#in a better headspace now
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phewww ok but like would anyone be down to talk or plot? <3
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Nawa'y mabura ng oras ang kupas na tagsibol.
May time erase the faded spring.
#[ 🗣️ | the magical girl speaks ]#isa go to sleep challenge#in a better headspace now#my brain has this song on repeat (alongside Director's Cut by Kamikazee lmao)#it's a song about growing from your past self and not letting it stop you from being who you are#ah.#yeah no wonder I've loved this song since its release#unfortunately Dareharu had long disbanded since ampstyle – one of their members – died of COVID#may he rest in peace and I hope he knows that his music has helped me greatly throughout my life#I even made a localized Tagalog version of the song#not only did I make it more singable for myself... I also made the song mine in a sense#nais kong mamulaklak sa anyo kong ito dahil ako ito; ang tunay na ako#that's the last line#yeah i love this song. thank you ampstyle#Spotify
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assorted henry-charlie/puppet-charlie sketches and doodles for the soul (last one is drawn on my phone) since i really needed the wholesomeness of these right now on my timeline, and maybe some people needed to see it too </3
#it's gonna be okay guys i promise. please don't give up yet. never underestimate the indomitable human spirit.#similar stuff happened in my country too it was rough... please live your lives are so much more than what you think it may be#ok reality check aside i'm so sorry these are all i can post for now i'll answer my asks when im in a better headspace#hidden hands au#fnaf au#henry emily#charlie emily#charlotte emily#fnaf henry emily#fnaf charlie emily#fnaf charlotte emily#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddys fanart#five nights at freddys#fnaf#my art
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when did that start?
#vent art a bit?? or a lot i guess? depending on how you feel about realizing you are burnt out which hm.#i think it's a lot of factors that started it all tbh and i think having a rough year just made everything a little more worse#perhaps i'm just not in the right headspace and consequently it feels like i ran out of juice after 15+ yrs#and my art started to feel ........disposable (which i'm aware it's not but you know how it goes)#this fucking sucks truthfully but i think putting a label to the feeling feels a little better because it's sentient now#and it being real means there's hope of making it (ironically) disposable one day#i will still draw dw but it's just gonna take time i think#didn't expect to be vulnerable on a late Monday night but if you feel like this also you're not alone#anyway i'm just gonna sleep thank u if you made it this far#doodles
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I am so curious if anyone else does this, one of the most useful things I do when making art is being stupidly overconfident almost deluding myself, like if throughout the entire process I completely convince myself I can pull off whatever it is I’m trying to do, even if it’s something beyond my skill level that I naturally don’t end up reaching at the end, the end result comes out better than I expect even when it doesn’t look like what I was going for. I don’t rly know how to properly explain this but I’ve been doing it all my life and it’s probably one of the funniest mental processes I go through when making art
#you would think this leads to feelings of disappointment when the end result doesn’t meet my lofty goals but it doesn’t#idk how it works#I mentioned this in an art class once related to a conversation I can’t remember now#no one related 😭#I will convince myself I can do this super impressive thing beyond my abilities#and hold onto that delusion the entire time im working#and of course the outcome isn’t that I actually achieve this impressive thing#but the outcome is often better than I would’ve expected when looking at it at the end no longer in the overconfident delusional headspace#I think I have a mental illness
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your talia in your newest comic is very pretty 💜 shiny hair save me….
AHH THANK YOU SM I didn't shade her hair originally when I was coloring cause I was trying to streamline things but it looked so incomplete without it...I can't help it if she has L'Oreal model energy. Anyway you're always really nice on my Steph posts so here's some misc Stephs I had lying around as thanks for this ask (feat one of those alt cowl designs i posted back when!)
