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Since wrath of the triple goddess is now out, does anyone know where i can get a copy with the American cover in the uk
#im sorry but its just nicer#and i have the books a million copy of cog so i want them to match#also i looked at shipping from America and its super expensive so thats not an option#swear all the rick riordan english covers are rubbish#percy jackson#wrath of the triple goddess#rick riordan
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Took his pants away bc studio Bones is too cowardly to do it themselves ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ🫶💗
#this is actually a WIP and i wanna come back snd make it look nicer asp#but I'm also working on like 4 other things so im calling this done for now#I rewatched MHA again with my friends and I always have the same thought in S5 and S6#that his pants just should not have survived any of that#like its the most unrealistic part of MHA actually#you're telling me all his other clothes got blown off and vaporized but those fuckin pants are still new as the day he got em? nah#lemme see his Shigacocki#i did in fact draw one under there but tu m blr is mean and would b a n me sorry#i got blackout stoned and drew this then found it the next day like 😳#I'm mad bc I feel like his face looks different every time i draw him#consistency WHO??#anyways enjoy the meal#my art#bnha#MHA#my hero academia#mha shigaraki#bnha shigaraki#shigaraki tomura#shiggy#tenko shimura#league of villains#MHA season 6
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HI I think I sent an ask a while back about having recently found TaTA and a) if it came off as trying to rush/guilt you. I am so sorry because that was NOT my intent, and b) I can hugely guarantee you have at least one person who will eat up any return, no matter when it happens, because I care about the guys so much 🥺 really looking forward to whatever comes next!!
Oh, I appreciate this a lot thank you!
Tbh it's a stress I would have regardless of anyone asking me about it, I'm probably the biggest one rushing and guilting myself on it. Which might contribute to some of the burnout I had...
My complaints are more about people who are demanding "more content daddy" or asking me if I'm dead or asking on every single post I make where it is... Wondering when it's coming back is completely reasonable, it's been a long time! but there's definitely a line haha
my editor also keeps randomly scheduling me and then saying "oh, btw you're scheduled to return in 3 weeks. Is that alright?" And I have to keep saying no, that's not alright??? And then dealing with that process...
I could write an essay about all the reasons it's not back yet, but that doesn't help me feel any less pressured, and it doesn't help you all get the rest of the comic any faster...
As of right now I'm scheduled to and trying to return october 21. No official announcement yet cause I have to do a lot of work in that time, but it's my official goal at least. When we get closer I'll be able to say for sure whether it's coming back on that date!
#basically the main reasons its not back are:#1) webtoon bullshit#2) sad about it ending#3) chronic illness and mental health#4) other projects I never had time for while it was going (books next comic prep pitches etc)#5) writing the rest took a long time#6) thumbnailing the rest (so i know it fits in the episodes I have! is taking a long time#7) finishing 4 months worth of episodes... is taking a long time...#its just too much#i could have rushed and made something okay#but I would way rather pause and make something amazing#and im telling you. holy shit it's so good#like it is so so so good its going to be worth the wait...#i hope. HAHAHAAHHA#but seriously im sorry i dont want you to feel bad for being excited about my work and wanting more of it#felixitous#asks#its hard to complain about the people crossing the line without accidentally lumping in people who are being reasonable#sorry about that#youre good#and honestly everyone on tumblr has been good so#its not you guys#this is why I've been posting way more here than anywhere else auaudjjdjjeje#feels way safer yallre way nicer to me
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I can't believe there's people watching qsmp who hear the Spanish speakers and just go "well i don't know Spanish and there's nothing i can do about that. Guess I'll never know what they say". When Tahlulla said "then learn" cause quackity said he didn't speak Spanish, that was at y'all. If you can watch a 6 hour stream you can download doulingo and do a 5 minute Spanish lesson.
