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me realizing the Evils i can use my perfume collection for
#guys ignore this one.#dont read the tags dont look at my shame.#the omegaverse discussions in the gc are Evolving.#my dyslexia made me think i wrote elvis#im still not convinced i didnt.
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suffering so i gave sampo period cramps to make me feel better (•́⍜•̀)
#rare canon sampo design drawn. tbh ive drawn his canon look once before this back when the game was still in beta#i dnt think i ever posted it here tho. but thats simply bcuz i didnt like how my art looked in that piece -w- i could be convinced tho#my art#sampo#sampo koski#hsr sampo#honkai star rail#honkai star rail sampo#star rail sampo#koski sampo#star rail#still not caught up w the story also. im really worried i might end up liking boothill. id been looking at him since leaks but...#<- fearful
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Capri Sun... I miss you... (it still exists).
#detroit become human#connor rk800#chris miller#look i think at some point someone would have an impossible urge to have a capri sun but specifically in front of an android#and whoever is curious enough would be like well connor doesnt really seem to HATE many people#but we cant really convince hank to drink a capri sun so who would connor appreciate the bonding moment with#and everyone looks to chris because they think he can play it off easiest and theyre right#however i imagine hank eventually hears connor repeat the phrase respect the pouch and is like which of those fuckers showed you capri sun#and connor just whats a capri sun ?#because chris didnt elaborate thats just how they come#for that drink specifically#DO NOT TALK TO ME ABOUT BOTTLED CAPRI SUN SUPPOSEDLY IN 2025 THAT FEELS WRONG TO IMAGINE#i feel too strongly attached to the pouches (i miss them) (they still exist)#does it show that im actually a huge chris fan bc ahaha.... i am....
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post edw, potentially
#ffxiv#ff14#thancred waters#wol#wolcred#technically. kindof. sortof#she/herianger sweep. btw#been a minute. i do not have anything to post. but i want post. worms from my brain upon all#< (4.55 baby voice)#he gets like this because he was entirely convinced that when the journey ends he will too#but then he DIDNT. hes still alive. and he doesnt want to be#consequences of rejecting your personhood but still being unequivocally a person anyway#ok . im going.#fox code#my art
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!
#i have had this stupid fucking rule for myself for years since i was little#''dont speak unless you're spoken to or else something bad will happen. nobody wants to hear what you have to say unless they ask''#I TELL MYSELF THAT ALL THE TIME????#AND I DIDNT REALIZE IT WASNT NORMAL#thats not something that healthy people think to themselves whenever they want to talk to people. they just talk to them#they dont tell themselves not to speak to people for fear of what may happen to them jesus christ spacie#i get so scared when i message anybody ANYTHING#bc everything and anything i wanna talk about feels so stupid why would anyone give a shit#staring at a funny joke i want to send someone for 30 fucking minutes before deleting it b/c my brain is like ''errmm who cares?''#''also they're going to yell at you for wasting their time!!!''#i sent my friend a meme once and had a panic attack (or maybe a flashback?? im still trying to figure out what they are) immediately after#this shit sucks dude. it sucks#at least im processing what happened to me. thats why it hurts so bad rn its been stockpiled for like.#2 decades#im not looking for any sympathy here im just putting it out there#so that anybody who feels the same way i do know they're not alone#ive been struggling everyday for like 2 months now (actually DEFINITELY longer)#it will get better. things just need to be taken one step at a time#i have gotten thru my worst days i have a 100% success rate#how many days have i been alive#7930#lightwork#lets keep it goin#vent#trauma tw#trauma mention#wrote this post thru a flashback btw!! dealing with them is getting easier#before i would be unable to function for days at a time!!!#with one of the most recent ones i had i was so in the thick of it i avoided everyone i knew for a week cuz i was convinced#i was an evil unlovable freak that only wanted to hurt people
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vintagebeef pov. all your friends go missing and the only guy left is insistantly talking about being visited by some guy with a volleyball for a head. you decide he's probably crazy but he's also a good friend so you nod along. several months pass. he wants you to oversee a TCG match between him and the volleyball guy. it's an armor stand. it doesnt move the entire time. it wins. how do you even feel about this situation. what is going through his mind.
#i know the animation showed keralis helping it but they didnt see that so from his pov either xb is mega crazy or the armor stand is alive.#or kerilson is alive. which im still kind of convinced of.
