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shoutout to systems that experience regression! it can already be difficult to navigate regression without getting added complication of plurality- dealing with things like differentiating between littles and regressed headmates, regressing as a collective, and navigating relationships within the agere community (like those with caregivers, playmates, etc.) while being a system. you deserve a safe space to explore your regression AND be plural- we believe in you!
#inspired by our personal experiences!#there are a fair amount of systems in the agere community and we like to see content geared towards plurality so we figured some#others might relate to this đ#anti endos dni#sfw agere#agere positivity#plural agere#system agere#our posts#confluence.txt
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Finding out that Skully turned out to be a dead historical figure from CENTURIES before the current time and that everyone got their memories wiped after exiting the book.
I suggest an Necro no Hanayome AU where Yuu is the doctor and Skully's the corpse bride
#âdino rambles a bitâ#twisted wonderland#twst#lost in the book with tim burton's the nightmare before christmas#twst yuu#twst skully#skully j graves#necro no hanayome#this was literally the first thing i thought of after i saw a translation for that part#so is the skully we met in the event the real deal (via timey-wimey paradox rules)#the real deal (via him being trapped in that book for who knows how long)#or a ghost?#i'm personally leaning more on the first one. where they all entered the book in a similar time frame but in different eras#and i'm also banking that he was the only one out of everyone that remembered our jaunt#and the experience he had with the others inspired him more to spread around halloween through twisted wonderland#if only the quell the hurt#but that's also kinda worse because he'll probably find out that the people he met and befriended hadn't even been born yet#sad :'(#i miss my wife tails
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Having a good art class for the first time in my life is such an insane feeling, all the other classes were just my teachers being incredibly mean, not actually teaching anything and making us do nonsensical assignments and now I have a teacher that actually takes note of the kind of art Iâm into and gives me assignments based on things I enjoy and can improve? I made an oil painting of my current blorbo because this way Iâd be drawing something I like and still trying a new medium and learning things? My first homework was making concept designs for my OC? My next assignment will be making a scrapbook-esque research about Julia Lepetit from drawfee? Is this even real
#lemon man talks#Little rant but Iâm just so incredibly happy to be able to have this experience#Even if itâs just for 3 months#Our class is small so we each get individual attention and personalized assignments based on our skills and strengths#Since Iâm a cartoonist and mostly draw people my teacher is focusing on that for me#My theme for this term is gonna be humans basically#I need to study body language and poses and behavior to translate into my art and characters#And well letâs just say#Iâm really enjoying it#Despite being awfully tired and scared I wonât have the time to finish everything i want to do im having fun#I might have gone overboard on my sketch for the Julia pages but Iâll work on it during my free periods in between classes to do as much as#Possible too#Itâs gonna be two pages#One about Julia/how she inspires my art#And one about the Eugene oil painting I did#Well kinda#I didnât finish it
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so here's the first 30 minutes worth of work on this year's Big Drawing.
the idea for this one is that each week, I can add stuff to the scene based on what's going on with the wildlife and weather and whatnot I've seen, so that the drawing slowly goes through the seasons.
I'm also starting with it being set at just after midnight, and it'll finish with it being around midnight, having gone through a whole day/night cycle over the course of the year.
at the end of the year I'll export a timelapse of the drawing, but I'm also going to try and regularly export the drawing itself to show what it looks like at different times of year, so instead of one finished piece, there are a bunch of them that could all be considered complete drawings in their own right, but they're all versions of the same scene.
let's see how well we keep up with this one. I think it'll be a fun project to work on
#personal#thoughts#đŹ post#our art#big drawing 2025#I'm excited to see how this goes because I think I'll have to experiment with different techniques again#and probably be less of a perfectionist about it since it's more about getting the vibe of how that time of year looks#instead of it being one fixed scene where I can really go wild on the details#I started the drawing with a kind of similar style to the last one#but I think I might end up leaning more into something inspired by impressionism because I think that'd work really well for this
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Heal By Finding Your Core Wounds and Make Peace With Them
Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life.
You must find the strength to open the wounds, stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories, and make peace with them.
