#in tears rn over this
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can’t stop crying over arthur loving merlin for merlin. like he fr thought he was just some guy but guess what? that’s his some guy. and he’d stick with him forever. i think i’m gonna throw up
#I FEEL SICK. LIKE. THAT WAS ARTHUR’S FRIEND!!! ARTHUR LOVED HIM BECAUSE HE WAS HIMSELF AND HE DIDN’T NEED ANYTHING MORE THAN THAT!!!!!#i can’t fucking do this. genuine tears just spilling from my eyes rn#i know this has been said over and over but i dont care!!! i dont care!!!! it can be said again!!!!!!#cupid de bunny#merlin#merthur#100#500#1000
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Sobbing like a fool laying in my bed because I had the sad thought of Ben and Cody on Tatooine in their old age (pre-ANH) and them going to sleep, holding hands.
Cody passes in his sleep. Obi-wan/Ben, feeling Cody's bright presence suddenly blink out in the force, shoots awake, palming for a heartbeat where he knows there is no longer one. They had talked about it, Cody had known his time was coming to a close, he was content with how the rest of his short life had panned out, by his beloved general's side, married and at peace (kind of). Ben saw it. He knew. When it would happen seemed indeterminate; if Ben knew when Cody was passing, perhaps he could have prepared to be ready for it. But real life doesn't often work like that.
Gently cradling Cody's cooling face in one of his palms, uttering quiet "why's" into the dark, and, "i wasn't ready to let you go".
A final keldabe kiss in farewell as he combs his fingers through Cody's curls for the last time.
Just like with Qui Gon, Satine, Anakin, Padmé (we'll be here all night if I list them all), the emotional gut punch of watching the light die (metaphorical in Anakin's case) in the eyes of people Obi-Wan deeply cared about. It caps off at Cody. This is why to me, he was so ready to face off against Vader (including normal plot relevant reasons), because not only was he getting Too Old For This Shit Anymore, but one of the strongest lights (love) in his life had died a few years prior. So instead of offing himself like a coward or giving into his grief all those years ago, and when Cody passed, he became a “self-sacrificial jedi” one last time. Whereupon he would pass into the Force, where hopefully, Cody would be waiting.
#codywan#pre a new hope#Tatooine husbands#old codywan#wars in the stars#star wars#not art#who knew tears could be so hot over crying over little blorbo guys#got so sad i became congested and puffy eyed so thats nice (sarcastic; i can't breathe out my nose fully rn)#its 1am#do not discourse me this is my house and i make my own rules for how the movies look to me :)#<and the shows#commander cody#obi wan kenobi#mention of death
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so, do I look like her?
okay this is either true and understandable, insane, or like “um theres a w2h blog ask already talking about this” so let me tread lightly [full analysis under cut so i don’t scare people with a wall of text.. but like PLEASE READ!]
i feel like jonathan and jojo being the people sock has the closest relationships with (jojo being one of (if not literally) his only friend/s growing up, and jonathan being one of his only connections post death other than, well, his employer LOL) is crazy, especially since they are SO SIMILAR! … IN MY EYES!
like visually? yeah, blond hair, blue eyes, white undershirt in primary design, both kind of a symmetry w/ jonathans middle part and jojo’s pigtails.
their names? both Jo- names, WITH N’s, an account of jojo’s full firstname being joane. [jonathan and joane? that had to be on purpose like come ON!] And their personalities, while definitely different (jonathans described as apathetic, and well, jojo cares very violently about a lot of things) they both are tough to break into, kinda making it hard for anyone to connect positively w/ them on a deeper level
idk, maybe it was very on purpose to give sock a past relationship where he mightve* accidentally had a direct connection to their death, and a new relationship where he has to purposefully have an indirect connection to their death. like DAMN! maybe this is socks eternal punishment, cause id go crazy..
(* emphasis on mightve because im pretty sure sock and jojos full backstory isnt set in stone, but @/welcometohellfilm has talked about possibilities of sock being indirectly linked to jojos death, or setting off a chain of events to cause it unknowingly, in the past. which i thought was interesting!!!)
