#in the god creation plan
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please let them meet
#drawn with my Mouse#okay the idea here is that collei encounters him pre-irminsul in like. the probationary time before he Really gets involved#in the god creation plan#i dont have time to draw the rest of this out but the next panels are supposed to be of scara telling collei the bird is wounded#and hes just . staring at it. not touching it or trying to help. and colleis like Well. We can take care of it back at gandharva ville .#lets go. and scaras like Lol no thanks. i'll be on my way.#and collei's just left thinking Wow whats his fucking problem. but the sight of him wandering aimlessly back into the woods stirs something#in her heart.#i want to visually juxtapose the image of scara leaving + webtoon collei.....#doodles#m
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when the god was made in the image of a man who infiltrated the mind of said god and in doing so made himself intertwined with the form that god took while also being the cause of that form creating a infinite feedback loop of what caused the god and his creator to evoke the very image of the death the creator feared through the form of an animal representing that concept, and the god has faint, undeniably human characteristics given to him by his creator while his creator retained none of it. fuck
#slay the princess#quiet is absolutely a corvid in draconic packaging#but theres traits of him that cannot be detached from his construction to aid humanity#his hands and arms in particular. and his uncomfortably human teeth but mostly his hands and arms#bc his hands are very birdlike yes but the general anatomy is completely detached from anything that could be described#as avian or draconic#whereas the narrators almost completely played straight as a crow but with teeth#and its so specific and maybe im reading too much into it#but his teeth are extremely NOT human-like#the narrator is extremely not human even though he once was#did he give his humanity up in creation of the long quiet and the shifting mound?#in his last moments before he became countless echos did he put all of the humanity he had and give it to them#in order to make the long quiet understanding of the concept of mortality in an attempt to sway him on slaying the princess#and in order to make the princess capable of death just as humans are?#was it his own plot to save humanity through the creation of gods that he stripped himself of his own humanity and handed it to said gods#making them resemble living mortal humans far more than he ever could after he gave it to them?#was the gift of humanity that he gave the concept of reality in two distinct ways the exact reason why his plan failed?#why his giving of that gift came back to destroy the construct he created?#that in deciding it to be his duty to act effectively as a mortal god he gave up his own humanity#and made two gods that were more human than him?#anyway narrators got sharp teeth and is a bird except humanity is mentioned. so this man became a bird. metaphorically. after playing god#sorry you tried to destroy death and your creation and you too became symbols of it!#its only symbolically satisfying and fitting i hope you understand
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I feel like The Father and Hell both understand and experience love in all the worst ways.
The Father sought to create a life form that would follow and love him unconditionally. It wasn't enough that he had a great cosmic kingdom of angels who are unquestioningly loyal, no, he needed something that knew suffering and mortality and the threat of oblivion, and would still find love at the end; love for him above all else. But after numerous implied failures at that, in his desperation, he instead created the threat of eternal damnation to force them to love him in order avert that fate. Lucifer's words must have been like a splash of cold water, but by the time he realized sheer magnitude of suffering he had unintentionally set into motion, it was too late. He could not destroy Hell; he could not stop the cycle of violence.
That guilt drove him to seek a death that, from the looks of it, eluded him in spite of the hollowness consuming him. And now he is... somewhere, helpless to stop his experiments from consuming one another and themselves in a glorious show of blood and violence.
And then there's Hell itself, who seems to recognize love as an act of violence and cruelty. It is something that derives joy only from the suffering of other living creatures. God gave it so many toys to hurt and break and reform, and Mankind gave it new ones. Why would it understand love as anything but? It gave Minos a facsimile of the son he is most ashamed of, and delighted when he cast it, once more, into a labyrinth. Gabriel flattened all the souls within it's confines beneath his heel and gave those that did bend false hopes.
Now there's V1, tearing its way through the remaining layers and creating a spectacle of violence like nothing Hell has ever witnessed before. How could it not love them all for all the entertainment they've provided?
