#insane experience i think but anyway
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pov you've never seen a sheep in your entire life but by fuck this thing is going to kill you
#aspect.art#cotl#cotl lamb#behold: my boreray sheep inspired lamb concept#i'm bein real casual and goofy about this so i actually. Post it#but also can we talk please about how like. there's a pretty solid likelihood that a lot of the folk you interact with in cotl#have just. never seen a sheep#i've seen some folk talk about it in an angsty way for the lamb and that's a cool and agonising concept#but fucking imagine#a thing you've never seen before in your life just fucks up and fucking murders everyone#insane experience i think but anyway
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This is what happened after 3.1 isn't it?
#hsr#phaidei#phaidei nation I humbly offer thee a low quality meme to cope with the doomed yaoi that was going on#phainon#honkai star rail#fellas is it gay for your red coded rival to your blue coded rival to clasp his hands over your own after you stabbed him#due to thinking he was the objective of your revenge quest#pull your sword deeper in and by consequence add to your proximity while smiling and fondly say “Found you.”?#Was it casual when you had an insanely charged and homoerotic scene in the hot baths that had you face down on the ground at his feet?#no but seriously these two have me in a chokehold#what do you MEAN you told him your precise weak spot just in case you became you turned against his cause#and his presumed future EMIYA Archer coded shadow self immediately went precisely for it?#and you KNOW you'll die with a wound in that weak spot in your back and you told him about it anyway#and you tell people to keep an eye on him after you go to meet your fate and then ask him to watch over your people#and he says he'll work hard to learn your language#AND FINALLY#“If there's a chance in the next life you should come visit my library.” WHAT IF I PERISHED ON THE SPOT?!#that's their “See you in the next world.”; their “Do stay alive. I wish you the best of luck.”;#their “I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.”; “You were a wonderful experience. You were everything.” etc etc#they make me ill (positive)#also I find it so funny that as a KevinSu shipper in HI3rd I went into Star Rail expecting for the dynamic to be more coded with Anaxa#only for Phaidei to hit literally all of my points and favorite tropes in a ship and by consequence my head with a steel chair lol#really hope we see Mydei again soon because literally the first thing Phainon does after he's gone is talk about him all the time#he is a professional yearner and I respect him for it (especially since I too miss Mydei as if he's Odysseus going off to war and sea#for 20 years and I'm Penelope waiting at the shores of Ithaca)#also sorry for the low quality screenshot I was literally too invested in the quest to try and take better ones#gotta love how Hoyoverse is always giving the Kaslanas some of the best romances in their games and ESPECIALLY so if they're queer#myphai
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Finally got Fish Book 3 out from the library (and 4 on its way!), at last I will be experiencing Real Pregnant Li Yu for myself! After being there for your experience of it finally it's my turn xD You said a bit back you like getting drawing prompts, could I suggest flustered just-realized-his-fish-is-a-cute-boy Prince Jing? He gained confidence quickly but that period where he was embarrassed about things like petting his fish because if his fish is a person petting his tail is like touching his butt was very funny and very cute 💖 He's such a dork <3
hey, prince jing, what exactly are you touching there? 🤨
#dtbpf#disabled tyrant's beloved pet fish#tdtbpf#dtppf#li yu#prince jing#mu tianchi#you're so right this brief moment of ''clarity'' (?) from prince jing was amazing#ah the awkwardness of having a cute yao for a pet :')#honestly this is exactly the cute sort of prompt i needed right now because good lord it's election night and i'm going slowly insane#so! let's think about cute fish instead!#i hope i got li yu's colours right i can't remember when things shifted....#anyway i am THRILLED that you're getting ready to move on to book 3 and 4#you DESERVE to experience that with me considering how you egged me on through this whole process#fish!mpreg be upon ye!#also the sheer amount of shenanigans that li yu manages to get up to in book three is impressive#keep me posted as you continue to read i love hearing people's thoughts while they read something i've read#my art
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I just saw barbie and i have Thoughts
#i simply think allan is THE transmasc experience#you know when you're a guy and you know you're a guy but like#even though the guys all act like you're welcome to hang with them#you're still not ONE of them#but you're also Definitely not one of the girls#but the stupid shit guys are doing makes you feel insane#and also you know for a fact girls are way better than they get treated by men#so you're like on their side#but you're still not ONE of them#anyways we stan allan#barbie#barbie 2023#greta gerwig barbie#allan#allan barbie
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the s1 remaster negativity is killing me 😭 now listen i am of the idea that s1 is beautiful as she is and that it shouldn't be erased (which it isnt being erased!) but its not unreasonable or unnecessary for AE to want to reboot it.