#inspired by Like Him by Tyler The Creator obviouslyyyyy#banger song but that has caused so much damage to fandom spaces#every post using that song has shot my in the face /pos#welcome to hell film#welcome to hell#welcome to hell fanart#w2h#w2h fanart#w2h film#w2h2#w2h jonathan#w2h jojo#w2h sock#jonathan combs#oh my damn jojo doesnt have a last name im so sorry girl only 1 tag for u…#sock sowachowski#welcome to hell jonathan#welcome to hell jojo#welcome to hell sock#instagram is tearing this fucking posts to shreds over there LMFAO#and the most liked comment is me explaining who jojo is like OKAY SHOW OF HANDS who fucks w jojo like be srs rn
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I didn't want to spoiler this one any more than I already did but oh my god
#I've got literally no selfcontrol over this#you are NOT ready to see this in full size colored and rendered and everything#me neither honestly I have tears in my eyes rn#this damn week can't come soon enough#sebaciel#kuroshitsuji#black butler#ciel phantomhive#our ciel#sebastian michaelis#my art
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a chicken sandwich could change that little boys life
#bnha#shouto todoroki#touya todoroki#this is the dumbest thing i could ever post#everyone drawing beautiful and incredible art of shouto and touya over a bowl of soba#and im here drawin that boy pigging out over a popeyes sandwich with pickles.#also sorry this art is old. like. 8 months old. i just don’t have anything to post rn that is finished#thanks lola for tweeting that Shouto would tear up a sandwich as a greedy baby it’s stuck with me forever#eggsdrawings
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таится чудо в любом пустяке я раньше не видел такого тумана здесь даже деревья растут как-то странно и птицы поют на чужом языке
#.#life is so strange rn#so quiet and so loud at the same time#there is so much grief. so much loss. winter is taking everything over. taking away. covering is snow. silencing tears and screams#grief is in the family and everywhere#but now there's also so much love idk how that happened#so strange to feel that way. especially during winter. especially with grief being there. so present#but the other thing is brighter#i think i'm gonna be okay#:(#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#horses#it's just a little study btw im working my ass off rn so i can't draw much rn sorry
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THE WAY IM CRYING RN OVER KRISTEN APPLEBEES SHAKILY ASKING JAWBONE "Will you show me your chest?" TO SEE IF HE HAS ONE OF THOSE RAGE STARS I CAN'T–
#I HAVE TEAR TRACKS ON MY FACE RN#THAT HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK#I WENT FROM “awww” TO FULL SOBBING IN THE SPAN OF 5 SECONDS#this is the first time i've cried over something kristen did that wasn't of just hysterical laughter#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#kristen applebees#jawbone o'shaughnessey#still crying
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In the next Act, I wanna see Jayce Talis sobbing his heart out. I want to see him kneel infront of Viktor's cold body and go absolutely insane. I want him to mutter apologies between nonsensicals. I also may want to see him carry that man's body away from bloody chaos outside. I also kinda want it to be slowmo, background music, and all that dramatic sht. or maybe just them. solemn. but just them...I know that this sounds stupid but I want anything other than Jayce fucking out of that place without tears in his eyes. I want the real Jayce Talis peaking through the insanity. I want the Jayce Talis who loved his friend to bleed through the cracks of the arcane's hold.
I want to see a glimpse of his devestation. I don't care if it is like two seconds short I just want him to sink to the ground and mourn the friend that he lost. the friend that he shot wit the tool that they created together to help other people, the people of Zaun...Viktor's people. the friend that he fucking pulled away from Death's cold grip with the thing he promised to destroy only for him to shoot him in the chest and take his life.
This may be a result of the things Jayce has seen during the time that the arcane comsumed him and Viktor may be reanimated or whatever but I just want to see Jayce mourn first.
this isn't what we meant when we thought Jayce will break Viktor's heart :((
#im not getting over ep 6 anytime soon im sorry#I'm sick to the stomach rn#Arcane made me feel things#arcane#arcane netflix#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#I WANT THAT MAN TO GROVEL#I WANNA SEE HIM SPUTTERING AND STUTTERING#FACE WET WITH TEARS#I WANT HIM TO MOURN HIS BEST FRIEND#mans literally broke his heart by shooting him with the fucking hammer#NEVER ENDING BUTTERFLY MOTIFS OMFG
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GOD OKAY I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE
16 YEARS OLD IS A MINOR. 17 YEARS OLD IS A MINOR. WHEN WILL SOME TWST FANS GET IT INTO THEIR FUCKING BRAINSSHSJSJDJEJDJDJEJSD IM GONNA SCREAMKSJD
NO YOU WILL NOT WRITE SMUT OF MINORS OR CALL THEM SEXY????? DO YOU ACTUALLY HAVE COMMON SENSE OHNMY LORDDDJD
“B-but I aged them up!” YOUR DEFINITION OF AGING THEM UP IS JUST STRETCHING THEM TALLER THAT IS AN EXCUSE TO SEXUALISE A MINOR.
