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eff-exor · 23 days ago

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grinding on their boot while they hold my face in both hands and tell me how pretty i am and how much they love me uhngngnhhgggrh FUCK

#eff yaps #i feel so. So. SOSOSOOSOososososoos close to giving up on this edging thing #76!#HOURS IS!!! oh god i wanna kill mys-#i cant touch myself without crying now :) 12 hours in :)#anywaaaaywaysywy UGH IM so fucking high lmao hi hello #i feel so weird posting on tumblr now uhhhh #I got used to twitters character limit oops

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bunnihearted · 8 days ago

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#oooof... it's officially my birthday #and i always have bad anxiety the entire day #just seeing the date on my phone or ipad makes me wanna vomit :///#i just hate it so much....#i know it is dramatic but yeah.. :(( i just dont feel good at all and i never do #it's such a deep feeling of that i am so very unimportant #and all i am is a worthless burden on everyone and i should've never been born #i fantasize abt being important and revered and like...#i feel embarrassed even saying it lmaoooo but i fantasize abt my birthday being inportant #even if i know that as an adult and the older u are the less big of a deal birthdays are #it's just that i missed out on sm of it... so i still wish for it #but i feel silly for even feeling that way bc im asking for too much to be important at all #i feel demanding and unfair and expectant and #it is so much easier to just hate myself and wanna die lmao #rather than ...... disappointment and sadness... even after all of these years i still feel so saf #SAD******#and i see my old friends having birthday parties and dinners with a lot of guests on their birthdays #and they still post on eo's walls and like #i wanna cry..... bc i cant even imagine more than one person doing that for me and barely even that tbh #and ppl.. allowijg ME to be important and centered for one day...? thats batshit insane never would happen #allowing******#i know its oversensitive and dramatic and every year im like god shut the fuck up crybaby #u havent been important for years and years and years get over it%#!!!!!* and i try to do that but still every year i get so unbelieavably depressed #excuse me for still having this childish need to want to be important #the way see all of them be.... 🙄 ugh anyway #i wanna die so i can stop being a bother and a burden and suffer everyday bc im not allowed to exist 🙏#im really trying to be brave and shut up abt it but my entire chest burns and my heart aches i feel so so so bad i just wanna cry but i cant

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crybabyfucktoy · 18 days ago

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so not in the mood to work today.. just need a good cry and someone to abuse my holes while I do

#legit about to cry bc i have to work today haha #im so fucking tired and i dont wanna go in #ugh #ignore me #rosies stuff

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motor-city-selfryed · 28 days ago

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i hate how wwe isnt like...widely known if rhat makes sense? like duh its widely known but ur not gonna see ppl just everyday being a fan 😞 i always like to talk abt wwe and my wwe crushes ro my friends but i always end up feeling left out or stupid or weird bc im not simping for anyone that EVERYONE likes yk

#i tried telling my friend abt cm punk and it ended with me crying snd feeling weird #and ppl wonder (probably) why im so freaky on tumblr instead #atleast im accepted here!#like ugh taste is subjective ik but why r u able to just bully my taste while i compliment urs. make it make sense #ugh im so sorry abt the vent its just...sickening considering wwe is my hyperfix #:-(((#i just wanna talk abt cm punk freely without being considered weird since nobody fuckinf knows what wwe is 😞😞#wwe #cm punk #wwe monday night raw #punkoween yaps

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poems-of-a-lover · 2 years ago

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i desperately need a pretty boy to cradle me in his arms and hug me in close to his chest, rubbing my back and combing his hand thru my hair as he just helps me calm down. he's patient and he's kind and he understands that sometimes i just need a moment to shut down and restart. i need to just have a moment with someone who gets me, someone who lets me be upset and doesn't get angry with me. i need someone to just. take care of me. im so incredibly tired and im overwhelmed and stressed out and god please just hold me and let me know i can be safe with u.

#im overstimulated and when i get overstimulated i get very sensitive and sleepy and i wanna cry and just be held #god i fuckin. ugh. im.#im so. so sensitive. and its coming back to kill me.#im just gonna think abt being in love with someone willing to take care of me when i need it #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #trans mlm #mlm blog #t4t #mlm thoughts #t4t yearning

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cherry-bomb-ships · 1 month ago

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#i am highkey full of fear but i didnt wanna scare you guys so. we stay sily hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahaha im so scared #long story short my dad lives in florida. on the west coast. thats all i have to say #ok wow as im making this post my mom calls and says she's going back home too. ok ok ok ok ok #on one hand im so relieved theyll have each other but im also even more scared for both of them #like they stayed thru ian last year which was a FIVE and there was just damage to the house outside #i feel like ive been crying since last night. the moment she told me she was going back to florida i broke down. i just #i feel so selfish for being in hysterics when im not even in harms way but gghhh. gjgjghghghghghghhgghhghg #i need to go back to sleep but i cant stop thinkinnnnngggg i cant stop thinking ugh uuuugggghhhhh #im sorry i probably shouldnt even be posting this but i just had to vent i feel like im losing it #ffffffffffff ok gonna eat something and then sleep bye bye love y9u bye #i might... not post for a few days. but ill be around. bye love u bye #delete later #vent

