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OMG I LOVE ALL MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS SO MUCH IT ACTUALLY MAKES ME WANT TO CRY THEY WERE SO PERSONAL AND JUST AKSJHAHAHH
#its nice to know that people actually listen to me about stuff i like lol#because by bsf (@wormattourny) got me the chalice of gods book and i literally have never mentioned it to him#but ive been fangirling over percy jackson very hard lately and ahhhhhhh thank you so much#and my sisters fiance gave me a box of little perfume samples#ive been into scents lately and i was so happy#and my sister just painted me a picture!!! im making another post abt that in a sec#im very grateful for them
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Here's the comparision between the new gif & the old one from 4 years ago!
The wonders of being able to make gifs of sources better than a 3D screen capture...
#thats all we had tho hahah#people should be grateful they can play dgs so easily now!#we had yellowed blurry screen captures & bad#phone recordings; on top of the entirely of dgs2#being translated bits by bits by a kind soul#who updated 10 min of translation on thrusdays#and who had a like... 1 year hiatus#im very grateful for them
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what if it was a parliament of shoebill storks? A parliament of tawny frogmouths? Huh? @abz-j-harding? what then?
#im making this bc every time they reblog that one POR fanart i made them i get a ton of new followers and i am very grateful#a parliament of potoos would be terrifying btw#so it's a good thing its a#parliment of rooks#my art#birds
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enmi gintoki…………… orz
#bfy altered my neurons entirely that movie is actually crack made for me specifically#THE ANGST IS SO SO SAD. BUT SO SO GOOD#i’ve had these for soooo long but i just forgot to post them lmao#i think about him. a lot. Too much#enmi gin appeals to the part of my brain that thinks markings (smtiii remnant) and bandages are fucking cool#i LOVEEEE THIS DESIGNNNNNN ACK#it makes me feels so. hngh#his faint smile when he’s finally beaten and is near the end. someone wants me dead#fun fact though i couldn’t take them saying virus seriously bc of the fucking ill smith episode#i’ll be trying to listen to plot but everytime they mention viruses i start giggling incessantly#anyways#BE FOREVER YOROZUYA RUINED MY LIFE AND IM VERY GRATEFUL FOR THAT#sakata gintoki#be forever yorozuya#yorozuya yo eien nare#gintama#ok bye
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this ask got me thinking about the body swap au again lol here's a wip for what is eventually going to become a sketch dump post for the au aha. whenever i finish that.
#mishanks body swap au#mishanks#akataka#dracule mihawk#shanks#akagami no shanks#red haired shanks#one piece#one piece fanart#op fanart#it is SO weird to draw mihawk's face with a smile that big#and his eyebrows that earnestly happy lol. i know there's a canon panel/chapter cover of him laughing pretty big#but even in that one his eyebrows have a sort of > slant to them yknow? like. not mean but like. assured?#that is not an eyebrow shape mihawk makes often is what im sayin#benn when mihawk-as-shanks walks out of the captains quarters: woah where did u find shanks's boots?#also i didnt know shanks owned shirts like that?#(that shirt is a black blouse lol)#and mihawk is like 'actually this is one of my own shirts that i forgot here after one of my... sleepovers.' (he's started to blush.)#benn's grin is wide and VERY teasing. 'oh?' he asks in a question that lilts up with amusement.#mihawk finds it more grating than if benn just straight up made fun of him lol.
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Damn, what if KITR was one of Angel V1's creations, thats why she's so blocky and sharp!
v1's greatest creation!!! she can play with the drone!!!
#she is very precious to both of them#gabe remains confounded by how it made something this advanced#but he's also grateful that v1 saying 'im making my magnum opus' meant. a cat.#cake answers#doodle tag#risen v1#fallen gabriel#kitr
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the persona 3 protagonist 25th anniversary nui in food appliances!
