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Re: sickfics and recovery
Having lived with chronic pain for around a decade now, I can safely say that the worst part of being bedboud/housebound or stuck at home recovering for months isn't actually the pain itself. Like, it's bad--don't get me wrong! It makes you want to tear your hair out and punch walls and cry at the unfairness and helplessness of it all, but it's arguably not the absolute worst part.
The worst? Boredom.
You'd think that like, being at home, you can watch TV or play games or engage in your hobbies. You can nap and take life at a leisurely pace. Nah, doesn't work like that.
Humans need stimulation--even my autistic same-thing-loving ass gets tired of my Same Thing after a while. You run out of stuff to watch, games to play, books to read. That's assuming of course that your illness/disability doesn't directly prevent you from enjoying those activities.
Can't use your hands well? No crafts, no video games, no typing or scrolling. And if you're stuck in bed too, all that leaves is screen-based activities.
Need to avoid screens or eye strain bc of migraines? Too bad, that cuts out most entertainment options. Hope audio doesn't trigger your symptoms too!
It's just so, so incredibly boring and lonely. Everyone else in my house works, so I'm home alone nearly all day, every day. I can talk to my few friends online, if my hands and eyes and foggy brain can handle it, but most days it's just me and the cat (who wants to play but I just can't physically do it).
What do you do when you can't look at screens or use your hands? Sleep, if you're able. Talk to your housemates when they're around. Cuddle with the cat. Suffer through symptoms because you're so goddamm bored you'll take a headache over six more hours of nothing.
And the world keeps going. Laundry has to get done. Dishes need washing. Cat has to get fed. Throw the string toy even though it hurts your shoulder, unload three plates, put away your t-shirts. It's not leisurely, it's trading a modicum of comfort to stave off boredom for just a few minutes.
(I know there's a whole discourse about tagging whump and the disabled community in the same post, but this is about both. It's about me sharing a deeply personal experience for the benefit of both communities, of which I am a member. There's a lot of crossover between our communities, and I'm old (for tumblr). I've put in my time to learn the nuance.)
#whumpblr#whump writing#whump#whump community#writeblr#chronic pain#disability#disabled#disabled whump#recovery whump#sickfic#hurt/comfort#im too damn old for Discourse#not whump
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I have to say that, even as a Star Fox fan, I found myself far less disappointed by the latest direct itself, and more disappointed at the complaints from fans over lack of new content. Every Direct that ends like this sends me back to when Star Fox Adventures was "just another Zelda clone", or when everyone was complaining about how unpolished Assault was, and even hearing about the devs of Star Fox Command allegedly receiving death threats via Facebook, how the motion controls in Zero were terrible despite being optional and how Zero itself was just a rehash of the franchise's only celebrated entry, and finally how the team's inclusion in Starlink was just a wasted cash grab.
Even with as much as I loved every single game, I can say that this isn't to say any of them are above criticism. But, if that's all you hear when the game comes out, when reviews and profits matter most, do we really deserve to be that disappointed after all? Because I don't think we do.
#Star fox#Nintendo#nintendo direct#Drama#Fandom drama#fandom discourse#No i cant be bothered to fetch sources for shit that's already almost or over 10 years old im too damn tired
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Me: I hate [insert thing here] discourse
Also me: *gets so annoyed when people are blatantly stupid and do things thay make zero sense therefore making me go along with discourse bc I can only handle so much stupidity*
#yes this is about queer discourse bc oh my god its painful#yes let people be themselves but also stop being stupid#sometimes things contradict each other and you can be both and that's fucking ok#its like the shit where ive seen people literally just too afraid of one label for whatever reason so they make up a middle label#god i sound shitty out of context#i mean like bi lesbian- you cant be bi and a lesbian that doesnt work#its ok to be bi its ok to be lesbian fuck its ok to be straight i just wish people would stop skirting around labels for dumb reasons#and this is all coming from someone who struggles like hell with labels#i also hate slur discourse bc its very simple who can and cant say what#like if youre cishet ofc you cant say a slur#and nonbinary people are trans so we can say a slur dont fuckign diminish our transness you transmed ass freaks#god damn i hate getting riled up about stupid probably 14 year olds on the internet#people are dumb and im tired of them#long story fucking short do what you want just dont be stupid or an asshole#this was a lot of tags
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Obvious Disclaimer that this is not about any specific anon in particular, not about OTNF themself, but that my following rant might *slightly* punch down on people who ARE, well, older than net fics are.
But my honest opinion is that I really don’t like it when us old heads tend to sorta…talk down to? “Adultsplain”, if that’s even a thing? To The Gen Zs, by being like “damn kids! back in my day we never used our real name or posted selfies or posted about our personal life at all!” Don’t get me wrong, I’m one of those people who never posted the real me — but not because I was anonymous and cared about online safety, because I was a liar 😂 That being said, there ARE older people who definitely over-shared or “doxxed” themselves and still do, and there’s younger people who don’t!
I also feel like being “ha, these stupid KIDS who post about their FANDOM LIFE on TIK TOCK under their REAL NAME AND FACE where IRLS CAN SEE THEM, how STUPID” is not doing anyone any favors. Is that, technically, a smart thing for kids to do? No. Has it become normalized? Yes. And does that suck for people who might be bullied or outed or whatever cuz they genuinely are dumb and don’t know better and then someone they don’t like sees their stuff? Yes.
We all talk about how there’s no more kids spaces on the internet and how that’s a shame, but then five seconds later we’ll reblog that one “At any time I’m at risk of seeing a 14 year olds opinion and that’s why I hate it here” post. There’s really so few kid spaces on the net now, that’s true. We should extend empathy and let the teens be obnoxious and pretentious in peace, rather than making it a point to “ratio” or “roast them.” Idk personally I’d be completely unbothered if some 14 year old insulted my fic or my ship or whatever. I’d just block and move on, no need to try to argue with them.
