#im working on it in the hospital rn so uhh

[helianss]

working on an animatic of the PMC breakup from minutes stream and its like AUGHHH WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS AND WHY ARE MY IDEAS FOR THIS SO RAHHH

when clown goes "we were scared" i make him take of his mask and jester hat to show is face and i have him looking at minute in a more dismissive/'annoyed'(IDK THE WORDD) way unlike leo who i have looking at minute in a more empathetic way in the same frame

[c4rl4-k1nn13]

Okay so this is just random stuff abt kindergarten like hcs, opinions, theories, etc!!

Head canons

-Yes, those are pennys robot legs that monty is wearing, i think he found her, rebuilt her, stole her legs and then left her at kidds house

-protagonists name is kidd with 2 d's, no its not "adam" you basic ahh, its kidd bro!!

-Nugget is neuro divergent, this isnt rlly a hc just a general fact about him tbh

-Cindy got the breathalyser from her dads car.

-Literally all the characters except from Ozzy, maybe Jerome, Lily and billy come from shitty homes.

-Carla has some issues relating to pushing people away and being unable to register her emotions with fucks up half her friendships.

List of family hcs

-Kidd and Nugget have no parents

-Lily and Billys parents are super nice

-Cindys dad was an alcoholic and fought with her mom before they got divorced (kinda canon)

-Jeromes dad is dead (obviously) and his mom is lowkey alright

-Buggs dad either got the milk (canon) or went to prison, but his mom neglects/ignores him

-Monty lives with his grandma bec his parents were just obsessed with work or substances (how he got the stuff to sell) and was "given" to his grandma

-Pennys mom is obviously dead, i dont think she has a dad but rn shes probably sat at kidds house with missing legs (monty give them back to the android girl rn.)

-Carla has no mom, but she has a really cool older sister and like 3 brothers and her dad only cares about her brothers so she just gets along with her sister really well and sees her as a mom

-Ozzys parents are 100% helicopter parents and watch his every move and take him to the hospital 50 times a day

-Ted and Felix's parents are business owners and are rich (canon) but tend to prioritize Felix over Ted, also their business 100% is involved with drugs (felix has some in his cubby)

Random

-"Why do you hate ozzy"

A) i hate gingers (monty is an exception)

B) Fuck you ozzy (Im literally dr danner trust)

-THERE BETTER BE A CARLA AND MONTY MISSION AND THEM BEING SOMEWHAT MENTIONED TO BE FRIENDS/BUSINESS PARTNERS AND IF NOT I AM FUCKING SUING

-Cindy, Monty, Nugget, and other characters will always be there, cindy as the clingy ex, monty so you can buy stuff, nugget because hes nugget, and other characters so your not lonely

-SHES BACK, MY FAVOURITE GIRLS ARE BACK!! CARLA AND CINDY, FUCK YES!?!?!?!?!?!?! (Carla better have a mission istg)

-so is that ted or felix.

-I think that the other kids were just home schooled/kindergartened or sent to another one (L Carla, monty, kidd, nugget, cindy, and felix/teds parents bro, take better care of them smh!

Opinions on characters?

Rating in order (favourite to least favourite)

-CARLA!!

-Penny

-Monty

-Cindy

-Lily

-Felix

-Billy

-Nugget

-Jerome

-Ted

-Buggs

-Fucking Ozzy. Fuck you ozzy.

Uhh so thats it, also the ships i ship are;

-Monty x Carla (OPT)

-Penny x Carla (multishipper core)

-Lily x Nugget (THE OG!!)

-Cindy x Felix (they hate yet like like eachother)

-Me x Miss applegate (its canon trust)

[iii-days-grace]

biggest timeline lore post yay!

workin on the mediverse playlist and vibing with some story!

[currently playing - 'Graveyard Dancing' by Destroy, Rebuild Until God Shows]

@in-death-we-fall the Joesday stuff is clicking & Paul is here, and everyone is uhh. getting along happily? hard to tell.

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tags from this post

lets break em down

so there are a few big chunks of story so far, fortunately one of my special interests is taxonomy and i have a fetish for project management [1].

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basically two main eras:

- a youngish high school + summer camp setting [late teens/twenties]. most of the aesthetics here are from that part of the setting, which has a lot of ~magical stuff beyond the heart of camp.

and! an undead hospital drama, including Nurse Jim from the camp health centre.

most of the events concerning the aesthetics described in this paper [I'll lean into it, eh] take place at the summer camp through Nurse Jim's adventures leading camping trips with Mick.[5]

[5] tbh, that does kinda let me fold those two jobs into one - it seems pretty cromulent that the health centre would assign someone like Nurse Jim on long trips

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#1. joey-Wednesday high school dirtbag era ft piggly wiggly [alternatively: joeypaul emo shit ft that annnoying-ass fucker in his little fag hats. [that's roughly where we'd be with this song]

#2. [few years later] summer camp that kicks off the core general events at the ~undead hospital

@custer-mp3 the sexy experimentation we all love! also i loved the idea of head(s) in jars thank you VERY much

@in-death-we-fall do not worry joey and weds are in the hospital too, I'm just lookin over their resumes rn haha. they have a umm spotty work history yknow? like they just ghosted, you know, yeah? Weird.

my pet project with @ims0vain that is watering my crops and healing everyone's bruises <3 fit Nurse Jim and kids and probably some sad stuff but also lots of fluff.

general Scrubs-inspired hospital drama theme, but jd's Dr. acula is like, a real guy probably

mick and Jim [Bubbles and Biscuit] leading camp trips out at 2. [the general summer camp AU].

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And in a more magical direction,

we have the wild magic realm of black metal where Mick is compelled to do gay shit[4]:

[...]

ft a fey realm of eerie, black metal wasteland and a faggy dream pop valley ova dere ridge?

[feets]

[2] will wiesenfeld aka geotic, post-foetus, and probably others. the valley of the fairies is another beam of magic in the world, along with the Nurse Jim fluff stuff, since i wanted something to balance and contrast with the [NECRO I SAID THERED BE NECRO].

BUT YEAH. i found will's music on tumblr years ago and it's been a longtime favourite and a bedrock of my post-rock landscape.

[bonus faggy atmospheric tiny desk from Will, i saw someone comment that Baths [2] was 'pretty boy black metal' and after seeing blackgaze [markus Lantlôs in particular w his dream-pop projects] [3], well. [3]

[will wiesenfeld/Geotic, Vice 2017]

i really wanna make this world a cozy home for you all too, haha. right now I'm just cradling everything really gently in my hands.

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[3] idk if lantlôs is gay or anything but his pic there ...

the juxtaposition of the metal (post-metal) thing with the softboy glitter umbrella is certainly something though haha

[from Metallum]

[4] probably with Jim yknow. but the possibilities are open. even for a greasy metalhead. loser [affectionate].

[1] eh. im autistic what can you say. also btw im enjoying putting my posts together like little citation projects haha. hashtag enrichment

[wammysgirl]

15 Questions/ 15 Mutuals

I was tagged by the SUPER COOL @finniestoncrane so thank you for this :3c

Are you named after anyone? I mean, from a technical standpoint yeah? our neighbours relative was having a kid and they decided on the name, and my parents liked it so much they stole it for me lol.

When was the last time you cried? A few days ago when having a really nice convo with my dad :') im soft as a marshmellow.

Do you have kids? FUCK NAH, I GOT NIECES AND THAT SHITS ENOUGH. Love em dearly but don't think i could be a parent full time when im at rn.

