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mminu · 7 months
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Hi!! You insisted so much on absolutni debiutanci so i caved in and watched the first two episodes last night.... I woke up thinking about it👀 It's a bit heavy, I didn't expect to be reminded with such brute force of the desperation of being a teenager!! But it hooked me and I'm still thinking about it and I can't wait to continue. Just wanted to tell you that :)
THANK YOUUU!!!!!! i am so glad my screams to the void reached someone and i hope you enjoy and adore and devour all the rest of the episodes. one by one the absolutni debiutanci nation will rise up......
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girl-bateman · 2 months
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Blood-work came back fine which either means I really do have a mysterious deadly illness OR its my mental health that's fucking up my physical health. Now my dilemma for my upcoming appointment .. do I mention how neurotically devastated I've been feeling these last months, knowing the doctor might be relieved to blame it all on hysteria instead of doing more testing ? Or do I just... not say anything about that.. lol
#i feel very very uncomfortable referring to diagnoses or specific mental health conditions that i cannot confirm i have (!)#but if this is indeed all linked to that stuff that happened 4months ago#which hypothetically would be linked to some unpleasantness that idk about from the past#then yes. my physical symptoms could technically be explained by a triggered trauma response#made worse by anxiety stress hightened cortisol levels etc etc#HOWEVER lots of doctors tend to dismiss women abt physical symptoms in favour of blaming mental health issues#and i dont want to give them any reason to do that in case i really am sick fr (as in dying lol)#bit then again i kinda am hysterical 👍#im relieved my friends have been so gentle with me abt this but it kinda makes it harder to have a reference point for how insane/normal#my thoughts and reflections are. bc they're just doing that empathetic listening thing. not rly saying what THEY think u know#and dont get me wrong! thats prob the right call! but for once id just like for someone to be like#'obviously u were xx' ??? bc they just keep saying they dont wanna speculate. and i dont either! but im going mad trying to find anwsers#and ig i just want someone to tell me what i should think and do and whats normal and whats not#like??? is it rational for me to think something bad happened or am i being delusional. evil and paranoid ???#am i in denial for believing that nothing might have happened at all and that there might be other things to explain whats going on ??#i just want to know what the normal ppl think bc i feel very far from normal rn#and i can tell my friends are having so many opinions that they are leaving unsaid#which low key is not helping the paranoia BUT once again i know that they are doing it out of kindness and sensitivity 🙏💓#i love my friends and this is not a diss to them !!! i just have a lot of conflicting thoughts and feelings abt it looool#sorry these tags always turn into a rant#diary entries
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dyketennant · 8 months
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idk i think i should start masking again 🤠 (i mean the autism i already wear a face mask)
#vent#personal#dont mind me using the tags as a diary for a bit. i have a real diary but my carpal tunnel is not agreeing with writing with a pen rn#blah blah blah val's interests are annoying and weird. and it's all they really know how to talk about#because they are so busy constantly with two jobs + full-time uni + side gigs + life in general#that they cannot function without their Little Things and because of that all their interpersonal relationships suffer#yknow how it is#ive always been one of those people who talks a lot in class#especially since getting to college because now i really care and am excited about what we're discussing#(plus talking about it/engaging helps keep me awake and stimulated otherwise i'll go to the seventh circle of hell)#but i feel like especially recently but just in general. i just always say dumb shit. and maybe it's worse now bc my paranoia is spiking#bc of that class with my ex i have twice a week and i know they're probably judging what i say and making fun of me to their new friends#while i have to spend an hour and fifteen minutes trying not to look at the other side of the room and turning up music when they speak#i used to be better at socially masking bc high school was hell but then covid happened and it all went down the drain#and then my life got Worse and now it's like. sorry im annoying and bad at talking i know i am. i am also trying to not be like that#idk i think im just so spread thin that everything i ever do im doing poorly bc i just Cant. and im in pain constantly#and always running late or rushing or stressed or busy. like i haven't been not-stressed since. i dont even know. maybe when i was sick?#and even then i was stressed because Oh Fuck I Have Covid. yknow#wow my therapist is going to have an interesting day tomorrow it seems
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dominic-sessa · 6 months
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life update!!!!
hi hello friends good morning good afternoon good evening its that time of the month again! this isnt really a big life update like the last time bcs i just thought id list down a bunch of things ive had on my mind.
first of all, im very happy to announce that i was able to watch 16 movies last march !! exciting!! i know ive said the last time that i quit the bingewatching thing but HONESTLY im in a work from home setup and the only way to keep me inspired is by watching a movie ... i am yet to find other ways to stay inspired so watching movies will just do for now... ALSO im gonna try to update my newsletter for the first time this year and itll probably be about the movies that i saw this march that i liked ! im now comfortable with turning the newsletter to be more about movies bcs nothing major has been happening in my life lol . so pls stay tuned for that newsletter post if ur interested!
another thing is ive decided to make this blog more personal! for the past year ive made this blog to be more about movies and gifs and stuff, and as much as i love getting the notes and reading ppl's tags, im going to try and make this blog work for me this time :) hope it doesnt get annoying or something... im also in the process of fixing my about pages and tags and all. ive used tumblr since 2012 so im still struggling with the setup. LIKE yes i want to maximize the fact that you can edit html pages and its cute and lets me be creative but at the same time, im on my phone majority of the time . and i dont like being on my laptop after work because ive literally just been using a laptop the whole day. for work. im rly shy to post some stuff about me (bcs i havent done it before fr insert the tom hanks dialogue from joe vs the volcano abt doing some soul searching and coming to the conclusion that hes just boring so he stops doing it) so if u see me doing it as an attempt to fix the personal pages on my blog, im sorry! AAAND as for the gifs thing, im thinking of changing my film diary tag, one thing i really enjoy is taking note of dialogues i love from a movie so i might just do screenshots. i really miss making gifs even though most of the gifs i end up with are LQ , but it just really isnt feasible now . (also some movies are just so tempting to gif LIKEEE valley girl and everytime we say goodbye 😭😭 it physically hurts me that i cant gif josh whitehouse and tom hanks in those movies....)
ALSO im really very very happy that ive gained new followers recently. i enjoy chatting with you guys and get so happy whenever i get the notif that someone sent me an ask/message!! ive been idle on stan twt/fandoms in general so its been a really long time since ive actually... talked to people... it makes me really happy talking to u and im sorry if my happiness doesnt show in my replies/posts. as i said, its been a while since ive done this and i usually go on here as soon as im off work (when my brain is semi-fried and the words are not wording anymore) . i hope i dont come across as bored/uninterested :(
and it isnt just about fandoms too, im genuinely insterested what u guys are up to lately and all... (in a non stalker way). it just feels nice to have friends in general ^__^
SO YEA, i think thats about it :) if u've read this all until here ilysm! thanks for ur interest and lmk how ur day was! or just send me something u want to talk about !
have a nice day :)
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lukecastellan · 8 months
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nine people i'd like to get to know better
Tagged by @jeaniefranklins
Last Song: "All Around the World" by Oasis which is *embarassed sigh* my favorite band.
Favorite Color: Light pink! Like ballet slipper pink!
Last Book: I'm reading Ruthless Vows by Rebecca Ross and I am enjoying it, but it upsets me that current YA fantasy is so tame and restrained. In my day we were reading Vampire Academy where the protagonist had to kill her turned-evil boyfriend and he captured her and locked her up and put her in a vampiresque sexual trance of sorts ffs. What will happen to the children reading all this prudeness honestly!!!!!! I'm also reading a thriller called The Maid's Diary and the last book I finished was another YA, titled Make me a Liar. It was a scy-fi murder mystery and a solid 2/5 stars read. IDK is it just me or last year was really really weak, book-wise? It was very hard for me to actually find new releases that kept me hooked.
Last Movie: Saw Mean Girls at the theater and at home I rewatched D&D Honor Among Thieves. Still a fantastic movie btw.
Last TV Show: I'm watching PJ&O weekly! Also I just returned from a three week trip to Sweden and they had Scrubs available to stream there, which sadly is not true here in Brazil. Anyway I got to watch all of season one before coming home.
