#imm do it anyway >:3

[facelessmime]

Some silly Merder Drones Au doodles!

[sat-in-a-rat-trap]

the entirety of my life has all led up to me eating straight up nutella and contemplating minecraft lore at 5am

[amomentpassed]

i just had the most painful conversation with some narcissistic fuck in my hostel i am ENRAGED

[ectoplasmer]

hey. hey guess what monday is

[emchante]

Ohh i can’t stop thinking about that one post by strawberry anon about redbull & friends with benefits daniel 😵‍💫 pleasee write a drabble on it Imm BEGGING

coming right up!! smutty red bull! daniel x race engineer! reader below<3

18+ content, fingering, dirty talk, finger sucking, daniel being a filthy fucker, fwb.

daniel's hand slammed against the doorframe, fingers curling tight above your head as his lips landed on yours, claiming you in a desperate, needy kiss. the door hadn't even closed properly behind you, still half-ajar as daniel's body pressed flush against yours, trapping you between him. not like you'd try to leave anyways, not a chance.

his teeth grazed your bottom lip, and you gasped into him, back arching as his free hand slipped under your dress, nimble fingers making their way to the waistband of your panties.

"you don't even hesitate anymore, do you?" daniel rasped out, breaking the kiss to let his lips ghost your own now, dark eyes peering into you. "i text you 'dinner,' and you come knowing the food downstairs isn't what i want." "you're the one who practically dragged me up here," you huff, pushing yourself forward to capture his lips in another kiss. it was messy, teeth clashing as both of you fought for dominance. daniel was a sly man though, one of his fingers moving to trail along your clothed pussy, pushing the soaked fabric into the slit. you gasped at the sudden feeling, movements faltering momentarily but that was enough for daniel to take charge. daniel lowly chuckled against your lips, before trailing his kisses down to your neck. "you're not wrong, sweetheart," he mumbled against your skin, teeth sinking in to leave a mark over the now-faded hickey that was planted just last week. "but you don't fight it. you want this just as much as me, and your soaked cunt is telling me that too." you couldn't even fight back, he was right, wasn't he? you let out an exhale through your nose, a sign of defeat. daniel moved his head from your neck, eyes landing on your pouty lips. the hand planted above your head trailed down to wall, using it to turn your head back towards him "aww, c'mon don't pout," he cooed, trailing his thumb over your swollen lips. you seen the smirk that grew on his face when your tongue slowly made it's way forward, a silent beg that daniel was too happy to answer.

daniel pushed his thumb into your mouth, groaning lowly at the way your tongue swirled around him. you coated it in saliva, sucking in it softly as you stared into daniel's eyes, which he adored. he left it in for a mew moments before pulling it out, replacing it with his index and middle fingers.

"be a good girl and coat these ones nice for me, hm? might even stick them in your cunt if you do a good enough job, let you have a little fun," he whispered, revelling in the vibrations of your moan. you were so obedient to him, being a good girl just like he had asked. he moved his lips to your ear, planting a gentle kiss below your earlobe before moving back up.

"you'd like that, wouldn't you? let you have your little bit of pleasure before i get on my knees and eat you out, another orgasm coming right my way," he started, splitting his fingers up in your mouth and allowing you to coat the insides of them. "then i might even make you cum a third time sweetheart, we all know three is my lucky number."

and suddenly, his fingers were pulled from your mouth. he inspected them with a small hum of approval, gaze falling back to your face. "so good f'me, i'll give you what you've been craving, he conceded, winking at you.

daniel's other hand that was still under your dress finally moved again, fingers sneaking under your waistband as he pulled the soaked panties down. you shivered at the cool air that you were suddenly exposed to, thighs squeezing together out of instinct. daniel tutted though, moving to rest his forehead against your own.

"none of that baby, especially when i'm down there," he tells you, leaving a feather-light kiss on your lips. "what happens if you do that?" he asks, knowing damn well you remember every rule he sets.

"i won't get to finish," you whisper, eyeing his left hand as it makes it's way out of your vision, and under your dress. your eyes fluttered shut as a whine fell from your lips, feeling his wet fingers trailing around your pussy. you had to fight the instinct the squeeze your thighs when his middle finger bumped against your needy clit, but you won the fight.

"good girl," he murmured, eyes on your face as he inserted his two fingers into your aching core. he licked his lips as he watched your eyes squeeze shut, the string of moans sounding like music to his ears. he took you in for another kiss as he set his fingers at a steady pace, his wet thumb coming to rub your clit in slow circles. you could feel him smirking against you at your reaction to the added pleasure, and you knew his head was swirling at the thought of overstimulating you.

[lukascastelan]

Room Part 3

I love Portal, probably top 3 games easily. And guess who had blank doors? Thats right, me. At least I hope you guessed me. Anyway,

This is one from when I was still painting it, you can tell by the tarp, paint, and unfinished right door.