But deep within its recesses, hidden away from the eyes of Heaven, there was a Gutterman. A machine built for war, who eventually came to love that which it gave it life at the cost of their own. Enough to give the human welded within their coffin the mercy that both Heaven and Hell had denied them; enough to write a single love letter to them, even knowing that it would never be read by its intended recipient.
So, as things turn out, you /can/ teach a machine to love. And they will understand and experience it more sincerely than God or Hell ever could.
#ULTRAKILL#ULTRAKILL spoilers#Mind you this is all just speculation#We still don't know if Hell is aware that the machines will inevitably try to consume it too once the souls and demons run dry#and if it is then whether or not it has a plan to stop that from happening or if it actually /wants/ to be destroyed#or perhaps--like Father like creation--it simply thinks it /cannot/ be destroyed#and we certainly still don't know where God fucked off to after his suicide attempt or why#If he left to seek the end of his days elsewhere#Or--as the first testament might imply--if he's got a new angle#Sorry 7-S got my brain buzzing and there's not a whole lot of game left to get the answers to those particular questions#If they are intended to be answered at all or simply left unknown by the blank slate boomer shooter protagonist#through which we all experience this wild ride#Anyways not a lot of this fandom talks about the Testaments effectively being God's vent posts#and I find both amusement and mild horror at their very existence#This has been a post
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Realizing i have to actually write about my characters if I want to make something with them and make people interested in them and I can't just play with them in my mind
#im writing the witch story wahoo#bc im in that period where i fully believe i'm god and i can do anything#so i wanna plan a comic..like an actual comic with them#but i need to put down the basics#i need to find a tutle and work on the tecnological aspect ans the magic system but hey!!#might do an i troduction of the characters with ne designs as well <3#oc#the burden of creation#witch OCs
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days where i have nothing to do: ohhhh im so sleepy im so so tired no one is more eepy than me
nights where i have to wake up at a set time: I Have Never Been More Awake In My Life
#help my eyes keep drifting back open#im trying all my tricks#cozy couch setup. whale shark plush to cling to. low lights. wendigoon iceberg in the bg. laughingstock imaginings in brain#IM WIDE TF AWAKE AND HAVE TO GET UP IN LESS THAN 7 HOURS#fuckfuckfuck did i pack my melatonin gummies already by mistake#i mean its not like i have to drive or anything#but id like to be... Aware. Available to converse with my dearest darling bestie#because i Am going to see my bestie!#absolutely unprompted#huh wait when was the last time i talked to a real life person in front of me. um.#its... been a couple weeks#NOT A MONTH YET THIS TIME! LESS THAN A MONTH!#but ohhhhh i am excited#tea with the homeslicebreadslice... joint Art creation....#BEING OUT IN THE WORLD AHAHA I WILL BE TEMPORARILY FREE#clawing at the walls let me OUT#gonna start biting this house i swear to god#i cant wait to be free of it. i hope it burns in the next big wildfire#OK WAIT NEW PLAN. i washed my mug and i have chamomile tea#i will drink some warm soothing tea uhhhhh maybe re-read a fic?#willing myself not to read stamps for the millionth time. im gonna read stamps for the millionth time#listen listen i love it and also im starving for fic#one day i will contribute but for now im poking ao3 with a stick begging it to do something#Soon though. i have a feeling. a strong psychic feeling.#Soon... something will Appear... i know this because my third eye is open#also i know because i know. OR DO I#im so tired yet so awake at the same time#someone whack me over the head with a cartoon mallet so that i may go to sleep with little birdies circling my head#wait shit those are vultures. IM NOT DEAD YET FUCK OFF#please i need to go snzzzzzz.... my alarm will be Going Off...
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day 26 was to draw 10 expression with 1 character!!
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#evadare#rafe#30 day challenge#sparks creations#that laughing one is adorable i love him <3#you can tell where he is in evadare based on whats on his face XD#nothing: pre evadare#scars/cuts: in xrun#blood spatter: void#hes such a skrimblo#i was considering drawing el cool p but i planned on drawing rafe for this prompt for a couple of days#honestly it probably wouldve been easier since cool p is more expressive than rafe i think#or kc glow my baby boy#i might do some expressions for them later#i think staring at a screen for hours at a day is getting to me on god my eyes ACHE
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The Creator: Rush duels, rush duels, rush duels, rush duels Kuaidul: Dad, I don't know what the fuck that is. Can you please just be normal.
