#im sorry if I cause a controversy

[anixknowsnothin]

I'm sorry but I have to ask

[cloudysarts]

it drives me insane that every issue in this show could be solved by the protags just FUCKING COMMUNICATING!!!!!!!! TALK TO EACH OTHER LIKE ADULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~i dont support vivziepop or her shows + this art/redesign is from my rewrite~

unblurred version under the cut

pssst if youre reading this you should check out my hh/hb critical/general reblog blog over at @fizzbot ‼

[angelpuns]

Hello Angel, I wanted to apologize sincerely. I didn't know that doing what I'm doing was really rude and annoying. The person I send the fan story (kid Leo au) accidentally had already reached to me (I had forgot to do it anonymous) and "explained" me that what I'm doing is so inappropriate and I'm just doing it for the likes in other people's blogs and using their own content instead of being original and do my own, and also told me to not do it ever again. That you are only being nice because you didn't had how to reached out to me in private to talk about it. I just summarized all the things said.

I am really sorry, I didn't thought it was that bad. And I want to thank you for being a really nice person. I also thank the other person for letting me know about it. Once again I apologize 😔

-🌸

Sorry this took so long for me to respond to, I had to sit back and think a lot because hearing that someone said that to you actually made me so mad-

I LOVE READING THE STORY, LET ME SAY THAT FIRST, I GENUINELY ENJOY IT SO MUCH AND I GET SO SO SO EXCITED WHEN YOU SEND ME ASKS CAUSE IT'S SO SO SO FUN TO READ-

I personally LOVE when people send me asks like that, and I think it was a real shitty thing for them to say that to you. I understand why some people may not like it for their own content, but I enjoy it a lot.

You are not being rude at all to me, I promise. I genuinely enjoy reading your fan stories so much!

I'll be honest, I am not a nice person. If I didn't like it or didn't want people to do this sort of thing, I would have never answered your asks. When I get asks I don't like/don't want to answer I delete them (which tbh I don't think is me being an asshole I think it's my right-)

I promise it's not just me being nice, I am not that sort of person lmao-

SORRY IF THIS IS ALL SUCH A CONFUSING RESPONSE I AM JUST GETTING VERY MAD ON YOUR BEHALF BECAUSE EWIJRGIJFREJI I LOVE READING YOUR FAN STORIES AND YOU HAVE NOTHING TO APOLOGIZE FOR!!!

aLSO ANOTHER THING BUT THE FACT THAT IT'S FOR THE SPINOFF COMIC MAKES ME SO SO SO HJAPPY BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A TON OF IDEAS FOR THE SPINOFF AND SEEING THAT I INSPIRED SOMEONE TO WRITE ABOUT IT IS SO FLATTERING AND AMAZING AND MAKES ME SAPPY FEEL GOOD

if the person that said that is reading this, they are in fact an asshole. And it really isn't any of their damn business <33333

TLDR: I DON'T THINK IT'S RUDE AT ALL IT'S ACTUALLY SO SO SO NICE TO GET YOUR FAN STORIES AND THIS PERSON IS AN ASSHOLE FOR TELLING YOU OFF

again sorry if this is very very rambly or whatever I just got like actually so pissed off on flower-anon's behalf while thinking about this-

[todayisafridaynight]

on the one hand listening to music while drawing is an easy solution to wanting uninterrupted background noise While I Draw however the downside is every time a new song starts theres a 50/50 chance that ill remember how i wanted to make an animatic/comic for it and ill scream inside

[sorrelpaws]

What do you think about self-cest?

Umm idk i dont really care. It never inspires strong feelings in me as a trope

[itstokkii]

have you ever thpught of s. korea's potential to become a creepypasta? like in an episode 23.5 way! i think the fact that he's a cut character in the anime gives way to alot of possibilities for "lost episode" analog horror/creepypasta shenanigans and i'm honestly surprised no one in the hetalia community has taken that opportunity yet

...

tbh im pretty glad nobody's done that yet and im hoping they won't do it at all. im already exhausted about korea's only rep in this fandom being "the controversial one that got the series banned", i don't want my country being used as "the creepypasta" material as well.

he's already been sensationalized enough, let's please put it to rest in favor of treating him like the rest of the lineup and giving him a personality 😔

[psychology-department]

I'm disappointed, but relieved.

Glad they're gone OH MY GOD, but sad to see the show end in such a sad note.

