâs cot.
âWhat? Why would he? Wh-What do you mean?â She stutters which causes you to giggle fondly at your friend.
Taking her hand, you squeeze it gently and address Seokjinâs request, âOh sheâll be back, donât you worry.â
He chuckles and gestures to the door, âI look forward to it. Iâll walk you two out, I hope you have a good rest of your day.â
Rachel mutters something inaudible by your side, towing behind you reluctantly.
After your departure from the tent and a bit of friendly verbal sparring between you and Rachel, you separate to finish the remainder of your day.
That evening, you decide to go against your parentâs judgements and journey to the river once again.
As beautiful as it is in the daylight, the moon provides a rendition unlike any other. She casts her glow on the water like the mother of all spotlights, dancing across the surface with ease. Â
The truth is, you often sneak out after your parentâs have fallen asleep to find solace in the atmosphere of there. Itâs almost magical and you feel as though you can think clearly here. Â
You always bring your wicker basket along as well so you can collect any herbs or ingredients you may need.
Itâs a necessity to switch off between plants though and ensure that you arenât depleting the rivers natural resources too much; a practice you are continuously getting better at. Â
The river carries itâs usual orchestra of sounds along with a bit more whistling in the trees.
Itâs mating season for the birds here and they are singing to one another in hopes of finding a lover.
You giggle to yourself and think of what the world would be like if humans implied a similar method of finding a partner.
âShould I be concerned that youâre out here alone, laughing to yourself?â
The voice instantly sends energy up your back and you whip your head around to find Yoongi standing a few yards behind you.
He looks a bit worn out, likely from all the work heâs been doing with the new recruits but, his beauty overwhelms you regardless.
The moonlight casts shadows on his face, his mouth pulled up in a smirk, his hair tied back once again into a ponytail.
Heâs wearing a set of clean clothes, a white linen top with brown pants, his sword strapped loyally to his hip.
You imagine he never travels without it.
âShould I be concerned that youâre stalking me?â You retort trying to control the smile that crosses over your face.
He smirks, his hand coming up to rub behind his neck, âIâm not stalking you. Iâm patrolling the perimeter, common military practice. You just so happen to be along the perimeter.â
âThe perimeter is one the other side of the river, there is a path just through those trees over there-â You point to a group of trees to the left of you, âSo technically, youâre not walking the ENTIRE perimeter.â
Yoongi smirks broadens enough for his teeth to peak out as he nods, impressed by your knowledge, âFair enough.â He nods to the river behind you, âI like walking through here, itâs peaceful.â
You canât help but return a smile of your own as you nod, âIt is. I donât blame you for taking a detour, even if it was to scare the lights out of me again.â
He chuckles, âAre you out here often?â
âVery.â You nod, âThis place serves multiple purposes.â
âOh does it? What purposes are those?â
âWell, I get most of my ingredients from the river or the surrounding forest so, itâs vital to my work and,â You gesture to the space around your head, âItâs the perfect location to contemplate my existence, the meaning of life, the secrets of the universe- you know, stuff like that.â
Yoongiâs expression grows very amused then, his tongue poking out between his lips before he laughs again, âAh yes- that stuff. Has the river provided you with any answers?â
âOh yeah- plenty but you know, the answers only lead to more questions. Itâs a vicious cycle.â You quip, giggling a bit and feeling very comfortable in his presence.
There is magnetism between the two of you.
Itâs something youâve never felt before.
And deep down within your heart, you hope he feels it too.
He steps towards you subconsciously, glancing towards the moon and then back at you, âI know that cycle very well. Have you found anything worth sharing? My job doesnât exactly allow me to indulge in philosophy very often, Iâd welcome any of your insight.â
Itâs perplexing that a famous General would care to know your thoughts regarding the best eateries in your village let alone, for him to care about your philosophy.
Itâs incredibly odd. Â
You've always been a fan of oddities though so, you donât think as much of it as you should.
âYouâd have to be a little more specific, I donât think youâd want to sit here whilst I prattle on about the complexities of the universe.â You laugh
He bites his lip in contemplation, his gaze on you softening significantly, âI wouldnât be so sure...â Yoongi murmurs and the way he looks at you sends your heart on a marathon, âBut I see your point; what do you think of the war?â
Taking a deep breath, you attempt to compose yourself and your thoughts in order to accurately address his question.