#lizzy speaks#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#guys friendly reminder that this is what adulthood is about dont listen to anyone who calls you cringe#hence why im putting these in the main tags. i mean they're not incorrect for what the photos are about. lmao#anyway this was a very fun birthday!!! i feel very loved and supported by so many people and i got to do very fun things (like this)...#i think... birthday is like thanksgiving to me. in the gratitude respect.#a reminder of all the lovely people that i have gotten a chance to meet and how i've learned from them#it makes me very happy to have been born... i think every day is a great day to celebrate life's grandeur + brilliance + magnificence#it's just a very poignant and strong feeling that i have that i'm happy to have met so many wonderful people#and while there are some people i've only known for brief periods of time or people who i havent really been good at keeping in contact wit#i do cherish it! im so grateful. so happy that there are people who cheer my silly shenanigans on#while there are ways in which aging makes me go “oh hmm” i think overall i'm happy that i get to keep on living and learning#i have so much fondness for humanity and people... like even if i dont get to talk to ppl directly i just get very emotional yknow#like wow.. you exist.. thats so fucking awesome... i hope you have an awesome day... im glad our paths could cross#if you have read up to this point of my tags.. thank you for reading and being part of my life#i will keep on being the silliest guy ive ever known! cheers to more shenyanigans and self-discovery :3
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i was going through my snapchat memories from last year trying to find something and i was reminded that I had a really awful traumatizing experience in december that required a lot of healing really haven’t been the same since but almost every single day of that month I took a picture of my setup watching the new gamingmas video in my cozy safe room space and that’s just one lowkey depressing example but dnp have truly gotten me through so much and always been there for me at the end of the day idc how parasocial that sounds I’ve had so many countless nights over the past 10 years just rewatching their videos for comfort and I was so so young when I started watching them but their mere presence on the internet and the culture of the phandom taught me so much love and light and I’m just so happy to still be here in quite literally the best era of the phandom when they’re being their most authentic free and happy selves and I’ve made so many lovely friends on here and I really can’t believe im going to see them in person for the first time tomorrow and be surrounded by other phannies who share my special interest of these two lovely wonderful people who have nothing to apologize for bc they’ve been the best influence on my life
#really sorry for the personal and late night yap but#im just really emotional#i love them and you all so very much and im just really grateful and excited 🥺🩷#dnp#dan and phil#phandom#tit tour#blossoms.txt
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Hello, I hope you're having an amazing day!
I wanted to ask how you plan out your merchandise designs and what you want to sell! Your shop always has so many products and they're all very unique! So I'm just curious if you have a certain way of planning out what to sell and all that stuff. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and I hope you have an amazing day!!!!
there isn't really a rational thought process to me designing stuff! it pretty much boils down to:
possessed by demons that wont leave me alone OR "i want _____ with blorbos on it and no one else is selling it for me to buy" (saiousai atm........ pain peko)
saw interesting materials that allows you to try something cool/is relevant to a character's theme or visuals (spinner -> aven's roulette!!, ripple acrylics -> water effects -> furina!!, partitioned quicksand -> would look neat in a symmetrical design... like a playing card... what about lyney and lynette!!)
i make fanmerch for fun, so it's gotta entertain me too lol. on a practical side, i would say the fact i have a boring full time job unrelated to selling at cons means i also have the motivation/luxury to make unique or obnoxious or hyper-specific items... like giant spinning charms or doujin or thermal mugs for a seven year old sleepy fandom. lol
#ASK EVER#im very lucky and grateful for the support ive received! that's the other backbone to all this too#my merch is pure self indulgence but if my madness makes stuff u will ALSO enjoy. its a win:win for everyone#also: dont be fooled by this shop opening i dont usually have this many ideas at once. i just saved them all up lol#so this will probably be the only time i open shop this year. i think
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I found some pictures of me from 2019 and I'm experiencing such indescribable emotions
#shes so much fatter her face is wider and its covered in acne and patchy red marks#her hair is still its natural colour#she still has black glasses#she is NOT dressing like somebody who is trying to look nice. i think she gave up#i like looking at her tho. i dont hate it. i used to hate looking at pictures at the time#but im actually happy i still have them. i like her#makes me very grateful that i found something to treat my skin. the acne used to make me so sad#im so happy i dyed my hair. im so happy i like looking at me now#her bodytype is actually very cute tho. i wouldnt have minded if that didnt change kinda makes me feel awkwardly scrawny by comparison#i dont know what im trying to say it just feels WEIRD and i wanna cry but im not sure in a happy or sad way#she just looks so different from me in so many uncomfortable ways. i know she feels very ugly#i like her. i liked seeing her. she was cute in her own way#im happy that she doesnt feel ugly anymore
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So I wrote this next song a few days before my nineteenth birthday. And, um, back then, I was so terrified of change, and I was especially afraid of growing up. And I'd, like, cry at all my birthday parties as a child. Very, very emo.
