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okay so i was wrong abt getting blaise's pov, but w/ fred and george talking to him i still have hope that it's coming, ALSO i called like forever ago that by the end of coil pansy would join the gang (kinda like draco) i dont know if i said it on here but i definetly commented it on coil like months ago !!!! also percy joining the gang you have no idea how happy this makes me
#coil#m&m#magic and mystery#m&m coil#allegory_for_hatred#ALSO MY DAUGHTER IS FINALLY IN HER REDEMPTION ARC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this chapter was rlly great as usual#6 chapters remain#happy to see gemma again#i hope we see more of the prefects#also dazai and hermione friendship my beloved#we need more ron tbh tho#im sure we'll get it tho#cant wait for next week#god i love coil sm
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hiiii.. 🙃🙃
#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 edit#late night sim posting but its ok! who needs sleep anyway....#second sim kinda sorta inspired by cocona from xg except im really bad at making irl people in the sims soo..#anyway not sure if ill get back into posting regularly anytime soon. i have a gp save rn that i play like once a week when i have time#but tbh its so hard for me to have the motivation to play rn but thats just how it is during the school year 🤷♀️#and i might not have that much time in the summer since i miiiiight be studying abroad for a month (idk we'll see..)#will most likely continue lurking for the next few months tho :)#ok jfc enough rambling im going to bed gn sleep tight or have a good day <33
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not to brag, but my therapist told me today that i did incredible during our emdr session, which means i get an A for the day in therapy, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve 🙂↕️😌
#not snz#literally said out loud to her “does that mean i get an a in therapy” which i assume we'll discuss at a later date lmao#random snz related thing tho#i told her today i used to hide the fact that i was sick as a child bc i didnt want to be a burden#and she was like wow. that's really serious#and i was like tbh i didn't think it was that big a deal until you said that LMAO#i hid everything!!! emotions are Bad To Show!!!#i just love her bc she doesnt mince words haha#did you guys hide the fact that you were sick as a kid? and not for like fetishy reasons#for like i dont want to bother anyone reasons#im sure im not alone there#anywayyyy#i promise im working on a story. its a mark story and he amd i are v similar so its been difficult to write#but itll hopefully be up by Friday#ive spent so much time on it and honestly i dont even like it but#its going out one way or another#i never spend this much time on one story idk whats going on#we'll see if anyone enjoys it!!#thats it for the novel in the tags if ya made it this far hi thanks for being part of my second therapy session of the day#aka the tags of a rando tumblr post lol
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The colors of the copper on blackberry dye seem to have shifted from maroon to a very rich milk chocolate brown--which I will hardly complain about, since that's a hard brown to get. I do hope I get something more permanently reddish/purplish with alum--that's what I'll try next. I'm just waiting for the 9 pounds of raw fleece to arrive.
Last night I carded a lot of that blackberry dyed fleece and then put it on the blending board with about half of the white (which was the previous distaff dressing) as a little stripe to one side. Idk, just curious how it'll turn out and seemed more interesting to spin that way. Carding first definitely helps with consistency--both colors were willowed first and put on the blending board, but only the brown was carded as well, and it is much easier to keep smooth and least kind of even.
The one improvement of this phone camera over my old one is that it has a timer setting, so I can actually show where my hands normally are (sometimes anyway). Fairly comfortable although my distaff hand is starting to cramp. Might just be one of those days or might be too heavy for me, but the shape at least is good.
You can probably see that the white is still all over the place, but the brown is pretty even, just with lumps still on occasion. Also, the new height of this spindle means it's perfect for lap spinning rather than impossible to lap spin with, so I'm very happy about that.
#spinning#handspun yarn#distaff#supported spindle#id tag the breed name normally but i dont know what this stuff is (its some of the more aged wool i have in my stash lol)#natural dyeing#blackberry#if you are wondering what is up with the banners its an attempt at anti-radfeming my posts#since they insist on reblogging them and blocking seems to do nothing#hopefully they will be effective bc i love them and my fiance sent them to me ❤️#if not tho we'll phase into tasteful cock drawings#and if that doesnt work just straight up dick pics#its my blog and i love cock so thats not a problem for me and would actually probably improve morale#not jumping straight to it because im gonna assume most of the people who enjoy my fiber arts posts dont necessarily also want dicks#on their blog#but me not having to see radfem trash reblogging my experiments and research obviously takes priority#i use those terms loosely but hey i am writing it down. and trying to get answers to questions. so im pretty sure technically i am#conducting experiments and research at least on occasion#and now i have to go back to work. if anyone wants to mercy kill me on the way out the door id really appreciate it
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been in a weird place with my identity for a while but i think im figuring myself out again . slowly
#💉#ive been trying on gender labels in my head to see what sticks these days#but i keep sticking with stuff then being like hrmmm abt it later yknow#not rlly sure what i am atm#tho there is one..... thats like...... i get a bit excited ?#the same sorta feeling i got when i cnahed my name to alucard LMAO#we'll see where i end up tho#always struggled with The Self and who The Self is im in the trenches out here 😑#help i realized i typoed one of the tags but im on MOBILE!!!! im not typing it again 😡
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went 2 go get a covid test done at cvs and got? chewed out? bc they dont offer testing at that location anymore & she doesnt even know WHY the website still lets people schedule and then told me the nearest cvs that does testing is (30 miles away) which is inconvenient at best :^/
#morgan.pdf#i live like . in a city tho so wild to me that there are no nearby cvses that do testing LMAO#ideally my pcp will get back to me abt getting a test done in the clinic tmo but. its been 2 business days of no answer already so we'll see#im still feeling under the weather but not Unbearably so. but i still wanna be Sure u know??