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Savory! Specially if its a little tangy. I love adding lime and salt to stuff lol
Relationship Status: Single
Last Thing I Googled: The website I have to use for work cause I can never remember the link
Current Obsession: So the PJ&O show has definitely rekindled some of the decade old obsession I've had for/with a handful of characters. Also a couple months back I started to write fanfiction again and finally had the guts to put into words stories I fantasied for a long time, for the niche pairing I've secretly read since I was 17. Its scary cause fandom is daunting but wth, right? Which in turn made me want to read even more fanfiction to celebrate fanwork. People are so talented its insane. Also I have been writing some of my own original shit. Oh and its Big Brother Brasil season so I apologize for my capslocked portuguese tweets for the next 3 months because I cannotjust watch something
Looking Forward To: Carnaval is in a couple of weeks, which, love!! And to keep with the theme, let me give you a book, a movie and a show I'm excited for: Show: Severance season 2 whenever that drops Movie: Wicked part 1 baby I will be there in full green paint idc idc Book: *another disappointed sigh* I love Anthony Horowitz's mysteries, especially his self insert ode to himself (the Hawthorne and Horowitz series which is so so good, sadly;) and a new one is coming out in march, apparently. I will be there.
I have to tag nine people which is a lot and idk who likes this sort of thing and who has done it so if this bugs you im sorry so sorry just ignore. Also if you want to do it GO AHEAD and say I tagged you I wanna get to know you. Also why is it impossible for me to just answer something without a whole paragraph. Anyway, tagging @jedlelands @glorianas @pureanonofficial @clytenmestra @kallypsowrites @bisansastarks @darlingwendy @seollem-tm @peppershark
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nikos-oneshots · 10 months
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Update (like my 100th update)
oh my god niko isn't dead!!
surprisingly, lmao. Sorry i have been dying and coming back to life for like, the entire year. I've just been kinda busy, but also not really writing fanfiction that much. A lot has happened. For one, I turned 18! Wow, I am a legal adult [so legal]. I've been looking at colleges to go to since I technically graduated highschool in june of this year, and thats been taking up a lot of my time (Going to open houses and all) along with my victory lap in highschool.
Uh, fandoms have been pretty wack too. I've been obsessed with spiderverse as of late. Only reason I didn't write anything for it is because 1. I am only obsessed with Hobie Brown, and 2. I dont want the spiderverse tag to make fun of me because I don't know how to write his accent :(. I might just take the plunge, but idk.
Because I don't have a lot of consistent interaction, i don't think a lot of people keep up with this account, but I was considering making an alternate blog just for me to just talk, maybe give updates because I don't like to clutter this blog with stuff like that. Would you all be interested in that? It will also be like a personal diary and stuff like that. I'll also probably post my art there and stuff like that.
Anyways, uh, happy american thanksgiving (Im not american) and I hope i dont die again.
-Niko <3
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stars-in-our-skies · 2 years
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you can ignore me completely since this is a diary blog but i wanted to say, as someone in a VERY conservative red state i somehow stumbled naturally across another queer plural person... (At work i complimented their hair and asked to be friends, after we started hanging out for some months) however much I've tried to be friends with them though it just... it's not turning out well. i hope you have better luck than me, and you find good friends. idk if we live in similar states or not but if you want another online friend, let me know. :-)
(i will say i am 19 so if you're uncomfortable i understand!)
wait anon im almost 19 so of course thats totally fine! and feel free to come off anon if youd like, i try to chat when im in a better mood (like rn) so it might take a bit for me to see but i always read asks & msgs from people sooner rather than later. maybe an online friend is what i need right now.
and as much as i treat this blog like my diary and try to remain anonymous (ive long since deleted all of my selfies despite the fact i'd love to share them, it just isn't safe for me) i definitely dont mind people chatting with me or reblogging my stuff unless it's tagged otherwise <3 i just find tumblr much safer to use than alternatives so i feel comfortable sharing my stories here.
as for your situation... i really do hope it improves. If not by clicking with them, at least by moving on and finding others. I mostly only meet people at cons since it's much safer there but the amount of times i've tried to get to know someone and it hasnt worked is almost laughable. Luckily for me there's a con this weekend so i get to try again, but i get that feeling and im sorry we've both gone through it. i know theres a lot more of us out there than it seems like but finding them is the tough part especially right now. I just try to remember that we'll survive it somehow.
Regardless, thank you for sending an ask. i'm happy to hear i'm not alone out here.
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blu3ming-hoon · 2 years
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I posted 185 times in 2022
That's 39 more posts than 2021!
59 posts created (32%)
126 posts reblogged (68%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@blu3ming-hoon
@jdevil
@emeraldenha
@hooned
I tagged 47 of my posts in 2022
#rin speaking when she shouldn't 🤐 - 24 posts
#enhypen - 17 posts
#sunghoon fluff - 14 posts
#park sunghoon - 12 posts
#sunghoon x reader - 11 posts
#enhypen imagines - 10 posts
#sunghoon angst - 10 posts
#enhypen fluff - 10 posts
#enhypen x reader - 9 posts
#enhypen smau - 8 posts
Longest Tag: 63 characters
#i usually have sunghoon as my walllpaper but she looked cute 🙁
My Top Posts in 2022:
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in my dreams - TEASER
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PAIRING: sunghoon x fem!reader
GENRE: highschool au, fluff ig 
WARNINGS: sunghoon is sorta ignorant he doesn’t really pay attention to people ig, y/n is kinda creepy if you think about it, bit of cursing, me trying to be a good writer. me also trying to be funny
CAMEOS: park jongseong (ENHYPEN), sim jaeyun (ENHYPEN), park jisung (NCT), kim chaehyun (KEP1ER), shin ryujin (ITZY)
INSPIRATION: in my dreams - red velvet
lowercase intended !!
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SYNOPSIS: lee y/n has been crushing on park sunghoon ever since their middle school days, she writes about him everyday in her personal diary about how handsome and nice he is, and how she dreams about being with him one day, but she’s too scared to talk to him. her friends always insisted on her at least saying a “hi” to him but she couldn’t. one day sunghoon so happened to be passing by y/n’s locker and sees a small baby pink journal on the floor, he couldn’t help himself but to pick it up and take a peek, from then on he reads about her made up scenarios and cute descriptions of him. sunghoon couldn’t help but to start noticing you and started to dream about loving you the way you love him.
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NOTE FROM RIN !! :
hello!! this is my first ever writing work I hope it’s good enough for you all to enjoy, I might find myself posting this around the weekend or next week. please be on the look out for it!! though i am scared to start writing i hope it reaches out to the right audience and many people like it! also this might be the ugliest banner I have ever seen and made omg HELP. i’m so sorry about the banner 😭…
POST: HERE
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ACCIDENTAL SELCA : PROFILE FILE 1 (bitchless cupids 🫶❌)
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# park sunghoon — maybe today so bad
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My #1 post of 2022
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GENRE : fluff, crack, smau
PAIRING : idol!reader x idol!sunghoon
SUMMARY : you’re the main vocalist of a girl group called “CUP1:D” and unironically the owner of a very popular fan page for ENHYPEN’s Sunghoon on Twitter, one day you post a couple of selfies for your fans to see on your official group Twitter but it turns out that you posted them on the wrong account, but it was too late.
FEATURING : ive’s leeseo and wonyoung, aespa’s winter, new jeans’ hanni, le sserafim’s chaewon
WARNINGS : profanity, me trying to be funny, also me trying to not be dry since im a dry texter irl and these are fake texts 😧
UPDATES : ??
NOTE FROM RIN : DO NOT COME FOR ME FOR THE BANNER I TRIED MY BEST PLS.. I JUST SUCK AT MAKING BANNERS HELP ME 🙏🏼 all the things I’ve made on this account so far are sunghoon things but it’s not my fault he’s so fine. I’ll also fix the summary later since I don’t think I’m using English grammar correctly.. 🤓 #newera
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wangxianficrecs · 3 years
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Fic Finder
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1.  Hi, I'm looking for an Untamed fic, maybe you'll be able to help. It's a canon divergence AU in which WWX doesn't lose his core, Jiang Fengmian lives and it's implied that his core was transferred to JC (heavily implied; JFM retires as the Sect Leader after that). This is absolutely not the most important part of this fic but it's a paragraph that I've got stuck in my head and now I'm searching for the rest @_@ Thanks in advance! ~ @otemporaetmores
FOUND! by @notsobabblespace, who was reminded of  I’m aching and I know you are too by edenwolfie (part 3 in series, M, 23k, wangxian)
FOUND!  by @jim-is-spocks-thyla, who suggests ❤️ to arrive late is better than not to arrive at all by Moominmammashandbag (M, 35k, wangxian) [ETA:  Oops, not this one.  JFM has no core, but he didn’t give it to JC]
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2.  Hi Mojo! I’m in need of you/your followers help in finding a fic that I read a little while ago. It was a fic where Wei WuXian and Lan WangJi lived together in Cloud Recesses and their children were Sizhui and an OOC that was younger than him. I remember SiZhui faced a lot of criticism for not being the chief cultivator’s real child? And they were happy he had a younger sibling that would be sect leader in the future because he was blood. Come to think of it, this is probably an ABO fic too. Thanks for your time 💜
FOUND! @andidontmeanto believes this is Blue Blood by PotterheadAvengerDemigod (T, 91k, wangxian, my post)
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3.  Aksks it's like 3 am but I just remembered a fic and I can't find it?? I'd really, really appreciate your help. It was a wangxian fic, maybe a oneshot idk, and lwj was kind of a nerd and wwx a badboy? So basically lwj has a massive crush on him and dresses up like wwx etc. (i think he even got an undercut) and after a party they sleep with each other at lwj's place?