This is the fully finished design.

Some close ups ^^^

Okay so the inspiration for these was to be like you were inside of Aperature like seeing the doors and walls.

The right doors are supposed to be, well the doors inside of Aperature Science itself. Not much to it but it was a nightmare trying to get everything as symmetrical as I could. I think it turned out fine especially considering I tried to paint over the original white, then realized I didn't have enough, so desperately tried to wipe it all off but half of it was dried already. But in the end it gave it a "weathered" look so it was actually a win-win for me(I think).

And the left, imm split this one up it two's being the Far left(Big number 16 on it) and Far right(Cake is a lie stuff).

First Far Left. This one I was going for the little signs you can find everytime you enter a level and it gives you the cautions. I chose 16 because of personal reasons and the cautions are what i feel like could happen in my own room, but some are just my favorites.

Secondly Far Right. Okay so this on is supposed to be just a regular wall in a testing area but it was cracked and had stuff written all over it in blood. It's supposed to be the writing that you can find in the secret rooms and the stuff that the Rat Man leaves behind etc.

I do really liked how this turned out and defiantly won't be changing this one for awhile.

Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3(This one)

Finished February 4th, 2024

[and-the-flame-burns]

i crave doe sugar and I cannot wait any longer or else Imm going to fucking implode like a pufferfish on steroids

so have some headcannons

every time I hear “midwest gothic” as in reference to the cryptid rule writing of the midwest, I always think of a goth Indiana and/or Illinois. I also headcannon theme as siblings for some reason. So, goth siblings

New York always gives “oversized puffy coat with a scarf that covers his mouth” with that pose where his torso is back and his hands are in his pocket. He feels…. So dramatic. Like he either gives “60 year old man” or “dramatic teenager with spiked makeup” and it’s one or the other.

California gives “lanky bitch” and he’s always a lanky motherfucker with a sleeper build and angel bites. He has top surgery and never wears shirts because he’s “getting his moneys worth” but in reality he just thinks he looks really aesthetically attractive. Btw If you ever become friends with this man he’s going to be the craziest bitch on the block with the exception of Florida and Nevada

Florida has floor length hair or a complete buzzcut that has too many colors in it.

Tank. Tops. Everyday. All day. Florida would rather DIE than wear a regular shirt. He will PERISH before wearing a regular t-shirt. He also bites. In what world does he not bite to some extent

Alaska, I adore him, but he gives shapeshifter abilities and he never appears fully human. If he ever appears somewhat human that man looks bone skinny and like that tall cryptid you’d encounter on a late night walk. I refuse to believe Alaska is anything but a cryptid who’s limbs tint to vanta black. Nobody knows anything about him besides a select 3 and those three are his Auntie, Hawai’i, and Maine

Alaska is pure Cryptid Behavior to me and sometimes he’ll do a little glowy glow in the middle of the night to give some states an unintentional spook. Little guy (he’s on average over 8 ft) is just saying hello

to me, Hawai’i gives “some type of water entity being” and I like the idea of her having a shark tail and generally being a water entity. I think marine animals are cool! Hawai’i is a marine biologist, marine things! She can hang out with the marine things for as long as she wants because she’s partially a some marine animals. We got the gills and lungs so she can breath on both land and in the water and you got the fins and the tail for easy water movements and then the legs for easy land movement

marine lady! You cannot grab this idea from my cold dead hands

ok so Texas now because I’m having a partial fixation on him. He gives “Cowboy Reptile” for some reason. He reminds me of Rango so he gets to have a reptile tail and scales all along his back.

the thought of him having a bit of the “lizard who shoots blood out of it’s eyes” in him is both funny and terrifying. Imagine a lizard man shooting blood out of his eyes. Also that is a very real lizard and it’s called the Horned Lizard

poncho wearing lizard man that rides a horse around and kinda looks like the Local Legend is basically my concept for him

last one, I think

i love the whole “New Jersey being a devil” thing. I adore the concept and him have the wings. Ok so bat wings are basically just hands. All those long little bones are fingers in the wing.

also if he needs to fly, he’d need stability, so a tail and webbing would be required. Also them wings need to be GIGANTIC- if I have the math right, it’s the person’s height x 1.5 = the span of one wing. I headcannon New Jersey to be about 5’0 so one wing would be about 7.5 ft for a total wingspan of 15 feet :D

hahahahah logic stuff and the maths

anyways I got my sugars now to ✨bye✨

[peachjagiya]