Now that I'm 21, I don't feel afraid of growing up at all. In fact, I'm really, really looking forward to it. And, um, if I could give any advice to the 18-year-old girl who wrote this song, I'd tell her not to worry so much, and that she has no idea how many magical, magical things are waiting just around the corner for her. So, uh, with that, here's "teenage dream".
- Olivia Rodrigo at the Guts World Tour before playing teenage dream
#i love this speech SOOO SOO MUCH#it's like she took words out of my brain and put them together beautifully#and teenage dream the song that you are#and like yeah i used to hate birthdays too idk it seemed like a ticking clock like time is running out#for what i don't know#but now that im 21 i feel like okay i look forward to 22 and 23 and 25!! how wonderful to be able to live on my own#and have fun with my friends and have a small life that's completely mine!! it's scary like yeah what if things don't work out#what if yeah they all say that it gets better it gets better but what i don't#but idk growing up has given me perspective like even if it won't be perfect it'll still be okay there are not only two#options one happy one sad it's more of a spectrum and life naturally deviates between them no matter who you are#and that's okay!!!! you wouldn't be able to appreciate being happy if you've never known sadness#and tbh all of this is just a part of being human the whole experience and im very grateful for it#okay getting emo at 1 pm because i saw the tour movie but anyway i love liv soooo much#she even accepted a gift cowboy hat from fans that said 'gays for livvie' that's so cute!!!! she's the bestest#olivia rodrigo#teenage dream#guts world tour#guts world tour movie
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Mama I made it !!!
My OC ship got into the top searched on Pinterest even though I never posted anything there !!!
LFGGGG ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
A win is a win ✊🥲
#Just gotta get this off my chest#Pinterest is basically just Google but you can post stuff too#Pinterest is a search engine#and it's doing it's job#anyway this isn't a rant or smth but more of a 'a win is a win'#ngl pinterest comments are different breeds from Tumblr or Twitter or anything really#some are very nice and cute while some are... not really nice. OCs are not accepted very much by the pinterest users#cuz pinterest isn't a home for fandom. It's basically just google lmao but people can comment on the pictures.#But I rlly do appreciate people commenting and crediting me on the comments+directing them to tumblr. So Im really really grateful for yall#and I think the watermarks are pretty doing its job if people are not crediting me properly#anyway#A WIN IS A WIN#I know I made it when my arts are being reposted without credits or just casually browsing pinterest and like “wait... that's my art” 😂#artist struggles#sleepy's thoughts
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HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY TPN!!!!!!
i thought it would be fun to celebrate by redrawing the first full tpn piece i ever made! this series means so so much to me and im so grateful for it <3
original from february 2022 under the cut!
#skye's doodles#YAYAYAAAAAAAAA i finished this at like. almost exactly midnight last night <3 skye master of deadlines#i am so so happy w this looking at these pieces side by side just fills me w this sense of accomplishment. im proud of where my art is now#especially happy w the improvement in my colors n anatomy... n also using more funky shapes w my character designs#speaking of designs im really really happy w my designs for these guys especially emma and ray. skye faves get the latino beam <3#the vida was still hell i vividly remember procrastinating on those bastard flowers for a week w the old one. very happy w them though <3#anyway. im soo grateful for this community ive made some really great friends here. i love yoy#and lastly im thanking ray <3 i genuinely cannot put into words how much he has meant to me over this fixation. he is everything to me <3#the promised neverland#tpn#yakusoku no neverland#tpn emma#tpn norman#tpn ray#tpn don#tpn gilda#tpn phil#tpn conny
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Another thing about living alone: every time i neglect the dishes for a day and they start piling up around the sink im always irrationally hurt and confused, like where did you guys come from? How did you get here? theres so many more of you than i expected
#Jrnlsht#I used to be that roommate who did all the dishes for everybody#Mostly because i kind of like doing the dishes and i really like knowing i made someone elses day easier :)#Like my roommates were always very grateful and it made them happy#Now if i do the dishes the only person im making happier is me#And apparently thats not enough motivation to convince me i need to do the dishes more regularly than once a day
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My brother finally has some time to spare and has said he will take me to some petshop to sort the dogs out properly! We need to get them soft training treats to fill the tin, replacement squeaky toys for recall training, a distraction/brain-teasing toy for when i am working at home with just the puppers and some wet dog food for the resident fussy eater (not belle. She eats anything.)