Big reminder to separate the art from the person while consuming your favorite SCP media folks

[nato-obenkrieger]

the world has turned and left me here off of the blue album is so michael and jeremy coded. does this make any sense.

[trans-estinien]

its so wild seeing how non mmo players exist and well. i dont like it!

[slugandthorn]

Annoyed in a very normal way that his portrait from school is the same length as his hair during the game. Don't worry about what's in the tags I'm sure it's a normal amount of text.

[bubblegumlefty]

So... my day's not going well.

You probably heard about the controversy about Punk and Cabana that's going on right now. And honestly... I don't know how to feel. So I'll just put a 'read more' section to spare others who don't wish to read this.

It just feels so gross and inhumane and the fact that some people are literally defending this by saying "oh, it was a different time, it was the culture back then, it's been years ago and they've most likely changed now". (I'm not lying when I say I have actually seen these flimsy excuses being given around. It's sickening) Just because it was "the norm" back then doesn't make it excusable in the slightest. Not then. Not now. Not ever. Period. No question.

This is just one of the many reasons you should never meet your heroes. Cause 9/10, they've either done something morally or legally wrong. Maybe even both. And 9/10, they won't own up to it either.

I'm just so goddamn tired. I just feel sick and emotionally drained. My interest in AEW seems to be going down the drain, if it hasn't already. I rarely live-blog in general anymore, the backstage drama is leaking into the main show, nearly everybody is turning out to be a dubious or downright terrible person behind the scenes, and I can't even enjoy talking about the show anymore without some bullshit controversy, drama, or dug up dirt flooding into my dashboard these days. It's like all the fun's has been sucked out of it, and what's left is a souless shell of what it used to be. It's ironically become the very thing they've once been very outspoken about.

And yet, for some reason, I still find the characters that are played on screen engaging. I like to study them and watch them for the character they play as, not so much for the actor behind it. Especially when it plays into creative writing/fanfiction stuff like I do. And I have a feeling that admitting that alone is gonna make me lose a few close friends. But honestly, I'm not sure if I really care at this point. I already feel icky and guilty as hell for still having that mindset even after all this crap, so I might as well just admit to it now. There's really no point in hiding it...

So, in short, Fuck CM Punk. Fuck Colt Cabana. Fuck AEW for still going along with a show that will most likely be centered around them, even after when this little controversy will soon blow up. Fuck everything.

[thethingost]

11, 12, and 20 for the music ask game!

11. song that you dont agree with but is just so good

by “dont agree with” im assuming the lyrics are bad but catchy like u dont pay attention to the lyrics. the first song that came to my mind is Blurred Lines by Robin Thicke and although i dont rly actively listen to it, it was just the first one i thought of and i literally cant think of anything else im sorry 😭 but i do think it’s quite catchy and got a good groove but the lyrics are just so fucked up. i know Thicke said they weren’t Supposed to be fucked up like that but. man. if i think of a different song i’ll change this but ya

12. song that makes you think of a certain color

Cosmic Girl by Jamiroquai makes me think of sunset colors. golds, pinks, oranges, reds. probably helped by the music video and even though it’s “cosmic” i still think of a sunset. it just feels like the type of song to listen to at that time of day

20. a song that makes you emotional

im so sorry im gonna be basic but Everybody Wants to Rule The World by Tears for Fears. listening to it makes me feel like an animal. i love it so much. bonus points if i have friends to listen to it with and we’re just screaming the lyrics

[rage-claw]

DRAGONS DOGMA 2 NO U CANT LAUNCH WITH GAME BREAKING PERFORMANCE BUGS, UR NOT LARIAN THIS ISN'T BALDUR'S GATE 3 UR MADE BY CAPCOM AND THEY HATE UR ASS GET UP LOAD UR TEXTURES IN, DRAGONS DOGMA 2 PLS, GET UP!!!! WE HAVE 2 RUN!!!!!!!

[alpinelogy]

hii it's me again, the problem cycling primer was super helpful thank youuu

I think I can figure out the rest through more research but would you mind if I asked about who you support and specifically about the terrains? Like do you need to be an all rounder, can you be really good at just one and win, and like grand tours generally have many different terrains right?

Hi again nonnie!!

Sorry for the late answer, this is rather lengthy and I was very busy yesterday asdf.