Wow so it turns out taehyung is military police and they allow tattoos so jungkook could’ve been with him. Also the special forces jungkook wanted to join was 4 years and 3 months not the same as what y’all tried to manipulate it to be. Taehyung could’ve went to the front lines with jungkook but it seems their interests almost never align. The only thing stopping a couple or two people more than friends enlisting together is if they’re out. And since y’all say they aren’t i don’t understand why y’all believe they couldn’t have enlisted together. Next you’re gonna say something about them being sex freaks and not being allowed sexual relief because that’s how y’all see queer people. There’s no risk in enlisting as friends. Which is what all of bts are to each other outside of very specific shipping spaces also known as the real world. You need a reality check. The support they could’ve provided each other under the guise of being just friends would’ve been immense and probably change their entire ms experience. Yet you a woman far too old to be obsessing over young men and their sexual lives believes they couldn’t have enlisted together due to your own fantasies and projections. Need i remind you thousands of you prayed for taehyung and jungkook to enlist together despite believing they’re in a relationship and in a homophobic country but since it didn’t happen and it happened with your rival ship all of a sudden you care about the risks they would’ve endured and now you don’t want it. Do you see the hypocrisy? Cannot believe in 2024 y’all continue to exist but i believe if i stay in the fandom long enough I’ll be saying this in 2034 too. Also to add on to this that reporter confirmed again about taehyung and Jennie’s rendezvous in Paris.

let’s do this line by line cos you caught me in the mood.

Wow so it turns out taehyung is military police and they allow tattoos so jungkook could’ve been with him.

Is this news to you? I knew this in December?

Also the special forces jungkook wanted to join was 4 years and 3 months not the same as what y’all tried to manipulate it to be.

what did I try manipulate it to be? Quick. Find examples. Show your research.

Taehyung could’ve went to the front lines with jungkook but it seems their interests almost never align.

none of them have an interest in being in the military. Taehyung was clear he had goals he wanted to achieve, Jungkook is doing something he enjoys. But it’s beside the point: Why do you think couples are facsimiles of each other? They overlap in places, differ in others like… most people who get on?

The only thing stopping a couple or two people more than friends enlisting together is if they’re out. And since y’all say they aren’t i don’t understand why y’all believe they couldn’t have enlisted together.

don’t preach to me about queerness. It’s my life.

Next you’re gonna say something about them being sex freaks and not being allowed sexual relief because that’s how y’all see queer people.

This is what they call a straw man argument. You are forming your attack on a stance I’ve never expressed. You came up with that. You are quite literally getting mad at your own brain, anon.

but if you do think I think that:

Find examples. Show your research.

There’s no risk in enlisting as friends. Which is what all of bts are to each other outside of very specific shipping spaces also known as the real world. You need a reality check.

So deeply entrenched in the real world that you’re on my shipping blog writing essays about thoughts you erroneously think I have. You literally just made up an argument to have with yourself. The call is coming from inside the house.

but be honest, anon. Come on, you can tell me… you’ve been a shipper, haven’t you? Has your ship recently hit an iceberg? Are you feeling a way? Are you now pretending shipping is stupid anyway and you’re too big for it?

The support they could’ve provided each other under the guise of being just friends would’ve been immense and probably change their entire ms experience.

Is it a guise or do I need a reality check? Make your mind up.

Yet you a woman far too old to be obsessing over young men

Oh! Critical hit! Right in the age.

and their sexual lives believes they couldn’t have enlisted together due to your own fantasies and projections.

I have very little interest in their sex life. Again, you’re inventing a person to be grouchy about.

Need i remind you thousands of you prayed for taehyung and jungkook to enlist together despite believing they’re in a relationship and in a homophobic country

Find examples. Show your research.

I hoped they’d enlist at same time, which is what happened minus a day. I never expected, hoped or wanted them to go together.

but since it didn’t happen and it happened with your rival ship all of a sudden you care about the risks they would’ve endured and now you don’t want it.

As you pointed out, I’m old. My internet history is nearly 30 years long and for at least twenty of those, I’ve been banging on about queer rights and injustices perpetrated against queer people. You don’t know me.

but let’s just rewind to your own words:

And since y’all say they aren’t i don’t understand why y’all believe they couldn’t have enlisted together.

and

Yet you a woman far too old to be obsessing over young men and their sexual lives believes they couldn’t have enlisted together

firstly: was I hoping they did or believing they couldn’t? It can’t be both really.

secondly: if I didn’t care about the risks prior to Jimin and JK’s enlistment news, why do you assert twice that I believed they couldn’t enlist? You’re not making sense.

Do you see the hypocrisy?

Do you see that you’re firing every single argument you can think of, contradicting yourself as you go, at what you believe to be a Taekook monolith of enormous size and yet still can’t make one land?

Cannot believe in 2024 y’all continue to exist but i believe if i stay in the fandom long enough I’ll be saying this in 2034 too.

How will I know who to look out for in 2034? I don’t know your name! You’re real mouthy but you’re also anonymous. It’s almost like directionless ranting and anonymity have a correlation…

Also to add on to this that reporter confirmed again about taehyung and Jennie’s rendezvous in Paris.

ah well I’m converted then. Could you let me know which of his stories we are going with so I can be sure I get it right when I go spread the Ta3nnie gospel?

enjoy the real world, anon. I hope the cool non-shipper kids let you into their clubhouse after this!

