#im very excuted about this

[itsbubbleteataro]

Heloo! :D I saw your request are open so i decided to send one! what would be Sunday's reaction to a Furina!s/o? If that's a tad bit confusing, can you do Sunday's reaction to his s/o performing Sinners Finale (Furina's execution song) and the execution if you're feeling angsty :3 (You dont need to add that part if you dont want to) SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH IM REALLY BAD AT EXPLAINING

can i be 🤸 anon pls :3

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You bet you can! Sorry 🤸 if it's not as you'd like but I did have a lot of fun writing about it. I kept some elements that I really enjoyed and found some nice music to listen to in the prosess. I had a lot of fun brainstorming in a cafe with some coffee!

Sorry about my posting being all over the place, moving across the country in the next few months will keep one busy! Anyways heads up this will pull at the heart strings,

Without anymore stalling, I present

La Danse du Chagrin

"Long, long ago, on a small planet named La Sec, a tradition old as the aeons persisted. Every 500 years a lottery was to be held. The winner is said to preform a dance so wonderful that the skies themselves weep and bring this dry and starved planet the water it desires"

You've told this story to Sunday as many times as he asked. Every time he seemed more and more enthralled within the sad story.

The very same story you told him when he first found you, one of of his many trips outside of Penacony.

He saw you dancing for the very first time, a style he wasn't familiar with at first. You lived gracefully, going up en point as if it were as easy as breathing.

The two of you met when he went to extend an invitation, to invite you to dance for the dreamscape. You soon became one of the more popular shows to go to when Robin wasn't present.

It was just after one of your shows, you and Sunday were in your dressing room. Him away from the public eye, watching you make yourself perfect before your next performance.

Sunday's always liked that about you, how your always perfect when you dance, as well as when you dress for the day or for the stage.

A bloodhound knocks on the door to the dressing room, prompting Sunday to get up and answer it as you were busy making sure your hair was perfect. Sunday was handed a note, addressed to you. He passed it along, setting it down on your table while he took his seat again.

Carefully you opened it, taking the note in hand and reading it. You bit your lip, keeping as stoic an expression as you could muster.

"Well my dear dove, it seems we have a show to attend in La Sec. I do hope you will come watch me dance, they did personally invite me too"

You said as you stood up, turning to face him. In hand your point shoes. In the other a red tambourine with matching velvet ribbons tied to it. Your dress a silky white with blood red accents.

"By of course my dear, it seems we are to depart?"

You nodded your head and walked side by side with him.

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Arriving home was just like you expected. Dry, the earth cracked and starved for water. You took Sunday to Palace d'ear. A grand palace with many a room and beautiful gardens made of stones instead of lush greens. Inside tall ceilings with paintings.

Sunday looked at the paintings, filled with beautiful dancers, tales of woe and sorrow. Some of excutions.

The two of you walked on, further and further. You directed Sunday to a stage, and had him sit in the audience, while you went off to speak with an official.

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It had been about an hour, he noticed a spinning blue sword above the stage, he figured it was just an effect. After all, it is a stage.

He blinked as he looked at you, then, the music started to play.

He watched you dance both your and his favorite solo, La Esmeralda Finale .

Your white dress swirled around you as you danced, your pristine point shoes matching your skin as always. Your hair half up and half down. Sunday always lived watching you dance.

The music ended as you held your final pose. As Sunday stood clap, the blue sword he saw beforehand stopped spinning, and came crashing down with a thunk.

Your dress was stained red, like the bow in your hair.

His eyes, wide in horror. No one had explained the sacrifice to him.

He bolted to the stage when he could, cradling what was left of you as he watched your body turn to little blue droplets and head into the sky.

Your bloodied point shoes, held close to his chest as it started to rain outside.

Oh what a terrible day for rain.

He clutched your beloved shoes close to his heart. He started to sob.

First he was robbed of his sister, now of his beloved? How the world was cruel to him.

He stayed long past the crowd leaving, gathering up your belongings to take them back to his home, your home.

Sunday never went to a ballet again, it wasn't the same.

How he wished he could have watched you keep dancing on for him

[thatcheeseycandle]

//SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 31 OF IN PURSUIT OF SELF

DING DING DING IVE REBLOGGED THE CHAPTER ITS TIME FOR THE REACTION TO IPOS CHP 31 WOOOOOOOOO

AGHGHSHDHFBFHSB THE TITLE CARD, AS ALWAYS, GOT ME HYPEDDDD AUDISJHA HD JSHANCBANDNDN

Wiat HWTA WHAT WHAT IN THE WORLD HAPPENED?????

Ay AYYYYYY GREEN ARROW HERE AS EMPTIPNAL SUPPORT BEHAKAHDHD

AweewjahddvAJWSHAHDBDB FOUND FAMILY MOMENT NUMBER ONE

Oh no OH GOSH TORNADO- BEHAHAHAHHAHDJAHDHAHAH NGL WHEN I FIRST HEARD OF IT TOO I HAD THE SAME FEELING HEHAHAHDBNA

Okay boiler sludge is a fair name for it actually HEHAJHDNNNFNF

Oh OH TRUST ME TORNADO THEY REALLY ARE-

Arrow ARROW JUSKO- THE CATS ARE FIGHTING AGAIN THEY REALLY ARE-

Ay AY AN ARGUEMENT???? OKAY IM KINDA RECALLING ON WHAT IT COULD BE- WAIT PARDON????? OKAY THATS GOOD ARROWS TRYNA YKNOW BE GOOD

helahdDGHELAUSGD I NEEDED A FEW SECONDS TO PROCESS WHAT SHE JUST SAID IM SORRY BEHAHABDHD

I JUST GOT A QUICK FLASHBACK TO WHAT TAW VALLEY SAID ABOUT EVERYONE FLIRTING WITH SCOT WHEN I REAF THAT AND I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD BE TRUE NGL

Oh to be not famous and oh to just live peacefully- (insert very loud opera music)

Yes YES FIESTY TORNADO BEHAHF

AHEHAHDBD YES TORNADO ONE OF THE TRUEST WORDS YOUVE EVER SAID THEY ARE A CUTE COUPLE

Im sorry TAW VALLEY SAID WHAT NOW???? OHHHH BOYYY IM ALL EARS I REALLY AM IM ALL EARS ALL EYES AND EARS

Ohhh OHHHSHSHDHDKDBD TORNADO YKNOW ITS TIME SHE LEARNT ABOUT THE LOVE TRIANGLE THOSE TWO HAD BEHAJAHHDHS

Im very VERY EXCUTED THIS BIT NOW GOT ME EXCITED FOR THE NEW BLOG HEKAHFKD OOOHH THE TENSION

Ay AY AY WHAT WHATAFAQ TRURO???