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#batgirl#batgirls#asks#i have many wips that I don't feel are worthy of posting but yknow? these ones aint half bad#I've already done a lot of my essential steph reading so now I'm just looking for other stuff shes been in#she's briefly in the GA trade I'm reading rn! big win! I didn't even know that when i bought it but fate is fate#I'm gonna read batgirls at some point but i have to be in a headspace for it w/ the requisite amount of context#also i know it's one of those series you need to stick with to get the maximum amount of enjoyment with it#since every review I've read has said ''i know it starts off rough but PLEASE just get past the midpoint it gets better''#so i gotta be in that headspace too#(demons in my head saying 'or you could just reread cass' batgirl run' and I'm like STOP I NEED TO FINISH GA AND BB LEAVE ME BE!!!)#anyway thank you for this it was really nice <3#mine
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⁺⊹𑁍˚𖥸 𝙒𝙄𝙋 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍 𖥸˚𑁍⊹⁺────────
Hiiii everyone, we are so back.
First up, Valen baby. I recoloured his cyberware! All of that golden hardware he has - his forearms, his neural wiring on his face, his piercings, his wedding ring - finally match. I recoloured them to be the same gold as his eyes and he matches so nicely that I've ascended into heaven. I love matching and symmetry in OC designs 🫠
I also made Valen more freckle-y. I love freckles, so Valen's got even more on his shoulders and chest. Lastly, lore-accurate love marks; Valen's normally covered in both bitemarks and hickies. Why? Because Valen and his husband are (healthily) possessive of each other + leaving marks is a way for them to bond (they're also just extremely horny for each other). That bond with his husband is essential to his character, so I figured I'd add them in
More ongoing projects under here ♡
Second up, Vesper baby. Yes, my rarely seen second son is getting an awful lot of upgrades and will be reappearing soon because I missed him. He's back to being pink like his OG version! It'll be a little while yet before I've got him done, as I'm making him a new hair from almost scratch in Blender + giving him brand new tattoos. I'm very happy with how he's coming along so far, though.
Lastly, I'm recolouring cyberware for public release on Nexus! I really needed more variety when it comes to OC creation + I haven't seen recolours of these before. So I figured If Not Me, Then Who. There's two ready to go and I'll likely do more if everything goes well.
And that's everything for now!
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#wahhh i'm genuinely over the moon that i can enjoy my hobbies again#there was a really long time where i couldn't work on them for the life of me#thankfully i am now in a much better headspace and a much better emotional space so i can have fun again yippee#wip whenever#cyberpunk mods#cyberpunk 2077 mods#male v#get in the tags boy#𝔪𝔶 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔨𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔤𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔰 ♡#WIPs#media: gaming#game: cyberpunk 2077#type: vp
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Even so, even so..!
#headspace sunburn... 🎀🔪#told ya I'd post more omori#basically out of my phase now but sunburn continues to burn like the fire in a never ending candle#really is the ship of all times#dont care what ppl say AUBY and OMORI are PAIRS#i might've been an advocate hell PREACHER of suntan back then but its really gotten me bored#they're dynamic is all and explored#sunburn for life ig#the me from a year ago would cringe so hard rn#shut up you dont know better past me!#omori fandom#omori#omori fanart#omori sunny#omori aubrey#omori omori#my art#omori spoilers#also DOUBLE POSTS??? AGAIN????#come get your food omori and dr enjoyers lol#omori sunburn#sunburn#legit forgot tag that
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there's something so tragic about tongrak's name meaning "must love". you must love. like a imperative. like a command.
because 'love' meant his mother's devotion to a man who wasn't worthy; because love doesn't discriminate (and sometimes that's a terrible thing).
because 'love' meant being treated like a piece in his mother's bid to keep his father close. his existence and name a sacrificed from a women whose obsession reduced her children to living tokens of her desperation.
because 'love' meant that his mother kept a man in the house who was a drunk and prone to violence and verbal abuse.
because 'love' meant his sister being abandoned by the man she trusted, left to pick up the pieces of her heart while he tried to hold her life together.
because 'love' meant giving his father an added target his cruelty and new a way to enact power and control through fear.
every time he hears his name, tongrak's being told that he must love, but how could tongrak ever love when this was what love brings?