And also, not all kids are even pretentious or obnoxious! I’m not saying we all need to take the kids under our wings, but we should be careful about not hating them just for being in their teens years, you know?
Also… telling a teenager to not post PII or not get into discourse or not have social media or whatever will NOT work the way you want it to 😭 kids are by default a little bit oppositionally defiant so telling some rando teen to Get Off Your Lawn (blog) rather than just blocking them, will encourage said teen to Stay On Your Lawn.
I just hate how it’s become normal for adults to talk down to teens online. I was harassed by adults online as a kid, then years and years and years later i went through my own “Older Than You™️”phase where I myself was a shit to teenagers, and I truly regret that so much. To this day I still need to make an effort to be careful. I saw on Twitter where an adult posted a DM from a 13 year old, mocking them. The DM said “I’m 14 next year, can I follow you? Please don’t groom me.” And the adult OP was laughing at how stupid the dm was. A few years ago, I would’ve been one of the people retweeting that and rolling my eyes at the child. Now im disgusted by the people who WERE laughing at them.
And again I’m obviously not saying we should be “nice” to the teenagers who mock us for our ships or who virtue signal too hard. But we also don’t need to make fun of their CARRDS or call them Puri-teens or rag on them just for being 17 or younger, yk?
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Teens aren't 'puriteens' just for being young, dude. They have to also be puritanical bullies.
I find the stuff about real names hilarious because, actually, if you're really Internet Old™, then you probably did use your real name... it was right there in your university e-mail address! Or your random early ISP address if your stepdad got it for you and thought the university format was the default. Thanks, stepdad.
I've done every single dumb thing from going to meet my internet pen pal at an Alice Cooper concert to flying to Ireland from Japan to stay with a fandom friend I'd never met without telling anyone where I was going and without a credit card or enough cash to flee if I had to. I remember sitting on the plane thinking "Man, this is such a CSI episode topic".
The really funny part was that despite what she'd said before I visited, we ran into each of her parents at different times and ended up going to a play courtesy of her uncle, and all of them were like "So how do you know each other?" and "But you'd met before, right? RIGHT?!"
The level of panopticon is horrifying now. Teens have my sympathy. That part really is worse, and I think it's driving an entire generation nuts and we're going to see even more shit about people wanting to run away and live in a cabin in the woods with no internet. But in general, I don't think we're so different.
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I swear if i see one more mf say izzy has been 'redeemed' or needed a 'redemption arc' im literally going to scream into my pillow until i lose my voice.
redeem is such a black and white way of looking at his entire character and dismisses everything hes gone through and yall (izzy haters and others) are just so fucking snob nosed and ignorant to sit there and think hes a villain because of how he acted. theyre fucking pirates. theyre not perfect, none of them are. eds a villain, stedes a villain, if youre doing it like that. ed has killed so many people, stede literally left his wife and kids and also had a hand in killing people; it may be easier for them to change because of the perspective the show gives them and they had love but izzy did not. everyone hated him, ed, his own crew, stedes crew.
normalizing peoples reactions to things as something other than villainy and heroism is so god damn important in a show that's trying to accurately involve our perspectives in this day and age. its a tale as old as time, making someone 'completely in the wrong' because their perspective isnt the one you aligned with as much.
like the rest of the crew izzy had his own bad things hes done, he didnt need this 'redemption' everyones blabbering on about. he needed to be fucking heard, to be seen, and acknowledged-- not thrown aside and abandoned because of a whim. you all can ride up blackbeards ass because oh hes so hot, hes so pretty omg wow; but that wont ever change the fact his character is a fucked up person... youre allowed to love him anyways, why not izzy? we didnt see blackbeard before screen but how hes mentioned it shows he was a shit awful person, the only reason no one cares is because on hes fuckin gay for stede or whatever so the main characters get a free ride. ( i agree they all get a free ride, im just tired of this izzy isolation man )
why does he need to be redeemed in your eyes? just because youve seen what hes done? he was literally a product of his environment in season one he was a product of blackbeard's leadership. only with the loyalty and solidarity of the crew did he really begin to find himself, thats fucking hard to do that late in life. instead of calling it some bullshit black and white redemption arc, lets just celebrate izzy being himself and being fucking loved for once in his god damn life.
hes also way more fucking mature and put together than people give him credit for. love you izzy.
edit: thank you all for the reblogs and insights in every single one, i read them i promise i do. im just so mf heartbroken we have to tag things as discourse when its really just about people not being compassionate. (as a couple people have pointed out) i will said id reblog and comment on every single tag but this is my side </3 EVERYONE PLEASE READ THE REBLOGGED TAGS TOO / / theyre so real ! ive also opened up that ask box thingy i havent been on tumblr in yrs and have 0 clue how any of that works if anyone wants my perspective on anything izzy related. *or otherwise ofmd related
#izzy hands#israel hands#our flag means death#our flag means death spoilers#ofmd#ofmd season 2#ofmd spoilers#cont rant#i just got really passionate dude i cant#im tryna sit here and scroll through tiktok and its fkn#redeem this redeem that#he was FINE; he just didnt respond to change the same way you do#normalize every form of expression even if it doesnt fit your mamby pamby shy baby lifestyle#he did nothing wrong#mf hypocrites i say
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//just me venting about sukuna haters sorry
Not me seeing so much discourse about whether sukuna is a well written villain or not... he essentially has no backstory shown as of yet and we barely know anything about him but he is still one of the most naturally interesting and compelling characters in the whole damn series bro 💀 buckle up bc its about to get lengthy (im just glazing sukuna in this post ngl so 🧎♀️)
so many whiny ass mfs are weeping about how he "doesn't have any personal goals or a proper reason to be a villain" when that is the whole point???? He lives on his own desires and satisfactions and does whatever he wants to, because he is capable enough to do that. Mfs want "real villains" but cant even handle sukuna 💀 ive seen too many shit ass threads and poorly articulated "critiques" on his character that dont make any valid points. If you can't even separate your personal dislike of a character from your analysis of their writing, dont even bother posting that shit please 😭😭😭 the fact that we haven't even gotten any information about his background yet and people are jumping the gun about him being "poorly written" is already saying a lot 🤨
The fact that yall are so bitter and angry about him that you can write 500+ words about how oh-so-terrible of a villain he is kinda proves that he's doing his job well tbh 💁♀️
What also bothers me to no END is how people compare him with villains of other series, who had compelling sob stories that made people empathise with them. Thats nice and all but why should all villains have grand ideals and be subject to feelings of empathy/sympathy from their audience?