âI understand it to a certain extent. Historically speaking, humans have consistently risen in opposition of one another for whatever reason. Peace seems impossible at times. With so many selfish people rising to power, it almost incentivizes that kind of behavior. Itâs rewarded. Peace is only possible when you restrict the empowerment of those who act within their own self-interest. The cycle always continues though so, war is inevitable.â You speak softly, taking your eyes off of Yoongi for a moment to focus on your choice of words. Â
His dark eyes seem to glimmer with fascination as he nods along to your response, the two of you shifting closer to one another.
Unintentionally, of course.
âHow should we restrict the empowerment of those individuals?â He licks his lips as his eyes narrow in curiosity, âDo you think there is a way to do that?â
Chewing on your cheek, you consider his question before letting out a sigh, âThe power would have to return to the masses. I think the idea that humanity needs finite leadership isnât completely accurate. Snuffing out corruption is difficult though, especially since itâs already been let loose. I guess there isnât a linear path but, Iâd like to believe itâs possible.â
He smiles, âSo would I. My profession wouldnât really imply that though would it?â
Your hands play with the fabric of your dress to distract from how close the two of you are as you swallow back the instability of your breath.
âI think it does actually. You arenât tasked with the corrupt objectives; your job is to defend against it.â Â
A grimace comes over his face, âI still engage in violence.â
âYou do.â You agree, your hands lowering to clasp in front of you, âThere is a difference between you and your enemy though isnât there?â
Yoongi is truly hanging on every word you say, eager to hear the soft twinkle of your voice, eager to understand your mind.
âThere is.â He answers tightly, glancing down your hands, âViolence isnât our objective.â
You notice his gaze on your hands and it causes you to look at his own; they look softer than you remember, which you hope you can take partial credit for.
Amused, you watch as he clasps and unclasps them unknowingly, his nerves starting to creep up inside his head.
âWhat is your objective?â You ask, smiling softly at him
He bites his bottom lip, nodding as he understands where youâre headed, âDefending the innocent.â
âIn times of war, peace also requires an army...â You conclude, hoping to comfort him in some way.
He smiles again but, he doesnât look up at you, his gaze transfixed upon your fingers, âYou should consider becoming an advisor of some sort.â
Your head tilts, your heart rate going crazy in your chest but, your curiosity and itâs need to be sated override your need to be proper.
âWhy do you keep looking at my hands?â
He still doesnât look up but he does blush, nervous laughter emanating from his lips, âBecause I want to hold them...â
At his confession, he looks up at you longing, his throat bobbing as he swallows and tries to discern your reaction.
Without thinking you unfurl your fingers and turn your palms so they are facing towards the sky, slightly embarrassed by the way that they shake.
âThen hold them.â
Yoongiâs eyes widen momentarily, shooting down at your upturned palms before he slowly, almost agonizingly places his own shaking hands atop yours.
Simultaneously, the two of you intertwine your fingers, feeling the erratic pulse of one another.
âItâs good to know that my heart isn't the only one thatâs pounding.â
Nervously, you giggle and nod rapidly, âDefinitely. I thought I was the only one...â
He chuckles in response, stepping towards you a little more so you can feel the heat coming off of his body.
The two of you stand there in silence, enjoying the feeling of one another and the simplicity of the act youâre performing.
Words fall short on your tongue because, you are truly in awe of the way you feel and, part of you worries that youâre actually dreaming. Â
A shout nearby, coming from one of your fellow villagers rips the two of you out of your moment as Yoongi suddenly remembers why he came this way in the first place. Â
He drops your hands and steps back, feeling slightly regretful that he let go of you so abruptly.
âIâm sorry.â He clears his throat, looking back towards the voice before gesturing to the forest, âI should go- my men will come looking for me if Iâm gone too long.â
Quickly, you nod in understanding, stepping a few inches back, âOf course. Thank you for the talk- it was-â
âIâd like to come by the river more often while Iâm here- if thatâs alright with you.â He interrupts you, his voice a little shaky as he clears his throat again.
Knowingly, you grin, âI donât own the river Yoongi...â
Your quip breaks the bit of tension between you and he chuckles, his hands adjusting his clothes unnecessarily.
