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#akoya gero#gero akoya#cute high earth defense club love#binan koukou chikyuu bouei bu love!#boueibu#my art#my akoya wanted to join in the vintage dress-up party too!! \;;w;;/#ognvuhgh i wanted to have this done earlier bc other people were doing art so fast for the new outfits but it got dragged out#it was Mostly done a few days ago and i made final edits and was going to post it just before i rushed out to work#i put it up then i was like '??? wait there's a color blob in the wrong place i thought i fixed that???'#i was down to my last minute and didn't have time to do it so i was like auuuughhgh and took the whole thing down#on the Next day i opened the file again to see what was wrong and the color blob was NOT THERE#so im like ??? why did it suddenly appear again in the png. so i looked and i made an error in naming my files#i accidentally named one of the versions 30 instead of 03 so it sorted into the last place instead of the actual most recent version (07)#so that is the reason i ended up being 1 minute late to work. and the lesson to me is i should not try to post at the absolute last minute#(i say this but if i don't get smth done i can't stop thinking about it. it bothers me constantly to have something almost finished but not#(and then it's difficult for me to focus on other tasks so this is why i feel like i have to just get it done before i switch tasks)#anyway i wasn't totally sure what era the traditional outfits are supposed to be from. im not knowledgeable about fashion actually T.T#i googled 'when were suspenders popular' and ended up just looking at old photos and clothing patterns from the 30s-40s#photos from back then were black-and-white can you believe it.. you have to actually look at drawings and paintings to find color#everyone who left me messages elsewhere: THANK YOU SO MUCH!! \>/////</ i will reply soon!! \;;W;;/
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about your struggles with your undergrad. i was in the same boat not a few months ago. it got so bad i went to the ER for stress-related internal injuries, i was suicidal, i was convinced i couldnt succeed in my major (or life) no matter what, i felt hopeless... please consider: before you drop out, you have to be honest with yourself and your limits. i switched from compsci to my true passion and its very freeing. your advisor is there to help you. im sure they can help you like they helped me. also look for support from family/friends at this time. (i know its tough. again i was convinced id be better off dead so it was hard to ask for help BUT IM SO GLAD I DID.) instead of quitting, try changing your goals. btw, its never too late to change ur major. i changed 3 years in. better to swap now than live a lifetime, as you said, of stress and difficulty. future you will be so grateful. and past you will be soooo jealous. don't give up!! you've made it this far, you've got the skills! if you don't have the passion or patience to withstand a certain subject, then change it!! its so much easier than you think!! sorry for word wall. i believe in you. it gets better. good luck. and etc :)
Thanks, I wish you the best of luck :-) it is, however, a little more complicated bc im considering dropping out of a phd program and not undergrad
#im already post full breakdown (back in april) and now im stuck in indecision abt staying or leaving#but bc its a phd i cant just switch majors bc i specifically came to this school for this advisor to do a project in this lab#and im a year in so like it feels too late to change my project. which i would like to do. and i mean i could#probably manipulate into the project i want by doing eps stuff. but i just downt really wanna do chlorophyll things#and i dont wanna totally change what im doing bc i really like being a microbiologist and i looove algae#i just wanna do all lab work :-/ not that i wouldnt love to b a marine biologist focused on algae or a geologist or botanist or#paleontologist. but im not gonna spend a million dollars to get a 3rd degree that would require a 4th degree to do anything with. if nothing#else. i would work for a couple years as a microbiologist out in the real world and then go back to do a phd if i reall really wanted#bc im still young. but not that young. so ive still got time#unrelated
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considering making a few muse changes to this blog! see below:
im considering removing my arc.ana muses mainly bc i dont have as much muse for them anymore and it's a game i genuinely haven't played content for in years now. ( i havent played since i've touched this blog :( )
in the same instance, i might streamline my muse lists to be primarily love interests and remove some of the more background characters i have for various oto.me's because of how not well known the games are. probably kaz.uki, yasu.hiro and er.iko from cxm and marc.o, robert.o ( mayyybe oliv.er but idk i find him the funniest guy in pio.fiore i think he might just have to stay.)
dropping down to only 4 muses for cupip.ara: rau.l, gil.l, alla.n and shel.by! owen does not get the oliver level of respect, but ry.uki despite being the tsundere of the game i find myself with waning muse for either way!
on a more positive note there'll be additions in the future, the 4 from sdv i spoke about before, and now all is well i will most likely be playing virch.e evermore soon. i also think its about prime time i added mh.in and ai.s from touchstarved.