Who I support is sort of a complicated answer haha. I mainly support Primož Roglič and Tadej Pogačar as far as guys who are really well known generally. Tour de France this year endeared me to Biniam Girmay a lot, Sepp Kuss is very endearing to me, got a positive opinion of a lot of the older riders just cause I remember watching them compete when I was younger and, of course, any Czech rider because we actually compete in this sport. Can we finally please win a Grand Tour pretty please.

(and -- deep sigh -- despite his controversies and uh... moments, Peter Sagan is one I cheer on as well because he is someone I watched as a kid and he is Slovak and at least in my family its common that the moment Czechs are out of contention you support the Slovaks)

Sorry for the very long rambling, in my defence there are hundreds of pros racing, you gotta have several favorites if you wanna get annoyed by most races.

And yes, Grand Tours (and other stage races) tend to have a mix of both flat terrains and hilly and mountain terrains, however to win the General Classification (-> GC) you gotta be at least decent at all, though you have to be good at mountains, I don't think anyone has won a Grand Tour on sprints alone (seriously tho, if anyone can think of a GC winner at a Grand Tour who was not good at mountains lmk cause I cannot think of any asdf)

That being said GC is not the only classification out there in stage races as mentioned in the primer, and for guys really good at only one type of terrain they compete for the relevant classifications instead and there are teams aiming for these classifications instead, and when a stage with unsuitable terrain comes up the goal is only to finish the stage. For example, it is not uncommon to see the leader of the points classification somewhere far behind the leaders on a mountain stage, their only goal is to finish within the time limit (and pro tip: don't like sprinters they give you heart attacks on mountain stages when they seem like they are barely within the time limit)

Also winning a single stage is prestigious as well, so a rider/team (hello Soudal Quick-Step) might focus on only winning that

[todayisafridaynight]

Since you mentioned it, what did you think of Speak No Evil? I was thinking of watching it myself :0

i really liked it ............ my friend scoffed at me when i told her i was watchin it so take my opinion with a grain of salt tho </3

[astrobydalia]

September Observations

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Something I forgot to mention in this post about 8th house synastry!! I've noticed for some reason this overlay tends to manifest more positively when the house person already has 8th house placements in their natal chart (not a guarantee tho). I feel like its because this makes the house person be more naturally in their power and the planet person no longer feels like they can have control over the house person. In these cases instead of envy the planet person feels admiration and "positive" obsession over the house person like "Im obsessed with you, queen!🥰​😍​🤩​" kinda vibe

If Libra Moons didn’t have the ability to detach fast they could easily pass as water moons 100%. They are such hopeless romantics and love having someone to love be that friends or partners. And yes they can be codependent but only to an extent imo. I’ve seen Libra Moons actually detach surprisingly fast specially if they feel like you don’t match their energy

Im sorry but Libra Suns are not people you can count on imo. They have this very elitist/opportunistic mindset when it comes to people. They treat people based on some kind of unspoken social hierarchy they have in their minds like how successful or intelligent or interesting you appear to be for example. They'll be loyal for as long as they see benefit from associating themselves with you, otherwise they'll be distant, elusive and flighty af. Socially they appear to be super chill but they aren’t like at all, they’re very passive-aggressive and extremely judgmental of others

If you have Venusian MC/10th house (Libra or Taurus MC/10th or Venus in the 10th house), I've noticed people care what you think of them and really feel the need to make a good impression on you, specially the sex you're attracted to romantically. This placement makes people feel like your love and affection is a privilege to have, that’s why a lot of trophy wives have venusian 10th house/MC

Jupiterians (Pisces/Sagittarius but specially Sagittarius placements) are just the best people to be around tbh. Even when they have other toxic placements/energies in their charts, I’ve noticed they are ultimately all about the ✨vibes✨. They detach from negativity quite fast and avoid getting too deep into drama and controversy cause really all they want is to chill and have fun. The “no worries, bro” kinda people. The negative side of this tho is they tend to turn a blind eye when they get called out on their own issues and/or have a tendency to be dismissive when it’s time to take things seriously

^^^You’d say Venusians relate to this peaceful description too but tbh I didn’t include them cause Venusians tend to have a lot of repressed shit and are secretly all about drama (but watching it go down from afar tho)

I’ve noticed water mercury tend to be more diplomatic and charming with their words, the way they speak about things tends to be more soothing yet nebulous/confusing/cryptic. However earth mercuries are more direct and critical which makes them more prone to openly talking shit LMAO