Do you use sarcasm a lot? Uhhhh, sometimes? It depends on who I'm using it with because i can be really bad with it and i dont wanna have any miscommunication issues.

Whats the first thing you notice about people? STYLE, FASHION, FLAIR (dotheylooklikeiwannabetheirfriendinanyway) Generally I stare a lot at people with cool fashion, especially if they have detailed and fun printed clothing.

Whats your eye colour? Its a nice mix of green/Hazel :3c

Scary movie or happy ending? haPPY ENDING PLEASE. I am very bad with movie gore so i prefer to avoid any horror/slasher.

Any special talents? uhh, i can twist my ankles 180 degrees, and i can do a REALLY good trumpet impression :3c

Where were you born? in the local hospital, nothin fun. But I AM an Aussie sooooo

What are your hobbies? Mostly art, i do digital and traditional, I like crafting sometimes, and I play DnD once a week with my friends :3c

Do you have any pets? I have a lil old man of a jack russell, I've had him since I was in grade 4 and he's still plodding around <3

What sports do you play/ have you played? I don't play sports, aside from the mandatory ones I did in highschool, I do want to take up fencing though at some point!

How tall are you? 5'3, im short >:0

Favourite subject in school? ART, studio art and visual communication to be exact, because they went over the differences in fine arts jobs vs commercial arts jobs.

Dream job? Something within the arts industry, but fuck man if it isn't taking me a while to figure out if i wanna be in the spotlight or behind the scenes for work.

Now I'm just returning to tumblr so Idk if i HAVE 15 mutuals but @ghostfungus @lunabell02 @its-konoe and uuuujhhhhh, a lot of the other people i was mutuals with havent posted in YEARS so- OPEN INVITE I GUESS??? XD

[rodrickheffley]

im rapid cycling i think

[reikissu]

tr boys with an attractive s/o ! ╰(★∇★)╯

a/n: hey yall im finally posting tr x reader again!! i was bored out of my mind so i decided to write this <3

characters: baji keisuke, chifuyu matsuno and kazutora hanemiya

reader: female

genre: crack, fluff (?)

warnings: swearing, flirting and violence

kazutora hanemiya ↓

you guys are a power couple, since you both are really hot

the students at your school has their eyes glued onto you guys cause 2 attractive people are walking to school together?!?!

but he dislikes the people asking you out, he probably justs pulls you away and walks away from them

"i like you! y/n-cha-"

then bitch be dragging you🤨

"sorry she have a boyfriend and hes dragging her away rnnn."

"poor guy, didnt even get to finish (•́ɞ•̀)"

"i wont let him finish his stupid ass confession, you're mine anyway lol"

the person confessing to u was dumbfounded and heartbroken😭

okay anyways, hes really inlove with you

everything you do just gives him butterflies, he finds you really attractive

"kazu, whats up? why are you staring at me (•́ι_•̀*)"

"you're so hot babe."

"(๑°ㅁ°๑)‼"

"now whats up with you? flustered?

͡° ͜ʖ ͡°"

"yeah.... (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)"

teases you just to see you shy HAHAHAHA

baji just flirts with you as a joke to piss off kazutora😭

"u look so hot bebegorl"

"baji do you want me to roundhouse your ass rn."

"WHY YOU SO PRESSED THAT WAS LITERALLY A JOKE⁉️"

"IDC DONT FLIRT WITH MY GF👹👹"

overall a bit chaotic but fun <3

baji keisuke ↓

this bitch would show off

chifuyu and draken are tired of hearing him boasting abt u, like they know you're really attractive

but chifuyu is very jealous😈

this is baji keisuke we are talkin abt, he would obviously be heavy with pda to show people hes dating the most attractive girl in school🙄 but he wont go overboard with pda if u arent comfortable with it

beats up the people who confesses to you🙁 its like you have a rabid dog by your side,,, bro is a literal menace

"i like y-" THEN THE BITCH JUMPS ON THAT PERSON AND BEATS THEM UP

"kei....im literally here watching you beat them up 😧"

"then walk away. *continues*"

"okay..👩🏻‍🦯"

the people who confessed to you got hospitalized for 4 weeks

you had to scold him and you convinced his mom to put him on house arrest #girlbossing

"KEI. STOP BEATING THEM UP THEY LITERALLY GOT HOSPITALIZED FOR 4 WEEKS!!!!!!!"

"m'sorry!"

"sorry wont fix it yk." and you just glared at him and clicked your tongue in disappointment

"i said im sorry! i really mean it!

( ಥ _ ಥ ) i'll give you hugs and kisses (◕︵◕)"

ofc u took the bait cause u love him

after that he finally stopped beating them up yayy

also gave you what he promised <3

hes a menace but is very affectionate (=ↀωↀ=)✧

chifuyu matsuno ↓

head over heels for you, he blushes everytime you talk to him its just cause ur really attractive

"hi fuyu! hru <3"

"im good (,,•﹏•,,) hbu??"

hes so soft for u fr

gives u a lot of gifts cause hes shy to kiss u but he finally kisses you on your 3rd date with him

but listen, i'll say horrible things now

in my hc this bitch is much more of a menace than baji, so he practically just does horrible things to the stupid people who force you to date them instead

"y/n-san, im inlove with you! please be my gf!"

"uhh yeah no sorry i have a bf(`ヘ´*)ノ"

"date me instead, ill treat you bett-" then chifuyu kicks him in the balls...

"im the bf you motherfucker(ꐦ°᷄д°᷅)"

"woaah so cool fuyu! but why did u have to kick him in the balls..."

"he was annoying( ͡°Ĺ̯ ͡° )"

"true" THEN THE 2 OF U HOLDS HANDS WALKING AWAY AND LEAVING THE POOR GUY GROANING IN PAIN😭😭

he did horrible things to 4 people now

1st one got kicked multiple times, 2nd one got threatened violently, 3rd one got punched until he was bleeding and the 4th one got kicked in the balls

and yall acted like nothing happened at all👹 nobody dares to confess to u anymore

hes soft and sweet but is pretty scary..

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© r3iyooo do not repost/steal any of my works and repost it on other platform/s. I do not own the characters i write for at all. Reblogs are appreciated though.

[darthkruge]

Anakin Skywalker x Emotionally Exhausted Reader Headcanons 

Warnings: Like one use of language, Reader is just very drained, Anakin is soft and comforting (duh), uhh comfort angst? I think that’s how I’d categorize this? But I tried to go heavy on the comfort and like less heavy on the angst bc my last fic was angsty too lmao

Words: 1.3k

A/N: i didn’t plan on writing this week but i wanted to capture what im feeling rn. and anakin is my comfort character and i cope with things by trying to think of what he’d do to help me, as any normal person does. so this is me rambling and basically just… emotional exhaustion is real and please be gentle with yourself if you’re feeling it. i tried to keep my language very neutral in this, as emotional exhaustion can come from a myriad of situations and manifest in many ways. but yeah taking time to recover after stressful and draining situations is completely valid and okay. in fact, i encourage it :) 

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If Anakin knew you had a stressful week or day or just went through anything that was tough for you, he’d make sure to be there for you in the aftermath. 

The first time, he’d probably want to run right over and congratulate you for getting through whatever it was that stressed you, which you definitely appreciated, but he could tell something was off. Your eyes didn’t light up like they normally do, your smile didn’t reach your eyes. He knows you so well and he’d definitely pick up on it. 

And sometimes when you’re drained, he’ll come home and see you awake but still and completely spaced out. It worries him, he hates seeing you looking so lifeless. In these moments, his main goal is making sure you’re taken care of.