#not to be agressive but#genuinely those who dont try to learn are actually missing out on So Much Content#qsmp#learning Spanish#even just bits where the translation fucks up. like during charlies violence arc yhe translation randomly said. Bucket#and its cause he was saying fuck it fuck it fuck it so it translated that into cangilón#i barely know spanish and even then i can manage to parse out what at least some of them are saying you dont need much#hell even just tune into a foolish stream cause hes actually been doing spanish lessons with leo and hes picking it up really well#and he says all of his thoughts on how or why parts of the language are how they are which kinda helps to understand it#like hes wrong sometimes very much so but its really really cool to judt sit and listen to a guy figure out how to speak another language#i played it while cooking the other day and when he would ask a question i also had id ask my roommate whos fluent#and just asking questions helps to learn.#sorry for the ramble im just fed up with the mentality that some foøks have with the spanish speakers#yes the translator is fucking rad but it doesnt catch everything and its kinda nicer to catch it as its spoken you know#leadning a new language is only hard at first. its very easy to become obsessed with understanding it
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i actually am like. reasonably extroverted. i just also kind of want to kill myself anytime somebody perceives me as a woman which makes doing literally anything feel like navigating the minefield of “is this dear friend who i’ve known for years who i’m not out to going to unintentionally and innocently say something that’s going to make me spiral for the next three days”. ALL of which could be avoided if i simply Was Out to people however if One (1) singular more person i know and care about says some truly insane bizarre and weird bullshit after i come out the way EVERY single person i have ever come out to in person in the HISTORY of my ENTIRE life has i am genuinely worried im going to snap in a way that will finally force them to put me in the psych ward
#rant#vent#im just so SICK OF LIVING LIKR THIS#why can i just NOT get over the like deep deep shame i have over being trans why is that normal fine and awesome for EVERYONE in the world.#except me. why why why why i am sooooo pissed off#i think 90% of it is just thag im deeply afraid that nobody is going to love me if im like Actually seriously myself in any capacity#which like magbe ill have to fucking swallow that for ever but holy fuck its like. what is the point.#im so sick THERE ARE THINGS I WANT TO DO AND I CANT BECAUSE THERE IS THIS STUPID BARRIER THAT J CANT MENTALLY GET OVER#i need to go kick trash cans about this or something jesus christttt#sorry its been a year since j actually managed to brute force make myself accept this and im just#i SHOULD be nicer to myself because it took me like seven years of deeply hating myself to even just MENTALLY accept this#but fuck!!!! why am i still in this situation!!!!!#love yourself challenge level impossible
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downloading eps to watch and i was praising the episodes i remember enjoying in a row. anddd now im back to only picking eps here and there lmao
#im already in the 30s somehow??????#sorryyyyy i remember a lot of these being boring#ill probably be nicer to episodes after the 70 mark bc i havent seen a lot of those#i miiight go and give some of these a second chance but idk#it doesnt help that im kiiiinda skipping a lot of eps that are just pop culture recreations#like. im sorry i know the jurassic park parody is a fan favorite and it has a lore character#but i just do not care for episodes that are just ‘’ha ha the joke is that its like That Movie You Probably Watched’’#its kiiinda why i didnt care for the vee episode sorry-#ill watch the one with the psycho reference though because what the fuck. also its an unintrusive reference#thats not a kirby anime specific criticism btw like my least favorite episodes of most cartoons growing up were always just the reference e#episodes#i just find them boring and played out. if i want to watch jurassic park then ill just watch jurassic park. not the recreations#it only works if the recreations are Unhinged shit#…. which is kinda why im rethinking skipping the charlie chaplin episode. what 9 year old japanese kid is gonna understand that reference#hell what 9 year old american kid is gonna understand that reference. i sure didnt#im only hesitating because i remember it being boring and another preachier episode#echoed voice#hnk liveblog
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hey question: if i go back to an old self insert, like one that was sort of the key reason i started this blog in the first place, would that be okay...