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4.  i’m looking for a fic set in the where lwj’s mother killed his father? i don’t think that was a main plot point but it did show up in his backstory - any idea what this might be? ~ @thehype
FOUND!  @rentslirott thinks this could be ❤️the best of you by sysrae (E, 42k, wangxian, my post)
FOUND!  @castaways-logbook offers  The Right to Care by travelingneuritis (E, 39k, wangxian, WIP)
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5.  ... same as #6 ...
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6.  Hello friend, sorry for the inconvenience but I wanted to see if you could please find me a fic that I lost but I only remember more or less the final part, it goes more or less like this, lan zhan and wei ying are kidnapped by jin guangyao and lock them up if not I'm wrong in some cells next to lan xichen after the fights jin guangyao dies but lan xichen did know how bad jin guangyao had done and he didn't care and then to get revenge he wants to kill wei ying but lan zhan kills him and sizhui gets scared It was more or less like that, please help me ~ @isa0123lol
FOUND!  by @wangxiansfics who says that tragically it’s no longer available, but @dulachodladh found it on WaybackMachine here: Thread and Needle by haysel (M, 86k, wangxian)
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7.  Hi, Mojo! I'm glad that you're back but I hope you enjoyed your time off tumblr! Can you and/or your followers help me find a fic? I think the summary was talking about wwx and somehow they were asking mingjue for help since he's the only one who can help. The summary was in italics and it's a dialogue from some guy? And a shorter summary below. Sadly this is the only thing I can remember but I hope you can still help me
FOUND!  @alwayswenning suggests love, in fire and blood by cicer (E, 360k, wangxian, has it’s own fanfic here, I just finished this last night!, my bookmark)
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8.  Sorry to bombard you as soon as you're back, but this one's driving me crazy--a modern AU where they met online. WWX thinks LWJ is an old man from how he talks. I don't remember much except the excerpt made it seem like he still was amused by/enjoyed talking to him, and Wen Qing was telling him it was a bad idea and to stop. It's not How to Fall In Love With a Catfish, tho that one is brilliant! (Also any top notch identity porn would be great) Hope your break was restful, you deserve it! Thanks
Here’s my #identity porn tag, but I’m not sure about this exact story.
I'm the anon for #8 on the fic finder. Though I'm excited to read it, the suggested fic isn't the one I was looking for. I swear I thought I saw it on here around a month ago or slightly more, but searches have failed me.
FOUND!  Rating: General Audiences by Mishaa (T, 18k, wangxian WIP) -  mysterious author LWJ (speculated to be an old man because of his formality) and infamous artist WWX paired up for an Untamed Big Bang (in an AU where JGY was the series’ antiheroic protagonist; this fic was written before the release of CQL.)
FOUND?  could you be looking for  Something Real by Latios (G, 5k, wangxian, my post) - wwx thinks lwj is an old man, but there’s no WQ.  There are many pictures of bunnies.
SIMILAR! @emilysidhe thought of ID Bro Saga by Bowandtie (T, 39k, wangxian)
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9.  Hey, how are you? Could you help me please? I've read 3 fanfics once, but I can't find them anymore. 1 - Nanny Problem, Wei is going to be the babysitter of A-Yuan, he is an omega and Lan is an alpha. 2 - Doctor Perfect, Yibo is an omega nurse and Xiao is an alpha doctor. 3 - The Baby of my Omega, Yibo is omega and Xiao is alpha, both of them are bodyguards, but Yibo has to protect Xiao in the beginning. I think they were at ao3, but I really can't find them. Can you help me please? Thank you!! ~ @weallmad
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10.  Hi! Im happy you’re back. I hope you had a good break. I missed your recommendations, but at the same time i got a break from fics and actually studied to my tests haha.  [Ah!  I’m glad to hear your time was spent productively!]  I’m looking for a fic like Linger in the Sun by etymologyplayground. In the fic im looking for wangxian slowly lose their senses instead of all of them at once. Like they lose their hearing, then touch, sight etc, They can’t see each other or hear each other. I’m sorry i can’t explain very well.
FOUND?  Could you be thinking of  ❤️shadows in the sun rise by Yuu_chi (E, 25k, wangxian)?  Only lwj losese his senses one by one in this one, though.
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11.  heyyy im trying to find this fic where wwx died the first time he was thrown in to the burial mounds then 10 years later he gets resurrected or something. I can't find it on AO3 and it's been bugging me for days. Thank you!
FOUND!  Well, @moku-youbi offers both of these as possibilities:
Did I Not Explain Why the Sunset Turns Red? by 3988Akasha (E, 100k, wangxian)
we're starting at the end by Miss_Enthusiasimal (M, 95k, wangxian)
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12.  Hi I am looking for a fic where wwx is a witch (/mage?) in a world where magic is being persecuted (especially in Gusu) except for Yunmeng/Lanling I think but they're still frowned upon nonetheless. Then after accidentally hurting Shijie, wwx runs away, and ends up hiding in Gusu pretending to be a servant to lwj (lwj is a prince, lxc is the emperor) but lwj actually knows of his identity and tries not-so-discreetly to protect him from being caught. Thanks!
FOUND! by @bibliobasilisk who gives us Witchfinder by misbehavingvigilante (E, 86k, wangxian)
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13.  Hi! Firstly, I'm glad to see you're back, and I hope your break was a good one! I'm trying to find a LWJ/WWX story that I had planned to read and ending up losing before I could. It was set in the immediate aftermath of the 33 lashes, LWJ is in the Jingshi recovering when a healer(?) discovers he's pregnant (by WWX). It may have been a/b/o verse, but I'm not 100% on that. Part of the story was a flashback to when WWX was still alive. Thank you!
FOUND!  by nonny themself.  It’s Unexpected Surprise by Glucose_Gremlin (E, 4k, wangxian)
SIMILAR! @mondelgel suggests my heart is kept as pure as ice in a jade vase/一片冰心在玉壶 by Daledesu (M, 21k, wangxian, WIP)
SIMILAR! from @impending-cuttlefish:  something new, something white, something blue by ariskamalt (E, 140k, wangxian, WIP)
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14.  I'm trying to find this one fic where Jin Ling finds this diary that Wei Ying wrote as the Yiling Patriarch that basically reveals everything, including the golden core reveal and it even has training tips that helps Jon Ling improve. When Wei Ying comes back, he tries everything to keep him there because he is THE best uncle now. I need to find it because it is a N E E D.
FOUND? by @theladypeartree who says, “The Truth (Untold) is jl reading jyl's journals, not wwx's though. And mordant is jl returning wwx's journals that he found, not grew up with. Neither fit #14 properly, but I seriously could not find anything closer after two solid days of searching. Good luck!“
The Truth (Untold) by anxiouswreck0_0 (g, 3k, wangxian, jin ling & wei wuxian)
or this one on ffn:
mordant by tennisnotensai (M, 18k, wangxian, here’s the link for mobile)
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15.  I have heard tell of a Sizhui/Jingyi fic where the boys end up going to Wangxian for advice about how to be intimate. Can you help me find it?
FOUND!  @manaika-chan says this one is On Advisement by LaMachina17 (M, 19k, wangxian, zhuiling, chengyi)
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16.  nm
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17.  Hi! Sorry, do you happen to know that nsfw fic where wwx is still studying in the cloud recesses and he’s reading a novel (im not sure if it was from nhs) that features a cultivator couple and there’s a scene in the book where the woman was pegging her husband? Basically wwx got curious about this and tried fingering himself. I remember he was hiding in the back mountains and then lwj eventually caught him
FOUND?  Could you be thinking of  Deep in the Woods by malkinmalkout (E, 5k, wangxian, my post)?
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18.  Ahhh I'm going crazy trying to think of a fic that I've read where Lan Zhan killed Wen Chao in a locker room and nie huaisang stood guard outside the door! Then lan zhan went to lan huan and said I killed someone and he said did they deserve it? Then it's fine. And I can't remember the name of the fic! Have you heard of it? ~ @uchihaautumn
FOUND! @artemisisdiana offers So Full Of Love (Wouldn't Know Where to Start) by witchupbitch (M, 54k, wangxian, WIP)
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19.  Hi, I was wondering if you could help me find a fic. I read it a while ago and I don't really remember all the details but it was a modern au where Lan Wangji was a police officer in this small town and Wei Wuxian comes back after years, having left the town due to some stuff. Thank you in advance.