[kpopsexstories]

TXT MOST MEMORABLE SEX – Story #7: TOMORROW X TOGETHER (Pt. 1/3)

This is a bonus story for my series Most Memorable Sexual Experiences of TXT. The story is published in three parts over three days.

I've debated whether to publish this story, because it's essentially a gay one. I wrote it 9 months ago when I didn't do any gay content at all on this blog.

I figured it didn't quite fit with the rest of the series, because except for some hints in the first story of the series – which also featured all five members – the boys have been very much into women. But I've already written it after all, and it's not a bad story. So why waste it?

Please enjoy this 3-part bonus story in which the members of TXT have an unusual experience in the showers of a sports center.

Story: The boys of TXT get horny when they shower together after a game of volleyball.

Type: UNCONVENTIONAL

Content: Jerking off together

Word Count: 1,820 (7,997 including Pt. 2 and 3)

Members: Soobin, Yeonjun, Taehyun, Hueningkai, Beomgyu

Story #7: TOMORROW X TOGETHER – Bonus Story (Part 1 of 3)

Volleyball was Beomgyu's hobby, and occasionally he got one or two of his friends to join him to the local sports center for a match. Today, however, he had managed to get all five.

It ended with a win for himself and Soobin, despite the opposing team having a one man advantage. They laughed and joked about this as they took down the net, put away the ball, and headed back to the changing room.

They had the place to themselves and so weren't at all concerned about how loud they were being. Beomgyu preferred this time of day, because it meant he didn't have to answer to any fans who would sometimes come up to him.

At times, he had wished that the company had more to offer than the private gym and pool they all had access to, but he knew a full blown court was too much to ask for, so he never did. Going to the sports center at odd times was usually an equally good solution. On a day like today they had only run in to two strangers who were leaving when the boys first arrived, and the large room in which they played had been completely empty for the duration of the match.

Now, in the locker room, they all undressed in front of each other. There was a time when nudity felt shameful, and they had all felt nervous about undressing in front of their friends at some point. But they had all seen each other naked before, and this many years into their careers they were so close that no one batted an eye.

Even Huening Kai, who was self-conscious about his body, didn't think twice about taking off his shirt, sports shorts and underwear right next to the other boys.

The same was true about showering. The place had a communal shower, a long and narrow room with white walls and a range of open shower heads to one side. There was no privacy here, and there didn't need to be. Serious athletes didn't care, and there was nothing to be ashamed of anyway.

Today, however, one of the boys was feeling a little naughty. As they soaped up their slim and sweaty bodies, Yeonjun – who stood at the far end of the room – was washing his dick. He had been feeling horny and frisky all day for no particular reason, and now he suddenly and inexplicably decided to have some fun.

Probably because they were all so close, and since no one else was anywhere in the changing room anyway, he decided to play and tease. Rather than hide his sudden growing bulge, and think of something else to try to get it under control, he stroke it to make it fully hard. Then, he turned to face the boys who were all lined up in front of him.

“Hey,” he said with a grin to catch everyone's attention. “As a reward for winning, you get the amazing prize and privilege of sucking my dick.”

The reactions to this totally unexpected, very inappropriate, but certainly not unheard of joke varied greatly.

Taehyun and Hueningkai both burst out laughing loudly. They glanced at Yeonjun's hard dick and bent over, unable to control themselves.

Beomgyu immediately felt scared. The sports center was his thing, the place he went to when he needed to relax and do something fun, and he suddenly felt worried. He knew that someone could walk into the changing room at any time, and in this moment he didn't find Yeonjun's silly antics funny at all.

Soobin grinned but didn't laugh. Instead, he calmly finished washing his own long dick, then said: “Shouldn't the losers be the ones suck our dicks?”

This made Hueningkai loose his shit, in the best way possible. He laughed so hard he threw himself on the floor and kicked his feet in the air. He splashed around in the water that flushed from the feet of Yeonjun and Taehyun, toward the drain at the other end where Soobin was standing.

All the other boys turned to look at him, and none of them could hold their laughter in. Even Beomgyu smiled wide when he saw Kai's naked body roll around.

Hueningkai composed himself and held out a hand. “Pull me up,” he said and looked at Beomgyu, who took the hand and helped his friend up.

Taehyun observed the scene. If Kai hadn't done it first and surprised him, he might have laughed so hard he fell over himself.

Yeonjun wasn't ready to let the joke go though. He leaned forward to catch Soobin's eye at the other end of the room, and said: “I can't suck that floppy thing. You need to get hard first.”

Another outburst of laughter from Taehyun, and Beomgyu caved in too. Kai, on the other hand, was drying his tears and trying to calm down, ignoring the naughty talk altogether.