Part of what makes sukuna so interesting is how he's not tied down by morals, rules or long term goals in life. He doesn't limit himself, which is what makes him an unpredictable character. He's completely left behind what it means to be human in many ways, and he's clearly not a character written to be empathised with. He is very purposefully inhumane and distant from everyone else, and that feeling transcends from within the series to real life as well. There is a clear lack of understanding bc most of us can't comprehend what its like to just live without being goal-oriented.
Sukuna is a true anomaly in the sense that he doesnt really fit in any kind of box within the series. He's born from man, but its clear that he separates himself from humans (and nobody else considers him human, either). He's not a cursed spirit. He hovers between life and death. The narrator referred to him as the honoured one, whilst angel referred to him as the disgraced one.
These little contradictions in his character make him all the more complicated and interesting to think about. And even recently, he's been shown to waver a little bit momentarily in the manga, questioning his own irritation at yuuji. He's capable of self reflection, and though sukuna does whatever he wants for the most part, he doesn't blindly go into things without some thought first, he's a constant thinker and analyser, and an intelligent one at that.
And honestly, he is always such a joy to watch and read, his personality is so flavourful, and the way he carries himself is very attractive. He's not afraid to get messy or of getting hurt, theres so much chaos in the way he does things and yet he also has a huge element of gracefulness to him, which shines through the poetic way he speaks. Its undeniable that sukuna simply oozes charisma...
And this isnt talked about enough but this man is genuinely so effortlessly funny (in a kind of sinister way i guess?) Like yes he is an old ass man having real beef with one FIFTEEN YEAR OLD for very little reason, he accidentally healed yuujis arm and somehow expected him to be grateful for it despite how he literally ripped his heart out afterwards, then he proceeded to sit on him after kicking him down likeeee 😭 what kind of behaviour is this sir
His facial expressions at yorozus yapping 💀 THE WAY HE COMPARED YUUJIS FACE OF DESPAIR TO THE HARIMA STATUE 😭😭😭💀😭💀💀😭 omg that was so foul but i was fucking losing it ngl
How he randomly compared gojo to a fish and started talking abt his scales... thats a very unique and descriptive comparison, isnt it? Even in the recent leaks, he was 100% ready and squaring up to a literal child talking abt "youre starting to get annoying" LIKE HELPPP 😭 HE FR SAID "fuck them kids and fuck you too"
I saw someone saying that sukuna has no passion, like are we talking about the same character....? This man is a literal jujutsu NERD 💀💀 he truly recognises talented sorcerers and the only time hes seen to be having genuine fun is when hes fighting a mf... is that not passion? This is literally sukuna when it comes to jujutsu: 🤓
Anyway im done here now, im pretty sure i missed a lot of things i couldve talked about as well but ive done enough yapping
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a lot of my frustrations about trans discourse right now lie in the fact that we've created these categories dependent on people's psychological understanding of their gender, which i dont see as unimportant, especially on an interpersonal level. but to me it's just rlly obvious gender identity is not a good predictor of how someone is going to be treated socially or politically. i think the political consequences of being a certain gender r not going to be automatically assigned to someone when they identify as that gender, but as they begin to become that gender not just psychologically, but socially and biologically too.
but it's become increasingly difficult to talk about. to some ppl if i think that men (who dont know im trans) sexually harassing me is misogynistic then im misgendering myself. that is fucking bonkers to me.
i am genuinely very concerned about how we r going to protect this community if we cant even get real about the material circumstances that threaten us in the first place.
thoughts?
It's like I was saying the other day, transradfems believe gender identity is as solid and real as TERFs believe gender based on sex to be, which is just as incorrect. If you're a trans man, damn the details, you're a man, and if you're a trans woman transphobes will hate you the same way they would any cis woman rather than the men they perceive us to be.
It's...actually kinna pathetic? It feels like getting misgendered at school and deciding they just hate you because they're so jealous of what a great woman you are, except it's thirty year olds who think voting is a sucker's bet.
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a new year's resolution
well, as of 2024 i’ve decided i will no longer be posting on tumblr... this shouldnt be the hugest surprise since ive been pretty critical of staff, the over-monetization of the website, the site culture, and the user experience for the past year and gradually reducing my time spent scrolling the ol’ dashboard- ive even mentioned my intent to eventually leave; well, that eventually is now! gradually ive found myself analyzing the effect that using tumblr for 7+ years has had on me, and the effects of social media in general.
ive never had to write a goodbye letter like this before. while ive joined and left several online platforms over the years, its always been a gradual fade in interest rather than a conscious decision to stop. never have i used a platform as long as ive used tumblr, over 1/3 of my life. ive grown up with tumblr, for better or worse. how do you write a goodbye for that? i guess ill have to try my best. because as important as tumblr was for me, ive recognized the way its hurt me too.