âIâm aware, Ms. Apothecary. I was just implying that-â
You interrupt him now with a smirk rushing to your lips, âYou were implying that we should cross paths again.â
Yoongi bites his lip, cheeks the color of summer roses, âYes.â
âI think we should too.â
This makes him smile and for a moment, he looks like a young man, completely rid of any burdens.
Itâs a good look.
âAre you ok to walk back on your own?â Â
You want to tell him no but, the light from the main street is yards away and after that, your home is only 5 minutes by foot.
âYes.â You nod to the forest behind him, âAre you ok to walk on your own?â
He rolls his eyes before chuckling, patting the sword at his hip, âIâll manage.â
With one last parting smile, the two of you begin to go your separate ways.
Tonight, each of your minds would be filled thoughts of one another and if you were lucky, youâd cross each others path while you sleep.
One could only hope.
âGoodnight Y/N.â
âGoodnight General Min.â
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Hey there friendo! Could I get a funky madcom matchup? I'm fine with whoever (ŕšÂŻâÂŻŕš) This is also gonna be hella disjointed, so I apologize in advance (âĽwâĽ)
I'm 4'11 with super dark brown eyes and hair and a baby face; most people always think I'm much younger than I actually am (I'm 20, but just look like a forever teen I guess) I've got dreadlocks that go a little past mid back, freckles, beauty marks and light patches all over my body (not sure if its vitiligo or not), and I wear prescription sports goggles instead of normal glasses since the straps make me less likely to lose them, and Im accidentally rough on stuff sometimes
Agender, aroace with leaning for gender neutral and neopronouns, but i dont really care much in the end ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
I've got a metric shit-ton of mental illness, so my mental state is Wackâ˘, tho I'll point out my ADHD and Autism since those are my most prominent. Paradoxical is the best word to describe me cuz I can range from feral gremlin memelord to so-quiet-you-forget-Im-there (I accidentally scare people alot cuz of this). Relatively apathetic emotionally, and I can sometimes struggle with social cues, I'm also very childish, hyperactive and immature, and can be blunt and straight forward with my words. I have a trash sense of humor (I'll basically laugh at anything), tho I do enjoy dark, self-deprecating, and/or inappropriate jokes the most. Since most people see me as "ignorant baby", I like fucking with them by just saying the weirdest shit or casually cursing because I can. Honestly, the amount of memes, shitposts, and copypastas that I've memorized just for the sake of a joke, is amazing.
I'm academically smart to a degree, with a leaning towards the sciences, maths, and engineering. Mostly a big psychology and astronomy nerd and really big into art. I've gotta bunch of sketchbooks and folders full of drawings, (mostly character designs), from over the years and too many damn color pencils (that I will continue to add on too, because fuck yeah colors). I'm really into transformers, comics, anime, video games, and true crime. I like to lift weights and have questionable eating habits (forgetting to eat is a problem of mine so I always have snacks on me, and I tend to eat things I really shouldnt; Ex. Chalk) and basically eat like a famine survivor when it comes to food. I practically inhale my food and I tend to get aggressive if someone tries to interact with me while I'm eating or cooking. All and all tho, I'm mostly here to vibe and just live in the moment.
I have a lot of cat-like habits and tend to headbutt, rub up against, and bite and/or lick people who I like; walk on my toes alot; and prefer small spaces over wide open ones. I'm also really flexible, so it's not odd to causally find me weird ass positions. Gets the nyoomies randomly and struggles with volume control (not helped by me being slightly hard at hearing), so I'll usually pace around while talking and making random noises (echolocalia basically, and I'll mostly beep, meow, trill, make Kirby noises "poyo!", etc.,), and also hand flappy! I also like to sing to myself and have a really great range (mostly on the higher end of the spectrum), as well as decent voice acting capabilities! I mirror things alot, so if I interact with someone long enough, I'll subconsciously start mimicking them and their habits (mostly verbal quirks and accents, but physical quirks too sometimes). Very much prefer hot and humid weather and get real tried/hibernate when it gets colder. For that reason, I've got a huge nest of soft blankets, pillows, and stuffed animals.
i.. . .this was so long.. . .. i love you thank you for sending in a request but note for people in the future please don't make your requests this long it makes it rough on me
this is a good example of the longest request i'll take and this is a good example of the shortest use this to your advantage
i match you wiiiiiith...