None of the boys were gay. But they had a unique kind of bond and friendship. They were best friends, had lived together for a long time, and had shared rooms in various constellations over the years. They had been though ups and downs, girlfriends and breakups, and all of them had been hard near the others. Some of them had even jerked off together in the past, though those times had all been relatively secret occurrences.

The same could be said of many friend groups and none of those things meant that it was normal to do anything sexual together, but perhaps fame and their unique lives had something to do with it too. Regardless, as funny and weird as some of them found Yeonjun's antics to be, this kind of behavior was, in certain ways, also quite normal for them.

No, scratch that, standing naked beside all the others with a hard cock in your hand wasn't normal at all. But Yeonjun wasn't the only one feeling naughty, and Soobin decided to play along. It was that kind of banter that was normal.

Why things escalated beyond friendly banter on today of all days one can only speculate about.

“Alright,” Soobin said cheekily and started rubbing his own dick. “You want me to get hard?“

“What, no!” Hueningkai said, still smiling wide, and quickly covered his eyes with his arm.

Beomgyu turned around to glance at Soobin, and saw the growing shaft beside him. He wondered if he should be looking at all or if he should do what Kai did, but he couldn't pull his eyes away.

“You guys are insane!” Taehyun exclaimed. He threw his hands in the air and laughed.

The laugh went away when his body quickly went into self defense mode. Seeing an opportunity, when Taehyun raised his arms so suddenly, Yeonjun reached over and grabbed his friend's groin.

Taehyun instantly closed his legs and bent over, lowered his arms and reached for his crotch. “Noo!” he exclaimed.

Hueningkai, who had managed to calm down, was overpowered by a second fit of uncontrollable laughter when he saw what happened. Even Soobin, who had so far merely smiled, laughed at his silly friends.

The sudden touch did do more to Taehyun though than scare and surprise him. When Yeonjun didn't remove his hand despite his best effort to defend his private part, blood came rushing through Taehyung's body. It quickly filled his dick, which started to expand.

Realizing this, Taehyun panicked. He broke free and turned around. But it was too late. Facing Hueningkai in the middle, the dick started to grow to full size.

Still laughing hysterically, Hueningkai pointed and opened his eyes wide. Taehyun, who knew there was no way out of this now, responded by moving closer to his friend. Perhaps if he scared him with his dick, Hueningkai would stop teasing him.

It partly worked. Hueningkai backed away, then ran out of the running water to get away from Taehyun, who now stood fully hard in the middle of the room.

This, in turn, was the point that made Beomgyu cave in a second time. Not to laughter this time, but to sexual arousal.

You only have to picture the scene to understand why: Soobin is almost jerking off already right next to poor Beomgyu. Yeonjun and Taehyun are holding their own hard dicks and swinging them around. Huening is running around naked, laughing uncontrollably. Despite them being close friends – or perhaps because of it – Beomgyu saw no reason to even try to control his own shaft when it suddenly started expanding too.

Okay, if not gay, then at least bisexual.

Soobin noticed it. Now it was his turn to point and laugh. Beomgyu merely shrugged and grinned, and grabbed his shaft to mimic the slow, stroking movements Soobin was already performing on himself.

Hueningkai glanced from side to side. Taehyun had stopped chasing him, which allowed him to calm down and catch his breath. When he took in the sight of his horny friends he didn't quite know what to do, so he asked: “So who's sucking who?”

A sudden seriousness took hold of the room. Hueningkai had only meant to be funny, but there was no more hysteria left in them. Soobin and Beomgyu still giggled, and Taehyun smiled but didn't make a sound. Yeonjun had a dead serious expression on his face, as if suddenly contemplating the situation.

At this point, all five of them became quiet, and all five had thoughts they hadn't really considered before, even throughout their many years of friendship. At least not altogether like this. Naughty, sexual ideas to various degrees.

Even Kai caved in, the last one. He felt his shaft growing, and slowly grabbed it while avoiding eye contact.

None of them were gay. None of them were at all interested in shoving a friend's dick in their mouth. But here they were. Hard, horny, naked, happy, excited, aroused, thrilled and curious. My God were they lying to themselves!

Could we? Should we? Do I want to? Do they? Would they actually…?

What harm could it do? But what would the others think? If I suggest it, will they laugh? If someone else suggests it, will I agree?

Are they looking at me? Fuck I'm horny! I've gotta stop stroking or I'll burst.

Damn, this is hot. Am I weird for thinking that? What if we just jerk off together?

Fuck! I'm so freaking hard. Am I the only one seriously considering this?

They were not. Each and every one of them was thinking similar things. And none of them wanted to be the first to act, nor to let go and stop.

They were interrupted in their thoughts when a deep voice suddenly appeared. “Oh,” it exclaimed, and it sent a shock wave through the boys. The one thing that simply couldn’t happen did, and they were undeniably caught in the act.

