#im tired. and i wanna go home
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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!
I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...
#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY#i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad#DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there#i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long#ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending#or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then#im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes#people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired#not much time to draw non work stuff#im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again#and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety#we were legion#polls#sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with#where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art#im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater#i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again#but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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stuck on campus locked out of my car but at least i look cute ig
#talkies#me tag#burst into tears when I realized my keys were caught at the bottom of the door and not in my purse 👍#im so fuxjing tired i just wanna go home!!! :(((
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realizing you’ve taken the wrong bus is an incredibly humbling experience. i push the button for the bus to stop and a siren starts blaring that goes HEY EVERYBODY LOOK AT THIS LOSER! SHE HAS TO WALK TO ANOTHER BUS STOP AND ADD ADDITIONAL TIME TO HER TRAVELS 😂😂🫵🫵🤣
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Too many members of my family are total pieces of shit and they looove sitting around together and talking about how cool they are, how much they like each other and how their kids don't want to talk to them anymore
#goddd im so fucking tired of them#i want to have a nice day but it's impossible cause these bitches come here constantly#get outtaa hereeee#nobody fucking likes youuu!!!!!#they are literally just so mean and rude to me and my cousin#like they do deserve to get pumched by me imo but I can't do it cause I'll get kicked out#and I don't wanna go home yet lmfao#but can they go fuck themselves pllleaaassseee???? 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i hate them soooo much 🥺🥺🥺👉👈
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why cant my dad just do things for himself once and awhile im so tired of this
#he has physical issues and mental but bro he doesnt even try to help himself#hes in pain constantly and wont do jack shit about it#and he KNOWS if he starts doing a little more than sit and watch tv all day he'll feel atleast slightly better#the healing process is painful both physically and mentally but he hasnt even started it#he makes me so mad oh my god#i grew up with my mom telling me “he acts that way because hes in pain” DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT#he literally tries nothing. hes gonna die in the next 10 years#hes unhealthy and overweight and barely eats and his teeth are all messed up and he cant eat anything without it hurting like hell#but nooo he wont go to the dentist noooo#we HAVE insurance its not like a money thing jesus christ#ive barely had a father because of this he's constantly in pain and so he doesnt want to talk to anyone hes threatened to hit mymom and#later blamed it on his back pain#oh my god i cannot live with him anymore im so tired of it#he doesnt even.work my mom has to work until night to feed us and keep this house running and then my dad buys random shit off the Internet#and then fucking turns around and YELLS at my mom after she gets home from a looong day of work asking Why she spends so much money#its HER money. idgaf if you share a bank account or whatever its HERS she earned all of that and spends it on shit YOU NEED.#he has brought NOTHING to this family for the last 10 years besides being a father andhe DOESNT EVEN DO THAT#ohhh and his medicine he takes for all this pain “helps him” no the fuck it doesnt hes still in somuch pain. and then it makes him tired#and he sleeps all day ohmygod#hes just there at this point. i come home and dont even look at him cuz i Know hes sitting in that stupid chair in the living room#ive tried so hard to understand that “oh he's just..acting like that cuz hes in pain and .cant help it” I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE#it feels like i barely have a father#and the audacity he has to boss me around. like i understand im your child but oh my god let me live. i dont wanna end up like you#okay hes in pain yeah? DO SOMETHING ABOUT. IT that is NO excuse to be a shitty dad. NO excuse#oh yeah i have a dad but hes emotionally distant and never sees me becausehe wont get off his lazy ass#but yet i cant stop loving him. hes so much like me sometimes and that scares me#im going mad okay
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day three: official art
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#god im so tired and drained#i wanna go home#mp100#mob psycho 100#art#sketch#botato art :D#terukiweek2024#teruki hanazawa#hanazawa teruki#digital art
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Not gonna lie, having a sleep schedule around school is insane, because like ill get super tired and mentally go 'oh shit oh fuck is it 11? midnight??' and look up and it's like 9 or 9:30
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#sungbeam strikes again#🙁🙁🙁#thanksgiving break is in ONE WEEK i just want to go home 😭😭😭#I WANT TO SLEEP ON MY OWN COUCH AND BOTHER MY MOTHER IN PERSON PLS I WANNA GO HOME IM TIRED 😭😭😭