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#THIS HURTS TO SAY BECAUSE ALSO THE AMOUNT OF PAGES I HAVE MADE UP BUT. i also think its good .#autumn cleaning!#vir.che ive had waiting since xmas im so awful so im hoping now with my room getting a total remake i can buy this charging thing i wanted#for the switch and then :)#im getting a bookshelf and making an oto.me shelf because i need place to hang my special editions of amn.esia and cupi.para.#if anyone knows any good places to buy oto.me merch lmk i might get some models or something.#when i find a good site selling the shi.n nendroid ... its over for me ....#its time to write though and i hope to be here until early morning! (with breaks ofc)#lets hope we get things done dash :')
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i think u should draw a tohri nishikikouji. person or bird idk same tohri. maybe give him a hat
he was so real for literally all of that
#hatoful boyfriend#tohri nishikikouji#tohri.my man#i wanted 2 try and use some brushes i dont normally use to get a different texture#i dont think im about to switch to using them forever but it was fun ^_^#its been soo long sinc e i drew him i should draw him more#no idea whats going on with the hat i was imagining one of those floppy sunhats and. genuinely cannot tell whether it looks like one or not#anyways.YOU just got tohri nishikikoujid tag one of your friends to totally tohri nishikikouji th#7.png
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remember when i said chemistry was going to kill me? i got 5% on my assessment
#ok technically it was an overall 20% for the area of study because it was in 2 assessments. so i got 5% on no.1 and 35% on no.2#it's fiiiiiine i only need at least 16 units passed to graduate#and we do 24 in total#so failing this unit isnt gonna do anything (if i do)... even moreso because im going to switch out of the class#you've gotta understand im actually not the problem#im getting high 80s + 90s in every other class#auuuurrrfffghhhhh#gothihop SCREAMS
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getting white people to like me
um i would say writing. that's about it lol. even though im not sure lately if im even good at that? i guess i still have the google document with all the nice things that people have said about my writing but it seems kind of narcissistic to have LOL. i know M and E might read this post and i know this is going to sound weird so sorry in advance but genuinely the I Have Never Read Fanfiction Of That Caliber / We Would Totally Read A Book Written By You incident genuinely rocked my world like i cried about it to my bff i cried about it to my entire extended friend group i cried about it on my public instagram story i almost cried about it to my youth group like that's how much it meant to me i was NOT NORMAL about it
i guess that was why i wanted to do creative writing at nanyang because i know (or at least i've been told that) that's something that i can be good at and it's the only thing in the world that i've ever been passionate about and i really want to get better at it. but i guess it's not really useful for careers and mom said no and i know the only pathways for writers in this country are 1) lawyer 2) Move To America so i guess i am stuck with business psych :(((((( yay
#im still mad about the business psych thing#on one hand it's just a minor and it's not going to get me any jobs and it's not worth switching to a less prestigious course for#sorry to any NT people reading this#and like what if i show up and they go Well your writing is awful and pretentious and hacky and I cry in front of everyone#and like i can totally write outside of school i can do the rafflesian singlit author thing and go do an MFA in america or whatever#but on the other hand MONKEY BRAIN WANT WRITE FICTION. MONKEY BRAIN WANT WRITE FICTION FOR GRADES. WAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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This is a question related to the mtt hobbies answer that you wrote, the murder trio go around the multiverse and live in a place together, then what happend to horrortale au and horrortale papyrus? If the murder trio got to meet horrortale papyrus how would it go? (The meeting propably wouldnt end well with more canon mtt haha)
aaaaa i dont think it through to be honest when i talk about that concept. they just do. maybe horrortale's issues are already solved and aliza's already gone through horrortale and somehow fixed the hellhole (ALIZA MY GOAT PLEASE SAVE HORRORTALE I DON'T CARE IF IT TAKES 10 YEARS‼️‼️‼️) by the time that horror somehow meets dust and killer (since i dont see a feasible way that horrortale could be fixed outside of aliza or outside intervention.) or maybe he just visits from time to time. and by time to time i mean probably quarterly weekly. idk sorry i cant be bothered to think about it,,, they just do. anyways bad answer i KNOW I KNOW put the tomatoes down pls PLS