Read Part 2 ➡️

[arcadekitten]

kind of spoilers forc cemetary mary in the art??

hi !!! ive only recently started playing your games myself but ive watched a playthrough of its not me its my basement and i loved it and i only got around to playing your games (hfsh and cm so far) for myself just about a week ago and i!!! am obsessed with them!! i love the way you write your characters and how unique they all are and i just think youre really talented and you really inspire me as both an artist and a writer! :D

ive been meaning to post fanart of your silly guys but ive been scared 😢 but imm going to send a little doodle here i did of reggie and twyla traditionally.. also i do plan on drawing ur characters more but im not sure if i should tag you in the posts or not 😓 ANYWAY im very sorry this is so long i just admire you very much andd yah thats it!!!

idk what this is i just wanted to draw them :3 i imagine twy caught mary talking to reginald at the library or something!!! OKAY THATS ACTUALLY IT THANK YOU FOR READING ALL OF THIS IF YOU DID AND thank you for your wonderful games <3

Oh goodness this is the sweetest thing!! Thank you so very very much, I'm so happy to hear you enjoy the games, and am happy that they can feel inspirational!! ♡ It truly is the highest compliment!

You should totally post your fanart!! If it looks anything like this then I know all of it is GORGEOUS!! This is so adorable and I really love it along with your sweet message, thank you so much again! ♡ ♡ ♡

[samzier]

are u reading the hunger games books or have u seen the movies? :0 i've read some books but i've never seen the ending or the movies

THANK U FOR THE ASK ! i have read all of the books (thg and cf twice), and seen all of the movies multiple times since the beginning of july…… i have issues. the hyperfixation hit me like a truck imm in the trenches. The movies also led me to have a josh hutcherson fixation as well so hooray for that

ANYWAYS you should totally finish the books if you ever get the chance!!! Theyre so so good and although mockingjay is an extremely sad read the ending makes up for it. plus tbosas giving us a first hand account of Snows past adds so much to the narrative and world building of panem/thgs history. genuinely amazing books with great movie adaptions as well!! if u dont get around to the books ending i suggest the movies which are less time consuming :3 ironic because despite being lengthy theyre just fairly condensed versions of the books, however the films still do them justice for the most part (besides the fact that they dont include MADGE UNDERSEE 😢 very salty abt it, i love her)

SORRY TO RAMBLE this made me very happy.,.. HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY ANON! <3

[the-pupperrrrrrr]

hi this is the anon from last night and you don't have to respond to this if you don't want to but i just wanted to let you know i'm recovering from top surgery rn and between being mildly hopped up on pain meds and getting the chance to play with you for a while i think that was the hottest night i've had in a Long time anyways you're such a cute, obedient puppy and i hope you had success keeping yourself full as long as possible, thanks<3

hi!!!!

im really glad i could do this with you, it was very fun for me too :33 it was rlly hot, I'm squirming just thinking about it.

imm still keeping the toy in me, it's been 15 hours?? I think?? and it's kind of hard to not think about it too much at times but I want to be a good puppy

it doesn't help that I have a job that requires me to do a lot of math and hard thinking stuff.. maybe I should just quit and become someone's cute little pet full time

thank you for last night anon <333 I hope i hear from you again some time in the future :33

[dearamleo]

New Chapter! The Foreverlost (A Wolfstar BotW AU)

Chapter 3: Locked Momentos

“Ron, you’re doing it wrong .”

“Alright, let’s see you try it then if you’re so good at everything .”

Remus closed his eyes tightly, trying to focus on tightening the saddle and situating his bags. Hope, his newly gifted horse, turned her head around to nudge at his side and he ran a hand along her mane trying to drown out their talking. He sighed deeply and returned to fussing with the packs.

“ Potter , stop touching me.”

“I’m not touching you.”

“Yes you are!”

“No, I’m no-”

His knuckles were turning white where he was gripping another strap. He tried counting his breaths, but the bickering behind him only grew louder. “You’re the hero of time,” he mumbled to himself. “You can’t kill the younglings. You can’t kill the younglings. Heroes don’t kill younglings. It’s not a very heroic thing to do.”

“You know we can hear you, right,” Draco’s snotty voice drawled out.

Remus paused what he was doing and turned around on his heels, widening his eyes as big as he could. He let out a loud, exaggerated gasp as if it was the most shocking thing he had ever heard. “ What ?!”

“You’re such a dick,” Ron said, rolling his eyes. “I don’t understand why he has to ride with us anyways.”

“What’s that supposed to mean, Weasel?”

“You literally have wings! You don’t need a horse!”

“Just because you have no useful abilities-”

Before another round of childish arguing could ensue, Remus flung himself up into Hope’s saddle and maneuvered her around so she stood in the middle of them all.

“Get on your fucking horses and shut your mouths for five blessed minutes, I am begging of you !”

The four of them all looked at him with owlish eyes, obviously surprised by his outburst. Harry was the one brave enough to follow after him with a quietly mumbled ‘ Yes sir .’ 