i think they're reasonably a little embarrassed by it and not because its poorly animated or they found walmart funny at 13 years old or the fact that it has angry birds and annoying orange and everything a teenager laughed at in the early 2010s. its because of the blatantly ableist tropes they (unknowingly at the time) implemented and all those really weird racist jokes they were finally able to cut out via youtube editor because they've grown and changed as people. rebooting s1 gives them the chance to revisit all that as well as other things (the TERRIBLE sound mixing, lightbulbs sudden transgenderification, the way brian talks about it being canon in this stream really makes me think they're gonna revisit that)
i do think there's a reasonable chance the crustiness of s1 will remain if its a reBOOT and not an HD remaster. while they did go back an redo all the thumbnails years ago, theres a newly animated section during karma waits (the halloween episode section) resembling the old style (all of which was done by adam himself!) and i really don't think they'll backtrack on the old style since its been implemented in various other instances. and in terms of the humor and shit i would hope they wont change much? but all in all they do keep the meta-narrative of ii in mind (brian has talked about iii also being a sort of escape for the cast) and i don't think they'll change too much going forward in that case.
overall its not invalid to feel. Weird. but i dont think assuming the worst possible scenario is for the best!! be aware that we literally haven't seen anything yet!!! yknow. stay tuned and all that shit
#i do have mixed feelings and stuff i dont want them to change but i really dont think itll be terrible!!!#maybe i just assume the best of people too much but I HAVE BEEN RIGHT BEFORE!!!#I WAS RIGHT ABOUT SUITCASE REALIZING FOR HERSELF THAT HER EXPERIENCES WERE REAL TO HER AND THATS WHAT MATTERS#and i was right about tacomic not being done yet as brian stated that there's more to be said on them and thats why we got soaps shovel talk#like SOMEONES gotta keep taco on the hook#also im aware brian isnt like the only writer of ii but hes the one who goes really indepth on it lmao#inanimate insanity#mossball.txt#anyways. inanimate insanity on the ides of march anyone
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who let mephone direct the purim play?? (edit: fixed a typo lol)
(objectober 2024 day 7: production)
#dandy's doodles#inanimate insanity#ii#ii baseball#ii nickel#ii balloon#ii suitcase#ii clover#ii mephone#ii cabby#purim#objectober#objectober 2024#fitting for me to reference the other costume holiday no? :)#seriously the armless alliance fits very well into the purim characters#suitcase does fit better than clover as esther but i feel like clover would be more likely to get that role in a play. y'know?#but yeah. baseball as achashverosh... the leader who's passive and ineffectual though well-meaning; always relies on his second-in-command#then nickel as haman. the second-in-command who puts all his energy into hating people and guides the leader into enforcing that hatred#balloon as mordechai... the guy the king's second-in-command despises (though here it's for different reasons)#and for esther... someone half in the party of people nickel/haman would hate and half in the party of people he'd like#who recognizes the way he's cruel and screwed up and eventually points it out#suitcase works better as i've said. cuz she's actively pissed at nickel and causes him to experience some punishment for what he does#while clover more gently tells him to change#for vashti... suitcase can work for her yeah. part of the group but excommunicated for disobeying#if i'd pick someone else i'd do soap i think? but i'm not sure#anyway i'm really not escaping the symbolist allegations... adapting mythological/biblical imagery for art......#it's fun though! and in this case it can be silly too
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Just started reading ORV (not that far in but I am lightly spoiled on some plot points bc of friends) and trans Kim Dokja would hit diff if Fourth Wall's censor helped cover how fem his body shape is
Like that'd be fucking hilarious
'i didn't think the apocalypse had to happen for people to be more accepting of my gender' says local man, who has a skill that literally convinces others that his boobs don't exist
Imagine the misunderstandings. Imagine them, please, I beg of you. I need someone to vibrate on the same wavelength as me when it comes to everyone literally not Knowing He Is Trans because HE LOOKS LIKE A FUZZY BLOB.