Hank!
- Hank isn't sure where you came from but he returned to the bunker with you one day and after the shock factor was over, everyone accepted it and welcomed you in
- they really like your goggles, sometimes they'll point to their own and then point to you, saying that you were matching :}
- he's got a wack mental state too, so he understands a lot of what you're going through and helps you with social cues from the other three, and just is there in general to help out
- you also help them if they feel like they need to lean onto you for comfort or help
- he actually thinks your bluntness is helpful because he's the kind of person is mostly oblivious and doesn't understand what you're saying unless you say it directly and say exactly what you mean
- they love making you laugh at the silliest things. if makes them really happy knowing that they can make you smile or laugh no matter what the circumstances are
- a lot of the time when you say a meme or a copypasta in front of him he won't understand and will ask you what it means
- "one bad gloop and she do what i yoinky two big splurgs and a big gloopy three more yoinks, then i buy me a smoothie poured up a gloop, that's a gloop and a splurgy"
- "...i'm sorry what"
- they really look up to how smart you are and it fascinates them when you'll just ramble about a topic because they know that means you're really interested in it
- you love drawing and a lot of the time you give your assorted doodles to Hank. he loves and cherishes them because what the heck how are you so talented??
- they get onto you for eating things you shouldn't. they want you be happy and healthy, not just the former
- he also enjoys watching you cook whenever you do! he tries his best to help but the big guy has no idea how you do it
- they LOVE your cat-like habits. they love cats. period. any time you'll meow or rub up against them they just melt entirely
- the first time you picked up on something he said and started mimicking it, his initial reaction was :O but it grew more into a :D
thanks for the request! i tried to keep it short with all that you provided me, have a good day my friend
#mc but the good kind#my writing#from the minds of others#text post#x reader#x reader matchup#hank x reader#madcom x reader#madness combat x reader#madcom#madness combat#hank j. wimbleton#mc hank#madcom hank#madness hank#madness combat hank#anon
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Anon said: Are you still into krbk? I noticed you haven't draw them a lot recently (I don't mean to pressure you, I was just wondering)
I still very much am!!! but a convergence of unrelated happenings (my focus being unusually scattered, lack of general motivation, them not having interacted much in the manga lately, my having pulled out of the fandom a little for a bunch of reasons, having gotten into a lot of new things I want to make a lot of stuff for ??) had my output of stuff for them/inspiration related to them die down a lot ): I miss them though, I should fill a page with doodles of them one of these days... well, I havenât drawn much in genereal lately, so maybe letâs start first with fixing that haha
Anon said: Fun Fact : In smash bros ultimate there are spirits with octopath traveler and they're in pairs and guess what ? Alfyn and Therion are together :3
I KNOW!!!!!! It makes me so emo Iâm a bundle of feelings theyâre soulmates I tell youuuuuuuuuuu ;;A;; (little inconsequential things making me a mess, whatâs new xD) - another fun fact is that hâaanit and ophilia share one too!! and I ship them too!! and cyrus and tressa share one as well, and theyâre my brotherâs mains in his save! A series of delightful little coincidences haha
Anon said: Will you be drawing more Jujutsu Kaisen? I love your art sm and I would love to see more!!!!
Right now I feel like I want to spend the next ten years drawing these kids, so I sure hope so! But as I said my focus has been very scattered for the past three or so months, so I canât promise anything ): letâs both enjoy it while it lasts haha
Anon said: You are my emotional support artist. I check back every once and a while and BOOM. Serotonin.
Youâre too kind!!!! But thank you, Iâm glad I can make you feel better! :D
Anon said: i'm super new to your art (and mha) and i just wanted to say your krbk stuff is just !!!!!!! it makes me so happy and makes my poor jaded heart feel something and it's just all around incredible!!!
Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!! Iâm glad you like my way of portraying the kids!!!!
Anon said: Iâm about to cry Iâve spent an hour looking though your bnha tag for that lil comic where Kiri hugs Baku and. It. Sent. Me. Back. To. The. Top. I didnât even get to finish reading it. Iâm so upset. So. So. So. Upset.