finding other avenues of online self-expression particularly has made me think a lot about this. when i edit my website i feel accomplished, happy, and content, feeling i have put something of myself out into the world, my seed to grow and garden to tend. when i scroll through tumblr i feel as if my brain is mostly idle, and when i do emotionally respond its often out of anger or annoyance, because anger = engagement and social media sites like tumblr WANT engagement. particularly because i have OCD ive found myself upset by certain aspects of tumblr discourse culture, as well- it is basically the Scrupulosity Website and much of the way i react to and interact with media has been colored by my years spent absorbing the viewpoints of said Scrupulosity Website! i even used to look up discourse topics on tumblr just to anger myself on purpose, which is a dangerous road to go down, to build up Enemies and Factions in your mind- this is how discourse culture works. the culture of tumblr teaches you to see the world in black and white, and to feel like youre always in danger of compromising your moral purity or being attacked by the morally impure. If You Don’t Reblog This You Are A Bad Person. even as someone who nowadays tries to stay away from discourse entirely, its still there in the back of my mind, because the way we interact on this website is colored by this. when im online i dont actually want to be angry all the time! in fact i like putting my effort towards more positive stuff. but additionally: tumblr made me unhappy but it also made me an addict
and yeah social media addiction sounds like a silly boomer thing to complain about but one thing i noticed when i started trying to curb my time spent on tumblr was that opening the site was damn near compulsive. we all know those “open tumblr, close tumblr, open tumblr again immediately after” memes but that did describe my behavior pretty accurately. the draw and allure of social media feeds is powerful, if i accidentally click the youtubes short tab ill find myself a half hour later scrolling through random shit i don't care about and asking well how the hell did i get here? i dont even like that stuff! tumblr is no different no matter how much the site tries to coast on the reputation of being the last social media that's a “remnant of the old web” and “has no algorithm”. i like my chronological dash but it is equally as addicting to scroll through the thousands of people ive followed over the years, as it is to scroll through the algorithmic feeds of youtube shorts, because that's just social media!
and kicking addiction is pretty damn hard. before 2023, i made two separate attempts at reducing my tumblr usage and both fell through within a week due to that addiction. for reference this current bought of thoughts about reducing my tumblr usage and making my online/irl balance more healthy, around the start of 2023 when i began working on my website and its taken me an entire year to wean myself off of the hellsite, bit by bit. theres a point where it stopped being a conscious act, and even as i was carefully whittling down how often i use tumblr with extensions like leechblock i still had that compulsion go off multiple times every day, its a really strange feeling. but now that ive found so many more ways to express myself online, i just feel more whole now... i guess what im saying is that when i post on tumblr my first instinct is to complain or wallow about something, when i post on my own handmade blog on my website i always want to talk about things that excite me or make me happy! and its been such a tangible change in the way i think and act and im certain its because of the way social media and tumblr have their own “societal expectations” and structure that is built to feed on this negativity loop.
and a lot of the biggest shifts happened when i began immersing myself in the ideals of the web revival, while creating my own website. finding things that genuinely interested me and niches i want to occupy made me so much happier. i know we make a lot of jokes about having mutuals we never talk to that mean the world to us and i do think that is indicative of something. like, when i post on a forum full of strangers i am engaging with more “face to face” (or the digital equivalent) communication than i do with years-long mutuals. how genuine are these connections, this dashboard, the enjoyment i got from that meme post ill forget in 10 minutes? (not to say that i don’t genuinely care abt my followers and mutuals. ykwim?) i can still get all the things i enjoy out of tumblr in a more curated form via rss feeds; ive been so much more proud of what i post and create and code on my website. what am i here for? i gradually realized that i am losing absolutely nothing when i “miss out” or block tumblr on my phone or what have you.
since starting working on my neocities site ive felt so much creative drive. ive created whole interactive essays and worlds and games and writings and so many things i could never host on social media. my website is a place of my very own, and ive been learning the value of focusing on what i put out into the net compared to what i take from it. its made me feel so much more fulfilled when i spend time online.
and let's not forget about staff. i have broader issues with how automattic in particular has gone about running the site. the ads only took up more and more of the dashboard, and every month it felt like there was some new paid feature doomed to never take off. all while the user experience gradually degraded. using the site without browser extensions to fix the ui and block the ads and tumblr live and all the other shit they threw all over the place makes it look like its ridden with viruses, and i think the fact that its become so normalized to feel like we have to stay in spaces that become increasingly hostile to us, even while the internet is so vast, is really strange (i mean, i also thought that way at first). but Anyway. so much time and effort was spent on features no one liked or wanted in some desperate attempt to get a little extra money, while staff members get in public fights with users who complain about getting monetization shoved down their throat. its so openly pathetic. the merch store had mostly mediocre designs and the digital tumblrmart is absolutely full of useless digital goods with free alternatives. considering this is a userbase that gladly donates to other sites donation drives for hosting costs (i.e. ao3, wikipedia, internet archive), i am shocked that staff never considered the obvious answer of a fucking donation drive once a year or so! the ceo telling people with concerns about the ads being unsafe for epilepsy to “just pay the ad free subscription” is one of the most disgusting things ive ever heard from someone officially representing such a platform. do not be fooled by the reputation tumblr has cultivated: all that it cares about is making money from you. tumblr is “in danger” because it can't turn a profit- because a profit is all they care about!
so why stay here when im happier elsewhere, apart from the addictive compulsion? that's what ive been thinking through for nearly a year, realizing that i have no reason to, and that weaning myself off of the addiction is in my best interest. i can create and blog and have fun online and connect with others and follow other peoples work all without the need for tumblr anymore! and i think id be all the healthier for it.
over the past year ive truly fallen in love with the internet again and ive loved putting myself out there, unrestrained in ways i havent felt since i was very young. but nonetheless ive learned a lot on tumblr, ive had some of the worst and best experiences of my online life, and i dont doubt that i would be a much different person if i had never been a tumblr user for as long as i was. but i had to break out of this shell eventually.
i keep going over this wondering how i can express every feeling in my head, how i can word everything just a little better, how i can make the perfect goodbye. but i think this will have to suffice.