#yugioh#ygo#yugioh go rush#ygo go rush#go rush#it's been a year this is out of spoiler territory in my eyes#kuaidul velgear#I don't fucking trust the creator#shitpost#this is basically their dynamic right#bastard literally preferred a fucking card game to his son#to the point where said son asked “between rush duels and us (your creations) which do you prefer”#the creator not being a villain at this point would be absurd#it feels like everyone just kinda let him off the hook when Kuaidul showed up as a villain#and Kuaidul is not guilt free to be clear#but it was still the creator who ultimately created the velgearians to be his pawns in some grand plan#who's to say Kuaidul isn't just another one of his pawns to him#one that because HE LITERALLY MERGED WITH he could probably take over or do horrific things to#ramble in the tags#god I have so more to say about this#I think it just needs to be its own post
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Holy fuck y'all i should NOT be awake 😭
#p#i need to be up in six hours 😭😭#i had an awful exhausting evening#my hamster that i had before moving passed away#the car i bought not even two years ago is totaled and unfixable#i lost one of the gigs i thought i had secured for the school year#it is pms hell week for me and i keep swinging wildly between utter fully body rage and complete overwhelming despair and anxiety#i want to cry but ive done enough crying tonight thank you!!!!#please let tomorrow be kinder i desperately need it#please let the jobs ive emailed tonight email me back#and let the pay be good#i also have sooooo much to do before next tuesday oh my god#i need to prep for our session on saturday#finish lesson planning for the summer camp#finish character creation#grocery shop#quick clean of the house bcuz lord knows i wont be doing it while at the camp#i still havent received a v important piece of mail#figure out how to pay my taxes and insurance#prep for the meeting i have monday morning re new school year including some brain storming#reviewing the pacing calendar and handbook and looking at the google drive again#and im being social this entire weekend agh#plus look for jobs i guess??? bcuz money is needed#and theres family drama 🙃#ugh i should probably not be posting this on main#perhaps i will delete later ugh#life is just hard atm it will get better it always does#and i will not lose my rental nor will i be unable to pay my taxes and bills#it will be FINE#because i will make it fine
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OUTER BANKS SEASON 3 → Episode 2
#obxedit#obx#outer banks#outerbanksedit#creations#kiara carrera#jj maybank#rafe cameron#jiara#obx spoilers#jj in his silly little hat. thank god.#the bells is!!! just a very good episode#like the only part i don't enjoy about it is um. the bells. john b and the bells. because that was stupid.#but the rafe/kie subplot was fascinating. i loved watching those characters interact.#and seeing jj's response to kie's kidnapping AND his response to john b not making the boat#also!! a pogues heavy ep. jj's plan and hijinks
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do you ever think about how aziraphale fell in love with crowley because of his love for the earth; and crowley falls in love with the earth because of his love for aziraphale?
i think about it often actually.
#it’s the way that aziraphale was appointed protector of humanity by god and dedicated himself to it to the point of going against her plan#it’s the way that he’s attached to all of the simple pleasures of the world and for the community humanity naturally yearns for#it’s the way that aziraphale has begun to see crowley in all the yellow on the earth#in the walls of his bookshop in the fairy lights of the shops in the bentley in the flowers in the sunrise#it’s the way he can look up into the night sky and see crowley’s creation — even if it isn’t all of it#it’s the way that crowley didn’t know about the earth until aziraphale told him about it#it’s the way their their paths continued to cross on it over time… something about the earth pulling them back together#it’s the way he created part of the universe.. but the earth was theirs to own separate from heaven and hell#it’s the way that crowley watches aziraphale joyfully indulge in all of earth’s pleasures.. fondly watching him dine at the ritz#it’s the way that for crowley.. all he wants is to be with aziraphale so running away from armageddon is okay because they’re together#but it’s the way that to aziraphale.. the earth is where all their memories live and where they fell in love#and it is the way that he’s making his biggest sacrifice by leaving earth.. in order to make heaven deserving of crowley#it is the way that in his eyes.. this is his biggest act of love because while ‘nothing lasts forever’.. their love can#it is the way that these two have down the most human thing imaginable… falling in love.#good omens#good omens spoilers#i just have so many thoughts rn and no capability of expressing them thoroughly#i don’t even know if this makes sense.. bare with me
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God scattered the nations at Babel..