There's a lot of posts victimizing and romanticizing Lilith in the 1st house/conjunct the ASC but I've seen this placement a lot in bullies and genuinely fraudulent people?? I've seen Lilith energy is commonly prominent in the charts of criminals too. Like​ idk why people act like the hate Lilith gets is ALWAYS unjustified 💀 They can truly be really dark and shady individuals that’s literally what Lilith signifies (this does not apply to everyone of courseeeeee)

Furthermore, I'm sorry to say this but prominent Lilith natives have a habit of living too much in the victim mindset and constantly make everyone else the problem as a way to justify their shitty behaviors

What I’ve noticed with Lilith natives who are not sketchy people (so just normal decent individuals) is that they have huge self-destructive and self-derogatory tendencies. They tend to become very cynical of the world, lose hope in their own value and humiliate themselves behaving in ways that are rebellious to them but make other people think the native has no self-respect

Libra/7th house Lilith tend to assume the worst in others. Envy placement. They struggle finding genuine and healthy relationships

I've noticed MC ruler in the 12th house is common in the charts of sex workers since 12th house is related to bed pleasures, secret affairs, etc

The sign that actually behaves like a child irl is Gemini. That’s why I've noticed Gemini placements always want to be the 'cool and fun parent' just like Phil Dunphy

TW: mentions of c**** abuse and s******.

I've noticed Cancer energy (Leo too but mostly cancer) is very common in the charts of p*dos, gr**mers and s*xual predators. No placement will determine someone being this way!!!

Chiron in the 1st house/conjunct the ASC/Harshly aspecting chart ruler is common in the charts of people who have or have tried to commit s******

End of TW

An underrated god complex indicator is Sun-Mercury conjunction. I can't stress enough how much these people's ego revolve around their intellect. Their entire personality to them is being the smartest person in the room

When it comes to pride and ego (Sun) fixed and mutable suns are the most likely to have a superiority complex

Mutable Suns take the most pride on their own knowledge and judgment, deeply believe they know better or have most if not all the answers. They have a tendency to often dismiss, correct or contradict others

Fixed Suns take pride in their own ‘essence’ if that make sense. They LOVE the idea of being special and irreplaceable. Feeling like there’s something intrinsically unique about them

Cardinal Suns are okay tbh. They can have other negatives but when it comes to ego theirs is usually pretty balanced I noticed. They usually take pride in their ability to level-up and improve themselves which often makes them rather competitive or in extreme cases have this heavily predatory mindset when it comes to what they want

This will not be accurate for everyone of course but when it comes to future children if you have Water/Earth moon you are most likely to have girls whereas if you have Air/Fire moon you're more most likely to have boys

Air Venus people are the most open-minded when it comes to taste in general. I've noticed they're the type to enjoy almost every music and movie genre, they can appreciate different aesthetics.... They're also the most likely to date outside their race I've seen cause they can really find beauty in all sort of features as long as it looks overall good/attractive to them. It's not that they don't have preferences, but they're type be open to being impressed and mentally stimulated

EARTH and Fire Venus people are the most selective when it comes to their taste. They know exactly what they want and like. In the case of earth Venus this can be to the point of strong reluctance to try new things. Fire Venus appear open minded cause they have this attitude of trying everything once but the usually have a very hard-set type of things they will actually commit to

Water Venus people aren't that open about their tastes. They hide or repress them cause they really tend to be into obscure or hidden stuff. If you ask them what they like, they'll give you an evasive and generic answer, specially if it's in the context of small talk

I've noticed Capricorn and Scorpio Moons have an innate understanding of the uglier sides of human nature which is what makes them pretty cynical (scorpio) and pessimistic (cap). They are hyper-aware of how most people can be bought and corrupted. This makes them AMAZING business people tho.

Aries ASC natives embody the active, wild and spontaneous stereotype more than the other aries placements. They come across as pretty chill at first but there's actually very little they won't dare to do, they love adventures

I've noticed Venusians can do really good in anything related to sales or business counseling, because they are good at estimating and promoting the value of things

I know we relate Neptune to otherworldly and glamorous vibe but all the people that I've met who made me go "wow, girl, you don't feel real" were people who had air signs in their big 3. They’re not real people, they’re concepts, I swear that’s the vibe they give me💀💀

Also, air signs in the big 3 is an underrated fame/success indicator imo. Nowadays networking is everything in order to succeed and these natives naturally attract popularity and connections SO easily. They effortlessly use their charm and likeness to gain opportunities

I once saw an observation that said Gemini risings give off dumb blonde energy and Im here to confirm it’s true, specially when Mercury is also in an air sign. This happens cause they're up in their minds all the time but this makes them appear VERY disconnected from their environment so they really just be looking like this 24/7 😀​😃​😄​😁​😆​🙂​ and that's why they come across as empty-headed. They also often have this manic pixie dream girl energy which results in people not taking them seriously. This is enhanced when you see that they have a tendency to get talkative about superficial or random topics but their more intelligent or deep thoughts they keep to themselves for some reason.

