#im so tired of living

[anumacy]

Im so close to crying

Me and my mom got in a fight right after me and my brother fight.

Love this life. I'm so bloody done. Screw this.

[elektr0man]

Ermm so I drew a something using ibis paint x

Pleas don't judge my art I'm not good digitally and just in general lol

(SHIT I FORGOT TO COLOR IN HIS EYES 😭😭😭😭😭)

[sillyguy-supreme]

white americans when you tell them that the idea of climate change as an impending disaster is a reductive first world perspective because it’s a tangible reality for many in the global south already:

[sumarmz]

Do you ever just feel like ceasing to exist like not suicide but just not existing

[depressedpussysociety]

A self destruct button would just be so much easier than whatever the fuck it is I'm doing.......

[pigswithwings]

above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.

[burrythelies]

She always said that I wasn't enough, right —

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[opalynch]

i love it when my sister tells me she's here for me whenever but as soon as i tell her im feeling like shit she just fucking ignores me

[hinamie]

I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home

[anumacy]

I'm crying

Happy now?

Tw: death and suicide mention ig

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? WHAT CAN I FUCKING DO TO PLEASE YOU? TO MAKE YOU PROUD? I HAVE DESTROYED MYSELF TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. ARE. YOU. HAPPY. NOW. OR DO I HAVE TO BE DEAD FOR THAT TO HAPPEN? LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.

[aashiqeddiediaz]

you know what boils my blood.

over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."

i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.

but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.

today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.

the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.

so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.

[blownawayy]

i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest

[casawio]

i keep setting these little marker points and dates to survive until but theyre getting more and more abstract and the days between are getting more unbearable

[acosmiccomedian]

The mentally ill urge to burn down everything good in your life to properly align with your self image.

[spaciebabie]

im so tired of begging my legislators ta not take my rights away bro. like yes please mr republican senator do not pass this dumbass law. yes sir i will tell you everything you want to hear so you'll listen 2 me. queer people are the devil you're right and joe biden is the worst menace this country has seen yeah you're right. can you not take my rights away now. you fucking bitch.