#information about coffee

[door]

had therapy on my bed and now i can’t move because the daughters will also move and how can i deprive them of this? how can i deprive myself?

[vaguely-concerned]

I feel that during the first coffee date walk through the market, rye has a fraction of a millisecond's kneejerk trauma freakout of '...wait. wait. am I really catching feelings for a rich boy again. with how that went down last time. am I truly that stupid' (once derogatorily referred to quite openly at a party as 'young master anaxas' pet mortalitasi' to which the young master anaxas only grinned and shrugged and STILL you don't break up with his smug controlling ass for good for six more months because you have a desperate bottomless yearning pit where your self respect should go, twice shy lol). and then he actually looks at lucanis standing next to him getting harding spearmint to help with bad dreams and generally being so quietly thoughtful and sweet through the prosaic yet necessary medium of grocery shopping it makes me feel a little unwell to truly contemplate. and rye is like '*the softest fondest eyes anyone has ever turned on anything* ...you know what. I suspect we don't have to worry about that repeating, I think we're probably safe. I am comfortable being this level of stupid. (slowly dawning marital intent even at this stage)'.

(part of the reason rye buys NONE of illario's bullshit at all right from the beginning is that he's basically vaccinated against this exact type of dude after that relationship lol. charming suave guy who in the beginning pays you a lot of lavish attention and takes pains to make you feel special every time you're in a room with him -- but shallowly and mostly, it slowly dawns on you, when there's something he wants from you (and he's often doing it at the expense of someone else, raising you up to put someone else down and you won't believe this... it can turn into a seesaw at a whim. yay). and beneath that there's just a seething pit of resentment and inferiority complexes and bitterness left to fester until he can make it everyone else's problem and that IS going to start to bubble up between the cracks with you too if you stick around for long enough. no thank you been there done that wasted my youth and potential on it and all I got was this lousy shiny set of new emotional intimacy issues haunting me for life! trust me illario I HAVE, as it were, chosen the wrong dellamorte before, which is exactly how I know I didn't this time. go get him lucanis I've got your coffee

hilarious mental image: rye and illario sitting quietly together while everyone else is busy milling about during a cursed dellamorte family dinner (the vibes are so bad. you know the vibes are bad. sitting as still as you can and hoping for calm skies is your best bet without lucanis or teia favourite child privileges to work with) and rye out of the blue gazing thoughtfully into nothing over the edge of his glass with half-lidded eyes to go 'you know. you remind me a lot of my ex. not in a good way' and illario with absolutely no shame and hilariously also something that's the closest he ever gets to real sympathy going 'yeah, I get that a lot'. best talk those two ever had, unironically. their bond leveled up to its final form that day. *soulsborne boss defeated text* MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING REACHED)

[iceunhie]

yes i know i hear all the moze and wanderer brainrot and yes i will push out my playing hard to get (pt 2) eventually chat i promise trust uni and life has just been hitting me so much lately LOL (not memeable but you get what I mean),,,,,, thank u so much for the sweet comments on both of the fics and my recent ones! i spent all day rereading and getting to them and felt so much better hehe

[redamanccys]

i hope my habit of bringing politics into everything and rbf have captivated you

[randomperson0k]

been struggling to concentrate on one thing at once so i have kinda been bouncing between my wips like a ping-pong ball and havent been getting anything done.. ill have some stuff done soon though. hopefully. for now here are some distracted doodles i did instead of working on my 10 other wips

i really wanna write another fic but idk what to write...

1st one is experimenting with a way green dominated color palette + fluffier hair [i usually draw hyde with more red/browns and make their hair really messy and spike-y] for my headcanon/au tgs hyde, 2nd one is working on a au (?) of a au uhhggrg

[icewindandboringhorror]

examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk

[nebulastarss]

You know how wild it is to see comments on YouTube of children going "i subed. im 7"

I did not interact with the YouTube comments until I was a teenager. I have made a grand total of less than 5 comments. Because I'm a pussy who was scared of saying something stupid and having the internet show up at my door to shank me. Yknow. Exactly what I was taught would happen.

And I stare at these comments and I think to myself

'If you knew your address, you would've posted it.'

[shi0n]

let it be known that shions favorite ice cream flavour is plain milk ice cream. no vanilla. MILK

[door]

2025 score so far

all of my treasures fit in my suitcase +5

nibling stopped being mad at me (for being 2 years old reasons) and hugged me goodbye +25

air travel -5

plane streaming was soooo slow and glitchy -2

watched Perfect Days (2023) anyway +5

getting my dad a wheelchair at layover made the experience 1000x less irritating than usual +5

and got us offered pre-boarding for our last flight +1

which my dad was sooooooo smug about -1

aunt closed her trunk door on my dad's head (this was very funny at midnight) +2

got dropped off first after the airport +2

reunited with terrible daughters +10

ted was mad at me until 10 am (when she got hungry) -5

robyn excited about treasures +3

milk in the fridge still good +1

burned forearm reaching across the kettle as it boiled -20

robyn had special ointment which helped +10

aggy's leash got sent home with punkin (70 miles away) -5

total: +31

[amtrak12]

When this fic included S6 events in this S4 setting, I assumed it was a purposeful AU choice because they wanted Niles to already be divorced. But now the fic just casually mentioned the use of webcams for online therapy and I... my brain is broken, I just don't understand.

No one was using webcams in 1997.

[jichanxo]

meet a smap fan in the wild and they tell me they like kimura. girl everyone likes kimura, it came free with your liking smap*

[guinevereslancelot]

most fucked up thing at my new job is there's only zero calorie sweeteners at the coffee station in the break room. three different kinds of zero calorie sweetener but no regular sugar because the assumption is that literally everyone is on a diet?

[cowboylikesel]

do we have any idea when the wedding takes place timeline wise? like is it days, weeks, months (??) after the events of this episode? what are we working with here?

[sendmyresignation]

deeper into major labels and while i disagree with a lot of it its become more of a fun intellectual exercise since now it's much clearer sanneh is in his own critical zone instead of just going total summation mode.

[organised-disaster]

My old history notes were absolutely UNHINGED

[beehuts]

my initial appt for hrt is booked 😖