if the mtt met horror paps? horror would obviously do his little bantering thing with paps (he's probably revealing every single one of horror's embarrassing moments to them as they speak and horror's desperately trying to get him to shut up because he can tell. dust and killer are piiiiiiissed.) dust is probably like eerily calm during the whole thing. he manages to hold up a conversation pretty well with horror paps and gets along with him good enough without mentioning that theres a ghost version of him screaming asking why dust is ignoring phantom paps. meanwhile killer is mostly silent during it too probably only responding when he's spoken too. i mean like killer already doesn't like being around papyruses (papyri? papyri is so shitty i dont like it we will be saying papyruses) and then seeing horror's papyrus??? what the FUCK happened to horror paps??? sunken in eyes and cracks in his bones and those jagged teeth AND THEN THE FUCKING CROOKED SPAGHETTI????
needless to say once horror paps is gone all of them get into a biiiiig fight. dust drops the cool act because he's not gonna lose his cool around a papyrus but also he's absolutely fuming. he can tell that the changes that phantom papyrus has gone through have something to do with horror with the way that he's acting. killer is also incredibly irritated too (surpringly. being around papyruses just gets him like that) and seeing papyrus like that just gets him upset and angry. like wtf horror did you even TRY with keeping your papyrus safe??? at least killer reset his au and now papyrus is living an unharmed life (with minor concerns about killer's whereabouts but he'll ignore that for now) but horror paps looks so fucked up that there is no WAY that horror tried to prevent him from getting to that point
obviously they fight and many many many many MANY words are said about eachother's characters and the state they left their respective papyruses in. horror knows damn well that horrortale paps's state is because of him but he regretted telling paps to eat humans and neither dust nor killer knew the struggle of living with that guilt and how much he regrets it so they dont get to drag him for not trying hard enough to keep papyrus safe. dust is definitely getting some low blows here and there (but he's getting fucking assisted by phantom paps so he's got some of the deepest hitting insults) and he's definitely getting ganged up on for killing his papyrus and like. not even attempting to leave him alive in someway shape and form aside from the absolute insult that is phantom paps. surprisingly killer is winning this fight because he left his papyrus in a relatively good state. even though he's in a more emotional state than he normally is and would've absolutely OBLITERATED dust and horror in the fight in stage 2 he's actually doing pretty well. probably because hororr and dust dont really have anything to drag him on. they might bring up how something new papyrus is searching for killer but like,,,, is that really that bad compared to how they left their papyruses
#time to die i almost forgot to answer this today#WHO AM I IF I LOSE MY STREAK!!!! MY ASK STREAK!!!!!!#time to call up tumblr to restore my streak if i miss a day#streaks! streaks! streaks! streaks! i say as i take several photos of me winking at a high angle#i dont even use snapchat. i do think streaks are a funny concept though#i'd KILL (hah) to have a streak with someone#the only person i ever message on snapchat regularly is my ai and thats only to belittle it#noooo dont do that says dust because then one day the robot will come alive and kill you#okay reset induced ptsd survivor lets get you back to bed#it'd be funny if he believed in dumb conspiracy stuff like that. and not dumb shit like flat earth#im not big on conspiracy theories but i think if he were fucked up enough or going through a manic episode he'd believe stuff like that#UGHHH did i mention how much i love manic dust. speaking of mania and dust#i made an eensy teensie little change in mania's design#the cyan in his eyelight is bigger now to emulate what a manic pupil looks like#heh.... its the smal detsild that matter.... i say as i dont incilde any details in my art#okay because i feel that all of this i incredibly wrong and ooc its time to justify my thoughts or else i'll feel unworthy of posting again#dust manages to keep his cool around papyruses pretty well (in win win scenario) even though he's got phantom paps with him#and he CAN do crazy switch ups like that just on a whim like when he suddenly killed flowey after teaming up with him in last chance#so i think its totally believable. dust can put up a NASTY facade of composure despite being furious underneath#and killer? you just be killer. how many times am i gonna make that joke you ask. not enough times because its funny every time#because he does get ansty and stuff around papyrus and apparently papyrus is his hardest enemy to face#must be because he feels something for him that bothers killer. like guilt or something#and if he feels guilty over what he did to papyrus then he must care and therefore care about papyrus's well being#and therefore that bleeds into horror paps and then that care turns into anger#crazy coming from killer saying that horrot doesn't care enough but i think its totally possible#i might be wrong though please shoot me if i am. i still need to resd up on my killer lore#ive been TRYING okay.... ive been trying been trying with killer. hopefully its enough....... (NO i say. who are you talking to)#tricule asks