you can still keep up with me online here:
-explore my website: i keep it consistently updated and im always adding new things and writing new posts on my blog! you can even speak to me directly on the site! if you sign my guestbook or use my chatbox ill try to respond :) if theres anything on this list you do id like it to be this one! i worked hard on it! you can even send me chat messages on my homepage! just keep in mind it may not display everything right on most mobile browsers, but it should be mostly navigable...
you can also subscribe to my rss feed. if you don't know what rss is, it allows you to use a feed reader to keep up with updates from sites all over the internet! my rss feed will notify you whenever ive made a new post on my blog or made an interesting edit on my site id like you to take a peek at :0 convenient, right?
you can also email me at [email protected] to message me directly. if you prefer im also “wygolvillage” on discord
thank you and happy new years :) thanks for seeing me off as i sail to a new sunrise <3
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queerer things still paracosm tumblr dashboard simulator
*this is implying all of the realms exist on one singular multidimensional tumblr :)
📣 soundboy Follow
this website is so easy. all we gotta talk about is gay people and then get into superpower discourse every now and then for flavor. and penis
💀 littlekernel Follow
@ noellewithanle wtf are these tags i can never tell if you're just trolling or if you're pissing on the floor as per tumblr standards
#gay penis has a better flavor with superpower discourse on it i agree
💜 noellewithanle Follow
pissing on the FLOOR???
💀 littlekernel
im going to become a recluse again goodbye
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🌌 whalfaiya-is-queen Follow
hey not to be a buzzkill but can you guys stop being so mean to that kid thea who left faiyism? his mom is also literally involved in that murder scandal at the church so i understand why he'd wanna leave. he is still a kid and you guys are saying some pretty horrible things about him. religion isn't for everyone our society is really so backwards :/
🧑🏿 antiorange Follow
the asteria ithione stuff is literally just rumors don't believe everything you read on tumblr.com
🌌 whalfaiya-is-queen
it literally isn't??? this article provides evidence for all you pointing fingers. this post was barely even about her it was about how you are all bullying a CHILD
❤️🔥 yyyoriaefan Follow
That article is a gossip rag but I'd expect nothing less from a Thierry supporter. He's a traitor to the church and Whalfaiya will punish him. You're acting like he's a baby but he's 17 years old, he knows what he did wrong.
#Some of you aren't even real believers for not denouncing this kid but that's a post for another day
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⛲ watergirlisnotrepresentation Follow
GUYS WHAT THE FUCK. MY LITTLE SISTER *ALSO* HAS WATER MANIPULATION POWERS TOO. FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFEEEEE
#she literally always has to be like me IM SICK OF IT 😭
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Day 100 of being in Immeamund! Newsworthy-ish...ness
Wish there was more shit to do down here, TBH The Eye is a really boring guy. They're probably gonna beat my ass for that but I literally don't have any memories so they can't damn me to eternal pains~ uwu
Am I the only one on this site who uses it as an actual blog? LOL
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ex-fucking-scuse me? last time i checked you're not a parent so you don't get to criticize my parenting techniques. i'm letting my kids grow up
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you asked HUMAN CHILDREN to help find your primordial piss raisins i literally can't believe you
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for the last fucking time, I DON'T TAKE CHILDREN AWAY
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What's this white shit falling on the ground outside????
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I went to get coffee??
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DID YOU LEAVE THE FUCKING STATE?? IT DOESN'T SNOW HERE
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Is that what this white stuff is?
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it's that dark where you are?? thierry how did you even get there??
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thierry you gave me a fucking heart attack for COFFEE???????????????
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I WAS THIRSTY
#Humans are so judgemental #Like you fuckers don't get thirsty too #Also this is literally the same place as outside Merryday it's a chain so does it even matter??
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ALL THESE RECENTLY DEAD SOULS ARE RIDICULOUSLY DAMNABLE. WHY ARE THEY ALL SO TAINTED WITH THE UNHOLY REDNESS
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BTW what happened to DB Cooper? ^_^
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THE MATTERS OF OTHER SOULS ARE CONFIDENTIAL
#HE WAS IMPALED BY A TREE 😔
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guys why did i wake up to my ask box being full
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who is joanie liao i don't know anything about her death guys this isn't funny!! i don't have a sister i'm serious!!
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alright. I finally started Magnus Protocal- um. Below the cut is all the random notes/thoughts. None of the notes are serious, just me being silly :)
as soon as you keep reading it’ll be notes so- it starts at Alex’s starting note, and ends with Jon reading the credits.
Oh hi Alex, thanks for torturing my ears ig
oh that’s so spooky. It actually reminds me of little nightmares (I LOVE LITTLE NIGHTMARES)
JONNY (I want his voice and I get reminded of that every time)
Computer beep beep :3
Oh it’s printing
I love them. I heard their voice.
Scottish man scary (silly)
I forget how I notice the accents, just- so apparently
I have no idea who is who, and I doubt I will until later. (It took me so long to differentiate Jon, Elias, and Tim-)
Was that person at the beginning Alex
Who??? Which of the women 😭😭😭 who is Alice and who is Gwen
Why is the name is so wordy (lettering)
I love family dynamics- especially when it’s a joke
I have legit no idea what’s going on
C a k e
Oh spooky computer things
Booting up pt. 2
I hate paperwork.
Alice is so silly
WINDOWS- WHAT??????
Poor Colin
I- what the heck is the wrong with this computer
Static!
“Everythings legal in the government” (“everything is legal in Jersey”)
That- I’m getting flashbacks to every diatomaceous key I’ve read in science
I hate this so much
This paperwork sucks
This is worse than school
JON NPC???
a year ago???? 🤨🤨🤨
Spooky.
MOOOOOM Jon’s being spooky again
CHECKING IN?????????? (I hold checking OUT in my hands-)
Ooooo spooky statement time
A…. Cemetery (hey guys- hey guys. Wasn’t the first official Micheal meeting in a cemetery (or around one)??)