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Since I've got some life insurance money now, I keep ordering packages. Birthday gifts, household necessities/utility things that I've wanted but haven't bought b4 now for whatever reason (an electric kettle, a portable speaker, more outlet strips, wood cleaner, some cubbies for one of my new cabinets, etc), and Also a few frivolous nice things for myself (like the figurine, and the dice, and some comic books)
I'm expecting it to slow down after I've gotten things more settled, but I rly wonder what the post ppl think of me rn. Like "this bitch again?" I'm sorry post people I am simply trying to sort out my life rn. I promise I will be less annoying in time.
#speculation nation#birthday gifts not listed bc my sister follows me here lol. but theyre for her.#i think ive gotten everything im gonna get for her bday tho 🤔🤔 at least from online. we'll see if i see anything out and about lol#part of me going a little ham with it now that i financially Can. part of me wanting to make sure she gets plenty of gifts#considering. well. we wont get any more gifts from dad.#which Wow that still stings huh. just gonna try to not think about that too much lol#anyways im working on a bunch of cleaning rn. washing my sheets and tidying and cleaning the floors#my apartment is in A State after we shoved all the shit from my dad's place in here.#so many boxes to go through and unpack and organize#the good thing is i have much more furniture to put things in. i just have to actually Do it.#blegh. so much work. but it must be done....#buuuuut! i have a portable speaker now 😌 so i am listening to music as i go. hell yea
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watching superbad is also really inspiring me to finally paint that jacket
#i have an old leather jacket ive already rid of one sleeve. it just needs a bit of sew job to look nice#and then im gonna find some paint that'll stick to it nicely to do the superbad sleeve and the back#this was my idea for this years halloween so we'll see if i get it done sooner than a week before lmao#i could. never pull off superbad characteristics-wise tho like. that amount of swag? don know her lmao#boxman was easy its just look menacingly hot and be mute in a box. lots of hands#superbad? the movement and attitude it requires cannot be matched#so as long as i have a jacket im good lmao. i can get sunglasses somewhere too im sure i need to specific round ones lol#anyways--#night is an absolute mess on main
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Long distance gf to long distance wife.... Iconic
#dont need no ceremony dont need no flash to call my bride my dearest homie dont need no cash#cohabitation's far away a few years at least if in the meantime i visit her im sure we'll feast#i shall not falter trip or stumble in but one matter; to devote my intents and purpose i dont have a rhyme but its to her#id be content even if we never got the chance to get our own place genuinely the most important part is just that we're eachothers#still in awe at my current luck. 5 years goes by and many more to cone i hope#no one in our close friend group is asking abt it yet tho smh let me scream my love to the heavens above
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wait doesnt the beast palace arc happen like almost directly after the tang family arc.. that means we're getting TWO new mount hua member introductions back to back.. awesomesauce
#i know baek'ah doesnt join chung myung immediately :( thatll take a while but at least we'll get to see her..#im not sure if lico will do the beast palace arc in season two tho we might have to wait ggrrr
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...Not tonight though. I have work in the morning.
#(has to be up in less than 6 hours)#i hope work gets delayed or cancelled again....that would be so awesome...#sigh....though i cant imagine w all the snow and ice we'll be very busy...even though its our big discount day#ugh...#Well anyway... i THINK i have an okay grasp on the characters#im a lil hesitant. 58 chapters wasnt enough for me to really grasp onto them#i need to understand characters inside and out before i can write them. When i can enter my hyperfocus writing mode#its easy to let the characters write themselves and im nothing but their vessel. helping them move along.#for me writing isnt like being a puppeteer controlling puppets. The characters do the work.#a Vessel is the best way to describe how i feel when i truly write.#the world around me disappears and the story pans out. Sometimes i get so into it i practically turn into my protagonist#so...im not Quite sure im at that point yet where i can let these beloved chars write themselves#let alone what situation to let them get themselves into#hmm.#ill try to think of smthin.#there isnt a whole lotta info out there abt the chars tho so i cant rely on that many sources or interpretations#its gonna be shaky at best if i do write them...#which my writing is Always shaky when i cant fully get into it. Thats how it be#when im unfocused it shows in my writing.#i have to let my subconsciousness drift and let my mind warp to another reality...#anyway hi im sane if you read all this!!