Remember this: There is nothing wrong with you. You have patterns to unlearn, new behaviors to embody, and wounds to heal. But, there is nothing wrong with you, and the core of who you are. You are healing yourself, maybe even generations of harm and remembering self love. This takes time.
Our Journey to Balance
#our journey to balance#reflections#self love#awareness#self awareness#conscious living#inspiration#motivation#gratitude#mindset shift#mindset for success#mindset matters#personal development#growth mindset#mindset change#positive reinforcement#positive thoughts#positive mental attitude#mindfulness#self care#winter landscape#winter photography#naturecore#wintercore#mother nature#human experience#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#writerscommunity#mental health
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University ever pushes you so low you have to go buy a couple of beers? /srs/neg
I'm gonna vent in the tags for a moment humor me for once /gen
#No but I'm serious this place is a nightmare /neg#Venting in the tags#humor me for a second. you go to this uni and they promise you a place that will teach you how to become an artist#on both like. morality and skill level. they feed you with bullshit for MONTHS. âoh mistakes are fine! they make you grow!â#or âoh this is a community we work all together there are no discriminations this is a safe place to learn and improveâ#and we like. work on this projects - THAT WE ARE NOT PAID TO WORK FOR SO *WE* GET TO PAY FOR ALL THE MATERIALS AND SHIT FOR THEM.#to like âhelp the communityâ or whatevrr because âartists are born to inspire others and bring joyâ and blah blah blah. BUT. LIKE. THE THING#THE THING IS. NONE OF THESE PROJECTS WILL END UP ON OUR CURRICULUMS. WHAT WE WORK 6-7 YEARS FOR ARE NOT SEEN AS REAL EXPERIENCES.#AS IF WE'VE DONE LITERALLY NOTHING FOR 6-7 YEARS. AND LIKE. THE PROFESSORS ARE SO RACIST AND DISCRIMINATORY AS WELL.#If they don't like you they WON'T EVEN GIVE YOU THE EXAM. BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY TO DEMONSTRATE IF YOU WORKED OR NOT. IT'S UP TO THEM.#THEY DECIDE EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE AS IF WE ARE SOME SORT OF FUCKING COMMUNIST KINDA BULLSHIT WORKERS.#Someone fucks up? *WE* FUCK UP AND EVERYONE PAYS. Someone succeeds? *WE* SUCCEED AND EVERYONE GETS THE CREDITS.#THIS IS ALSO WHY NONE OF THE WORKS WE DO END UP IN OUT CURRICULUM BECAUSE ITS MADE SO THAT *THE UNIVERSITY COURSE* DID IT AND NOT *US*.#IT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT AND I CAN'T EVEN GET OUT OF THERE BECAUSE IF I DO MY PARENTS WILL KICK ME OUT CUZ THEY DON'T WANT ME TO BE AN ARTIST#So I'm trying to STUDY for the exams and the âprofessorsâ are getting mad at me that I'm not staying 10 HOURS IN THAT MOTHERFUCKING ART LAB.#WORKING AT THEIR NONSENSE PROJECTS THAT WILL NOT END UP IN MY CURRICULUM.#âOh if you're not willing to put all your efforts for the course this is not the place for youâ BITCH I *AM* PUTTING ALL MY EFFORTS!#THIS EXAM IS *LITERALLY* PART OF THE COURSE!! WHAT KIND OF FUCKING BULLSHIT ARGUMENT IS THAT!!!!!#Istg I'm gonna cry I want to kms /NOT SERIOUS#I'm gonna cook dinner. chug my lemon beer. and try to study like a normal person and beg this shit will end soon#Don't worry I'm not going to become an alcoholic I just need something. anything and I'm ABSOLUTELY not gonna start smoking I hate it /srs#tw alchohol mention#alcohol mention#tw smoking mention#smoking mention#vent#tw vent#// mike speaks
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im exploding into a million pieces i found a reddit thread about butches in video games (specifically looking for them) in hopes that there was some kind of lesser known dream daddy-esque butch dating sim or SOMETHING cute like that and guys the fucking crumbs we have to live on you're actually killing me. im withering away why are there no kissable butches in video games im going to throw up and kill everyone. nobody wants a butch dating sim apparently. im gonna go weep in the fetal position
