#in my defense I am sick
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The reason fakir and mytho ended up like that is because they have a master/guard dog dynamic but mytho is physically incapable of giving orders/leashing the dog so it’s left to run wild. Without a proper structure the dog begins to panic and starts growling at everything, even the master
This is not character analysis so much as speculation but I know in my heart what doomed fakir and mytho to That dynamic in season 1 is that mytho can’t be a little bossy like. fakir gets the rep for being controlling but he has such an intense vibe of someone who wants to be bossed around and in the absence of a proper structure for him he is floundering. The boy puts up a big show of being independent and doing things his way and then he literally drops everything to do whatever Duck wants forever. If mytho was like a teeny tiny bit more assertive and ordered fakir around it LITERALLY would’ve fixed him and solved like 90% of the interpersonal drama they had in season 1 in this essay I will—
#I feel insane for this one#in my defense I am sick#everyone who says fakir has cat energy is dead wrong that boy is a puppy dog#he’s like a neurotic bug eyed little chihuahua that goes yap yap yap#can anyone hear me I keep typing words god knows what they mean#lea talks
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putting kunsel in the og ffvii because it's what he deserves
#sir! the blorbo backport operation was a success#also the materia isn't just silly random colors. i did in fact actually consider what he should have. in order from left->right:#twin stinger: enemy skill (big guard; white wind)+magic efficiency; steadfast block+provoke#shinra alpha: subversion+warding; binding+magnify; assess+synergy#i actually am not sure if the subversion+warding combo disables the curse ring's instant death countdown#but it would be SICK AF if it did#anyway yea he's tanky support build with high defense stats but his damage output is giving 'middle schooler with a pool noodle' vibes#but it's ok because he's an annoying unkillable mfer with a sexy sword so it all balances out#ffvii#kunsel#my art <3
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⋆⭒˚。⋆ More Honkai Men & How They Kiss ⋆⭒˚。⋆
featuring Jiaoqiu, Moze, ...
๋࣭ ⭑ Finished the Trailblazer Quest they appear in recently, and I...let's just say I get it now. I do apologize if it seems Out Of Character tho ๋࣭ ⭑
๋࣭ ⭑ warnings & info: none ๋࣭ ⭑ english is not my native language!
⋆⭒˚。⋆ JIAOQIU ⋆⭒˚。⋆
⤑ I believe that Jiaoqiu can be a sweet talker, a true gentleman when he's in love, which can be seen in the way he treats you, and thus, in the way he shows his affections to you.
⤑ He's the kind of person that has you practically melting at his touch, at the way he kisses you. He's gentle, sensual (not in an overly sexual way, but I lack a better word for it), and his kisses convey the deep love he feels for you.
⤑ Jiaoqiu is the kind of person that takes things slow, even after years of being together. He never gets...bored of what you have - it never becomes something he's so ''accustomed'' to that he feels the need to rush through it.
⤑ He'll hold you close, just shower you in compliments and sweet nothings before eventually leaning down to kiss you slowly, gently, taking your breathe away with each kiss.
⤑ Definitely the type to kiss your palm/hand, or kiss your shoulders when he walks past you from behind or while lying next to you. He's more on the affectionate side compared to some others, though he prefers keeping those affections private for many reasons.
⤑ When it comes to receiving kisses, I doubt he has much of a preference, since he prefers being the one to initiate kisses. And when you do end up being the one to kiss him, he'll probably be smiling just a tad more than usual, but only his closest confidants will notice.
⋆⭒˚。⋆ MOZE ⋆⭒˚。⋆
⤑ Don't hate me, but I do not necessarily see Moze be the most physically affectionate guy. Maybe I'm biased, maybe I'm putting him a box, but to me, he shows his affections differently.
⤑ But, when it does come to kissing you, I can see him be somewhat roughly initially. Not necessarily because he lacks the experience (though you can headcanon it that way, if you prefer), nor because he ''dislikes'' kissing you. It's just...It just used to be how he does it.
⤑ Moze's kisses weren't ''intense'', per se, but just...rough, his lips crashing against yours in a way that would make you stumble back if it weren't for the arm he wrapped around your waist. Those kisses were brief, as if rushed, before he departed again, and left you standing there trying to process what had just happened.
⤑ With time, as he felt more and more comfortable, his kisses became longer, the roughness turning into passionate, intense kisses. He's still not one to frequently kiss you, but maybe that makes his kisses all the more special.
⤑ Again, while I don't see him be overly physically affectionate, I believe he'd be the type to kiss the top of your head occasionally - say, when you are cuddling or sleeping together. It's...a rarity, though becoming more frequent or a form of routine. Still, it is kept behind close doors, as Moze is no fan of public displays of affection.