(same) Anon said: OH MY GOSH IT KEEPS SENDING ME TO THE TOO I HATE MOBILE AND LOVE YOU I LVOE YOU BUT THIS WEBSITE IS K I L L I N G ME I JIST WANNA SEE WHAT HAPPENS AS KIRI ATTEMPTS TO HUG BAKUGOU BUT NOOOO, AN HOUR OF MY TIME ISNT ENOUGH SAYS THE TIME STEALER
(samesame) Anon said: I. Found the hug thing. On Pinterest. In. Five. Seconds. I hate life but also it was really cute. Thank you but seriously I hate this website
The saga hahaha sorry anon I couldnât get to you before you went out of your mind trying to find it, I got the asks in the middle of the night! Glad you could find it, though Iâm kinda sad you had to look on pinterest for it (...sad it is on pinterest at all tbh) here it is anyway, if this is the one you were talking about! you really went back in the years for this one huh
Anon said: So for that thing that you made a w h i l e ago where Bakugou ruffles Kirishimaâs hair, right? So I imagine Kiri is like w h a t and calls over Mina or Denki or Sero or all of them or something like that and tells them and is freaking out and theyâre like âhe wasnât in the right mindset, you know he sleeps at 8:32â and make a joke out of it as Kiri is freaking out. And Kiri is freaking out soooo much as they are crying laughing on the floor at Bakugouâs sleeping schedule.
hahaha Iâm sure he must have freaked out on them at some point after that, and bakugou must have done the same (probably with jirou, less likely but more hilarious with todoroki or tokoyami haha) - though, the original idea came from a bigger one where the scene in the comic didnât bring them anywhere closer to getting together (or figuring out theyâre into each other, for the matter lmao idiots) maybe one day Iâll get back on that >:]
Anon said: In your comments, you said âat this point my hands will never forgetâ and I had a nozaki-kun memory float into my head, imagining him sick and trying to make his deadline xD yes muscle memory
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anon you have no idea how often I think about that hahaha yes, I say my hands wonât forget but we all know thatâs exactly how itâll end at some point lol
Anon said: dang this happens all the time like I follow someone for their bnha content and then like two months after following them I find out they used to make yowapeda content and im just sitting their like dang thats wild because bnha and yowapeda are like the only two animes I watch
ANON!!!! HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Always so nice to find other ywpd fans!!!!!!!! Sorry Iâm not making art for it anymore (for now) but despite my sister insisting I read the manga already Iâve been putting it off......for years lol but itâs on my reading list!! So maybe Iâll get back on it at some point!
Anon said: FRAN!!!!!! i love ur art so much and im trying to buy ur products on redbubble and i geniunely cant decide what to get!!!!! i tired asking my friend but she doesnt know which one either hahahahhahah ig i just wanted to send this because i really appreciate u and u are very talented. im sending u lots of high vibrations and loveâ¤ď¸đ§Ą
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!! It means so much to me that you guys are still buying my stuff (TTATT) I should...........seriously update it..........gomen m(._.)m
Anon said:YES YES YEEES MORE ALFYON ON THE WAYYYYYY đđđđđ They're both the cutest really their ship is the beeest Try reading some the alfyon fanfics if you have some time, they're really good ! The one i really recommend you is Crismonberries, blackberries by court_court on Ao3 !Your art is the best ever can't wait to see more octopath !!đđđ
Anon thank you SO MUCH for suggesting that fic to me I!!!!!!!!!!!! loved it so much I deep-dived into it and spent two straight days reading it itâs such a gem!!!!! ;;; bless you
Anon said: Have you watched Fullmetal Alchemist?
Hell yeah! Only Brotherhood though. I read the manga too tho!!