“I-I’m a minor too!” YOU BEING A MINOR DOESNT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SEXUALISE ANOTHER BFFR
LITERALLY JUST BLOCK ME AND NEVER SPEAK WITH ME AGAIN BRO DONT EVEN TRY ARGUING HIDING BEHIND AN ANON ASK CAUSE UR TOO SCARED PEOPLE SRE GONNA ATTACK YOU.
(SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO PEOPLE WHO COMPLETELY SEXUALIZE THE THIRD YEARS LIKE IDIA AND LEONA AND VIL AND COMPLETELY DISREGARD THEIR ENTIRE CHARACTER)
#🗑️ : randm#tears r all over my phone rn#clutching my head and sobbing#give me one twst youtuber who isn’t a weird adult or romanticises every aspect of the game to the point it’s annoying#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#riddle rosehearts#deuce spade#ace trappola#trey clover#cater diamond#leona kingscholar#ruggie bucchi#jack howl#azul ashengrotto#floyd leech#jade leech#kalim al asim#jamil viper#vil schoenheit#rook hunt#epel felmier#idia shroud#ortho shroud#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#silver twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt
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#a doodley#had such a horrible time trying to draw tonight how do i draw (faces) nearly every day and i still dont get it.#realized rn that ive forgotten how to draw like tops/backs of heads but i look at art from months ago and see that i never actually knew#i want to be more loose with my stuff but then it comes out looking Bad Bad instead of good bad#i dont get it and it never sticks and im so ashamed.....!#im so ashamed.... there's ppl making masterpieces in between studying to become doctors and im here#with all the free time in the world. from birth to present. and it's never gotten any better. despite any of it#everything i learn just turns to dust in time and idk how i want my art to look and i hate that it looks like me and has too much Me.#that's why it sucks i bet#im going to bed before i tear my hair out over not being able to draw#it's deteriorated so much more over the years bc now i overthink every little detail. how do i let go. AND make it look good.
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Lady Bone Demon: "Do not lament your fate child, you can rest knowing you served your purpose—destiny has found you."
(2x10 This is the End!)
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Lady Bone Demon: "A reminder: it seems you can not be trusted to willingly follow the path of destiny. But know this: If you betray me again—one misstep, one failure in any way—I will erase the very memory of you."
(3x04 The Winning Side)
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Tang: "You're wrong. I know I'm not a strong as they are. I may still be searching for my purpose—but what I do know, is that doing it alone is not the path I'm destined to take. Deep in my heart, I know my place is alongside my friends."
(3x08 Benched)
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Lady Bone Demon: "I sent you a task—you were to retrieve the Monkie King and his protégé, yet you refused the path of destiny and so there will be pain."
(3x08 Benched)
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Tang: "STOP! It was me! I mean, yeah, Macaque forced me to do it and I am definitely starting to have second thoughts on the whole thing now but- I don't know how and I don't know why, I just felt like I had to. Like it was...destiny!" Lady Bone Demon Voice Over: "Destiny can not be undone Sun Wukong."
(3x10 The Samadhi Fire)
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Lady Bone Demon: "No matter what you do, you cannot change the path of destiny." MK: "I don't know if this all happened because it was destined to, but I have to believe that I found the staff so I could use it for good." [...] "If you really believed that destiny can't be changed, you wouldn't be using every ounce of power you have to keep him contained!"
(3x14 Destiny Fulfilled)
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Lady Bone Demon: “Know this, monkey, you and I are not so different. We both fight for what we think is right—that pursuit only leads to one thing." MK: "Hmmhm. To destiny, right?" Lady Bone Demon: "No. To pain."
(3x14 Destiny Fulfilled)
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MK: "I can't believe that worked!" Tang: "Eh, if that was destined to go wrong, then it would have!"
(4x03 The Great Tang Man)
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Tang: "If your bonds of friendships our strong, then you will always find your way back to one another!"
(4x04 Pig Napped!)
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Macaque: "Wukong was on a path of self-destruction, we all were. But when he met the monk, it set him on a different path." MK: "Ah! The path of the good guy! Making those good life choices?"