#everybody ignore this it's so stupid but#it's like heres a stard.ew valley mod where you can make leah butch and um idk starf.ield bg characters#and a baldgate3 character. IM CRYING WHERE ARE THE BUTCHES#'why is this making me emotional' (<- very understandable why it would make me emotional)#howling into the night sky ripping ny shirt in twain transforming into a big hairy beast bc i love butches sm#GUHHHHHHHHHH CMONNNNN#i just wanna see people's cute drawings of dykes ok. where is our version of bara#where is it please#im begginbg the universe generally#i need a hero (the song) is emanating from my pores rn. where are they we deserve so much better than this#gahhhh it's all overly palatable softgirl yuri fuckk. where are my big sweaty hairy braless deep voiced dykes im going to kill someone#when is it my turn to be happy wuagghhh#not to say i dislike softgirl yuri but i do not want to kiss them!! sorry but that is a big motivator for this#is wanting a 2d boyfriend (/dyke) because everyone else gets to have one :((#and also like. wanting to see dykes reflective of irl dykes rather than yuri for representation purposes that matter to me personally#and the gender euphoria that can often come from that but also FUCKK#nguhhhhhh oughhhhhh ahhhhhhhhgh. im such a fucking faggot im sick of this#a large chunk of the sapphic population is just completely not represented it's like they only exist in my mind#i never seen them around me either this shit sucks fuck my stupid baka life. wehehhh#exploding into a million pieces#im never expressing any kind of gay yearning again after this im done#is it too much to ask that i see people like me out there?? in many ways but tonight specifically in a butch way#ppl when they even think for a moment of making lesbian media where the dykes aren't sifted through straight attractiveness filters: đ±#again a lesbian dating dim w femmes would rule as well but it's all high schoolers and vaguely anime-hot women#and thats not good enough. it's like if they give a girl a big nose they'll fucking die immediately#maybe the real reason i consume so much homoerotic buff guy media is because SOMETIMES ppl draw them as butches#(<- not the reason but maybe loosely vaguely part of the reason)#anyway this was inspired by me watching ppl react to like. a popular pretty boy dating sim#and trying to figure out some equivalent experience for me but i can't bc none of it is made for me#killing everyone and then killing them again. hatred
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i think sometimes people forget that there's more than one way to be trans & that bigots Do Not Care what flavour of trans you are, they want us all dead so can we please stop arguing over things that literally dont matter and lift each other up instead of tearing each other down? im sick of this afab vs amab, tme vs tma, transmasc vs transfemme, the total erasure of transnonbinary & trans intersex individuals (or just nonbinary & intersex ppl in general). im so so so sick of all these new boxes we're trying to stuff each other in when elder trans ppl fought so hard against those boxes!!
for fucks sake, no one trans group has it any better or any worse than any other trans group, we just have it different, the transphobes want us ALL dead - whether its for different reasons or by different means, dead is dead. they dont care if youre tme afab transfemme or if youre tma axab transfemmasc or if youre a god damn clown fish. its all the same "agenda" to them.
