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Crumbs of Connection
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Warnings: 18+ just in case. Fluff.
Summary: When Bucky wanders into a quirky late-night bakery, he doesnât expect the warmhearted owner to challenge his defenses.
Word Count: About 11.8k.
Bucky dragged his feet along the cracked sidewalk with slumped shoulders, as the chill of the night seeped through his tattered jacket. He was almost at the building heâd moved into a few days ago, but each step felt heavier than the last. The mission that was supposed to be a walk in the park had left him with a pounding headache, a sour mood, and a stomach that wouldnât stop growling.
Thatâs when he noticed.
The little bakery on the corner was still open, its warm light spilling onto the dark street. He frowned. What kind of place stayed open this late? Before he could question it further, the smell of fresh bread, herbs and butter hit his senses. His feet carried him inside before his brain caught up.
The bell above the door chimed softly, and he stepped into the warmth. His eyes scanned the counter, landing on a tray of focaccia behind the glass display. Golden, perfectly crisped, dotted with rosemary and sea salt. His stomach twisted with hunger as he stared, almost entranced.
âUm,â a voice broke through his daze, soft but tinged with caution, âif you wait a little, I can fix something for you.â
Bucky blinked and turned toward the counter. The woman standing there wasnât what he expected at this ungodly hour. She looked alert, not a trace of exhaustion in her bright eyes or the easy way she held herself. Before he could respond, she disappeared through a door behind the counter.
He frowned, rubbing the bridge of his nose as the light above the counter made his headache throb harder. A few moments later, she returned, holding a small paper bag.
âHere,â she said, offering it with a small smile. âIt must be hard in this cold.â
Bucky stared at her, the bag, then back at her.
âWhat?â he rasped, his voice rougher than he intended.
âDonât be proud now,â she said, firm but not unkind. âJust take it.â
His mouth twitched, halfway to a sarcastic retort, but he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror behind a basket of bread. Mud-streaked face, greasy and plastered hair. His beard was a week past needing a trim, and his split lip and tattered clothes didnât help either.
He swallowed hard, suddenly unsure whether to laugh or groan. She thought he was homeless. His mouth opened and closed, and then he muttered, âIâm not a beggar.â
Her expression didnât change. She just stared at him for a beat, then muttered, âOkay?â like she wasnât entirely convinced.
Bucky squinted at her, then sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. âIâve had a bad night,â he said finally, the admission tasting bitter in his mouth.
She quirked a brow, with obvious skepticism.
âCan I just get a focaccia?â he asked, reaching into his pocket for his wallet. He kept his movements slow, hiding his bruised knuckles from her as much as possible. He grimaced as he came up with a crumpled bill and a few coins. He counted them twice, deepening his frown. He must have lost his wallet somewhere during the mission, or maybe it was back at the apartment. Either way, what he had wasnât enough.
âDamn it,â he muttered under his breath. He glanced at her, unsure of how to explain, but she was already watching him.
Her expression didnât falter. If anything, her gaze softened, though he noticed the faintest flicker of wariness still in her eyes. âItâs fine,â she said after a moment, with a gentle voice. âJust take it.â
Bucky stiffened. âNo, I-â
âYouâll pay me back when you get some money,â she interrupted firmly, waving a hand like it was no big deal. âItâs late, cold, and youâre hungry. Itâs not going to hurt me to let one focaccia go.â
He opened his mouth to argue, but the look she gave him shut him up faster than he liked to admit. There was no pity there, just unwavering practicality like sheâd already decided and wasnât about to budge.
âI donât need charity,â he muttered, the words falling flat even to his own ears.
âGood thing this isnât charity then,â she shot back, arching a brow. âItâs credit. You can pay it back tomorrow, or the day after, whenever.â
Buckyâs lips pressed into a tight line, his pride warring with the hunger clawing in his stomach. Finally, he exhaled through his nose and reached for the bag.
âFine,â he said, with a clipped voice. âBut I will pay you back.â
âSure. Okay.â she replied, handing it over with an ease that only frustrated him more.
He didnât thank her. Not out loud, at least. He just nodded stiffly and made his way to the door, the warm paper bag cradled in his hands like it was the first good thing to happen to him all day.
As the door closed behind him, she sighed softly, shaking her head. The man looked like life had chewed him up and spit him out. Maybe heâd just fallen through the cracks recently, it was always hardest in the beginning, learning to ask for help. She glanced at the counter, absently smoothing her hands over her apron.
If she saw him again, maybe she could mention her friend at the community center. They were always looking to help people find stable footing before things got worse. And for someone like him, someone who clearly still had some pride, maybe it wasnât too late to get him back on his feet.
The sound of the bell snapped her out of her thoughts.
Two cops strolled in, familiar faces, and she greeted them with a small smile. âThe usual?â she asked, already moving to grab a pair of pastries from the display.
As she handled their order with practiced ease, her thoughts kept drifting back to the handsome stranger with the haunted eyes.
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Bucky shoved open the door to his apartment. The space was dark, empty, and cold, but he barely noticed. He kicked off his boots, shrugging out of his jacket and letting it fall somewhere on the floor. His pants followed, the trail of his discarded clothing leading to the kitchen sink.
He turned on the tap, scrubbing his hands under the warm water and letting out a tired sigh as the grime and blood washed away.
Finally, he opened the bag and pulled out the focaccia, its edges still faintly warm. He bit into it without ceremony, his teeth tearing through the crisp crust and sinking into the soft, herby center.
The groan that escaped him was involuntary.
âJesus,â he muttered, leaning against the counter. He wasnât sure if the bread was actually this good or if it was just because he was starving, but it didnât matter. He tore off another bite, then another, letting the flavors fill the hollow ache in his stomach.
His mind drifted back to the clerk. She had been⊠unexpected, in a way. Not just because she was there at that hour, but how sheâd looked at him, unafraid, and then her gesture, offering him the bread without hesitation, it threw him off. He wasnât used to kindness without strings attached.
Bucky frowned at the thought, swallowing another bite. He knew heâd acted like an ass, stiff and gruff, but he hadnât known what else to do. His gaze drifted to the paper bag on the counter, now empty except for a few crumbs. Tomorrow, heâd pay her back. Heâd make sure of it.
And maybe while he was there, he could look around properly. Heâd been too tired to take it all in, but in the brief glance heâd caught, heâd seen shelves lined with pastries, bread, and other things that looked more tempting than they had any right to be.
It wasnât just about the food, though. It would be a way to repay her. To even the scales.
Dragging a hand through his hair, Bucky sighed and pushed away from the counter. As he collapsed onto the messy nest of sheets in his living room, his last thought was of the clerk: her calm voice and the smile sheâd given him as she handed over the bag.
---
The next morning, Bucky stood under the hot shower spray, letting the water beat against his sore muscles. He scrubbed the grime of the previous day away, trying to clear his head. Afterward, he brewed a cup of coffee, jolting his brain into something resembling alertness.
Setting the empty mug in the sink, he began hunting for his wallet. He turned over the few possessions he had in his apartment, muttering curses under his breath, but it was nowhere to be found.
âGreat,â he muttered, running a hand through his damp hair.
Reluctantly, he went to the stash of cash he kept hidden under a loose floorboard. Pulling out a few bills, he tucked them into his pocket and took a quick look in the mirror. His split lip was still healing, but his beard was trimmed now, and the dark circles under his eyes were a little less pronounced. Also, his clothes didnât look like they were dragged against a concrete road. Good enough.
The walk to the bakery was brisk, the chill of the morning sharp but not unpleasant. He felt more like himself than he had the night before, ready to repay the debt and maybe even buy something else.
But as he approached the corner, his steps faltered.
The bakery was closed.
He frowned, sweeping his gaze over the dark windows and drawn curtains. The sign on the door mocked him with its clear Closed lettering.
What kind of bakery was closed at 10 a.m.?
His mind immediately jumped to worst-case scenarios. Maybe something had happened. Maybe the clerk stayed too late and ran into trouble on her way home. His jaw tightened as he peeked through the curtains, searching for any sign of movement inside.
But then his eyes landed on the sign taped to the door:
Open: 4 p.m. - 12 a.m.
Bucky blinked.
âWhat the fuck?â he muttered, straightening.
What kind of bakery worked on a schedule like that? Who baked bread for the night shift? He rubbed his jaw, baffled, and glanced at the darkened windows again.
With a shake of his head, he turned back the way he came, the mystery of the night-shift bakery simmering in his thoughts.
---
The day passed in the kind of monotony Bucky had learned to tolerate. Cleaning his gear, half-watching a soccer game, biting back the urge to snap at Dr. Raynor during their session, and ignoring Samâs persistent calls. By the time evening rolled around, he was restless enough to head out again.
Around 9 p.m., he set off to the bakery, the mystery of its late hours still nagging at him. Who needed baked goods at this time of night? Well, besides himself. Sleep was always a gamble, if he was lucky, heâd be out by 2 a.m., though that was probably wishful thinking.
As he rounded the corner, he spotted movement by the shop. Three bikers, with leather jackets patched with gang insignias, stepped out of the door, each carrying large paper bags stuffed with⊠something. Bucky couldnât make out what was inside, but they seemed satisfied, securing the bags to their saddlebags before waving toward the bakery window. His brow furrowed as he slowed his pace. The clerk waved back before she turned and disappeared behind the counter.
The bikers mounted their bikes and roared off into the night, leaving Bucky to stare after them for a moment. He quirked a brow. Well, it seemed the place had its regulars.
Pushing open the door, the soft chime of the bell announced his arrival. The warmth hit him immediately, carrying with it the now-familiar scent of herbs and fresh bread.
She was at the counter again, arranging some pastries on a tray. The sound of the bell made her look up, and her movements stilled when she saw him. It wasnât much, just a flicker of hesitation, but he caught it. Then, like flipping a switch, she composed herself, her face smoothing into a polite smile.
âHi,â she greeted him, he thought he caught a hint of surprise beneath it.
âHey,â Bucky replied, almost gruffly. He stepped forward, hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket.
For a brief moment, silence hung between them as their eyes met. Neither spoke, just staring at each other, the air charged with an odd sense of recognition. Then she blinked, snapping herself out of the trance, mentally slapping herself.
âHi,â she said again, her voice a little higher this time, followed by a flustered, âWhat can I do for you?â
Bucky shifted slightly, pulling one hand from his pocket and holding out a few bills. âI came to pay you for the focaccia,â he said simply. âAnd⊠I wanted to buy some other things too.â
Her brows lifted, and she laughed softly, taking the money from him. âThat was fast. I wasnât going to charge you interest, you know,â she chuckled.
âAppreciate it,â he muttered, with a hint of amusement in his voice.
âSo,â she said, her professional demeanor slipping back into place, âwhat can I get you?â
As he scanned the shelves and pointed to a few items, she efficiently began sorting them into paper bags. But he noticed her hands slowing now and then, her lips pressed together like she was working through something. Finally, she turned toward him, bag in hand, and blurted, âIâm sorry.â
Bucky frowned, tilting his head slightly. âFor what?â
âFor assumingâŠâ She gestured vaguely toward him, her expression tinged with embarrassment.
He blinked, then let out a low chuckle. âWell, I looked like shit,â he said bluntly, the corner of his mouth twitching into a faint smirk. âCanât blame you.â
Her shoulders eased at his reaction, and she gave him a small, relieved smile. âThank you for⊠you know,â he added, signaling vaguely toward the counter where the focaccias where exhibited.
âDonât mention it,â she replied and then extended a hand, âIâm Y/n, by the way.â
âBucky,â he said, his vibranium hand staying tucked in his pocket as he shook her hand briefly with the other one.
As she returned to filling the bags, he couldnât stop himself. He leaned slightly against the counter, his curiosity finally getting the better of him.
âSo,â he said, breaking the quiet, âwhatâs up with the hours here? Four to twelve?â
Her head popped up, a faint look of surprise crossing her face before she laughed softly. âOh, that.â She handed him the filled bags, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. âItâs a long story.â
âIâve got time,â he replied in a casual tone, though his gaze made clear that he actually wanted to know.
âThis bakery⊠my grandparents opened it in the â60s,â she began. âWhen my gramps passed in the early 2000s, my granny made some changes. One of them was the schedule.â
Bucky tilted his head, his curiosity sharpening. âThe late hours?â
She nodded, leaning lightly against the counter. âYeah. Thereâs a lot of nightlife in this neighborhood and a surprising number of residents work night or late shifts. She figured people needed somewhere to grab a decent meal at odd hours. It was risky, but eventually, it worked out.â
He let the idea sink in, flicking , his gaze briefly to the trays of baked goods. It made sense, in a way.
âWhen she passed the shop to me,â she continued, with a voice tinged with fondness, âI decided to keep things just the way they were. It feels right, you know? Like Iâm keeping her legacy alive.â
She shrugged, a small smile playing on her lips. âBesides, I donât get sleepy at night, anyway. Iâve always been more of a night owl. I end up sleeping all morning, so the schedule works for me.â
Bucky studied her for a moment, taking in the mix of pride and nostalgia in her expression. She seemed connected to the place in a way that made the odd schedule seem less strange and more⊠fitting.
âThatâs⊠different,â he said finally, his voice softer than usual.
âDifferent good or different bad?â she asked, quirking a brow as she crossed her arms.
He smirked, shaking his head. âJust different.â
But he couldnât leave it there. The question burned in his mind, and he found himself asking, âDonât you think itâs dangerous being open this late? Alone?â
She tilted her head, not missing a beat. âIâm not alone. Liam, the main baker, is in the kitchen.â
Bucky gave her a pointed look, one brow lifting in a way that clearly said, Seriously?
âAnd if someone armed gets in here, heâd chase them off with a spatula?â
She laughed softly, but there was a flicker of something thoughtful in her eyes. âWeâve had our share of⊠episodes,â she admitted, âbut itâs been a long time since the last one.â She gestured toward a small table near the counter with a nod of her head. âThe cops come by all the time to grab something or even sit and eat.â
âThatâs not exactly foolproof,â Bucky muttered, unconvinced.
Her lips curved into a wry smile, and she leaned in a little, lowering her voice like she was sharing a secret. âLetâs just say having the local bikers as regulars doesnât hurt either.â
He blinked, frowning. âThe guys I saw earlier? So they⊠behave?â
âTheyâre good guys,â she retorted, then paused and corrected herself with a grin. âTheyâre nice guys. Most of the time.â
Bucky raised a skeptical brow, and she continued, âSometimes they even help out. Like last week, when the mixer broke. They swung by after their ride and got it working again. One of themâs pretty handy with tools.â
Buckyâs frown deepened, though this time it wasnât out of suspicion. He wasnât sure whether to find the whole setup amusing or⊠concerning.
âGuess thatâs one way to stay safe,â he muttered, glancing around the shop like it might reveal more secrets.
