#im taking this as a sign to Take A Break
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ruh-roh raggy I wrote a few chapters today and have come to the conclusion that i hate my entire fic
#!!!!!!!! AH#im taking this as a sign to Take A Break#im feeling very much like quitting it like i wish i did not write it chapter by chapter and i wish i did things so differently#but honestly i think 90% of that is just cause im tired rn and i've been writing all day. i think i just need space from it#its hard cause when i'm not writing my fic i'm thinking about it. so i feel like i have to keep writing it.#i just feel like i've kinda written myself into a corner here. or at the very least idk how to continue#i have later chapters written out but no idea how to get there and i dont think what i wrote today is the answer#there's useful exposition in there but i have no idea if it's how i want to characterize riku at all. feeling conflicted#rose.txt#pluffie writes
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A series that focuses on the summary/ lore explanation of Fable SMP, but the episodes are done as Horrible Histories...
#an allay takes the place of the rat and pops up with all the little signs#you got to have the alliteration for the names too#im so tempted to write a parody of the theme song just for the bit😂#like Eerie End or Obscure Overworld or something#half of it is the characters breaking the fourth wall just to stare at the camera like “did they really iust say that?”#fable smp#fablesmpblr#fable smp headcanon#fablesmp#fable smp lore#horrible histories#a ybh post
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gemini, virgo, pisces, cancer, capricorn and scorpio placements when someone asks them to take on another responsibility when they're already overwhelmed and completely burnt out
#astrology#STOP SAYING YES TO EVERYTHING PLSSSS TAKE A BREAK!!#im also yelling this at myself btw im so bad for this lmao#my manager is trying to coach me on saying no to ppl LKFDJFLKDJF#its going ok.......................kind of#luna.txt#i wanted to include libra in this too... if u have libra u may relate#but im not including libra just because i think theyre decent at saying no to anything that isn't self-beneficial lol#not a roast^ actually a compliment#like I find libras are very aware of their limits??#whereas the signs listed here might be aware but just don’t care#libras are self care queens
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Need to be able to breath underwater so I can rest in the cold silt and listen to the current rushing over the peddles. The fish swim above me like a mobile as the water cradles me.
#personal#very water sign of me tbh#please take me to the river please please#been disassociating lately and mostly feeling like im under water recently#<- which prompted this post/feeling#you can reblog this <33 dont worry about the person tag :)#if you see these tags i love you and please have a drink or snack. take your meds. go to the bathroom. take a stretch break!
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something i found very interesting this episode is that at no point does chalothorn ever claim to love tharn and at no point does chalothorn demand tharn love him. all he has ever said is tharn belongs to him and to stand by his side.
chalothorn quite literally only wants to own tharn like a trinket or a trophy to say that he won and it's his obsession to prove that he's superior and in the end everyone will bow to him. he's truly such a perfect villain, just completely reprehensible. bravo, writers, you're doing great.
#the sign#the sign the series#chalothorn#i would gif this but im tired#kinda taking a giffing break#oat meta
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QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK
#my brain treats these things the same as it does spamton. almost. i want to see them dead i want to chew on them. i want to kiss them gentl#y and tuck them in bed and sign up adoption papers for them. i want to hit them with a baseball bat. i will take a bullet for them#yknow?#you get me.#again an experimental fun quick drawing#that i ended up ... popping off on. oops.#i have... 0 self control in art#fun fact originally this was gonna be a painting but i went hmm what if i do the thing#ive been doing with sketch lineart on paper but... digitally? angular and sketchy and sharper#aw yea#guz art#toontown corporate clash#low baller#also i had to post this on clashcord and bail instantly because the second i see angst for stuff i like that i havent made myself#i lowkey start breaking down oops#i dont do well with other fans of things that im not familiar with.... my brain works in mysterious ways !#i say this as my next drawing i plan is literally oc angst ... oops !#something i aint done in a while....i only ever do vent stuff i never post if anything. i try not to be like.... venty edgy like that it#just. aint for me. well i say while i ramble on and vent constantly. oops. but yknow what i mean - not let my art reflect that? be goofy#with the stuff i do? but like yeah either way. lore gettin angsty. have we gotten to the point in our lore / rp yet? no. is it kinda an#inescapeable point? yes. i loooooove making my characters suffer the consequences of their actions#WHY AM I TALKING SO ELABORATELY ABOUT THIS. THIS IS A LOW BALLER DRAWING.#BY TALOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BRAIN!! OH WELL if you like these. thanks for reading you are swag. you probably went thru#like. 5465465341564 thomas 'fights' now havent you#oh well gotta have a place to dump my thoughts somewhere!
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I am so beyond ready to quit this job. Wednesday cannot come fast enough.
