#in a better headspace now
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phewww ok but like would anyone be down to talk or plot? <3
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Nawa'y mabura ng oras ang kupas na tagsibol.
May time erase the faded spring.
#[ 🗣️ | the magical girl speaks ]#isa go to sleep challenge#in a better headspace now#my brain has this song on repeat (alongside Director's Cut by Kamikazee lmao)#it's a song about growing from your past self and not letting it stop you from being who you are#ah.#yeah no wonder I've loved this song since its release#unfortunately Dareharu had long disbanded since ampstyle – one of their members – died of COVID#may he rest in peace and I hope he knows that his music has helped me greatly throughout my life#I even made a localized Tagalog version of the song#not only did I make it more singable for myself... I also made the song mine in a sense#nais kong mamulaklak sa anyo kong ito dahil ako ito; ang tunay na ako#that's the last line#yeah i love this song. thank you ampstyle#Spotify
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assorted henry-charlie/puppet-charlie sketches and doodles for the soul (last one is drawn on my phone) since i really needed the wholesomeness of these right now on my timeline, and maybe some people needed to see it too </3
#it's gonna be okay guys i promise. please don't give up yet. never underestimate the indomitable human spirit.#similar stuff happened in my country too it was rough... please live your lives are so much more than what you think it may be#ok reality check aside i'm so sorry these are all i can post for now i'll answer my asks when im in a better headspace#hidden hands au#fnaf au#henry emily#charlie emily#charlotte emily#fnaf henry emily#fnaf charlie emily#fnaf charlotte emily#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddys fanart#five nights at freddys#fnaf#my art
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when did that start?
#vent art a bit?? or a lot i guess? depending on how you feel about realizing you are burnt out which hm.#i think it's a lot of factors that started it all tbh and i think having a rough year just made everything a little more worse#perhaps i'm just not in the right headspace and consequently it feels like i ran out of juice after 15+ yrs#and my art started to feel ........disposable (which i'm aware it's not but you know how it goes)#this fucking sucks truthfully but i think putting a label to the feeling feels a little better because it's sentient now#and it being real means there's hope of making it (ironically) disposable one day#i will still draw dw but it's just gonna take time i think#didn't expect to be vulnerable on a late Monday night but if you feel like this also you're not alone#anyway i'm just gonna sleep thank u if you made it this far#doodles
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your talia in your newest comic is very pretty 💜 shiny hair save me….
AHH THANK YOU SM I didn't shade her hair originally when I was coloring cause I was trying to streamline things but it looked so incomplete without it...I can't help it if she has L'Oreal model energy. Anyway you're always really nice on my Steph posts so here's some misc Stephs I had lying around as thanks for this ask (feat one of those alt cowl designs i posted back when!)
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#batgirl#batgirls#asks#i have many wips that I don't feel are worthy of posting but yknow? these ones aint half bad#I've already done a lot of my essential steph reading so now I'm just looking for other stuff shes been in#she's briefly in the GA trade I'm reading rn! big win! I didn't even know that when i bought it but fate is fate#I'm gonna read batgirls at some point but i have to be in a headspace for it w/ the requisite amount of context#also i know it's one of those series you need to stick with to get the maximum amount of enjoyment with it#since every review I've read has said ''i know it starts off rough but PLEASE just get past the midpoint it gets better''#so i gotta be in that headspace too#(demons in my head saying 'or you could just reread cass' batgirl run' and I'm like STOP I NEED TO FINISH GA AND BB LEAVE ME BE!!!)#anyway thank you for this it was really nice <3#mine
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⁺⊹𑁍˚𖥸 𝙒𝙄𝙋 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍 𖥸˚𑁍⊹⁺────────
Hiiii everyone, we are so back.
First up, Valen baby. I recoloured his cyberware! All of that golden hardware he has - his forearms, his neural wiring on his face, his piercings, his wedding ring - finally match. I recoloured them to be the same gold as his eyes and he matches so nicely that I've ascended into heaven. I love matching and symmetry in OC designs 🫠
I also made Valen more freckle-y. I love freckles, so Valen's got even more on his shoulders and chest. Lastly, lore-accurate love marks; Valen's normally covered in both bitemarks and hickies. Why? Because Valen and his husband are (healthily) possessive of each other + leaving marks is a way for them to bond (they're also just extremely horny for each other). That bond with his husband is essential to his character, so I figured I'd add them in
More ongoing projects under here ♡
Second up, Vesper baby. Yes, my rarely seen second son is getting an awful lot of upgrades and will be reappearing soon because I missed him. He's back to being pink like his OG version! It'll be a little while yet before I've got him done, as I'm making him a new hair from almost scratch in Blender + giving him brand new tattoos. I'm very happy with how he's coming along so far, though.
Lastly, I'm recolouring cyberware for public release on Nexus! I really needed more variety when it comes to OC creation + I haven't seen recolours of these before. So I figured If Not Me, Then Who. There's two ready to go and I'll likely do more if everything goes well.
And that's everything for now!