âIt works,â she said shrugging. âBesides, most people arenât looking for trouble when theyâre hungry.â
He let out a quiet huff of laughter, shaking his head. Then he picked up the bags and nodded at her, and she offered him a small smile, âCome again.â
He paused at the door, glancing back at her. âI will.â
With that, he was gone, the door chime softly announcing his exit. She let out a breath she hadnât realized sheâd been holding, leaning against the counter for a moment. Her gaze lingered on the door, her mind replaying the way his broad frame looked in those casual clothes. Effortless, like he didnât have to try at all to look that good.
The thought was interrupted by the sound of the door chime again. She straightened quickly, spotting two guys in uniforms marked with the local electricity companyâs logo.
âHey,â one of them called, grinning. âGot any donuts left?â
---
Time passed, and Bucky started showing up regularly, his visits becoming a constant in her evenings. Three days a week, like clockwork, the bell would chime, and there heâd be, gloved hands tucked into his jacket pockets and that quiet, brooding air about him.
What surprised her most wasnât the frequency of his visits but how much he bought each time. Heâd point out loaves, pastries, and cookies, practically cleaning out half the display case on some nights. At first, she thought it was just politeness, a way to make up for that first night. But as the weeks went on, it became clear that this was just his thing.
One evening, as she packed his usual haul into bags, curiosity finally got the better of her and she glanced up at him with a smile. âWow, your family must really enjoy our goods,â she said playfully.
The comment made him pause. His smile faltered, just for a second, and his eyes flicked away like he was retreating inward.
She noticed the shift immediately and quickly tried to smooth things over. âOh,â she said with a laugh, waving a hand, âgreat appetite then. I wonât complain about that.â
His gaze returned to her, and the corner of his mouth twitched into a faint smile. âSomething like that,â he murmured.
She handed him the bags, softening her smile. Whatever that moment had been, she wasnât going to push. âWell, youâre keeping me in business, so thank you.â
He nodded, a quiet âthanksâ leaving his lips before he turned to leave.
---
As Bucky walked the short distance back to his apartment, the bags swinging lightly in his grip, his mind churned with thoughts he couldnât quite shake. Her comment replayed in his head: Your family must really enjoy our goods.
Family.
His jaw clenched slightly. He didnât have one, not anymore. The people he cared about⊠well, they were scattered or gone, and the thought of sitting at a table surrounded by warmth and laughter felt more like a faded memory than a reality.
He adjusted his grip on the bags, slowing his steps as he reached his building. It wasnât her fault, of course. She hadnât meant anything by it, just an innocent assumption. And sheâd recovered quickly, giving him an out he appreciated more than he could express.
Still, the weight of the moment stuck with him. The way her words had scratched at something raw and unhealed, something he thought heâd buried deep enough that it couldnât sting anymore.
In the quiet of his apartment, he set the bags on the counter and shrugged off his jacket. He pulled out one of the pastries sheâd packed for him, a warm smell of cinnamon and sugar wafting up as he took a bite. The sweetness melted on his tongue, giving him a fleeting comfort.
She was kind. That much was clear. Her warmth wasnât forced or rehearsed; it was just⊠there. Bucky leaned against the counter, staring at the pastry in his hand like it might hold some answers. He hadnât meant to make her uncomfortable, but his reaction had been automatic, a wall thrown up before he could even think about it.
He couldnât deny that he liked going to the bakery, liked seeing her. He finished the pastry and sighed, glancing at the bags of baked goods. Heâd go back, of course. It was becoming part of his routine, and he found himself looking forward to the short conversations, the moments of normalcy she unknowingly offered him.
He just needed to keep things simple. Keep the walls up.
----
Keep things simple, Bucky had told himself more times than he could count, the mantra almost automatic by now. But as he stood at the counter that Wednesday night, watching her nervously wring her hands, he felt a crack in his resolve.
âCan I ask you a question?â she began, a little hesitant. âItâs alright if you donât want to answer, butâŠâ
He tensed. His gloved hand rested on the counter, fingers curling slightly. âGo ahead.â
âThis weekend, I went to the Smithsonian with a friendâŠâ
And there it was. This is it.
âYeah, itâs me,â he interrupted, with a sharper tone than he intended. He wanted to rip the band-aid off, and get it over with. He braced himself for the shift, the awkward laugh, the strained smile, the clipped words. The gradual squirming in his presence like he carried a weight they couldnât bear to be near.
But instead, she grinned.
âWell, that explains your appearance the day I met you,â she said lightly, a teasing lilt in her voice. âAnd your appetite.â She winked.
Bucky blinked. That wasnât the reaction heâd prepared for.
Before he could respond, she continued. âItâs not my place to say, but⊠youâve had it hard, Bucky. I saw the look on your face when I brought this up, so let me be clear: this changes nothing.â She leaned forward slightly, meeting his eyes. âI know it could be hard sometimes, with the people⊠but not in here.â
Bucky stared at her, the usual quick retorts or excuses dying on his tongue. He didnât know what to say. The sincerity in her voice and the calmness in the way she addressed the subject without making him feel exposed, caught him off guard.
âThanks,â he finally said, exhaling a breath he didnât know he was holding.
She nodded, curving her lips into a small smile, but instead of leaving it at that, she hesitated. âThat being saidâŠâ Her voice softened. âAccording to the commemorative plate, your birthday was last week.â
Buckyâs brows furrowed. He hadnât even remembered.
âSo,â she said, bending down behind the counter, âhere.â When she straightened up, she held a small plum tart, dusted with powdered sugar. âI couldnât put all the candles on it for obvious reasons.â She chuckled softly as she gave him the little tray.
Bucky froze. The gesture hit him square in the chest, a pang so sharp and unexpected it made his breath hitch. He stared at the tart, feeling an ache rise in his throat. His lips trembled traitorously as he fought back the overwhelming surge of emotion.
She noticed his hesitation and tilted her head slightly. âItâs just a tart,â she said gently as if trying to assure him it was no big deal.
But to him, it was.
He reached out, taking the tart from her as if it were made of glass. His gloved fingers brushed the edge of the plate and he swallowed hard. His voice, barely above a whisper, cracked as he said, âThank you.â
Bucky didnât trust himself to look at her. He stared down at the pastry, his grip tightening around the edges of the plate as he worked to steady his breathing. It had been so long since anyone had done something this thoughtful for him, that he didnât know how to react.
Watching his reaction, she faltered. Her earlier confidence dimmed as doubt crept into her expression. She fidgeted with her apron, glancing away briefly before blurting out, âI, um⊠sorry for bothering you. If I overstepped-â
âNo.â The word came out sharper than he meant, and she froze. He took a breath, forcing his voice to steady. âYou didnât,â he said again, gentler this time. âYou just surprised me here, doll, thatâs all.â
Her gaze softened, searching his face, and he didnât look away this time. His walls werenât fully down -when were they ever?- but the rawness in his eyes couldnât be hidden, the unshed tears glimmering with the lights.
Her lips parted, then closed again, like she wanted to say something but wasnât sure if it was her place. She shifted her weight, her fingers lightly tapping the counter. âItâs not much,â she said after a beat, her tone quiet but sincere. âJust a little thing I thought might make you smile.â
âItâs more than you know,â Bucky murmured then he cleared his throat and adjusted the bags in his hand, needing something to focus on besides the growing ache in his chest. âI, uh⊠I appreciate it,â he said, a little awkwardly.
Her smile grew, and she reached up to tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear. âGood,â she said simply. âYou deserve something nice.â
That threw him off even more. He stared at her, stunned by the ease with which she said it, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
His throat tightened, and he looked away, unable to meet her gaze any longer. âThanks,â he muttered, his voice gravelly as he turned toward the door.
âBucky?â
He stopped, glancing back over his shoulder.
âI just remembered that I didnât tell you, Happy birthday,â
He nodded once, gripping the bags a little tighter as he pushed the door open and stepped into the cool night air, which did little to clear the fog in his head.
You deserve something nice. He almost scoffed aloud. Nice? Someone like him? Someone who couldnât go a single day without being haunted by the weight of his past?
The world had a funny way of reminding him where he stood. Steve was gone. The man who believed in him more than anyone else had handed over the shield, and with it, Bucky felt like the last tether to the person he used to be had been severed. Now, it was just him. And no matter how hard he tried to fix things, make amends, or find a shred of normalcy, the past always had its claws in him.
But tonight, she had looked at him and seen something other than the broken pieces. She hadnât flinched when she figured out who he was. She hadnât spat accusations or looked at him with the fear or pity he was used to. Instead, she smiled and handed him a damn tart for his birthday, a day he hadnât even remembered until she brought it up.
Maybe⊠He shook his head as he walked, his boots crunching hard against the pavement. Donât get attached.
Still, he glanced down at the tart again, its delicate powdered sugar glinting under the streetlights and a faint smile tugged at the corner of his lips, almost involuntarily.
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One rainy night, Bucky was already imagining the taste of a prune cupcake when he reached the bakery and found the door closed.
His brows furrowed as he noted the light spilling from the kitchen and the neatly arranged merchandise still on display. That was odd. He stepped closer, intending to knock on the glass, but hesitated. If she had closed up, there mustâve been a reason. Why would she open just for him?
He turned to leave, but the sound of a long, creative string of curses froze him mid-step. His frown deepened. Maybe she was arguing with Liam or a boyfriend, or... why was he still standing there?
Then came a sharp scream of pain.
Before his mind could process, his body moved on its own. He pushed the wooden door open with a single fluid motion of his vibranium hand and rushed toward the kitchen, ready to confront whoever was causing her harm.
He wasnât prepared for the sight that greeted him.
She was alone. Entirely alone.
Barefoot, her jeans rolled at the cuffs, and wearing nothing but a lacy black bra on top. She was gripping one foot and hopping in place, her other hand clutching the edge of the counter for balance. Her face was scrunched in pain, a bead of sweat trickling down her temple.
She froze as he appeared in the doorway, locking her wide eyes onto his.
For a moment, neither of them moved.
âBucky?!â she finally exclaimed, her voice was a mix of mortification and disbelief. âWhat the hell are you doing?!â
âI heard you scream,â he said, still on high alert. âI thought- I mean, I thought someone was-â
Well, someone isnât!â she snapped, waving her arms for emphasis before wincing and clutching her foot again. âWhat are you⊠how did you evenâŠâ
âThe door wasnât locked,â he said simply, lifting his vibranium hand as if that explained everything.
She stared at him. âYou broke my door, didnât you?â
âTechnically, I opened it.â
Her shoulders slumped as she let out a groan.
âWhat happened?â he asked, softening his tone as he noted the red welt forming on her foot.
She gestured toward a hulking machine in the corner, a sour expression on her face. âThe kneading machine broke,â she grumbled. âItâs Liamâs day off, so I have to knead all the dough by hand. I got frustrated and kicked the stupid thing.â She pointed to the offending piece of equipment as though it were an enemy in battle.
Buckyâs lips twitched, but he quickly schooled his expression. âAnd it fought back?â
Her glare couldâve melted steel, but then her expression shifted, and she seemed to remember her current state of undress. Quickly, she crossed her arms over her chest, though the movement only served to push her curves together.
Buckyâs jaw tightened as he fought to keep his gaze locked firmly on her face. He swallowed hard, feeling the distinct burn of self-restraint in every muscle.
âCan you throw me that shirt?â she asked, jerking her chin toward a crumpled white button-up draped over a stool.
âSure,â he muttered, grabbing it and tossing it her way.
âTurn around?â she added pointedly, feeling her cheeks going warm.
He obeyed instantly, facing the wall and rubbing the back of his neck. âWhy, uh⊠why were you like that anyway?â he asked, his voice low and awkward.
âItâs hot,â she replied, a little grumpy. âThe kitchenâs like an oven with all the equipment running, and kneading all that dough by hand isnât exactly cooling me off. Plus, I was alone. Or so I thought.â
âRight,â Bucky murmured, feeling a little ridiculous for barging in like that. Heâd been ready to throw down with some imaginary attacker, and instead, heâd walked in on⊠well, on a very memorable scene.
The mental image of her, half naked and glistening, burned behind his eyelids, and he clenched his fists at his sides. He didnât need his mind going there, not now, not ever.
The sound of her shifting behind him broke his thoughts. âOkay, decent,â she said.
He turned back around, carefully keeping his expression neutral. She was now buttoning up the shirt, but her hair was still mussed. He cleared his throat.
âWant me to help kneading?â he blurted out, the words escaping before he could think them through.
She froze mid-button, blinking at him. âYou want to⊠knead dough?â
âLetâs just say I can put that piece of junk to shame,â he said, nodding toward the broken machine. âOnly⊠you have to teach me how. Then Iâll do it. Itâs not a big deal.â
Her lips parted as if to protest, but she hesitated, seemingly caught off guard. After a moment, she shook her head. âThatâs sweet, but I canât ask you to do that. Itâll take a lot of time.â
âI have time,â Bucky replied evenly. He didnât add that the alternative was staring at the ceiling of his living room, trying to fend off the ghosts in his head and praying for a few nightmare-free hours.
She looked at him, clearly debating, catching her bottom lip between her teeth in a way that momentarily distracted him.
âPlus,â he added with a faint shrug, âI wonât raise your electric bill, and I wonât get tired.â
A soft laugh escaped her before she could stop it. Finally, she exhaled and nodded. âAlright, if youâre sure. But donât say I didnât warn you, this is serious manual labor.â
âIâve handled worse,â he said with a small smirk, rolling up his sleeves.
âOkay, tough guy,â she replied, her tone half-teasing as she gestured toward the counter. âLetâs see if you can handle my kitchen.â
He stepped up beside her, and as she began to explain the technique, Bucky couldnât help but notice how the frustration in her features softened, replaced by something almost playful. It wasnât often he felt useful outside of a mission or a fight, but in this warm, flour-dusted bakery, it felt like he could do something⊠normal.
Lost in thought, he didnât notice her watching him. When he did, he realized she was waiting for a response.
âUhâŠâ he mumbled. It seemed she had been talking and he didnât listen to a word.
âItâs okay if you donât get it at first, here, give me your hand.â Before he could protest, she grabbed his hand, shoved a dough ball into his palm, and flipped it downward. Then her smaller hand slid over his, her heel pressing into the back of his hand to guide the motion.
âLike this,â she murmured, leaning just a little closer to ensure he could see. Her hand pressed forward in firm, rhythmic motions and the dough yielded under the combined force of their hands. Then she rotated the dough and repeated the motion, with deliberate pushes.
Bucky froze as the rhythmic pressure of her hand over his sent his mind somewhere it absolutely shouldnât go. The heat in the kitchen suddenly felt suffocating, and he swallowed hard, trying to focus on the dough and not on the fact that her motions were⊠suggestive.
She was entirely unaware of his inner turmoil, focused on the task at hand. âSee? You push like this and turn it. Then repeat.â
Her voice was calm and matter-of-fact, but Buckyâs traitorous mind kept replaying the way her body had looked earlier in that lacy bra, barefooted and glistening with sweat, and now her hand was on his, guiding movements that mirrored-
âGot it,â he blurted, pulling his hand away like the dough had burned him.
