#in a heartbeat just to be with her
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man i jus twish shed told m e how she was feeing and what she wanted fromme to make her feel more comforatble like this is so shittttt. i just want her back i want to be better for her if only i knew how to be
#like i still dont understand what she wanted from me you know!!! all she asid was 'i dont feel an emotional connection and i dont think our#personalities are compatible'#nad its like . no i think our personalites are very compatible i think its just romantic tendencies that maybe was questionable#but that wasnt anything i couldnt have treid to fix you know!!! if she wanted me to be more publicly affectionate i would have tried it#i just so wish shed talked to me about it first like how could she just give us up so easily without even giving us a CHANCE#and now any time she sees me she looks like she wants to be anywehre else but around me#like FUCK !!! IM NOT THE ONE WHO BROKE UP WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU DOING THATTT#and im so stressed cuz im overanalyzing all my 'red flags' throughout our relationship#and if maybe those are hwat caused her to leave but its not like they were unfixable you know??? if she wanted me to do more i would have#in a heartbeat just to be with her#like how am i ever going to find someone better than her. she was everythng
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on the one hand, i think merrill should be in datv because lore-wise her arc perfectly intertwines with the narrative of the veilguard (elven history, gods and magic are her thing; not to mention that we're literally going to travel primarily through eluvians), and also perfectly fits the main theme (there is so much in merrill's story that has to do with regret). on the other hand, i think merrill should be in datv because she'd love to hang out with bellara and davrin and also she's always wanted to pet a griffon
#hear me out. she'd be so excited to meet bellara. that's a fellow dalish researcher!#who also seems to be quirky and friendly! bellara would befriend her in a heartbeat i just know it#but also davrin! that's a dalish grey warden! and merrill's long lost friend was also a grey warden! a marvelous coincedence#and she's never heard of other dalish wardens! she'd like to hear ALL about it#about his clan and where he came from and what it's like to be a warden#can't believe the people merrill would like to meet so much and who don't seem like they would treat her like a fool and a weirdo#are hanging out on the other side of the continent. that's SO UNFAIR#someone please call varric's friend who has an experience with eluvians and knows a lot of dalish lore and invite her to the lighthouse#merrill#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard
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did a little sketch yesterday that i really liked and tried to get it done today just so i got literally anything to post- but i fell into the trap of 'making sketches to elaborate and thus really stiff and non fun' (for me), ... soooooo .. im redoing the whole thing
but the idea was a mummy ganondorf for my (yes still existing) totk rewrite; i wanted to make him more scary looking and also emphasize just how horrid it must be to be kept in between life and death by having your heart grabbed by a cold and vengeful magical hand for thousands of years (in this case the ancient queen .. which i also tried to sketch despite not showing up aside from her dissolving hand)
the spell starting to fail and his body being more damaged in some parts (jaw being only the bones left for example) and his chest open from being slowly eaten up by the queens magic, the ribs contorting around it like its a gravitational pull- sounds cooler than it looks bc this sketch did not work out, so im saving the details for the .. hopefully, better version
#ganondoodles#art#tloz#ganondorf#posting it mainly ... to have something to post#and bc i think i remember someone telling me they like that i soemtimes post 'failed' sketches or paintings that i wont go back to#anyway ... this is one of them ...... felt rly pressured bc the weekends already over again and i dont want to work ......#was probably doomed from the start- detailed sketches rarely work out ofr me lol#anyway- also havent decided yet if i want him to have a heart still ... or if it too was dissolved by her magic#and you can still hear his heartbeat even though there is nothing in his chest#or maybe only like ... a spirit .. non physical heart ....#or its 'just' made of malice#.... or he doesnt have it at the very start and then at the mid fight he rebuild it somewhat#and for the end you find him in a tangled mess of pulsing roots like those that were in canon totk (but didnt mean shit i guess)#bc hes literally taking the life of the land to be as strong as he could possibly be#but like ... cool#i also have plans for a “demon” version and the good old boar#three phases and none is a cinematic thing#he will be a dark souls boss and you are way too low level ... i can do whatever i want in this rewrite you cant stop me!!#'kids have to play this gam-' no they dont this is in my head forever!!! no one is playing it but me!!