We can see the amazing similarities between the nations and cultures, which shows a common connection. Not by evolution do people who have never seen each other, create such similar architecture, worship similar gods, have similar traditions etc. The odds of that would be staggering. People didn't share a common ancestor such as taught in evolution, but they did share a common past and the same Creator. The evidence is there. And the Bible backs it up.
#Tower of Babel#Biblical History#Old Testament#Genesis 11#Nations#Language Confusion#God's Judgment#Human Pride#Ancient Civilizations#Creation of Languages#Biblical Events#Divine Intervention#Christian Theology#Bible Stories#Spiritual Lessons#Religious History#Faith and Culture#Dispersion of People#God's Plan#Sin and Rebellion#today on tumblr
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So in ur book it is implied, though not explicitly stated that when Lucifer fell to the earth, he lighted up in flames and the impact he made on landing killed all the “beasts” that lived on the earth (when i read i assumed were the dinosaurs)
Fun fact: the Chicxulub asteroid that killed the dinos landed in Mexico, specifically in the Yucatan Peninsula, where it left a crater of about 111-125 miles in diameter. Damn. Lucifer fell hard.
Kinda odd tho, his fall effectively wiped out the life on earth, making way for God’s newest creation, which is mankind. Could it be that this was all premeditated? 🤔
Yup!! He killed the dinosaurs!!! Fun fact: my agent thought that was absolutely hysterical ans I still think it's the silliest thing in the book. Everytime I remember it, I literally laugh aabhsjsj
Also I'm actually well aware of that! I've studied Mesoamerica quite a bit and the crater is actually fairy important to the geography of the Yucatan peninsula and, by virtue of that, the ancient Maya civilization. Because of this, I like to say Lucifer would live in the Yucatan in modern times, though it doesn't really make much sense hahaha
Lastly, I do think it was premeditated, but in the way everything was premeditated. I think there's dual forces in God of premeditation and free will; and I think it's similar in the way humans crave both spontaneity and fixed plans/routines. (On that note, I think God is a bit like an artist/writer in having a plan, but it keeps changing right before your eyes. You had plans for your characters, but now they seem to be doing their own thing.) But I think God knew Lucifer would fall and knew he'd make humans. And he knew the first would lead to the second.
This is a big theological puzzle that I can't solve, but maybe my little thoughts will give you some insight asjslsjs I'm sorry if I've only come across as confusing
#All that said#I think his plans are larger than just the fall and larger than the creation of humans.#maybe its less about premediating the fall and more about premediating.... something else#hm#but yeah this is like the BIG thing theologians are divided on#but to make my stance clear:#its a dual thing#and what is god but just a tired sleepy author trying to make his character do his bidding#mine#ask
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Still unwell about Rilke and PH
I love the dark hours of my being.
My mind deepens into them.
There I can find, as in old letters,
the days of my life, already lived,
and held like a legend, and understood.
Then the knowing comes: I can open
to another life that's wide and timeless.
So I am sometimes like a tree
rustling over a gravesite
and making real the dream
of the one its living roots
embrace:
a dream once lost
among sorrows and songs.