Wait WINSTON KNEW?? HE KNEW ABOUT NORTH WHATAGBSADAKAKA HOW WHEN HUH

Oi OI WAIT AYYYY GOLD AND DP1 LETS GOAOAYDJFB THEYRE HERE

Yeah YEAHH THE COOL KIDS BEJAJDH

Ph wait.. OHW AHATA WAIT WIAY IS TRURO GONNA TURN HUMAN??? IS HE???

Wait WINSTON ITS STARTING TO STACK IP HES GONNA TRUROS GONNA DO IT

Truro TRURO YOU LITTLE YOU DO LOOK GOOD FOR GODS SAKE

Oh OH? WELL.. YEAH I MEAN NGL TRURO HAS A POINT NOW CONSIDERING THAT- BUT STILL HES RIGHT YEAHHH

Yeah YEHJAFJJAHAHSBC

Lady WHATSG OH EHS GONNA GO HES GONNA TODAYS THE DAY HES GONNA DO IT

WOAH WOAGDHQOWAOAGD AYAYAYAY AY AY AY

Oh Gold COME ON- THEYRE MORE THAN RELIABLE THEYRE COOL AND LOTS MORE WORDS I DONT REMEMBER BUT I KNOW FIT THEM

Ayy AYYY YEAHHAHAGD

Wait WIAT KING EDWARD II KING WDMEJSH YEAH SHAKR HER OFF DO IT DO ITYOU CAN DO IT YOU CNA DODO TUTJTKTTTT

King ed wjandd KING ENEEWARDD AHSHGKGJJA NAOOOOOO

Wait wait WAIR SIRNGEL??! 1??1?11!5????? WHATDTH

God HE HAS TO REST SOMEONE GIVE THIS MAN A BREAK-

As soon as I read King George's dialogue I STOOD UP FORM MY BEAD WYAYYEHAHAHSHDHHAHAHAHAHA FINALALAAAYSYYYYYY SHES DEAD SHES GONE SHES GONNA DIE FINALALALDTHAJ 1ST HNWNSNDBD

Ohhh OIHHOHOHOJJ GETETEVHER TSTNANEIRJT YEAHHH LET SGOGOOOOO SHES FINALLYYYYYYY SHES FINALLY DONE FOR LETS GOGOOOOO

Guess shes GOING BACK TO HISTORY CLASS HEJAHFMEKDNFB SHES FINALLY GONNA BR DONE FOR FIMALFYAHBD AFTER SO LONG SHES FINALLYYYY DONE

YOU LTIYKTLEE YOU LITTLESHE IS NOT THAT IF SHE WERENT THERE THE PLACE WOULD PROBABLY BE A MESS

Yes YES EYSGSGDYE GO STANIER HO GOGOGOGOGOGOGOOOO

OHGOHIHOGODOGOHOHON CAINE WAS HER SON????????? NOW PEOPLE THAT IS HOW YOU CONNECG PEOPLE TOGETGER IN WRITING OHGMSUODJSHFBFB I DIDNT WHAT OKAY I DIDNT EXPECT THUS GOGYSMFUUSUFKCJV

ATTEMPTED HOMICIDE????????? GWARATAHSGAGSRA

YOU LTITKLEE MS PARSOSN WHWY WODYSLS DYOSUDBDOTVRHAISI WHY OWUDLD YOU DO THIS TO US WHY WHAYHSHAAAAAAAA

SHE DIDNT HAVE TO DO IT

I had to pause form typing CAUSE MU GODOSHDB I COUDLTJNS LOSE KING EDWARD II ISTG ATLEAST KING GEORGE

MY HEART IS NOT OKAY.

Oughfjfhgv OUGUFJSHF GOD THIS BIT HURT ME THE MOST AGAGSHAHAGGAHAHAA

Oh OH TRURO IS THERE TRUROS THERE YUP WERE ONTO TRURO'S POV NOW

Somebody IMSOEEBOSDY COVER HIS EYES HE CANT SEE HIS FIANCE LIKE THSI HE CANT NOT NOW AAAAAAA

Mallard MALLARD YOU LITTLE AAAAAAVSHRJWHAGDHF NO YOU DO NOT CALL TRURO THAT MY GOSH

I needed a moment of silence to process what just happened.. WHATA WHAT. IM VERY CONCERNED FOR TRURO AND GADWALL- BUT HEY ATLEAST GADWALL CAN TALK NA CAUSE YKNOW ITS GONNA COME IN HANDY

Oh OHHHH WE GOING TO PENDENNIS HERE WE GO

I almost REHFELL GOFF MY BREBD IS THAT HIS TRUE NAME?????? NO WAY HE JUST USED HIS TRUE NAME OGHAMFUSYAJDB

"But it is hard to convince myself of my worth." HERE COMES THE TEARS THEYRE FLOWING

Im aorry CLUNC ASYLE DID WHTACA NOW? SHE HAS THE NERVE TO SAY THAT CAUSE ITS RICH THAT A FACT SHE'S TECNICALLY TOGETHER WITH UNION

BEHEJABDBSHS POOR PENDENNIS HES JUST CONFUSED ON HOW TRURO DID THAT HEHAHAHDBHWBDHDNDMSA

AQERJAUEYEHDB AWESHSB ITS OLD ART OF TRURO AND SCOT AT THE ENSNWHAJDHSNFB

And hey I FINISHED IT BEFORE DINNER HRJAHDNDHF WELL DONT I FEEL FULL ENOUGH TO NOT EAT EHAJDBD (full of tears HEKSFBS)

WOOO OKAY THAT WAS ANOTHER EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER EXCEPT THE MAIN EMOTION WAS SHOCK SO YEAH ANOTHER WELL-DELIVERED PLOT THAT HAD EACH BIT OF IT SMOOTHLY YET SHARPLY DELIVERED