He knows you have no motivation to do shit yourself, so he does it for you. He doesn’t mind being that person for you and he knows you’ll do it right back for him. So he’ll make you any food you want and bring it to you with some water to ensure you’re still getting some nourishment. 

He’s aware that you have a tendency to just zone out for hours on end. You logically know you have to go to the bathroom or shower or something, but it feels insurmountable and you can’t physically bring yourself to move. So he’ll gently pick you up. And he carries you over to wherever you need to go. And he’ll stay. He always stays. 

Very soft encouragement as he takes care of you. “You’re doing so good, angel.” “I know you’re exhausted; please just do this for me and then I’ll take you back to bed and you can rest again, alright?” “Shh, it’s okay, you’re okay.”

Also he’s so proud of you for getting through whatever you’ve gone through that’s exhausted you to your very core. He’ll frequently say things like, “You’re amazing, my love.” “You got through it, you can rest now.” “You never need to think about it again, okay? It’s done, beautiful.” 

He knows you’ll recover from it. He has complete faith in you, of course. But just because he knows you’ll eventually be okay doesn’t mean he’ll neglect you in the meantime. 

He’s always touching you, too. He knows you like constant, slow motions because they remind you he’s with you. It grounds you. So he’ll be stroking your thighs, running his thumb across the back of your hand, weaving his fingers through your hair, etc. 

He talks quietly, too. You sometimes have headaches when you’re drained and he would hate to make them worse. He always makes sure the apartment is dark as to not strain your eyes, as well. If the headache is really bad, he rubs your temples and places small kisses on them to help ease the tension. 

Anakin is kind to you when you don’t have the energy to talk. He knows that sometimes, all he’s going to get is a hum or nod of approval if he asks you or says something. On occasion, you’re so far gone that he won’t even get that. But then he’ll look in your eyes and the love and appreciation you hold for him is clear. He’s not going to doubt all you have or be frustrated if you occasionally can’t voice it. 

If he sees you start to go too far in your own head and get panicky or stressed, he’ll distract you immediately. Again, he knows you so well; he can 100% tell. When you start overthinking about whatever drained you, whether it be something with your family or friends, your studies, your work, something seemingly random, or something immensely abstract, he doesn’t judge. He’d never make you feel dramatic for being affected by it. 

If you want to talk about it, he’ll listen. Sometimes you feel frustrated; you got through it, why are you still feeling the effects? If you want logic, Anakin explains that your body had been producing an intense amount of adrenaline for a long time and now that the “threat” has passed, all of that adrenaline has suddenly dropped off. That, in itself, is an exhausting process; it makes sense that it took it out of you. But if you just want understanding and empathy, he’s quick to give that to you, as well. 

If whatever the situation was didn’t go the way you wanted or if it brought up some bad memories, he’s a shoulder to cry on. He wants you to get it out, knowing holding in those emotions is never a good idea. He tucks you into his chest, normally placing his head atop yours and just, simply, lets you cry. 

He’s very patient with your moods always, but especially in those moments. If you accidentally snap at him he’s never angry. He knows you don’t have the energy to fully regulate your emotions and everything’s just in overdrive; it’s overwhelming. Of course, you apologize later when everything comes back to you because you feel horrible on the off chance you're not the kindest with him (which is quite rare). He’ll just kiss you, smile softly, and tell you not to worry, it’s in the past. 

And if you’re in that drained, barely conscious state, he brings you blankets. It comforts you and he likes seeing you all bundled up and safe. 

And if you want cuddles? Yes. He’s there, no questions asked. He’ll just pull you into him and let you rest. He knows that you’re sometimes not physically tired enough to sleep, so he just holds you. You might draw patterns on his chest or just stare off silently. Whatever you have to give, he’s more than okay with. 

If you want, he’ll sing to you. The soft melodies always keep you at peace and you can feel the vibrations in his chest when you’re pressed into him. 

Or sometimes he’ll tell you stories. Whether it be from childhood, old missions, the future he wants with you, or something completely random, it’s nice to listen to. He has an amazing mind and you could listen to him go on forever. 

Eventually, you’ll drift off. And he holds you through the entire night.

When you wake up, you’re normally feeling better. You’re still feeling it a little, but being with him really helps revitalize you. Now, you usually have enough energy to actually hold a conversation. The first two things you tell him are almost always “thank you” and “I love you.” Then, you’ll feel guilty for making him help you so the third sentence you utter is an apology.  

Anakin, as always, assures you that’s unnecessary. Then he checks up on you. He doesn’t treat you like a hospital patient because he knows you’re a bit embarrassed, but he does check to see if you’re feeling shaky at all. And, if you are, he’s quick to get you some food and water. 

And he makes sure no one disturbs you. You don’t like it when someone sees you when you’re in that drained state because you’re immensely vulnerable. The thought of anyone other than him seeing you brings you extreme unease. So he quickly reassures you that it’s just the two of you. He’s not going anywhere. 

Also, if your stress was caused by someone else, Anakin takes a quick little mental note. He’s not going to leave to go beat them up because you need him right now. You’re his priority. But he tries to keep you away from them in the future or, at the very least, make them stop or lessen whatever it is that made you so nervous. 

Basically, he’s kind, understanding, and gentle. He thinks you’re amazing for always pushing yourself so hard. But expending a lot of energy, especially in the emotional sense, wears you out. He’s quick to tell you you’re not weak and that this is normal. He makes sure you listen to your body and just rest. He’s there for whatever you may need.

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[catgirltitties]

I was tagged by @darknovalatte !! (Their post)

Im so very happy you tagged me in this !! Super cool :3

Favorite color : My 3 favorite colors are Yellow/Pink/Blue ! I dont have a single favorite between them, but i am OBSESSED with those three only, every other color kinda sucks to me LOL

Last song : just listened to 30 by Danny Brown. Listened to that song a ton when I was trying to keep myself afloat, its really empowering

Last movie : I think the last movie i watched was Parasite. Havent really watched a ton recently

Last show : Im pretty sure the last one i was watching was breaking bad. I watched it a little past the hype days but i really enjoyed it!

Currently reading : i dont read because im a thembo LOL i need audible stimulation always im not very visual. The last book i read (listened to an audiobook. wait i coulda said that . I can read just i have to hear it) was for school and it was slaughterhouse five.

Tea or coffee : Tea very much so . I dont like bitter too much and sweet tea is so yummy. I drink boba fruit teas when i wanna treat myself!

Sweet spicy or savory? : Sweet. I have a huge sweet tooth and as a person i am sweet in any interpretation of that word !! Im a living piece of cotton candy just like the person that tagged me ;)

Currently working on : Visiting friends (On my way! To an airport rn lmfao), applying to nursing schools, applying for work at a hospital. Its all going down at 23 !!!!

Tag people you want to get to know better!!

shit uhh im too shy to tag some of em, uhh ill just tag my besties to annoy them >:) unless they end up doing it then in that case ur welcome bitch lole

@fresh2definitely my beloved @vaporkin da homie @eyeballruby lets gooo @weirdfishy epic win @todd-rosenstock da legend @mispronouncing-michaelangelo da goat … I will tag other people another time … U guys got this one

[ratzpack]

@zatanazatarra tagged me in this ty queen 💖

1. what do you prefer being called name wise?

hassrat or really anything i’m good with most nick names just pronounce it not haz-rat and u r golden

2. when is your birthday?

april 8th

3. where do you live?

michigan

4. three things you are doing right now?

sitting at work, picking at my fingers, doodling

5. four fandoms that peaked ur interest?

if this is asking me like what fandoms r interesting me now? uh idt any rn, i’m kinda just. like haikyuu tunnel vision rn

6. how has the pandemic been treating you?

uhh as someone who is student teaching via zoom. Bad Bad Bad, it’s been. like kinda fine otherwise i think

7. a song you can’t stop listening to right now?

one day by spyair

8. recommend a movie?