Btw love your blog. I live for your fic recs.  [Thank you!]
FOUND?  Could you be looking for medium blues by dark_and_terrible (E,193k,  wangxian)?  It appears to be taken down atm, but it might come back (it’s done it before).
FOUND! by @grannyweatherwaxshat who offers When a Bird Flies, It Leaves Feathers by Bem_Kofi (not rated, 75k, wangxian)
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20.  Hi mojo!! First of all I luv your blog Thank you so much for all those ficrecs.  [You’re welcome!]  Actually I’m looking for a fic I read months ago. I probably found the fic from your blog. But I can’t seem to find it now 😢 it was a modern au wangxian fic (inspired by call me by ur name?) wwx was like 5 years older than lwj. (And lwj was like 16?) Wwx lives in another city but he spent around a year in cloud recesses with lwj in the past. And wwx yanli and jc visits cloud recesses again and wangxian gets 2gether
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[My ko-fi.]
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eisukevint · 3 years
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The Secret
-part 2!!
Pairing: Eiuke Ichinomiya x reader
Summary: KBTBB and Harry Potter crossover
a/n: omg yall. how do you even bare with me? like im so sorry. i promised i’d post this early like that was last year and 2022 has started and wth. i’m so frickin sorry. this is so shite and idk what i did in this. im just so busy with college like my studies are so tough and i havent been here for some time and i apologise for that, again. i know this isn’t up to expectations but just know i tried to complete this but yk, writer’s block and all that, i was really troubled and whatever idea i came up with seemed ridiculous. but i finally completed it. its short and shit. and thank you @the-voltage-diaries for ur phenomenal line. tagging @leoamber66 <3
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“Bloody Hell”
Eisuke and (Y/N) whipped their heads towards the owner of the voice, only to see their best friend standing there. Messy hair, bags in hand, he looked like someone who ran away from home, which he did.
“What’re you doing here?” Eisuke asked, surprised to see Soryu at hogwarts when he was supposed to be away with his family.
“You see that dim-witted brother of mine released a bunch of spiders on my bed. On top of that, he’s been pulling all kinds of pathetic pranks on me so yeah, before he transformed me into some animal, I escaped for my life and came back here.”Soryu confessed, Eisuke and Y/N trying to hold their laughter but failing miserably.
“Oh shut up,” he said but a sour expression immediately taking over. “But what on Earth was that?”
Y/N stared dumbly at Soryu while Eisuke smirked knowingly.
“That uh..
“You see, some things happened and..
“That goes without explaining.” Said Soryu matter of factly.
“Okay, we need to tell him everything.”
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“So what you’re trying to tell me here is that this guy,”
Soryu pointed towards Eisuke,
“Is a werewolf?” he finished, bewildered. Definitely not appalled at the revelation.
“Yes.”
“Wicked.” He commented to which Eisuke and (Y/N) side glanced each other skeptically.
“You don’t look shocked.” Eisuke asked.
“Trust me I am, but learning my best friend is a werewolf, absolutely wicked!” Soryu exclaimed with unusual joy and slung an arm around Eisuke’s shoulder, startling him. After a moment he relaxed when he finally understood that his two friends would never turn their backs on him.
“See! I told you, you were worrying about nothing. Now we better get to the Great Hall or we’ll miss out on breakfast, chop chop!” She erupted into soft giggles as she abruptly stood up, grabbing Eisuke’s hands and hurrying towards the hall leaving a flustered Soryu behind, his hands fumbling with his luggage as he called out to the couple to wait for him.
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Eisuke and Y/N couldn’t be happier. It seemed like everyone was waiting for either of them to confess because according to their classmates, it was too painful seeing them sneaking glances in Professor Snape’s class or skipping classes to go to Hagrid’s hut.
But some people had found a new subject to make fun of. Hishikura walked up to the pair when the two reached the grounds, a smug expression settled on his face with his two ‘henchmen’ right behind him.
“So it’s true. Ichinomiya and his little mud blood are dating.” He let out a snicker to which Eisuke scoffed.
“Piss off, Hishikura.”
“No, I won’t. What’re you gonna do Ichinomiya?” Taking a discreet step forward towards Y/N, Hishikura extended his left hand. Defensively, Eisuke seized his wand from his robe when Professor Moody came up from behind and turned Hishikura into a black and white ferret using the transfiguration spell.
It was a sight for sore eyes. Under the guise of teaching him morals, Moody kept playing with him until McGonagall stepped in, reprimanding him for using transfiguration on a student and turned Hishikura back to his human form. He staggered backwards, screaming hysterically.
“The ministry will hear about this Ichinomiya!” With that he ran away to God knows where. His two henchmen following suit with their tails between their legs.
“That was something.” Y/N said, in between laughs.
“That’ll teach him to not say foul words about my girlfriend. We should go now or we won’t get that pudding you love so much.” With his arms around her, they walked back into the school, serene silence between them. They could only hope Soryu didn’t gobble up their egg pudding, again.
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My Love| Echo (part 9)
Note: will Y/n and Echo meet again? Or will I be an ass and leave you guys on a cliff hanger? No one will know also I know no one cares by im drawing Milktealorians ocs and Im not tagging him bc I dont think anyone reads notes so it be a surpise
Warnings: Uh. Nothing- surprisingly
Reader: male
Part: 1 | 2 | 3 | 3.5 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11
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Rosyln sat down at his desk, the asked people infront of him.
"We're in trouble?" Evie questioned, "because if we are Jacob did it-"
"I did it? What!?" Jacob argued, "you-"
"No one's in trouble." He spoke as he looked at the two, "I need you two along with Emma and some others to come with me, a mission."
"Finally! Putting my skills to use!" Jacob argued, "what are doin? Fighting blokes? Clankers?"
"Meeting someone-"
"What!?" Jacob argued as Evie laughed.
"Trigger happy much?"
"I'm gonna-"
"Both of you will be in trouble if you contuine." Rosyln argued, "Ray's in the ship already, and he's piolting, he's been tracking them this whole time."
"Oh please. Anyone can stick a tracker on someone-"
"These are highly advanced clones Jacob-"
"Highly advanced!? So they'res gonna be a fight more than less!?"
Rosyln sighed, "most likely they'll think we're enemies in the beginning."
"I'll shut up then!"
Sighing Rosyln leaned back in his chair.
"Like I said, Ray's piloting and tracking, we'll need to surronded the boys when they land." He spoke, "we have no idea if there Inhibitor chips will respond."
The three nodded, "Isabella will be one of the people coming with us, Evie I want no arguements."
She nodded in response, "Good get ready to pick up and leave."
They dismissed quickly Emma staying behind, and walking up to the desk, "Mama's coming too?"
He nodded, "Isabella's changed much. Sonju and Mujika are coming as well, not to mention some of the assassins."
Emma nodded, "I think Echo will want to come back with us."
Rosyln looked up from the data pads infront of him.
"Now'd how you know his name?" He inquired.
Emma lifted up a book, "sorry..."
"This is my diary..." he spoke, then chuckled, taking the book,"I have to have one of those kenways train you. You're a slippery one."
She nodded, as he reached over ruffling her hair.
"I suppose we should get a move on." Rosyln spoke.
"Just...one more question."
He nodded his hair, "you're name was Y/n before hand?"
"Uh. Yes." He answered.
"You should use Y/n more. Echo may not know who Rosyln is." Emma told.
Rosyln smiled smally at her, "I didn't get to meet him really, I just led him to the old hide out. He was yelling too fast for me to understand."
"Is that so?" He questioned, Emma nodded.
"Seemed really sad, really angry Maul kept him going." Emma frowned.
"Maul tends to do that." He told her, "but never mind that, lets go get ready."
Emma nodded rushing off, leaving him to his own devices. There it was again, that name, Y/n. Leaning against his desk he rubbed her head.
There was a knock on the door, Sonju walking in.
"Sonju." Rosyln spoke, "can I help you?'
"Ray's already ready with the ship, he's tracked them to Ordo Mantel."
The man nodded, face in hand.
"Are, you alright?" Sonju questioned.
"Yes," He spoke rubbing his face, "a bit tired."
Sonju walked over, leaning on the desk besides y/n.
"This isnt the usual hunger migranes."
"No..."
It was quiet, "we should get going." Rosyln spoke standing up fully and starting to walk towards the door, "Come on."
The two left together, making it to the ship together people were bringing on supplies.
"Aye, mate."
He turned his head, "Kenway, good man."