#love sea#love sea the series#tongrak#rambles about shows i'm watching#i typed this up on thursday when i was feeling very sad about something#and i didn't want to post it then cuz i was feeling a bit too sad#but now i'm in a better headspace and while i think its still tragic its also part of what makes me love tongrak so much#i want good for this man i want him to be happy#he deserves to be happy#(and eventually he will be!)#has someone made a post yet about the names mame chooses for her characters because i have THOUGHTS#<my posts>
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Well that marks the end of jjk.. I'm not really happy with how all this turned out but the story will always be close to my heart. Though a lotttt of questions went unanswered and apparently everything is fine now. Most of the dead and injured are back and dandy moving to live their lives in normalcy. Our main trio is back to their work. I will admit it was quite nice seeing them being dumb and just normal(their happy faces are all i could ask for) But it did feel lacking...I picked up JJK because of how it dealt with "trauma and the effect it has on a person".
We see Geto's spiral and his downfall because of how he decided to cope with his despair, We see Gojo's struggle because he couldn't come to terms with his own trauma and was struck at the age of 17, going out in a glorious fight yet living an unsatisfied life, alone. Toji's trauma making him unable to live a good life. The narrative always had consequences of how these characters chose to cope and process their griefs and traumas.
We see Yuji and Megumi go through the same path but Yuji finally coming in terms with his grief and finds value in life without any proper role, Megumi's monologue about wanting a simple life without any burden of being the future Strongest and just wanting to live for people who cared for him, these felt cathartic because we finally got the resolution of these characters' unhealthy coping mechanisms blowing up in their faces leading them to their worst nightmare and forcing them to face and come in terms with their traumas and i was in awe watching these characters still look forward for future.. whatever it may hold. But now coming to present after such a long physically and mentally exhausting fight and everyone's...just fine? These are the characters who faced near death experiences and yet there's no sign of any traumatic consequences of that. Yuta is perfectly fine after body hopping his beloved (dead) sensei with no lasting or any trauma at all. Higuruma, Kusakabe both are on their own paths free from any repercussions even the law has been taken care of. No one is going to stop Mei Mei exploiting her brother, not even question it. The world was in chaos and now it's fine. I'd even say more like in pre Shibuya stage and that's something i'm not able to accept. After ch-268 it seems every other nuance was dropped to just finish it..
I can see Yuji's arc ending with a good resolution and a fresh start for Megumi's arc ( I'm bummed we barely got any of his thoughts or a proper conversation between him and Yuji..his arc kinda became "yeah all that happened...moving on") but all this feels so...unsatisfying. I was waiting for the manga to end before making any judgement hoping Gege was actually messing around but it seems he was pretty serious. It just feels in the end JJK lost track of what it was.. i can't believe I'm saying this..but I don't really feel anything. It concluded yeah.. everything is tied in a neat little bow.
Though I'm still happy I got to experience this story for what it was. It has been a hell of a ride and one i enjoyed a lot.