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#probably my last sunny walk at home :(#keeeeellll meeeee#i think one of the things i hate about going back to uni is not being able to experience autumn and winter at home like i used to#it’s weird because i’ve always loved them and considered them my favourite seasons.#but last year (and now this year) i’m realizing that oh! i think it’s because i got to come home after a long day and be in a safe familiar#space. and at uni everything is still a bit unfamiliar and not very comforting so the long cold days get so much harder#but i will surviveeeeeee#counting on gilmore girls to get me through it!! and also love is blind s7. i LOVE having things to look forward to every week it makes tim#fly by so fast. last yr every friday night was reserved for me and i ate frozen pizza or takeout and/or my favourite snacks and#watch my comfort films :( i cooked a lot those nights too 2 save money but yeah. it was rlly nice to have that comfy safe time to myself#i think it rlly got me thru uni.#ik it’s gonna be so hard to get back into a routine but im trying to tell myself that i need to like. focus on the basics first. adulting#can be so hard & i wanna do everything at once! i wanna b perfect in all areas. always do my hobbies. etc etc but i#i couldnt even get out of bed to make myself meals sometimes 💔 so i need to like remember if i don’t journal or read a whole book in a day#not the end of the world. and most importantly i need to be EATING and staying active and SLEEPING FIRST and foremost cause then hopefully#i won’t feel like a zombie.#okay anyways.#feeling sad feeling tired feeling unmotivated but also feeling a teensy bit excited for finally BEING ALONE!!!!#i have my cardiologist appt tmrw so maybe that’s why i feel so yuck also. just thinking abt it makes me wanna throw up#i hope everything goes well#anyways bye bye#♡ dear diary…
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me @ my pain flared self that got up at 7:30am: you know you could simply. not go to a party at your best friend‘s place with a whole bunch of people you don’t know who will probably be loud and drunk in the middle of the night and instead simply go to sleep and hopefully wake up not aching
also me: :) maybe socialising will cure the pain and the tireds :)
#i’ll report back. this is a bad idea. i should stay home. but also i wanna go there. but also i wanna sleep.#im the world‘s most tired person. who’s also aching. i took some ibu and that’s gonna mesh so well with the imminent alcohol :)))#in my defence tho socialising sometimes does cure the pains and the tireds#fingers crossed ig!
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the fuck did i wake up to “maquinnsy” for if that man becomes a bible thumper all for the sake of having his americory moment i’m deleting the tumblr community
#please i wanna go home help me pack my bag im not taking another L im tired of taking fucking Ls#bb26
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“We have decided to move forward with another candidate.”
#🧸; dally speaks#im so……… so fucking tired#im fucking tired of going to interviews and thinking i did a good job#only to get fucking rejected#wtf am i doing wrong#i just wanna go home and cry for the rest of the day#this is such bullshit
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i followed my heart today and it was nice
#by that i mean i went outside#i do feel :((( bc there was a scary tunnel i wanted to go through#but was told no#but i was like how often do u see a scary tunnel!!!!! I WANNA GO#but yea my brain said stay home and draw#but my heart said no ur friend is in the city u must go be with her that js what u want!!!#my heart also said lets get biryani and hot choco#so i got both#and walked through a park#im glad i went with her because in the end she was very tired and probably wouldn’t have wanted to come over to my place at the eod
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Even More Charbee Prompt Rambles
I want to leave. I hate this place. I want to be free but i cant. I need to stay then i can leave and never come back.
What if Burns was much angrier at Charlie? When she elbowed him in the stomach that was the last straw?
As Charlie begged Bee to fight, she elbowed Burns in the stomach to let her go. Remembering all the pain Bee caused and how this random girl says that this thing is more human than him, something snapped so he throws her onto the ground.
The loud crack silences everyone.
Burns checks on Charlie and it’s confirmed that she’s dead, blood splitting from her head and her eyes no longer glowing in that beautiful amber. Burns immediately feels guilt and when he looks up, Bee is standing tall and furious. Bee starts attacking everyone. He would’ve shown mercy and just shot at the tanks to create a statement but they killed the girl loved.
Now they all must die.
Burns barely gets out alive but looks up from the carnage and sees a gun aimed at his face. He doesn’t dodge or move. He embraces death, knowing the blood on his hand. Bee only stops when Memo says, “Is this what Charlie wanted?” Bee thinks for a moment and buzzes sadly. His gun retracts and shifts to his beetle form and drives off. Bee and Memo leave and Burns feels bad for killing Charlie, ultimately leaving this guilt in him for the rest of his life.
Memo barely catches up with the bike and helps Bee stop the Decepticons, fighting two on one with more ferocity than the two terrified cons has ever seen. Both heartbroken men pushed through the grief, the image of their dying friend motivating every punch and step. Memo held back the tears as he climbed up to the tower and with a glare at the two evil bots, the power source in his hand, Memo screamed at the top of his lungs,
“THIS IS FOR CHARLIE!”