The two shared a firm hand shake and brought each other into short hug.
"Gettin old."
"Can't help myself."
There was a chuckle, "you remember. My grandson. Connor."
"Sir." Connor spoke the tall man chocolate color in skin with hair pulled back like his grandfather, "I am to accompany you on your journey."
Roslyn nodded, as Connor made his way onto the ship.
"That's everybody Rosyln."
Looking back at Isabelle he nodded turning back to Kenway, "Aye lad be careful out there."
"Always am Kenway," Rosyln spoke, "Always am."
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"Echo? Echo?" Omega shook the man awake.
"Mhm?" He asked opening his eyes slowly, a beatiful dream about a certain someone being intruppted.
"Echo. Come on we need your help." Omega spoke.
"Omega?" He questioned causing her to nod, and looking up, they had obviously landed, and it was night, "we on ordo mantell already?"
Omega nodded once more, "Real quick Echo please."
Getting up he let himself be pulled across the ship towards the back, Tech incoherent mumbling annoying the two brothers.
"Oh! Good Echo you're awake." Tech spoke rushing over to him, "We'd figured you'd want all the good news on a full rest."
"What news?" Echo questioned.
"Prepare to metaphorically have your socks knocked off. Because I. Yes me. Have figured out Y/n is indeed alive."
Echo blinked, "okay?"
Hunter looked at him shocked, "so...you don't care?"
"That's not knew News, I told you. Y/n didn't die in the first place." Echo defended.
"That wasn't wishful thinking?" Tech responded quiet shocked, "You really believed Y/n was alive."
Echo glared at him, "oh wasnt it obvious?'
"That's not what's important! Tell him how we find Y/n!" Wrecker shouted.
Wait.
Find Y/n?
"You found him?!" Echo questioned, fully awake.
"Well I thought it was obvious." Tech glared back Echo's stare hardening once more.
"We need you to translate this!" Omega cut in, datapad in hand and lifting it up to Echo.
"And what? You think I can translate this-" he stopped mid sentence, looking at the writing, reconzing it almost immediately, "Where did you find this?"
"You mean you didn't see any of this?" Tech spoke, "this is a copy of what was on the disk."
"I didn't need to look at it. I told you I already know Y/n's alive." Echo argued.
"What is it?" Hunter questioned.
"Me and Y/n's sister made this, the small one, uh princess." He spoke, "we let Y/n in on it way after some of these symbols were uh private..."
Echo looked through the symbols, "What does it say?" Tech questioned.
"Uh," Echo spoke, "is there more of this?"
"Yes," Tech answred, "what does it mean?"
"They're letters." Echo addressed, "to all of us even Crosshair. I'll take me a while to translate it all because theres so much."
"We'll go to Cid's I think a drink will be in order to get through such work." Tech suggested.
"Agreed." Hunter spoke, "I'll report to Cid with the Cargo, Omega you go with Echo. Wrecker you're with me. Tech-"
"Yes ship repairs I have already started running a diagnostic."
The group nodded, Echo going off with Omega as they walked to Cids place, Echo in an awful hurry now, Omega having trouble keeping up as he turned a corner, following his steps she turned the corner but he was gone.
"Echo?" She questioned looking around, accidently turning the wrong corner in the process.
"Echo?" Omega questioned again turning down street after street.
She stopped hearing steps behind her, turning her head she seen two cloaked figures behind her, darkness of shadows surrounding her as they towered over her smaller form.
"She was on Zut...I recognize her scent anywhere. She's top quality."
She took a step back, "she's our dinner tonight-"
Omega ran quickly away.
"Grab her!"
Looking back they gained on her quickly, ducking under stalls and people the creatures pushed people out the way to get to her, turning a final corner she quickly found a stall, crawling under the blanket covered stall provided her a hiding place.
Covering her mouth to try and calm her breathing the shadows of there figures passed by and away. She slolwy removed her hands from her mouth- but one grabbed her foot from under the stall causing her to scream.
"Get over here! You little brat!" One shouted Omega trying to break loose and kicking him in the face.
"You little bitch!"
She quickly got up running away, making a wrong turn she froze looked at the wall, she met a dead end.
"There she is!"
She turned around, "Stay away!" She defended taking out her ligh bow just for it to be grabbed right out her hands, refusing to let go she fell to her knees, falling backwards she pushed herself backwards to put distance between her and the monsters.
"You don't want to do that."
The creatures turned around, "who are you?"
There was a dark chuckling, "You don't need to know my name, or, well. Any of our names for matter of fact."
Other's joined the cloaked figures side, hoods up covered in solid colors.
Two more jumped down seperating Omega and the demons.
"I give you till five. Run, for the sake of the kiddies eyes."
"And what ar eyou-"
"One-"
Everyonr started to reach for weapons.
"Two."
Weapons came unseathed, blasters and blades of any kind, the demons becoming worried.
"Three."
They rushed pushing past the line of people and ran for the hills.
"Four." They chuckled, "and...five-hunt."
"Im glad I was quiet after all!" One laughed the group running after the demons as the main figure stayed behind.
Pulling his hood down he smiled at Omega walking over he grabbed the lightbow that was on the floor on the way.
"Hey little one." He spoke kneeling infront of her form who was still braced on her palms, "this yours? Zygerian huh?"
The man chuckled, "I remember them,during the clone wars, they were never good people nice job snatching one."
Omega looked up at the man in awe, in her eyes this was god, this was warmth, why? Well...He was beautiful strands of white hair frame his dark (f/d/c) hair, and he wore a soft warmth raident smile, his eyes which had obviously seen the likes of war were (f/c).
Omega carefully reached out grabbing the weapon, "Um...thank you..."
He nodded helping her to her feet, "You have a small cut there."
She felt her face a slice on her cheek, bleeding lightly, pulling away there was the light color of blood on her fingers.
"Oh."
"I can fix that." He spoke fixing her up carefully, cleaning the small wound and covering it with a bandage."
"It's done sir."
He turned his head, "Isabella. You track well. Take this one back to her family."
"Of course sir." She spoke walking towards the little girl, in a full black dress with a white apron.
"Little one I am here to help you return to your loved ones." She smiled holding out a hand.
Omega was quiet, judging the womans intentions infront of her and Isabella looked up at the man, "Rosyln, I believe she is a bit shaken perhaps we should have one of the children escort her, Emma, Norman and Ray, they'll be in a group that way."
"Good idea." He responded.
"Rosyln?" Omega questioned looking up at the male, "You're name is Rosyln?"
The man nodded with a smile, "I'll comn the children-"
"Wait! Wait!" Omega shouted grabbing at his cloak, "You're Y/n!"
The male looked down at the blonde female shocked.
"I know who you are! I know Echo!"
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sharkeysnight · 2 years
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tonight in insane shit diaries:
my exciting game plan for the night was to get stoned go get mcdonalds and come back and watch the muppet show. so im like stomping my way down the street listening to on the bound but i get to the corner and theres. a bunch of fucking people and a dj and like a dancefloor right there on the corner outside the library. there are little 45s tied to branches in the trees. a woman is on the outer edge of the sidewalk doing the most beautiful backbends and cartwheels i have ever seen. theres two tables of people selling shit like bracelets and crystals and other jewlery and shit. because i have just no self control i go up to admire one of the bracelets which is all greeny-blue and shimmering in the light. the woman behind the counter: 
1. gives me the bracelet for five american dollars despite the price tag saying 18;
2. has me pull a card from a tarot deck and tells me i need to rest Or Else,
3. comes out from behind the table to hug me??
which i dont mind because im a fucking snugglebug, but her hair gets in my face and it is genuinely the softest hair i have ever encountered. i say this aloud and then immediately am like holy shit sorry that was fucking weird. shes like NO I LOVE IT and then is literally like do you want a drink??? hands me a fucking whiteclaw which i hate but like in what world am i going to turn this down. so i stand aroound there for ten minutes while i drink it and this woman like attempts to explain tarot to me. and then im like the mcdonalds is closing in 10 minutes I Have To Go I’m Sorry and she says that they do these parties like twice a month and i should come to the next one and now im home vaguely crossed watching the muppet show w french fries as planned but spinning my new bracelet on my wrist and going What The Fuck Just Happened
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One where y/n has been obviously in love with Tsuki since they were kids and not afraid to show it, but he’s always been lowkey mean to her and thinks she’s annoying and then finally years later she decides he’s not a nice guy and let’s him know she’s fine with all that crap and then he realizes he’s falling for her and does something really sweet for her and they fall in love? 😭😭🥺👉🏻👈🏻 ty in advance. Sorry if this is too long or specific, if it is, feel free to ignore
I genuinely hope you didn’t think I would actually ignore this<33
IM SORRY IM A MASTER PROCRASTINATOR ILY ALL AND YOU ALL DESERVE AN APOLOGY FROM ME
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Dear diary//Tsukishima Kei x Reader
Word Count: 1.4k+
Warnings: Cursing
Genre: Angst??? I guess???