Conclusion: A VERY WELL WRITTEN FANFIC BY REDWYVERNWRITES

(Im very VERY hyped for next chapter BEJAHDJDGC)

[tsfnm]

Star fruit: hi everyone my name is Star fruit and i have all my friends here there all willing to answer your questions... well maby not all of them.. anyway say hi guys

Ink fruit: hello everyone im a bounty hunter and if yall couldn't tell im an inkling with an Australian accent dont mind my custom made weapon made by star fruit over here its nothing like any weapons that sheldon makes

God fruit: hello there im an angel and a protector of all my friends here u may call me god fruit even though im not a god but im am powerful

Derp fruit: hewo mi names derp fuit

Star fruit: his name is derp fruit actually he is not very smart most of the times

Derp fruit: excut me iom talkin. Annywa im joust haer to halve a gud tiome

Dark fruit: ...... hi.... im dark fruit sorry if i dont talk that much im just have this coller on me for prevention of as star fruit puts it "mass cachos" im a dark figure with red glowing eyes if any of u couldn't frickin tell but i can care less about getting questions from any of you but if u want do it anyway its not like i can actually stop u or anything

[imjellyannrvs]

𝚅𝙰𝙻𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙴𝚂 𝙳𝙰𝚈

own story

There was a girl named clarisse a college student who has intoxicutiy beauty (metaphor) and clever clarisse has a friend named kimberly who always comforts her when clarisse fights with his boyfriend after there class kimberly and clarisse had a conversion

Clarisse: how the day kimberlly

Kimberlly: im fine clarisse how about you,are you not excited in this coming valentines day

Clarisse: of course I am excited are you not

Kimberlly: of course I am excited I am kuzzing with exicitement right now

Clarisse: don’t tell me you already have a boyfriend youre did not even tell me

Kimberlly: lets just say I have my secretadmirer

Clarisse: then will see you tommorow

Kimberll: okay bye

During valentine day clarisse was very excuted expect her boyfriend to give a present in the university valentines day unfolded like a symphony af love with whispers floats through the air like delicate melodies and laughter rescnaty like joyful harmoines the school have so many booths and activites (visual) and of these in the anonymous letter that can be sent to the girl making the gigle a bubbling brook light and meloduos (Auditatory) dancing through air the scent of roseswrated (oldfactory) the windows intetwing the aroma of sweet chocolate (oldfactory) creating a sensory feast for the olfaactory senses the taste of candy hearts added to a tactile richers of the hallways warmth (thermal) radiated between them like a comforty (simile) embrace complety the sensorybexperience of the enchanting day (methonomy) in the corridor kim received a anonymous present from some where the student office will be the one who will give the letter and present

Kim: why are you so sad clarisse

Clarisse:nah… im just a bit disappointed

Kim: mabye your boyfriend is to busy today

Clarisse: well lets just say the cupids arrow didn’t quite hit the mark in my boyfriend today (understatement)

Clarisse: was confused about her boy friend behavior shes thinkinh that there might something that is happening in her boyfriend because in their past years

Ryan:(herboyfriend) was always making efforts for her but he always been definsive when clarisse is asking her what wrong but kim keeps in conforting

Kim: why are not speking right now

Ryan: clarisse and I was fighting

Ryan and clarisse was breaking up because of her friend and ryan and kim has a relationship clarisse tear like a flood (hyperbole)

Clarisse you to will be full of hatred in heart but I will be become I good person even my heart broken because of you two

Clarisse was move on in her boy friend but clarisse find his true love name michael and the two was 5 years and they going to get married

[liljakonvalj]

I thought I'd start out with a brief summarization if the story. I plan to use this as a index of kind as well. (This is basically translated from the lyrics booklet because I'm not good at summarising).

Just a few notices: I've never actually seen this musical, despite having been in love with it for over 10 years, so if i get anything wrong please tell me :)

This will be based on the swedish version, and based around the official CD recording. Some songs are called different names in the CD and the musical, but I'll use the CD names here in the index and specify for each song if it does have a different name in the musical.

I'll use both the little booklet that came with the CDs and a booklet with the lyrics for audiences that was printed for the show when it was put up in Stockholm 1998.

Story act 1

We are in the 19th century and Nils has been spending the last 25 years struggling with removing rocks from his farm, Korpamoen in Småland, when one day a rock falls on him, shattering his hip and leg. He can no longer farm the land and his eldest son, Karl Oskar, who is barely of age, convinces him to sell him the farm. Karl Oskar knows having a farm is not a one man job and sets out to meet the person he has in mind (Prolog).

Kristina from Duvemåla sits on her swing and dreams of her beau, Karl Oskar. She sing about the road she knows him to walk towards her and their meeting place (Duvemåla hage). When Karl Oskar comes he tells her of his new investment and proposes to her. They wed at Duvemåla (Min lust till dig).

Karl Oskar's younger brother - Robert the dreamer - is sent off by his parents to serve as a farmhand at another, bigger, farm. During his walk to his new employer and home he stops by a brook and thinks that as the brook long for the ocean he longs for freedom in the New World (Ut mot ett hav).

The first two years go well for Kristina and Karl Oskar. But during the third year all crop is drowned in rain and the fourth year's crop is ruined by drought. It's hard to feed the growing family and Karl Oskar longs for a nation where wheat rises high on the fields, not like it is at home where he constantly has to struggle (Missväxt).

Robert comes to Karl Oskar and Kristina. His master has given him a hard beating and he wants to get his inheritance so he can leave for North America. Karl Oskar is happy to announce he too have gone with similar thoughts, but Kristina stops their plans (Nej).

Kristina's uncle Danjel holds a forbidden prayer congregation in his house (Lilla skara). They are found out by the authorities who forbid them from meeting anymore, and they forbid Danjel from preaching (Aldrig).

Food is scarce and everyone is hungry. Kristina has birthed a new baby and gathers ingredients for "christeningporridge". The eldest daughter Anna discover the porridge, however, and cannot resist eating it. Starved as she is her stomach cannot handle the abundance of food as it bloats her stomach and she dies. Kristina despairs- she cannot keep her children safe even on dry land, maybe her husband is right in that they'll fare better crossing the ocean? (Kom till mig alla)

Kristina is terrified of the journey, she's never even seen the sea before, but Karl Oskar only sees possibilities. Joining them is Danjel, his family, Ulrika the local prostitute, her illegimate daughter Elin and Arvid the farmhand (Vi öppnar alla grindar).