Just incase you feel like it! ⬇️
Pypl Cshpp
#I have been saying all this to my parents for months but they have been so busy they haven't had time to consider it#Since it's mostly me dealing with the doggos at any given time I feel like I have a very good handle on where they are at and what they need#I'm so grateful that someone else in this family now has the time and energy to help me with this!!#These creatures deserve the best. And i am determined to give it to them.#Any coins you could toss our way would really help me immediately bc im working on the tail end of last months budget!#By that i mean I'm on my last fiver but I really don't want to let this opportunity pass me by#Theyll be looked after well (as usual) regardless anyway regardless of course But i have this nagging desire to do better for them. Always
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i love ryomina
no but seriously. even when i’m thinking about other things that captivate my interest, i find myself coming back to them and feeling like i fell down three whole flights of staircases every time i do. they are one of my favorite pairs in media and are very special to me.
it’s the way that ryoji and minato’s lives are inevitably intertwined with each other due to the circumstances 10 years ago on the moonlight bridge. without no minato, there is no ryoji. minato as he is today is because of ryoji. they have irreparably affected each other’s lives that you cannot discuss one without bringing up the other one.
ryoji mochizuki, who is death, pharos, thanatos, nyx avatar, the man of many names and identities, is the perfect summation of p3′s messages and themes.
minato arisato, the wildcard and protagonist, who has boundless kindness in his actions despite the unfortunate cards handed to him.
the two of them complement each other and tell a beautiful story from start to finish.
minato’s personas capture this perfectly. he awakens to orpheus, who’s flames burns bright, is snuffed out by thanatos during the encounter against the arcana magician. a visual precursor of the idea that ryoji stole from the life that minato could have had.
it’s the way that over the course of the game as minato interacts with pharos, talking throughout the dark hour, forging a bond that cannot be broken, that allows ryoji to exist. minato humanizes death.
november. the bells toll, calling the appriser. and yet, it’s peaceful... quiet, and full of life. ryoji, who breaks free from death’s chains, refusing his role, is given the chance to live for a month. to make the most of the humanity that minato has given him over those ten years. and what a life he lived. ryoji’s life is a reflection of what minato’s life could have been like in another universe.
it is the way the two of them are reflections of each other. ryoji with his hair down is just like minato. they are both stubbornly committed to choosing to be kind, to love life, yet are chained down by the cards the narrative dealt them with. they finish each other’s sentences, knowing each other intimately in a way no one else does.
how is that, a boy who lived for only one month, profoundly changes the course of the narrative? he is simultaneously relevant and irrelevant. blink, and you miss it, the beautiful life that he led.
ryoji is horrified at the revelations of being the appriser. he who so desperately wished to forget that his existence was meant to bring the end to all life, was unable to escape the inevitability of death. in a non-human way, of course. he becomes remorseful. a shadow of his brief time as a human who was enamored by the small beautiful things that life had to offer.
he is swallowed by grief. grief knowing that his very existence will take away not only minato’s life, but everyone else’s. the very thing that ryoji loved- life, fundamentally went against the role he was born for- to be the harbinger of death. and unable to grapple with this sadness he believes that the best thing for minato to do is to kill him, so that SEES can live in bliss not knowing about their inevitable end.