Kim Dokja, very confused but very glad that people are so accepting when he knows he doesn't pass as a guy. Kim Dokja, scrunching his face when people talk down to women and look at him like he'll implicitly agree because he's one of the boysss. Kim Dokja, getting weird ass stares for the menstrual products he has on hand-- (OH GOD BATHROOM BREAKS, BATHROOM BREAKS WOULD BE SUCH A HILARIOUS SUBJECT, IMAGINE HIM GOING TO THE WOMEN'S BC OF HABIT AND GETTING TUGGED BACK BY SOMEONE ELSE STERNLY LIke stop laughing Sangah-ssi, you're being such a bully rn)
He just looks like a thin frail looking stick of a guy, it's like only when people get close and touch (if you're even allowed to... the kids get that privilege via hugs) that some areas seem to have more give than others while others seem more expansive than they actually are. When you set your hand on his shoulder, the hazy form is lower and tinier than you expected... He's so weird.
#orv kdj#orv#kim dokja#[trans-es your wet slop of a man]#Fourth Wall is a homie#Dokja has no idea until the censorship gets pulled back and someone is like 'YOURE A WOMAN???' and hes like '?? no??'#absolutely no change to canon other than this#hes happy the apocalypse brought him closer to so many accepting people lol#yooo... imagine gender euphoria of your fave character calling you a guy#(Yoo Joonghyuk)#I think part of Kim Dokja dies and ascends to heaven when Joonghyuk calls him a guy/man#that part held his self preservation and a not so scarce amount of his sanity#thats why he is so batshit insane--#ALSO BONUS JOONDOK#Yoo Joonghyuk preparing to enter his first gay relationship ever fully expecting dick n balls#sighs in relief like 'ah this. i have experience with this. i won't fuck up if its these parts--'#Uriel would be so sad that most of her fan content of the two is now defunct but is happy for kdj anyways#im done now#sorry for invading your dash everybody
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Tacomic GAY
#inanimate insanity#taco ii#ii taco#mic ii#ii mic#microphone ii#ii microphone#tacophone#apparently that gets used too#anyways theyre LESBIAN for each other yeah#taco is at perfect hugging height#probably doesnt like being so small most of the time but when mic hugs her? she is the perfect size.#taco loves mic too btw#shes just distracted by tiddies#which is an average lesbian experience probably#ii gijinka#oh yeah these are my gijinkas btw#i mean you cant see taco that well#i have a few other doodles of gijinka taco if anyone wants to see#i like making her pointy :3#and a woman lover#zoinks scoob thats a lot of tags#tw suggestive#slightly suggestive#i think?#tacomic#how did i forget to tag it as tacomic
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[Wakes up] Hey, do you ever think about Handsome Jack and wonder if he ever felt jealous of his doppelgangers ? I think he did. I think sometimes he would look out to see someone who looks and acts so much like him, someone meant to be an exact copy of the man he presents himself as, but they just Feel better. Not that they are better; no one could ever beat the real deal, after all, but something about their performance sets them aside from him, and it bothers him a lot. Because they are different people with different experiences, maybe it impacts how they perceive certain actions and niceties, and maybe that means they're just a little bit better at some things than he is, but he can't for the life of him figure out what it is. Kindness seems to come to so many of them so easily, the kind of charitability that a superhero has while saving the day, and he yearns to be able to do that as effortlessly as they do, but it just doesn't come naturally to him. He has to really try to be kind like that, and it drives him mad how hard it is. It makes sense on paper and it makes sense if he logics it out, but actually going through with it is too difficult. He's stuck in place because he's missing the one component he needs to finish a transaction and it frustrates him to no end. Handsome Jack looks at his doppelgangers who pretend to be him and thinks, for an agonizing second, wounding his ego in the process, "Why can't that be me. They are already pretending to be me, but they're not, they're like a better version of a man I already am". And then he tries not to think about it as hard as he