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celebritybodyswaps · 11 hours ago

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The Great Friends Shift: Haven Lough & Gibson Avenue

Part 2

Haven’s Pov

I hate being in Gibsons body. Now i know why he was so envious of me and my height. I hate being short.

Well at least Gibsons body isn’t ugly. But i wish i wasn’t this short. Well i guess i have to go hang out with Gibson i mean Haven and Brandon now.

Gibson’s Pov

Wow ive really been enjoying Havens body. Its everything ive ever dreamed of. I mean im not short and im hot. I mean look at thesr abs.

Dont you just want to touch them. Well i better get ready since im going out with Haven i mean Gibson and Brandon.

Brandon’s Pov

Today’s going to be a great day!! I get to hangout with both my friends Haven and Gibson. We decided to meet ip outside a mall and we were going to go shopping and then have a sleepover at Haven’s house.

The only thing ever since we started hanging out Haven and Gibson have been acting weird like I was talking to haven but then he said I’m nit haven I’m Gibson then i asked him about it and he shrugged it off as an accident. Same with Gibson he wouldn’t respond until i said Haven. I decided to talk to Haven and ask him about it.

Haven why are you guys acting weird? Did something happen that i dont know about?

No Brandon nothing is wrong.

Well when I say your name Haven you dont respond but when i say Gibson you respond. Why?

I dont know really i just feel really tired i think thats it.

Okay i suppose.

I didnt really belive Hayven but i felt tired so i decided to go sleep since Givson was already asleep but he did seem mad all day for some reason but i thought he was just having a bad day so i decided not to question it. Well i guess it’s time to sleep.

Brandon fell asleep that night but little did he know things were about to change a lot.

When i woke up i felt very tired but i decided to go use the bathroom but when i walked in i saw Gibson staring back at me. Thats when i screamed!! I realized Gibson wasn’t staring at me i was looking in a mirror i was Haven.

Thats when i saw my body walk in and then Gibson. They started at each other and then looked at me.

Thats when i realized we had swapped bodies.

Guys why am i in Haven body i asked.

Its complicated haven responded Gibson.

Look we me an Gibson swapped bodies last night but we didn’t want to tell you but now im in your body. Sorry Brandon.

Wait so im in havens body. Whos in my body?

I am im gibson.

And so that means that haven is in your body gibson. Right?

Yes Haven is in my body.

What will we do now i asked.

There is nothing we can do Gibson i mean haven said. We just have to live our lives hoping we swap back.

Well i don’t mind your body Haven i actually like being a but taller now and a little bit thinner. I mean look at this fine body am i right. I said with a smirk.

Yeah i guess so replied Haven in Gibsons body. I mean i guess i like my body but it will be a bug change now being way shorter. Said Gibson sadly and angrily.

Well personally Brandon i like your body. It’s not too short or too tall it’s just right. And you have an athletic and attractive body. So i think i will do just right.

Well im off to basketball practice.

As soon as brandon left he thought about always wearing his sports clothes that he get from uni. He cant wait to be a popular person at school and most of all he cant wait to stain all of brandons clothes with white stuff iykyk;)

Well after Gibson left in Brandons body the other two guys decided to use the bathroom and shower but little did they all know they would be exploding with white stuff at the same time if ykyk

The End

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#male body swap #body switch #male tf #body swap #bodyswap #body swich #The Great Freinds Shift #haven lough #gibson avenue #brandon dwyer

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ghosts-of-love · 1 month ago

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will someone brush my teeth and put my stuff away and put my pyjamas on and stroke my hair please.

#im so tired but i cant get up off the chair and also i dont want to go to sleep for some reason #a mental block #its been another day of it all #i cant believe we just have to keep trucking on?#and on monday i am back at work? and will have to pretend to care about it? when the post mortem is on tuesday? like what the fuck is that

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popstart · 6 months ago

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the moment people stop being comically against courtney is the day i stop making fun of them for being weird and wrong. stop being weird about a fictional character in ways that are hilariously stupid and ill stop calling you hilariously stupid

