#im so tired of living
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Im so close to crying
Me and my mom got in a fight right after me and my brother fight.
Love this life. I'm so bloody done. Screw this.
#im so tired of life#im so done#im so tired of living#i just dont want to#live like this#i don't want to live anymore
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Ermm so I drew a something using ibis paint x
Pleas don't judge my art I'm not good digitally and just in general lol
(SHIT I FORGOT TO COLOR IN HIS EYES 😭😭😭😭😭)
#iz fanart#dib membrane#im so tired of living#end me#wheatley#portal 2#portal cube#what the fuck is its name again#cubert?#idk im too sped for this shit#i swear too much#gir invader zim
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white americans when you tell them that the idea of climate change as an impending disaster is a reductive first world perspective because it’s a tangible reality for many in the global south already:
#climate change#im TIRED#and i’m saying this as someone who also lives in the US.#im glad that none of you have to worry about your family and friends in other countries dying because of the heat#but this idea that “oh we have to stop it before we reach the extreme” is SO STUPID#because it’s already reached the extreme in some places!!#people are dying in south asia. people are dying in southeast asia. people are dying in africa. people are dying in central america.#people are dying in south america. people are dying in island nations.#what will it take you to care about these people#or will you not care until it’s people who look like you who are dying.
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Do you ever just feel like ceasing to exist like not suicide but just not existing
#sumarmz does smth i cant label#im so tired of living#why cant i just exit my body for a while#why cant my head be quiet for once#doomscrolling so i dont have to be alone with my thoughts#im tired of thinking all the time#im tired of never getting silence even when alone#god im delirious#period + illness + paranoia + self deprecation + staying at my dad's house creates whatever this mess i am right now#+ increased contact with favourite person#i wish she hated me
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A self destruct button would just be so much easier than whatever the fuck it is I'm doing.......
#self uncare#self hate#self destruction#cant we just get this shit over with#im so tired of living#im so tired of being so fucking lonely#and feeling like a goddamn fool every time you leave me on read#god i fucking hate myself
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above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.
#pig originals#im so fucking tired. right now. let me know if something here doesnt make sense or whatever but god damn#its always the fucking singling out of transfem people i just. want everyone to have a normal life#i want everyone to have the chance to worry over their clothes or whatnot not whether. they're going to be respected as Actual Human Beings#i want us all to have the opportunity to live quiet happy lives forever#can we fucking do it!!!!! ahh!! ahh im going to explode
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She always said that I wasn't enough, right —
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i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself
#actually borderline#actually bpd#being borderline#borderline blog#borderline culture is#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline vent#bpd#bpd blog#suic1de#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#borderline life#living with borderline#borderline personality disorder#borderline#borderline things#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd culture is#bpd vent#bpd shit#bpd relatable#actually mentally ill#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#im going insane#im so tired#tw sui ideation
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i love it when my sister tells me she's here for me whenever but as soon as i tell her im feeling like shit she just fucking ignores me
#yesterday sje straight up left me on read and roday she just asked me if id seen her earbuds#like i get it she has her therapist her boyfriend her bestie and me#but i literally have no one to talk to#im so tired of living#only reason i have not jumped off the balcony is bc i dont want to leave my baby motherless#but im so tired and sad and alone#ughhh
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I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuuji#megumi#deleted scene gege told me#god im not over 266 i will never ever ever be over 266#im so incredibly unwell abt them i cant believe this is the timeline we live in#itafushi friday....itafushi everyday.....#decided 2 forgo my usual miku and broke out the emo playlist fr this one . breaking my own heart :3#how many itfs embraces do i need to draw until i successfully manifest it in canon#gege i beg i plead pls let them H U G#they r so traumatized they r so touch starved pls hug pls contact pls Holds/Is Hold#anyway if megumi's height is inconsistent no it isn't <3 if he looks like 2 completely different ages no he doesnt <33#......kids r Hard guys gomen i tried my best#honestly it's probably not even that bad i think its the arm angle in the first one thts throwing me#i had to play around w it so much that i think im just tired of looking at it#megumi voice whatever !!!!!#thats not important the important thing is Itafushi Hug#and i do believe i met my quota in that regard#also yes my pen pressure Is still dying thank u fr asking but i did this fr them Anyway pls clap
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I'm crying
Happy now?
Tw: death and suicide mention ig
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? WHAT CAN I FUCKING DO TO PLEASE YOU? TO MAKE YOU PROUD? I HAVE DESTROYED MYSELF TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. ARE. YOU. HAPPY. NOW. OR DO I HAVE TO BE DEAD FOR THAT TO HAPPEN? LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
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you know what boils my blood.
over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."
i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.
but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.
today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.
the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.
so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.
#zee rambles#this isn't to guilt trip anyone#but im so so tired of people coming in and just refusing testing because they want to see grandma or whatever#and on top of that people are avoiding vaccinations and all that too??#we all lived through the pandemic - everyone saw how many people unfortunately passed away from it#now because of vaccinations and some amount of herd immunity we're finding milder cases in healthy people#but that doesn't mean its gone#that doesn't mean it doesn't have long-term repercussions even in healthy people and that doesn't mean people aren't still dying from it#honestly i just needed a lil rant#and if this helps at least one person??? im all for it#also i can't sleep so here we are spilling thoughts into the voidddd
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i keep setting these little marker points and dates to survive until but theyre getting more and more abstract and the days between are getting more unbearable
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The mentally ill urge to burn down everything good in your life to properly align with your self image.
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i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest
#bipolar 2#actually mentally ill#tw depressing thoughts#depressive episode#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bdp#bdp vent#borderline things#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#borderline pd#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#living with borderline#just girly thoughts#thoughts#mentally tired#sick and tired#tired#im so tired#i'm so fucking tired
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im so tired of begging my legislators ta not take my rights away bro. like yes please mr republican senator do not pass this dumbass law. yes sir i will tell you everything you want to hear so you'll listen 2 me. queer people are the devil you're right and joe biden is the worst menace this country has seen yeah you're right. can you not take my rights away now. you fucking bitch.
#this wouldnt have FUCKING happened in the first place if people before me fucking voted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if the adults before me cared about the world they lived in!!!!!!!!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!1#spacie spoinks#anyways. im done complaining#yay i cant wait ta call my senators again tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#please care about this issue guys im so tired
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