Summary: He’s an ass, but you still love him to bits, and it’s killing you.
July 16, 2008
Dear Diary,
I got to play with Tsukki again! He had his dino with him, it was super cute! He told me his front teeth came off last night, and there’s a big hole in his teeth, but it’s okay, because he said it will grow back. I tried to hold his hand while going down the twin slides but he said it was sweaty, so next time I’ll wear gloves!
You flip through the hot pink diary, cringing at your young infatuation. Your diary entries were cringey as fuck, but they always rekindle something within you whenever you read them. You can’t even remember when you stopped writing in the book. Was it when you turned 10? Maybe 12? You don’t have a single clue.
April 30, 2011
Dear Diary,
Tsukki refused to marry me in the playground at break:(( I’ve known him for so long though, aren’t we supposed to get married? I just wanna hold his hand and hug him and give him a biiiiig kiss<33
Chuckling at the memory, you recalled the event from that entry clearly. You were seven years old only, still an immature kid. You still thought that getting married in a middle school playground was a huge milestone in life, almost as crucial as a legal marriage.
May 29, 2016
Dear Diary,
Love how Tsukki didn’t even remember my birthday:,) Must be nice getting made fun of. Half the students in my class felt my second hand embarrassment from when he completely forgot about it. God, why am I even in love with this asshole? I’m gonna have to go to school tomorrow and deal with all my classmates making fun of me for being hopeless. Brb, currently digging a hole for myself:)
Frowning at the memory, you think back to when you were twelve. He was an asshole then, still is an asshole to this day. And yet not an ounce of your unconditional love and support for him has faded. Grabbing a tissue, you wipe the remaining tears from your eyes, ignoring the dried tear stains on your cheek. Your hand slams onto the bedside table, lazily feeling for your phone. Tilting it towards your face, you sigh at the empty lock screen, accepting defeat. Flicking through the rest of the book, you are welcomed by pages and pages of white. “So that’s when I gave up on this diary...” you mutter to yourself as you lift yourself up from your bed. Heading towards your desk, you absentmindedly grab yourself a pen, notebook in hand. Slamming the diary down, you open it up to the next entry page after your last one, gently placing the tip of your pen on the first line. You grab your hair out of frustration, the ink bleeding into the thin paper. “What to do, what to do...?” You mumble, starting to form sentences in your notebook.
July 17, 2020
Dear Diary,
It’s been a while hasn’t it? Holy shit, all my entries were about Tsukki weren’t they? Jesus, of course they were. At least I was able to get it off my chest this afternoon. Telling him that I’ve been in love with him for years, that was fucking terrifying. Telling him that although I know he’s an ass, an animatronic dick complete with ballsack, that won’t stop me from falling harder, it was gut wrenching, but also relieving to a certain degree. I’m still waiting for some form of response, although I’m not sure I’m gonna get one anytime soon. I can’t decide whether telling him was the dumbest or bravest decision I’ve made. Maybe it was both. Just wait until I look back on this entry like a decade later and still cry about it lmao. Tbh he’s a genuinely nice person at heart. I know that all too well. He may be an ass most the time, and he may think I’m annoying, but despite how hard he tries to push me away, I’ll never abandon him. Jesus Christ, I sound like a yandere here, but it’s not that. It’s that I care for him a lot. Maybe even a bit too much. It’s ridiculous how absolute and utter shit a crush can make you feel.
Throwing the pen down, you flop back onto your bed, huffing into the thick blankets. You stay silent, not sure of what to think of the situation. “I’ll just deal with it all tomorrow, I’m tired of this shit.”
On the other side of the incident, Tsukishima is currently going through a mental crisis.
The blond sits at his desk, eyes unwavering, but focusing on nothing. It feels as if he hasn’t blinked in what seemed to be hours. Just hours of staring at his wall that led to nothing. Your confession plays in his head nonstop, like a broken record that refused to run out of battery.
“The thing is I like you. I’m pretty sure I always have. And I know that you’re such an asshole and all that, you won’t treat me as well as people would expect, but it’s fine. I’m fine with all that. All the dumb, stupid, careless insults you’ll throw at me, the side eyes and sneers, telling me to shut up and go away, I’m fine with it. I know you’re a good person, and that’s all that matters to me.”
“Well shit what the fuck do you want me to say?”
Maybe he shouldn’t have said that.
Maybe he should have let you down slowly.
But as he stares at his wall, the photos of the two of you framed and balanced on his floating shelves, he starts to reconsider his feelings.
The way your expression faltered then as you hastily took your bag and rushed away without a single word, the way you avoided him in the halls, the way you stopped talking to him throughout the day, it drove him crazy. He couldn’t handle the realisation that he hurt you so incredibly badly, so now all he can do is stare at his empty, blank wall. Did he know why he felt that way? No. He didn’t and still doesn’t. He’s Tsukishima fucking Kei, the emotionless, provoking, unlikeable king, yet a mere girl is somehow able to mess with his mind so badly, that all he can do is wallow in regret and confusion? What is this weird feeling? His throat itches, his heart is beating like crazy, sweat starting to gather around his temples. He clamps his two hands together, slamming his forehead onto them and squeezing his eyes shut.
How could I have been so dense?
How was he unable to see that you were absolutely in love with him? Even with the bento boxes, birthday gifts, constant compliments, he still only ever thought you liked him as a friend. However he never did. He likes you more than that. Way more. Yes, he thought, and still thinks you can be annoying at times, especially when you nag at him about not eating enough or being rude, but it was undeniable that there was something else he felt. But his stupid ass shitty ego would never let him admit it. And now that you finally confessed, he freaked out and fucked up. Even then, he didn’t think it would affect him to this extent.
“It was a stupid middle school crush, I’m over you (Y/N).”
He says that over and over again, desperate to cloud out the disagreeing thoughts in his head that scream otherwise.
“It was a stupid middle school crush, I’m over you.”
“It was a stupid middle school crush, I’m over you.”
“It was a stupid middle school crush, I’m over you.”
The guilt didn’t go away.
In fact, now that he’s said all that, he feels even worse. Oh how much he wants to find you right this second, wrap you in his arms, tell you how incredibly sorry he is, but he can’t. He doesn’t deserve to do that. His heart is begging for him to just get out of the house and run to yours as fast as he could, but his body won’t move. He wants to cry. Scream. Shout. Throw something. Shatter something. But most of all, he wants to get another chance.
Picking up his phone, he hesitates, before typing in your contact, the cleared out, empty chatroom showing up on his screen. Going as fast as his fingers could, he typed out the one sentence he’s been dying to let out.
“It was a middle school crush, but I’m still into you. I always have been.”
Is it just me, or is this bad-
Idk man it seems like all my fics are pretty much the same and I hate it😌
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I’m back to writing lmao I’m bored in two week quarantine rn
Edit: cue me realising I was half asleep and missed something in the request don’t be surprised if I repost this💀💀💀💀
Btw the hq manga just ended time to cry
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Anon 1 said:
Hi, i'm looking for this fic that consists of buckys diary entries after tws. It ends right at the beginning of civil war i think? There's something in there about him learning how to make plum dumplings or something like that from this old lady in bucharest. Thanks sm!!
Anon sent in The Season for Plums by whatthefoucault (oneshot | 2,027 | T)
Anon 2 said:
hi! i took a look through the sex worker steve tag but couldn't find this, apologies if i've missed it... i'm looking for a pre-war fic where steve was doing sex work to make money and bucky finds out by accident walking on him. steve is mad at first but eventually they make up and end up sleeping together, and bucky also had an on and off thing with a girl named liv!
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lady-x-red said:
I'm looking for a fic and all I can remember is that he used to be Pierce's slave, who would paint him up and make him entertain party guests.
Anon sent in training motions by Nonymos (complete | 19,186& E) *rape/noncon, /others, HTP, dead dove
Anon 3 said:
hi!! im looking for a fic about preserum Steve and bucky that help out a travelling carnival or a group that moves around and practices magic... Romani maybe... anyway they do bucky a favor and bucky now has the ability to make steve do whatever he wants and Steve figures it out and likes it and then they do the dirty with steve as a submissive and Bucky as a dominant (still with safewords), there's no underage or character death that I remember, and not much violence if any... thanks!!