#people see my posts and vauge post about it saying UM WELL I DONT HATE COURTNEY SO WHY DID YOU SAY THAT #im not fucking talking about you oh my gOD IM SO TIRED OF SEEING IT. sorry i try to be normal but why have discussions around her regressed #like its gotten so much worse WHYYY OH MY GODDD. “omfg courtney fans always jump to courtney haters being misogynists”#no i jump to you being a fucking weirdo for caring so much which makes me raise my eyebrows #i literally enjoy other people having different opinions about characters i like and dislike bc everyone echoing me would be so boring #but people never like her for the valid reasons there are to dislike her and jump on her in crazy fucking ways. BEEE NORMALLL BE FUCKING N #ps talks #jesus fuck i try not to say shit like this over and over and over again because; again; i dont like seeing my own opinions everywhere #i dont want people to see my opinions and repeat it every 5 seconds even though i dont think i have that much influence #its just when i see people posting about my posts saying that im weird for defending a character so hard it drives me nuts bc #it feels like people lost the damn plot so hard. you have to reach so far to think i fucking care if people dislike courtney BECAUSE I DONT #IVE SAOID THIS 5 BILLION TIMES I ENJOY SEEING CHARACTERS IN DIFFERENT LIGHT. AS LONG AS YOUR OPINION ISNT FUCKING WEIRD #sorry im getting so annoyed i need to go to sleep i havent eaten anything in like 20 hours

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good-beans · 4 months ago

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Art for my mom :)

I was telling her about how cute the milgramblrgram art was, and she knows I swore off drawing real people but here was a Window of Opportunity where I was doing it lol 😅 We're going to visit her dad soon and she asked if I could make something of him of his kids! I found a fairly recent photo of them and used it as a starting point

#its nothing crazy idk i just wanted it under the readmore #im still nervous drawing real people because im really not that great and ive always been met with 'oh you think i look like That? :/'#so milgramblrgram boosted my confidence since i dont actually know what anyone looks like so no ones feelings could be hurt 😂#but then i did end up doing some from photos! so we'll see #i dont think hes really going to care much - his mind is the reason were going out to visit #i kinda drew it for my mom specifically and i could tell how happy it made her <3 #im too tired to decide if this is oversharing or not but idk i wanted to show it 👍#i was supposed to get a lot more done today but homework took longer than i thought #and this took a normal length of drawing time but i tried to finish it all today because i procrastinated rip 😂#but it feels like an Accomplishment you know?#i dont even know #i think mayhaps its time to sleep 😅#rose rambles #my art

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seventh-district · 12 days ago

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#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw negative #cw health issues #‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You #like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want #‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT #if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it #dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache #i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting #food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick #but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault #everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough #for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need #cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either #i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position #my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired #god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain #That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night #the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis #well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify #and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but #there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.

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sunbratz · 4 months ago

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freakin it miserable style in the club tonight

#actually i was having a good day but now im sad for no reason #probably bx i wanted to go to sleep 3 hrs ago and made myself stay up #but now i DONT feel tired and i DO feel sad so #whats the truth here

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ana-rends · 7 months ago

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i would rather live with ana for the rest of my life than binge like this ever again

#rending.txt #i dont know how to stop binging i was doing so well yesterday and then for no reason it fell apart #i just want to stop #i have so much to do today but i just dont want to do anything im so depressed #im just going to lay in bed and eat all day and think up ways to die #i already know my chosen method i just cant be bothered right now so maybe later #i just want to keep sleeping #i called in sick to work today because i was so so tired and i slept i think nearly 12 hours which isnt bad #i wanna go on a walk and work out and stuff but i just. cant right now. i need to work on my job presentation but i just cant #i just want to keep eating and go back to sleep and then wake up and end it #but i just need to make it to therapy tomorrow and maybe itll get better? who knows #i dont even have the energy to walk up to tesco to get blades or more food so im laying im bed eating dry granola like a pathetic pig #i dont wanna talk to anyone but my boyfriend but hes asleep and i dont want to vent to him anymore because it makes me feel guilty #and it doesnt help to vent to him anymore so i just make him sad for no reason and i dont know how to vent to anyone else #i havent changed my bedsheets in weeks and theres so much trash on my floor you can barely walk in my room and i havent showered in a week #i just dont have the heart to cry anymore i just want it to stop #i did everything i was supposed to so i could prevent binges and it didnt work at all so i think im beyond saving lol

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evangelistofmurder · 1 month ago