She blinked at him, surprised. âYou sure?â
âYeah, yeah. Iâve got it,â he said quickly, flexing his fingers. âWhy donât you, uh⊠go open the store or something? You can sell the ready stuff, and Iâll finish here.â
Her brow furrowed, then she smirked. âShow me you can handle it first. Then Iâll go.â
Bucky nodded stiffly and got to work, kneading the dough with an intensity that had less to do with the task and more with willing his body and thoughts to calm down. He focused on each push, each turn, determined not to let his mind wander again.
After a moment, she hummed in approval. âNot bad. Alright, youâve got this.â Tossing him an apron, she added with a grin, âKitchenâs all yours.â
As she walked out, Bucky let out a long breath and grabbed a ridiculous amount of mid-mixed dough from the machine, barely registering its weight in his hands. He tied the apron around his waist, muttering something about how heâd never live this down if Sam found out, then plunged his hands into the dough with more force than necessary. The soft, yielding texture offered little resistance, and the repetitive motion gave him something to focus on, something to redirect the tension simmering under his skin.
Meanwhile, out front, she was practically buzzing. Well, besides the door incident -sheâd have to figure out how to fix that later- and the fact heâd seen her in little more than her bra, the night hadnât gone completely off the rails. She paused, glancing toward the kitchen and biting her lip.
The idea that Bucky Barnes was in her kitchen, sleeves rolled up, forearms flexing as he worked dough like it was his mortal enemy, was surreal. Even in her wildest fantasies -and sheâd had plenty- sheâd never imagined this scenario.
She distracted herself by greeting a couple of late-night customers, all while sneaking glances toward the kitchen door. But the thought of having him there with flour dusting his strong hands, focused and serious, made her heart flip every time she let her mind wander free.
Back in the kitchen, Bucky gritted his teeth, determined to keep his focus on the task. He flattened the dough with swift, decisive movements, his vibranium arm doing the flips as his flesh one did the work. But even as he forced himself to concentrate, he couldnât shake the memory of her soft hand on his, guiding him with firm pressure.
Fuck.
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When he finally finished kneading the massive ball of dough, he stood there, staring at the smooth mound, realizing he had no idea what to do next. With a resigned sigh, he called out for her. âItâs ready,â he said, motioning to the dough. âNow what?â
âThatâs for common bread. We let it rise for about half an hour, then shape it, let it rise again, and bake it.â
âOh,â he said flatly. âSo... you just wait?â
She nodded. âYep.â
âGreat,â he replied, crossing his arms. âGuess Iâll hang around. Liamâs not here, so youâd be stuck doing all this yourself. That canât be easy, itâs a lot of dough.â
She tilted her head, clearly debating. âIâm used to it when itâs necessary.â
He raised an eyebrow. âAre you kicking me out?â
Her eyes widened slightly. âN-no!â
âCouldâve fooled me,â he teased, a slight smirk tugging at his lips.
She rolled her eyes, exhaling through her nose. âWant a coffee while we wait?â
He nodded. âSure.â
They moved to the front of the shop, mugs in hand, settling into a more relaxed atmosphere. The conversation was light, drifting from coffee preferences to the quirks of late-night customers. The rain drummed against the windows, adding a cozy backdrop to the talk.
Then the bell above the door chimed, and two bikers strolled in.
Buckyâs eyes immediately snapped to them, stiffening his posture as he took them in. They were soaked, leather jackets gleaming under the fluorescent light. What caught him off guard wasnât their appearance, it was their manners. The pair paused at the entrance, brushing their wet boots on the doormat before entering the shop.
âEvening, Y/n,â one of them said casually, nodding in her direction as they made their way to the counter.
Bucky stared, measuring them with a sharp gaze, his body language was calm but alert. He didnât miss how their eyes briefly flicked to him, assessing, before focusing on her.
âHey, Daniel, Jack,â she greeted them with an easy familiarity. âUsual?â
âYeah, and maybe throw in one of those custard tarts,â one of them added, grinning.
As she moved behind the counter to prepare their order, Bucky leaned back slightly, still watching them. He wasnât sure what he expected from the so-called âlocal bikers,â but brushing their boots off before entering wasnât on the list.
One of them glanced his way again, tipping his chin in acknowledgment. âFriend of yours?â
She glanced over her shoulder and smiled. âHelper for the night.â
Bucky just gave a faint nod. He wasnât entirely sure why their casual familiarity rubbed him the wrong way, but something about how they interacted with her -relaxed, like they belonged- made him tense.
âSo, Cookie,â the taller of the two bikers said, his deep voice carrying an easy familiarity. He had a Viking-style haircut, the sides of his head shaved while the top was long and braided, matching the beard he wore. âWe swung by earlier, but you were closed. Anything amiss?â
Buckyâs eyes narrowed slightly at the nickname. Cookie?
âOh, just old Edna broke, again,â she replied with a sigh, gesturing toward the kitchen. âI was trying to figure out what to do.â
The bikerâs face broke into a knowing grin. âYâshouldâve called me. You know Iâd have âer running again in a snap.â
She gave him a sheepish look. âItâs awful outside Jack, and Bucky here helped me out a lot. I was going to call you tomorrow, maybe take the day off.â
The bikerâs gaze shifted to Bucky with a curious expression, if not slightly probing. âDid he, now?â
Bucky didnât flinch, didnât blink, just stared back at him.
She stepped in quickly, a cheerful note in her voice. âWell, here you go, guys,â she said, setting their bags of pastries and the requested custard tart on the counter.
But before she could finish ringing them up, Daniel added something to the order, sending her back to grab another treat.
With her out of earshot, the viking-wannabe fixed his gaze on Bucky again. âThere somethinâ on ma face?â he asked, casual but a little edgy.
Bucky shrugged, relaxed, but his steel-blue eyes locked onto the man without wavering. âNope.â
They stared at each other for a long moment, the tension in the air could be cut with a knife.
Bucky tilted his head slightly, âYou know, Cookie, I was thinking of stopping by tomorrow to fix the kneader myself.â His gaze never left the bikerâs. âDonât think your customers must stray from their duties.â
Her eyes widened in surprise. She opened her mouth to speak, but before she could get a word out, the biker let out a low chuckle, his smile more challenging than amused.
âWell, it wonât be a bother,â he drawled, leaning an elbow on the counter. âSince I always take care of Edna.â
Buckyâs lips quirked up in a smirk that didnât reach his eyes. âIâm sure you do.â
Somehow, she felt left out of the conversation. The way they stared each other down, the sharpness in their tones, it didnât seem like they were talking about Edna anymore. It was likeâŠ
âCâmon, Jack,â the second biker interjected, breaking the thick silence, though his tone carried a subtle edge of warning. âThe guys are waitinâ. Cookie here will tell ya if she needs anythinâ, wonât ya?â
She nodded quickly, eager to shift the mood, and handed over their order. âYeah, of course. Thanks for always helping out.â Her smile was warm but a little strained as she accepted their payment.
Jack lingered for a bit, gaze still locked on Buckyâs. The other biker sighed and patted him on the arm. âAt least help with somethinâ, huh?â he added, shoving a large paper bag into his chest.
The man finally broke eye contact, muttering something under his breath as he grabbed the bag and turned toward the door. But before he turned to leave, he glanced back over his shoulder, his lips twitching into a smirk. âDonât forget, Cookie, you know who to call if you need real help.â
Buckyâs jaw ticked, the faintest sign of irritation flashing in his eyes. He leaned back against the counter, one hand casually resting on the edge, but the tension in his shoulders gave him away. âSure thing,â he drawled, âIf it comes to that, Iâll make sure she doesnât have to wait.â
The implication in his words wasnât lost on Jack, whose smirk faltered for just a second before he turned and strode out, the other biker following with an exasperated shake of his head.
As the door swung shut, she let out a breath she hadnât realized sheâd been holding. âWell,â she said, attempting to sound lighthearted, âthat was⊠something.â
Buckyâs gaze softened as he turned back to her, though the tension in his posture remained. âThey always this âfriendlyâ?â
She laughed awkwardly, brushing her hands on her apron. âOh, they are, actually. They just get a little protective sometimes, you know? Like Iâm their sister or something. Maybe they were just surprised to see you back here.â
He tilted his head, twitching his lips in what mightâve been a smile, but his eyes didnât match the expression. âA sister, huh?â
She nodded, oblivious to the undercurrent in his tone, and started busying herself by tidying up the counter. To her, it was just Jack and his usual overbearing charm. But to Bucky, it was something else entirely.
Even as he tried to relax, his mind kept replaying the interaction. The way that guy had stood too close, his words heavy with meaning, the subtle posturing was anything but brotherly. Bucky had seen it all before, in darker and rougher places than this warm, flour-dusted bakery.
Except this time, it wasnât just about dominance or some unspoken challenge. It was about her. And for reasons he wasnât ready to name, that thought didnât sit well with him at all.
âSo," she started, cutting through the silence and his spiraling thoughts, "you were serious when you said you could fix the machine?"
"Yeah," he replied, keeping his face carefully neutral. "Itâll be a piece of cake."
Piece of cake, he repeated in his mind, trying to suppress the small pang of regret creeping up his spine. Sure, he had a working knowledge of mechanics, heâd helped Sam fix his boat, after all. But that had been different. Boats were his element, like motorcycles or cars. A fifty-year-old kneading machine? Well, heâll find out tomorrow.
His impulsive desire to impress her -and maybe stake some kind of invisible claim- had won out. Now, all he could do was hope the thing wasnât an unreadable mess.
She glanced at the clock and brushed her hands together. âAlright, time to give shape to the bread. Itâs risen enough.â
Without missing a beat, she led the way back into the kitchen. The warm, yeasty air mingled with her faint perfume, wrapping around him like a comforting blanket.
She grabbed a portion of the dough and began to demonstrate. âOkay, so these are the basics,â she said, her fingers moving deftly. âFor buns, you just roll the dough into smooth balls. Like this.â She cupped her hands around the dough, rolling it against the counter in a quick, practiced motion until it was perfectly round. âBraids and baguettes are a little trickier. The braids are just three strands, like hair. And baguettes, well, you stretch and roll them into shape. But you can stick with the buns for now, theyâre easier.â
Bucky nodded, reaching for a piece of dough. He hesitated for a moment, as the memory of her hand guiding his earlier flashed in his mind. His throat tightened, and he focused on the dough, rolling it between his hands.
âLike this?â he asked, holding up a slightly lopsided bun.
She smiled, her eyes crinkling at the corners. âAlmost. Use the heel of your hand a little more to smooth it out. Here.â She stepped closer, brushing her fingers lightly over his. This time, she didnât guide him directly, but the proximity was enough to make his heart thud against his ribs.
He adjusted his grip and tried again, and she gave an approving nod. âThere you go. See? Youâre a natural.â
As they worked side by side, she kept talking. âMost of this will have to go on sale tomorrow, probably at half price. But having you here is a real help. If Iâd had to do all this alone, I mightâve had to throw some of the dough out.â
Her words struck a chord, and a pang of happiness settled in his chest. It wasnât much, just a small acknowledgment of his effort, but it filled a hollow part of him he didnât even realize was there.
He stole a glance at her as she focused on a braid, her hands working the dough with practiced ease. A strand of hair had fallen loose, brushing against her cheek. She pushed it back with her wrist, leaving a faint streak of flour across her temple. It made her look effortlessly endearing, and he quickly averted his eyes, focusing back on the dough in his hands.
Unbeknownst to him, she was doing the same. She caught glimpses of him as he worked, his broad shoulders hunched slightly, his calloused flesh hand and the vibranium one surprisingly gentle as he shaped the dough. Something was captivating about how he moved, so deliberate yet careful, like he was afraid of breaking something.
âLooks like youâre getting the hang of it,â she said, glancing over at his growing pile of buns.
âYeah, well,â he replied, rolling another piece of dough under his palms. âNot exactly rocket science.â
She chuckled, âI donât know. Youâve got a good touch. It took me a week to get my buns to look that smooth while doing it swiftly.â
Every time their gazes met -accidentally, fleetingly- it was like a spark flared in the air between them. Then, one of them would quickly look away, snapping their attention back to the dough. It was a quiet rhythm of stolen glances and fleeting touches, building a connection that felt as tangible as the dough in their hands.
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The bread was neatly shaped and lined up on trays, ready to rise once more before its final trip to the oven. She covered the trays with damp cloths, brushing her hands on her apron as she glanced at the clock. âAlright, now we wait again. Should be ready for the oven in about half an hour.â
Bucky nodded, stepping back to let her take the lead. âYou need me to do anything else?â
âNot right now,â she replied with a small smile. âIâll take care of the customers while we wait. You can⊠I donât know, hang out if you want?â
He huffed a soft laugh. âSure.â
She disappeared into the front of the shop, the bell over the door jingling faintly as a pair of officers entered. Bucky leaned against the doorframe, watching her from the kitchen as she greeted them warmly.
âEvening, boys. The usual?â
âYup. Two coffees and a box of donuts,â one of the cops said, glancing over at Bucky briefly. His partner followed the look, squinting slightly before his eyes widened.
âSergeant Barnes,â the officer said, his voice respectful but tinged with curiosity.
Bucky stiffened slightly at being at being recognized, but he nodded. âGood evening.â
The officer hesitated for a moment before speaking again. âUh, sorry if this is out of line, but⊠would it be okay if I got a picture with you?â
Bucky shifted uncomfortably, glancing at her for a brief second. She offered him an encouraging smile, and he finally nodded. âYeah, sure.â
The officer grinned and handed his phone to his partner. They stood together for the picture, Bucky keeping his usual neutral expression, though the officer looked thrilled.
As the partner handed the phone back, he chuckled, glancing between Bucky and her. âDidnât know you were friends with Cookie here. Lucky you, sheâs got the best donuts in the neighborhood.â
Bucky raised an eyebrow, but she laughed and rolled her eyes before he could say anything. âAlright, enough buttering me up. Your coffeeâs getting cold.â
The cops thanked her again, waved at Bucky, and headed out, leaving the shop quiet once more.
He leaned against the counter, crossing his arms as he looked at her. âSo⊠they call you Cookie too, huh?â
She chuckled, brushing a stray strand of hair from her face. âItâs just a nickname my grandma gave me when I was little. She used to call me her little cookie because Iâd sneak cookie dough every time she baked. I guess it stuck, and eventually, the regulars picked it up, too.â
âLittle cookie,â he repeated, a small smirk tugging at his lips. âDoes it bother you?â
âNot really,â she said, shrugging. âItâs kind of sweet, actuallyâ
Bucky hummed in response, his smirk softening into something more thoughtful. âFits you.â
She blinked, caught off guard by the compliment, but before she could respond, he straightened up. âGuess Iâll head out now. Iâll be back tomorrow to take a look at that machine. Ah⊠actually... I owe you one more thing.â
Her brows furrowed. âWhat do you mean?â
âThe door,â he admitted, glancing toward it sheepishly. âRemember I kind of... broke it thinking you were in trouble?â
Her mouth opened slightly in realization, and for a fleeting moment, the two of them were transported back to that chaotic instant, him storming into the kitchen, with his eyes wild with concern, only to find her jumping in her bra, startled but unharmed.