Anon 4 said: (polyamory)
Hi!! Do you know a fic that bucky and steve are the reader's neighbor and one day she hears them having sex with another girl, later the three of them start having threesomes and a polyamorus relationship?
goalsofmindandbody said: (rape/noncon, budcon)
Hey! I’m looking for a fix where Bucky has been rescued and now thinks Steve is his handler , Bucky was raped by hydra agents is expecting the same from Steve but Steve isn’t doing that obviously so Bucky thinks he’s playing with him and tries to hold out(getting blue balls) until he finally cant take it anymore and goes to Steve naked and bent over for me , Steve is shocked and tells Bucky he needed to have been getting off because of being a super soldier, Steve then helps with said blue balls
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givenachonce said:
‪Hiii I’ve been trying to find this fic where bucky tries to take off his metal arm with his bare hand and Steve finds him and has to hold bucky’s arms under his legs and there’s blood everywhere in the bathroom. It’s set in avengers tower. I think Steve cooks bland food bc bucky can’t handle spice in other scenes..do you know this fic by any chance?
Anon 5 said:
Hey there I’m looking for a specific fic, I’ve already checked the Disney tag and nothings come up. So anyway, it’s a fic with three parts and ones a fairytale with little Bucky and little Steve at Disney world? It’s modern, no powers AU and they have kids and work at Disney at one point. I think Steve’s Peter Pan? It was really good. Thanks in advance!
Anon 6 said: (/others, cheating)
Hi! I was wondering if y'all could help me find a fic I've been looking for. I can't remember the name of it for anything and I've tried looking it up through y'alls tags but no luck. It's a college AU where Steve and Sam are friends and roommates in college and Sam and Bucky know each other and eventually Steve and Bucky sorta get together and then Bucky sleeps with someone else. Thank you for your help!
mohnjjayer said:
Hi I’m so sorry to ask but I can’t remember ANYTHING about this fic except at the end Bucky and Steve move out to LA and Steve can turn the serum on and off except he lives with it off in LA and then can go back to big Steve in emergencies. I’m pretty sure there’s a line about how the serum is the governments property so if Steve doesn’t have it then they don’t own him?
Anon 7 said:
hellooo :) i lost this one sticky fic and thought maybe you could help me?? i don’t remember that well but it was something with steve being married to tony (but tony died) and they have a kid and tony was working on something (something secret and bad guys wanted it) and bucky comes and protects steve and the kid,, and i know that the project or the thing tony worked on was on a necklace the kid had,, thank u :))
Anon 8 said:
hi!! i'm looking for this fic where steve gets off to the idea of bucky in the mask, and when bucky finds out he puts the whole winter soldier uniform on and surprises steve with it as a sex thing. steve thinks at first bucky's reverted to being the tws and is like trying to calm him until bucky reveals what he's actually trying to do
princessniitza and dolphinqueen10 sent in straight from your heart by luninosity (oneshot | 10,516 | E)
Anon 9 said:
Hello, can you help me find a fic where Bucky and steve are on some sort of stake-out mission I think? Anyway all I remember is that Bucky and Steve were on a roof and Bucky was focused with his gun ready and trying not to be distracted, and Steve was blowing him, trying to get him to move, react etc. I can’t remember the name or author that’s all I know, thank you!
time-lord-no-more sent in S is for Steve Rogers is a Little Shit by OhCaptainMyCaptain (oneshot | 23,613 | E)
wouldilietome said:
hey guys!! first i just wanted to thank y’all for your hard work, this blog makes my life so much better like fr:) also, i was wondering if y’all could help me find this doc where steve rescues bucky from being the winter soldier and then bucky leaves to go recover. steve then goes dark killer mode and goes on a killing spree of all the hydra people that had anything to do with bucky. eventually natasha gets steve to go to bucky and he promises to stay for like a week or something. THANKS ILY :)
dolphinqueen10 sent in The Ghosts Of Who I Used To Be by Brenda (complete | 107,289 | M)
Anon 10 said:
Hello, I am looking for a fic where Steve and Bucky work at Disneyland ( I think) and Bucky is trying to woo Steve. But Peggy comes back from England and Bucky sees them dancing and gets jealous. I thought it was fantastic but it didn't have that scene with Peggy...Thanks!
Anon sent in Fantasmic! by mambo (oneshot | 11,464 | T)
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niel-trbl · 6 years
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hi hello! sorry this came in a little late but i finally had a good idea for this song and it was a dream i had last night so if part of it don’t make sense or just seems weird, it’s due to that. thank you so much for requesting and hope you enjoy reading this one!
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you were waiting in a cab to head home with a few friends after a long day
after a few minutes or so, you saw your friends making their way into the cab
your eyes grew large the moment you saw Chan
“no no please dont let him sit beside me,” you thought to yourself
almost as if he read your mind, he slide in to your left then greeting you bashfully
it wasnt that you didnt like him
in fact, you had a pretty big crush on him
both of you are good friends but everytime he gets close to you, your heart just goes BA-DUM BA-DUM
you had always thought of confessing but it always ends up being hidden in the pages of your diary
“youre heading home too?” you managed to bravely ask, in which he replied with a nod and the cutest smile
it was a pretty long ride so you whipped out your ipad to start sketching while everyone did their own thing
for awhile, you noticed that only both of you were in hoodies
(he was in that gray hoodie from the I AM NOT promos)
(hence the gif)
(anw back to our regular programme)
you felt someone nudge your left shoulder
Chan gave you a thumbs up after pointing at your sketch
at this point you were absolutely red
people complimenting your works already makes you shy
Chan complimenting your works? you just get extremely shy and extremely red
after awhile you decided to listen to music so you started searching for your earphones
in that moment when he had offered to share his earphones and listen to his playlist with him, you found it
he immediately pulled back, almost pretending that it didnt happened
you felt bad coz you saw him extending his hand to offer you his earphones
what a sweet guy :(
so you tapped his hand and gestured that you wanted listen to his playlist together
Chan subtly (read: not so subtly) held up a fist as a sign of victory
both of you grooved to his playlist together
(btw in the dream we were listening to a soft rock hip-hop-ish beat (?) - it was prolly something he had produced)
(also a random note: if you guys are curious about what kind of music genres im into, Chan’s spotify playlist is a great example! a lot of my favs are in it too)
in the midst of listening to the playlist, you gathered some courage and asked him
“wna go to mcdonalds later?”
“yea sure!! yay maccas!!!” he cheered a little too loud, earning looks from your friends beside both of you
but that didnt matter - Chan just said yes to hanging out with you!!!
while he was busy using his phone for a bit, you slid down your seat then nudged your friend on your right
“what does Chan like?” you whispered to them
they just laughed at you
a little after that, you had finally reached your destination
while everyone parted ways, you and Chan made your way to your family apartment so that you can drop off your stuff then change into something more simple
you thought nobody was in so you quickly got to your room to change after telling Chan that he can feel free to look around the house
while you got ready, your annoying sibling suddenly surprised you in your room
“what are you doing here?!”
“more like, what are you doing here? is that your boyfriend downstairs?” they asked you back
“no…… he’s, a friend!!”
your sibling gave you a look
“okay fine, i really like this guy. but please just let me have this moment! this is my first time going out with someone,”
(if this was irl, it honestly would only be my third or fourth time going out with someone like that)
just as both of you got to the living room, you saw that Chan found the closet and was trying to put on every coat available
“is it supposed to be a date?” your sibling asked quietly
“i… i dont know? i literally just asked him to grab mcdonalds with me and that’s it. while we are on it, i wouldn’t mind it being a date with him,”
you quickly helped him out of the coats then asked if he wanted a change of clothing since it was pretty warm
he shook his head then saying that he has a t-shirt underneath so he can just remove his hoodie later on if he wants to
with that, both of you made your way to mcdonalds
along the way, you bumped into your mutual friend, Hani, and talked for a bit
when she heard where you were heading to, she immediately said that she wanted to tag along - in which both you and Chan just reluctantly said yes
just as you were about to cross the street, you bumped into an old friend of yours
before you started talking to them, you turned to Chan and mouthed “sorry” in which he replied with an understanding nod
since they were heading the same direction, they decided to walk with you
“who is the cute one?”
“that’s Chan. we were supposed to be out alone,”
“oh, i meant the annoying girl. im kidding! omg was it supposed to be a date for you guys?”
“i dont know i guess?! we were supposed to be together then she came along and then you appeared so i guess this is how it is. no offence really,”
“im so sorry man. but one thing for sure is that i wont be with yall,”
“but she’s there!”