physically can. But sometimes it lingers. Sometimes, he wonders if maybe the issue isn't with them being better; it's with him. He is a prototype to be improved on, while they're the shiny new models ready to go out and do things. But he doesn't want to be like that ! He can't be ! He's the main attraction, he's what's being sold here, so he can't possibly need improvement. Sure, he's jealous of how easily it seems for these people to slip into his own skin and personality without having to go through the agony it took for him to mold it, and he hates how it seems like people enjoy having conversations with them more than they do with Him, The Real Guy, but surely. Surely. SURELY it's nothing to be examined. He doesn't need to look into it that much. He's fine. Everything is fine. Anyway,
#Magoriginals#txt#Borderlands#Do I dare tag him. do I. idk#fuck it sure#Handsome Jack#please do note that I don't usually write character analysis for Jack but he does interest me sometimes. I like to poke in his brain#I just like to think that Timothy being generally well liked by people despite him looking and (supposedly) acting exactly like Jack#while Jack himself doesn't get to experience that#And I think it would make him very resentful#But like. He doesn't want to be ! Timothy isn't doing anything wrong ! In fact he does his job fine !#But sometimes all he can think about is how Timothy Lawrence doesn't even exist anymore but people still prefer his personality over the on#hes literally being paid and is supposed to be copying#It probably drives him a little insane to know that people would rather have his xerox than him. yk#anyway [gives this ceo some flavour of autism for fun]#also this guy 100% is letting trauma dictate some of his personal morals (NOT A GOOD THING)
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on principle i fail to see the point in DNIs cause so often it's the same people that have a DNI interacting with the people their DNI is alluding to lol. but when it comes to singular posts having a DNI i'm like. are you a control freak? why do you care about what the stranger pressing like or reblog on a post you made is into. like how does that influence your online experience whatsoever. also why do you think said stranger is gonna respect the warning you just wrote. why do you think people online are on the same wavelength as you are when it comes to social etiquette. but most of it all, why does it matter
#rambling#i think some of you are so fucking annoying trying to control the most meaningless of interactions#in a space where it effectively cannot be controlled because we're just a strangers fleeting by#customize your online experience the way you want to obviously#but make it your responsibility. not others#its so weird and entitled to me to expect someone youve never even spoken to#to abide to what you consider acceptable and not#it should be up to you and you alone#idk i truly believe being a control freak has become so utterly normalized online that people dont know how insane they sound#when they post all these warnings to people that#1. dont care#2. might not even see it to begin with#imagine walking down the streets yelling not to interact if you enjoy x show or think y thing#you sound insane lol#anyway#on principle i avoid anyone with a dni because we clearly have a fundamental disagreement on how we view online interactions
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"if you stare into the fire long enough, you can see the whole world pass by." ive been thinking a lot about the early days of the gang
#my laptop being out of service has been driving me insane since i cant do digital art until its fixed#so i ended up pulling out some of my acrylic paints and doing a traditional painting#i really dont have all that much experience with tradtional painting but this was fun#even if theres weird anatomy mistakes because erasing my sketch was annoying#anyways yeah the old guard has been on my mind lately. i keep thinking about what things mightve been like#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#hosea matthews#dutch van der linde#fanart#art
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had a wanda in my game ask me how to effectively use meteor m like my beautiful daughter i havent the slightest clue. also round starts in five seconds.