A faint heat rose to her cheeks, and she quickly looked down, busying her hands with the edge of her apron. âRight. The door,â she said, a touch higher than usual.
âIâll run up to my place and grab a chain and a lock,â he offered, clearly trying to sound casual, though the tips of his ears were suspiciously red. âItâs not much, but itâll hold until you can get it fixed.â
âThatâs... really thoughtful of you,â she said softly, sneaking a glance at him. âThanks.â
He nodded once, tightening his jaw slightly as if bracing himself, before turning toward the door. âWait here. Iâll be quick.â
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When he returned, he carried a chain and lock in hand, the metal clinking softly as he stepped through the door. Without a word, he moved to the broken door and began securing the temporary fix, his movements sure and steady. She stayed nearby, her arms crossed lightly over her apron, watching him work.
âWill you manage to close up on your own?â he asked, testing the chain one last time to ensure it held.
She nodded, her lips curving into a faint smile. âIâll be fine.â
He lingered momentarily at the doorway, meeting her gaze as though debating whether to press further. Instead, he simply stepped back, giving her a small, almost shy smirk. âAlright, then.â
He turned toward the door, pausing just long enough to glance back over his shoulder. âGoodnight, Cookie.â
The nickname rolled off his tongue with ease, leaving her a little stunned as the bell over the door jingled behind him.
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That night, she lay on her bed, staring at the ceiling as the evening replayed itself in vivid detail. Every stolen glance, every fleeting touch, every word exchanged lingered in her mind, refusing to let her settle into sleep. She rolled over, grabbing a pillow and hugging it tightly, only to let out a muffled squeal, burying her face in the fabric.
It all felt like something out of a novel, the kind her grandmother used to read, with their slow-burn tension and moments of unexpected closeness. Him standing there in her kitchen, sleeves rolled up, kneading dough with those ridiculously strong hands. The warmth of his smirk when he called her "Cookie" before leaving.
She sighed, turning onto her back again, staring at the dim glow of the streetlight filtering through her curtains. Donât get carried away, she reminded herself. He was⊠Bucky Barnes, for crying out loud. The man probably had a private life he kept well-guarded. Dating, maybe even a girlfriend waiting for him somewhere. Someone who could offer him more than just late-night baking disasters and a small-town charm bubble in the big city.
âOh, whatever,â she mumbled, throwing an arm over her face. It was free to fantasize, right? Just a harmless indulgence in the possibilities, no matter how far-fetched.
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Bucky lay on the couch in his apartment, replaying the events of the night on a loop in his mind. Her hand, firm yet soft, guiding his against the dough in that rhythmic motion. He could still feel her touch and her warmth seeping into his skin. He groaned softly, shifting as he became acutely aware of the pang of need stirring under his sweatpants.
âDamn it,â he muttered, running a hand over his face. Was he really that touch-starved? The answer was obvious.
But then another thought struck him, one that pulled his focus away from his frustration. Her touch hadnât made him uncomfortable. Not in the way heâd grown used to: tensing, the inevitable flinch, or the tightening of his chest. No, being near her, having her hands on his, had done the opposite in a way he hadnât felt in years -decades-.
His mind shifted to the kneading machine. He had all but volunteered to fix the thing, despite only a vague knowledge of how it worked. He cursed under his breath, drowning in anxiety as he realized he could very well embarrass himself tomorrow. Sheâd been so grateful, trusted him so easily. The last thing he wanted was to let her down.
Then there was the other thing, the background he could never escape. Even though sheâd been cool about it. He was damaged goods, and he knew that, but still... a part of him wanted her to notice him.
To see him, Bucky, the guy who helped her in the kitchen, who wanted to make her smile, who was ready to spend hours fixing her stupid kneading machine just for the excuse to see her again.
Fuck. This was going to be one of those nights.
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By the time morning gave way to the agreed-upon hour, Bucky found himself standing outside the bakery, a hand tucked into his jacket pocket as he knocked on the glass of the front door. He might -or might not- have put some effort into dressing for the occasion, trading his usual hoodie for a henley that clung just enough to hint at his physique under his jacket. Still, the dark circles under his eyes betrayed his sleepless night.
She appeared from the back, wiping her hands on a flour-dusted towel, and her face lit up as she spotted him.
âCookie,â he greeted with a faint smirk as she unlocked the door and pulled it open.
âSergeant,â she replied, the corner of her mouth quirking up in amusement.
The exchange felt oddly natural, like a line out of an old movie. She opened the door with a soft laugh, stepping aside to let him in. He strolled toward the back, the scent of freshly baked bread of the previous night lingering in the air as she followed.
âLetâs see the beast,â he said, nodding toward the old kneader, circling once like a predator sizing up its prey.
âAll yoursâ she answered, crossing her arms as she leaned against the counter. âThink you can handle it?â
He shot her a mock-serious glance. âWeâll see.â
As he studied the machine, his eyes flicked to the sturdy work table beside it.
âYou got a cloth or something to cover this?â
She frowned slightly, her brows knitting together in confusion. âA cloth?â
âSomething that can get dirty,â he clarified.
âUh⊠sure.â She rummaged through a drawer and pulled out an old, slightly worn tablecloth, tossing it to him.
âThanks,â he said, unfolding it and laying it across the table.
Her confusion deepened as he positioned himself beside the kneader. âWhat are you-â
She didnât get to finish the question before Bucky gripped the sides of the heavy machine, lifting it like it weighed no more than a loaf of bread. He turned and placed it carefully on the table, adjusting it until it sat at an angle he deemed perfect for inspection.
She blinked, stunned for a moment before her lips parted in an incredulous laugh.
It wasnât necessary, he couldâve worked on it just fine where it sat. But something in him wanted to do it anyway, to leave her watching, even if just for a moment.
She raised a brow, crossing her arms as she leaned against the counter. There was a teasing glint in her eyes when she said, âIf I didnât know better, Iâd think you were trying to impress me.â
Bucky froze for a second, then, slowly, he turned his head to look at her with an unreadable expression at first. But then the corner of his mouth quirked up, softening his otherwise stoic features. âDid it work?â he asked, carrying just a hint of challenge.
She felt a flutter in her chest she wasnât ready to name. Biting her lip to suppress a smile, she fought to keep her voice steady. âFix Edna,â she quipped, tilting her chin toward the kneader as if to deflect the heat in the air, âand maybe Iâll tell you.â
For a split second, something flickered in his eyes, an almost boyish mischief that made her pulse quicken. âChallenge accepted,â he said, turning back to the machine.
As he bent over the kneader, his metal hand steadying it while his flesh one worked the bolts loose, she let herself watch him for a moment. Something was mesmerizing about the way he moved: deliberate, confident, his sleeves pushed up to reveal forearms that looked sculpted to dismantle things like this.
Luckily for Bucky, Edna really was a piece of cake. As he worked through the simple mechanics of the old machine, a wave of relief settled over him. He didnât know why heâd been so preoccupied with the possibility of failure. Maybe it was because the stakes werenât just about fixing a kneader, it was about proving himself in some quiet, unspoken way.
âDo you have a cable extension to test it?â he asked after reassembling the final part, glancing over his shoulder at her.
âYeah, hang on,â she said, disappearing for a moment before returning with a long orange cord. She plugged it in, watching as he connected it to the machine.
When the kneader whirred to life, steady and smooth, she clapped her hands together once, the sound bright and cheerful in the warm kitchen. Her smile, wide and genuine, was aimed directly at him. âYou did it!â she exclaimed, with a contagious enthusiasm.
Bucky felt a jolt in his chest, like a sudden surge of energy. That smile, so pure and full of warmth, made him feel capable of almost anything. For a brief moment, it silenced the nagging voices in his head that constantly questioned his worth.
He turned off the machine and lifted it again, carefully placing it back in its original spot. He adjusted it slightly, turning it until it sat exactly as it had before, deliberately and unhurriedly.
âShow-off,â she teased lightly, eyes sparkling with amusement.
Still riding the wave of her praise, he smirked, grabbing a rag to wipe his hands. âSo?â he asked, with a tone just bordering on playful. âYou have to tell me now if it worked.â
She blinked, momentarily knitting her brows in confusion. âWhatâŠoh,â she murmured. He wasnât talking about the machine. Her mind flicked back to their earlier exchange, and warmth crept up her neck as she bit her lip, suddenly feeling all too shy under his gaze.
âHow could I not be impressed?â she said softly, meeting his eyes with a hint of nervousness.
Buckyâs smirk lingered since her words boosted his confidence. âGood to know,â he replied in a low, almost intimate tone.
Her laughter came nervously, breaking the silence. âAlright, Mr. Fix-It, letâs not-â
She didnât finish her sentence since Bucky, still high on boldness, took a step closer. âYou know,â he started in a steady voice, despite the rapid thrum of his heart, âIâm starting to think impressing you might be my new favorite hobby.â
Her lips parted in surprise, âBuckyâŠâ
âTell me if Iâm reading this wrong,â he murmured, his flesh hand lifting just slightly, hovering near her arm as if waiting for permission.
She didnât pull away. Instead, her nervous laugh melted into a smile, and her eyes locked onto his. âYouâre not.â
That was all the confirmation he needed. Closing the gap between them, he leaned in, in a mix of deliberate but hesitant movements, like he feared the moment might shatter.
When their lips met, it was soft at first, a gentle, tentative connection that quickly deepened. Her hands instinctively rested against his chest, feeling the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath her palms.
For Bucky, the world seemed to narrow to just this: the warmth of her lips, the faint scent of flour and sugar on her skin, and the way she melted into him as if she belonged there.
When they let go, her eyes fluttered open, wide and searching, and her lips parted as if she wanted to speak but couldnât find the words.
âWow,â she breathed finally, the word barely audible but carrying all the wonder she couldnât express.
Buckyâs gaze flicked between her eyes and her slightly swollen lips. His own breath was uneven, and his voice rough as he muttered, âYeah. Wow.â
She let out a nervous laugh, her cheeks warm as she glanced down, only for him to tilt her chin up with a gentle finger. His expression had softened, the earlier mischief replaced by something more vulnerable.
Without waiting for her to pull away -or maybe daring her to- he leaned in again. This time, there was no hesitation, no careful testing. The second kiss was deeper, and more purposeful, stealing her breath away.
She responded instinctively, slipping her arms around his shoulders as she pressed closer. His metal hand found her waist, firm and steady, while his flesh one cradled her jaw, brushing his thumb along her cheek in a tender contrast to the intensity of the kiss.
The world outside the bakery seemed to fade, and when they finally broke apart, breathing heavily, her voice was soft, almost shy, as she finally managed to say, âIf thatâs how you fix things, maybe Edna should break more often.â
Bucky chuckled lowly, trailing his fingers down her arm as he leaned back just enough to see her face. âCareful, there,â he replied with boyish grin. âI might start breaking things on purpose.â
She laughed, shaking her head as her hands lingered against his chest. âJust⊠donât let it be my heart, okay?â
The teasing glint in his eyes softened at her words, replaced by something deeper that made her heart race again.
âNever,â he promised leaning in slightly, nearly touching her forehead with his. Slowly, deliberately, his body shifted closer, bracketing his hands on her sides, palms resting lightly on the edge of the workbench, gently caging her in.
âIf you have me, dollâŠâ His voice softened, laced with a husky tremor, as though each word was pulled from the deepest parts of him. He paused, pressing his lips together briefly, while his gaze flickered uncertainly. She could see the struggle in his eyes, the weight of unspoken fears and hopes battling within him. âIâll treasure you the way you deserve.â
There he was, exposed and raw, offering her the most vulnerable parts of himself. And she saw it all, the battered pieces, the scars both seen and unseen, and the wonder in his expression that someone like her could even consider him worth it.
All the previous cockiness evaporated as he waited for her response, his breath caught in his chest. He didnât move, didnât dare.
She blinked up at him, parting her lips slightly as her hands lifted from where they rested against the workbench. For a heartbeat, she hesitated, before reaching out, tracing the curve of his jaw.
âYou already do,â she whispered. Her thumb brushed the faint stubble on his cheek, and she smiled softly, a mixture of disbelief and certainty shining in her eyes. She rose onto her toes and brought her lips to his. The kiss was more deliberate this time, an answer in every sense, with a confidence that left no room for doubt. When she pulled back slightly, she looked into his hooded eyes. âIâll take care of you too, Bucky. I promise, " she said tenderly.
His lips curved into a rare, radiant smile, one that softened every hard edge of his tired face. He didnât say anything at first, just stared at her with such unguarded joy it made her heart flutter all over again. Then, without warning, his strong hands found her waist, and he lifted her effortlessly off the ground.
She gasped, a delighted laugh spilling from her lips as he spun her around, the room blurring for a moment as the motion carried them both. His own low chuckle mingled with hers, a sound so rich and full like a victory, a triumph for once, over the weight heâd been carrying for so long.
When he set her down gently, he kept his hands on her waist, and she leaned into him, their laughter fading into a warm, contented silence as she rested her hands against his chest. His heart raced beneath her palms, matching her erratic pulse.
They didnât need to say anything more. At this moment, their shared warmth in the dusty floured kitchen was enough. The world and the rhythm of the weekday could wait a little longer.
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could you maybe write a Spencer Reid x reader where bau!reader always has freezing cold hands and maybe Spencer offers to hold their hands to warm them up and then it kind of becomes a routine thing that they do and they both secretly really enjoy it then maybe a confession is involved? idk i just have freezing hands all the time and i want him to hold my hands đ
(your fics are wonderful btw! you write Spencer so well! <3)
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content/warnings: gn!reader, fluff, confession, cursing, hoes with anemia rise up, autistic coded spencer
notes: i really really appreciate the compliment, thatâs so incredibly sweet. thank you so much for your request! i hope you enjoy it<3
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spencer first noticed it when your hand brushed past his on the jet. you were reaching for something and had to lean over him, so he began to grab the same thing to grab it for you.
your hands touched briefly, and he noted how cold they were. maybe you had poor circulation? âyour hands are so cold,â he had stated.
you shrugged in response. âi mean, i guess. iâm just kind of used to it.â to some extent, you were. you regularly carried hand warmers to stuff inside jacket pockets, carried gloves occasionally, and tried to increase your blood flow whenever you could.
after that, he noticed just how cold your hands often were. on the jet he brushed it off due to the altitude or maybe even just the air conditioning, but he couldnât deny how much you rubbed your hands together or discreetly opened warming packets.
one time on a particularly chilly case in michigan, he saw you digging around in your bag. âwhat are you looking for?â he asked.
you looked up briefly just to continue to rifle through your things. âoh, itâs nothing.â the brisk air was beginning to become to much to bear, you needed your hand warmers. âi just need to find my hand warmers.â
after a few minutes you gave up and began to rub your hands together to generate some warmth. spencer watched for a moment, and contemplated if he should say anything else. he then spoke before even realizing that he had said anything. âdo you just want to hold my hand?â
what first struck you was how odd this was, coming from spencer specifically. you had known about his germ issue, obviously. everyone did. âitâs actually safer to kiss,â he would always say. but, if he was offering, who were you to turn him down? you were no fool.
his eyes widened after he realized the sentiment of what this proposition could mean, and quickly followed it up with, âonly if you want to, of course. just because your hands are cold all the time.â
and so, you reached for his hand and gently held it. he then took your enclasped hands and placed them in the pocket on his jacket. your hands werenât the only thing that were warm that night. you werenât sure if he could see the red heat that had risen to your cheeks.
from that moment on, spencer began holding your hand or putting your hand in his pockets when he could tell they were getting cold. surely other people on the team were noticing, but it didnât really occur to you to mind. eventually your wallet was appreciative of the money you were saving on purchasing hand warmers in bulk.
presently you and spencer were walking back to your apartment after a case. you both were quite tired, and you didnât want him taking public transportation this late at night. it hadnât snowed yet, but it was still incredibly cold.
spencer noticed the telltale signs that your hands were getting uncomfortably cold, and so he reached for the hand that was closest to him and laced his fingers with yours. âsorry iâm such a frigid bitch,â you joked.
your statement stopped him in his tracks, literally. what could you even mean by that? you werenât a bitch. frigid, maybe. but definitely not a bitch.
his sudden stop startled you a little. âwhat do you mean? youâre not a bitch.â his brow was knit together, and his lips curled downward ever so slightly.
oh, he hadnât quite understood what you had intended to imply. âthatâs not what i meant,â you said, laughing lightly. âi just meant that iâm really fucking cold, like all the time. thank you for sharing your body heat, i guess.â
due to his expression, it had clearly dawned on him what you had meant. âi donât mind at all.â he smiled and squeezed your hand a little tighter. âyou can hold my hand whenever you want to.â
you continued walking to your apartment. the lights from the surrounding buildings reflected dimly off the road, creating a soft ambiance. cars drove past every now and then, and sometimes youâd move to the side of the sidewalk for people passing by.