i ask because i cannot for the life of me use any self insert excitedly or anything, but with this old s/i i can! because she's so fun and she makes me so happy and i get excited, and then i think of selfship stuff with her and i get even MORE HAPPY wahhh i miss her >_<
#sorry everyone ever in the world#im forever indecisive and its a bad struggle for me i apologise deeply#but i talked to my mom about this like a while ago and.... yeah#i think this old s/i is here to stay FOREVER now because ummm#she can be multifandom and i can enjoy myself and yadda yadda ummm yeah ^_^#it also makes me ..... incredibly happier and lighter and i get smiley and asjfdgfdh wahhhhhhhh ;u;#i think i made a post like this before??? idr#i dont have the best memory lately ^^;;#also fun fact: i wrote something selfship worthy but not really#it was more of a like a vent / selfship but it was really helpful and healing#and i was using that old self insert instead and it was just... nicer#im sorry everyone (again) !#i just have issues :( im trying#ashley talks
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me vs letting a piece of writing be ‘good enough’ but not perfect
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#i’m going to tear my haiiiir out#you know what it is????? aside from suffering from debilitating ocpd ofc#it’s because it’s dabi#it’s because it’s dabi’s birthday gift#and i just want it to be the very best most perfect it can be#also it’s at 9.7k now sigh#anyway every time i’m tryna rush against the clock to get something out before 11:59pm i always feel like im back in uni LMAOOOO#but anyway!!!!! sorry everyone;; sorry dabi;;;; it’s just Too Big (hahahaHAHAHAHAHA)#no but in all seriousness i’ve been editing since i got home from the doctors and im only on page 7 oUT OF 25 sooooooooo#it’ll be a day late <3#this has been clari with the updates#my therapist says i have to talk nicer to myself but goddamn it’s so hard when i’m just like !!!!!!!! LEAVE IT!!!!!! it’s fine!!!!!!!#and ocpd goes iTS NOT IT MUST BE PERFECT EVERY LINE MUST BE PERFECT NOW OBSESSIVELY GO OVER IT >:(#i’m working on resisting that voice no matter how much anxiety and terror it causes me#aaaaah
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ohhhh i think i get it now.the grief is unending but so is the love.
#i should try and find out where shes buried and visit her. if shes buried. i think she is.#while im nearby anyway..#god. i just. its been over a year. i cant believe shes gone really.#and im laying here. thinking back on our friendship. our petty drama. the last day of sixth form together.#wherever she is now i hope she knows im sorry. i hope she knows i loved her creativity#and motivation and dedication#i hope she knows i worried for her and was happy she was going to get looked at for autism#god.god.she never got to get diagnosed with autism. thats crazy to me.#she never even got to be 19.#its stupid its the grief talking but i feel like if i did more shed be here.#like. i was kind of an ass to her looking back#maybe if i was nicer. maybe.
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Rapidly going back and forth between "oughh making friends as a adult is so hard : ( what am I going to do I need to form a meaningful connection with somebody again!!" and feeling like Id rather just kill myself then try to form a new friendship. So
#Official announcement anyone whos sent me a DM or message ive ignored. I had a really bad year.#Im trying to think of a nicer way to phrase it then just 'Im fucked'#Sorry its 2am so Im feeling it all again. Basically I feel like a robot thats#incapable of human connection right now and I will until further notice I promise Im not#intentionally ignoring anyone#Also yeah its been bad for over a year but you know#Alright. Anyway.