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Paranoia is getting worse

#i do not want to have intrusive thoughts constantly #rationally speaking i have no reason to be scared or paranoid of anything but no #i deadass think i could lose my life in a car crash bc of yknow who (ifykyk) gets pissed at me one day #or just #someone being out to get me and brutally murdering me #i dont want to go out like that!!#it's freaking me out #i cant calm down #i dont think im allowed to speak and I'll get executed for saying it #im genuinely convinced someones going to slit my throat if i say the wrong thing #i havent done anything that would convince me of that but the thought wont leave my head #i feel like everything i do is wrong and i shouldn't be here #i can't make the paranoia go away #i dont think i have the right to exist #i want to cry but i also dont think im allowed to do that #im not exaggerating when i say i think im going to executed for no reason the thought keeps coming back no matter what i do #logically that's impossible and i know how ridiculous this whole thing is #i never dealt with paranoia to this degree ever #i hate it #i dont want to deal with it #im about to cry #i have no idea why this is happening #i think this whole thing is throwing me into another depressive episode #i dont have the energy to do anything since i think my thoughts are gonna get worse #i keep pet regressing over it too now #i feel terrible even saying anything about my paranoia aloud #i believe anytime i talk about how i feel mentally; everytime someones going to hurt me for it #im so so tired #it keeps getting worse and i dont know what to do #i can't sleep since I've been sleeping it off have get it worse and then overhtink and start sobbing

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averys-happy-space · 20 days ago

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pushing maisie mastery . i hate playing this game (ive dropped like 20 cups on buster, 50 on fang and 100 on maisie. i Hate buzz lightyear).

ill push gus mastery when i finish maisies. am saving for true silver and gold skins for the 2 of them too

also mental illness check

i havent been playing fang as much lately mainly because i havent been playing the game in general much lately. kinda crazy to me i got 100k in the first 3 months of having him but now ive barely got 25k after another 3. wouldn't say im burnt out but i guess i js feel aimless in this game. like there is no real goal to achieve that feels achievable for me. like hes already max tier, peak 1200, i could try going for prestige but i don't have anyone to play with and like even if i did, its like... even if i get it, what then??? what happens after? idk. man. fuck

#brawl stars #ave rambles #i wanna play but i also dont. idk bruh #this winter break sucks #my body hasnt adjusted to being back in msia time whatsoever #i wake up at 4am for no reason and only go back to sleep at like. 11am #im tired all the time idk. sucks #feel like i don't have energy to do anything i want to do

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skerozz · 2 months ago

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Instant not scheduled stuff

May be too bright so I'm warnin!!

One my old oc, like me but insane idk

I can't tell anything abt her cus I made her like 4 yrs ago so the only thing I remember is her shapeshifting or some shit😶

Also some.. Not recent, just doodles I may or not show yall

My mom:3 She looks rlly young irl but she's over 30 lol

Funny look I caught when we were in a cafe (cup did smth not niceD:)

Lil broski n stuff

I love n hate my brush at the same time cus on pics it's too smooth to look at it like a human but not a mole but when I draw it reminds me my sketches and look cool so I think idc abt what it looks like on pics huh

#i feel much better but still too busy and lazy a bit to post usually #sorry #maybe lots of paper doodles from school coming #i wanna relax in the void juat dont do any anything where time doesn't run and you can whatever you want or just sleep #its the relax we all need exactly not those holidays or trips nuh uh thats what we want exactly #the time is always going sometimes very fast but sometimes slow and the real relax is to stop it #the actual relax is when we dont NEED to do ANYTHING but just chill cause the reason of being tired is we always have smth to do #and even food counts here and shower and other stuff #but when these all dont make any sense we really relax n thats why rich ppl are so relaxed cus they don't have to do anth theyre just chill #well im too eepy to continue writing this lecture so buh bye #art #doodle #oc art #oc #shitpost maybe #skerozz #tumblr wth

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a-ikuoliver · 4 months ago

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computer fastest way to the joker lair NO freeways..... puter?!