âwhat if i always want to?â you asked under your breath. he turned to look at you, a quizzical look sitting upon his face.
âwhat do you mean?â
you paused. âwhat if i want to hold your hand, even when iâm not cold?â you looked into his eyes, and then something shifted. spencer opened and closed his mouth a few times. you flicked your eyes away and looked ant the ground. maybe you shouldnât have said anything.
spencer moved his head in an attempt to meet your gaze, but was unsuccessful. âhey,â he prodded, trying to get your attention. his voice was softened; the sound of it vibrating softly in the air between the two of you.
âhey,â he called out again. âdo you mean that?â he questioned. the tone of his voice was nothing accusatory; it was curious, maybe even a little shocked.
you gulped down any embarrassment that you could. okay, you were doing this. âyes,â you mumbled. âi really enjoy holding your hand even when my hands arenât cold.â
at first, his eyebrows raised a bit, but then his expression softened and grew more rapt. this was not what you were expecting. what you had been expecting was an awkward exchange of, âiâm sorry, i donât like you that way,â or perhaps even a declaration of his purely platonic feelings for you.
his silence was beginning to stress you out. you looked for any recognition on his face of what his next words would be. finally, he spoke. âreally? because i do too,â he whispered.
upon his lips sat a small smile that did little to hide his glee. thank god, he wasnât upset or uncomfortable. âwhat if i held your hand whenever i wanted to? not just when my hands get cold?â you pondered.
his smile widened. he nodded passionately before speaking. âyes!â he exclaimed, a little louder than intended. he quietened his voice again, âyes. you absolutely can. i want you too. i like holding your hand.â
the remaining tension in your jaw and shoulders finally dissipated. you turned your body to face him completely, and you were met with the backlit halo of light from the street lamps that illuminated him in an almost angelic way. his curls looked softer than ever, and the creases around his eyes made you want to melt.
your free hand reached forward in search of his other hand, and you grasped it tightly. finally you broke the silence. âcan i kiss you, spence?â
his eyes bound shut tightly and he smiled even wider, if possible. his eyes opened and looked right into yours. âplease. please kiss me,â he declared.
your hands still intertwined, you leaned forward and pressed your lips against his. you tilted your head to the side to get even closer to him. one of his hand let go of your own and cradled your jaw gently.
his breath tickled against your cheek, and despite his typical bashful nature, you felt him smile into the kiss. when you pulled away, a string of salvia connected the two of you. in another situation you mightâve found it gross, but presently you didnât mind.
you took your free hand and brushed a piece of hair from his face. nothing in this moment mattered but you and him, and you with him.
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You arrived at the house in Whitby just as the sun began to set. The car ride felt like it took foreverâfour hours of âAre we there yet?â and âHow much longer?â had even made Myle seem a little tired. But now you were finally here, and it was worth it.
The front door swung open, and Rich stood there, grinning down at you. âThereâs my favourite little troublemaker!â he said, holding his arms out wide.
You giggled, running toward him with Twix clutched under your arm. âIâm not trouble!â you declared, though the smile on your face probably didnât help your case.
âOh, I bet youâre not,â Rich said, scooping you up into a big bear hug that made you squeal. âMyle been the one giving your mums trouble on the way here then?â
âMyleâs good! Sheâs better than Mamma in the car, she complained a lot!â you said with a grin, twisting to look at Viv.
Viv gasped, pretending to be offended. âWhat did I do?â
âYou kept saying âwatch out, Beth!ââ you said, copying Vivâs voice and waving your arms dramatically. âAnd Mummy said youâre a backseat driver!â
Beth burst out laughing while Viv raised an eyebrow. âOh, you are definitely trouble,â Viv said, but her smile gave her away as she shook her head and carried the bags inside.
You followed Beth into the living room, your eyes going wide as you spotted the Christmas tree in the corner. It was taller than the one at home, covered in twinkling lights and shiny ornaments. âItâs so big!â you gasped, running over to admire it.Â
âNot as big as you,â Beth teased, ruffling your hair as she joined you by the tree.
âIâm not big, Iâm little!â you said, spinning around to look up at her.
âOh really? Who was it that ate an entire chocolate bar in the car and said they were still hungry?â
âThat was Myle!â you said quickly, giggling as Beth shook her head.
âRight, Myleâs got hands now, has she?â Beth shot back, grinning as she crouched down beside you. âCome here, Roo. I wanna show you something.â
She pointed to a few ornaments tucked near the middle of the tree. They werenât shiny like the othersâone was a little wooden snowman with paint chipping off, and another was a felt stocking with stitching that looked a little wonky.
âThese are from when I was your age,â Beth said, pulling the stocking off the branch and holding it out to you. âMade this one all by myself. Can you tell?â
You tilted your head, inspecting the uneven stitches. âItâs messy,â you said honestly.
Beth gasped, âMessy?! Excuse me, Miss Perfect, but that took me hours.â
You giggled again, your fingers running over the felt. âItâs kinda good, though.â
âOh, thanks so much,â Beth said, rolling her eyes. She pulled another ornament off the tree, this one a glittery ball with your name on it. âNow, this oneâs brand new. Grandad picked it out just for you. What do you think?â
Your eyes lit up as you grabbed the ornament carefully. âItâs mine?â
âYours,â Beth said. âBut you have to hang it up yourself. Thatâs the rule!â
Viv appeared then, carrying one of the suitcases. âWhat are we hanging up?â
âRooâs ornament,â Beth said, watching as you turned to look at the tree, deciding where it should go.
âPut it right at the top!â Viv said, but Beth shook her head.
âToo high. If she puts it there, sheâll grow up thinking sheâs a giant.â
You turned to her, your hands on your hips. âI am a giant!â
Beth burst out laughing, pulling you into a hug and tickling your sides. âYou are ridiculous, you know that?â
You squealed, twisting away. âStop, stop!â
âAlright, alright. Come here, Iâll lift you up so you can put it wherever you want,â Beth said, hoisting you up as you held the ornament carefully.
âHere!â you said, pointing to a branch near the middle.
âGood choice, Roo!â Beth said, holding you steady while you slid the ornament onto the branch.
When she set you back down, you turned to Viv and grinned. âNow itâs perfect.â
Viv nodded. âItâs definitely perfect now.â
âMummy, whatâs this one?â You asked Beth, pointing to a little star.Â
It was a slightly lopsided ornament of a star made out of popsicle sticks, painted in uneven gold with bits of glitter clinging to it, and a ribbon loop at the top.
âOh, thatâs an old one,â Beth said, reaching out to take it off the branch. She held it in her hands for a moment, her smile softening. âI made this with Nana June and Uncle Ben when I was little, just a bit older than you I think!â
âWith Nana June?â you asked curiously. You knew her name and a lot about her. She was always talked about in your house.Â
Beth nodded, crouching down so she was on your level. âYeah, with my mum, your Nana June. It was Christmas Eve, and we had a little craft kit she bought at the shop. Ben wanted to make a snowman, but I insisted on the star. Said it was more âChristmassy.ââ
âDid you fight?â you asked, giggling because you knew what Beth and Ben were like.Â
âOh, absolutely,â Beth said with a grin, tickling your side lightly. âBen said my star was rubbish, so Nana June made him make one, too. His wasnât any better, by the way.â
You giggled, âItâs kinda wonky,â you observed.
âWonky?â Beth gasped, âYouâve got so much to say about my crafting skills tonight, donât you? Little miss perfect!â
You giggled harder, holding the star up to Viv. âLook, Mamma, Mummy made this, and itâs wonky!â
Viv crouched down beside the two of you, pretending to inspect the ornament like it was some kind of antique. âHmm⊠I donât know, Roo. Itâs got character. I think itâs perfect!â
Beth pointed at Viv. âThank you! Finally, someone who appreciates fine art.â
You tilted your head at the star, turning it in your hands. âNana June helped you?â
âShe did,â Beth said, her voice softening again. âShe helped me hold the glue, and she made sure Ben didnât stick the popsicle sticks to the table. She was really good at that kind of thing.â
Bethâs smile grew a little wistful as she brushed a piece of hair from your face. âShe wouldâve loved you, Roo. She always wanted grandkids. Sheâd have spoiled you rotten.â
âLike Grandad does?â
âExactly like Grandad,â Beth said, laughing. âProbably even worse. Youâd have so much chocolate, youâd bounce off the walls!â
Viv chuckled, slipping an arm around Beth. âWeâd never get her to bed.â
You smiled, looking down at the star again. âCan I hang it up?â
Beth nodded, her hand resting on your back. âOf course you can. Pick a good spot.â
You looked at the tree carefully, finally deciding on a branch right near the front. You hung the star up gently, stepping back to admire your work.
âPerfect,â you said proudly.
Beth smiled, pulling you close and kissing the top of your head. âPerfect.â
âRight then!â Rich said, coming back into the living room, âWho wants hot chocolate?â
âMe! Me!â You said, jumping up from Bethâs lap, âI want hot chocolate!â
The next few days passed quickly with Beth, Viv and Rich keeping you occupied with Christmas activities and before you knew it, it was Christmas Eve. Your excitement was hard to contain as Christmas Day grew closer and closer.Â
You were practically jumping with excitement as Beth handed you a wrapped box while preparing for a movie night. âWhatâs this?â you gasped, eyes wide as you looked from her to Viv.
âItâs your Christmas Eve box!â Beth grinned, settling onto the couch beside you. âGo on, open it.â
Ripping through the wrapping paper with enthusiasm, you let out a squeal of delight. Inside, there were new pyjamas covered in little reindeer, a packet of hot chocolate mixed with marshmallows, a small stuffed penguin, and a tiny jar of glittery âreindeer food.â
âLook at this!â you exclaimed, pulling out the penguin and hugging it to your chest. âAnd whatâs this?â you asked, shaking the jar of reindeer food.
âThatâs for the reindeer!â Viv explained, âWe sprinkle it outside so they know where to land.â
You gasped, âCan we do it now?â
âIn a bit,â Beth said, smoothing down your hair. âFirst, letâs get you into your new pyjamas and make some hot chocolate.â
You dashed upstairs, Viv following close behind to help you change. It didnât take long with you rushing her. Moments later, you returned, practically tripping over your own feet in your excitement.
âLook! Iâm a reindeer now!â you declared, showing off the little antlers on the hood of your pyjamas.
âYouâre adorable,â Beth said, grabbing her phone for a quick picture. âAlright, hot chocolate time.â
You ran into the kitchen with Beth and Viv following close behind, you made Beth grab a chair so you could help Viv and be a little chef. Once the hot chocolate was made and gone, you, Beth, Viv and Rich bundled up in coats and scarves to head outside. Viv held the jar of reindeer food while Beth held your hand and led you outside. Together, you sprinkled the sparkly mixture across the snowy lawn.
âDo you think theyâll like it?â you asked, looking up at Viv.
âTheyâll love it,â Viv assured you, crouching down to help you spread the last handful. âThis will guide them straight to the house.â
Back inside, you helped Beth set out cookies and a glass of milk for Santa, carefully placing a carrot next to the plate. âFor the reindeer,â you explained seriously as if Beth didnât already know.
Finally, it was bedtime. You climbed into your bed, clutching the penguin from your Christmas Eve box and Twix, your face lit with excitement. âWill Santa really come?â you asked as Viv tucked the blankets around you.
âOf course,â Viv said, sitting on the edge of your bed. âBut only if youâre asleep.â
Beth sat on the other side, holding a storybook. âHow about a Christmas story to help you settle?â
You nodded eagerly, and Beth began to read, her voice warm and animated. But every few sentences, you interrupted with a new question.
âHow will Santa find me here?â
âWill the reindeer eat the carrot?â
âWhat if Myle and Rona scare him away?â
Viv stifled a laugh while Beth patiently answered each question. Finally, your eyelids began to droop, and your questions slowed. By the time Beth closed the book, you were snuggled deep into your blankets, the penguin and Twix tucked under your arm.
âGoodnight, Roo,â Beth whispered, kissing your forehead.
âSweet dreams, mijn meisje,â Viv added, smoothing your hair.
As they slipped out of your room, they exchanged knowing smiles. âThink sheâll stay asleep?â Beth whispered.
âNot a chance,â Viv murmured, but her smile was fond.
Downstairs, they got to work. Presents were carefully arranged under the tree, with a few special ones labelled From Santa. Viv arranged them while Beth teased her for overthinking it. Stockings were filled with small treats, and a handwritten note from âSantaâ was propped up against the mantel by Rich.Â
When everything was ready, Beth stood by the tree, her expression softening. âSheâs going to love it,â she said quietly.
âShe will,â Viv agreed, slipping an arm around Bethâs waist. âYour mum would have loved this too.â
Beth nodded, blinking back tears. âItâs just hard, you know? First Christmas without her.â
Viv hugged her tightly. âSheâd be proud of you, liefje. Youâre giving Rory the kind of Christmas sheâd have wanted.â
The house was still alive with the warmth of Christmas Eve as Rich emerged from the kitchen, carrying a tray of snacks. âWhat are you two doing sneaking around the tree like that?â he teased, eyeing Beth and Viv as they fussed with the presents.