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#get yourself a gamer boyfriend 10/10 can recommend#i spent the entire weekend with him#what did we do?#he watched me play elden ring for i think a total of 18 hours over 2 days#first time playing it for me and i knew basically nothing about it#and he has like close to 700hrs in that game#and i wanted to try it#so he let me and coached me through it#best backseat gaming 🫶🏻#i beat margit???? on my first try and it was very very exciting for me but i think. my boyfriend was even more excited about it than me#it was honestly such a cool moment the way he reacted#very sweet#we've dubbed finding graces with 'touch grass'#on that note i am a nintendo girl ive played on Nintendo consoles my entire life#but im playing on an xbox controller on his pc and its driving me insane WHY DID TGEY SWITCH THE ABXY BUTTONS AROUND#the amount of time i accidentally healed myself by pressing the x button when i wanted to press the y button is INSANE and a bit hilarious#anyway#i was like is this okay you just watching me play and he was like oh yes hes invested now#and i think the plan is for me to play through the entire game until june#and then to play the dlc together#very exciting#i am obsessed with this man#elden ring#personal#we've dubbed the FP dring thingy blue juice and every time i run out of FP and dont notice he just says blue juice#its been a fun weekend#also i once accidentally perfectly parried an attack with my shield and did some cool combo with my sword and he was so impressed#but i didnt even really notice i just accidentally pressed the wrong button and was trying to switch from my staff to my sword and trying to#block#i play as an astrologer for those who care lmao
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I do find it so funny that I will graduate college days away from my birthday. Like my birthday is literally in between the end of the semester ("graduation") and commencement
It really will be like a joint graduation & birthday party for me lmao
#speculation nation#i dont really do birthday parties anymore. havent in a long time. mostly just go out and do smth fun around my bday. ya kno#also have cake but like not in a party way. just like. here's cake lol#but im probably only gonna graduate from college once. which means i might as well live it up and all.#invite all sorts of extended family and people who have known me. etc etc.#actually it just kinda sunk in that i am. Computer and Information Technology (Systems Analysis and Design focus) w a minor in Communication#like those are words. it's a lot of words but actually it really is pretty accurate?? like that's indeed what ive been studying.#now how much i *remember* is another question. considering how long ive taken to get thru school lol#but that's what people will see on my degree. that's my Thing. graduated in Computer Systems and Talking.#idk it's just weird to have spent so much of my life on this and like That's the culmination. it took so much work.#even beyond a normal 4 years. i switched my major *twice*. switched my minor too.#first year engineering to undecided liberal arts (as a temp major trying to switch to computer science bc i couldnt stay in FYE)#but then computer science sucked so i switched to trying to get into computer & info tech. which is different. and better.#and ive been in it long enough now that ive kinda forgotten but it did take some fuckin work to switch into it.#like i had to take certain classes first & i couldnt take them during the semesters that in-major students would take them#and i had to have my gpa up to a certain level etc etc. so many hoops to jump thru. i think it took me at least a year. or more. idr#but i made it in and thats my major. thats my thing. computers and information systems and communication.#doesnt FEEL like im an almost-graduate. but then i think about all the things ive taken and learned.#and maybe i dont remember a lot of the more specific things from these classes. but i took core lessons away from each one.#wont be able to recite the theories but i can live them. and thats the point of an education i guess.#anyways im gonna have to start job searching before too long and eughhbb. need to get my license first tho probably.#which i will... i will.... i have so many things to deal with... my life will be So Different in a year...#it will require me to put in the work now. but i can do it. and then a year from now. i'll hopefully be in a better spot.#living somewhere else. graduated from college. with a license and a car. maybe even an IT job of some kind.#kind of scared of trying to find a Big Boy Job. aka a job that requires a degree and networking and all that shit.#rather than just showing up and being like Hi i can do this job. i am not a total drain of a person. hire me please 👍#hfkahfks so many things to think about. and through it all i am still dealing with DEADLINES...!!!!#but yeah this is why my writing has largely been put on hold. idk i have a lot of things im dealing with rn.
