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wolfisland · 10 months

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(medicinal) drug use below srry im just rambling

bro i know its literally already been proven that weed helps so many conditions and is more effective for some people than regular prescription medication but my friend gave me like actual good weed last night because i dont have access to my medication rn and i swear to god i havent slept that well or woken up this like... Not In Pain, without medication, in YEARS.

#like i wish it didnt feel so fucked up and shady to be like hey can someone send me weed money #cuz it works better than my sleep and pain meds and my access also isnt gonna get limited because doctors like to play god #but god as soon as i get this shit sorted. as soon as my payments are fucking fixed. as soon as this debt is off my fucking shoulders #im stocking up #i stopped smoking for awhile because i just didnt have the funds but its like i literally always forget how much good it does me #the very first thing that granted me any reprieve from (most of) my body pain short of LITERAL MORPHINE I WAS GIVEN AFTER SURGERY #was smoking. and i hate that thats a thing that does help because i feel like it makes me specifically sound like a dumbass #but god it helps. finding the stuff thats right for me helps so much. my tolerance with meds is wack and adheres to no dose or schedule #but at least i could maybe use this when the sleep or pain meds dont work and vice versa #txt #drugs

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puppyeared · 22 days

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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH #i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing #this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only #know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that #make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3 #the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design #so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery #i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess #my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty #originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY #but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw #my art #myart #hatsune miku #miku worldwide #philippines #vocaloid #miku

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inkskinned · 2 years

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probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.

we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."

at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.

the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.

the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.

what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.

here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.

#this is true #writeblr #warm up #relatedly for some reason one of our Favorite Jokes #amongst the Siblings #is like - ''this is so good u will love it''#while we are reacting to something we OBVIOUSLY find viscerally disgusting #like we will be actively retching and be like ''nooooo it's so good''#to the point that i sometimes get nervous if someone outside my family is like oh u should try it its good #(obvi we never force each other to eat anything. we are all just curious birds and #like. we're GONNA try the new thing.)#edit to answer why we had so much vanilla:#my mom is a very good cook and we LOVE to bake. so she just had a lot of staples in the house.#it's one of those things that's like. have u ever continuously thought ''ah i should get butter im probably out''#even tho u are not out of butter. so u end up with like 5 years of butter.#my mom would do that in a costco but like with vanilla extract #to be fair we WERE always using WAY TOO MUCH bc we were kids #so like she was right to stock up #ps. yes we were VERY sick after this lol i just didn't want to include it in the post in case ppl had an ick about that #u can tell it's real bc we knew "oh no we fucked up that's too much vanilla to waste'' but our reaction was to just. keep drinking it #> sibling understanding that vanilla extract isn't free > knowledge mother doesnt mind if we use it for milkshakes #> sibling choice to maybe get in a loophole of ''not wasting it'' if we drink it bc that's the same as using it (not throwing it out)#listen bud i was like 13 and my sister was like 9 #when my mom discovered this we. got in. A LOT. of trouble. a lot of it. a LOT of it.#3rd edit bc i guess it isn't clear - i am 1 of my brother's 2 little sisters #i am the middle child #out of all the ways i have had to explain a post before being like ''did u forget a middle child can happen'' is my favorite

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veddabredda · 2 months

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What if NSBU had a comics adaptation in the 80s? I think it might go a little something like this…

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waterghostype · 28 days

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ocean blue how do you do

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clowningaroundmars · 5 months

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aaaaand done!

hobieposes 4 u <3

some ppl seemed to like the sketch i posted and then deleted so here u go ↓

#mine #spiderverse #hobie brown #spider punk #yippee i finished!#idk if it lives up to expectations exactly but meh fuck it #also i wanted to finish this by may day but. welp #better late than never i guess? 😅#also if u recognize some poses yes. i did swipe some from miles and miles42's concept art as well #and the symbols used are anarchist symbols: chaos symbol. iww symbol. antifascist symbol.#ye!! ♡#i had fun doodling these but then ofc inking and coloring had to be STRESSFUL af bc duh 🙄#dont work with oil paint pens if you know whats good for you #but im glad i finally found a good use for my patterned card stock and 1 million receipts i had lyin around #thank u hobie brown 🫶#hobie helps me clear the clutter of paper i have stacked on my desk lmfao