(4x11 A Lifetime of Mistakes)
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Purpose, Pain, and the Path of Destiny
#originally this started as like ''huh Tang said the thing LBD said'' and then it turned into a 3 way thing between Tang LBD and MK#Like 2 sides of the destiny coin and the guy who undoes/changes destiny#''Destiny has found you'' ''You will always find your way back to one another!''#I FEEL FUCKING CRAZY#THE JOURNEY. THE PATH THERE. FINDING THE SCRIPTURES. YOUR FRIENDS. YOUR PURPOSE. DESTINY. IDK#lmk really was like ''Everyone's destiny is pain. Cope with that fact'' and I've been losing my mind for a year#Like whatever#''No matter what I do it's going to lead to pain''#LIKE THAT'S. THE PATH OF DESTINY (''path of self-destruction''). Okay. Okay#Not even that relevant to the post I'm just in so deep rn#''All doomed to play a role in tearing this world apart'' and then s5 being the world literally tearing itself apart. Like jesus#They really just wanted to completely decimate MK's little positive growth from the special like. Immediately.#''At least we fixed something for a change- instead of destroying it'' AND THEN THEY DIDN'T FIX ANYTHING#WHICH I'VE BEEN SAYING WAS HOW IT WOULD GO FOR A WHILE. BUT ON GOD TO BE PROVEN SO RIGHT#You know I hope Mei also has a terrible time next season I really feel like she was going through it in s4. But like subtly#Not MK's monkie mental breakdown way#*cough* tag rant over#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk parallels#lmk Tang#lmk LBD#lmk MK#lmk theme: destiny#to pain
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being a marine science major like.
each day i feel worse and worse at the unimaginable scale of carnage that has been done to our oceans. i would die and kill to see them as they once were, before industrialization and colonization.
FISH!!!! :DDDDD!!!!
#totally not in tears over this paper rn el oh el#each time i think im totally desensitized i learn something even worse#marine science#marine biology#possessed lore
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arcane S2 ep. 6 spoilers [isha]
okay but isha’s little “pew!” right before she committed her grand sacrifice.
the way she looked right at jinx when she did it, as if to say, “this for you. i see you, and i love you.”
and on top of that, the way she began to cry w a smile as she re-lived her colorful and pastel memories of her life w jinx, as if to say, “i know what i’m doing. i know what my sacrifice means, and it’s worth it bc i got to spend the happiest moments of my life w you.”
#tearing up again over this ep rn lord pls save me#this show destroyed me once again#arcane#arcane lol#lol arcane#league of legends arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane s2#arcane season 2#isha#isha arcane#arcane isha#isha and jinx#jinx and isha#jinx lol#lol jinx#league of legends jinx#jinx league of legends#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#jinx
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A lot of the early timeline stuff for ATLA I'm struggling with could be solved with adding just one more generation to both Roku and Sozin's lines.
Because what do you mean Roku's daughter had to be like 70 when she gave birth to Ursa??? What do you mean Sozin was 82 when Azulon was born??? Why did the creators do this me???
#atla#ranting fr rn#tears streaming down my face on this phone call#i think i might just have to genderbend roku's daughter#bc there is no way#there is absolutely no way#im losing my goddamn mind over here
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On People they pretty much confirmed that Simone won’t be in s4.
Yeah, I have seen it, anon
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And honestly it just upset me more. Because the thing is, regardless of how attached I am to certain characters, I fully understand that the actors playing them have every right to make decisions that are best for themselves and their careers. And if that includes leaving behind certain characters, then I support those decisions no matter how much I personally love the character.
That’s how I felt about Regé and that’s how I would feel about Simone, had there been any indication that it was her decision. Had this source even hinted at something like a scheduling conflict, I would have swallowed down my tears, made a “thank you for giving us Kate” post and simply moved onto waiting for all of Simone’s upcoming projects and season 4.
But to hear her repeatedly say that she wants to come back, that Kate is here to stay, that she wants a kanthony spinoff, hear her say she has ideas for Kate’s script and then to not see her? When she clearly wants to be there? It has just left me gutted.
#bridgerton season four#kate sharma#kanthony#simone ashley#regé jean page#bridgerton#I’m just really sad you guys#I was going to do a little post for Anthony’s birthday#and then one about Ben and Sophie#and now just looking at Bridgerton content is making me tear up#I’ll get over it sometime but I’m really just not feeling it rn
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Your honor my client was just being a silly little guy consumed by revenge and rage & grief so tbh the atrocities really werent that bad all things considered. he pleads guilty though so give him like a month of community service. thank you. Bangs gavel
#me wiping snot and tears off my face I hate this fucking guy with my whole life he's everything to me. im not visiting him in prison#but ill think about him daily. Literally insane over this game rn
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