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#wahhh i'm genuinely over the moon that i can enjoy my hobbies again#there was a really long time where i couldn't work on them for the life of me#thankfully i am now in a much better headspace and a much better emotional space so i can have fun again yippee#wip whenever#cyberpunk mods#cyberpunk 2077 mods#male v#get in the tags boy#𝔪𝔶 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔨𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔤𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔰 ♡#WIPs#media: gaming#game: cyberpunk 2077#type: vp
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Even so, even so..!
#headspace sunburn... 🎀🔪#told ya I'd post more omori#basically out of my phase now but sunburn continues to burn like the fire in a never ending candle#really is the ship of all times#dont care what ppl say AUBY and OMORI are PAIRS#i might've been an advocate hell PREACHER of suntan back then but its really gotten me bored#they're dynamic is all and explored#sunburn for life ig#the me from a year ago would cringe so hard rn#shut up you dont know better past me!#omori fandom#omori#omori fanart#omori sunny#omori aubrey#omori omori#my art#omori spoilers#also DOUBLE POSTS??? AGAIN????#come get your food omori and dr enjoyers lol#omori sunburn#sunburn#legit forgot tag that
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there's something so tragic about tongrak's name meaning "must love". you must love. like a imperative. like a command.
because 'love' meant his mother's devotion to a man who wasn't worthy; because love doesn't discriminate (and sometimes that's a terrible thing).
because 'love' meant being treated like a piece in his mother's bid to keep his father close. his existence and name a sacrificed from a women whose obsession reduced her children to living tokens of her desperation.
because 'love' meant that his mother kept a man in the house who was a drunk and prone to violence and verbal abuse.
because 'love' meant his sister being abandoned by the man she trusted, left to pick up the pieces of her heart while he tried to hold her life together.
because 'love' meant giving his father an added target his cruelty and new a way to enact power and control through fear.
every time he hears his name, tongrak's being told that he must love, but how could tongrak ever love when this was what love brings?
#love sea#love sea the series#tongrak#rambles about shows i'm watching#i typed this up on thursday when i was feeling very sad about something#and i didn't want to post it then cuz i was feeling a bit too sad#but now i'm in a better headspace and while i think its still tragic its also part of what makes me love tongrak so much#i want good for this man i want him to be happy#he deserves to be happy#(and eventually he will be!)#has someone made a post yet about the names mame chooses for her characters because i have THOUGHTS#hui talks love sea#hui talks thai bl
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Well that marks the end of jjk.. I'm not really happy with how all this turned out but the story will always be close to my heart. Though a lotttt of questions went unanswered and apparently everything is fine now. Most of the dead and injured are back and dandy moving to live their lives in normalcy. Our main trio is back to their work. I will admit it was quite nice seeing them being dumb and just normal(their happy faces are all i could ask for) But it did feel lacking...I picked up JJK because of how it dealt with "trauma and the effect it has on a person".
We see Geto's spiral and his downfall because of how he decided to cope with his despair, We see Gojo's struggle because he couldn't come to terms with his own trauma and was struck at the age of 17, going out in a glorious fight yet living an unsatisfied life, alone. Toji's trauma making him unable to live a good life. The narrative always had consequences of how these characters chose to cope and process their griefs and traumas.
We see Yuji and Megumi go through the same path but Yuji finally coming in terms with his grief and finds value in life without any proper role, Megumi's monologue about wanting a simple life without any burden of being the future Strongest and just wanting to live for people who cared for him, these felt cathartic because we finally got the resolution of these characters' unhealthy coping mechanisms blowing up in their faces leading them to their worst nightmare and forcing them to face and come in terms with their traumas and i was in awe watching these characters still look forward for future.. whatever it may hold. But now coming to present after such a long physically and mentally exhausting fight and everyone's...just fine? These are the characters who faced near death experiences and yet there's no sign of any traumatic consequences of that. Yuta is perfectly fine after body hopping his beloved (dead) sensei with no lasting or any trauma at all. Higuruma, Kusakabe both are on their own paths free from any repercussions even the law has been taken care of. No one is going to stop Mei Mei exploiting her brother, not even question it. The world was in chaos and now it's fine. I'd even say more like in pre Shibuya stage and that's something i'm not able to accept. After ch-268 it seems every other nuance was dropped to just finish it..
I can see Yuji's arc ending with a good resolution and a fresh start for Megumi's arc ( I'm bummed we barely got any of his thoughts or a proper conversation between him and Yuji..his arc kinda became "yeah all that happened...moving on") but all this feels so...unsatisfying. I was waiting for the manga to end before making any judgement hoping Gege was actually messing around but it seems he was pretty serious. It just feels in the end JJK lost track of what it was.. i can't believe I'm saying this..but I don't really feel anything. It concluded yeah.. everything is tied in a neat little bow.
Though I'm still happy I got to experience this story for what it was. It has been a hell of a ride and one i enjoyed a lot.