#computer fastest way to not being exhausted all the time.....PUTER SAVE ME #im so #sorry not sorry im ranting in the tags rn #i havent had sex in so long #i wanted to hang wuth my partner this weekend FINALLY alone without having to fucking drive 7 hours to be alone and acutally ahve like no #plans and we get stuck with the baby and im so sick of being treated like an extra mother for him #i love him so much dont get me wrong but like..... why am i getting NONE in my relationship bc im too tired after dealing with him or the #teenagers and the one fucking time ive been looking forward too all week i get fucking dumped with the baby AGAIN #like i do not want kids for THIS EXACT REASON no fucking free time no fucking time for myself or my fucking hobbies or my fucking partner #i wanted to cut and dye my hair today after shopping i wanted to sit and fucking watch a movie and makeout with my partner and instead i ge #a sick toddler whos fucking sleeping like shit to worry about like GOD I WANT TO SCREAM #im just #so fucking done with kids and babies anf fucking children and i cant stand this house and all the noise and all the fucking mess and just #EVERYTHING it is everything i hate and i cant fucking do anything about it and i fucking CRIED bc i was so frustrated and i dont cry super #often not bc like i think its weak i just its not smth i do often and im just sick of my relationship having to go ont he backburner bc of #the baby and IM FUCKING ONLY 22!!!!!!!! LIKE WHY ARE THESE MY FUCKING PROBLEMS AT 22 WITH A KID THAT ISNT EVEN MIIIIIIIINE #okay i need to shut up sorry #tw: vent #tw: rant #「mercury speaks」

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kirishwima · 5 months ago

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can people leave me alone. AT LEAST on my days off

#im exhausted shit deep lacking sleep #and ppl do NOT give a fuck and think i owe it to them to socialize. i dont want to!!!i dont!!!#my brother keeps calling me to meet up my cousin keeps calling me ALL week even tho i said im busy #my nephew has his bday party today all of a sudden instead of last week so i cant not go #my parents want to have a family outing tomorrow and work has been bugging me since morning #i want to McDie honestly #work is hell enough i dont want to look at another person this weekend but instead i need to drain energy on this shit too #bc people are selfish and can NOT understand 'i cant im tired' as a reason to say no #and think im avoiding them instead :) i hate everything i do #ive been ignoring messages bc my inboxes are all flooded i get phone calls constantly i want to disappear for a week. just a week please #vent tw #delete later

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micamone · 6 months ago

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hey guys

#vent #just... gimmie a sec im gonna put it in the tags i cant find the readmore on my phone rn #im havin a straight up not good time but not the worst in the house!#the worst is my cat. whose old and dying. and i have no money to put to sleep to fuckin put us both outta this misery #typical. she cant get a heart attack and go fast like my moms dog #shes gotta wail and be ill for a month while im recovering from one surgery and trying to get ready for the next #its also an amazing time for my ocd that i learned i have from artists on hear explaining what it is to send me into spirals #over germs. but shes just 20 with teeth and respiratory issues her whole life and been struggling with constipation #so i KNOW how shes dying. shes backed up and hungry and dehydrated but feeling bloated still and not eating or drinking.#shes probably got arthritis and has been moving like a geriatric for a while but its to the point now she wont even lay down. shes just #perched on a pile of towels in the bathroom dozing and occasionally crying for me to come pet her. im so fuckin tired #and theres nothing i can do! the vet i could find a timeslot for in a reasonable time said 500$. so thats cool. im paying 1000$ for me in #a week for my stuff and its just. god all she and i are doing is crying and it sucks ass #she wants company for comfort and i dont blame her - so the fuck do i!#but i cant sit in the bathroom with her my damn legs keep going numb. and my roomate 1) cant emotionally buoy me thru this #and 2) has a long work day tomorrow and its already mad late. sigh #dont try to offer me condolences ive worked thru her dying already its just now we're botb exhausted in the form its taking #if anything i just need another distraction to keep me from spiraling over something again #edit: ARUGH AND THE OTHER CAT THROWING UP IN THE OTHER ROOM. GOD DAMN IT #the younger one has so many allergies and wont stop fucking eating things off the floor babygirl i am BEDRIDDEN you gotta stop eating shit #off the floor!!!!!!!! you have specialty food for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#awesome it was right in my bed

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obnoxiousarcade · 7 months ago