3 idiots has been living rent free in my mind. so 3 idiots

9. how old are you?

22

10. school, university, occupation, other?

right now i’m in my first semester student teaching, i have one more semester of student teaching left but i’m pushing it off until next fall for like mental health/not wanting to waste a semester not really learning, but should be graduating next december....i wanna be a math teacher, and uh i work in a hospital rn

11. do you prefer hot or cold?

i prefer to be warm so ig cold weather bc u can bundle up?

12. name one fact others may not know.

um. ig like even though i’m becoming a math teacher my favorite subjects are actually history and english?

13. are you shy?

kinda, i’m like. i feel like if i’m intimidated by someone yeah but also. the people i tend to be shy around aren’t the people i end up being friends with? but also like i’m afraid of being judged or made fun of...so that does make me seem shy idk

14. pronouns?

she/her (i think) (maybe they)

15. biggest pet peeve?

when someone asks me why i’m so angry

16. what’s ur favorite “-dere” type?

i literally only know tsundere, idk any other one so

17. rate your life 1-10, 1 being crap and 10 being the best.

um a solid 5 i think. maybe 5.5

18. what’s your main blog?

this one

19. side blogs?

i have a kpop one @missyuta

20. is there something about you people need to know before becoming friends?

uhhh i’m very like one track mind, i become obsessed with smth and it takes over my mind and u will have to hear about it if u r my friend

im gonna tag @4ssyrian @zoologygf @gothunism @iwhyzuumi @taeminelitist and anyone else who wants to do it 💖

[minatodilf]

i was tagged by @teojida thank u king 🙌🏽

What was your last

Drink: vanilla coke 🙌🏽

Last phone call: work....

Last text: to my older sister, asking her to pick up food on her way home but she hasn’t responded so looks bleak kings

Last song you listened to: my brothers watching nge out in the family room and I’ve been hearing the theme song play a lot longer than it should be so i guess cruel angels thesis

Last time you cried: hmmm maybe a month ago? i don’t remember these things lol

Have you ever dated someone: unfortunately! i never listened to my friends when they told me he was shitty and creepy, wish I had!

Been cheated on: el em aye oh yeah!

Kissed someone and regretted it: big time, my dude

Lost someone special: not really

Been drunk and thrown up: yes

List three fave colors: yellow, red, orange! (Ok me too king)

In the last year have you…

Made a new friend: yeah!

Fallen out of love: yes!

Laughed until you cried: yeah

Met someone that changed you: yeah I guess u grow from ur mistakes so yeah?

Found out who your true friends are: idk maybe?

Found out someone was talking about you: lmaoo yeah

Kissed someone on your FB friends list: yeah I don’t have facebook

General

How many people on your FB friends list do you know irl: don’t have fb

Do you have any pets: we have two cats! Salem is a black cat and yeah he’s named after the one from Sabrina, my older sisters named him. and the other is bean, idk cat breeds but he’s pretty 😔 my brother had a blue budgie, his name was sasuke. yeah I know...it was embarrassing for a while ahdjshsj he got old and passed away recently tho

Do you want to change your name: i do, probably not to ash though. ill keep that as a nickname, idk what I’d change my name to

What did you do for your last birthday: euheheh my birthday was January, i went out clubbing with a group of friends for my 18th

What time did you wake up today: a little after 8:30am. Bc its school break rn it’s just me and my brother at home, our parents leave early for work and come home late so he woke me up to go get breakfast from McDonald’s. i had a sausage and egg mcmuffin with the hash brown and juice and it was soooooo good.

What were you doing at midnight last night: playing Final Fantasy X on the switch

Name something you CANNOT wait for: OHHH DUDE NEW ANIMAL CROSSING!!

Last time you saw your mother: uhh last night I think, i was still asleep when she left for work this morning

What is one thing you wish you could change about life: i wish my family was well off. i wish I could afford to pay next semesters uni fee to continue my degree, and my parents didn’t have to worry about it so much.

What are you listening to right now: the sound of nge from the other room and my brother occasionally yelling at the tv

Have you ever talked to a person with the name Tom: you know what, i don’t think I ever have

What’s getting on your nerves: thinking about money and the lack thereof lol

Most visited website: tumblr + youtube

Nickname: ash! my parents call me shortened versions of my actual name sometimes, but ash really click with everyone. Even my parents use it sometimes.

Relationship status: single 🤟🏽 recently broke up with my shit hole ex and whew who knew i was so blind and stupid!

Zodiac sign: aquarius

Pronouns: he/him

Fave tv shows: I don’t really watch tv but I like naruto so.

Hair color: it’s naturally black, i tried dying it blonde a while ago but it looked fucked so I dyed it back to black omg

Long or short: on myself I prefer short I guess? but just long enough for me to still look like a sasuke kinnie

Height: hnnhghgh 5’0

Do you have a crush on someone: mr minato the dilf supreme

What do you like about yourself: oh yeah being gay and trans is Super Sexy of me

Tattoos: oof yeah I got some but my parents still don’t know about them, the adrenaline keeps me going. I’d like a few more tho 👀

Righty or Lefty: righty!

First surgery: im pretty hardy i haven’t been to the hospital

First piercing: first was my ear lobes, i now have a lot more all in my ears tho. I’d like a couple more.

First best friend: we aren’t friends anymore. I used my sisters Facebook to look her up recently and she’s very openly homophobic so glad I dodged that bullet lmao

First sport you joined: yeah i was a ballet child, then i moved on to volleyball and then track briefly in high school

First pair of trainers: huh? What?

Right now

Eating: nongshim onion ring snacks, I’m a frequent at the asian market bc im always buying my onion flavoured ring snacks

Drinking: I had a bottle of water on my bed but I can’t locate it atm...

Listening to: bts’s idol and I’ve run out of skips on my free version of Spotify so I guess that

Want kids: not at the moment

Career: i would love to be an artist or a writer, something creative but like that’ll never happen lmao

Which is better:

Lips or eyes: hmm idk lips ig

Hugs or kissed: hugs

Shorter or taller: i kinda...like...being smaller so..

Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous

Nice stomach or nice arms: yeah tummy is the best!

Sensitive or loud: hmmm I’m already very loud so maybe sensitive, we need a balance

Hook up or relationship: hook up bro I’m over relationships

Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: yes

Drank hard liquor: yes

Lost glasses/contacts: yes

Sex on a first date: yea

Broke someone’s heart: not that I’m aware of lol

Had your own heart broken: man idk.

Been arrested: very close call but ultimately no

Turned someone down: yep

Cried when someone died: ye

Fallen for a friend: oh briefly back in high school but he was straight and made some homophobic jokes so like. I had no taste.

Do you believe in:

Yourself: hhhh he’s trying!

Miracles: mmmmmm no

Love at first sight: ehhhh yeah ok

Santa Claus: nope. My sister ruined it all for me early so.