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I’m feeling so bad for my girl Maddie the more a think about her
for one she’s obviously looks up to and idolizes Cait, but Cait is only using her as a rebound to get over Vi
secondly she had been trying to convince Caitlyn to withdraw from the underground for weeks, but Caitlyn refuses only to fold immediately when Vi asks
thirdly you can feel the power imbalance from their body language, Maddie is always behind Cait, never on equal ground with her like Vi
additionally the lighting makes it seems like Maddie’s a secret, something to be kept hidden, where in comparison everyone knows about Vi, heck Ambessa called Vi’s Cait’s weakness
#Maddie legit just seems like a sweetie who really cared about Cait#Also Caitlyn and Vi were obviously broken up#My girl just deserved better than being a rebound#Besides I can’t blame her for sleeping with cait#If I had the chance I would take it in a heartbeat#maddie nolan#maddy arcane#maddie x caitlyn#caitlyn x vi#arcane#league of lesbians#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#season 2 arcane#arcane 2#arcane season 2#arcane s2#league of legends caitlyn#lol caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#arcane caitlyn
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"rhaenys could have ended the war by dracarysing all the greens right there" yes because a distant relation to the throne deciding to barbecue an anointed and publicly positively hailed king and his entire family who is well loved within the city and in multiple other parts of the country for the sake of the succession of a far-away princess no one was ever on board with who hasn't been seen by the populace in literal years, her psycho husband, her three obvious bastards, and two toddlers from the psycho husband would go over super well with westeros and especially in king's landing where scores of the still-cheering population were killed for no reason by that same dragon who would do the barbecuing, because when targaryens act unilaterally without thinking of how the people would react there's never any problem, which is why the storming of the dragonpit and robert's rebellion were actually just collective delusions dreamed up by readers who hate rhaenyra and not key parts of the story and house targaryen's history that directly contributed to their demise and are intrinsic to the plot
truly team black stans are made up of only the most genius and media literate amongst us
#personal#house of the dragon#anti team black#i mean i guess??#like the crowd was cheering for aegon HARD#and they were always on board with aegon#and the hightowers are a powerful house with a lot of allies#and alicent and helaena specifically were well loved by the people in king's landing and the realm at large#and none of them ever liked rhaenyra or daemon who again have been MIA for basically a decade already#and again targaryens overreaching their power and not taking the people into account#is the reason why their house fell into oblivion and now rests entirely on a FIFTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL WHO IS THE ONLY ONE LEFT#if she roasted the dais the mob wouldn't have even let her leave they'd have killed her and meleys both in a heartbeat#storming of the dragonpit but a couple months earlier#the thing to remember is that i think a lot of team black stans are just kinda stupid#and do not care about the story at all or the actual intricacies of the world and its politics that is so important to the dance#(remember the rumors of rhaenyra mistreating helaena and alicent literally led to rhaenyra's death)#(because it led to the mobs and the storming of the dragonpit and the death of joffrey and her being driven out)#(and thus having to go to dragonstone where sunfyre got a little meal out of the whole debacle good for him)#(along with all of her ten million other shitty political decisions)#how do you profess to be pro-targaryen without even knowing targaryen history and where they erred and how that ended them#like *i* like the targaryens you guys have heard me talk about the conquerors all the livelong day#but i am also smart and i understand the world george created and the concept of repercussions#anyway yeah i am Annoyed at that new daemon clip (wow what a shock something annoyed me and had daemon in it)#(my least favorite character who could have foreseen this)
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@hxhbigbang24 time!!
I drew for this fic which made me SAD and also made my HEART WARM!! I will not say too much to avoid spoiling future chapters, but I illustrated a few moments from this scene near the end of the story that I loved!
#hxh#hunter x hunter#hxhbb24#melody hxh#leorio paladiknight#leosen#senritsu#leomelody#leomelopika#(<- in a way)#my brain got stuck for a while on the idea of doing One Big Piece#and then I realized a series of faster looser drawings probably better captured the sort of#whirlwind feeling of this scene that i loved in the first place#something about traveling scenes at night is just. *chefs kiss*#(or maybe that's just my excuse LOL but I hope it worked out okay!!)#'Leomelody has so much love to give' <- (from the fic tags) YOU GET IT#part of me is glad fandom as a whole was able to look at the 'best heartbeat' scene without making it into a ship thing but#in my heart of hearts i think this ship is so underrated they would care about each other so much and make each other laugh#and also probably have a grand old time goofing off together (while we see her being more restrained nowadays this IS the same melody who#got drunk and listened to the creepy cursed sonata quite likely thinking it'd be a cool fun idea)
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In the aftermath of the incident, Eclipse tried to make space between them, afraid he would lose control of himself again. The distance causes more harm than good
I may or may not write something for this? It would most likely be a collection of drabbles on ao3
#he’s just scared#the sound of her heartbeat and the smell of her blood freak him out#they’ll figure it out though#bittersweet bites au#bittersweet bites#vampire au#mafia au#vampire dca au#mafia dca au#mafia eclipse#vampire eclipse#eclipse x y/n#eclipse x reader#dca au#dca x y/n#dca x reader#eclipse dca#mafia boss eclipse#eclipse fnaf#fnaf eclipse
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“Sometimes I dream about you. I memorize every detail of your face like a prayer. Those moments seem so real that I grieve whenever I wake up and your spot next to me is cold. Why did you beg me to kill you? I would’ve stopped. Even in death I cannot escape you. I’m not sure I want to even if I was begging for it.”