âMaking Christmas perfect, Dad,â Beth replied, wiping her hands on her jeans. âSantaâs got high standards.â
âDoes he now?â Rich chuckled, setting the tray on the coffee table. âWell, you two might want to wrap it up before our little elf sneaks back down here.â
âShe wouldâve loved Roo,â Beth said, her voice barely above a whisper. âSpoiled her rotten, probably.â
âAbsolutely,â Rich agreed, pulling Beth into a one-armed hug. âSheâd be so proud of you, love. You and Viv are doing a brilliant job.â
Beth leaned into him, her eyes glistening. âThanks, Dad.â
âAlright,â Rich said, clapping his hands together to break the moment. âEnough of the soppy stuff. Whoâs got room for mince pies?â
Viv raised an eyebrow. âYou mean the ones Rory said were âyuckyâ?â
Rich laughed, shaking his head. âThat kid. More for me then. But you better save her a slice of that chocolate log, or thereâll be trouble tomorrow.â
âSheâs already trouble,â Beth muttered, but there was a fond smile on her face.
The three of them shared a quiet moment, the glow of the Christmas tree casting soft light over the room. Eventually, Rich yawned and stood, stretching. âAlright, Iâll leave Santaâs little helpers to finish up. Donât stay up too lateâyouâve got an early morning ahead of you.â
Beth stood, giving her dad a quick hug. âNight, Dad.â
âNight, love. Night, Viv.â Rich headed upstairs, leaving the two of them to admire their handiwork.
âYou ready for bed?â Viv asked, slipping her hand into Bethâs.
Beth nodded, glancing at the tree one last time. âYeah. Letâs make tomorrow perfect.â
Christmas morning began exactly as expected.
Your squeals echoed through the house as you sprinted into Beth and Vivâs room, jumping onto their bed with a burst of energy. âWake up! Santa came! Mummy, Mamma, wake up!â
Beth groaned, pulling the blanket over her head. âToo early, RooâŠâ
Viv peeked out from under her pillow, laughing softly. âSanta doesnât come this early in the morning.â
âYes, he does! Heâs already been, silly Mamma!â You insisted, bouncing on the bed. âI saw the presents!â
Beth reluctantly sat up, rubbing her eyes. âAlright, alright, weâre up. But youâve got to cuddle first. Five more minutes, Roo.â
You huffed dramatically but crawled between them, your giggles making it impossible for Beth and Viv to keep up their sleepy charade.
Soon, you couldnât contain yourself anymore. âCan we go now? Please, please, please?â
Beth laughed, pulling her out of bed. âAlright, letâs go see what Santa brought.â
The three of you padded downstairs, Myle bounding ahead, her tail wagging furiously with Ronaâs.
When you saw the living room, you froze, your mouth dropping open. The room was transformed: stockings were full, presents were piled high, and the Barbie Dreamhouse you had asked for a few days short of Christmas sat assembled next to your new bike.
âSanta came!â You squealed, your voice full of awe.
Rich appeared in the doorway, coffee in hand, grinning at the sight of you. âTold you he wouldnât forget you, Roo.â
You ran to him, âGrandad, look at my bike!â
Beth and Viv exchanged a smile, watching as you darted around the room, inspecting every detail.
The rest of the morning passed in a whirlwind of joy. You carefully unwrapped your gifts, squealing with delight at each one. Myle and Rona happily chewed their new toys, adding to the chaos.Â
Your excitement grew as you unwrapped each present, you played with each one for a little bit before moving on to the next.Â
Beth chuckled as you abandoned a new stuffed giraffe mid-squeeze to race over to the dollhouse. âLook, Mummy! Itâs got an elevator! It goes up and down!â You moved the tiny dolls around with enthusiasm, your little hands barely big enough to hold them.
Viv crouched beside you, helping adjust one of the tiny chairs. âWow, Santa really outdid himself, didnât he?â
You nodded seriously before spotting another wrapped box with your name on it. âOh! Whatâs that?â you exclaimed, dashing over to it and dropping the doll mid-play.
Rich laughed from his spot on the couch. âSheâs like a whirlwind today.â
Beth settled next to him, âSheâs always a whirlwind.â
The next gift revealed a bright blue set of walkie-talkies, and you gasped. âMummy! Mamma! We can talk to each other!â
âDo they work through walls?â Beth teased, taking one.
âLetâs try!â you said, already running to the kitchen. âCan you hear me, Mummy?â
Beth pressed the button, her voice crackling through. âLoud and clear, Roo.â
Your giggle echoed back over the line before you darted back into the room, abandoning the walkie-talkie to tear into yet another gift. This one held a craft set, complete with glitter, stickers, and markers.
âCan we make something now?â you asked, eyes wide with excitement.
âLater, mijn meijse,â Viv said with a soft smile, gently redirecting you to another toy. âWeâve got plenty more to open first.â
And so the morning wentâeach new toy captivating you for just long enough before your attention was caught by another shiny bow or brightly coloured box. By the time all the presents were unwrapped, the living room looked like an explosion, wrapping paper and ribbons scattered everywhere.
The day passed quickly and before you knew it you were sitting at the table with Beth, Viv, Rich, Ben and his girlfriend Olivia having Christmas dinner.Â
You sat at the table, legs swinging under your chair as you happily munched on a piece of turkey. The table was filled with foodâroast potatoes, stuffing, Brussels sprouts (which you avoided like the plague), and gravy.
Beth leaned over, âRoo, is that all the potatoes youâre eating? I thought you said you were a potato monster.â
You giggled, pointing at the small pile on your plate. âI am a potato monster! Look, I ate three already!â
Ben chimed in, smirking. âOnly three? A real potato monster eats at least ten!â
âTen?!â Your eyes widened in mock horror. âThatâs too many, Mummy!â
Beth grinned. âMaybe youâre just a potato trainee then. Not a full monster yet.â
You crossed your arms, trying to look serious, âI am a real monster!â
âBut if you donât finish them, Santa might take back the Barbie Dreamhouse,â Ben added.Â
âBen!â Olivia scolded, nudging him with her elbow.
You looked up, wide-eyed, clutching your fork. âHe wouldnât!â
Beth laughed so hard she nearly choked on her drink. âRoo, donât listen to Uncle Ben. Heâs just jealous Santa didnât bring him a Dreamhouse.â
Ben raised his hands in mock surrender. âAlright, alright. Iâll stop.â
The teasing subsided for a while as everyone enjoyed their meal. You leaned into Vivâs side, âMamma, theyâre silly.â
Viv kissed the top of your head. âThey are, but they love you.â
As the evening wound down, you curled up on the sofa between Beth and Viv, clutching your new stuffed giraffe with Twix beside you. You fell asleep and cuddled up to Vivâs side after a long day of trying out all of your new toys.Â
âI think sheâs out,â Viv laughed, brushing a bit of your hair out of your face. âShall we carry her up to bed?â
Beth nodded, standing up and carefully picking you up in her arms, cradling you close. âLetâs get her tucked in. Itâs been a big day for our little munchkin.â
Viv followed, grabbing the stuffed giraffe and Twix that had slipped from your grip as you snoozed. The three of you made your way up the stairs, the soft glow of the Christmas tree lights still visible from the living room.
Once in your room at Richâs, Beth gently laid you down in your bed, tucking the covers around you. Viv placed the giraffe beside you, its soft fur brushing your cheek with Twix. You stirred slightly, mumbling something incoherent, but quickly settled back into a peaceful slumber.
âGoodnight, Roo,â Beth whispered, leaning down to kiss your forehead.
Viv smiled, brushing a strand of hair from your face. âSweet dreams, mijn meisje.â
As they turned off the light and quietly closed the door, they exchanged a lookâa mix of love and exhaustion. âSheâll be up at the crack of dawn again tomorrow,â Beth murmured with a laugh.
Viv chuckled, wrapping an arm around her. âWouldnât have it any other way.â
#lvnleah#awfc#rory miedema#beth mead x vivianne miedema#our little love#lvnleah: â12 days of christmas
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prompt: Simeon & Michael
a/n: I'm back! Did you miss me?? I still have a bandage that makes typing annoying, but I'm pushing through it because I can't go this long without writing and the ideas plague me so. Anyway, here's what the wheel gave me today! Michael is only mentioned. I'm also not caught up on the latest lessons, so I consider this to be taking place somewhere in seasons one or two of OG. @om-adventcalendar
Simeon x GN!MC
Warnings: none!
You made your way through the Christmas market, a thing that had popped up unexpectedly when the denizens of the Devildom had gotten into the swing of celebrating. It was set up with booths and stalls in the street, some food vendors and others selling trinkets for last minute gift giving. It was cold, with a light snow just beginning to fall through the darkness.
The lights and sounds of the market were all around you, festive colors and cheerful music creating a joyful atmosphere. You would never really get used to the idea of demons celebrating Christmas like this, but you appreciated that they were getting into the spirit of it.
And then you spotted him. He was always impossible to miss with that soft brown hair, the white of his outfit, and the unmistakable glow that seemed to surround him. He stood in the snow, the flakes melting as soon as they touched him, his eyes focused on a stall nearby.
You hastened to his side. "Simeon?"
Simeon turned to you and smiled. It was like a beam of warmth penetrating your soul. "There you are, MC," he said.
"Sorry," you said. "Have you been waiting long?"
"Not at all," Simeon said.
He offered you his arm and you immediately linked yours with his.
"Were you looking for something specific?" you asked, eyeing the booth that Simeon had been staring at.
Simeon guided you down the street. "I was thinking about buying some Devildom sweets to send back to Michael."
You were used to hearing this. It was something that Luke was often concerned with too. "What did you have in mind?"
Simeon paused at a booth. "I don't know," he admitted. "A lot of this appears to be the Devildom's attempt at creating human world holiday treats. Do you have any suggestions for something traditional?"
You considered the question, your eyes roaming over the display cases in front of you. It was a bakery booth, full of various pastries that were likely stuffed to the brim with weird Devildom ingredients.
Then your eyes fell upon what looked suspiciously like a fruit cake. That could certainly be considered a classic dessert. Everyone you knew either loved it or hated it.
You pointed it out to Simeon. "That looks like a fruit cake," you said. "It's pretty traditional."
When you stepped up to the counter, the demon behind it asked if they could help you.
"What kind of fruit is in this?" Simeon asked, gesturing to the fruit cake.
"Oh, only the highest quality bloodberries, devil crush mangoes, shadow oranges, and of course snowman's sigh!" the demon said enthusiastically.
It wasn't exactly the human world medley of fruits, but that was to be expected. You didn't think it sounded terrible.
"You know, I think this might work," Simeon said. "Can I get a box of them, please?"
Simeon carried a bag away from the booth as the two of you went back to wandering the market. It was a pleasant evening. You stopped for hot chocolate, sitting together under an awning and watching the snow fall. You loved the way Simeon's eyes brightened at the first sip of the sweet drink.
"Do you miss the Celestial Realm?" you asked.
Simeon seemed surprised by your question. "A little," he said. "Why do you ask?"
"You're always thinking about things to get for Michael," you said. "I thought maybe it was because you miss him and your home."
Simeon chuckled. "I do miss them," he said. "But not enough to leave you here in the Devildom without me."
You met his gaze at that and noted the playful look in his eyes. You couldn't help smiling, even as you felt the heat in your cheeks. "You wouldn't miss me that much, would you?"
Simeon reached out and brushed his gloved fingers against your temple. "MC, I would miss you like angels miss the stars."
Your heart skipped a beat. You put your hand over his and leaned your face into his warm touch. "Then I suppose you'll just have to stay here, with me."
Simeon kissed your cheek, spreading warmth throughout you. "Happily."
You leaned back, trying to get your pulse to settle a bit. You took a sip of your hot chocolate and changed the subject. "You'll have to let me know how Michael likes that fruit cake," you said.
Simeon smiled. "I'll be sure to report back."
You couldn't help imagining Michael in the Celestial Realm, whatever he even looked like, taking a big bite of a Devildom style fruit cake. For some reason, you found this to be a very entertaining vision.
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#the reason it's entertaining is because that's probably one nasty fruit cake lol#I'm so mean I'm sorry#omadventcalendar#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me simeon#obey me simeon x reader#om simeon#om simeon x reader#x reader#misc writes
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aaron and roman's first christmas together (kinda)
word count: ~2.1k
[some early relationship stuff. roman isn't used to affection, aaron lays it on thick. mostly roman's POV. no proofreading other than myself so sowwy for typos and pretend i didnt post this at 5:30 am]
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"Well, if it isn't my favorite caterer..." Roman chuckles to himself as he opens the door to his penthouse. He eyes the numerous bags in his boyfriend's hands. It's much more than he usually shows up with, Aaronâs duffle bag accompanied by a gift bag, all sparkly and festive and a little nauseating. "...and still catering, I see. Do you ever, like, turn it off? Or is this just an all-the-time thing?" He waves his hand around, gesturing to everything his boyfriend is carrying as he steps aside to let Aaron in.
They've been 'official' for three months now. Well, as 'official' as they can be when Roman is a total
closet case. Making his doorman sign an NDA seemed like an overreaction, but it lessened the stress of Aaron coming over like this.
"What can I say? I aim to please, even off the clock." Aaron leans in to give Roman a quick peck on the cheek as he makes his way inside. He'd never show up to his /boyfriend's/ apartment empty-handed, certainly not around the holidays.
You're such a suck-up." Roman rolls his eyes and pretends to act annoyed, but the small smile on his face betrays him and he readily leans into the cheek kiss. His eyes drift over Aaron's ugly Krampus sweater. "Ugh, and you look like an elf that got fired for jerking it to freaky BDSM elf porn in his cubicle. And I told you not to get me presents..."
"A porn-addict elf? Really? I think you're projecting." Aaron smirks as he sets his bags down on the kitchen island. "You invited me over 5 days before Christmas, that means we're doing Christmas. Full-frontal, whole-hog, balls-to-the-walls Christmas. I brought cookies and-"
"Jesus Christ, no you didn't. The world's first Marxist faggot tradwife. You're insane." Roman follows Aaron to the kitchen.
Naturally, he has to act annoyed about this. It's admittedly quite nice, having a (relatively) normal person that wants to engage in the mundane coupley bullshit that Roman always wanted but feared he'd never have. However, part of him is perturbed. He really doesn't do this stuff and he's weirdly worried about fucking it up. He knows he hasn't been nailing the whole boyfriend-intimacy-romance thing, even though he was the one who wanted to make it official in the first place.
But he tries. He left a nice bottle of wine on the counter, a cabernet sauvignon that he knows Aaron likes. A romantic gesture. See? He can do those.
Aaron laughs at his joke, as he always does. He then gestures toward the wine. âHey, nice cab sav. I brought stuff though." Roman watches as Aaron unpacks one of the bags, some peppermint schnapps, vanilla vodka, and a small baggy of red and white powder.
He leans against the counter, crossing his arms. Outdone once again by his stupid thoughtful boyfriend. "Mmm, yes, who my lovely expensive wine when you can have...what is that..ooh, cheap vodka...peppermint liqueur, and..." Roman looks over the selection, eyes narrowing at the plastic bag. "Ooh, and some festive peppermint coke? Nose candy?"