Kiss on the first date: yea

Angels: ehhhhh idk...

i tag: @nbsoras @bosstheme @cishethiruzen @bayonettamutual @ochaiko @thelegendoftwink @dykexion

i know this is VERY long so of course u don’t have to do it if u don’t wanna ✌🏽

[bound-forthestars]

tag game bc I’m a loser!!1!

tagged by: annnnn 💜

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

tagging: shit i know a whole two people on this site ((that’s what I get for being inactive and not acc putting effort into my blog rip)) but here we go: @0andthatsthat0 @thebroketraveller

last:

1. drink: water

2. phone call: my parents called me from upstairs bc they were to lazy to come to the basement to talk to me ((which is a Mood))

3. text message: annnnnn

4. song I listened to: sunset by kim donghan

5. time i cried: i nearly cried finishing dai does that count

6. dated someone twice: god I wish someone would date me at all man

7. kissed someone and regretted it: it was kindergarten. we were in daycare. I kissed him on the cheek.

8. been cheated on: can’t get cheated on if you don’t date anyone amiright

9. lost someone special: prob last year I guess

10. been depressed: bitch I literally am depressed

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i gagged on champagne at New Years does that count

favorite colors:

12. pinkkk

13. orange I guess but like peachy pastel orange

14. yellow

in the last year have you:

15. made new friends: hell Yeah so many

16. fallen out of love: haven’t been in love so

17. laughed while you cried: multiple times

18. found out someone was talking abt you: yeeet definitely

19. met someone who changed you: not rly

20. found out who your friends are: oh def I nearly got surgery and was in the hospital and texted a group of my friends like “hey guess who’s in the hospital and missing term exams” and more than half of them left me on read rip and the rest of the year was downhill from there on

21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends: no,,,

general:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know irl: no Facebook

23. do you have any pets: a dog

24. do you want to change your name: nope

25. what did you do for your last birthday: fuck I don’t even remember uhh idk

26. what time did you wake up today: ~11:30

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: writing

28. what is smth you can’t wait for: idk futures seeming pretty bleak rn

29. what are you listening to rn: night call by kim donghan

30. when was the last time you saw your mom: midnight

31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i mean maybe one requested go follow my insta once

32. something that gets on your nerves: the fact that da4 doesn’t even have a release date yet smh

33. most visited website: on my phone it’s probably gamepress for fire emblem heroes tbh

34. hair colour: dark brown

35. long or short hair: longish

36. do you have a crush on someone: i have so many crushes but I would sooner die than talk abt them

37. what do you like abt yourself: my work ethic i guess

38. want any piercing: !!! I wanna get doubles and a helix this summer

39. blood type: idk

40. nicknames: jord i guess??

41. relationship status: super single

42. zodiac: Aries

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv shows: b99 ofc and i rly like new girl and queer eye rn

45. tattoos: nah

46. right or left handed: rivht

47. ever had surgery: getting my wisdoms teeth out tomorrow :-)

48. piercings: used to have my ears pierced but they grew over

49. sport: MY ENTIRE LIFE IS LITERALLY BASKETBALL ((I play volleyball, badminton and some others too)

50. vacation: i hit up Jasper for a training camp awhile ago

51. trainers: ????

more general:

52. eating: ????

53. drinking: ???????

54. I’m about to watch: more queer eye probably

55. waiting for: someone to like me back it’s been 87 years

56. want: validation and attention

57. get married: one day hopefully

58. career: astrophysicist, astronaut, or maybe even a professional basketball player (unlikely but hey maybe I’ll take it to college or uni)

which is better

59. hugs or kisses: never been kissed but either is good thanks

60. lips or eyes: eyessss

61. shorter or taller: im assuming this is for an s.o so if it’s a dude definitely taller

62. older or younger: if this is dating too I guess slightly older but not weirdly older yknow

63. nice arms or stomach: don’t,,, make me choose ((arms tho))

64. hookup or relationship: relationship I guess??

65. troublemaker or hesitant: ???? what kinda choice is this

have you ever:

66. kissed a stranger: nope

67. drank hard liquor: small amounts ((it was nasty don’t recommend)

68. lost glasses: I don’t have them but if I did i would lose them

69. turned someone down: i rejected a marriage proposal in kindergarten

70. sex on a first date: never had either

71. broken someone’s heart: idk maybe that dude from kindergarten’s

72. had your heart broken: by myself

73. been arrested: nope

74. cried when someone died: who hasn’t???

75. fallen for a friend: not yet

do you believe in:

76. yourself: that dumb bitch?? lmaooo

77. miracles: i mean my little brothers alive so yeet

78. love at first sight: attraction?? definitely. love??? not likely.

79. santa clause: used to

80. kiss on first date: hell yeah 81. angels: who knows

other:

82. best friends name: annnnnn and tasha

83. eye colour: brown

84. fave movie: stand by me

85. fave actor: nic cage (“hey guys who’s my favorite actor??”)

[wiener-blut]

i was tagged by my bb @babypaulchen ages ago and now the time has come to finally do this shit!! i told u i was gonna do it Brig!!

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (i wont tag anyone bc im doubting i even know 20 ppl on here lmao)

— what was your last…

1. drink: peach flavoured ice tea 2. phone call: my mom bc i asked her if shes interested in some hyacinth bulbs for her garden since the ones that stood in my room decayed 3. text message: to my cousin, setting a time where we can call and chat 4. song you listened to: actual surprise - its not Rammstein *ooohs and aaahs fly through the crowd* it was “The Schuyler Sisters” from Hamilton 5. time you cried: yesterday bc i had the worst fucking headache ever and i was being a whiny bitch

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhh no? 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, multiple times and ive come to the conclusion that throwing up makes me feel better afterwards like im back to being able to actually perveice my environment again lmao

— fave colours

12. black 13. pastel pink 14. actually i kinda love all colours idk

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes, multiple times, good 18. found out someone was talking about you: like uh shittalking? idk so i guess not 19. met someone who changed you: uhhh kinda? 20. found out who your friends are: um well i found out that my friends are good friends and that i love them and that i dont want to miss any of them 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: what? u can “kiss” someone on facebook? lmao i didnt take a look on facebook for literally years .......man i had a massive brainlag here. i thought u can now “kiss” ppl on facebook like u can “poke” ppl on facebook and it didnt come to my mind this could mean “irl” lmao bury me IF it means irl tho, then yes

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: pff idk man who the fuck still uses that shithole of a site anyways

23. do you have any pets: no but i had a super cute and fluffy bunny and i still miss him and think about him everyday also i plan on having half a farm and half a zoo in the future

24. do you want to change your name: not anymore; i used to hate my name bc its so outdated and the only answer i ever got on introducing myself was “hey my grandma has the same name isnt that funny” but then more and more people told me my name was pretty and unique and well now that im older (sounds like im 40 lmao) im even kinda fond of it

25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm uhh i guess i was studying for my exams lol but i remember my gf cooking an amazing dinner for me 💖

26. what time did you wake up today: uhhhhhh smth around 9am i think

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: actually sleeping for once bc that headache knocked me out completely

28. what is something you can’t wait for: fucking going to fucking Hamburg in fucking five fucking days

30. what are you listening to right now: the birds chirping outside

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i had a classmate named Tom........he was a bit strange tho.......

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cant think of anything rn

33. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube

34. hair colour: natural? blonde / current? dyed it pink two weeks ago

35. long or short hair: long ass hair and i mean, literally, they reach all the way down to my hips

36. do you have a crush on someone: ohhhahahaha so, so many, one - and maybe the king of em all - being Christoph Schneider (not obvious at all cough cough)

37. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhh.........;;;;; i guess... uh... *insert more unintelligent noises* maybe my legs?