The trip is terrible (Bönder på havet). Kristina discover she has lice and wrongfully accuses Ulrika as the one to blame (Löss). There are horrible storms and Kristina gets very sick with scurvy. Karl Oskar despairs at her bedside, afraid of losing her (Stanna, Begravning till Sjöss).

At last the emigrants reach New York. There they see people in beautiful clothes who pays them no mind (A Sunday in Battery Park). They are given an apple and Kristina remineses over the apples at home (Hemma).

The journey continues by boat and train by many days and nights (Från New York till Stillwater). One rainy night they are left at a dock with nowhere to go, but the baptist pastor Jackson shows up and invites them all to his house. The women are amazed of how well he takes care of them, as well as a woman might (Tänk att män som han kan finnas).

They reach the lake Ki-Chi-Saga where Karl Oskar and Kristina intend to build their new home (Kamfer och lavendel). But Robert and Arvid wants to travel to California and the gold fields to find their fortune, despite Karl Oskar's reservations (Drömmen om guld). Kristina gives birth once more and tells her baby of how it won't get to experience her homeland (Min astrakan).

Act 2

Kristina seems to be alone in being homesick (Överheten) but Karl Oskar sees how she feels and show her Anna's shoes and they remind them both why they left Sweden (Ljusa kvällar om våren).

It's Christmas and Karl Oskar and the children surprise Kristina with a new iron cast stove (Präriens drottning). Guests arrive to celebrate the holiday but the party ends with a row between Karl Oskar and the trapper Nöjd about who really is the owner of the lands (Vildgräs).

Robert returns from the gold fields a broken man and tells Kristina of how he has come to grips with his destiny (Jag har förlikat mig till slut) and how he lost Arvid (Guldet blev till sand). The money Robert gave Karl Oskar turn out to be counterfeit and he becomes furious with his brother (Wild cat money). Hurt by his brothers words and sickly Robert leaves. He stops by a brook and lie down to die (Ut mot ett hav).

Ulrika has had many suitors (Vill du inte gifta dej med mej). But she tells Kristina (Ett Herrans underverk) that she has decided upon the pastor Jackson and that she'll become a baptist like him (Down to the sacred wave).

Kristina suffers a miscarriage and the doctor says if she falls pregnant again she'll die (Missfall). For the first time in her life Kristina feels her faith crumble with doubt. How can God take away her child, her native land and now her husband (Du måste finnas)? After some time (Skördefest) she overcomes her doubts and resolves to put her life in God's hands (Här har du mig igen). She falls pregnant once more (Red Iron/Kära Herre, hjälp mig trösta). The other settlers flee for their lives from the war that breaks loose (Var hör vi hemma?) But Karl Oskar and Kristina remain. They've sent for apple seeds from back home. During its fourth year the flowers manages to survive the frost and just as the fruit becomes ripe Kristina dies (I gott bevar).

[19180901]

OSHSJSHSJSHSJSHJSNSSH I’M SO HAPPY THERES A NEW NINJAGO BLOGGFGGFFEHEHDHSHSHBD

OKAY OKAY OKAY WHAT IF LLOYD AND KAI (Seperate) GIRLFRIEND IS AN ELEMENTAL MASTER OF LAVA YES I KNOW ITS ALMOST LIKE KAI BUT THIS IS FANFICTION!

LIKE JANAI FROM THE DRAGON PRINCE WHENEVER SHE GETS LIKE REALLY ANGRY AND MY HOMEGIRL GOT SOME ANGER ISSUES HER ENTIRE BODY TURNS INTO LIKE LAVA TYPE OF SKIN AND THEY TRY TO CALM HER DOWN! IF YOU DONT WATCH THE DRAGON PRINCE I RECOMMEND WATCHING THIS

https://youtu.be/mIwidDvNins

JANAI STARTS TO TRANSFORM IN 01:04

OKAY SORRY FOR THE CAPS IM JUST SO EXCITED IM GONNA SHUT UP NOW

- 🌙

OMGAGAHSHAH IM KICKING MY FEET AND SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW RN IM SO HAPPY I NEVER THOUGHT ID ACTUALLY GET REQUESTS AND LIKES AND SHIT LIKE THAT FROM THESE?? AAAAaaa a

IDK IF I SHOULD DO HCS OR A DRABBLE SO IM JUST GONNA DO HCS!! (SEND ME ANOTHER ASK IF YOU WANTED A DRABBLE, ILL MAKE ANOTHER VERSION !!)

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⤵ YOU'RE SO UPSET WITH ME...

. . 𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐋𝐀𝐕 - 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 .ᐟ

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✣ . Kai and Lloyd (separate) x Master of Lava!fem!reader with anger issues !

➟ Lowercase intended.

➟ CW: Mild swearing, use of "princess" once. But overall it's just crack and fluff, and completely safe!

The timeline is up to you.

I didn't know if you were saying Janai had anger issues or the reader did, so I just gave the anger issues to the reader ahhajahahabba

I LOVE THE CONCEPT OF THIS SM

- <3

✣ . . 𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐇 .

oh boy, you were angry as fuck. and normally, he'd think he could handle your anger.

haha WRONG

girlie so mad she became lava. literally.

and he was scared. so, very, extremely scared.

you looked like you were about to wreck the whole monastery down😭

BUT kai being kai like the (adorable) dumbass he is, he thought that, as the elemental master of fire, naturally he'd be lava-proof.

lol wrong again woopsies💔

he tried to hold your hand to calm you down a bit but instantly regretted.

but once he saw you slightly calming down and lightly giggling at his absolute suffering, he had an idea.

he walked towards you to excute his stupid idea (which was doing tomfool-fucking-ries and other dumb stuff in your face to cheer you up;; which would have made you angrier), he tripped on the electro chicken thing and fell face-first on the floor.

he turned around onto his back, pain written all over his face, and groaned.

okay. well that was a fail.

but maybe not?!?@?@🤯🤯

still on the floor, he saw you, also on the floor, laughing your fucking ass off. he was about to pull out some sassy remark out of his ass when he saw that you were becoming like the usual again!

you were brushing your tears off, about to throw him some mocking comment when your breath was fucking squeezed out of your body because the mf you call your boyfriend jumped on you like some kid who met their dad again after 6 years.