SEES is left rattled, calling into question what the meaning of life is and what they do when faced against the inevitability of death.
and!!! minato chooses!! for ryoji to live!! even in spite of what ryoji is MEANT to embody, minato still stubbornly chooses to defy death itself! and if that’s not cool i don’t know what is!! minato wants everyone to have the chance to live!!
so he climbs. he ascends tartarus, to meet ryoji, again, who is now the nyx avatar. and i just think there’s something so so beautiful about being able to use messiah, minato’s ultimate persona, against nyx avatar.
messiah, being the fusion of orpheus and thanatos is peak ryomina to me. because ryoji and minato have established an unbreakable bond from having been entwined for 10 years, minato still has a piece of death with him, and by proxy!! ryoji is able to defy and rebel against nyx trying to bring the fall! and i think that’s fucking cool shit if you ask me!
even when all of the arcanas have been gone through, it’s still not enough to stop the fall. and yet. minato knows. in the way that ryoji was sealed in minato 10 years ago by aigis... minato becomes the great seal so that everyone can live. it comes full circle.
march rolls around. he fulfills his promise to SEES on graduation day. minato dies from exhaustion. but goddamn does his sacrifice make me weep- he’s had such, such a tiring journey. he’s been through so many things because he was at the wrong place at the wrong time. but at the end of it all, he’s reunited with ryoji in death.
and i think this is why ryomina continues to evoke so much emotions for me, to this day. the relationship that they have embodies so much of persona 3′s messages and themes that it makes me feel like a microwave with nothing running in it.
p3′s message is very hopeful, for me. my favorite takeaway from it is that even if death is inevitable, appreciating the life that we were given and choosing to live as best as we can with kindness (even if we can’t feasibly do everything), is just? really nice? and you see this manifest in both ryoji and minato’s personalities and what they do for the other characters.
ryomina just feels so distinct to me, the flavor that their relationship ties back to my favorite takeaways from this game and im just!! god!! i love you minato arisato! i love you ryoji mochizuki! im so glad that i could meet them! i’m happy that they changed my life! they made me want to appreciate the connections in life even if they were fleeting! they made me!! want to pay attention to the good moments in life and cherish them!
i love ryomina so much!!! i’m so glad that these two could bring so much joy into my life! and i hope that others can have this joy too! 💛💙
#lizzy speaks#persona 3#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#meta#long post#(literally)#HI SO UM YESTERDAY I COULDN'T FUCKING SLEEP so to cope i was like 'i will talk out loud about anything and everything'#and somehow that turned into me talking about ryomina out loud and something about verbalizing my thoughts made me feel crazy about these-#two again. i mean for the record i continue to love them always very dearly but like my p3 braincells sometimes go into hibernation bc-#ive been on a really huge splatoon kick. but anyway my voice was like cracking at 3am because i was tearing up#i was like 'THE!! IM! SO NORMAL ABT WHAT ORPHEUS AND THANATOS AND MESSIAH SYMBOLIZE' etc etc etc#so i kinda just went to sleep like 'ok well you GOTTA type it out. everyone needs to know about this.'#and um i didnt mean to make 1069 words! sorry! not really! but i love them!!! even if im very quiet these days!#ohhh how lucky i am to have had the chance to experience ryomina they are such a gem. they make me so goddamn emotional#they really mean a lot to me because of well. (gestures at the entire post) but also they came at a really good point of my life and FUCK!!#im so so grateful to them!!! i love them!!!! the themes that their relationship and characters convey just !! IM SO NORMAL ABOUT IT!!!#they've affected me so profoundly and deeply and i wish i could make better art to get this across. but its ok. one day i can. one day#they make me so fucking talkative like actually but um. i had a lot of fun writing this! i dont think ive had like. a proper appreciation-#post for them that articulates why i like them so much (unless you count the essays i write in my art tags) so it was nice to make this.#admittedly theres a lot abt p3 that im rusty on since its been a goodwhile since ive interacted with the source material#and in a way you could say that like. i need to renew my p3 license LMAOOO but god some parts of p3 still have such a huge death grip on me#and what i mean by that is that the big Fucking Events have such!! clarity!! in my mind!! i recall them and i wilt on the spot!!#oh god i cant fucking shut up. the tags are probably 500 words long. enjoy my ramble. i wish every ryomina enjoyer a Good Life <3#actually no. i hope that EVERYONE on the dash today has something that sparks joy for them the way ryomina does for me.#everyone deserves 2 have something that makes their brain do a little excited dance that makes them blow up and explode. its good for u!#BYE FOR REAL this is why i have to post my thoughts very spread out otherwise yall would have so many WORDS on ur dash pls help i have so#many emotions and i am so tiny i cannot possibly fit all the feelings i have about ryomina and other things inside my tiny little body
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