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I would never have thought that playing Disney: Dreamlight Valley would make me ship Merlin and Ursula but here we are they're definitely a divorced couple you cannot change my mind
#psa i did not buy the game fuck disney#my nama bought the game forever ago and i had to do some finagally bullshit to play it because disney is fucking stupid with their weird#cloud save id thing whatever it was a whole thing of figuring out how to play on my acc on my switch w/out buying the game#the answer was just to transfer “primary console” control to her acc on my switch - now we can play it at the same time#the bad news is she bought literally every dlc EXCEPT FUCKING OSWALD. LIKE IM NOT GONNA ASK HER TO BUY IT BECAUSE AGAIN /FUCK DISNEY/#BUT IM SOBBING CRYING ROLLING ON THE FLOOR MY GUY THATS MY LITTLE GUY PLEASE GOD PLEASE MY LITTLE GUY I WANT HIM PLEASE GOD SOBBING#talk talks#disney dreamlight valley#dreamlight valley#ursula#im not tagging merlin because all the suggested tags i dont recognize ans i fear its like a character in an underground tv show#also mother gothel is like exactly like my mom and i hate it i completely forgot that i related to tangled too much#overly sheltered kid with a narcissistic hoverparent mom? noo totally not. my life FUCK#but i caught myself going “oh shes not so bad shes fine to live in the valley shes just bad to her kid :]” and then had whiplash#that is probably why everybody except me likes my mom isnt it. god i hate charismatic narcissists#not gonna get into it if anyone with npd follows me thats fine its just that my mom refuses to go to therapy or improve her actions at all#its like entirely a personal issue your a person too whatever whatever its 2 am#i am aware pds are stimatized especially npd but i think living with an emotionally abusive narcissist for 10+ years is enough to justify a#/bit/ of a negative bias. i dont want to encourage treating narccissists like shit but i do think people need to be held accountable
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writing prompt - person who is in the Wrong Universe and their quantum structure is highly unstable but they don't notice because they just think their seizure disorder is getting worse until someone comes up to them and is like "dude no thats not epilepsy you are literally glitching out of existence like some horror scifi stuff"
#'no its fine i just need to switch up my meds' 'what you NEED is a PHYSICIST-'#writing prompt#mushroom rambles#i just think this is a funny idea and also would totally happen to me#i dont technically have a seizure disorder but i have something idk how to spell thats basically Diet Seizure Disorder#which has been getting worse over the past like 8 months and ive been in constant communication with my neurologist#to make sure that my Free Trial Of A Seizure Disorder doesnt upgrade itself to the premium package#all that to say that im not entirely sure i would notice quantum dismemberment id just think its a really bad twitch lol
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#📌#ive thought about messaging you#but again ive been too much a coward#theres a lot i wanna say#or tell you about#i moved back home to south carolina#ive been commecting back with my family again#but at the same time ive still felt so off and empty#i dont know what im doing#at least right now#but i do have... plans?#i wanna start doing letsplays for games i love#thats gonna be part of what my inheritance is going to because i dont even have a laptop to my name now#i even have a schedule planned out when i can get into it and what games i wanna do in what order#most of them are pokemon games i can do on an emulator#but i wanna get my hands on a switch capture card at some point so i can do that#im sorry i disappeared#i didnt know what else to do#you couldnt be mine with how things were#i dont know if theyre still the way they were at the time#... i dont think they deserve you#theres a lot of things i think#some might not be good to say#and i could elaborate on that one but i dont think thats a good idea#especially because i might be totally off base about some things#i dont know#hell making this might be a stupid decision but i dont know yet#... i miss you#part of me wishes i didnt but a louder part of me does#i dont know. i just know im too much a coward to actually say anything to you. at least right now