im so fucking done seeing posts saying "trans women have No idea what its like to deal with....." or "TMEs fuck off! you're not welcome here!" or any of that shit because THAT is exactly how white supremacists get a foothold in. THAT is how we lose this battle. fucking THAT is how we get divided and conquered. they want us to split up into smaller groups and fight each other, they want us to be too weak to fight back and the way to do that is to wittle down our numbers & until they can get away with outright killing us in broad daylight (more than they already have) they have to make do with splitting us up and turning us against each other
im just sick and tired of all the infighting, you're either with ALL of us or you're with the white supremacists, idfc if you are trans yourself. we need all of us to work together and put our differences aside. it is not that fucking hard to sit yourself down and go "ok well they may not know what it's like to be me, but i dont know what its like to be them either" and realise that turning against other trans ppl just bc "they dont understand" is ridiculous and just a bad move when we're in the middle of a fight for our fucking lives. who cares who's "more oppressed" this isnt the god damn olympics, this is the fight for human rights and right now we need to focus on keeping all of us alive. save your petty irrelevant fucking discourse for when we aren't focused on trying to keep our community ALIVE
#bug talks#bug rants#this is inspired by being transnonbinary & experiencing transmisogyny as well as transandrophobia and they are both equally bad#& way too many of yall binary trans ppl seem to forget about those of us who Do experience what its like to be treated as both#ive been mistaken for a trans woman & a trans man more times than i can fuckin count#they are both insidious#but way too many of yall are too busy arguing over who has it worse and whos forcing who out of what space#yall dont even realise that its a community wide issue & people are guilty of this on all sides#but sure keep reinventing gender norms trans edition that's fine#and when we get our throats stomped on and our intestines pulled out by our mouths im sure itll Really matter whos tme or tma#which btw is a term that doesnt even make sense because any person on earth can be a victim of transmisogyny bc transphobes r idiots???#you cant tell who's trans and who isnt by looking at them and so even cis women and cis men and trans men and intersex folk can experience#transmisogyny so i dont understand what the point of that label even is
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Fuck the cringe. Begone thot
I'm literally tomura (source mha) and bodily a crow (gryphon) in outerworld.
I'm not that similar to my source, and I don't identify with the name Shigaraki so I'm just Tomura lol. But I'm still Tomura, which is very cringe and 'lmfao you think you're a fictional character' and yes you're right. It's true. And I ask you, so? What's your point?
Life is too short to be your own bigot to your literal identity that you can't even control. I mean, being your own bigot to any part of your identity, even if its controllable, is dumb. Its extra dumb to try to change if it wasnt even voluntary because you can't. -t
#terrorpunk#terrorpunk is a big inspiration to us (midwinter)#we never could even imagine we'd just be content and happy to exist as who we are#it's a huge contribution to us accepting we were plural and all of us#especially Lillian (he hates my guts but fair bro) who is scary. Yes#I won't lie in our experience#plurality is terrifying#mostly to us. But we assume it would sound insane to a singlet if we told them there was a little guy who punishes#Me and Mikhail and s/hs the body because I wouldn't acknowledge him#And punishes me so bad I want to kill myself and think it's my idea.#But yeah Lilian is still a person who hurt a lot and he thinks what he does is just. And he should be treated#Like a person#Not a mistake or a stain on the earth for existing. Which is how he felt in his homeworld for centuries.#It must have been horrible for him to be treated like that by the past fronter who#Didn't even want to talk to him#Just wanted to kill him and deny he existed at all#Anyway#Yeah#I'm a literal anime character#Outerworld experiences and outerworld trauma is taken away#we're a norse god lol#Written by midwinter#Thanks terrorpunk
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#original music#the sound is lute actually#I've never played a lute but I would Love to#the art is inspired by personal experience#I was a farmer's market kid for yeeeeaaaaars#my dad had a nursery and my mom and I sold fiber goods at our booth too
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The best part of people bookmarking our stuff, we think, is that we get to read vastly different tagging systems and systems of organization. Sometimes it will just be a bookmark but sometimes we get to read cool secret public recs and sometimes we get to read someone commenting "1" on our fic and not elaborating in any way
#we speak#ao3#also we get to see our freaky little fics amidst a bookmarks archive thats mostly fluff with very little in common with it#and know that we have written Good Enough to get this person to break their usual reading habits of fluff and fandom#and on top of that written good enough that they wish to bookmark it to seek it out later#also we get to read tags that deffo will only turn up once unless someone else is writing in the Exact Same Niche#our own bookmarks ofc are a mixture of Public Fic Rec and stuff privately bookmarked with shit like âuse for fic inspiration laterâ#our negative reviews are all ofc private if it isnt at least bad in an entertaining way theres no use showing it to people#and we are not going to lead people to 20k words that we struggled to slog through. no one needs to experience that.#you will find it on your own or its not meant to be
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Can you tell I don't care about football?