w/ @kashisun !! (happy birthday 😭)
#simblr#sims 4 edit#ts4#the sims community#mysims#lethal devotion#marine yes I did make this for ur birthday pls don’t kill me 😭😭#putting marine and I’s oc’s in the most devastating scenarios possible at all times#i imagined this as nie finally being found out by everyone else that shes an assassin that was paid to murder nadia#nadia would be stuck because how can she explain why this murderer is able to walk free and openly be allowed in her bed#but also how can she betray the one person she truly loves??#nadia's people would demand nie be put to death and instead of begging for her life nie would beg for it to end#'i have known nothing but misery and death until i found you. i trust no one else to cleanse and free me from my own damnation'#'i know i dont deserve it but paint me heaven with my own blood'#'i cant think of anything more godly than dying by your hand"#nadia would have to stand over her holding the sword to her throat barely being able to breathe staring down at nie sobbing at her feet#but nie would never look so peaceful feeling the blade press against her skin#nadia would be screaming inside PLEADING for nie to tell her stop that's all it would take and she would stop in a heartbeat#she'd figure it out later because at least then she'd have the love of her life ALIVE AND BREATHING#but the words never came instead there would be smothering silence while nie's body lay lifeless on the ground#but Nadia knows why nie never stopped her no matter how much it hurts this was an act of love because it’s what nie wanted#NIE YOU BETTER HAUNT HER ASS#knowing nadia she would spend her entire life learning necromancy just to bring nie back to life#probably think about killing her again too for putting her through that 😭
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I get so giggly every time spike in a fic refuses to kill buffy bc it's "not a fair fight" or whatever. no honour in it. stuff like that. like, lmao. guys. did we forget about halloween in s2?
#I get it u gotta start off ur spuffy somewhere#but it is just so funny to me every time#YES HE WOULD he would absolutely decide to kill her in a heartbeat if he thought he could#he likes to toy with her! he likes to drag it out! it why he keeps FAILING to kill her#but would he actively make the choice of trying to kill her? yes#spike btvs#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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can we see cottonleaf’s sprite
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cottonleaf!!! here's her normal sprite and also her sick sprite, which I get the feeling we'll be seeing a lot
#fallenasks#bat anon#fallensprites#fun fact! the reason her design has so many little hearts on it is because she has the heartbeat tortie patch#she's just so high white you cant see em all#everyone cross your fingers that she recovers ok :(#if anyone has any knowlege about redcough. like how long it usually lasts how many cats survive it etc#id love to have that information
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To those of you who feel lost because you never imagined being around on earth for this long: I see you. You are doing amazing - spectacular, honestly, and I mean that in the most beauiful way. I know how hard it is to feel like this, just know that it can be okay. Please be gentle with yourself. It's okay to feel lost - it's okay to be lost. There doesn't have to be a set "plan" for your life, just be here with us.
#mental health#mental health support#suicide tw#suicide mention tw#just for the implication of the post#i hope life holds you as close to her as she can. i hope you can feel her heartbeat and her warmth#i hope you are enveloped in warm embraces and are clothed in patience and understanding. i hope the sun warms your soul#i hope whatever you find in life will never leave your cup empty. i hope you can feel dewy grass beneath your feet#i will never forget about us - we'll be okay. if not today then one day
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For anyone else who is gonna struggle surviving the next 3 weeks with the angsty and tense situation of Callowmoore here's a few things from the last 2 episodes that I feel were underrated and will assist in trying to keep me sane/emotionally stable: - Matching messed up hands built for holding - Fearne nervously playing with her hair as she approaches Ashton - Ashton wanted Fearne to be either the last thing they saw if they died or the first thing they saw when they succeeded - Fearne's admittance corroborates Ashley's 4SD revelation that Fearne is in love with someone in the party but doesn't know how to process the emotions - Fearne wanted Ashton to be happy, while Ashton wanted to feel whole so they would be worthy of the Hells - Ashton twice tried to lead a search for Fearne, and instantly clocking onto Chetney saying he followed Fearne - Fearne making herself look as radiant as possible before giving Ashton the cold shoulder - Ashton only rose to Chetney's provocations until he said 'You hurt Fearne' Use how you will
