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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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at least they still have that sick pink belt i guess
an assortment of doodles of strange someone frisk - they're @the-meme-monarch's! go! check them out if u don't know them!! - simply because they were on the mind to the point where i had to visualize my thoughts or risk falling into the shadow realm
bit of a less serious doodle under the cut as a surprise lmao i did it once as warmup
#strange someone frisk#ended up kinda trying something different because nothing other than emulating pally's style seemed to work for them#they're too much their creation in my mind to transcribe it fully into my own ig (and not for lack of trying)#the comic one is cuz i think itd be poignant if ss frisk appeared in the dr universe by the bunker#deltarune#utdr#frisk undertale#frisk#deltarune au#undertale#dr#ut#jevil#hes below the cut but hes there#not counting the photo thing for this lol#my artbook#i know ssfrisk alr has a playlist and it slaps but penelope scott's montreal will remain their song also in my heart#obv some more effort put into this than my previous doodle#we're climbing out of this artblock by force yall. im yanking myself out
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them✨💕
anyways do check out Marble Sky by @somerandomdudelmao it's a very good read so far i'm looking forward to see where it goes ^_^ !
#marble sky#marble sky fanart#marble sky ward#marble sky holly#fanart#wanted to try something a lil different and outta my comfort zone style wise :]#so i took a quick break from oc stuff to draw some marble sky fanart lol !#not sure it turned out exactly how i wanted it to but i still like them :]#im having fun with hands recently.. thats new lol#my first like.. proper fanart in a while lol...#teehee!!#my art#anyways i wanna kiss them (holly and ward) so bad it makes me look stupid#ok its2 am i gotta go to bed o7
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scribblezone again testing out brushes, early grey oru, and ace attorney-style psychelocks
#witch hat tag#orufrey#doodly. i like one of the brushes tho.#oh and i was thinking how the girls have qifrey's hat design but oru's (current) tassel and how that makes me feel#ppl will surely be thinking umm WHY do they have a different tassel to him unlike every other atelier ever. the whole tassel thing is just.#whatever. *keeps the rest to myself as i fall down a zelda-style chasm of emotion*#i JUST wanna know if tassel swapping is a cultural witch sign of commitment OR if it's something they just made up. JUST TELL ME. NAAOOOOWW#the girls are too young to hear about it because oru has the inbuilt belief that kids will mercilessly tease ppl#ok what is going on someone said the psychelocks art made them laugh and someone else said it made them smile#sometimes when i try to get out depressing ideas ppl are like hehe aww and then for those pink clothes i got surprisingly much sad response#it wasnt THAT sad........maybe. anyway genuinely interesting . this world is a mystery#i think its bc i mix humour & tragedy more than i ever imagined i would. i mean witch hat is like that so thats why im doing it. well anywa
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This is more of a personal topic, but I wanna talk about the pressures of art and the "need"/chase for social media "interactions" (likes, comments, etc.). I'm not sure how how common of an issue this is, but I've seen oomf worry about this and I just wanna talk about my experience with it.
So undoubtedly there was a shift in the way I upload (I mean look at me now, I'm yapping instead of drawing). As in how I used to be more active and invested more time in them, but nowadays I rarely share art. For the past 7+ years I've been online, I've mainly drawn to get an online presence over my own personal interest or growth (in skill, but when those do align, it's usually more of just a bonus). And recently, I've given up on that (recently as in, this year compared to the amount of years I poured energy into building a presence), and I've never been happier!
I keep mentioning how happy it makes me and I really can't stress that enough. I've been able to play more games that I want and spend more time in consuming media rather than worrying about the next art piece of the week. And the difference between consistently drawing vs sometimes drawing in terms of improvement has not changed much I think. Hell, I think I've been able to improve much faster in a shorter time frame since I've been looking at more media now compared to drawing thing of the week.
I'm grateful that I was a little luckier and have been able to build up a small audience, and for said audience that's stuck with me so far, and I am still a little "social media"-brained, but I don't think the crushing weight of your own expectations to upload on a consistent schedule is worth over actually enjoying your life. Or if you want to think about it this way, do you want or think you can live like that for the next 5 years, or next 10 years, or more?
And I wanna note, for the past 7+ years of uploading art, I've always been critical of my own art. Trying to one-up yourself and have yourself be your own competition is good! But not to the point where you hate every piece that you make or that you think you did something wrong because a piece or multiple pieces are flopping.
Oh my god I didn't even think about how I sometimes shift art styles to see which one is more popular, it made me so depressed good god. It's a tale as old as time and I never realized how important it was until I stopped caring about it all, but literally just draw what makes you happy, even if that means you don't want to draw for a while if nothing comes up in your brain.