⤑ On the receiving end, I do think he'd be more...vulnerable? I believe he loves receiving physical affection from you (though he prefers it in private, again), and would probably be the time to secretly/quietly long for your kiss. He'd definitely love random pecks on the cheek; totally possible that it would make him blush!
#i wrote this while sick. just...bare with me. also I need to figure out how to work with these pics/banners/gifs for everyone...oh well.#i was gonna add welt and sunday but. i have no nice pics of welt. and i have no fucking idea how to characterize sunday yet.#...not had Jiaoqiu was much easier but hey. In my defense. I am sick and can barely keep my eyes open.#jiaoqiu x reader#moze x reader#hsr jiaoqiu#jiaoqiu#honkai jiaoqiu#hsr moze#moze#honkai moze#hsr headcanons#hsr x reader
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💤👨❤️💋👨
Day 3 of @andersweek2025 !
Dreams / Loss / Longing
#no im NOT late#i swear#(ok maybe i am but in my defense i was sick)#my art#artists on tumblr#dragon age#anders da2#dragon age fanart#digital artist#anders week 2025#fenders#fenris x anders
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drew this with my mouse because i didn't want to sit at my desk with my drawing tablet <3 anyways some seawing twins
#wof#wings of fire#wof fanart#wof oc#seawing#seawing oc#dragons#dragon oc#dragon art#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#sam draws#wof: albacore#wof: abalone#both designs based off their namesakes#most proud of albacore...albacore tuna are so pretty and i wanted to capture that#in my defense about not sitting at my desk i am sick with a cold as i write this. RIP
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I've watched the reintegration scene SEVEN TIMES now and I still get full body chills from it..
The slight change in his voice when he says "you mean what quarter?" is INSANE!!! Ever so slightly more child-like and higher in pitch than all his previous answers ... Fucking 😭 And then the editing.. how was his posing so precise despite the costume changes ?? The precision angles and exact same expressions. The scene and episode ending with the phrase "who are you?" The same phrase that starts the show?? (And again when Mark first meets Reghabi)
SHOCK. AWE. WONDER.
#sidebar I will never NEVER forgive Twitter for spoiling it for me#it was still the DAY the episode aired#opened Twitter and BAM the very first thing I see#no tags no spoiler warning#nothing#I shut the app so fast#but it was too late#I knew he would reintegrate at the end of E3 before getting to watch it for myself#maybe this is extreme idk I'm autistic for reference but I felt sick and cried and stayed up all night#because I was so upset it was spoiled#due to this experience I have a new rule lmao#no social media NOT EVEN A PEEK until I've seen all severance content as it comes out#not giving the internet another chance to do that to me again#I have fully learned my lesson holy shit that sucked#saw a comment earlier saying they're sad they can't watch the ep for the first time again#and got jealous#because they got to EXPERIENCE A FIRST TIME#I KNEW IT WAS COMING THE WHOLE EPISODE UGGHHHHHHHH#anyway just had to whine and cry about that for a bit#I know it's my fault :( I know better now#I've never been hyperfixated on an actively airing tv show before in my defense#it's always been on things that literally can't be spoiled#where everything I could possibly learn about the interest was sought out and welcomed#wow I am the yapper right now I'm done lmao#mine
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Oh also I don't know if y'all have seen Homestead but it's good. You should watch it
#intriguing story solid message#homestead#angel studios#also if you saw me edit my caption on the post before this i suddenly thought it seemed passive aggressive#in my defense i am sick and hormonal
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vessel's hierarchy of needs
#sleep token#worshitposting#apologizing for this one as well its really stupid#in my defense i am sick and delirious
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skating... makes u very sweaty very quickly
#especially if ur trying and failing to land tricks LMAO#i just had to keep scaling back expectations like ok. lets not start with an ollie (im still practicing tho#and im getting CLOSE. i can FEEL IT.)#lets try walking the dog (<- was described in one vid as a 'beginner trick before ollie')#(it is not. in my opinion. a beginner trick.)#one video on walking the dog says u should practice tic tacs and monster walks#i can do tic tacs but am unable to practice them ill have to go to a park x_x#monster walk..... im getting there#in my defense i was trying them without looking up how to do them i just saw a short clip and was like ok ill give it a go#having the same problem with the dog walking: i cant do the full 180...#anyways. stepping back on the longboard felt like a dream LMAO#note: i am probably never going to touch the ramps. holy shit.#<- this all started because i was sick of walking and didnt want to bike (too easy to steal) so i said id longboard to commute#well. very little longboard practice after i accidentally went a little too fast down a hill and freaked out#but hey. in theory practicing skateboard should help with longboard
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wonderful roommate who left her 6:15 alarm on for 2 minutes, proceeded to have breakfast, paint her nails, and dry her hair in the room, then left the door open when she left for the day. her mind must be a fascinating place
#i said “i actually don't mind the smell of nail polish remover” once and now we're not even Asking?#also like dude..i'm Very sick. i need to try to sleep it off. when she was sick i'd be walking on my fucking tiptoes and barely staying#in the room because she was sleeping all day. but when i try to sleep until horror of all horrors 7 am i have to get up to her stupid alarm#and literally beg her to turn it the fuck off#again i know i'm complaining on here all the time in my defense my joints are falling apart and i'm alternating between sweating and shaking#and my head feels like a piñata. so. my tolerance for this is very limited today#veni veni#sickposting
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"Sam, eyes on me now. We go to “D” and, right, would you say this is more “Dolls-comma-watching,” or “Dolls-comma-human skin”?