Not bothering to look back to ensure they were following, Remus nudged Hope forward towards the other end of the Hogsmeade Pass. He didn’t have to worry about it anyways because not even five minutes later he could hear the foursome already biggering amongst themselves once more as they trailed him. But at least now they were doing so in whispers.

Remus looked up at the sky, an eyebrow raised as if to show the goddesses just how unfunny he found this whole thing. As they finally emerged from the narrow confines of the Hogsmeade Pass, the land of Hogwarts unfurled around them in all its breathtaking glory. Verdant meadows carpeted the rolling hills, dotted with wildflowers that swayed gently in the breeze. Towering trees stood tall, their lush canopies casting dappled shadows upon the earth below.

Remus couldn't help but feel a pang of astonishment at the sight before him. It was as if he were seeing Hogwarts for the first time once again, his memories of the land he had once known so well now rendered as mere shadows in comparison to the vibrant reality spread out before him.

The brilliance of the landscape, illuminated by the golden rays of the sun, was almost startling, just as it had been when he had exited the cave. The contrast between the darkness of his memories and the radiant beauty of the present struck him deeply, stirring a deep longing within his soul.

Lost in his thoughts, Remus gazed out over the land, his eyes tracing the contours of the familiar yet changed landscape. Ignoring the distant bickering of the four champions behind him, his mind became shrouded in a grief that seemed to blanket him like a heavy fog. 

Diagon, Hogsmeade, Hogwarts . The very names whispered through his memories, conjuring images of days gone by, of journeys taken along roads he knew as intimately as the lines on his own palm. But now, as he stood upon this once-familiar terrain, he realized just how vastly different everything appeared.

A century. Honestly, it was a mere blink of an eye in the grand tapestry of time- especially when one is apparently connected to destiny . Yet it was that same blink of time that had wrought an immense impact upon the kingdom. Nature had reclaimed much of what had once been tamed and cultivated, weaving its wild tendrils through the remnants of civilization.

Where once there were bustling villages and cultivated fields dotted everywhere across the land, now there lay untamed wilderness, reclaiming its rightful place in the cycle of life. Trees stood tall and proud, their branches reaching towards the heavens, while foliage carpeted the earth, reclaiming the wilderness that had once been driven out.

Remus felt a pang of sadness wash over him as he beheld the changes wrought by the passage of time. The land he had known so well had become a stranger to him, its familiar landmarks obscured by the march of nature's relentless advance. He’d thought he would find comfort, despite his gaping memories, in at least the familiarity of this land, but even that had been lost to him.

“Do you need guidance,” a soft voice spoke to him.

Remus startled, his head snapping around to find Hermione watching him thoughtfully. Her dark eyes were scrutinizing, but soft. Like she could read his thoughts as easily as a book and she understood.

“Oh,” he said, clearing his throat. “I suppose I didn’t consider how different everything was going to look. I never really needed to think about where I was going before.”

“ The map , Moony.”

Eyes flickering up, Remus could have sworn he heard Prince Sirius’s voice again. Barely a murmur, like it had been carried on the breeze, but still full of the same exasperation. He looked around at the other champions, but Hermione was still only looking at him while Ron and Harry were messing around with their weapons. None of them seemed to have heard the Prince’s voice.

“Perhaps Draco could fly ahead for us and guide the way?”

“Absolutely not,” Malfoy snapped. “I’m not a pet to be ordered about.”

“Enough,” Remus groaned, already seeing the way Ron was opening his mouth again to quip back. “No need to get worked up, Malfoy. I’ve got a map.”

Pulling the map from his bag, Remus held it out and watched as the ink began to bloom just as it had before across the parchment. Opening up the first few folds, he marveled as the same wild landscape of Hogwarts began to bleed across the page out in black and grey. At least on paper, much of the land actually seemed to be the same. There weren’t as many markings for stables, villages or shops, but the true core of Hogwarts was similar enough to what Remus remembered. As the last of the Gringotts Mountains were drawn into existence, a red line was trickling its way back down the map and stopping just shy of Hogsmeade.

“Well, that’s convenient, eh,” Ron said, whistling through his teeth as he peered over Remus’s shoulder. “Where’d you get something like that?”

“Uh, I’m not sure…” Remus mumbled, watching as a tiny crescent moon was blotted right over top of where they stood. “I think… I think the prince left it for me…”

His voice trailed off as he tilted the map one way and another, unfolding further parts of the pages and watching the ways that it grew and expanded. It brought him a startling amount of comfort for just a map. But watching the familiar rivers and mountains, the unchanged valleys and few recognizable town names all be laid out before him brought a sigh of relief- despite all that had changed and all that he was still missing, he had the map and the map would lead him true.

Looking towards the north a bit, he wondered if the prince knew just how much he needed this. The castle wasn’t visible from here and he hadn’t seen that little spark of light amongst the malice since he’d left the Plateau but he hoped the prince could feel his gratefulness, or that he somehow could see.