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FINALLY got a better job!!!! somehow i will now work in IT. i do not have IT experience but goddammit i have the desire to earn a beautiful paycheck
#hush catríona#my current job is an office worker in a store and im moving up to corporate. i applied just to shoot my shot i didnt think itd work#genuinely convinced i got it thru being an internal hire and thru my overwhelming raw charisma. i interview well i never prepare#saw the corp office today and its cyute its uptown. the commute will be a hike but idc its temporary and its not horrific#they offered me the max of the role too. SOMEHOW. i will finally make 50k again. thank GOD im currently losing money every month#i still have something else ive been trying that may work out thatd be better but we shall see. i have this at the very least. im okay agai#sry ik u guys didnt ask but this has been killing me for 7 months i NEEDED to share
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people connecting today's episode w the corruption is so funny cuz my first thought was spiders. my mind went to the woman who erupted a bunch of spiders at trevor herbert that one time; and the ep abt the guy who lived at the hilltop halfway house, and how his old housemates still looked like themselves but had become spider egg sacs or some shit
#im not saying this is a web thing i totally see the corruption angle#but tbh im not at all convinced the fears work even remotely the same here#still fucked up supernatural shit for sure#but not silo'd the same way; at the very least the “categories” are definitely different#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tmagp#also yes i do remember that one girl LITERALLY exploded into worms#but she literally exploded didnt she? she just. Became Worms. or something.#but snake guy just... idk threw up snakes???#i digress#it was kinda funny tho#when they said “got an accidental scratch” i KNEW that mf was done for#didnt think it was gonna be snakes but they didnt stand a fuckin chance#truth is the game was rigged from the start 💀
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the hush of rain / scourge
#my art#do not copy trace or steal#scourge#warrior cats#wc#waca#wc art#scourge wc#blood#bloodclan#THIS. WAS SO TRICKY TO DO#tried a couple of new things out/drew things ive never rlly drawn before as like a test#and its like. i started late in the night its 1 am rn and i am tired#BUT I JUST FOUND OUT i didnt have homework this weekend and i convinced myself i did so hip hip hooray me#scourge is still one of my fave characters all he did was show up kill and die. good for him#ALL IN ALL i am happy and proud of this piece ^_^#if i forget anything. please show me mercy#for i am my own worst enemy (drawing after 11 pm)#ANYWAY goodnight and goodmorning but mostly good night#actually hold that thought a little im hungry so goodnight after i figure out what i want to eat#i dont know how to draw puddles i kinda gave up its more prominent in the sketch
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Have we ever seen this old man being affectionate with drivers or other juniors? Or just Yuki? I don't even think I've seen him this close to Max and Seb (off the podium at least)
Brother.
#he says some senile shit every now & then but hes literally & unfortunately yuki's biggest fan 💀#im not posting this with hope for the 2nd seat idgaf anymore (lol. lying) im just flabbergasted at how much he visited him 💀#thats why i feel betrayed hes siding w lawson lol cause ive never seen them together 😭#LIKE when liam outscored yuki at sg last yr all he said was#“good job. that's pretty much it” LMFAO? helmut was pissed 😭#tbf hes been backing yuki for YEARSS i think hes just tired now 💀 at least w lawson he can agree w horner ab & he can have a pawn somewhere#but i dont see how sharing liam w horner can help marko 😭 liam will be loyal to him for sure but the bias is so clear 💀#liam would easily jump ship to horner 💀#i 100% blame helmut for the pointless team trapping of yuki like he DEF did it. i dont think he wants to let him go LOL. but im mad ab it😭#once again i dont speak with a source you're 🫵 in my delirious mind palace and you're hostage in it 😁#he'd rather have yuki careerless post 2026 than not have him at red bull 💀 should be funny but im PISSED#ITS SO EASY JUST FRAUD HIM INTO A TOP SEAT 😭#ppl calling yuki a honda merchant when hes a helmut merchant 😭 theyre literally his parents who are divorcing LOL#rmb when yuki said he didnt read thru the contract? im convinced its cuz helmut made it so he just said yes 💀#apparently honda wanted to keep him 1 more yr @ f3 but marko promoted him to f2 anyway 💀 & hes the one who dropped him into europe 💀#ah helmut. yuki's double edged sword#dropped him to europe & cant empathise with him struggling there alone 💀 typical racist grandpa#this opens a tough question tho: did the therapy he forced yuki to do actually help? cause if it was someone else he wouldnt even have care#he handled it so awfully but his concern for yuki was... is real.#i was thinking that i need yuki to have someone who favors him just as how ron dennis did for mika then i realized that's literally helmut💀#hes still alive cause hes not going until he sees yuki as wdc 😭#helmut marko#yuki tsunoda#yt22#f1txt
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tumblr user magowolor posts magolor art (CHEERING AND CLAPPIN) yup yuup mhm thats right
#once he claws his way ouy of hell after definantly learning his lesson(not true) He and i will have a summer wedding#lol idk. maybe he did learn smthn but not necessarily the lesson he should have#like to him it was probably just ok MAYBE he shouldnt try n bite off more than he can chew n get carried away#and then he finds some other way to garner attention and make his impression on othars#esp w kirby hes reeely trying to overcompensate for his past misdeeds like hehe yah im suuuuuperr nice now trust ^-^#but maybe just MAYBE theres a slight shift were hes like ok well what if i didnt want to be good just to be convincing#only Bc his past motivation and actions were all built off one lie after another. he cant even tell if these thoughts are genuine#sooo maybe his curiosity gets th better of him and he figures the only way to find out and also maybe possibly b able to form actual bonds#this time around is by commiting to actually intentionally being good and stuff#like hes not suddenly gonna try an be a complete goody two shoes and be perfect bc hes still a mischevious guy yknow but uhm. yeah. yknow#^^^oh BROTHER we got a real yapper over here -_-#kirby#magolor#krtdldx#myart
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today is an absolutely horrible day to be a taco fictive.