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[ID: two identical drawings of Alice Dyer and Samama Khalid from the magnus protocol. the illustrations are from inside the computer, you can see the wires, a spider web and in one version the text of a statement from TMAGP 1. Alice is dressed in a green flannel and white shirt, she has bleached blond hair with pink ends. She has a lot of pins and is snapping her fingers to draw Sam's attention. Sam has dark curly hair and square glasses, he has dark skin and is wearing a red-ish sweater. Hes looking up at Alice.]
#i am late to the hype as always but in my defense. i was sick and dying for the last ten billion years#this ended up a lot more cartoon-y than i wannted but its fine#tmagp#the magnus protocol#samama khalid#alice dyer#the magnus verse#art#digital art#fan art#also yes they are inside the. puter#bgbrry
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the "should I go to bed or stay up way past a reasonable hour writing" virus has claimed another
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yes, the plans that i could not share with you (because the haters would sabotage me) were that i was taking on LACC in my vash getup :)
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i have so few pictures of myself but i got so many compliments (especially on my arm) and plenty of other people took pictures of me. and normally i don't like attention but i will be honest with u. under these circumstances i loved it. my arm held up really well through 8 hours on the convention floor and i have never been prouder of anything i've made. it's articulated incredibly well, no part of it gave out or required repair, it's never uncomfortable or a nuisance to wear, and i have enough range of motion to do relatively complex things like tying my shoes.
originally i was not planning to try to meet anyone famous because 1) it's expensive and 2) the lines are long and 3) i feel weird and annoying approaching literally anyone for any reason BUT. the spot where i met up with my sister just happened to be right next to johnny yong bosch's table. right when he started signing things. so i said LOL ok i'll do it.
it was super chill, i asked him how it felt to get the call that they wanted him to come back 20 years later for a trigun reboot and he said it almost didn't happen -- that since they recast everyone else for stampede they considered recasting vash as well (and i said WOW i'm so glad they didn't) and he said he really enjoyed getting to come back and explore a darker take (i forget if what he said was a darker take on vash's character, or just a darker trigun in general) but it was briefly surprising 2 me that he considered stampede to be a darker version but i get it, especially when u consider that there is not a lot of comedy in those 12 episodes to balance out the grief.
ANYWAY he was impressed with my arm and i asked him if he would sign my coat :) so he signed the lining but he was also like u know what, i'm gonna give you a second autograph just because. so he signed a print for me as well (free of charge!!) and the print with the blue signature matches my famous paintings that i always film in front of (that's providence baybee)
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other stuff from the con under the cut
cosplay notes:
i saw 3 other vash cosplayers (a 98 vash, a stampede vash, and a purple coat vash) and no shade but i definitely had the best arm build. peace and love to all of them though
i saw 1 1/2 wolfwoods. 1 was the aforementioned mullet wolfwood from yesterday's post (ww if you’re out there ww) and the 1/2 was the 98 vash cosplayer’s gf in some kind of goth-ish dress and she was carrying a punisher
mullet wolfwood if you're out there i regret not getting a picture with you so much. i am deeply ashamed and i have no excuse because i ran into you twice and both times i was too embarrassed to ask for a picture. i just want you to know that your punisher was swag and your earrings were yolo and we would look very good together
i expected to see a lot more trigun tbh. los angeles where u at. 4 vashies at a convention of 120,000+ people is nothing. one guy even walked up to me like wow i love ur vash, i haven't seen a lot of trigun at this con and i was like I KNOW i thought i'd see a lot more
theeeee costume of all time award goes to the cad bane cosplayer i saw on the balcony. spare hand in marriage dude (gn) you looked so good
second place for costume of all time goes to the other mother cosplayer who had button eyes and these crazy finger appendages and never once broke character even while waiting in lines
i took 100 points of psychic damage from this one guy who (and im not kidding) was at least 6’4’’ and wearing platform boots and was dressed as the mfing onceler. with the stupid top hat he was fr 7+ feet tall (i saw him duck to get through a doorway).