38. want any piercings: no, except for maybe some on my ear

39. blood type: 0 positive, i think

40. nicknames: Lily

41. relationship status: super duper gay af with @haifisch-ohne-traenen

42. sign: officially capricorn (i like to say “the last capricorn” bc it sounds like “the last unicorn” and well my birthday is on the last day that still counts as capricorn), but honestly im more of an aquarius

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: i recently watched Grimm and the story was okay but the cast was like super adorable and i fell in love with every single one of them

45. tattoos: none. YET. i have plans for so much i just am very bad at deciding

46. right or left handed: right handed 47: ever had surgery: okay, small story time. there are these childrens books by german illustrator and author “Janosch” in which a tiger and a bear are best friends and i used to love those books. so once, tiger got ill (his stripes slipped out of place) and he needed to see the doctor. and the exact line was “soothing small shot, blue dream, surgery over, noticed nothing, tiger healthy”. and i once was in the hospital bc there was something wrong my nose (i dont remember what it was tho) and so they anaesthetized me (and my fav stuffie which i brough with me for mental support) and afterwards i told everyone of my “blue dream” and everyone was like ????? wtf kid bc they didnt know what i was talking about and it was just some months ago when i finally found out that a narcosis isnt called a “blue dream” and that i just knew this bc of this books which i adored and tbh i was like MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE “BLUE DREAM” IS AN ADORABLE TERM FOR IT 48. piercings: none 49. sport: i did ballet for 15 years and i still love to dance around the house and the mother of my best friend once called me cute bc i cant stand still and always spin around or stretch my toes while lifting my leg or do some pliés and tbh i wasnt even aware of that

50. vacation: uh...i love? lmao

51. trainers: umm like my shoes? mostly wearing my black doc martens

— more general

52. eating: i love me some good salad with tomatoes, mozzarella and tuna but ngl a pizza margherita could beat that salad any time. or a nice ragout fin. or mac’n’cheese. i love food in general, okay

53. drinking: i’d kill for a tequila rn. but like non-alcoholic beverage - plain water, yes thank u

54. i’m about to watch: some movie with my gf which we havent decided on yet

55. waiting for: my gf to return home from work so i can smooch her pretty face

56. want: to cuddle honestly

57. get married: since its legal in germany for some months now... idk tbh, its not smth i debate about on a daily basis

58. career: um i have a vague plan for becoming a speech pathologist but yea... its very vague

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs

60. lips or eyes: gotta say eyes

61. shorter or taller: i dont care actually

62. older or younger: um sweats loudly...... older (fun fact i recently calculated the average age of my celebrity crushes....yes i was bored.... and it resulted in 50.... well.....)

63. nice arms or stomach: arms, fucc me up

64. hookup or relationships: relationships

65. troublemaker or hesitant: me? kinda both

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: not really?

69. sex on first date: nope

70: broken someone’s heart: probably

71. had your heart broken: uh yea...kinda

72. been arrested: no

73. cried when someone died: yes, im a whiny bitch so i cry easily

74. fallen for a friend: yeah binch im dating that lovely ho right now... im gonna leave Brig’s answer here bc its perf and same here

— do you believe in

75. yourself: ugh

76. miracles: i want to

77. love at first sight: no

78. santa claus: i want to lol but no

79. angels: fuck yes

— misc

80. eye colour: blue-gray-green-ish mud 81. best friend’s name: Dana

82. favourite movie: so? much? i cant decide, really

83. favourite actor: Tom Hiddleston, i love this british dork, lemme tell u

84. favourite cartoon: phuh, idk i dont really watch cartoons

85. favourite teacher’s name: SWEATS LOUDLY AND AGGRESIVELY i had two massive teacher crushes back in my school days and that makes me a bit biased but im gonna say Herr Wolf was a great teacher bc he always said “hey, astronomy’s a minor subject, the test won’t be hard and i wont give u homework, u guys concentrate on math, german and english” and tbh we need more teachers like that

[rosemary-butch]

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aw fuck. aw fuck

putting this on the read more jakdfjakadjfs

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 

spotify ofc

is your room messy or clean?

i try to keep it clean !

what color are your eyes?

greenish

do you like your name? why?

my full name is okay but i do prefer jo

what is your relationship status?

single lol

describe your personality in 3 words or less

gay, depressed, considerate

what color hair do you have?

dark brown!

what kind of car do you drive? color?

a tan volkswagen passat, but the trunk is a different color and smashed up adfkajsd

where do you shop?

marshalls is always my go to

how would you describe your style?

if you mashed punk, grunge, and california skater boy styles

favorite social media account

prob my twitter bc i actually put intelligent thoughts there

what size bed do you have?

queen !

any siblings?

yes a brother and a half brother

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

i’d love to live in the mountains, like colorado!

favorite snapchat filter?

i dont use snapchat filters a lot? the heart one looks cute

favorite makeup brand(s)

i dont wear makeup, but i like burts bees for chapstick

how many times a week do you shower?

at least 6, i try to keep it at 7

favorite tv show?

adventure time rn

shoe size?

womens 10 mens 8

how tall are you?

5′9!

sandals or sneakers?

sneakers

do you go to the gym?

no lol i have a treadmill at home

describe your dream date

hmmm probably going on a picnic in a secluded forest or beach, and staying for the sunset and stargazing

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

cash? none but i have my debit card

what color socks are you wearing?

they’re black and mismatched, one has pink stars and the other has green stripes

how many pillows do you sleep with?

4!

do you have a job? what do you do?

yeah, i work with organic produce at a local farm market

how many friends do you have?

like 3 close friends

whats the worst thing you have ever done?

sneak out probably

whats your favorite candle scent?

anything vanilla or bakery scented! i love cinnamon roll scents

3 favorite boy names

idk i have no opinion

3 favorite girl names

holly daisy or ellen! if i have a daughter i’ll name her one of those

favorite actor?

idk, tom holland prob. i gotta protect him

favorite actress?

daisy ridley !!!!!!

who is your celebrity crush?

daisy ridley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

favorite movie?

my neighbor totoro lol

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

i don’t read as much as i would like, and idk i havent read in a while

money or brains?

idc, as long as they have a good personality

do you have a nickname? what is it?

jo lol, or jojo from some family, or jolene from my close friends

how many times have you been to the hospital?

i’ve been admitted a few times

top 10 favorite songs

uhh going away to college by blink, sleepover by hayley kiyoko, under the bridge by rhcp, longview by green day, mr brightside by the killers, africa by toto, toxic by britney spears, fat lip by sum 41, walking contradiction by green day, and online songs by blink

do you take any medications daily?

yeah antidepressants

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

dry primarily

what is your biggest fear?

hmmmm men probably

how many kids do you want?

idk, none as of right now but we’ll see

whats your go to hair style?

left alone lol

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

big i guess? theres an upstairs and a basement

who is your role model?

billie joe armstrong

what was the last compliment you received?

someone liked my piercings yesterday lol

what was the last text you sent?

“Sure that works”

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

idk, i kinda figured it out between age 7-9

what is your dream car?

jeep liberty

opinion on smoking?

cigarettes? no thanks. major turn off

do you go to college?

yeah

what is your dream job?

working as a biochemist for nasa or finding possible medications in the amazon

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?

rural

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

no lol i think i’m a minority here

do you have freckles?

yep ! they’re faded

do you smile for pictures?

recently i’ve been trying to

how many pictures do you have on your phone?