#this is prob an uncommon thing but ive seen it effect very micro-niche celebrity artists#i hope its food for thought for someone out there#the amount of weight that lifted off of my shoulders when i just gave up#oh my GOD it was the best thing ever. i think i gave up back in may or something? whatever#i get to draw things in the style i want now! and im not sharing them! im gatekeeping! fuck you! /lh LMFAO#ive been a lot more positive of my art too. its nice. no more bad thoughts (until im forcing myself to draw something out of my range-#and then i cry and shit and piss and vomit. but the difference is that im in control of that instead of-#trying to reach my imaginary deadline).#etc#long post#they call me yaps a lot
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Loved Cleo's recent episode, and I just couldn't not draw the armor stand dress,
-- Click for better quality! Sketch under the cut! --
#Freddy draws#it is two am help#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#zombiecleo#zombiecleo fanart#zombie cleo fanart#Im trying a different style!#mainly because I dont have the TIME to do something more painterly rn#I actually really like how it came out#this style let me get the composition and feels way better and more quickly#I do wanna do somethinf with the disgarded painterly sktech ideas#I am so tired#its exam season
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Another artfight attack! This character is named Miriam Myriade and belongs to Dalblauw!
#my art#artfight 2024#team seafoam#I cant believe i havent drawn more mermaids this year#it makes sense bc im ON the team with all the mermaids but still#I started rendering one way and then I got tired & impatient and finished it a completely different way LMAOOO you can see the difference#in the tail vs the torso#the softer brushes vs the chunkier lining brush I used to carve everything else out#I've been in between different styles of rendering lately! trying to find what I want to settle on#I should resub to Loish's patreon soon- her works and videos always helped me figure out what to prioritize and to not spend too much time#on something#digital art#artists on tumblr#I'm really itching to do some stuff with traditional linework#so I think my next attacks are going to be traditional
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#rn im just trying out different art styles until i find something that doesnt look like dogshit#my art#saiki k#saiki kusuo#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki no psi nan#tdlosk
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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also fr whenever i see your art it’s always so fluid and dynamic and i always get inspired by the poses !!!! LIKE DUDE !!!! you’re good at this shit. i think you could try drawing without references and it’d still look awesome sooo
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You cant do this to me
#YOU CANT YOU ALWAYS SAY SOMETHING NICE AND IM JUST AHAAGAFFAAA#THANKS BUT ALSO HOW TO CONVEY THANKS#man#when i see your art i always think youre so cool for trying out new styles but its always#super obvious that its YOUR art cuz its just that unique#you make drawing characters with different faces look so easy#gonna sob now thanks crepe#i still dont get the grunk thing and it will haunt me#lyssten to my rambles
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Obliterate >:)
#transformers#maccadam#obsidian#beast machines#decepticons#artist on tumblr#transformers fanart#tf fanart#my art#character design#Transfomers: Spring Tide#yeah her legs look different from her Beast Machines design#dont worry about it :) you should defiantly not worry about it :)#trying something new with rendering to make everything go a little faster and im liking how its working out so far#currently redoing Blackout and Spaceshot in this updated style so the trio looks more coherent lol#also she was supposed to be holding a weapon but it covered up to much so you get this interesting pose instead
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an uncle nina check in <3
hi team! thanks for sticking around! i know my blog isn't always the most exciting and enriching place in the world in terms of content, but i am very /content/ to have you all here. <3333
i promise, oddly enough, i have A TON of inspiration and ideas for all my weird styles ( if you're curious about anything please lmk! i've been trying to flesh out my aus out lately ), i've just been in a major bummer depression era lately, so it's hard for me to get my asks done and i'm having a hard time committing to finishing my writing. :<
i think it's because of stress and my bipolar, but i am trying to get back on the horse! ( are we all laughing at the idea of me trying to get on a horse? i'd start crying help city girl fail moment for me ) yeehaw!
and while, unfortunately due to the instability ( fabulous legendary iconery ) of my pretty girl popstar personality, i do not know whether i will be answering almost no questions or one million, regardless of that, i just wanted to let you know, i'm still here, still kicking my feet, twirling my hair, cooking...i'm just really trying not to force myself to put out anything i don't like...and only do what makes me truly happy.
however, nothing, my dear sweet e-darlings...