"It's stuff for peppermint martinis, dumbass...and that's crushed-up candy cane for the rims-"
"Oh, c'mon, that's...that's gay. Capital 'G' gay."
"Roman. We are, in fact, gay." Aaron snickers, although he's trying to sound stern.
"Yeah, sure, but not like that though. That's some serious shit."
"So you want yours /without/ the rim? Because it's too gay...?" Aaron raises an eyebrow.
"...No. Okay, fuck you, if you're getting the stupid candy rim, I want it too." Roman concedes playfully, rolling his eyes as he grabs the cocktail shaker and glasses off of his bar cart.
"Okay, duly noted." Aaron's voice is dripping with that sarcasm and faux-irritation that Roman has come to adore. "Oh, and for the record, are the cookies too gay as well? If so, I can throw them right out? Or, like, we could punch them into tiny pieces or something. You know, manly straight guy stuff."
Roman scoffs but his gaze keeps flicking down to the tin of cookies. "Well, they could be gay...guess it depends..."
He reaches out to open it, his fingers anxiously prying at the lid. Inside is an arrangement of glazed gingerbread cookies, each with a unique snowflake design pressed into the top. They're stupidly beautiful, it makes no sense to Roman why anyone would do this bullshit for him.
He tries to keep up the bit. "...Yup, these ones are definitely gayâŠâ He looks down at the tin for a moment, trying and failing not to get all sappy. âYou...made these?" Roman asks awkwardly, his voice quiet and more gentle than usual. He doesn't want to seem like he cares about the damn cookies so much, but... well, how could he not? He glances over at Aaron, trying to get a read from him.
"Of course I did, dummy," Aaron replies with a playful smirk, his eyes flickering with amusement as he mixes their drinks. He says it so casually as if Roman's the crazy one for being surprised that someone would do such a thing.
Roman's still staring at the cookies, his expression blank. "You... you didn't have to do that, you know?" His voice is low, his eyes finally flicking back up. He can feel the same warm, fluttery feeling he's come to associate with being around Aaron.
"I know I don't have to," Aaron retorts, his voice tinged with a mix of defiance and conviction as he lifts his gaze to meet Roman's eyes. He radiates an intense, almost protective warmth, something Roman seems to envy, fear, and adore in equal parts. "I do what I do because I want to."
Roman is used to obligatory love, whatever rotten love spreads between his family. Love that hurts more than it could ever begin to heal. Being with Aaron like this, like as his partner, was so overwhelming and so beautiful, like staring right into a fucking solar eclipse. Roman blinks. His jaw clenches and relaxes as he tries to process the answer.
He's quiet for a moment, until eventually he speaks again, his voice rough. "Right. Well, maybe you're just weirdly sentimental. And gay. Gay and overly sentimental." He picks out a cookie, gingerly turning it between his fingertips to examine the details on the top. He tries to come up with something else to say, he tries to mask the vulnerable feeling in his chest. "Did you like, spend hours shaping every damn snowflake?"
"No, Christ, No. They're stamped on. I wouldn't waste that much of my time on you." He teases back. Aaron doesn't look put off by Roman's less-than-enthusiastic reaction. He's still as smug as ever as if he knows Roman is going all soft inside. Of course he knows, no matter how hard Roman tried to avoid it at first, Aaron knows his stupid neuroses and intricacies and how weird he is about all of this stuff.
It's both maddening and endearing how perceptive he is. Roman wants to hate it, deny the mushy feelings, and act like the arrogant prick he is... but the way Aaron looks at him is intoxicating. âYou're so... infuriating sometimes," Roman mutters under his breath.
"Mmm...you love it." Aaron has finished mixing the drinks, he leaves them on the counter for a moment as he moves to step behind Roman, his arms wrapping around his shorter boyfriend's waist. "Why don't you just try one already?"
Roman leans back into Aaron's chest, letting out a soft hum. He glances down at the cookies as Aaron wraps his arms around him, his body relaxing. He's gotten more comfortable being casually touched and hugged, a vast improvement from the earlier part of their relationship. He reaches out, selecting one of the iced gingerbread cookies. He lets out another deep sigh as if indulging in sweets were some kind of inconvenience. He takes a tentative nibble.
His face softens as he tastes it. The cookies are perfect, just like everything his stupid talented boyfriend makes. The icing is smooth, and not too sweet. The gingerbread is soft and pleasantly spicy. He takes a much larger bite before he speaks, his voice low and soft. "They're... They're really good. Don't let it go to your head."
Aaron's smirk grows wider, he's clearly letting it go to his head already, the fact that he's making Roman a melt into puddle. He leans down to nuzzle the side of Roman's neck, planting a kiss just below his ear. "You could say 'thank you', you know. Manners cost nothing, you spoiled prick." He purrs.
"Pft, since when do I have manners?" He mutters, his usual arrogance lacking its natural bite. He crams another piece of the cookie into his mouth, humming in satisfaction.
Aaron chuckles against Roman's neck before planting another kiss there. His breath is hot against his skin. âSo rude. Maybe my talents would be better appreciated elsewhereâŠ?â
Roman's brain runs through a million biting quips, insults, and sarcastic digs, but it's a losing battle, like a gazelle trying to fight off a lion. "...Fine." He says awkwardly, his cheeks going slightly rosy, "...thanks for the cookies, happy?"
"See? You /are/ capable of being polite after all."
"Ugh, shut up." Roman huffs. He rolls his eyes and reaches out to take a second cookie from the tin. He leans back against Aaron, their bodies pressing together. He can almost feel the smugness exuding from Aaron behind him and it's kind of pissing him off, but simultaneously he's never felt more loved. He takes another bite, mumbling against the cookie. "You're lucky you're hot."
"Awww. There's a compliment in there somewhere." Aaron purrs, watching contentedly as Roman digs into the cookies properly. âDon't forget your festive booze." Aaron gestures towards the half-forgotten martinis on the counter.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm getting to it." Roman mumbles through a mouthful. He grabs the glass from the counter, taking a few moments to admire Aaron's handiwork. Even the alcohol looks obnoxiously perfect, like something out of a Christmas catalog. He sips it. "God, this is disgustingly girly." He tries to conceal the fact that he's covertly trying to lick the candy off of the edge of the glass
"You're licking the rim. I saw that." He breaks off the embrace to grab his own drink. "Roman Roy, caught in 4k, enjoying frivolous holiday baked goods and cocktails."
"Oh, shaddup. I like the stupid candy cane stuff. Sue me." Roman continues to sip at his drink and nibble on the cookies. It does feel nice to indulge a bit. "So...what's next in our Christmas Ass-blast Spectacular?" He regrettably missed feeling Aaron pressed up against him, he'd never flat out ask his
boyfriend to go cuddle on the couch, but he's secretly hoping that's what's on the docket. He hopes Aaron can't see the neediness in his eyes, but it's hard to miss.
"Well, we have drinks and snacks so....might I suggest a heartwarming, classic, Christmas movie?" Aaron starts wandering towards the living room, expecting Roman to follow.
""Oof. Don't expect me to watch some sappy garbage about an orphan saving Christmas or some shit. If you're gonna make me watch a Christmas movie, It better be Die Hard..." He trails after Aaron, bringing along his drink and several more of those gingerbread cookies. The heartburn will be worth it.
"Of course it's Die Hard, don't be stupid." Aaron smirks as he flops down on Roman's big fancy sectional. He sprawls out with plenty of room for Roman to curl up against him.
"Thank god." Roman mutters as he sits down, taking up residence on the couch and taking the opportunity to curl up with his head against Aaron's chest. He sips his drink as he looks up at his boyfriend, taking him all in. "You know, the only good thing about this time of year is you." He deadpans, as if the admission wasn't absolutely adorable and incredibly out of character for him.
Aaron grins, bringing his hand up to run through Roman's hair. "Aww, how romantic. All the peppermint and gingerbread must be giving you some kind of Christmas poisoning, making you all sappy." The teasing tone is affectionate, just earnest enough that it doesn't make Roman go all weird from the emotional intimacy. "But...thanks, I guess? I just...love you, or whatever. I want you to be happy, I like spending time with you...etcetera etcetera."
Roman grumbles stubbornly, his cheeks turning slightly red at the sweet nothings. He nuzzles his head against Aaron's hand, soliciting more head pets. This still feels so strange, being loved, being safe, not having to worry about the other shoe waiting to drop. He murmurs against his chest, his voice quiet and uncharacteristically open. "I love you too, dickhead... I'll be happy as long as I get to spend Christmas with you, so shut up and put on the damn movie."
For all the happy memories he's never had with the holidays he's finally gaining some.
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Bungou Stray Dogs headcanons!
Author's note: Late christmas gift for y'all;) My apology for making you wait, my family visited me last night sooooo... yeah, that's it...
Hope you enjoy!
Characters: Dazai, Fyodor, Chuuya, Ranpo, Poe
Dazai Osamu
The most chaotic (also the sweetest) holiday you've ever get, that's for sure
This bastard will make you join the ADA's Christmas party, but if you're not comfortable, then he'll just sneak out with you to go to whatever place you want
Confessing his feelings under the christmas tree, awwww <3
Have a feeling that he won't invite anyone to commit double suicide with him in this day
"Better not let God get angry with me. It would be a shame if He didn't let me die later just because of some bad Christmas prank, don't you agree Belladonna?"
Cuddles cuddles cuddlesđ„°
Go annoy Chuuya in front of you
"You see? He'll need to improve his height and his awful taste in fashion if he wants to go on a date with someone as gorgeous as yo-"
"SHUT UP MACKEREL!!"
You would likely receive something like a hand-written poem along with a little gift depends on your hobbies
"Ermmmm..... I-I hope you like it, Belladonna.."
"Mhm, of course, love"
Chill guy on the outside, fluster as hell on the inside
He'll stick around you until the next morning (obviously, because he's Dazai)
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Okay so let's pretend that he had a lover....
Go to church with your hand in his
Rarely show his emotions, but who cares?
The type of person to internally scream when he caught a glimpse of your smile
"God she's such a fragile little thing... makes me want to keep her innocence all to myself"
Prays to God that you'll stay with him whatever it takes
Listening to Tchaikovsky at home (I love Tchaikovky's music smđ)
He'll make sure to kick Nikolai out of his way, just to have more private time with you
You guys would play a duet with each other, in the candle-lit living room (in case you know how to play piano or whatever instruments that get along with cello)
Easily figure out what you like and gifted it to you (he's too smart to miss out your sparkling eyes when you see something you love lol)
Maybe he'll even skip work to spend time with you
"Is it okay, Fedya...?"
"Don't worry, ĐŒĐŸĐč ĐŽĐŸŃĐŸĐłĐŸĐč. There is no harm in getting off from work for a while to give you the attention you deserves, don't you think?"
Nakahara Chuuya
Top quality five-star restaurant, not too crowded but not too secluded
Your role in this expensive date? Point out whatever you want, and you'll have it in a second.
Bonus point if his darling is also alcoholic (But he won't let you drink too much. He wouldn't want you damaging your own health, afterall)
"Your total payment was 12,365.04000 yen, sir."
"What? That's not enough. Anything else you wanna buy, darling?"
Hold the door open for you, carry all your shopping bags, wrapping his arm around your waist and held you close because he's such a gentleman oh my godđ€đ€
Turn his cautious mode on when he see a certain bandaged brunette
"Stay away from me and my precious darling, or else I'll explode your damn apartment"
Kick Dazai's ass if he dares to approach you
"Are you fine, darling? Did he do anything to you? Tell me, and I'll kill him right away-"
"No, don't worry Chuu, he didn't do anything"
For a quick sum up: A fancy date with Mr. Fancy hat
Edgar Allan Poe
Travelling in his special novel for Christmas? He would have prepared it for a long time now. Afterall, he's literally simping his lover
Celebrate Christmas in his home, cuddles and he'll whisper all the lovely words in your ear
"I love you, love"
"Aww, me too"
"Will you stay with me? For the rest of my life?"
"I will"
Nothing is better than his flustered face after hearing your response<33
I have a feeling that he would give you some kind of handmade gifts (of course, he do it himself)
He would prefer staying at home with you, but if you want, he'd gladly take you to the place to want to go
Dancing in the living room
Super clingy guy who would cling to you (may even get jelous when Karl stays in your lap for too long...)
Edogawa Ranpo
Prepare to see your wallet getting lighter and lighter in Christmas day...
Drag you to his favorite candy shop (don't worry, you may get bankrupt the next day)
"Only one more candy bag, pretty pleaseeeeeeeee?"
"Pfft, no"
Eating snacks while while watching some movies with you
Childlike behaviors
He would even share his snacks with you... supriseđ?
Shamelessly cling onto you and would whine like a child if you leave him for a second
"Am I your human pillow or what?"
"Yes you are, dummy"
#Line dividers by @cafekitsune#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd headcanons#ranpo edogawa#bsd ranpo#bungou stray dogs ranpo#ranpo x reader#edogawa ranpo#ranpo bsd#dazai#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#bungou stray dogs dazai#dazai x reader#chuuya nakahara#dazai x chuuya#bsd chuuya#fyodor x reader#bsd fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor dostoyevsky bsd#bungou stray dogs fyodor#fyodor bsd#bsd fyodor dostoevsky#poe bsd#bsd edgar allan poe#bsd poe
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Literally all of the Slugcats in my silly lil Rotten Hail AU!! Also, some lore on them and a version with a transparent background below the cut!
So, the lore!
Moon and Pebbles: Not shown here. During Moon's collapse, she fell westward, colliding with Pebbles' structure and knocking them both over. This created an eternal Blizzard inside their Facility Grounds. This event also caused the Rot to evolve via consuming the Neuronflies en masse, the Rot now assimilating creatures into itself instead of consuming them...
Survivor: Born into the colony fairly late into the Blizzard. Often does scavenging work, but has learned a fairly vast array of talents, meaning they can help out with pretty much anything, instead of specializing in specific subjects like most other slugcats.
Monk: Born into the colony fairly late into the Blizzard as well, specializing into animal handling and botany. Has diabetes, often carrying extra snacks in their bag in case her blood sugar drops out on the field.
Gourmand: The Colony's primary chef, as well as being a scout and part-time craftsman. Super kind and caring... though often forgets most do not have the appetite they do, often having guests passed out in their spare bed due to food comas.
Hunter: Created by NSH after Moon and Pebbles' collapse. Was very sick with Rot, but thankfully was brought back to NSH before it claimed them. Using samples of the evolved Rot, NSH created an injection that fused Hunter's rot into their body, causing it to stop eating away at Hunter and even granting them new abilities- at the cost of a drastically increased appetite.
Spearmaster: Created by Seven Red Suns as a messenger. After Moon and Pebbles' collapse, was given some specialized equipment. Due to their spaghetti DNA, their tail has grown in size quite excessively, and while this had made them less nimble, they now have the idea of spiking up their tail and swinging it like a giant mace, which has proven quite effective.