1193

have you ever peed in the woods?

nope

do you still watch cartoons?

yes !!

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

i don’t eat meat but i trust wendys more

Favorite dipping sauce?

honey mustard

what do you wear to bed?

a t shirt and sweatpants or boxers

have you ever won a spelling bee?

yeah in my class lol

what are your hobbies?

knitting, crocheting, watercolor painting

can you draw?

ehh a little

do you play an instrument?

ukulele on occasion

what was the last concert you saw?

i went to the warped tour last year lol

tea or coffee?

tea!

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

tbh wawa, starbucks is too pricey and dunkin is gross

do you want to get married?

yeah!!! i want a wife!

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

cw

are you going to change your last name when you get married?

depends on if their last name is cooler than mine lol, or if they want to change theirs

what color looks best on you?

blacks and dark blues

do you miss anyone right now?

idk i’m pretty null rn

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

open so my cat can go in and out

do you believe in ghosts?

idk, i don’t have a strong opinion

what is your biggest pet peeve?

people being late

last person you called?

my brother on facetime

favorite ice cream flavor?

im lactose intolerant but i love strawberry lmao

regular oreos or golden oreos?

regular ??

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?

rainbow!! i have to by gay law

what shirt are you wearing?

my brother’s military squadron shirt he gave me

what is your phone background?

spirited away scenery

are you outgoing or shy?

probably in the middle? i don’t put myself out there but i approach people who look lonely

do you like it when people play with your hair?

yes omfg

do you like your neighbors?

they’re old they’re okay

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

i used to in the shower but i ran out akdfjasdk

have you ever been high?

yeah

have you ever been drunk?

nope

last thing you ate?

ramen lmao

favorite lyrics right now

hmm idk i haven’t really been listening to lyrics a lot

summer or winter?

summer !

day or night?

night~

dark, milk, or white chocolate?

dark def

favorite month?

may

what is your zodiac sign

aries

who was the last person you cried in front of?

my therapist prob

cat this took me too long thank u (i’m procrastinating)

[the-tevinter-biscuit]

i was tagged by @lypreila thanks! this is long so im gonna put it under a read more

tagging: @valroyou @gothic-princess-witch @nireos @her-majestys-watchdog @hennigreygoose @xiz0r @pi3pr0xy @shivanessa @fallenkey

1ST RULE: tag 10 people you want to get to know better 2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true

APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller  I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair (at least until tomorrow) I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it 

ABILITY: I can sing well I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month Fandoms are my #1 passion I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship I have a crush on a celebrity I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I have had a teacher with the last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages I have made a new friend in the past year

LAST:

Last drink: Orange juice

Last phone call: my friend from college to find out where he was lol

Last text message: “yeah” to my friend in response to asking if i was waiting for my bus

Last song you listened to: Battle Born by Five Finger Death Punch

Last time I cried: couple days ago?

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: no

Been cheated on: nope

Kissed someone and regretted it: not really

Lost someone special: i guess yeah

Been depressed: yes

Been drunk and thrown up: nope

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: yes, shout out to @valroyou

Fallen out of love: nope

Laughed until you cried: maybe? 

Met someone who changed you: ehhhhh

Found out who your true friends are: ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Found out someone was talking about you: people are always talking about me

GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: just one. 

Do you have any pets: 1 doggo, 1 cat, and 1 bird

Do you want to change your name: id like to go by Charlie irl more 

What time did you wake up this morning: 6:45am for college

What were you doing last night: uhh watching jeremy kyle lol

Name something you cannot wait for: dying my hair tomorro!

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: my teacher is called tom so yes

What’s getting on your nerves rn: gotta do an unnecessary presentation next week :l

Blood type: O+

Nickname: Charlie

Relationship status: single pringle

Zodiac sign: leo

Pronouns: they/them

Favorite tv show: just finished breaking bad and that was pretty good!

College: going right now. 

Hair colour: blonde but will be purple tomorrow hopefully :P

Do you have a crush on someone: nope

What do you like about yourself: uhhh good question. my eyes are kinda pretty.

FIRSTS:

First surgery: never had surgery!

First piercing: never had anything pierced

First sport you joined: netball at school

First vacation: first proper vacation was to London in 2012

First pair of sneakers: heck idk

Eating: packet of quavers

Drinking: uhh i mean i used to sip alcoholic beverages off my family all the time growing up

I’m about to: probably take a nap or play sims

Listening to: battle born by fiver finger death punch

Want kids: no no no definitely not

Get married: noooooo thank you

Career:  dont even talk to me about that

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: hugs

Shorter or taller: uhhh...taller i guess? doesnt matter much to me

Older or younger: older

Romantic or spontaneous: romantic. spontaneous gives me anxiety

Sensitive or loud: sensitive

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: mmmmmm hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: nah

Drank hard liquor: yes

Lost glasses/contacts: dont need them

Sex on first date: no

Broken someone’s heart: yeah

Been arrested: no

Turned someone down: yea

Fallen for a friend: nope. well. not really.

DO YOU BELIEVE:

In yourself: lol

Miracles: no

Love at first sight: nope

Heaven: nopeeee

Santa Claus: um. yes. of course.

[mag200]

here u go

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

uh i tend to either doubt the existence of everyone including myself, or doubt my own existence but not everyone else’s

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

like 1 or 2 i live for the night bicth

3. The person you would never want to meet?

this is hard because even people i truly hate i would want to meet so i can fight them. so maybe jrr tolkien bc my expectations are probably too high and meeting him would be like “oh right ur a just a real and regular person that existed righto”

4. What is your favorite word?

probably “fuck” lets be real it’s just so flexible

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

i have been asking myself this question my entire life and i cannot yet answer with certainty but i rlly relate to swamp maples

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

“damn im good at cutting my hair” (i chopped my bangs last night)

7. What shirt are you wearing?

a feminist tee shirt my cousin’s girlfriend made

8. What do you label yourself as?

a goth bitch. a gay motherfucker. a sleepy boi.

9. Bright room or dark room?

uhh i like a lot of natural light, i don’t have blinds on my windows so it can get bright but the best is early morning or evening when its pretty dark out and i have my string lights turned on. so i guess low-to-neutral lighting.

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

sleeping lol.

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

18 was reeeaal good but i’m gonna be 21 next and i am looking forward to that i think it will be a fun time

12. Who told you they loved you last?

my dad or my stepmom like yesterday probably

13. Your worst enemy?

not to be an edgelord but. my own brain probably.

14. What is your current desktop picture?

usually a pretty nature picture bc im a basic bitch, rn its this

15. Do you like someone?

um i like taylor swift

16. The last song you listened to?

the 10 hour version of “weightless” by marconi union (its my background music for nanowrimo)

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

hahah um idk if i can say this without the fbi showing up

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

no one in particular in this exact moment but. if a nazi shows up.

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

im uh not comfortable with this concept

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)

idk maybe my eyes i like my face a lot but i also like my arms a lot but also my hairy legs? beautiful.

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

first of all it would be pretty lit bc i’m genderfluid and i’d have a great time looking physically masc. so ideally i’d have long hair and a beard and i would just go for a hike and write and be beautiful.

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

i dont have anything thats a secret to everyone but like most people dont know that i used to snowboard all the time and was real fuckin good at it

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

that theres a monster in the toilet thats going to reach up and grab me while im peeing

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

alfalfa sprouts, sharp cheddar cheese, hummus, cucumbers, spicy mustard, turkey, and figs on rye bread

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

tattoo definitely

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

ICELAND

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

i literally have no idea what i like so. i would pass the offer on to my dad he is much wiser in the lore of alcoholic beverages than i am.