makes me happier than coming home to all of you. <333
so thank you for flooding even the darkest corners of my life with bright light, supporting my phantom fics and being wonderful,
uncle nina xx
#nina speaks#hi my loves#idk what the point of this was#i just know my blog is really inconsistent and i know i dont really post anything or anything that useful#but i wanted you to know that i love you very much and i still care a lot about all of you and all my content actually#which i have been fleshing out in notebooks and google docs i've been doing lots of world building and character study#so feel free to ask me something challenging about any part of my nina sp auniverse that interests u itll make my brain work#i've also been taking very silly but dilligent notes abt what ravesey style looks like for ter so if u want to laff at those u can#i just love taking notes on detail and understanding exactly what characters look like or what settings appear like idk#might be some experimental writing on here i like doing different mediums like i was being silly#and started writing a netflix trailer for rm haha i also have been doing weird personality tests and questionnaires#i've been trying to think very deeply about tkak and my tfbw styles if u have any questions there and am deep plotting rm#trying to be impactful while also keeping things fun and learning to enjoy myself again i suppose#so again thakn u for being here sorry its weird on here but thank u for supporting me as i learn and grow my sunshines#also ik i have a ton of asks and uve already asked me so many things so never feel inclined to message me#but i love hearing what ur curious about hopefully i can answer some stuff eventually but again im on a break#i'm here but i'm not this is a safe place we try and fail we have fun and promote style world domination thru my weird styles#ilysm i'm shutting up now i promise i'm still here i'm just trying to be healthy and happy esp rn when i am not emotionally well#gotta protect my peace and my vibe palace but im still here!#MWAH MWAH MWAAAAAH#really trying to heal my inner child or like the girl in me that liked to write silly stories and create crazy things#weird hcs big dramatic plots silly stuff...i want to honor that girl because she was happy and free and had fun#and i want to do that again so lets have fun guys#no judgement no seriousness just good vibes and good reads#welcome to the uncle nina learns to laugh again arc#i hope you enjoy it
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Finished it
#my art#original art#doc ock#olivia octavius#doc oct#simp#spider verse#im cryinf#new style#trying something a little different#trying stuff out#finished
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i may still be recovering from the psychic damage done to me by my high school art teacher but at least it taught me early that art teachers dont always know wtf theyre talking about
#makes navigating college level art courses a little easier and less frightening#esp now that ive had some profs telling me to do things my hs art teacher said were bad#like fanart :')#my 2d prof telling me putting some fanart in my portfolio is good bc it shows i can adapt styles: :0#still trying to unlearn the 'hyper realism is the be all end all of good art'#my hs art teacher beat all the shapes out of me and like i still love shapes but i dont utilize them like i used to#art profs need to learn how to say 'studying fundamentals will help you become a stronger artist'#without saying 'anything stylized is bad and you should focus on something else'#and i dont even need to tell u that she hated anime but she did and nobody is surprised#led to me having an art crisis and severe burn out but like i said at least i learned all these lessons early#just thinking about this again as im trying to let that more cartoony aspect back into my work#and embracing cleaning my sketches bc line work really just makes my art Lose something (mainly line weight but other aspects as well)#i need to have 234578347 different styles or i'll die#but yeah that hyper realism thing really got to me its been the hardest thing to unlearn#i love my little toons but i cant help but still hear that 'it wont be good/finished until its hyper rendered' devil on my shoulder#making the effort to finally unlearn this stuff this year im kicking it to the curb and embracing having multiple styles#it speaks
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it's kind of funny being someone who's a big horror fan but who also. I'll say it. finds horror silly and cute and cozy. this stems from a majority of horror not bothering me at all
#like if we judged horror solely off if it actually scares or disturbs you brother that barely exists for me#and tbh quite a bit of things that do freak me out aren't good horror#dont get me wrong i do think there's the problem of people wanting horror without it /actually/ being horror and instead something more#palatable#but i dont think if you find it disturbing should be the metric defining horror if that makes sense#difference between horror is palatable enough vs finding majority of horror palatable#is this anything idk if im getting what im trying to say across#whatever. just know im the type of guy who gets cozied up with a warm drink to watch horror and go 'oh haha thats so fun'#in the style of someone watching a ghibli or smtn#joyousposting#horror isnt palatable* what i mean it that 6th tag
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i think im gonna ask my therapist to get me an appointment with the private psychiatrist she suggested
#yesterday was kind of the wake up call#for a few days ive been feeling very little… still feeling bad but like sort of numb and i keep questioning wheter i actually need meds or#not which .. in any case i will not decide but a specialist will but anyways#and i was looking through book fairs and how to get appointments with publishers to show ur portfolio and just generally feeling like the#most incompetent person ever and also like i will never get anywhere because my style isn’t exactly what u see in most illustrated books#95% of which are childrens books…… and those styles are just different#anyway i digress#my grandma called and she was like what are u doing and i told her how stressed i was and i just started crying mid-sentence and i told her#i dont know where to bang my head anymore its too difficult and confusing and i feel like im just not good enough and im tired of trying to#keep it together.. she knows im not well mentally#like i was SOBBING#and she was like u shouldnt think like that u have to be patient keep trying and contact those publishers and whatever#and i get that she was trying to motivate me but i just told her flat out i. am. unwell. i dont know what to do anymore with this brain#and i asked her to please not tell me how i should think because i cant#and i know my grandad was there with her because he always is and he heard and like an hour later he came to my house to pick something up#and he was like ‘earlier i heard things i dont like’ aka me being depressed out of my mind#and then he said ‘we should talk about it sometime’ and proceeded to completely change the subject to his gums problem because he was going#to the dentist….ok#and the funny thing is things like this where people acknowledge that im struggling but proceed to say nothing about it keep happening#like i have a friend that i talk to very often and we say p much everything to each other but now shes working so she takes weeks to reply#and i told her i was doing VERY bad and of course she has her problems too… and she hasn’t replied to me in like three weeks or so#and she sent a text basically saying im dorry i havent replied yet i want to have time to do it well and hear how youre doing but hear this!#and proceeded to tell me stuff about her work and whatever… which is fine but dont tell me u care about how i am if u cant even check in#when u do have time because clearly u can send texts…#anyways im rambling good morning i already cried and its not even 9 great !!
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