#There's in Rilke and especially in this particular book a lot about the world‚ created in the beholding and loving it‚#and one existing to love the world. There's so much about the world being created by that loving and knowing the world of one individual#person that loves and knows it. A kind of feedback loop of existing and being by love and knowledge that is all a participation#on the act of creation. The person coming to exist to love and know the world‚ and creating the world by loving and beholding it#This is also present on Juan Ramón Jiménez‚ among others‚ but 5 yo me was obsessed with those poems. ANYWAY#This topic made me think of Lacie a lot but in this particular poem that topic + the 'I'm sorry' scene + the figure of Lacie beyond Lacie‚#a Lacie that's legend and real‚ a Lacie always sitting under a tree‚ life ending and life expanding so to speak‚...#That kind of knowing it all in a glimpse that is knowing in an instant and eternal (which again reminds me of Kierkegaard‚#fitting I'd say with Rilke). I'm explaining myself terribly but I don't want to talk too much haha But yeah it all seemed very fitting#There was another poem about spiralling so to speak around god that I also thought was very Lacie but very PH in general#('I live my life in widening circles / that reach out across the world. / I may not complete this last one / but I give myself to it /#I circle around God‚ around the primordial tower. / I've been circling for thousands of years / and I still don't know: am I a falcon‚ /#a storm or a great song?'). The spiralling around god in what is still some sort of emanence or reflection of it while being also#different iterations of the self which all reflect it also reminded me a lot of Cantor's transfinite numbers#Which again is quite fitting and coherent with the other authors and PH imo‚ but I may be biased. Anyway yes. This reminded me of Lacie#I didn't plan on drawing anything at first and now I have to flinch to read the poem#I hope I'll recognise enough of what I've written when I eventually come back to this#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#mine*
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One feels inclined to say that the intention that man should be 'happy' is not included in the plan of 'Creation.'
SIgmund Freud
#Sigmund Freud#quotes#life#quotations#quotation admiration#philosophy#psychology#happiness#happy#plan of creation#creation#gods plan
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Personal, death tw
My friend who was killed made the news? Its so bizarre to see her name in the news for this reason. She was always brilliant so her name should have been in the news for something like building new rocket parts or rovers for nasa like she'd always dreamed of, googling her name shouldn't lead to articles about her death or them arresting the guy who hit her or him trying to get out on bail and maybe flee the country. Right now I'm just trying to support her family in their strive for justice, while also dealing with my emotions, and it's all just feels so bizarre. No one tells you how bizarre grief can feel. She deserved so much better than this.
But thank you so much to everyone for your condolences and prayers, I truly appreciate it!
#Grief is weird#One guys recklessness lead to all of this#I want to be able to forgive him but it doesn't feel like my thing to forgive and I'm just so angry for everything he took from her#It feels weird wishing her to rest in peace when she didn't want rest or peacefullness she had so many plans and so much she wanted to do#But I do hope she feels happy with the life she lived and I hope she's united with God and whole despite having been taken to Him far too s#She lived her life to the fulllest and never hesitated and while she deserved the time to realize all her dreams I hope she is happy#With what she got to do with her time on earth#I hope that with God her endless curiosity can find answers and creativity can find a place as part of the power of creation#She always dreamed of the stars#I hope you can see them now and I hope they're everything you dreamed of ❤️#lisa <3
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The MHA leaks are making me SO GLAD I made Gigi😩
#personal*#jess talks#mha spoilers#OF COURSE AFO was behind the reason shiggy even EXISTS#like of course he plotted his creation and gave him a quirk that wasn’t his original one#and the fact shiggy is just completely fucked has RUINED ME#AFO needs to DIE#I stg#even as an au in a different universe I’m SO GLAD I made Gigi#she can actually give him and these other suffering kids a good life😭#it’s also making me think about Rin and how her story is progressing#(still need confirmation of Dabi to finalise her story)#but legit afo plotting so much makes me think that rins mum was working with AFO from the start#and HE said she needed to have a child for his benefit#not for the crime family to have an heir#which is why her mum never loved Rin cus she was just gonna sell her off to AFOs plans#and why when her mum abandoned her she was colllecting up kids to be experimented on (like toya)#and Rin was gonna be part of that but she never got the chance to catch her#god these chapter are making me THINK#and I back on my strong mha bullshit?? most likely.
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