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obsob · 2 years

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there he is......the man of the house

#mine #ough hello not posted in a while!!#im busy doin portfolio stuff so . not much cat drawinign going on THO i will. hopefully do one tomorrow hehe #i was gna get stickers for my next shop update but its hurting me head so. gna order new prints hopefully!! this week and then #do stickers n postcards next time. i am so low on stock sihfdkggwe #need 2 buy envelopes also....my least favourite thing 2 spend money on #what hve i been up to ....i made a blanket!! maybe i will post picture. it was gna b a cardigan i started it like last year #n then i went 2 sew it together n was like. this pattern is insane also this wool is too thick so. blanky :)#its very good. good lap blanket!!#what else what else....been re reading lotr. im reading it on ebook i lov ebook sm. i love printed books but i jus absolutely cannot #read them. dyslexia gang rise up !!!!#im reading it so much quicker tho n also actually remembering it ....would die for gimli #also started rewatching cr2 >:) i dont . actually like th new campaign so KSDFKJDN rewatch it is #even tho i dont like molly. not that thats gna b an issue for long sifubshbhebwj #im so seepy...so cold.....gna rest now probably n play skyrim hehe #cat drawings tomorrow >:)#okay bye

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rizposting · 1 month

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#dimension 20 #never stop blowing up #nsbu #d20 nsbu #izzy roland #brennan lee mulligan #jacob wysocki #greg stocks #im sooo late to this ep im FALLING BEHIND

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real-odark · 3 months

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[ID: A digital lineart drawing of Amanda and John from the Saw movies. Amanda is kneeled on the left, in her Saw II outfit. She holds Johns hands, crying, and asks him, "John, please kill Adam. I don't want to—I can't." John, in a wheelchair, leans towards her and closes his eyes. He says, "Amanda....HELL NAW😂😂🤣💯🔥👅 U gotta do it lawl." End ID]

#can u guys tell im having fun with reference pictures now #legit looked up old man and young lady stock image #saw #saw ii #saw 2 #saw fanart #art #jett talks (me)#jett art (me)#amanda young #john kramer #jigsaw

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months

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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders spoilers #jrwi pd spoilers #jrwi pd #william wisp #vyncent sol #THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece #i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that #if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho #BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH #FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE #i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony #recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day #ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS #its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not #well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i

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isjasz · 1 year

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TYSM for feeding my brainrot I love the BOTW au sm and ur art is so cute

Have some more of it then :) (and tyty this makes me so happy!!! <3)

[Day 62]

Venturing down the depths (surely nothing bad happens after this)

#dddaily4sherin #desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #LosBotwAU #desert duo au #totk spoilers #kinda #not really #this is in the very very very beginning #just replying to all the asks these few days while going a bit too insane with the doodles dont mind me BHASJAH #if i havent replied to u yet just know im stocking it up for doodles :) i will get to you i am in ur walls #my art #painting is so fun i love paintin #is.asks

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tzimtzum · 29 days

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no matter what happens I'll protect you thursday

#sm #tbh rewatching for the 11th time i dont understand why usagi didnt just transform first lmfao #also i know its stock animation but fighter still taking the time to pose cuntily is sooo fucking funny #usagi.....im a woman......AND I SLAYYYYYYES MAMA GAWDDD #homophobia is crazy how is this not supposed to be endagemdjgdfgd #walks up to straight couple so which one ofyou has the worlds saddest wettest eyes #and which one of you has the saddest wettest eyes of whatever alien planet youre from #sailor moon #seiya kou #sailor star fighter #seiusa #sorry i never tag my stuff properlyy

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shinolavolume1 · 2 months

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I have fun laughing at old family guy clips and whatever but in all honesty fuck that show and the other adult comedy shows from that era that gave me so much internalized misogyny growing up, it was so fucking bad dude. ive only realized lately how much insecurity i had about myself was always reinforced by shitty media like that lmao

#The whole character of meg griffin made me be like Well i guess im destined to be the laughing stock until the end of time. and its Awesome #10 year old me #im sure this is only really apparent if you grew up as a girl back then but idk #Having to be born with a vagina was humiliating straight up LOL #every aspect of you is a joke

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sandwichedbread · 1 year

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Jonathan the sims 3 reviewing the photos of (not)Sasha and her definitely very real boyfriend.