"OH thank the first spinjitzu master you're not lava and angry anymore. pls don't do that again i'm sorry😞."

you couldn't do anything but just pat his head and accept his apology.

conclusion, angry y/n: -12/10 would not recommend.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ✣

✣ . . 𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐃 𝐌. 𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐍 .

holy shit?? you were lava??@?

this dude had no fucking clue on what to do, or what was going on.

he is the definition of the standing emoji (🧍)

it's not that he doesn't wanna help you or anything, my boy just has no experience on the "how to calm down angry girlfriend that turns into lava without dooming yourself" field ykyk 😞

at first he thought about pouring a bucket of water on you.

but he got scared you'd turn into stone or obsidian or smth and he'd lose you forever💀

so no pouring water on lava s/o.

so instead, he did what he thought was the most reasonable and logical thing to do.

he (very carefully) sat you down on the couch (or bed, idk) and let you rant/vent about whatever or whoever made you so furious you pretty much changed the composition of your skin cells and unlocked some kind of new power or something.

you ranted and ranted, and he did nothing but listen to you ever so attentively.

once you were done, he comforted you the best he could.

"it'll be alright, you are so much better than them anyway."

"their opinion on you does not matter if it's negative "

"you're so beautiful, no one can rivalize with your beauty, princess."

"i love you so so much. <3"

"do you, by complete hazard and coincidence, have their address? i'm just gonna... pay them a nice little visit. 😇"

you love him so ofc you give it to him ha😊😊

anyway he goes to get your favorite food and once he comes back with it, you're happy again👍

he's so proud of himself for that it's so cute

and after that you both live together happily ever after and have as many kids as you want whenever you want.

the end😋

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⤴ ...BUT I'M SO OBSESSED WITH YOU!

hihi hope you enjoyed this and don't forget to hit that follow and reblog button !!👍

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[mine-curse]

Im just gonna list, for no reason, a few things off the top of my head that cc!technoblade has done to intentionally nerf his character.

- He spent a good portion of the story without his weapons. Incressing difficulty on a meta level and in canon. Its also possible that he was meant to be armourless during bedrock bros era, given the conversation he has with ranboo, where he jokes about how it was gonna be a whole thing for him to get all his stuff back and ranboo is just giving him his armour.

- from the way he acts its very very likely that c!techno only has one life, and/or is unaware of the lives system. This is seen in how he uses a totem at the excution even though he would have ostensibly had three lives. He has also in character reactes with confusion or disbelief when others talk about the three lives system. As seen most recently in his convo with tubbo post ranboo death. Even if c!techno actually does have three canon lives, the cc! seems to not want to play by those rules, which introduces more tension and stakes to his story.

- cc!techno has appeared to very adamently keep a functional distinction between what he know and what his character knows, outside of jokes that don't actually have an impact on the story. And im vauging a bit here but that is not something every cc! does. Given that one of the core "weaknesses" his character has is not knowing certian things or having incomplete information this is vitally important! If you are aware of the differences between what cc!techno knows and what his character deffinatly doesnt know it makes certian reactions lend a lot of credibility to the fact that cc!techno is doing at least as good a job at roleplaying and everyone else. (For most recent example, see his reaction to learning about michael. cc!technoblade deffinatly knew about michael before that stream)

-the canon of the dsmp is a fuzzy gradient at best. There isnt always a deffinative line between "this is the ccs goofing around", "this is a story set inside the game of minecraft at that matters and is a huge factor on the narrative", and "this is a story with characters that exist in a regular fiction world that lines up more with reality than the limitations and freedoms of minecraft". And i would argue that, despite the meta jokes, and general tone of cc!technoblade's streams, when roleplaying fully "in character" he tends to treat it more like the third catagory. He's stated stuff like death messeges in the chart arent actually canon in a case where it would actually make a difference (ranboo informing the syndicate of tommy's death). And iirc he's made some attempts in the past to not consider "nametags" and the who's online list as canon. I think that one is less consistent, but i think it still stands that cc!technoblade makes a lot of effort to not metagame, to keep what his character knows consistent, and to do his best to tell a compelling story. And part of telling a compelling story is nerfing his character and putting him through trails and tribulations. And anyone who is still saying that c!techno blade has never lost anything.... well i am not sure we're watching the same content, but lots of posts have been made about that so... im not gonna go on.

[that-one-weeb-but-starwars]

Just Like Old Times| Rex

I should probably start putting like "rex x reader' so ya'll know what your reading lmao

"General! General Y/n!"

Y/n stopped in her tracks, turning her head, the sun almost gone on Coursaunt, Rex stood in the light, the doors to the Jedi Temple behind him, while the Shadow from the temple incased her and the stairs behind her.

Rex stood there, panting heavily, the news of General Y/n L/n leaving the Jedi order spread worse than wild fire and a plauge. It had gotten to the barracks within seconds of being said.

Rex had just caught her in time as she was leaving.

He had grown attached, he had grown to love Y/n , and she knew that. She knew the feelings Rex harbored for her and she harbored them as well.

They're relationship kept a secret, for a long time, and still was.

"General you don't have to leave!" Rex argued, "Please- I-"

Turning herself around fully she walked towards him, standing at the edge of the Shadow.

"Why- Tell me why!" Rex begged walking forward meeting her half way.

"Rex..." Y/n spoke reaching a hand out, carassing his cheek, " my moral code is so much more diffrent than the jedi code..."

"So that's why your leaving?" He asked, tears struggling not to fall out his eyes.

"Its wrong. The way everything is treated. Is going...its not human." Y/n responded, "nothing about the Jedi council is human."

"Then leave the council. But stay. With me." He responded hand holding her hand which carassed her cheek.

"Rex. We believe in two diffrent things." Y/n spoke with a solemn smile, "You in honor, and loyalty."

"And what? You don't believe in them?" Rex asked, "you don't believe in me?"

"I'll always believe in you." She responded rubbing his cheek with a thumb, "truth be told your the only bit of hope I have left...and- because I need to leave- I don't want to leave. But I have to...and that means...I have to leave you."

"Please. Not another one..." Rex begged, "not you...out of all people not you!"

She pulled away from him, he still gripping her hand but she pulled from it softly.