Preface, the random thoughts I have aren’t “THEORIES 😱😱” it’s just me being silly and writing down whatever comes to mind
The mechanisms messed with the name Author to me
Grave?
A figure-?
A wrong shape?????
I love that this an email-
Oh- so it’s giving stranger
Stranger and like- distortion vibes- but mainly stranger
Impossible is my key word for distortion
It’s a lose-lose situation when you check something out. If you do? Your life’s ruined. If you don’t? Your life’s also ruined. There’s no way to escape. And the police don’t do anything-
I love the ai voice for the entire thing-
I LOVE GWENS VOICE
GWEN IS so MMMMMMMMMM
Lena-
Zombie
Elias Bouchard (but Jonah) vs. Jonah
I love sarcasm
I thought I broke my headphones from the-
THE HECK. ARE WE IN THE BATHROOM
YEA. COLIN IS SCARY. SOMEONE GETS IT
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Guys I don’t think we’re in the bathroom
CAMERA NOISES ME WHEN
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NINE!!
“A Holliday? 😐🤨”
“Im a vegetarian” me too, Colin
Type type noises
Guys I think Gwen is going to be my favorite character
Spooky earth noises
JON JON JON JON JON JON AAAAAAAAA
I want his voice
Spelunking you say?
I’m realizing that the earlier voice was Alex-
Magnus Institute spelunking????
H u h
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
NO NO NO NO DONT DONT DONT
AAAAAAAA THIS MAN IS GOIGN TO REGRET IT
it’s the calm ai voice-
Guys I know it’s like- Jon voice acting, but he’s breathing. You can HEAR breathing
“Really weird.” Yeah no duh. “Really weird” and the “Magnus institute” are practically synonyms at this point
This is- screaming- actually-
Paranoia? And the Magnus institute?? 🤨🤨
Hard time uploading things you say
I love how both series talks about a struggle with technology
Burnt down Magnus institute, you say?
“Tbh” 💀. I didn’t know I needed to here Jon say tbh till now
Cool vibe fr I agree
Ooooo spooky ghost
No doors
LIBRARY OR ARCHIVE?????????
ON THE FIRST LAYER
AAAAAAAAAAA
it burnt down. And there was nothing. At all.
Oh-?
Symbols?
stains?
Huh-
Mmmmm
Back to the ai voice-
We were really getting emotional there
I-
IS HE INSIDE THIS? WHILE HES TEXTING THE FORUM??
oh lol no photo
Old- wooden thing- wonder what that could be?
Damn- that’s real discourse for real
“Anymore”?
Oh damn the paranoia is getting to him now
OH I HATE THAT ICKY ICKY (I *hate* the idea that using a site is not how it’s actually preformed. Like receiving anonymous/private messages when *you shouldn’t be able to*)
Aggression?
bro is so casual
“Image removed by moderator”- giving tumblr fr- (silly, don’t kill me tumblr staff-) “Canaries should stay above ground”- that’s such a line. I- mmmmh. Jonny sims’ writing cooks in my brain
I- gross? The heck you mean gross
IS IT A BLOB OF EYES???
oooh emotion in the ai’s voice
I know it’s text-to-speech not ai, but it’s funnier to think of an ai voice going “are you alright 😨?” Than a text-to-speech voice (they’re similar, but there is definitely a different vibe)
Oh no. Not the temporary ban
“Thread locked by moderator” oh? What do the mods know?? It’s a valid question, and I doubt it went against any rule as it wasn’t even questioning the mods, only asking if someone is still banned to see if they’re okay. At least that’s most forum rules. In a normal situation, this would be really weird.
“So is Gwendolyn” IM DYING-
This is the like the most toxic/healthy work environment
Oh- funky audio?
Fine print. I feel like that’ll come back later.
Ooh they’re so sappy
Oh tragic backstory
It’s giving Jon and Georgie (but like if they actually talked about things for once)
Huh- that’s an interesting theory-
Patron saint of cute what-
The sound effects are so cool!
Colin-?? My good sir-??
Oh it’s more normal-
Nvm
Man’s is speaking so fast-
I swear he didn’t talk that fast before- maybe that’s just the music
Shout out to all the people! Everyone did such a great job, and it sounds so cool!
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seeing all the d//unmeshi discourse is crazyyyy like damn im too old for this now... i would have taken an interest before but i can't expend the energy to care.....is it ever that serious. just relax and watch the show
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i wrote this like two months ago when i finished, but im posting it now for my own record lol.
MAJOR SPOILER WARNING FOR CRITICAL ROLE CAMPAIGN 1
scrambled critical role thoughts and opinions after finishing c1:
oh boy i cried through vax's goodbye scene in the last episode, but holy shit i fucking sobbed through his appearance in dalen's closet. how the fuck was liam so perfect at playing an altered version of vax that was still him at heart. every interaction was perfect. cannot describe how i felt when he addressed scanlan, how the fuck could he come up with such a perfect ingenious opener, i was in tears immediately.
i would not have believed you if you told me when i started that scanlan and grog would have been my favorites at the end of the campaign. (well maybe a little bc i am a confirmed travis stan but seriously i didn't anticipate the level of depth, comedy, and heart he brought to grog). grog's kevdak speech is a campaign highlight for me-- no, a 2023 highlight.
i obviously found scanlan somewhat annoying but funny if often outdated. i kind of just wrote it off as something i'd ignore but sam really made a comeback like damn, i was very happy and surprised when he apologized to pike.
scanlan leaving discourse is old news but for me personally it reminded me of myself in really dark times and the ways poor mental health can make you kinda self-centered. not mad about how any of it went down or how it was resolved, and i love how his and vex's relationship became a highlight for me after his return.
i honestly loved the super high emotional stakes of VM, felt like someone was always mad at someone else, i'm a sucker for inter-party conflict and intense emotional scenes. these guys have so much angst and i love it.