#inanimate insanity#ii osc#osc ii#osc#object show community#ii taco#inanimate insanity taco#taco ii#taco inanimate insanity#udd system#fictive heavy system#endos dni#anyone taco identifying how are we feeling#because im feeling like im about to have another mental breakdown#vent tags + big tw ->#he just went limp. his eyes dead and gray#i couldnt do anything to save him#i didnt even get to say i was sorry#i was so fucking scared and confused when it happened#the only thing i could do was scream#i dont even know how long i was holding his body and crying before mepad convinced me to sit on the bed#he was so cold and lifeless and the color in his face drained so fast#every time i think about what happened i start crying#worst part is that im directly sourced from that episode!#because watching it caused immense stress and were still having a trauma response to it#being a taco fictive is awesome (lying)
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Elizabeth Webber send post
#curlyosnf#im rewatching episode 10 of osnf#and im chewing on ALL of liz and dream-alex's interactions#and going insane about her#liz you beautiful burning mess of a person how i adore you <3#even though she feels guilty for alex's death she is still convinced that alex would never say these things to her; wouldnt blame her#and she's right! he wouldnt! because he was so damn scared of her hurting/killing him that he wouldve never stuck up for himself like that#but i am 98% sure he blamed her and everyone there for the hell he was put through#she just didnt care to get to know him well enough to understand that he did#RAGH LIZ WEBBERRRRRRRRRRRRRR#dont mind me im just rambling
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finally watching keefe's entire media availability from the other day and reflecting, and it makes me so sad, lol. love or hate keefe, he was brought in to be the contrast to mike babcock... to be calmer and bring more respect in his interpersonal relationships with the players, and i think he did a great job of that. i don't think he lost the room, i just think the leafs need to see a different kind of coaching... different system... to give them the best chance to advance in the playoffs with the way the team's constructed, but you can't watch that media availability and say he doesn't care or wasn't trying or is a bad temperament to coach this team. his whole approach WAS to listen to the players needs and be a calmer presence, and i've enjoyed that a lot about him. i know some people don't love that he handles accountability player to player differently, but i think that's a mature way to go about it knowing he has different kinds of relationships with them all, and they all care abt the privacy of those methods to different degrees. all of these core guys have had insane seasons being coached by him, and that's not nothing... i'm onboard with the idea that change is needed, but i like keefe a lot as a person, and i think he was a great choice to pivot to post-babcock, regardless of the playoff outcomes. hope he finds success elsewhere in the league if he is gone....
#sheldon keefe#anyway. fkjsdkf im emotional#i think his relationships w players seems so genuine lol and he was getting choked up at different points here#didnt opt to do stuffy exit interviews but wanted to see them off casually n say goodbye for the season...#oh man. rough when things dont come together#im still not fully convinced hes canned tbh but fklsjdkf someone was saying there might be coaching news today so im REFLECTING.#i hate that ppl get so angry at him for not being this overly emotional guy n then#also get mad at him when hes yellin at the refs n shit on the bench like lkFJDSKL pick ! ! ! hes on the side of his TEAM#ppl who just want to go back to a coach that prioritizes punishment as motivation fucking annoy me#they might need a more stern motivator in some ways but god damn do not embrace fucking evil#i still look at the coaching market and im like. ok i guess#if anyone i hope they get woodcroft lmfao
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Based on the two ACTs so far, I really think they intended to have 12 episodes in Arcane season 2, and Netflix told them no...
Like, it's REALLY good, but it's all happening at such breakneck pace. I'm convinced each ACT was planned to have 4 episodes instead of 3. And when writing, they had to trim a lot of stuff to make it fit the 9 episode structure.
#if you want me to elaborate on specific moments send an ask or smthn idk#still loving every moment even if it feels like were being rushed along#i felt like it in ep 1 even and every one after has only made me more sure#its still an amazing show but they really feel constrained by their limits and its kinda sad#even in somwthing as simple as the big fights#they kinda get limited to montages more than fully played out and im convinced its because they didnt have the time per act to include it#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane act 1#arcane act 2#arcane spoilers#nightly speaks#not signalis
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