"Its just my time." Y/n spoke, "but remember. Just because Im gone. Doesnt mean Im not with you. There is always hope if you believe in that."

Rex watched her walk away, another one he loved so dearly.

Gone.

This one was diffrent. His lover gone- the one keeping him grounded for so long.

Rex somehow pushed through it. He didnt understand how but he did- and with Ashoka's return a while after he found himself looking over a little sister again.

Rex did share his pain with her, telling Ashoka of where his lover had gone and that she wasnt coming back. It was only the calm before the storm as order 66 was excuted. The two luckily escaping together by the tip of there noses.

It was finally they had to go there own ways. Rex had made his way around, running into some old friends, clone force 99, wolfee and Gregor. Maybe not all at the same time, but was happy to know that there was hope out there, meanwhile he never did forget about Y/n. He figured thats where the hope came from, the idea she was still out there. Even as he aged he contuied to remember her. Sure old with a gray beard and all.

He never knew you'd show up once more.

"Master- I can call you Master Y/n? Right?" Ezra asked as Y/n chuckled.

"Yes young one. Y/n will suffice though." Y/n smiled, even though she wasnt a Jedi, she'd atleast let him have idea of what it was like to be a Padawan.

"So. Master Y/n," Ezra spoke as Y/n sighed, this young boy was relentless, "You seemed to know Ashoka before hand did you?"

"I did." Y/n responded taking a seat across from Ezra on the Phantom, "Very well. But...I left the Jedi order."

"Why?" Ezra inquired.

"During the Clone wars, many clones were killed. They were discarded like trash. It started on Umbara. My master had sent both forces of clones against each other. The clones were like family. But they turned on the Jedi in the end," Y/n told, "I left before the order was excuted. I had left because my morals over threw my Jedi judgement. The jedi council did some bad things to some good people, and the clones were forced to excute things such as Order 66 and 37."

"Order 37?" Ezra asked.

Y/n nodded, "It was a day I knew what I was part of wasn't me. And that I'd never stand with the Republic again, thats all I wish to say about it."

Ezra frowned as Y/n crossed her arms, as the ship landed. The others getting out as Y/n rubbed her temple.

"He means no harm." Kanan told.

"I know." Y/n spoke, "i havent heard the word Master since talking to the masters at the high council."

Kanan put a hand on her shoulder as she nodded, him leaving the small ship as Y/n sat in her thoughts. She had been through a lot. Met the Bad Batch along the way, blew up one of Maul's spice ships.

She'd have to apologize for that one day-

Fought Maul, and a new character named Vader, just to realize, Vader was indeed an old friend Anakin. That devastated her even morez but somehow she was alive- maybe not well- but alive.

"They're clones!"

Y/n's entire body went into immediate action, rushing out of the phantom and pushing the boys aside as she looked up at the walker.

"General Y/n!?" Wolfee asked.

"Its General Y/n! Would you look at that!" Gregor laughed, "I knew you were still kicking! Rex! It's General Y/n!"

Y/n was frozen as she stared up at him, he had aged- but that was Rex alright.

"Well...General... it is a surpise..."

"Commander." Y/n responded smiling up at him, "you look like absolute shit."

He chuckled rubbing the back of his neck, "I guess I do don't I. Look at you!"

Y/n responded back with her own chuckle, "I suppose it just like old times huh?"

"I suppose it is."

[simpoot]

Also omg xen thats me- i can get really excuted about things and ramble a lot but i feel like im annoying the person so i apologize :') from past experiences sadly 😔😔 - 🍄

>:( ramble all you want 🍄 anon, you're honestly very interesting! Especially your toad facts. It's nice when people talk about their interests, even if I don't understand I'm just like: :D I'm happy you love this!

[littlx-songbxrd]

HEY!! We absolutely should interact more and don’t worry about it. I have Thoughts on the new project but I can’t wait for the new TSC information!! Dry anger Alistair is SO PERFECT WE DESERVE IT. Help this is making me want to write it. Just. Him breaking would be SO SATISFYING. Especially because of everyone else’s reactions.

And onto Cordelia. I see a lot of her actions as Little Sister Things. I’ve been in situations where I didn’t defend my sister because they were a friend and I overestimated what she could take, I’ve taken my sister for granted. The thing is- I was in the wrong in Each and Every One of those times. CC paints Cordelia’s actions as sympathetic and doesn’t show a realization when Cordelia NEEDED one. CHOI made the issue worse instead of better too.

Also Genya is so amazing I love your taste

HEY TOTALLY

My inbox is quite literally always open SO DROP BY WHENEVER YOU WANT!

Im also really excited, mostly im excuted to drag the tlh crumbs each monday and make theories for chot! I love making theories and such and idk, it just fills my inner detective.

PLS WRITE IT I BEG YOU HE DESERVES TO BREAK SO MUCH

out of all the tlh characters whi deserve to snap, he is DEFINETLY REALLY UP THERE

I think hes number 1 rn rip

I WANT THERE REACTIONS BECAUSE THEYVE PAINTED ALASTAIR AS A MONSTER AND I WANT HIM TO SHOW THEM WHAY HIM ANGRY AND HORRIBLE REALLY LOOKS LIKE

Exactly!! I think you put it perfectly. It isnt about Cordelia not doing wrong actions, like Cordelia is human. And a child of constant isolation who just began having friends. It makes sense for her character to try to keep everyone in her life as happy as possible because shes never had friends before! What bothers me is that her actions and disregard for Alastair

Is painted as right

As if Cordelia was right to be like "oh im sorry i still love my brother"

Its not, and specially after he admitted everything hed done and gone through

I just want a scene in chot where its painted as wrong, Cordelia NEEDS to realize she cant just keep disregarding Alastairs very real feelings

Because idk about you if my younger sister was out here making it seem loving me was this difficult-

Idk

Im just pissed at the direction the carstairs siblings are headed

GENYA IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING SHE IS JUST

"I am not ruined, I am ruination"

My godess

I can never read "the taylor" short story without crying

[poptropicashitposts]

May I please hear your Mocktropica headcanons?

Absolutely!! I have quite literally hundreds but I'll try and filter them down into the most relevant ones.

Prior to the "executives" taking over, The World Wide Headquarters used to scout out bright university students from all over poptropica (especially game show island) and offer them internships working for literally, poptropica itself.