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itsss just so fucking exhaustingg like i want people to reach out and talk to me but i do nothing to add to the conversation ever and imm SURPRISED?/ when people prefer being around other ppl than me

ii just cant think of anything to say anymore MY MINDS SO clogged by constant swirling negative thoughts and random bits of music and patterns and fears andshitandihyperfocusonmysurroundingsand the feeling of everything on me then i get super self conscious even if theress no possible way anyone could perceive me nd stuff but like yea i dont relaly HAVE any positive thoughts or ideas [that last anyway] so its like what do i even bring up????

AND The things thta i actually can think of get lost so quickly cause my mind works at ultra giga speed mode but alllll of that processing power is used for the wrong shit like i can barely remember anything at this point and im not sure if its because ive actually lost memories or because i cant concentrate long enough to actually recall them aside from brief glimpses of the setting and thats it

ialsohave issues forming memories i think cause like i just dont take in information due to the CSNTARBOMAPAFAS[see paragraph two] goin on so nothing thats actually supposed to be catalogued is catalogued

bt like anyway all i can do now is smoke and work my job which im honestly insanely lucky to have rn its remote which is the only way i can even somewhat handle working so yea thts kinda epic :3

ermm yea its so har d to put thoughts into words and i forgot most of the stuff i was originally gonna vent about while making a new accountt so idk TUNE IN NEXT TIME??

bssstzzttt.,

[wackpedion]

Hallo chaaaa☆

Saw your post, time to send ask 🏃‍➡️ Actually more like i just send whatever in my mind right now

Kodaka once said (on bsky, although not canon, it is still fun to think about) that Seth's childhood had similarities with Jataro's.

I wonder how toxic is his family

maybe he was scolded when he was young, which led to him panicking when he heard adults/people with more power (priest, Yomi) scold him? Or is he subjected to cold violence because of the creed "silence is golden" and he suppresses his feelings of wanting to express himself?

What do you think about this?

Link to the post in case you need recheck: https://bsky.app/profile/kazkodaka.bsky.social/post/3koc6n22qwu27

YEAH I SAW THAT !!!! it drove me sososo insane when i first saw it because I always headcanoned that Seth had a rough homelife/childhood and turns out its canon......... im a prophet

anyway I havee . thoughts, on his family. I imagine that his parent's verbally abusive, similiar to Jataros. They were probably also pretty absent too seeing as that's a notable part of Jataros homelife. additionally the creed doesn't paint a very welcoming picture, encouraging silence and coming off as controlling, and I imagine his parents were strict over the creed

youu're like totally right about the thing about people in power, i imagine because of his upbringing he has a complicated relationship with authority figures, having been conditioned to do as they say and follow orders and please them while also having been consistently mistreated by them throughout his life

also random sidenote but I think of his family as being rich and prestigious

I also think Seth has siblings, not for any specific reason but rather that if someone has a child they're likely to have more than one so it just makes sense probability wise. I would say he has like... 3-4 siblings ? I dont have a solid headcanon for it though. I imagine the relationship amongst them would be very competitive, partly because of their home environment encouraging it, with them fighting to be better than the other and get validation/approval from their parents.

Imm not sure if Seth would be like, the eldest or youngest or somewhere in the middle, I kind of want to make him the eldest just for that eldest daughter syndrome. That and by making him the eldest you could headcanon that his parents choosing to have more children was because they wanted to have 'normal' and 'right' kids, unlike Seth who is sickly.

Speaking of Seth being sickly, I headcanon that he's disabled (specifically that he has Vocal Chord Paralysis, which often causes someone to have a whispery voice) and like probably autistic and/or chronically ill. I imagine that this makes his family see him as incapable and helpless, despite also holding him to high standards. this would lead to frustrating and upsetting situations for Seth and would noot help his confidence at all thats for sure

Uhmm thats it for now!! I mean I could probably say more but oughfj this is already pretty long so . I hope you enjoyed my hcs and rambles!!! and thanks for the ask :3

[angelgendered]

for the ship bingo Wyll and Karlach from Baldurs Gate 3 if you played it :)) if not then obviously our favourite ineffable husbands

Im doing both! I did play BG3, in fact that was my main interest before GO but I fell out of love with playing the game cos my main (modded like a dummy) save died with my favourite dnd PC in it in act 3. Still need to finish it tbh but I know what happens lmao... ANYWAY

Karlach x Wyll

I see the appeal of Karlach x Wyll but. Not really my thing. I like Wyll with other men a lot I guess that colours my view of a more mxf ship with him in! Love them as friends (forgot to mark ship platonically but yeah!)

Ineffable Hubbies

Weirdly no bingo??? OKAY THERES LIKE TWO BINGOS IMM JUST DUMB TODAY

But

They are my cupcakes. Literally the most viciously I've shipped something since my teens.