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back to the trials and tribulations of I Dont Know How To Write Chenyas Voice
#GIRL HELP. everything i write for him is like 'ok ok placeholder this is what youll say but ill edit it to make it more chenyalike later'#LATER ME ISN'T GONNA KNOW WHAT TO SAY#chenya you cant even get banished from this fic i made you besties with one of the main characters..............#BUT i think the pov is USUALLY(????) gonna be cater. so maybe ill be saved. idk we'll see#im juggling so many characters in my brain i literally dont know what im gonna do#like i was thinking about it in the shower#bc i wanna have that subplot drama of jamil/azul and danarte when he shows up but like#HOW am i supposed to naturally do that#i did think a lot about one part tho. when i said i was stuck in a bathroom loop sjlkdfjd#i doodled out some of it. cater and jamil WILL talk in the bathroom at a social/party/whatever#i got a buncha ideas for that scene and itll be a good way to like#introduce the jamil/azul plotline#im thinking theyll be kinda in the background at first but then come more to the forefront in certain scenes/when danarte gets more involve#idk it's a crazy tangled dumb soap opera in my head#trying to actually write it is like. probably an impossible task#but i sure am trying#and FOR WHAT i do not think people will want to read it LOL#but. /i/ can read it kldsjflkjds#that being said. i also have some of my kalim/silver + jamil/azul fic written from nanowrimo#that one. theoretically i could clean up some of what i have and post as a first chapter#but ims cared LOL idk if im ready#what if i wanna change stuff. what if i wanna move scenes around. how much should i do. what if what if what if-
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need another buck and bobby scene soon I'm in withdrawal
#they cant get me hooked on 610 and 611 then leave me hanging they just cant#actually im p sure we'll get a few in performance anxiety tho#911 fox#evan buckley#bobby nash
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totk....is throwing me
#dont get me wrong im having fun im just SO confused#the lore reset...girl what. what is going on#im also only one dungeon in (and disappointed by it but not surprised) so. we'll see i guess#the one thing i know for sure is that raurus design fucking slaps. why is he named that tho im going insane#lies down. anyway ill probably post some more thoughts as i play? idk. either way i wont be writing for the next few days lmao#normal abt zelda 👍#totk spoilers#totk spoilers /#vague but yknow#‧ miscellaneous. → 「 out. 」#tbd.
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what a fucking arc
i can't believe this had such backlash while being released and that's why it's so short, there was definidefinitely scope for a maybe 10 or so more chapters ?
i liked it :3
#didn't like riruka tho#the reason the characters feel a bit undercooked is probably bc its so short#and i wish they had expanded on chad and inoue's stuff much more#since i don't think its going to be picked up again#also#i thought soul reapers did not have a concept of resignation#people either work or are thrown in prison?#there's a happy thought#anyway what about isshin then#hwo the heck is he living and thriving in the world of living while being an ex soul reaper#he has urahara's blessing sure but is soul society entirely unaware of him?#he fought against aizen for fucks sake#tho only urahara and yoruichi were present there#we'll see#anyway time for tybw im so excited im getting giddy#bleach#liveblog
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There are more trigun fanfics than there were back in April
This is creating a problem for me
#speculation nation#I WAS RAVENOUSLY READING FIC end of march beginning of april#like. Ravenously. regularly sacrificing sleep for it.#started running out of longer things to read (one shots r fine but i Rly like longfic. if u couldn't tell.)#so i started writing my own.#i dont tend to read much when im actively working on writing. and if i do it's Usually one shots#brief things to fill the time when i dont feel up to writing. but long things r iffy bc i get too absorbed and then it muddles my writing#since my gf was visiting i didnt rly have time for writing so i was reading in spare moments#she left today tho which means writing time is back on the table#but there are so many good new fanfics that have popped up since april...........#gonna finish the one im currently reading. and we'll see if there r any i Reaaaally wanna read#i swear tho ive read like 200k words in the past 3 days alone. and this is just me reading in spare moments.#(read: sacrificing sleep to read)#it's healthier for me to focus on my own writing anyways lmao. bc it forces me to take care of myself to obtain writing brain#and i dont feel that voracious hunger to just Keep Reading to find out what happens next w/ my own stuff#bc i already know what happens next lol. it's just easier on me in general.#but Oh i sure do like reading some good fics when theyre available...#anyways. yea im gonna b able to start writing ITNL 15 soon. hoping for the best in the coming days xoxoxo
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