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yeah its kinda depressing that every fandom seems to have some anti shipper niche but its also so fuckin funny sometimes. like im just remembering that rick and morty exists and holy shit was that a show that contained Sensitive Subjects portrayed only for crass amusement and self gratification. and even that show has anti shippers. (adding a cut for those who dont wanna listen to my sleep deprived rambled retellings of my rick & morty memories)
hey do yall know what the pilot was about. bc the og r&m pilot was a back to the future parody where morty has to suck off rick in order for him to have big brain power. like the og r&m has uncensored underage incest blowjobs. also the actual final show has an episode where a character proposes a "multi generational sandwich" 3way. yeah yeah but portraying incest is problematic. do u hear urself. incest doesnt even make the top 10 as far as ricks crimes against humanity go. how do yall live like that
#OH AND SOUTH PARK ANTI SHIPPERS. LIKE HELLO?#what do u expect in fandoms for shows like that. offensive content in the offensive show fandom. fork spotted in the kitchen cmon now#dangan//ronpa is also a very funny fandom choice for antis#theres like a whole subcategory thats specifically against shipping characters who canonically killed the other#like hello. you collect teenagers underwear as part of the relationship mechanics#the game is all about kids being forced to kill each other#SORRY ITS LIKE 1AM FOR ME. my brain in silly mode rn#hifumi haters are so funny (derogatory) bc hes literally tsumugi but nicer and dumber. but they like her and not him bc shes hot anime girl#SORRY I THOUGHT I WAS OUT OF MY DR PHASE. BUT THAT SERIES SHAPED ME AS A TEEN </3#once a makoto kinnie always a makoto kinnie smh#Hghhhh hifumi is so cute and underappreciated#i gotta find the spin off comic where makoto dresses as a maid to help hifumi sell his comics bc it was cute as hell#hifumi getting fandom stereotyped as a perv is so dumb. hes literally only into anime and also maybe makoto.#hes not a perv hes just a DWEEB get it right smh#everyone was always so mean 2 him and i was like. ok.#and then i actually read his stories and yeah hifumi haters lvl 0 reading comprehension#TOO MANY TAGS. im shutting up now.#sitting my tired ass down and trying to be normal#ramble tag
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sometimes i think maybe it's a good thing i'm so traumatized and fucked up mentally and emotionally bc then i never expect ppl to be kind or even just plain old nice to me, so when they ARE kind or nice i feel overwhelming gratitude and almost a sense of awe HFDSJKL like... i dont know if i would have had this appreciation for each little piece of kindness if i wasn't the way that i am. but also i know thats kind of an absolutely wild way of thinking about this LMAO
#but then on the other side of things i still get really hurt when ppl are cruel or just the usual flavour of mean#like i had a mother with a stroller get huffy and aggressive w me yesterday as i was getting off the bus and that rly stuck w me#idk what else i could've done in that situation except control my tone a little better maybe but i was really anxious#because her stroller was in the way of the aisle and i was trying to figure out the fastest way to navigate around it to exit#bc the bus drivers are always in a hurry so i didnt want to keep anybody waiting while i got around her stroller#so i just said ''sorry i just need to get by'' and i think my tone was not Perfectly Pleasant bc i was really anxious and unsure#but i meant it as a ''sorry if i touch ur stroller as i squeeze past'' dsjfkl i didnt mean it like ''u need to move ur shit for me''#alas. i think she took it as the latter. also im pretty sure she was on edge already bc she knew her stroller would be in the way#anyways i said that and she did the thing where ppl throw up their hands in a really quick defensive/aggressive half-shrug gesture#where they're gesturing like ''what the fuck !!! what are you doing !!!'' idk how common that gesture is dsjkl i see it a lot around town#and i just quickly squeezed past her stroller and tried not to touch it as little as i could and then said thank you and scuttled away#BUT IT REALLY BOTHERED ME THAT SHE GOT SO HUFFY ABOUT IT. i've been trying to figure out what i could've done differently#unfortunately i think its just one of those things where we were BOTH anxious or on edge so she was just assuming i was being aggressive#bc she probably expected ppl to be rude about her stroller so... when u expect that it'll colour ur perceptions of ppls behaviours#so i am not even upset w her at all fsdjkl i simply wish it had gone better. alas!! what a silly little encounter to be ruminating over#ANYHOWDY... I am glad that i can have such appreciation for kindness when it happens fdsjkdl#like i had a little snippet of small talk about bananas with a stranger in the grocery store last year and i still think about it happily#bc idk. it means so much to me. making little connections w ppl! its very very important to me bc i dont get it very often!#and theres some kind things ppl have said to me online that have stuck with me or will stick with me for honest-to-god years fdsjkl#and perhaps i am a sap but ... I'm just glad i can hold these small bits of goodness so close to my heart bc it makes life a little nicer#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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day 2 of pencilcat’s art improvement challenge - draw a figure using a reference and link to it! 👥