#godspeed my poor damaged psyche#critical role#bells hells#callowmoore#ashton greymoore#fearne calloway#fearne x ashton#ashton x fearne#strangely enough I don't enjoy having a dark and sad pit sitting in my chest day to day#3 weeks and we don't even get a cute M9 reunion in between to distract us? this was worse than Callowmoore's sistergate 3 week wait#also 'a little'? Sweetie people don't jump into lava for a little you got the big L and it's not Lesbian(s)#Feel like Laudna was a bit cruel this ep (Ash has been there for her a ton and she kinda villainized him) but we'll put it down to Delilah#much of Ashton's trauma has been overlooked or left to them to internalize but still nobody has told them that they are loved#and Ashton Greymoore needs to be told they're loved! (by Fearne)#but yeah time for more positive mental scenarios that 99% won't happen (but when that 1% does ho boy)#couldn't have just had Fearne go 'no talking' and sleep on Ash's chest to hear their heartbeat as her touch soothes Ash's pain could we?#or final fight scenarios where Ludinus is a walking harness and Ashton tricks them into absorbing their titan powers so he'd explode#they could've even had a talk in the woods because they wanted to find her so bad but was not gonna test Imogen's patience#I for one though will have at least one where Ashton seeks out Mori for advice (Fearne too but separately)#Tal I need you to use all your romantic arsenal in the feywild (Percy's worst travel experience) to win back Ashley's beautiful faun girl#bonus prompts for 'You will always be perfect to me' and 'Promise you'll come back to me' they pop up often in my scenarios#taliesin jaffe#ashley johnson
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SPIDER AND STAG
#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#HERE I AM IT’S ME BACK WITH MY POSTS OF EPS THAT GET A LOT OF ENGAGEMENT FOR SOME REASON BUT THAT’S COOL#THE HEARTBEATS OPENING IT LIKE THE TITLE BEATING THAT’S SO COOL. STAG PLS DON’T MURDER HER#Love the transition. Also unrelated to anything but the font changed??? I liked the old one but ok#Their outfits are so detailed and cool idk how Flynn ever does it#THE SPIDER BIT WAS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE IT WAS FUN TO VOICE#”I’ve never been much of a lady” AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#Ough the like silence that settles in when she asks the question very cool#THE CHOMP OMG THEY’RE EVERYTHING IT WAS ALSO FUN TO VOICE#THE TELL!!!!! SHE DOESN’T LOOK AT HERRRRRRR#LEEEEEESSSSSSBBBBBIIIIIAAAAAANNNNNNSSSSSSSS#God that panel of the stag staring at the reader so scaryyyyyyyyyyyy#I didn’t expect her to talk to it wow I would never I’d just cower in fear#THE RING IS WHAT LENORE GAVE HER AND IT WANTS LENORE AAAAAAAAAAA#ADA ARE YOU CRAZY YOU’RE GONNA GET TRAMPLED OR SQUISHED GET OFF THAT THING#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT AN OPENER THANKS RNF FOR THE WORK IT WAS BEAUTIFUL#MUSIC AWESOME TOO I DIDN’T EXPECT THAT EITHER#SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT’S NEEEEXXXTTTTT#HAPPY SEASON TWO DAY EVERYBODY
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Melody's fashion got a little more stylish after Yorknew and I'm sad there's only a few panels of her in her cute outfits with music notes on them
I love the suits too of course but that's just because she's a bodyguard, so it's not HER style. I just love her hats, and I love the plaid on the second one :)
#not really related to the post but i was thinking about her telling leorio he has the kindest heartbeat in yorknew... waugh...#she's such a kind person. she has her own goals and she's willing to work with evil people (the mafia)#but she's trying to be kind. she's trying to destroy the dark sonata to SAVE people#so that nothing that happened to her can ever happen to anyone else#she's just. so perfect#hunter x hunter
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oh so THAT’S what you guys meant about persona 4.
#finally seriously attempting to finish it. just got to naoto’s whole. thing. jesus christ#btw i thought playing persona 5 on the family tv was bad but NOTHING prepares you for your 55 year old mother#watching you play through rise’s midnight channel scene. truly. and i can’t even explain what the hell is going on because I DONT KNOW#i am enjoying it though. i’d die and kill for nanako in a heartbeat#and i’m very slowly getting dojima to stop neglecting her which is great 😐👍#deeply scared for what is to come though because i still don’t know JACK SHIT#i feel like at this point in persona 5 i at least had a suspect. like i knew akechi was WEIRD at the very least#anyways. wish me luck everyone i haven’t actually saved naoto yet and im pretty sure im very underleveled#personal
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The fact that Pluto makes you believe at first that Oon is the one who is failing morally when May is in fact the one with the most concerning moral standing....Wonderful !
#I knew she wasn't as innocent as she let on#but honestly her scheming is just sooo fucked up#I love it#I stan it#I respect it#Women's rights and women's wrongs you know how it is#that said Oon still tried to lit Ploy's restaurant on fire so...She really isn't blameless either#I guess they really deserve each other#my adorable and beautiful little moral failures who's actions are entirely justified and that I forgive in a heartbeat#pluto#pluto the series#pluto ep 7#pluto the series ep 7#aioon#oon#may#oon x may#oonmay
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