Anon said: Have you read Noragami? Itâs one of my favourite manga, and the anime isnât half bad either (still waiting for s3 tho lol) anyway itâs really good, concept-wise itâs similar to Soul Eater, I totally recommend
I watched the first season back when it aired! Itâs not really my thing though ): feels a bit sad in that very specific way that always ends up just making me miserable as I keep reading............................... sorry
Anon said: I will never not be in love with your art. Everytime I'm feeling down and/or missing the boys I scroll through your krbk tag and it reminds me exactly of why I love them so much and I'm so thankful for that. Your brand of krbks is the one I love the most and honestly thank you so much for all your marvelous art of them and of other things as well because you art is just so pretty and I love seeing your ocs and other fandom art đđđ
Anon I love you......................... ;;;;; thank you so much, you have no idea how much this means to me (oTT^TT)o<3
#fran answers#long post#chatter chatter chatter#you guys are always so nice to me man#every time i write out one of these posts i'm overwhelmed by just how much love piles up in my inbox#sob#love you all
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one million of people you say? a whole million? wow. and you know, oddly enough, after i blocked you, the third ask that was fairly benign disappeared from my inbox, thatâs next level efforts, friend, slow clap to you.đÂ
and as much as i love the self-own about archieâs singing, letâs get to itâ
ratings for 4/01:Â
the last 3:Â
granted, i think most of us watched 4/18 out of morbid curiosity which would explain the bump (humans love to watch a train wreck)
so, as you can see, even though you use bots and have multiple accounts not even a whole million of barchieâs biggest fans can even be bothered to watch the show live.Â
in fact, season average is...well, itâs not good (itâs understandable, the show is just...terrible in general):Â
y i k e sÂ
i really hope you get your whole million together by the start of s5, love. youâre going to need it.Â
further more, if youâre so popular online and in fandom, iâm going to need an explanation for this:Â
and just to be sure i was really fair, i didnât eliminate any tags for your ship, i wanted to give you as many fics as possible (including one of mine being lumped in thereâyouâre welcome)
because, funnily enough, when i look at bughead, i get this:Â
(again, to be fair, no tags eliminated, so iâm sure thereâs a few barchie fics in there)Â
sorry, this is gonna get long:Â
so then i was like, the most popular on youtube you say? okay, sure, i donât watch a ton of videos for ships on there, i can buy that edits are popular for barchie (since you donât have a lot of canon, edits are a comfort) so letâs compare.Â
i searched barchie and filtered it to highest view count:Â
1.1 million! good job, you!Â
then, of course, to keep it even, i did the exact same thing for bughead:Â
well, i mean, iâm not great at math, but i can do some and i think 3.8 million is higher than 1.1. đ¤
to be even more fair, i searched archie x betty and filtered view count:Â
(yes, i scribbled on it. you should save that, itâs art) but 2 millionâeven better!
then, i searched betty x jughead and filtered for view count:Â
oof. now i am actually bad at math (pls see my art above, we all have our different skills) but i k n o w 23 million is more than 2 million. i used my hands to count and everything.Â
then i was like, wait, why is veronica not part of this???? veronica doesnât get tossed aside because sheâs in your way, babes, nope. give our girl ronnie some credit here. so then i searched archie x veronica and filtered for view count:Â
well, dang. here we go again with math.Â
okay. varchie. letâs try varchie:Â
well damn. i canât make it work in your favor with the 5 minutes of effort i put in. sorry. đ
thereâs a chance, that maybe, just maybe, that all of your likes/interactions across social media is more concentrated on the smaller amount of posts because your ship has less content overall (i think this might be true with the varchie videos, there are less of them so the hit count gets concentrated overall) whereas bughead has a much larger reach. now, true, that requires simple logic to be applied and realizing the trends of concentrations of demographics being used across each social media site along with users creating multiple accounts, etc.Â
(no, this obvs doesnât include social data for other sites like twitter and insta, i donât even use instagram and my twitter is professional in capacity, iâm not on there liking pics or commenting on entertainment media)
but, wait. maybe i was on the wrong site with fic??? letâs try fanfiction.net for kicks:Â
betty x archie, filtered with all available fics:Â
youâll have to take my word for it, i had to search, it was a whole thing.Â
okay. letâs do this! betty x jughead:Â
you guys just cannot catch a break. iâm really pulling for you guys. thoughts and prayers.đ
#anonymous#long post#anti-barchie#i am going back to smut after this#i blame my own damn curiosity on this one guys#legit shocked about that top youtube video tbh#we are bughead heathens#ha#okay yes i scribbled on it to be immature#i am tired#and i have no idea why this person is concentrating on me#i continue to be embarrassed for them
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