Taurus Moons actually are actually very very very strategic??? Other earth moons look messy af beside them. They're so grounded that they know exactly what they want, how they wanna get it and they are so sure of themselves they have no issue taking their sweet ass time with it. Every single step they take is so intentional and "organized" if that makes sense, but they pull it off as natural and spontaneous??

Also this is an obvious thing to say but Taurus Moons are so emotionally stable. They work extremely well under pressure, will literally be the calm person admist a chaos or extreme situation. I've seen Cap/Virgo moons getting triggered many times but Taurus moons???? I've known some of them for years and I've never seen them triggered EVER no matter happened which as a water moon that's fucking insane to me 😭​💀​💀​ Like sure depending on their personality they can be more or less expressive of their feelings but its always on their own terms, they don't let other people or situations just get reactions out of them if that makes sense

I've noticed Mercury in the 4th house creates a divided and scattered family. Just like Mercury in the 10th house indicates traveling for work, Mercury in the 4th indicates traveling because of your family. The people I've seen with this placement have all of their family members scattered around the world living completely different lives

Sun-Neptune harsh aspects are very impressionable people and very easily influenced

Also, a lot of people point out Sun-Pluto aspects have like a hidden dark/toxic side to their personality but I've seen it's actually Sun-Neptune that match this description

Libra placements can potentially be very disciplined and do well in demanding and/or serious occupations like corporate, military or athletes since Saturn is exalted in Libra.

Venus in the 1st house can tend to only value the superficially good things in them (lovable, likabale, beautiful, etc) and are more concerned with the image they present rather than building a real personality deep down. This make them ignore or downplay their flaws thus not reacting well to criticism and/or when someone does not like them.

All the men that I’ve met who were actually providers and had this involved father and husband vibes always had VIRGO, taurus and cancer placements

Men with capricorn placements aren’t providers, they’re just controlling af😭😭 They will also be emotionally distant and manipulative af too if they do not have other energies in the chart to balance it out

Honestly water suns (sun in a water house natives too) fascinate me. They just go around life casually hiding who they really are like they don’t have the most intricate personality deep down. All of them have mysterious and intriguing vibes it's not just scorpio!!!

5th house placements (including vertex) will stay behaving like teenagers regardless of their age. The song "forever young" by alphaville really describes them

Neptune in the 1st house/asc are prone to attracting lots and lots of creepy individuals because they have this aura where people project all sorts of delulu and twisted shit on them. Mentally and/or emotionally unwell people feel very attached to these natives unfortunately

Leo MC/10th house really does indicate a career where you're some kind of performer. That’s why many celebrities (specially ACTORS and singers) are Scorpio risings. This can also apply to careers like politics, public speaker, standup comedian, etc. All of these involve some level of fame ofc

Cancer MC/10th house indicates being some kind of creator (cancer=birthing something new, bringing something to life). This a lot of times relate to some art form of course but it can be other things for example a friend of mine has this placement and she works in science and she told me she works in a lab with substances and materials she created herself (idk how it works but you get the idea)

Pisces Suns have a major in gaslighting from the university of never taking responsibility. This can be the case for any unevolved pisces placement but I’ve noticed the lying to your face and twisting reality is much more blatant in Pisces Suns for some reason. They make arguments in such a way that you can tell something of what they’re saying is off but you can’t exactly prove them wrong either so 🤷🏽‍♀️💀

Mercurial placements (Gemini/Virgo) and Venus in the 3rd house may really love wearing rings or lots of bracelets, big watches, etc. Accessories that bring attention to the hands essentially

Libra placentas may or may not want to be "liked" but Libra Moon is a placement I've seen is genuinely liked by everyone. They have this calming and loving energy to them. Celebrities with this placement are generally unproblematic (Anne Hathaway, Emma Stone) or if they are problematic they can easily recover from backlash (Ariana Grande, Leo DiCaprio)

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