i really enjoyed the tight pacing and goal-oriented episodes. i tend to get stressed out when there's too many broad choices about what to do next in any sort of media lol. this campaign also rly showed me how much i love watching high-level play.
i don't fuck with percy??????? lmfao i don't hate him or anything, i literally can't put it any way besides idfw that man. 😭 he's an interesting character ofc and i do like his friendship with keyleth
keyleth was my fave for most of the campaign. her growth was so rewarding to watch, she made me laugh so many times, i love seeing her become a leader, just adore her and she's such a comfort character to me. bought myself a simple ring with "I have passed through fire" engraved on the inside to celebrate my didn't-kill-myself-aversary this year bc that letter was exactly what i needed to hear 😭
kiki and vax never interested me thatttt much UNTIL they became eternally star-crossed lovers jfc. that is my catnip. tbh it's interesting to me that VM is held up by some as having superior romance to TMN, but i didn't find any of VM's romance super compelling.
since it's been a couple months since i finished, i can add that vex is who i've thought most about since i finished?? i always liked her, loved the grey hunt, adored her relationship with vax, but didn't know i had strong feelings until after i'd finished watching. funny how that happens.
the mighty nein start out fucked up and end up pretty good, while vox machina start out pretty cool and then get super fucked up 😭 much as i love outcasts finding family, it was really fun to watch all these archetypal fantasy Cool Guys just go through so much emotional damage lmao.
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Hybes survival show 'runext' is so....questionable (Spoilers ahead)
First of all some of these trainees shouldn't even be here. The youngest is 12. She's japanese so her korean isn't very good and shes been consistently ranked lowly (i have nothing against Ena btw. i actually think shes could be a great main vocalist with more training) Its not just her. Two of the other trainees (one 16 and another 15) have only been training for under 3 months before this show. Why would they even let these girls compete? When they're going up against a 21 year old strong vocalist and another trainee that almost debuted with lesserafim? (ruka or haruka as shown in the lesserafim documentary)
Why? Because the 16 year old (wonhee) might be rigged to win. People are very upset about her and the discourse has become a little inappropriate. Her skills are lacking as you would expect from a 16 year old that's been training for 3 months and shes made mistakes on stage yet shes being given so much screentime and lines compared to other contestants. People are worried that hybe will debut her simply because of her looks. For this shes been brutally slandered online (she has also been well supported which only spurs the slandering more since they fear she might actually debut). Its clear her self confidence about this wasn't that strong to begin with and now (because hybe decided to put her on this show so damn early) shes being dragged online.
I also understand a 12 year old trainee isn't unheard of. Jihyo of twice began training at 8. however, this girl is being put on a survival show to DEBUT at the end...a sixth grader. And we all know how brutal these shows can get. This coming from hybe, one of the biggest labels of the industry. You didn't like them debuting Hyein of newjeans? Then you'll hate this show. (im also aware a 5 year old has debuted before but that doesn't mean we should be normalizing it!!!)
A more technical point to it being questionable is the given and taken and bad boy performances.
For given and taken: The lower ranked trainees were performing with the higher ranked ones but these teams were competing. A girl named Iroha from the lower rank team slipped and fell on a necklace. The lower rank team still won the performance. That's not necessarily a pity win in itself. (even though I strongly think it was since the other team had Jiwoo, the eldest trainee and the monster vocalist that was mentioned before who gave a near perfect performance.) What makes it obvious is that these teams were still ranked amongst themselves. And where did Iroha place? 2nd. Out of the 4 lower rank trainees on her team she placed 2nd after a fall.
For the bad boy performance: I really don't know what they were thinking here. Similarly, 3 trainees were performing the same song and were being divided into low, mid, and high ranks. Jiwoo was ranked low while another trainee, Jongeun, was ranked high. Now Jongeun gave a very well rounded performance but if you watch it you'll agree that both of her teammates outshined her. They frame it as a big surprise too. Because the whole time you're being shown Jiwoo being a great leader and having no problem lead the team to the best opening performance and then slaying. But then they hit us with her ranking as though she maybe was being a little too self assured and was given low because her abilities weren't all they were cracked up to be. That's how it feels. Except....she did amazing? She was right to be confident? It just felt mean spirited and in my opinion i think it's a stupid move to try and make her work harder or maybe shake her confidence. It just made no sense.
This is more of an opinion but I fear they are evil editing Yunah so she gets less votes because of how talented she is. I think Hybe wants the final lineup to be Jiwoo, Jeemin, Youngseo, Chanelle, Ruka, and Wonhee. The evil editing combined with them highlighting Jeemin and Yunah's little rivalry/friendship makes me feel like they want either one or the other to debut.
The last point is the setup of this show is god awful. Who came up with this ranking system? And why are all the songs absolutely shit for a survival show? Bad boy and given and taken are the only choices i really like. Attention felt like a hybe plug and while I liked the performance and that song, there's not much to display vocally. Its just a bunch of weird choices from weird people.
Anyways cool people vote Yunah and Jihyun <3
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I love how some people love to complain about minors being in the Hazbin fandom was ruining it when most if not all of the infighting and discourse I’ve seen in my 4-5 years of being in the fandom has been caused by GROWN ADULTS the recent discourse is evidence of that. Y’all are acting like the very minors yall seem to despise so much(also idk who needs to hear this but uh hating kids isn’t a personality trait or people who are younger than you in general because yall seem to be going after 18-20 year olds too for some reason-).
You guys will literally pride yourselves on attacking people over ships(no I don’t ship charlastor. I lost interest in it due to boredom awhile ago. Now I don’t really know how to feel about the ship in general after the recent eps) Along with acting like that you’re better that everyone else for liking a certain character while shaming others for liking another. No you’re not special or quirky for liking Valentino while shitting on Alastor fans and No you’re not special or quirky for attacking Valentino fans while liking Alastor.