The title isn't even a title. I just really don't care about football and this is the second??? third??? time I use it to hurt this blorbo. Enjoy x3
Prompt: Blurry vision | Support | âI think I need to sit downâ
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Kouji stumbled. The world spun around him, out of focus. His head hurt. The air was thick and heavy and hard to get into his lungs. His heart banged against his ribcage. Quick beats like a woodpecker. An arm wrapped around his waist.
âYou okay?â
Kouichi. Kouji leaned against him, blinked. Okay wasnât⊠the right word.
âThink Iâm sickâ, he mumbled.
He waved a hand infront of his face. He could see it, but the edges were blurry. It probably meant something.
âWorldâsâŠâ
He didnât quite find the words to explain. Was too tired. His heart beat too loudly. Why did he come along to the park to begin with? His body tilted forwards and he didnât have energy to fight it. Kouichi tugged at him, tried to get him to stay standing. It wouldnât work.
â...think I need to sit downâ, Kouji said.
Kouichi tugged at him again. Turned around a bit. Kouji had no idea what he was searching for.
âAlright, letâs get you seated downâ, Kouichi said.
He took a step. Kouji tried to lift a foot, but his knees buckled. Hit the ground. Koujiâs head spun worse. He leaned forwards, hands against the grass. Closed his eyes. He could hear the others come closer as well. Izumi, Junpei, Tomoki and Takuya. He opened his eyes, but they didnât want to stay open.
Why had he come along to the park?
A hand was placed on his shoulder, someone shook him. Sounds were starting to be just as blurry as his vision.
âLetâs get him lying downâ, Junpei said. âAnd get some water into him.â
Lying down sounded nice. Kouji leaned to the side, let gravity do the job of pulling him down. Hands turned him over, put him on his back. He blinked, but his eyes still didnât want to stay open.
âTakuya, go get your bagâ, Kouichi said.
Soft steps as Takuya ran away, returned. Something soft was placed under Koujiâs legs. The bag. They pulled his bandana off, put a wet towel across his forehead. His head slowly started cooperating again.
âSorryâ, he whispered.
âYou have a feverâ, Kouichi said.
Kouji wasnât sure how Kouichi knew, but he nodded.
âYou woke up with a feverâ, Kouichi repeated, âand decided that playing football sounded like a good idea.â
Kouji frowned. When Kouichi put it like that it made him sound like an absolute moron. He opened his eyes. The world was in focus.
âI didnât think it was this bad?â he tried.
âYou almost faintedâ, Junpei said. âThatâs pretty bad.â
Kouji rubbed his eyes, yawned. Tried to sit up. Takuya put a foot on his shoulder.
âYouâre not getting up until weâre sure youâre fine.â
Kouji felt small where he was on his back, with Takuya, Izumi and Tomoki towering above him. At least Junpei and Kouichi had the sense to sit down. He turned towards Kouichi.
âIâm fine, promise.â
Fine was an exaggeration, but the air didnât feel as thick any longer. Kouichi looked at him, put his head in his hands and shook it.
âFine, sit up if you want to.â
Takuya took his foot off Koujiâs shoulder, took a step back. Kouji stayed on the ground. He took a shaky breath. Tomoki sat down.
âAre you thirsty?â he asked.
âIâm not helplessâ, Kouji answered.
âNo, but are you thirsty?â
Kouji snorted. His throat felt dry.
âA bitâ, he admitted.
Tomoki disappeared out of Koujiâs field of view, rummaged around in the bag under his legs. A bottle was placed in Koujiâs hand and Kouji took a few sips out of it. The water was cool despite the sun shining on them. Kouji closed his eyes and put the bottle on the ground again.
â...call mom or dad?â he asked.
He wasnât helpless but his head still felt a bit weird and he wasnât sure he could muster the words to explain to his parents what happened. Kouichi squeezed his shoulder, took the phone from his pocket. Kouji listened as Kouichi explained what had happened. Someone took the towel from Koujiâs forehead, rewetted it and put it back. They talked quietly, Kouji didnât listen. He was almost drifting off.