Mark Hertz was one of these interns turned full-time employees. He won Game Show Island the year after the player did with his bot 'Watson', who was the first robot (not counting the player bc they're a poptropican) to beat Holmes in DECADES. This is what made him so appealing to Billy Jordan who insisted on having him join the programming department.

Billy Jordan, Lance Pitcher and Max McPatrick were the head of their respective departments, and pretty much had a The Office vibe going on throughout the entire thing.

The island? It literally only consists of the Headquarters, the university, the dairy farm, the cheese factory, that cafe, that trench and the mountain. There is absolutely nothing else out there. (If the location existed irl, it would be smack bam in the middle of the Netherlands)

Lance Pitcher paid his way through university doing furry art commissions on devaintart in the early 2000's until he eventually found himself at The world wide Headquarters.

There is a link between The World Wide Headquarters and the time agency in Mystery of the Map!! (I forgot the name hnsggsggg pls forgive me) I know both stories present very different takes on the lore but,,, they're linked,,, and the time agency was forced to become a completely separate branch and pretty much forfeit all connection to the world wide headquaters after the incident ^tm (which may have something to do with Octavian is a rejected mc theory 😳😳😳 you guys should totally check that theory out im obsessed-)

Mark Hertz worked full-time at TWWH for about 3 months before it was bought out by the Excutives, however during those months he was pretty much used a coffee boy for the programming department. So when they offered him a uh, """promotion""" he was easily manipulated into talking it.

He sold the jet plane he won on game show island and invested ALL of the money on Mega Fighting Bots.

The Excutives are literally. 100% unironically extreme capitalist who are impossibly chaotic. I like to imagine as much as they hate each other they kinda have a found family dynamic going on,,, and that all they have is eachother,,, but the only thing they have in common is being money-driven nd that's enough for them :,)

Also Billy, Lance & Max kinda have a similar found family thing :,))) and Billy was like a father figure to Mark which is why it took the excutives convincing him that the man couldn't care less abt him to finally make the switch ("He shipped you over from game show to do what? make coffee? you're no different from the x amount of other employees to him. But that's not what we see.") when it couldn't be further from the truth.

I'm also highkey obsessed with MTBI's so my hcs for theirs are;

The Focus Tester is an ENFP, The Safety Inspector is an ISTJ, The Ad Sales Lady is an ESFJ, The Cost Cutter is an INTP, Billy Jordan is an INTJ, Lance Pitcher is an INFJ, Max McPatrick is an ISTP, and Mark Hertz is an ISFP.

Also idk if many people care but i also have many age hcs,,,

The Focus Tester is 58, The Safety Inspector is 27, The Ad Sales Lady is 38, The Cost Cutter is 30, Billy Jordan is an 55, Lance Pitcher is 34, Max McPatrick is 49, and Mark Hertz is like 22.

Steamworks Island was an abandoned project that was accidentally released and they just kinda. never did anything about it bc they wanted to see what would happen.

The Excutives don't have any ((braincells)) experience whatsoever in game development but they're HUGE weebs (especially for 80's mecha anime) which violently contrasts with literally everything else about them. ("what a great day of oppressing 99% of the population time to watch some neon genesis evangelion")

To conclude, HNAGAHSHSHAJAMSKEIJSHZGABWNEHGS I LOVE THIS ISLAND SO MUCHHH I HAD TO FORCE MYSELF TO STOP THERE. A A A A

[sendmyresignation]

hopefully im not late sooo. placebo for the band, spiders by system of a down for the song, and electra heart for the album >:)

you’re never too late nastia <33

Placebo:

Do I know them already?: yes | no

Favorite Song: ok, i’ve really only listened to their self-titled with any degree of frequency for context.... i really enjoy Bionic and Teenage Angst

Least Favourite Song: probably 36 degrees, its a little disorienting at points

Favorite Album: placebo

Least Favourite Album: do not have enough Knowledge to answer :(

Song that got me into them: nancy boy

Seen Live?: hehe no but i wish

Rate: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 (i really do love everything about placebo that i’ve heard so far! I will definitely be continuing my way through their albums!)

Spiders- System of a Down:

couldn’t finish it | not my thing | it’s fine | I could get into this | ooo I like | oh hell yeah | fuck this is some good shit | there aren’t even words, this transcends words

listen i know i’ll love syad, its so completely up my ally i just haven’t sat down and listened to an album yet.... but i did really love this song- the soft, whispery start building up was So nice, the faint creepiness in the whole song.... very impressed

Electra Heart:

Opinion on cover design: it fits the album Perfectly, you know immediately what you’re getting into and it sets a stage- amazing in its functionality

Favorite song: when i was 14 it was definetly teen idle (yikes lol) but now i think its become the state of dreaming or, for nostalgia, primadonna

Least favorite song: hard choice but i think valley of the dolls has the least resonance for me

Underrated track: starring role deserves more love

Overrated track: power and control- its a great song but isn’t a standout

Rate: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 (this album was like. the only thing i listened to for 4 months in seventh grade, truly one of the albums that had a deep, profound impact on me.... it’s so smartly excuted and well-written, one of my favorites)

anyway, thank you so much nastia 💞

[tangledinart]

Final Day, Rapunzel's tangled adventure Countdown, Destinies Collide (and a brief recap of the past 5 episodes)

So before I get to Destinies Collide.. I failed on writing for all the episodes since Rapunzel day one, With inktober starting, and then the double day with Mirror Mirror and Your Kidding me I just got completely thrown off for time and haven't been as involved in the Countdown as i wanted to... and unfortunately with only one hour left of the Countdown I wont be able to write anything individual for the past 5 episodes... But I will say I loved all of those episodes so much and they are all some of my favorites! I love Rapunzel Day one cause it adressed feelings and also i loved all the references, my only complaint was that it lacked new dream content that i expected... Mirror Mirror is so cool and creepy and just a great episode no complaints, Your kidding me slaughtered me with New dream parent feels and i was overwhelmed with happiness and i also had no complaints, Rapunzeltopia is epic with so much Zhan tiri stuff, my only complaint was that it was rushed and I didn't appreciate Varian being in the description and not in the episode.....and Lost and Found is my favorite normal length episode in S2... its so good I love Demantatus and seing a Eugene birthday ep and all the new dream greatness... also I SAID HEREEEEE.