#i don't think I'm in the right headspace right now#i don't know what I'm yapping again#maybe after few days and after reading the official release I'll feel better about the ending#but starting chapter 269 I've been feeling little detached#i hope the one eyed cat gets his well deserved rest and time to work on the idol manga#though i would forever be grateful to Gege for creating Sukuna and giving me the lifetime obsession#the best part of this chapter soft Sukuna canon guys! though i still have my reservations about this specific part.#i'm happy i can atleast slap this panel to anyone who says “he's so evil” “he'll kill his fans in an instant”😤😤#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 271
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tidied and decluttered my room :)
#ik it doesn't look as good now but there was too much stuff and it was overstimulating tbh#once I'm in a better headspace I'll have more decorations and figures out on display but I'm just limiting the amount of clutter for now#room tour#my room#bedroom
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error: unrecognized command line option '$ Alpha hello can you talk?'. Case sensitivity issue: check if the capitalization of the letters in your command is correct.
What a dumb fucking error. Not everyone's a goddamn coder. Lemme fix that for ya.
$ alpha hello can you talk?
error: unrecognized command line option '$ Alpha, can you understand us? Bob once for yes.'. Case sensitivity issue: check if the capitalization of the letters in your command is correct.
That dumb fucking error again. Ugh. What kind of fucking wannabe computer science nerd would care about case sensitivity in a fucking askblog? The fuck you mean "just shut up and fix it"? What am I, your fucking maid? Your personal fucking on-call I.T. servant? Har har, very fucking funny. Anyways, imma just rewrite it to listen to both commands.
There we go, now fuck off.
$ Alpha, can you understand us? Bob once for yes.
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#hello OFF nation how are we feeling#since Mortis Ghost decided to make 2025 the year of OFF I figured this blog should make a comeback as well#I know the last update was in September. I've been busy with other projects taking up my headspace since then#and I predict it's not gonna get any better from now on#so... please be patient for just a while longer.#off game#off mortis ghost#off the judge#off the batter#off the game#ask blog#askblog#off alpha
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you might not know who I am, but I am happy to see you're still alive.
I'm just reader who likes your Milgram fics and drabbles, you're the first person who got me into Milgram and led me to a rabbit hole of discovering a fandom where I could truly belong. Sometimes even if you think about all of these things in your head, about how you're full of flaws, I just want to let you know that you made many people enjoy you, your company, your content. Etc.
Thank you for sharing this part of yourself, You might not see this message but I hope I could help you even if it's just one because you're still a human being, take care.
Thank you for this, truly. Sometimes I get caught up in viewing my place online as a bad thing (aka I'm such a loser who I can only find joy in a space outside of the "real" world) but I lose sight of what a good thing it is: what a blessing that there exists a place I can speak honestly (in any tone), find people I absolutely love interacting and hanging out with, and share in the joys and arts that make me happiest I've met so many incredibly kind people on here, and they are always giving me new things to look forward to and get excited about. It was really nice to be reminded of all that -- that I can leave my flaws in their own spaces and they don't affect every part of what I do, thank you. I'm so glad you could enjoy my things, and especially that you found belonging in the fandom <3 Though I don't know who you are, I only have good things to say about the people I know on here, and can confidently say I've enjoyed you and your company as well <3
#i hope you dont mind me posting this but it did mean a lot and i wanted to thank you properly#im in a better headspace now -- had cry time then craft time then drink some fucking water time#rose rambles
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Sorry, my socials/ao3 might be quiet for a while
#I see I have comments and asks to respond to#the thing is I've recently just lost someone close to me two weeks ago#I've never lost someone before so it's been??? hard???#finally feeling a little better but I'm not really in the headspace to do stuff right now#just posting gift fics and then taking it easy I guess
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tbh i only ever feel comfortable here in short bursts
#i can’t mope forever but more often than not i just feel sad here idk#but i have saved your posts in my drafts to reblog when i’m in a better headspace ^^;; so bye again for now lolz
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I think I'm almost ready to start writing again
#pom ponders#writing stuff#I've taken almost a month off and i feel like I'm in a better headspace now#gotta finish up the roudise week fic then i think I'll be ready to start other projects again#i miss it man
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ANON??? im pretty sure someone sent me an inbox today about jean x kevin x shawn but i can’t find it anymore and i think i might have accidentally deleted which KILLS ME bc i really wanted to take a look at it now omg this just ruined my day i hope anon knows i did not ignore them and will now forever think about your inbox :(((
#also for all the other inboxes i promise i’m not actually ignoring you#i wasn’t even gonna post ANYTHING today anymore but i felt so bad about accidentally losing the inbox :((#but i’m going through one of my worst depressive episodes since like lockdown rn#so i’m just trying to wait it out and be in a proper headspace before interacting w people SHSJDHDH#but now that im posting this i might as well post the next socmed part and immediately turn my phone off and sleep#so good night y’all sorry @ anon i swear i LOVED your inbox and it was the highlight of my day and actually made me feel better#(which is why i wanted to get back to it now sigh)#but ily i swear#SO SAD I LOST IT FR YOU DONT GET IT (if u even see this omg)
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