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

no TERFs.

29. What is your favorite expletive?

mother of fuck.

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

uh my journals

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

jesus christ. um. no im not getting into this shit here tbh i didnt read all these questions before reblogging this thing sorry.

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

iceland here i come.

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

of course Death is a cool entity you dont have to tell me that. anyway i have not yet lost someone in my family to death that i was super close to so. i’d bring back carrie fisher.

34. What was your last dream about?

i was in a deep crater trying to climb out to look beyond the rocks... i knew the ocean was supposed to be there and i was supposed to be able to see japan from there if i could climb up?? but when i got to the top and looked out, the ocean was gone and a barren landscape lay before me, images sliding into place like a powerpoint presentation superimposed on the sky of the apocalypse that had struck during my exile, the art and culture that was lost, the demise of the world. i climbed back down to chill in the bottom of my crater.

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?

yes i am a good.

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

yeah only three times i think but all within the same year.

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

hell yeah

38. What is the color of your socks?

not wearing any right now but the last pair i was wearing are orange, brown, and tan

39. What type of music do you like?

uhh lots of kinds but my top 3 are taylor swift, my chemical romance, and hayley kiyoko

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

sunrises but if i lived on the west coast and could watch the sunset on the water i might prefer that

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

chocolate

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)

i dont care about sports teams buddy

43. Do you have any scars?

yeah i have a bunch from just playing and doing weird shit in the woods and a lot from picking at bug bites for too long, but i also have a couple self-harm scars from a while back

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

idk exactly but im going back to school soon for environmental science and i’d love to do anything that lets me be outside and work with plants or animals

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

i’d either be born DMAB or have a brain that isn’t so goddamn forgetful

46. Are you reliable?

u mm idk i try to be but i am not for everyone

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

what do u regret not doing

48. Do you hold grudges?

i do but very selectively, only for like one or two people

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

um idk maybe i could combine goats and turkey vultures into some kind of goat/dragon/bird of prey. think of the mayhem.

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

i genuinely cannot remember sorry. but it was probably in an online forum in 2007 during the height of random humor.

51. Are you a good liar?

uhhh doubtful but i used to think i was good lol

52. How long could you go without talking?

i’ve gone a couple days without talking before and im sure i could go much longer, maybe months or years even altho it would not be healthy for me.

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

junior year when i thought i knew how to cut my own hair (but i really didn’t) and i wanted to look like a knockoff brand Skins character (and i really did). that wasn’t rlly good but it was fun and i dont regret it.

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

nah im not really a cake person

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

i can sometimes do a british accent which i’ve been told is convincing to american ears but is probably very overdone. i can’t speak other accents but my brain gets stuck thinking in scottish or like a cowboy accent from old westerns a lot of the time.

56. What do you like on your toast?

lots of stuff depending on my mood but my fav is a runny egg where the bread can soak up all the yolk.

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

eleven from stranger things

58. What would be you dream car?

i rlly rlly miss my old car that had to be junked almost a year ago. i don’t remember what kind it actually was but it was from the 80s and was a faded baby blue and small and boxy and the seats still smelled like cigars. any car from that time period but with a modern stereo + aux cord is the dream. or a big lesbian pickup truck like what bella has in twilight but with decent gas mileage. the dream.

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

yes but only if im home alone. what i do most in the shower is have imaginary conversations or pretend that i’ve been trekking through middle earth for four months without bathing and this is the first opportunity i’ve had to clean myself and i enjoy the shit out of it. or i pretend i’m a dragon.

60. Do you believe in aliens?

yeah dude definitely

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

no ive done that like maybe twice ever

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

R its just so good

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

dragons but i fuckgin love dinosaurs dude

64. What do you think about babies?

i’m a little awkward/insecure around them but i feel deeply protective when i hold one and in general i think theyre pretty awesome

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.

hah motherfucker u forgot to ask me one

[eledritch]

For unusual asks, the first 50 questions

jesus christ, anon…i’m only doing this because i’ve had enough caffeine, ur welcome:

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? none of the above, i download mp3 files from youtube and burn them to CD’s and shit

is your room messy or clean? pretty messy rn since i’m cleaning for college packing

what color are your eyes? greeeeen

do you like your name? why? yeah! “elena” means light/bright one and i like names with a lot of vowels, so other than the constant misspellings and mispronunciations yeah i like it.

what is your relationship status? single

describe your personality in 3 words or less: empathetic, sarcastic, idealistic

what color hair do you have? dark/medium brown

what kind of car do you drive? color? i don’t. driving freaks me out

where do you shop? i have a soft spot for goodwill, & i’m a big online shopper so amazon

how would you describe your style? comfy, dark colors, lots of bird patterns, and lately skimpy bc phoenix is actual hell and am i going to be wearing an actual decent shirt instead of the strappiest tank top crop top i own and shorts that barely cover my ass? no 

favorite social media account? uhh as in user?? i adore Hope for Paws on youtube

what size bed do you have? extra long twin (my leggies don’t fit well on a regular twin lmao)

any siblings? yeah one sister 2 years younger 

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? portland or san francisco, the houses there are cute as fuck and the cities are great

favorite snapchat filter? the pink kitty ears one and the bunny one

favorite makeup brand(s) rimmel, nyx

how many times a week do you shower? usually 5-7

favorite tv show? american gods & hannibal (bryan fuller ily)

shoe size? 9.5-10, i got me some big feet ;)

how tall are you? 5′7

sandals or sneakers? sneakers

do you go to the gym? nope

describe your dream date: hunting for cryptids together in the woods, finding mothman, not getting murdered, and having breakfast at 3 am at dennys

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? $40

what color socks are you wearing? im not

how many pillows do you sleep with? 3

do you have a job? what do you do? i work as a cashier at a sandwich place, we all kinda hate it but i get hella good food for super cheap, free iced tea, and good tips

how many friends do you have? hmmm…i’d say 5-10 friends who i’m comfortable sharing a lot with, 20-25 who i could hang out with regularly

whats the worst thing you have ever done? uh does writing really explicit fanfics for 6 years and managing to hide it from my parents the entire time via lies and omissions count? either that or the time i had edibles that was bad 

whats your favorite candle scent? lavender

3 favorite boy names: adrian, finn, oliver

3 favorite girl names: josephine, sylvia, bri(anna)

favorite actor? tom hiddleston or ricky whittle idk

favorite actress? sigourney weaver

who is your celebrity crush? i don’t think i have one!

favorite movie? pacific rim is up there, i would say crimson peak but incest

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? less these days, but i love the kid’s book may bird and the ever after

money or brains? why not both

do you have a nickname? what is it? i’ve been called E, Lena, and Elena Bolena

how many times have you been to the hospital? 5 or so

top 10 favorite songs currently: stupid for you (waterparks), the light behind your eyes (mcr), the end of all things (panic! at the disco), perfect places (lorde), feel it still (portugal.the man), hymn (kesha), i wanna get better (bleachers), new rules (dua lipa), unholy (hey violet), monsters (ruelle)

do you take any medications daily? yee i’m on daily birth control pills

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) oily, love bein a teen

what is your biggest fear? failure

how many kids do you want? N O N E 

whats your go to hair style? what’s styling your hair bc i dont lol

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) small/medium

who is your role model? my parents i guess

what was the last compliment you received? somebody told me i have nice hands??

what was the last text you sent? “ah got it just checkin”

i hope you’re happy anon