Bee still defeats Shatter by destroying the but Bee stays in the water to die, not seeing any motivation to swim back up. Memo tried to jump in to save him but was knocked unconscious the moment he hit the water. When he was saved by Burns, his yellow bot friend has gone completely missing. The young man grieved two new friends that day.
Several years later, the Earth was saved by a the autobot and Puerto Rican electrician. Their scanners found a traces of the missing B-127 scout at the bottom of the Atlantic Ocean. A yellow Beetle is fished from the water by the Autobots. They try to revive him. Noah saw how much this scout meant to the Autobots, especially to Optimus Prime. He hopes to bring him back the same way as Mirage but he is unable to, saying that B-127’s spark has appeared to have given up and died from heartbreak.
His car has become nothing but an empty shell with a single polaroid of a teen girl with kind brown eyes on the dashboard.
#transformers#transformers rise of the beasts#rise of the beasts#rotb#transformers rotb#bumblebee movie#bumblebee 2018#bumblebee#charlie watson#memo gutierrez#noah diaz#charbee#charbee bad mood rambles#im tired#i hate the pressure#i hate my existence#i just want to go home#but home doesn’t feel like home anymore#i wanna leave
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rhythm heaven headcanons because im more sad than i should-
but first of all i have an announcement. and its that today, august 18th in argentina, its children's day and as im 16 im still technically a child to i asked my mom to get me something very specific as a gift. so, in a few weeks or months, dj yellow plushie is coming home! i wanted both yellow and blue, but she could only pay for one, so i chose yellow. hes gonna be with me in conventions from now on, either being tied up on the table so people buy me stuff to free him (/lh), or being my cosplay pal. thats all. if you wanna follow the dj yellow plushie adventures, follow me on instagram berry_lemon_arty, and if you cant find it, try with watashime_vkipper. its the same acc, but im changing the user soon to watashime_vkipper when i go back to my showroom. ANYWAYS lets go with the headcanons (and idc if i repeat some from past posts, i cant remember what i said)
-J.J is someone very insecure, actually. and lets out his anger on others (ahem, Yellow). but when he met Cecil, things changed a bit. Cecil allowed him to be angry, sad, disappointed, and make questions that were a call for reassurance
-Yellow has worked restlessly to buy a ticket to see Kikuo, no matter if he was in another country. and he never could- something happens everytime hes going to buy a ticket, and the money goes somewhere else. he cried for days because of that (reference to Kikuo just leaving argentina in this instant, although im not a fan lol)
-Cecil is also a germaphobic, but not as much(?) as Blue is. Cecil can at least touch whatever is contaminated to throw it away or clean it, whilst Blue cant because he feels like hes gonna pass out
-Yellow has been more time in a mental hospital than in school.🧍
-for a time, Blue was convinced he only signed up to Yellow's dj classes because he fell in love with him at first sight. it was during the time he was unsure how to express himself
-remember that Yellow's spirit animal is Len Kagamine? but its also Angel Dust, and possibly Spinel for how flexible he is. breakdancing? he can do it. pole dancing? he can do it. parkour? he can do it. lyra dancing? he can do it. dance trapeze? guess what. HE CAN DO IT. has he ever broken a bone or something? surprisingly, no. the only time he did was his right ankle at a comic con, participating on the cosplay contest as Kokoro Tsurumaki dancing Egao Sing A Song. Kokoro uses heels, and he loves them, and knows how to dance and do acrobatics with them. but he jumped and didnt get down very well, breaking his right ankle, but finishing the performance like nothing and winning the best performance prize. he only felt the pain once he sat down, but he did feel something wrong after not getting down properly
-you cant use your fingers to count the amount of times Blue got back home from work and saw Yellow in a female cosplay. and you cant also count the different reactions he had. dont use your imagination that much.
-Cecil is obsessed with Final Fantasy (a reference to Soushi)
-J.J may or may not accidentaly call acoustic guitars, "autistic guitars". most of the times he doesnt notices that
-whenever Cecil went to J.J's house (to his parents', actually), J.J's mom would do that classic "mom-embarassing-son" conversation thing. that way Cecil found out stuff about J.J that he couldnt even imagine lol
#rhythm heaven#rhythm tengoku#rizumu tengoku#リズム天国#dj school#dj yellow#dj blue#dj student#headcanon#jj rocker#cecil#rk rocker#watashime slug#yellow was crazy once they put him in a rubber room with rats#dont worry guys hes still alive..... for now.#yellow likes kikuo so you imagine whats going on inside his head#blue getting home and seeing yellow cosplaying women.... is that a win for him or should he run away#blue is bisexual thats why im asking#idk guys im tired i dont wanna do alive stuff tomorrow ughhhhhhhhhhh#children's day at what cost
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