âMamaâs on the wayâ, Kouichi said. âHow are you feeling?â
âTired?â Kouji suggested.
He put a hand on his chest, massaged it. His heart felt like it was trying to escape through his ribcage. Kouichi frowned.
âIs it pneumonia?â
Kouji shook his head.
âHeartâs still racingâ, he said. âItâs uncomfortable.â
âAre you having a fucking heart attack?!â
Kouichiâs suddenly louder voice made Koujiâs head pound again. He clenched his eyes shut and shook his head.
âIâm too young for a heart attackâ, he said with a laugh.
âYoung people can get heart attacks too, especially if they decide to work out when they have a fever.â
âReally feel like youâre scolding me now.â
He pushed himself into a sitting position. The towel fell to the ground next to him. His head spun, but not as bad as earlier. He put his hands in his lap, kicked the bag to the side. Took a few deep breaths to try and get his speeding heart under control. He hadnât expected it to get this bad.
âItâs not a heart attackâ, he repeated.
Kouichi opened his mouth to protest. Kouji was so tired. He leaned forwards, put his head in his hands.
âNo, really, itâs not. Momâs taught me the signs in case dad would get one.â
Kouichi sighed. Moved closer and sat down right next to Kouji.
â...okay then. Think you can walk to the parking lot?â
Kouji hesitated. Maybe. The thought of standing up sounded like a chore. He put a hand on the ground.
âHave toâ, he answered.
Because he did, didnât he? Mom wouldnât be able to carry him there and he wasnât helpless. Just a little sick and tired. He got his feet under himself, pushed himself up. The world spun. His head exploded. Someone wrapped an arm around his waist and put his arm over their shoulders.
âEasy there.â
Takuya. Koujiâs legs trembled. But he wasnât falling back down. Success? He leaned against Takuya. Takuya laughed.
âNeed me to carry you?â
âDonât think Iâm that sickâ, Kouji said.
Kouichi stood up, grabbed Kouji's hand and pressed two fingers against his wrist. Kouji blinked, stared at him. There was a frown on Kouichiâs face.
âIf you can carry him, please doâ, Kouichi said.
He let go of Kouji, shook his head. Crossed his arms over his chest. Kouji rolled his eyes.
âThatâs almost as high as your exercise pulse.â
âI have been working outâ, Kouji said.
âYeah, but itâll usually be normal by now.â
Kouichi had that irritating know-it-all voice he got when he knew better than Kouji. Kouji rolled his eyes again and tried to take a step. Takuya followed, but Koujiâs legs didnât quite want to carry him, his lungs didnât quite want to get enough air. His chest hurt and his pulse sped up. He clenched his hand around Takuyaâs shirt. Why did he get out of bed?
Takuya laughed, took a better grip around Koujiâs waist before leaning down. His other arm behind Koujiâs knees and the world tilted. Kouji stared at the sky. Well, this was stupid. The whole situation was stupid. He put his head on Takuyaâs shoulder, released a frustrated breath.
âJust this onceâ, he said.
âJust this onceâ, Takuya agreed.
Kouji closed his eyes, counted his heartbeats as Takuya walked. Way too high, but he wouldnât admit that if he could avoid it. Mom would know what to do. He pressed a hand against his chest. Next time he was sick heâd just stay in bed until he was better.
Yeah, no, that was a lie. He wouldnât and he knew it.
Takuya stopped. Kouji blinked, looked around. Already at the parking lot. Takuya let go of Koujiâs legs, lowered him onto a bench. Kouji rubbed his eyes, leaned forwards. His head pounded to the beat of his heart and his stomach was starting to protest as well.
âHowâŠâ he started. Swallowed. âHow do I look?â
He hoped it didnât come across as flirtatious. That Takuya wouldnât answer in a flirtatious manner. He needed to know.
âLike death walked over youâ, Kouichi answered.