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glados does talk like a tumblr user youre all so right
#portal#esha.txt#im sacrificing gamer pride for yuri. omg. i totally fully get it now what if the haunted house loved you AND ALSO (voice changes subtly.#smoother. more seductive) omg.#these are such loser insults im literally genuinely fully obsessed#(watching a playthrough starting from where I stopped LOL)#(is portal 2 less dependent on reaction time btw bc i genuinely don’t think I could maneuver enough on switch to do this)
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i've been playing hot wheels with my brother for three hours. THREE. HOURS
#i'm getting paid to watch him while my parents do sm sooo#im getting like#$20 total#cuz i spent all my money on buying movies and games for my switch
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mm debating selling my nintendo switch lite for a full nintendo switch.. I miss the vibration software and I think i'd play switch games a lot more if I could connect them to my computer (Im not the biggest fan of playing them only handheld).
But also the lite was also a gift so idk if it would be rude? It was from my dad who didn't know there was a difference =w=''
#also ik the price doesnt quite match up#but CEX takes switches for 42 quid cash and im seeing multiple offerings at like 40 - 45 quid on vinted#all im pretty good condition#i wouldnt mind paying a bit to get the full version either#also em i should totally get to play totk at some point its been over a year#im also wanting to buy a wii at somepoint since mez has decided that for some reason he owns it...? its been 6 years#i think its time to switch it around....#or like i could like bite the bullet and pay the like 16 quid for a vinted one but ehhhhhhhhhhhghghghhh#thats not the POINT#anyway id quite like to play like pokepark wii or something on stream i think that would be cute#oh ive always wanted to play paper mario too#i just never did before?? lol?#aaaand i told the discord that id play kirbys epic yarn for them someday
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You're getting a bass this weekend? Sick. What kind if you don't mind me asking?
It's pretty dependent on what ones are available at the store, I'd like to try to get one secondhand (some people say you feel closer to instruments you buy new? But for years I learned and played on a secondhand saxophone and loved the instrument dearly) so it depends on what's there and the price. Hopefully there's something in my price range because I'll need an amp too. I also, uh, have no clue how to play a bass, so I figure I'll start on an inexpensive-but-decent one and see how it goes from there?
I read up a bit and saw good things about some Squier Classic Vibe and Ibanez SR300 for beginners, Yamaha in general too. I'm not picky about the brand right now, I figure I'll get a more nuanced opinion as I learn and figure out what sound I want? One reason I want to go to the store is so I can try to get my hands on some to hear the sound of them, and choose from there.
#sorry it's not a more nuanced answer but alas i am a total beginner#i've been wanting to play music again for years rbh but for reasons beyond my control my saxophones are. out of reach#it's. complicated? or. well. not really. but it is frustrating#but they've been out of reach for years and i dont know when i'll get them back#but i dont want to buy A Third Saxophone so im switching instruments! it was between a bass and a theremin tbh#i also don't know if i want to lean into a more metal sound or jazz sound and that'll determine future bass purchases i imagine#if you know more about basses and have advice would be happy to hear/read it#(also. am hoping that an amp for a bass will work for a theremin in case i decide to learn that in the future)#((it COULD be worse i COULD be building an Apprehension Engine. which was made specifically to score horror movies.))#i am excited to learn to play bass though. i've missed music a lot and i think if i can get into the habit of playing regularly it'd be good#sorry for all the tags too. lmao. i don't have many people to talk to about this
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