So destinies collide....

I waited a really long time for a Eugene centric tentpole episode, and this episode knocked my freaking socks off. Eugene is a prince! Which i must say congratulations and how happy I still am for @darkprince-eugene for predicting it all months in advance!

So, I had mixed feelings about Eugene being a prince at first though my reaction was very positive... I feel like it was excuted very well and Edmund is literally so amazing so I think its worth it and I do partially like the clicheness of it. It just offers a lot so I like DPE. I think it was excuted well cause Eugene didn't accept it and it led him to personal conflicts after he finally felt happy with who he was. Also Eugenes solo still breaks my heart in half and crushes my soul like a grape cuz its so dang good!!! And also we found out Eugenes parents and saw baby Eugene so AAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I loved With you by my side, tho for some reason I cant explain I never got super attached to that song and its not in my top songs of the series, like it may be in top 10 but idk... I love it so much its just not as good as some of the others for me and it just makes me really sad XD I watched it today and cried cuz Cass isnt gonna be in the main group this season so it hurts. Its a beautiful song with beautiful harmonies but its really sad. And I just love Everything I ever thought I knew so much its the song I waited 8 years for and it didn't disappoint... its animated beautifully, its heartbreaking, and its beautiful. Zachary Levi killed it.

Hah.. so MOONSANDRA. I still dont know how I feel about Moonsandra, she looks AWESOME! But until I know the reasoning why Cassandra did it then I can't give an opinion. If Cass had a good reason for it then I will love it but if its a poor reason then I feel like Cassandras character development will have been thrown out sooo I really hope she had a very good reason for this! (I was a little salty she stole Eugenes thunder tho, he FINALLY got that episode and Cass stole the spotlight along with the moonstone XD)

So some of my opinion on this episode greatly depends on S3? Though I love this episode it might be my favorite! Its honestly way too hard to pick out of any of the S2 tentpoles.

Lance got so many great moments in this episode, MY BOI DESERVED IT! Also the part in the gondola and he flirted with Cassandra I freaking fangirled so hard and my Lance × Cass shipping self was very happy with this episode X)

Edmund... I love Edmund so much, he is so awkward and charming and absolutely trying his best to get Eugene to like him and I love that, Im so excited for Return of the King to see them interact more!!!

The angst on this episode hit hard... i was emotional the whole time with the songs, Eugene and Rapunzel's conflict, Eugenes personal doubts, Cassandra's betrayal. IT HURT.

Yeah so I love this episode, a lot. Not only for the Eugene content I just thought it was great.

Favorite quotes: "Lance your a genius and dont ever expect me to say that again!"

"You finally got adopted!"

"These posters dont do your nose any justice..." ..."THATS WHAT IVE BEEN SCREAMING."

[ikpwecanfly]

I have this odd desire

I know it's probably sth temporary and I'll regret it the morning but....I really want season five of the magicians to be a fucked up one.

Not in the sense that it will be badly written(because thats probably what's gonna happen anyway) but in the sense that the showrunners own up to all the shit they've put their characters through and lets them free fall downhill, like:

Margo's entire drive is to get back her crown because suddenly nothing else make sense. She becomes this control freak and it starts with guilt tripping julie into helping a very depressed eliot and then she somewhow manages to make a part of the army swear death tp haer against that dark king whatever and then she gets the crown and she doesn't bother bringing back democracy and she EXCUTEs the dark king and eventually allows eliot to go on a suicidal quest because by this point she doesn't know of she can stop him and she doesn't try.

Eliot had been following her around trying to help her get their her castle back until he goes and asks alice for a way to bring q back. Aloce says maybe there's a way but 6 ppl has ever tried it and all ended up dead or similar. He goes through it after margo is safe.. margo and julia interrupt eliot and alice just before the spell, they have a heated discussion but them she lets it go.

Meanwhile, julia had been falling into a toxic relationship with a very patronising penny because she felt alome and blamed herself for q's death. That is, until the battle with the dark king where a decision has to be done for an unconscious margo to which eliot asks penny to psych her up and see what she wants (I imagine sth like her skim is burned and now she has to decide between a leather healimg speel that will deprive her her sense of touch and a less efficient spell that will leave her skin scarred. I always like to portray margo's sensuality in a respective light where it's alright for her to pick either those without her being shamed for her choice). ANYWAY, julia breaks up with penny who is really depressed (being a patronising asshole doesn't mean he didn't love her, just like him loving her doesn't mean she should stay) and oc she fails to save eliot and we end with margo telling her cruelly and almost sarcastically that she can tell someone what the roght decision is you cannot make them choose it and that she should stop blaming herself for q's death.

Alice was to scared to try the spell. It's six to six chance of ending up dead. She tries to stop eliot but he tells her he's going to do it no matter what (insert some shit about being braver and how her rarely ever promise himself anything sso when he does he has to go though it) then he tells her about the mosaic and suddenly she's jealous and doesn't mind that the first paart of the speel is to literally kill eliot im a very specififc way so he can skip over the whole trip with penny and not get attched etc etc. Oc she doesn't realize it until it's exactly too late..

Fen and josh are dead, you guessed that already didn't u.

Kady's becoming more and more like Marina the more she spends with the hedge whiches. Just because she fells purposless and there's no one to stop her and slap some sense into her.

Like, fine. You want to show us dark reality, show us dark reality. You want to fuck your characters up, don't stop halfway. You want to bring q back in season six, have him ear it. Not just in the length that eliot goes thrpught to bring him back but in the sense of seeing how those ppl who were his family end up without the one always bringing out all but the best in them. You wanna kill your main charechter, own up to it and give us payoff. Not the whole "these characters are traumatized but you almost cannot see it" bullshit.

I'll probably change my mind in the morning and wish for fluff and happy endings. But rn I'm angry and I want fire.

[anthblr]

one month until classes start. in some ways im very ready (i want structure to my day, im excuted about my classes, i want to be doing anthro again) but im also trying not to get myself preemptively stressed out....plus im starting to get anxious about my research proposal -- decisions are made "in the summer" and i tried to let myself forget until august but im starting to worry i didnt get it. and if i do get it, thats one of another million thigs on my plate this semester. i think part of the issue is being out of routine -- once im back in the dept daily i'll feel a lot better i think

[overthenexthill-archive2019]

i want 2 die