#improvement hell#art improvement#digital art#digital sketch#figure drawing#art#artists on tumblr#my post#woooo yeaaa day 2!!#i wanted to do a bunch more and render them nicer#but school kicked up a notch this week#its ok ill do lots for day 3 im excited about action poses :D#happy friday!!#oh also the original reference for the guy holding the other guy is so funny#my friend picked it because we were both like… the cat#sorry i didnt draw him this time but just know. hes there#ok bye have a great day
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tiktok has made me terrified to befriend other women irl (and people irl in general) because i keep seeing these videos where women will be like “it’s such a red flag when girls are too nice, it comes across toxic” or like their boyfriend’s best friend will have a girlfriend and he’ll introduce her to the op and op will be like “i just don’t trust when his friend’s girl wants to be my friend, huge red flags” and everyone in the comments of these posts will be like ‘yessssssssssss girl totally agree’ but like what???? why?????????????? is there something im missing here?????????? and this is why whenever i mention wanting to befriend new people let it be known im specifically talking about wanting to befriend neurodivergent/autistic people because i genuinely dont understand what the fuck neurotypical people are talking about 80% of the time ahahadhfpogisrjgori
#im sorry but i dont want to spend the rest of my life trying to decode whatever neurotypical people are getting at anymore its so stressful#its so funny though. because i'll read these posts and be SOOO CONFUSED#but then everyone in the comments is like 'yesssss girl totally agree. red flags all around' and those comments get 17k likes#and im like WHAT are you guys talking about. literally what is going on#i wish everyone was autistic the world would be a much nicer place#im not dissing those people either like youre allowed to have your boundaries. and im allowed to be forever confused by them lol#also the only reason i just mentioned women here is bc ive only seen women make these posts on tiktok#but im 100% certain there are men who make these weird comments too i just havent seen them#in general this just seems like very neurotypical behavior to me lol
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this ddos thing going on isn't all bad! this is the most i've written for chapter 6 in weeks!! :D
#also#its officially been a month since last update#im sorry guys my motivation has slipped thru my fingers :(((#not enough spoons :(((#ive got an even 3000 rn#and its literally just a bunch of out-of-order scenes so multiply that 3k by at least 2#and thats not counting the patrol + fight scene at the end#turns out i tend to go a little insane with action scenes lol#this is an emotional angst centric chapter btw#id say its one of the nicer chapters but its not. and its 100% bc of how i end said chapter (:#summer post#ataimw
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there are some bits of what they did with the rooftop scene that i like and others where i was like :/ this isn't as good as it could be. and this is an important scene lmao
#bobtalk#p3reposting#this is also a scene where i'm really attached to the old translation. so lol.#still sad that we dont have you will be given one year move forth without falter with your heart as your guide <- attached to this one also#also kind of split on the reload version of kimi no kioku. it's a good song no matter what though (the best persona song in general)#(no arguments there. nobody does it like my goat kimi no kioku.) (the reload version is good ive decided btw)#IN GENERAL. the reload cutscenes. well. the production value is higher or whatever than the original.#but man they're just. not as good im sorry. im the most annoying person in the world possibly but#i think the worst offender by FAR is the opening cutscene because the original was so striking and well directed. and reload's just does NO#hit the same at allllll. major loss imo#the awakening is the runner up when it comes to lost oomph. as one would expect lol#that's a thing with the remake like it's modernized and higher production value and it looks GREAT. and i LIKE a lot of its changes#i really do. tartarus has never been nicer to explore#but in the process there are quite a few spots where it's lost some of its. artistic vision(?) i guess.#anyway reload second persona game for me to physically cry during lmao. voice acting in the sun SL second last day scene got me#i think my main takeaway from reload is that it doesn't replace the originals. but of course it was never going to. and at the end of the#day. i'm glad it exists. i had a good time...and now i'm going to rest. lol
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