Artificer: Also created by Seven Red Suns for the purpose of destroying rubble and starting fires for warmth amongst the Blizzard. Her lost leg and missing eye are due to blood clots forming when she was young, and exploding violently. Was taught by SRS all the technological knowledge of how Iterators and Ancient technology work, and as such is a talented engineer.
Diver and Collector: Artificer and Hunter's pups. Green and Blue instead of red because of Arti's spaghetti DNA. Both carry Hunter's ability to middle alter their own bodies to extend their limbs a little bit, and also Arti's abilities, letting them to light up their bodies in bright, flashy bursts of fire, like little living Fireworks.
Rivulet: Created by a currently unknown Iterator before Moon's collapse, as a gift to keep her company. During the collapse though, got a concussion and memory loss, due to being inside Moon's structure. Lived on her own for a long time, scavenging for supplies under the freezing water. Now lives in the Colony, operating a water treatment machine below it.
Saint: Created by Sliver Of Straw as the Triple Affirmative. After meeting Gourmand, discovered their love of food. Still carries the power to Ascend others using their mechanical arm, but prefers not to unless asked to do it, or if it's the morally better option. Actually fairly chubby underneath their cloak now.
Nightcat: Slugcat from the Colony who, while on one of their first scouting missions, encountered a Rot Cluster who had learned to create immensely powerful bursts of light to flashbang foes. After the encounter, Nightcat was left permanently blind.
Inv/Enot: Cluster of Rot that was experimented on to create the Cure for Hunter. Became sentient and passive, taking on a vaguely slugcat-like form most of the time. Very silly and fun-loving, but also very anxious all the time, which they do their best to cover up. Often resides inside an abandoned Slugcat skeleton, using it to help their body maintain a stable form.
The Colony: The colony of Slugcats living on the outskirts of the Facility Grounds/Outer Expanse. With the guidance of Artificer, as well as SRS and NSH, the colony's home was revamped from a partially hollowed-out tree to a full-on town built vertically around it.
#rain world#rainworld#rw slugcat#slugcat#rain world slugcat#rain world artificer#rivulet rainworld#rain world au#rain world fanart#rain world art#rw survivor#rw monk#rw hunter#rw artificer#rw rivulet#rw gourmand#rw saint#rw nightcat#rw watcher#rw inv#rw enot#rw au#rain world downpour#RW Rotten Hail AU
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someone should invent a menstrual product that doesn't make cramps hurt worse
#other than menstrual underwear that stuffs a hassle#chemicals in pads and tampons make my cramps worse (could be hypochondria tho lol)#suction from cup makes it worse#whadda hell#sorry to get tmi this stuff just pisses me off#both personally vexing but also politically bc the tampon and pad stuf fucking sucks#but like. the products that dont make cramps worse (underwear and reusable pads) are a major hassle#the underwear is messy; cant be replaced in public so you better hope it lasts all day; and requires special laundering#reusable pads are the same way#technically can be changed in public but like. be fucking honest. no ones carrying around a bloody pad#in that little carrying case in their bag#anyway. maybe i will reblog that zine again lol
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If you became super rich and could design your own house, but could only add THREE unnecessary/random/expensive home additions (like how people will have bowling alleys, movie theatres, closets with museums of shoes, car display rooms, spa rooms, wine cellars, etc. in their mansions) - what three would you choose?
#I think I would have: an indoor pool (but like heavily customized with a faux weather system so I could get the feeling of swimming in#rain or fog or snow etc.). a very small arcade consisting only of skee-ball and DDR machines. and an old Library Room with authentic#historical furniture/interior design to store old books/tapestries/study room equipment/whatever other antiques I'd collect. It'd be#like some fully intricate movie set or something that would feel completely like stepping into another world/time.#Though I might would trade out the arcade for a roller skating rink.. i DO love skating....#And I wouldve put rock climbing gym because I love indoor rock climbing but.. as I understand it they have to change out the rock things#on the walls every once in a while so that you can have new routes and it doesnt get boring. and I'd rather have an activty room thats like#self sustaining and doesnt require me to hire some person to come switch things around once every month. Otherwise I would#totally do that instead.#I'm also personally not counting ''craft'' type stuff like having a pottery room kiln sort of thing because#that doesn't count as 'unnessecary' to me. since stuff like that would not at all be just a hobby I 'happen to#do sometimes for fun'#but would definitely be a career sort of thing. Like if I had the money for a fully stocked sculpture room and and a sewing room#with a good machine and etc. then I would literally be professionally selling pottery and designing clothing and etc.#so I wouldn't count it as 'just a random side room I dont need' etc.#The same way that if I played tennis professionally or as a very intense hobby that takes up most of my life/time#then I wouldn't count having a tennis court in your house to practice in as 'unncesscarry' etc.#wow that is the worst I have ever spelt that word ghbjh#Un Cess Carry#ALSO would obviously have an underground bunker of some sort with food and emergency supplies which also does not count as unnecessary to m#since it's literally like... survival.. And I thought most health organizations literally reccomend that even#the common person has a small 'go bag' prepared in their house. and like an evacuation plan in case of fire or other things#It WOULD be an unnecessary rich person thing to have a full on undergRound village or something stocked with 9000 guns and#whaetever. but I think just a basic emergency room with basic supplies could still be counted under the 'not unnecessary' requirement.#Like I would say that a sprawling courtyard of flower gardens and fountains and hedge mazes that takes up like a hundred thousand#dollars a year in maintenance would count as one of the three 'unnecessary and expensive' things. But having a small garden in the#back yard with a few planters in a little greenhouse or whatever would not. The 'excessiveness' of the thing matters lol#ANYWAY!!!#Just curious what other peoples Three Main things would be... hrrmm
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#music#the flaming lips#I love this song because even though itâs mostly a joke it reminds me that we all have these weird little quirks#the kind of things that we ourselves donât really think about but to others those habits can be really different (but in a good way)#like I knew this guy that just refused to use ziploc bags and always carried around a stack of paper bags with him âjust in caseâ
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Goood morning! Feeling less sick than yesterday, guess my tactic of eating an entire bottle of antibiotics worked đ€đ (DO NOT DO THIS)
#neil talky#You know#where I live I stashed med kits in every possible corner#just in case I find myself sick in any part of my living space lol#Even as a little kid I used to carry around a bag of âemergency medsâ lmao
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If I am in a hole that means that I am literally having brain rot that wonât stop for months
Sure itâs a good thing also can I have a
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And why yes, yes you can
[share an LC spoiler out of context]
#if it helps i am the patient 0 of LC brainrot#and dare I say: I have the worst case#eventually Iâll finish it and hand that over to all you wonderful people#so i dont have to carry this giant bag of lore bh myself anymore#asks and answers#ask gameđ«#pjo little camper#little camper lore#đ«
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I keep loads of basic supplies in my car because there are so many homeless people in my city. I'm leaving the gym, and this dude stops and asks for a light. While I'm handing him my lighter, he asks if I have any water. I say I only have Gatorade right now, and move to my trunk and tell him he's welcome to anything he needs back there. He picks up some soap, sniffs it, and says, "This is all garbage. Nobody wants this," and left. And, like, I'm not sure if I need to rethink what I'm stocking my car with or if he was just an asshole.
#for the record i have shampoo. conditioner. body soap. deodorant. toothbrushes and toothpaste. hothands. dental floss. tampons. blankets.#and a bunch of snacks that have a long shelf life (granola bars. bagged nuts. stuff high in fat or protein) and Gatorade#oh and little backpack things in case someone needs something to carry shit in#like. i know the hothands and blankets are seasonal. but it's still cold.#and the rest is stuff that makes life a little less shit.#i also have travel ibuprofen packs. i forgot about that one.#but like. none of it seems usless.#it's not like I'm out here handing out 'money' that's actually a pamphlet on why jesus is cool#so I'm thinking he was just having a particularly shit day#if i could afford it I'd just give people $50 or whatever and it's not my business where that's used#but i can barely pay my rent right now so i gotta be cheaper so I don't also end up homeless#i do want to get sunscreen and rain jackets now that we're moving into spring. but money is tight...#i also thought about adding in books because it has to be boring doing fuck all all day and maybe that could be enjoyable?#i really don't know#but I'm apparently not doing it right so i need to improve somehow#not even being sarcastic about that. if I'm not doing good i need to know where I'm fucking up
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if i finish the unnamable-50k-words-in-november challenge im gonna use that as an excuse to buy myself a new keyboard. as a reward. as a treat.
#i want a mechanical one but i also want one i can easily carry around in my bag do u see my predicament#i have a dinky little keyboard that fits inside my ipad case so i use that if im out and about#but. it sucks. itâs SO slow esp. with backspacing for some reason and it KILLS any sort of flow i might be getting into#so. i want a cute little easily-portable option that actually like. works smoothly.#but they all seem to have SUCCCHHH low key travel and i canât write like that i canât do it. idk if ive even hit the keys sometimes.#so i want a mechanical one for the feel and the writing experience#but. theyâre all big and chunky. obviously.#i need a happy medium but so far my research has beenâŠ. unsuccessful.#also my budget is MAX ÂŁ120 absolute MAX
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I just started watching Dimension 20âs Fantasy high, halfway through sophomore year, and I do want a fic where people realise just how used to being part of a group the bad kids are. For example-
-I fully believe every single one of them is used to Riz climbing them so he can see better. Itâs usually Gorgug, but itâs happened to all of them at some point. They might hold out their arm for him to jump onto a counter, or so he can pin a clue to his board. Before they all sit at a table, at least one of them makes sure their 4â4 friend can jump onto the table.
-Every single one of them has also caught Adaine after she had a vision. Sometimes she can just shake them off, but the big ones make her falter in what sheâs doing, which can be dangerous. It happened once in a fight, and now the people standing closest to her are always ready.
-Fabian doesnât really recognise he has a blind spot with his eye injury, because the others immediately clocked it. But this also means they walk in between him and the road, in case some idiot mounts the curb. They keep an eye on anything to his right, shifting drinks and pushing chairs if they can tell his depth perception is a little off.
-Fig usually stands in the middle of the group to intimidate people into not messing with them, so itâs sort of become habit to just crowd around her. After the battle, if no oneâs seriously hurt or anything, everyone just wanders over to Fig. At this point, Fig is always the first one to yell out after a fight, just so they can regroup.
-Gorgug is the go-to for lap-sits, leaning, anything to do with being physically supported by another persons body. His hoodie is soft, and his headphones are loud enough that you can kind of hear it if youâre leaning on him. His parents werenât great with nonchalant physical contact, in case he was already upset, so he takes great joy in his friends not being scared to hug him for fun.
-Kristin has left her staff at every single house she could with the bad kids. She leaves her bag in classrooms, the library, the cafeteria. Whenever the group leave somewhere, they do a full scan, because Kristin has probably left something and they grab it for her. No one has any clue who her bag actually belongs to, because all of the bad kids have been seen carrying it around school several times.
The school at large know who the bad kids are, and the town recognise them, but they still donât know why all of them double check a room before leaving, or collectively carry a small stool around with them. One student with a fantasy iron deficiency faints in class and Kristin catches her before she hits the ground. Once, Fig isnât in school for a day and all the bad kids have this restless energy about them. It is not uncommon to see them on the field during lunch, curled up in a pile on Gorgug. One guy tries to surprise Fabian from the right and gets body checked by Adaine before it even registers.
Itâs sort of uncomfortable for everyone to see any of them without the others, because it means a) the rest of them committed a crime, b) the rest of them are committing a crime, or c) the rest of them are about to run in and start planning to commit a crime. And no one wants to lose their plausible deniability here.
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#figeroth faeth#fabian seacaster#adaine abernant#kristen applebees#dimension 20#the bad kids
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Nanami sat at a quiet corner table in a small cafe, one hand wrapped around a coffee cup that had long since cooled. His gaze drifted out the window, taking in the sights of the street but focusing on none of them.
The hum of the cafe, the muted conversations and clinking cups, was soothing. A moment of quiet felt surreal as he waited for you to meet him.
âExcuse me?â
Nanami looked down to see a small girl, maybe six or seven years old, standing by his table. Her eyes were round and curious, and she was staring at the healed web like burn scars on his face and the scars that peeked out from under the cuff of his shirt.
He felt a pang of self-consciousness and was about to glance away, but the girl tilted her head, undeterred.
âWhat happened to your face?â she asked, her tone as innocent as her question.
Nanami blinked. He wasnât used to such direct curiosity. Most people (adults) either looked away out of politeness or offered a sympathetic smile that he never quite knew how to respond to. But this child simply waited, eyes bright and expectant.
He took a steadying breath. âI got hurt while I was working,â he said, choosing his words carefully. âBut Iâm alright now.â
âOh,â she replied, digesting this. She looked at his hand, tracing her gaze over the marks on his fingers and wrists. âDoes it still hurt?â
âNot anymore.â He found himself softening a bit, his usual reserve giving way to something gentler in the face of her openness.
She nodded, apparently satisfied with this answer, and then broke into a grin. âI think it looks cool. Itâs like super hero scars. You must be one!â
Nanami couldnât help the small smile that tugged at his lips. âThank you,â he said. âBut Iâm not a superhero.â
The girl crossed her arms, as if deep in thought. âMy dad says superheroes donât always wear capes. He says sometimes theyâre just regular people who help.â
Nanami felt something twist in his chest at that. âYour dad sounds like a smart man.â
âSometimes,â she said, scrunching up her nose. âBut he doesnât like coffee or chocolate. He says it tastes like dirt.â
Nanami let out a quiet chuckle. âIt does, a little bit. But I like it anyway. And chocolate? That sounds criminal.â
The girl laughed with him âThatâs what I think! Chocolate is yummy. Heâs nuts.â For a moment, it felt like the weight of everything heâd been carrying was a little lighter.
âMy name is Emi.â
âIâm Nanami. Itâs nice to meet you Emi. Where are your parents?â
âBehind the counter. They own the cafe.â She smiled as she waved at her dad who gave an apologetic look towards Nanami.
âDo you come here a lot?â she asked, swinging her arms a bit as she looked around the cafe.
âSometimes. Me and my wife like the pastries here. Or I come here to think.â
She seemed to consider this, then pulled a bright red crayon from the front pocket of her Bluey bag and placed it carefully on the table. âHere. In case you need to write something while you think. Or your wife!â she offered earnestly.
Nanami took the crayon, holding it between his fingers as if it were made of glass. âThank you,â he said, voice soft. âThatâs very kind of you.â
The gentle wind from the door opening brought Nanamiâs eyes up and to you as you walked over. âHi darling.â
You bent to kiss his cheek and smiled before looking over at the little girl. âWell hello! Do we have a new friend?â
âIâm Emi! Is Mr. Nanami your husband?â
You nodded sitting down at the table but still keep contact with the girl.â âUh huh. He is.â
âThats so cool. Youâre married to a super hero! Did you know that?â
You looked up to Nanami, confused as he chuckled and traced his thumb over the crayons paper wrapping. âItâs.. weâll get to that in a second.â
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#nanami kento#jjk nanami#nanami x reader#nanami fluff#nanami x you#kento nanami#nanami headcanons#nanami kento x reader#jjk fluff#Lu.logs
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