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im thinking again

#ive been dealt the bad hand; the worse hand; the hand from the arm from the body #im just.....okay #Well aaaa its weird #nothing anyone says to me is to *me*#which is fair-- no one knows me. but i do wish i got it. i dont know #the passing of time is still my worst enemy #i love everyone so much. itssssssweird.#if youre following these posts and saw the last one: i think i am still gonna die soon. awwh man. i dunno #but i have no reason to go on truthfully and i dont feel like finding one #im tired and sad OK?#i do want an acknowledgement again #and if you're following these posts im going to do the same thing i did last time and talk to the three tumblr blogs:#1. hi. i really like you. i admit it. j think youre really cool and all. uh okay im supposed to ask a question so here; how are you? well i #hope. k dont know. i havent been reading up like i should be and as for the second blog im talking to here i also havent been reading up lik #e i should im very sorry. i will make that journal again though.#and third blog: hi!! i still have no clue how to do that one thing but youve really gotten me into the hypothetical idea of differences base #f off of like ...area. the thing you said about that one thing.! i javwnt been doing much about it but thinkin but you know thinkin is fun.#i do want to do reading on it but ive been very sad lately and i cannot be bothered #this is really fun talking to people like this. um #youre very cool blog one ive been becoming a big fan of you again #blog two.if you see this: i want you-- I'm sayin that to specify that I'm talking to you. but i dont. anyway: uh. oh no i forgot what i was #gonna say #okay here's to not talking to anyone particular:#i want to do drugs. its the only way ill be able to handle all this.but i... oh hey i have melatonin!!#hmmmmmm #idk #it just puts me to sleep and i hate sleeping cause im always having bad dreams-- both nightmares and just dreams that Suck-- but...... im #desperate.#okay im gonna take a normal dose and just keep it together i hope #I hate sleeping

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ilonacho · 1 year ago

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it hit me what makes me the most miserable abt my work week is how it’s just school all over again. just hanging in there until the weekend. repeat. repeat. repeat

#5 outta 7 days im at work. 2 days of freedom #2 days to do chores n run errands n relax n sleep n draw n catch up w/ friends n go places #and if u gotta reschedule itll be weeks before ur available again #like for months now ive tried to get together w/ friends but our days off dont match n shit keeps coming up #not to mention im fucking tired! im exhausted! i want to sleep in and then draw the rest of the day!#i think the worst part is that back in school.. at least it didnt matter as much? because it all led to an end aka graduation?#like i didnt mind the wait for next weekend as much cuz it was temporary #like eventually ill graduate and then ill have freedom! (i thought? for some reason??)#but now its like.. the weeks are going by so fast this year is already almost over i turn 26 in 2 weeks #and this is.. the rest of my life? like youre kidding right? this cant be it?#i get off work n then i have to take care of the cats n chores n then eat dinner n then shower n then its late and i gotta sleep #before work the next day. i dont have time nor energy to rly do anything #and ill get that feeling of like. oh well at least it brings me closer to the next ‘weekend’#but i dont wanna live weekend to weekend #i mean im thankful to have a job n coworkers i love like i truly hate it there sometimes but i also am happy and thankful for it #but yknow.. it shouldnt have to be like this #i worded this so much better in the shower but im tired of feeling like school part 2 like what the fuck man #ive had work every single day since we came back from our trip n i just dont have time/energy for anything #i need to open commissions back up but i havent even gotten around to starting one a friend asked for #not to mention this years christmas card ive barely got the sketch done for #and again. my favourite holiday. halloween is on tuesday and while we did plan halloweeny stuff it just has not felt like halloween #i havent had any ideas/energy/time for any halloweeny art #+chores n errands etc lmao we havent even been to the grocery store yet (calling us out here)#it just. suuuuucks aaaaaass man the world is so beautiful life is a gift i dont wanna spend it like this

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quasieli · 10 months ago

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There's an online trans support group meeting tonight and I think it'd be really good for me to go, talk with some people, maybe find some new resources, but I'm also in such a shit mood I feel like going while I'm in this state would be a waste.

#Eli Speaks #it's weekly so i could always go next week #but i also dont want to just say 'oh ill go next time' and then next time never happens for one reason or another #i just feel so foul rn #and it feels like id just be an irritable wreck during the meeting #esp cause i know 0 people #and idk how crowded it will be so there might possibly be the chance of overstimulation #i know im ogerthinking it #but im tired and sad and angry #i just wanna sleep forever

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