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zozo-01 · 3 months ago

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*screaming, twitching, stopping myself from stabbing myself*

#a frustrated girl is frustrated #hyper tension migraine and all #its just #im just #its so stupid that i wanna cry #ugh.#whatever. its fine.#it doesnt matter lol #(and even if i said something no one will take my side)#(its all your feelings are valid until well liked people makes you feel like shit)#im being petty please ignore this lol

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kinos-fortress-2 · 11 months ago

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does this even looks like a tf2 fanart anymore

#just experimenting!#i was gonna say im gonna delete this later bc i will ofc change the colouring here but just wanted to show bc i think is pretty #ONLY THIS ONE DRAWING bc is more... pretty me thinks but totally not from the way i wanted to go #but yeah little spoiler for something im doing bc i am so drunk and in love with them i cry a little bit but im fine now #i just love love #kino art #piss mauling #this looks very far away from my art style... but it reminded of my older style too... and like those 2016 shipp art if ykwim #this looks so personal im sorry i promise i will draw funny gore tf2 ugly art back again dont unfollow me bc im happy tonight is 1am buak #- i just wanna feel... happy and pretty and being in love space thats. how im feeling right now... dont drink wine guys my last words #watercolors dont go w my style i just realized that... but this looks pretty for me imo i feel kinda happy with this but is not the idea tb #ughhhh that sniperpauling playlist got me in the feels #really. this doesnt even looks like tf2 art anymore literally like. what tf2 game did yall play??#this two are basically my ocs atp #im so annoying with them ugh

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chocochat · 6 months ago

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idk why i keep buying clothes on depop im disappointed every time..

#i recently bought this like wrap?? top and i thought it was sooo cute and i even got it in a size bigger #TELL ME WHY IT WAS A FUCKINF CROP TOP #like #im so mad at myself #i hate hate haaaate crop toos #TOPS #my torso is long yes but not this long 😭😭😭#AND THEN i bought another.. it looked like a regular top like #it arrived yesterday and . it fits like a fucking crop top #GAHHHHH #i cant even return it im just 😭😭#i could repop it but ugh #i have a shirt and a dress arriving today and im so scared .#i have my wedding party at the end of the month and its like kind of casual?? its a 'wedding party' but #its just so i can meet all of my partners extended family #but anyway #I WANNA CRY

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months ago

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As a stranger on the internet (so feel free to ignore or tell me I'm out of line) you might just be going through a grieving process. It sucks, a lot, and I don't really have any advice other than it will slowly get better, but it might help simply knowing.

Grief is different for everyone, and looks different for everyone too. But either way I hope you feel better soon <3

It's very possible, I just don't want that to be the answer because then I don't know what to do

#it feels more like im using grief as an excuse to not do anything and i find it really upsetting #i just dont kno what to do. i have a lightning talk to give tomorrow and i cant get anywhere bc when i try to get anything done i just start #crying and everything feels like a mess that i have no motivation to clean up #just everything. why did i decide to do this with my life? why couldnt i have chosen a functional career path?#i dont kno what im doing. i dont kno how im going yo get things together for my committee meeting Friday #or how ill get thru it without crying. i dont even kno what i want. i wanna talk to my dad i guess but ive never told anyone in my family #when im having a hard time and i dont kno how to do that without making him worry #ugh. tomorrow's gonna suck. so does today. i just want the semester to be over. but then i cant escape my project. so idk what i want #i want sleep for 1000 years or at least until all my problems are gone #unrelated

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princemick · 5 months ago

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didn't get the internship:(((

#fuck #ugh #i wanna cry but thats mostly im tired #n i want to stop fucking looking IM SO DONE #kyle.txt

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bunnihearted · 6 months ago

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i hate the way my brain works bc i tried telling my mom abt the baby foxes and i showed her a pic and video and her reaction was so mild. she was just like "mhm wow...." and now i wanna cry lmao. why am i so childish like grow up????

#idk if it's bpd? or cptsd?#but yeah im super childish like i wanna show and tell someone and have them care #like i wanted her to be like 'omg thats so cool! so cute! 👍' lol #ugh idk i hate that i legit wanna cry now bc she didnt react as i wanted her to lol #love that childhood emotional neglect haha.... 😐

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fella-lovin-fella · 6 months ago

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what is it about nerve pain that makes you so icked and nauseous? like ow my leg hurts let me get crazy about it

#idk why today is so bad but i wanna cry :(#it's absolutely not the worst it's been #but idk i guess maybe im tired #of being in pain #and it is a Vulnerability Factor that makes me feel less emotionally stable #but ugh #bleh also #not mlm #dantes talking again

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indigodawns · 7 months ago

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