someone was there as the brawny paper towel guy?? just walking around in a beard and flannel carrying a pack of paper towel rolls?? go off king
i saw 5 nightwing cosplayers but only 2 were biblically accurate (had ass)
the nanami sweep at this convention was so real u all SHOWED UP. and everybody ate. i saw at least 12 nanamis and not one of them was a flop.
i have never seen so many spider-mans in my life
other things:
fig. 1: this extremely hot captain america on a very large poster was about 2 make me act unwise. hi gorjus................................. nice eyebrows
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fig 2: i saw this sign a couple blocks away from the con and i did a triple take. 🔥🔥🔥TRIMAX MENTIONED🔥🔥🔥
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fig. 3: i saw all 4 hobbits in panel and can confirm elijah wood’s laugh is ten times more infectious in real life. before they were even done sitting down, dominic monaghan switched around all of their name cards so that none of them were seated behind the right name. as u might imagine much of the panel's content was reminiscing about LOTR, but i heard some stories that i hadn't heard before. they also talked about video games, other projects they are working/have worked on, how their kids feel about their dads' LOTR roles, how much they love ian mckellen, and how they would love to see something happen for the 20th anniversary of ROTK this year. sean astin (the legend) took shots at the stranger things writers (basically said joyce could never be happy with hopper) AND EVERYONE CLAPPED LOL. billy and dom talked about the best food in NZ, their show billy and dom eat the world, and the unfortunate events that led to the friendship onion's hiatus. it was a ton of fun to just watch them be themselves with each other, you can tell that these guys are all so fond of each other and love each other so much.
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and finally, fig. 4: i bought these beautiful prints from @/batinyourbelfry and the skeletal washi tape from @/skeletalacademia (both on IG)
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#this post is all over the place but i want u all to experience this with me. baby's first convention#i didn't hate it like i thought i might but i am absolutely WIPED and will b perfectly content to not go to another con for several years#lacc#los angeles comic con#it's so funny walking around and just hearing someone go VASH and literally being like. who said that.#like there are 5 million people in this corridor. where are u so i can acknowledge you#my immediate defense mechanism is to toss up a peace sign so it's very convenient that it is something in character for vash#my favorite compliment was this one guy who was just like 'THAT'S FUCKIN SICK' from across the aisle and i was like 'YEAH!!!!'#long post#ackchewally the more i think about it. i do think sometimes people mischaracterize stampede as lighter than the other triguns#simply because the characters look more baby than their other counterparts#even though many elements of stampede are. truly so dark.#like we are not at manga-level-dark yet but HOO BOY i have no doubt we will get there#i'm dying to see what other horrors orange is cooking bc i KNOW they're cooking awful manga things (laudatory)#hot single dads in your area#my cosplay#this post has taken me hours to write. im so sick of it at this point begone from my sight i hate u
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If your support of Palestine includes apologizing for SA on the part of Hamas, you'd better block me before I come for your ass
#there is no justification for SA. ever.#you can't rape someone in self defense#raping someone won't liberate one's homeland#and don't fucking whataboutism me about IDF#i am saying that it's never justified no matter with which group the perpetrator is affiliated#i am seeing some very rancid takes and rape apologism in the tag that's making me sick#and before you try to come for me#i am for ending apartheid#i lament the civilian casualties no matter whose they are#and to ppl saying the recent hamas atrocities upon israeli civilians are 'fake': fuuuucckkk you#i'm going to keep my commebts here to a minimum#because the conflict is complex and my thoughts on it can't adequately be condensed into tags#i juat don't want to aee callous treatment of SA for any reason#tw sa mention#tw sa
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You say “Lizzie in the Void” and I raise you “Lizzie and Martyn in the Void having tea” /j
martyn: ...soooo, how are you doing?
lizzie: oh, i don't know martyn. how am i doing? you know, it's jsut wonderful in this place. the void over there and the void over here just adds so much to the atmosphere
martyn: you could've just said not well [sips tea]
#hdsjhsjk but in all seriousness i've FINALLY found a shred of motivation to properly write (at least some) of that fic hjdhsj#i am several months late to the secret life lizzie in the void. however. uh#i actually have no defenses#imagine this as listener martyn just dropping in#sorta kicking his feet. chin resting in his hands as he gossips with lizzie. and lizzie is just sick of sitting in a dark space <3#asks#queercode-my-minecraft
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wait i thought n1 was tomorrow
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#anon ur a real one for telling me#in my defense i am sick and tired and got over excited when swiftalert opened the mastermind#but they always do it the day before i’m dumb#asks#anonymous#the way i spent the whole day in mourning 🤣🤣🤣#i’ve never submitted mastermind this early omg
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