âYeahâŠâ
Kouji pulled his hands across his face. Leaned back and closed his eyes. He felt like it too. He heard a car pull up, the door open. What sounded like momâs shoes against asphalt. A hand against his knee, Kouichiâs awkward greeting. Kouji opened his eyes. Mom. She looked at him, grabbed his hand. Put two fingers against his wrist in a gesture he wasnât supposed to notice. She frowned and Kouji agreed.
âHeyâ, she said. âReady to go?â
She didnât mean home, he could see it in her eyes. But they didnât need to worry the others. He nodded, reached for Takuya. Takuya pulled him up, held him as he stumbled to the car. Mom opened the door to the passenger seat and Kouji sank down in it. Buckled up before leaning back, closing his eyes and listening to his heart pounding in his ears.
âCan I come with you?â Kouichi asked.
Their voices sounded far away, from the other side of an iron door. Kouji leaned the seat back a little. He was starting to feel dizzy.
âIâm sorry, Kouichi. Not this time. Weâll call you later, I promise.â
âFrom the hospitalâ, Kouji slurred because his brain was an asshole and decided to let it slip.
He really wasnât feeling well. Cartoonish noises left Kouichi, or maybe it was just Koujiâs brain playing trick on him. Someone closed the door on his side, he couldnât tell who from behind his closed eyelids. The darkness was nice though. Soft. Silent.
...they should probably have called an ambulance.
The engine roared to life and the car shook. Kouji pressed a hand against his mouth, then let it fall down. He was drained. Mom squeezed his knee, or was he imagining, and then the car jerked as mom pressed the gas pedal down. Kouji slid against the window. It was cool, released some of the ache behind his forehead. He sighed.
If whatever was wrong didnât kill him, Kouichi would.
#windy writes#whumpril2023#digimon frontier#kouji minamoto#kouichi kimura#takuya kanbara#the others are there too but they barely do anything#sick kouji#it was nice to write some actual whump today :3#although I enjoyed a break to write non-whump as well#but I'm a little bit better so we're back on out bullshit#I still have a fever and am coughing but my nose isn't constantly running#it has entered the hell-stage where it's just blocked and I can't unclog it at all though help it sucks#anyway kouji can have little a whump as a treat to me :3#sorry frontier-tag you'll never get rid of me ^^'#unless you block me I guess#you probably already have#honestly valid we're all in charge of our own internet experiences#anyway to the few who hasn't blocked me I hope you enjoyed this disaster :3#this story inspired by a friend from loooong ago telling me about a person who died after he had gone to the gym with a cold#if you're sick please take it easy and rest your bodies#see you all later today (it's already tomorrow in sweden) for another disaster I guess!
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obviously easier said than done and i occasionally falter in it, but i think me setting a rule that i need to have a real one-on-one conversation with another person at least once a day is one of the best thing's i've done for my mental health
#it does not matter what the content actually IS or if i start the interaction#so long as i actually try to connect with someone about literally anything and not try to close the conversation up early#my conversation yesterday was with a friend i'm trying to be closer with and our favorite ios text reaction. whatever!#what matters is the effort#i feel considerably less down on myself#and even when i do feel despondent i know i have people i have formed real relationships that i can talk to#(and failing that forming those relationships just makes me feel more like a person which itself helps when everything is falling apart)#face to face is better in my experience but i think it works either way#this should not be this shocking to me. and yet it IS awe inspiring how much just TALKING to other people can help you
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a little thot dump
i really really want to write. i have so many ideas and beautiful things in my mind but whenever i sit down to do it it just isnât coming to me. itâs making me so sad. i want to read and love it again. i want to write and express and share but it hurts so much. itâs like calling into a big, scary void. itâs such a useless feeling. hoping to come back to myself soon. thanks to anyone whoâs waited. iâll be back when i can.
#sad thoughts#i hate it here!#and going to chicago was so eye opening#got to experience it w my favorite person in the whole universe and we literally had the time of our lives#she inspires me so much and itâs been showing in every single draft i make#canât wait to write more and feel good about it.
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Now a days, I don't think people are looking for the meaning of life so much as they are looking for meaningful experiences to make them feel alive...
Reflections...
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