I swear being in this fandom is both the best and worst thing to happen to me. So many people in this fandom are so damn catty to one another, and it doesn’t help that lots of popular figureheads in the fandom will make the worst takes imaginable and their followers and friends will eat that shit up. Like..I’m just..SO TIRED.
Like when I got back into this fandom I wanted to get back into the community again and possibly make new friends. But now at this point idk how much more I can take. I need a fucking break. I’ll of course watch these last two episodes and will of course be waiting for season two but for now IM DONE. I need to probably find a new fandom to get into and refresh myself in because I am STRESSED. Yall are so damn annoying is it really THAT HARD TO BE NICE TO ONE ANOTHER???
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“You just dont understand…” She said pensively. “Its happened too many times…”
“Come on, you cant actually think someone has it out for you?” Terfette asked, holding her icon of all of radblr, Terfalina the baby.
“This is the second time! I wont stand for it any longer!” AftonFamilyValues stated forcefully.
“It could be a coincidence?” Terfette suggested. Terfalina the baby was cooing cutely in her arms.
“This is no coincidence. Someone wants me dead.” Aftonfamilyvalues was quiet, respectful of Terfalina, but she was filled with rage. She stood and quickly left. She knew who she had to talk to.
“You know the discourse…” she heard from a shadow as she approached the fabled home of none other than Kronkk. “And you have still expressed your wishes” she heard another voice ring out. She was not aware that Kronkk had roommates.
“I dont. My friend is just over. Yes i read your mind. Get over it. What do you want?”
“Couldnt you just read my mind for that”
And with that, kronkk flew off into the night with her company.
Aftonfamilyvalues had hit a dead end. She walked sadly down an abandoned street. She knew with someone out for her like this, she should be somewhere safe. But she didnt care. She wanted to know who had claimed her death twice before they claimed it a third time. All of a sudden, a woman with a gray mask and sunglasses appeared before her.
“Wh-who are you??”
“My name is Anon. I am here to tell you what you wish to know.”
“Oh dear Anon, im so lost. Why do fanfics include my death??”
“It is because you lust after old men.”
“Wh-what??”
“Like at least try to pick one that looks like he showers, damn.”
“Okay rude.”
Then Anon faded away as the weather turned misty.
Aftonfamilyvalues lively walked alive back to terfettes home to livingly enjoy the rest of her day alive. The end.
oh come on, silco and killian definitely look like they shower!
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You don't know why people send hate? Because they want to make others mad. On Twitter, if 1 year ago you said you were team green, you'd have 20+ people calling you slurs just because of it. For your preference, opinion, taste that DOESN'T HURT anyone. It happened on Tumblr too. Ask greenies and they'll tekk you. So why people can't mind their own business and stop willingly search for certain tags to see people expressing their opinion only for them to go full rampage mode because soemone expressed different preference? hotd fandom is the most toxic fandom I've ever been so whole idea of fandom being escapism, safe space to enjoy something is wishful thinking at this point. Why is that? 2 teams on the narrative of the show which would make people pick one side over another + polarising portrayal of team Black and team Green which speaks to black and white us against them way of thinking + general audience's age + immaturity of majority of people in this fandom. Sorry but this fandom was doomed from the start. What I mean is better for peace of mind to have smaller group of people to interact with when you know no one will attack you because your opinions are the same than try to make friends with people who might insult you whenever they want because your tastes are sometimes different. The truth is if someone wants to send hate their excuse could be anything you said. Now people are throwing slurs or rape/murder/anything apologist without understanding what it means. Our past in this fandom is different. Doing things for my mental health is my top priority. I don't know why you assume I've blocked 90% of fandom when it's maybe 50% but I guess after getting death threats I don't care about being liked by everyone. What I won't accept is behaving like a 3 years old just because I don't like Rhae Rhae and throwing a tantrum rectifying all kinds of slurs. It's good no one attacked you before. You're lucky because it's rare in this fandom on here or Twitter. I hope you won't deal with immature people sending you death threats and insults because you don't like x character. You still are enthusiastic about this fandom and I hope you won't have people attacking you when season 2 airs. I wish I was as enthusiastic though.
Damn ok, I'm sorry if I come off as flouncy or as if I didn't care about all the toxicity in the fandom. I'm usually not so careless, but I guess replying at 3am with melatonin pills already kicking in had been my fault.
First off, I do know why people send hate. I went off on it as more the energy you have to bring up to purposefully be an asshole and not have the guts to even put on a face or a name to. Out of all the mindful things you do in your day to day, sending someone a nasty, fucked up message as if nobody taught you any manners, is the most mind boggling. To me at least.
Im also sorry that your experience has been horrible since the start, I guess since this has been my fourth fandom I've actively joined in— written for, made an account for — I've learned which energy I devote to as out of all the fandoms I've been, this definitely takes the cake as the most toxic. I've been aware of how toxic this fandom is since last year, my best friend having been a devoted ASOIAF fan who read F&B like the bible (lol), she's exposed the gory bits of the team green vs team black discourse to me. Neither of us have engaged and I almost didn't watch the show because of that (and how much she ranted about the many changes, foremost, the mess of the ages).
Blocking is one hundred percent better for your mental health if you've had this much of a horrible experience, especially if you're keen to stay. It's truly the only way you'll survive through it. I don't block others based on not sharing the same opinions as I do , but I have blocked some who not only don't share my opinions, but say it in an aggressively ugly way.
Dunno if I've missed anymore points, I can tell this is important for you to explain to me so I wanted to reply as fast as I can. I'll be too busy the rest of the day otherwise. If I've missed anymore, please feel free to tell me.
I guess I didn't realize this was such a heavy topic for you as I felt the earlier one was sent pretty out of the blue as I didn't know where the reply initially came from, and I replied too lackadaisy.
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