#marvel rivals#snap chats#LIKE DON'T ASK ME THAT RN HELLO VLEKJEKLA I LOVE GIVING ADVICE AND TALKING ABOUT MAGS' KIT BUT#/I/ cant even articulate how best to use meteor m. like idk .... vibes ...#the answer i typed up for them during Round 2 was just.. prioritize supports jelkrajleak#LIKE I DONT KNOW I CANT ANSWER IN TWO SECS. priority target will always vary on the situation but safest bet imo is support#meteor m is also good for drawing fire away so there's that to remember if your team's getting overwhelmed#idk.. AGAIN IDK I STILL DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO BEST USE IT#i have a general idea but ... lol ..#anyways i hope that mate does well in learning to play mags#i dont think he's a hard character to play at all even My Experience aside#his kit is very simple and as long as you understand the philosophy of a tank then you should be fine. also please hit your shots#manage cool downs protect your team blah blah blah#anyway i got like two more posts to make. like an insane person. maybe just one ..
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i actually loved the original movie casting of the careers because those were really good actors (Isabelle fuhrman's clove, as we know, basically raised me and shaped my thg experience) but I will say there should've been more people of color in the career pack for many reasons including how the whole model minority experience of being raised in a culture that has high expectations on you to perform well and make the family proud/their sacrifices worth it pairs amazingly with the entire concept of career district culture.
#thg#thg careers#alsooooo thinking about like how d1 serves up beauty and the beauty industry is extremely colorist/racist even in countries where so many o#the population is dark brown skinned. (this is my literal personal experience I have been to my parents' country several times)#and brown!girl glimmer being fetishized/sexualized while also at the same time not measuring up to insane beauty standards w her dark skin#or how extremely intense clove and Cato were about honor and the pressure d2 places on them to represent them well#anyways this is just me thinking about my personal experience so some other thg fans of color might have a different take#mytxt#cato hadley#clove kentwell#i'm cackling bc I typed out glimmer and the tag that came up was#give glimmer beautiful brown eyes (???)#which is so true of me actually#glimmer belcourt#marvel sanford#gloss thg#cashmere thg#enobaria thg#hello the singular career of color the movies gave us#brutus thg
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PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC OR PAIRING.
Nathan and Ruben share a bond more powerful than most; mutual understanding through past experiences no one should ever have to go through, and through past actions so horrible they cannot be spoken of. Their grief and the blood on their hands binds them to the STEM technology they created, which has alienated them from the rest of the world— but they give each other the comfort they have both longed for so desperately for years, and that is all they need. They are each other's counterpart; you cannot imagine one without the other, like two sides of the same coin. Through their pain, their grief, their desire, and their regret, they have become one.
anna akhmatova, the guest // bones; equinox // 'i won't become' by kim jakobsson // agustín gómez-arcos, the carnivorous lamb // by oxy // achilles come down; gang of youths // czeslaw milosz, from 'new and collected poems: 1931-2001' // 'extended ambience portrait from a resonant biostructure' and 'migraine tenfold times ten' by daniel vega // a little death; the neighbourhood // marina tsvetaeva, from 'poem of the end' // by drummnist // katie maria, winter // 'nocturne in black and gold the falling rocket' by james abbott mcneill whistler // micah nemerever, these violent delights // body language; we are fury // 'the penitent' by emil melmoth // chelsea dingman, from 'of those who can't afford to be gentle'
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#tew#edit:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#so much shame in my body but still used my taglist but um let me know if you want to be excluded from oc/ship web weaves#just really wanted to share this one because i'm very proud of it and i want it on my blog. so. :]#recognition of the self through the other + wanting so desperately for the other to be deserving of a second chance#because if there is hope for them than there is hope for you etc etc and so on. that's the core of their dynamic i think#they understand each other on such a fundamental level that no one else comes close to because they are in so many ways the same#like how in in the first game leslie could sync up with ru/vik and all that? nathan would be a VERY good candidate for that as well#and it makes me insane!! and then the added layer of nathan being lead developer of mobius' new and improved STEM system#which makes him the same as ru/vik AGAIN but in like. the way that they're both men of [computer] science#and there's the fact they both have a dead sister. they both killed their parents. they were both mobius playthings for YEARS#and they've happily killed and tortured during all of it. they're angry they're out for revenge they're completely disconnected from#the normal human experience and they're working with what they have. and then after all of that is over then what is left?