“so? just ditch her,”
when your friend parted ways, you thought about what they said
you thought of a plan then quickly got up to chan and whispered it to him
“if that’s what you want, your wish is my command,” he sneakily grinned to you
both of you suggested to head to a mall nearby
a little disclaimer - that mall is known to be quite a maze
thankfully for you, you’ve been there many times to know your way out but she didn’t need to know that
Hani didnt see anything weird with it so she was up for the plan
as you were making rounds around the mall, you pretended to lose her then quickly made your way to mcdonalds
when she texted you, you just said you couldnt find your way back to her so you left
both of you felt bad for doing that to her
“let’s order another meal, in favour of her. maybe that wont feel as bad?” chan suggested
(lets be real - Chan just wants an extra meal and coincidentally, this was a great opportunity to get an extra one)
you never realised it but ever since you walked around the mall to escaping the mall then to mcdonalds, Chan had been holding onto your hand
even you felt really shy about it, it felt nice and natural so you just let it be
the whole time you were at mcdonalds, you had so much fun, eating, laughing and even building a fries tower
soon enough it was already time to head back home
why did time had to go by so fast :(
of course, you being you, thought it wasn’t gonna be cold that night but it did so you were shivering in your t-shirt
Chan suddenly stopped his tracks, removed his hoodie then put it on you before holding your hand again
“thanks,” you said
“no problem, anything for you,” he replied with blush dusting his cheeks
aAaaaAaAAAaAh that’s so cute
both of you continued walking till you reached your apartment door
“oh right, your hoodie,” you tried to remove the hoodie
“no it’s fine! you can keep it. you look really nice with it,” he held onto your hand to prevent you from removing it
both of you just looked at one another
what felt like ages was in fact just a few seconds
Chan suddenly leaned in closer to your face
“can i kiss you?” you shyly nodded to his question
just as he got closer to you, you felt your palms sweaty, your heart racing and your face burning up
“what are you doing?” the door suddenly opened, revealing your annoying sibling
both of you quickly backed away from one another
you said good night then headed in
after you chased your sibling away, you quickly looked through peephole and saw that Chan was still outside, looking a little upset and embarassed
without warning, you opened the door again then kissed Chan on the cheek before closing the door again
what you didnt get to see was how happy Chan got after that happened, doing his little victory dance once again
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shyysims · 6 years
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Oh dear God
SO I WAS TAGGED BY @enismald THAAANKS I’m tagging these kids (idk who’s done this already but pfft take it) @sourpeachess @priismik @omg-puddingpie @sim-borg @humanitys-shortest
Rules: You have to make a simself and put whatever you wish like traits or anything about you. Then answer +100 freaking questions I feel like a star why are you interviewing me
So uhh yeah here
Traits: shy, gamr gril, book reader, loner, trash panda, horror lover(:
What is your full name? Maryssa
What is your nickname? Shyy
Birthday? May 27
What is your favorite book series? Goosebumps bitches
Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? I REALLY want to
Who is your favorite author? R.L. Stine or Stephen King
What is your favorite radio station? What is a radio
What is your favorite flavor of anything? Vanilla or green apple
What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? cool beans, lit (im sorry)
What is your current favorite song? UHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS ONE
What is your favorite word? Cunt (im not sorry)
What was the last song you listened to? That one up there
What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Castle Rock BABY
What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Sweeney Todd or Rocky Horror Picture Show
Do you play video games? Yiss
What is your biggest fear? HEIGHTS (i.e falling from said heights)
What is your best quality, in your opinion? ....PFFFTTT
What is your worst quality, in your opinion? Insecure af
Do you like cats or dogs better? .......CATS
What is your favorite season? Fall/Autumn
Are you in a relationship? What’s a relationship
What is something you miss from your childhood? Having friends lol
Who is your best friend? Uhhhno
What is your eye color? Dark brown
What is your hair color? A mess of dark brown and auburn
Who is someone you love? MY MOTHER
Who is someone you trust? MY MOTHER
Who is someone you think about often? A stupid boy(:
Are you currently excited about/for something? Probs GF tbhhh I want it
What is your biggest obsession? Owuwatch
What was your favorite TV show as a child? COURAGE THE COWARDLY DOG
Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? Like three of my online friends(’:
Are you superstitious? Nahh fam
Do you have any unusual phobias? A massive amount of ants (it’s gross)
Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Behind
What is your favorite hobby? Used to be writing...now it’s vidya games(:
What was the last book you read? A Sherlock Holmes book
What was the last movie you watched? Hills Have Eyes 2 (don’t judge me ok)
What musical instruments do you play, if any? I tried to teach myself the piano...didn’t turn out too great
What is your favorite animal? BEARS they attac but they so cuddly lookin’
What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? UHHHHH theones I tagged hue 
What superpower do you wish you had? The power of self confidence (ooh edgy)
When and where do you feel most at peace? My room(:
What makes you smile? Sombra POTGs((:
What sports do you play, if any?  What is a sport
What is your favorite drink? Coffeeeee
When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? What is this sorcery you speak of
Are you afraid of heights? Uh heckin’ yes
What is your biggest pet peeve? Hypocrites(: (spoilers: I am one)
Have you ever been to a concert? Nahh
Are you vegan/vegetarian? Nahh
When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? An author
What fictional world would you like to live in? Tbh? A dystopian future. Preferably with death and destruction everywhere
What is something you worry about? Life
Are you scared of the dark? Not really
Do you like to sing? YES but the real question is CAN I sing? ‘Cause that’s a big FAT no 
Have you ever skipped school? Uhh yes
What is your favorite place on the planet? MY BED
Where would you like to live? Forests. Trees. 0 population.
Do you have any pets? Yes! A doggo and a spawn of satan
Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night owl fo sho (its currently 4:22 am what is sleep)
Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets
Do you know how to drive? No :c
Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? Earbuds
Have you ever had braces? Nahh
What is your favorite genre of music? Uhh music
Who is your hero? My MoThEr
Do you read comic books? I’ve read a few..but I really want more
What makes you the most angry? Superficial cunts
Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Real shit all day err day
What is your favorite subject in school? English!
Do you have any siblings? Four, three bros and a sis
What was the last thing you bought? Fekkin’ Cheetos Puffs
How tall are you? 5′8
Can you cook? I don’t wanna brag but I make a mean ass mac n cheese and I burn popcorn
What are three things that you love? Stories, my parents, FOOD
What are three things that you hate? Cunts, my lack of motivation, the color pink 
Do you have more female friends or more male friends? Dudes (girls hate me and idk why)
What is your sexual orientation? I like dick
Where do you currently live? 'Tucky
Who was the last person you texted? A stupid boy(:
When was the last time you cried? A few weeks ago
Who is your favorite YouTuber? CallMeKevin
Do you like to take selfies? Only when I make really stupid faces
What is your favorite app? ......Youtube?
What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? They’re cool beans, I love them, but sometimes I really wanna punch them in their throats
What is your favorite foreign accent? Aussie baby
What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Literally anywhere but ‘Tucky (Besides Ohio, Indiana, Tennessee, and Texas)
What is your favorite number? Anything even
Can you juggle? UHHH I can juggle with two but not three
Are you religious? Lolno not really
Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? Outer space BOI
Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? Absolutely not
Are you allergic to anything? Nahh
Can you curl your tongue? Heckin’ yes
Can you wiggle your ears? Wtf no
How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? As soon as I realize I am (unless I’m arguing with my brother, fuck him)
Do you prefer the forest or the beach? FOREST
What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? Advice pfft what
Are you a good liar? Mehhhh
What is your Hogwarts House? You really gonna make me take a test and find out (I got Ravenclaw)
Do you talk to yourself? Lol you don’t?
Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Introvert def (though I’m trying to change)
Do you keep a journal/diary? Kinda, sorta (I only write bad things in it((: )
Do you believe in second chances? Yeah, sure
If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Turn it in? Idk
Do you believe that people are capable of change? Yes and no
Are you ticklish? Fuck you
Have you ever been on a plane? Hell no
Do you have any piercings? Double ear piercings(:
What fictional character do you wish was real? Oh a lot
Do you have any tattoos? Not yet
What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? Quitting my retail job((:
Do you believe in karma? Heckin’ yes
Do you wear glasses or contacts? Glasses ‘cause I can’t see shit(: Contacts are weird don’t touch my eyeball
Do you want children? Some day maybe
Who is the smartest person you know? ME DUH (lol no im a fuckin’ idiot) MY MOTHER
What is your most embarrassing memory? Thinking the toaster ran on batteries because I was unaware of the crumb tray (My family brings it up every time we get together, fyi)
Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? All the TIME
What color are most of you clothes? Black (like my soul) ((im sorry))
Do you like adventures? Yess
Have you ever been on TV? Once
How old are you? 22 (i totally forgot lol)
What is your favorite quote? “Are you suggesting that coconuts migrate?”
Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? Food
if you read all of this you’re a real trooper and i love you <3
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