#i don't think I'm in the right headspace right now#i don't know what I'm yapping again#maybe after few days and after reading the official release I'll feel better about the ending#but starting chapter 269 I've been feeling little detached#i hope the one eyed cat gets his well deserved rest and time to work on the idol manga#though i would forever be grateful to Gege for creating Sukuna and giving me the lifetime obsession#the best part of this chapter soft Sukuna canon guys! though i still have my reservations about this specific part.#i'm happy i can atleast slap this panel to anyone who says “he's so evil” “he'll kill his fans in an instant”😤😤#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 271
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ANON??? im pretty sure someone sent me an inbox today about jean x kevin x shawn but i can’t find it anymore and i think i might have accidentally deleted which KILLS ME bc i really wanted to take a look at it now omg this just ruined my day i hope anon knows i did not ignore them and will now forever think about your inbox :(((
#also for all the other inboxes i promise i’m not actually ignoring you#i wasn’t even gonna post ANYTHING today anymore but i felt so bad about accidentally losing the inbox :((#but i’m going through one of my worst depressive episodes since like lockdown rn#so i’m just trying to wait it out and be in a proper headspace before interacting w people SHSJDHDH#but now that im posting this i might as well post the next socmed part and immediately turn my phone off and sleep#so good night y’all sorry @ anon i swear i LOVED your inbox and it was the highlight of my day and actually made me feel better#(which is why i wanted to get back to it now sigh)#but ily i swear#SO SAD I LOST IT FR YOU DONT GET IT (if u even see this omg)
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#thinking a lot about Star Trek#and the lore of how we get the good future#I am admittedly not in the best headspace and bracing for a lot of coworkers gloating#but in Star Trek we have to earn our good future#really earn it#and that’s not only true for humans but most species#the Vulcans have to earn it the hard way too#I think the point is we have to look ourselves in the face and see our I’d#like really see the shadow self of our species and then choose to not be that#even the healing hurts and doesn’t always set right#but it’s enough for us to move forward#and when we get to the stars we’re not conquerors#we’re going out with our hearts and hands open#we’re getting better#and now the best way to grow is by leaving the nursery and meeting those who will make us stronger#not in the book [ooc]
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Electromagnets
Coming soon
#dropping the name of the Big Secret Thing!!!!#oh how I missed having stories running on my blog#I like to pretend sometimes that it's the old times and you tease something and there's excitement#or that I have a fandom that decodes my clues and easter eggs#the magnets part is a bit of a callback to my old story magnetic souls#because technically it's kind of a reboot of it but also more than that#like it would have more characters more storylines and less chaotic lore because that lore was like what the fuck#and obviously I'm in a better mental headspace because that story was more like trying to prove myself and I burned out a lot#while now I'm just chilling#and the electro part is referring to an electra. who's electra? well... someone old and beloved
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Mary Oliver: Because people nowadays aren't exposed to much rhymed verse, they find metrical verse unnatural and are much more comfortable with free verse.
Me, whose earliest poetry experiences involved falling head-over-heels for rhyme and meter: I have absolutely no idea what you are talking about.
#poetry#i picked up the poetry handbook because it happened to be at the library#when i looked at the preview in poetry month it sparked a frustrated tirade against poetry books#i must be in a better headspace for it now because i can see i misread#she wasn't saying that you need to strive for publication and greatness#she was against the people who want external satisfaction#and was saying you need to enjoy poetry for poetry's sake#and praising practice and exercises and imitation#it was actually rather nice to read the first few chapters#and find that every piece of advice was something i'm already doing#i like paying attention to sound so i feel fairly solid there#everything else is more of a problem#but for now it was nice validation
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u ever just book a tattoo instead of quitting your job 'cause lolololol me too
#i'm in a better headspace **now**#jas speaks#tip: when you feel the sad get some cool art on you to help you feel less bad
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I think sometimes we need to remember a books context
#this is about Stephen king#yes the author was high as shit on cocaine#which is probably why he wrote such horrific scenes#but also#a lot of women were stay at home wives even in the 80s#so yeah jacks wife didn’t leave him when he broke their sons arm#because leaving an abusive relationship is hard enough today#let alone in the 80s as a woman with no support or financial independence#you’re a teen in the 70s and your parents beat the shit out of you and you want out but you’re ugly and awkward and you find a car#and it’s ugly too but you can fix it up and you can see it now#so yeah you buy it and defend your decision against your friend#because you need some freedom#and some joy#the shining#christine#Stephen king#stephen king writes about human pride and error okay#honestly a lot of Stephen king stories are about someone in a rough headspace being taken advantage of#Jack was an alcoholic who was struggling to be a better person and the sprit of the hotel knew that#the boy in Christine and Carrie were both ugly and awkward teenagers needing a way out amd the evil gave them that#they guy in pet semetary had just suffered a horrific loss of his child and knew that there was a way to resurrect him#and he was being verbally abused by his in laws at his sons funeral prior#people in desperate places take desperate measures
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