#to be fair it's bc school starts again in a few weeks#but idk. every day at this office feels like sandpaper on my skin. people always ask me shit i dont understand#and every case is so individual there's no set checklist to follow to troubleshoot#so most of the time I just grind my gears and get stuck#it'd busy more days than not.#and it was advertised to me as data entry only. client interactions was not what i signed up for.#it's all client interaction.#we're short staffed so nobody gets to take the back office and have a break.#when we weren't short staffed i was the new guy and only got 1 day in the back a week while everyone else got 2.#all my coworkers are conservative but talk like they're apolitical.#i thought it'd be fulfilling bc im helping people get benefits#but many are rude or impatient as any other service job. I'm constantly trying to direct people that don't want to listen#or explain the intricacies of something i barely understand.#and i don't want to lead people astray bc you have to start over if you blow a deadline.#but there's just nothing redeeming that i enjoy.#i hate customer service. i hate constantly asking questions. i like seldom few of my coworkers.#i can't be me at work.#and i don't care about the work itself anymore.#this job made me cry every day for weeks last month from sheer stress and overstimulation.#i almost cried myself sick several times.#the only reason I'm not there anymore is bc i dont fucking care anymore.#it took me 2 months to burn out. 2 months!#i was training for half of that!!#idk. everyone decided i was smart and could pick it up quickly so. even though everyone else got 4-6 weeks of shadowing#you can make do with 3 before you start doing stuff solo.#which feels unfair. i wasn't ready for it. and i resent the decision quite a bit.#plus it's been a nightmare for me in terms of external stressors and my generally deteriorating mental health. so.#all in all. i hate it here.#and i can't wait to turn in my notice so i can gtfo in 2 weeks#i am so tired. free me. let me go back to my music please
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHG
#feeling like ive been run over by a lorry#partly cause i woke up this morning after a horrific nightmare#so i tried to be nice to myself and sort of just keep going with my day#and then i feel so shit after doing a bit of studying that my arms start to stop working#and my brain feels like its melting#and im like ooh those are warning signs right#that means i need to take a break and do some self care#so i go into my siblings room and try and do some work there#and then it doesnt work cause i just cant concentrate and im shutting down#then i realise im on my period#so then i have a 2 hour nap#and now ive eaten something and drank something and taken paracetamol and have a heatpad and am not alone#so we're getting towards better 👍#maybe ill try and do some maths or maybe ill do something else to make me feel better#i want to cry and possibly explode#but its fiiiiine#anyway#rambles#cult rambles#tw vent#vent post
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oversharing in the tags time :)
#i think it’s time i go back to therapy#i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend#or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out#backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my#bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy#anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown#it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc#(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf#and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it)#and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went#to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel#so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him#then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward#she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times#start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted#in feb 2023. we had tickets for#mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not#she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji#and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man#so I still worry about her#writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better#but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’#it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK#anyways. I need therapy to get over this#and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im#out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me#up as a kid)#if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day#don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!
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Silver warmup :)
#trainer silver#rival silver#vizzie art#also YES i signed it#idk i just felt like it#idk why i love drawing him so much... but i do and this was just practice#cuz i wanna make smth cool this month and i gotta prepare#i also may draw another ethan simply because i want another possible pfp#shut up vizzie#ALSO IM TAKING A BREAK I SWEAR-- THIS WAS JUST SMTH I NEeDED TO GET OUT OF MY SYSTEM#new semester = new classes = new stress... dear god#i hope none of my new classes have a heavy workload... or else i'm going to get WORSE#omfg stfu vizzie
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i thought i was in for a creepy murder mystery, maybe even a funny one, not whatever this emotional steam roller is that dff has turned into
#im gonna have to take breaks this hits too close and personal now#i am flattened 10 minutes in#non please im begging get on your feet and kill them all#I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR THIS someone hold my hand#dead friend forever#dff
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Quite literally, genuinely shaking and sweating as I fill out mail in ballot
But fuck you anxiety I WILL be voting
#screaming into the void#taking a small break between filling out my ballot and signing the envelopes#because i feel like im going to throw up from nerves#my vote will be counted if it kills me
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One of my least favorite things about LOK is the fact that they completely removed Katara's personality. Like it's been a fucklong time, of course she wouldn't be the same person as when she was 14, but they still simplified her to just Old Lady. Where's her spark?? Her attitude??? She's a sweet and caring person, but she can also be petty and quick to anger. But I swear every time she's on screen in LOK it's just *old lady smiles* or *old lady looks worried* like What? Where's Katara??? Bc that's certainly not her.
#speculation nation#fanny watches lok#i think the only sign of her was in the first episode when she encouraged korra to leave. but thats it.#granted im only near the start of the 2nd season so who knows! maybe theres something later on!#doubtful tho.#and how they had aang play favorites with tenzin... like there wouldve been some focus due to training him#but taking him on trips entirely without his other kids??? what?????#when sequel shows butcher the characterizations of the old characters as adults........#also toph?!?! starting a police force??!?! miss Did Criminal Scams For Fun?!?! cheering at Breaking The Rules?!??!?!#i know ive seen ppl make that point before but god. what#havent seen enough of zuko to comment on him yet. but why did they make his grandson(?) have the same voice actor as him#every time that general guy talks i think it's zuko and it's disorienting. yes theyre related but What???#it's not even the voice actor doing a different performance it just sounds like zuko.#im. im enjoying the show! overall! but. boy there sure are some things that annoy me.
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help help help having noble pining is bad no one is going to read it thoughts again HELP.....
#this is a sign i should go to bed probably#and like. maybe take a break on writing it???? but i have a DEADLINE NOW 😋#noble pining au#ougoughouhh#its just. this chapter/s im working on are like. really differnet from the rest of the fic#and i want it to work? and it think its a good idea?? but i just worry and feel uncertain about the execution of it#the pacing and the rhythm here at like. the climax and the peak of the narrative. aoughogu
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WIP - You voted and it's in the making
Bamf!Cas is gonna be holding his angel blade and gonna have some wings.
I might do a lineart of this draft into thicker paper, and then paint it with some watercolor!
#this is like draft 3 guys...#my hand is cramping#but im gonna at least finish the wings and then take a break#he nekkid#but since misha is signing it i didnt put a nine inch shadow between his legs#should i
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nothing like comiccon to remind u how autistic u r
#i feel like there is a flavor of autism that thrives at cons but my sensory overwhelm/social struggles show up in full force#i did have fun! i made sure to pace myself and just accept that my interactions would be awkward and take plenty of breaks. i didnt shutdow#i got to talk to a couple creators and get some stuff signed and saw some neat things#next time i try this im def bringing the noise cancelling headphones#and it did inspire me! reminded me how glad i am to be a creator and that i can do that mostly from my own desk at home
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