#their story focuses on them picking up all the pieces. everything that's still salvageable at least. and try to start over in a way#they cannot be forgiven for what they've done but they can move on from the past and do different in the future#there's still things left undone and left unsaid... in my canon at least. i know there's not gonna be any more games. it's fine#anyway they end up going to therapy and then they get better they're not a doomed couple they just like being dramatic#if you read all of this we can get married tomorrow if you'd like
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when you platonically change your will after having a platonic near-death experience where your (work) partner platonically claws at the mud with his bare hands to platonically rescue you while screaming and sobbing . and make it so that (platonically) your best friend will become the legal guardian of your child in the event of your death, even though there are at least 5+ family members literally begging to take care of your child. and you say no. i want my platonic best friend to raise my son. platonically. and then you keep it a secret and don’t tell him about it for a YEAR because everything is totally normal and platonic. and then you get shot and your best friend platonically lives in your house to platonically raise your child while you’re in the hospital . and u say hey dummy. u are not expendable to me and actually i did this top-secret thing that i was never planning on telling you about because i trust you more than anyone else in my entire life . platonically.
#platonically doesn’t look like a word anymore#anyway. still thinking about how#buck told taylor ‘i’ve had a lot of experience not feeling wanted’#or whatever the line was#and FIVE MINUTES LATER#EDDIE IS SAYING THAT HE MADE HIM THE GUARDIAN OF HIS CHILD#HELLOOOOOOOO#THEYRE INSANE THIS IS INSANE#I FEEL PHYSICALLY UNWELL#i know you guys have been telling me about this but#WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME ABOUT THIS#911#buddie#god.#the hyperfix is hyperfixating
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#I do not want to hustle and some of my most beloved people do not understand this#I was talking to my honorary big sister on the phone today about why I'm taking a gap year#the main reason is that the final semester of the program I was accepted into is around 50 hours per week of unpaid field work#which means you aren't allowed to have a job during that semester. this information was not presented until after the application process#anyway she was like “well that's fairly normal for healthcare professions” which is true#however this is a community college program and I would have expected them to account for people needing to work throughout college#anyway I responded “yeah true but I'm considering that maybe healthcare isn't for me then. I don't want a job that requires that much work.#And I don't! I don't want 50 or 60 hour work weeks! I want to work 40 hours and then leave and live my life!#but she made it seem like any job that requires a college degree is going to require that. And I don't think that's true#but also she is older than I am and has much more job experience so idk.#maybe she's advising based on the fact that as a teenager I was super type A and ambitious and really wanted a career?#whereas in the past couple years...idk I just want a reliable job that I don't hate that pays the bills and leaves time for enjoying life#so. I'm not sure#And now I kind of feel bad for not having that ambition anymore/ not wanting to have to give myself ulcers to get through school#But college is not worth my sanity and I found that out the hard way.#And I also feel bad for not being one of those people who CAN handle that much workload! Like I can certainly learn#to do more than I'm doing currently#but I will never be one of those constantly busy and insanely productive people. And I don't even want to be anymore#and yet that feels like an error.#I am not lazy! I used to think I was but no. I enjoy getting work done and doing personal projects and going to work and improving things.#It's not even as though I don't have things I want to do with my life. I have a lot of short term and long term goals!#I want to contribute to my community and support my family however I can and make art and tell stories and be a safe place for people!#and so much else!#but those ambitions aren't necessarily directly connected to school or a job for me anymore#and I value rest and having a social life too much to completely put my health on hold for years and years#sure college does take up a lot of time and energy but it shouldn't wholly consume your life as far as I can see.#and now I feel very unsure if that approach is realistic.#thinking I should talk with her again and try to explain myself a little better and ask what she meant.#diary
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