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OH SIGN ME THE HELL UP FOR THIS OMG OMG OMG IM SO EXCITED
SEÑORITA series**
pairing: Javier Peña x Murphy!f!reader
summary: your estranged brother's move to New York takes an unexpected turn when you meet his best friend, Javier. While the latter claims loudly that you are not his type, you clash together at every turn and before you know it, the tension that slowly builds will be on the verge of exploding.
SERIES WARNINGS: reluctant friends to lovers, lots of playful banter, mutual pining, slow burn, secret relationship, filthy smut.
AGELESS/EMPTY BLOGS & MINORS WILL BE BLOCKED!
moodboard by me
Chapter 1 (COMING SOON)
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4**
Chapter 5
Chapter 6**
Chapter 7**
Chapter 8**
Chapter 9**
Chapter 10
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holy FuCKKKKKK I WENT TO WEIGH MYSELF EARLIER FOR SJITS AND GIGGLES (bad habit) AND NOT DICKING JOKING I WAS 105.1
MY GW IS LITERALLY 105 (100 if i’m being honest) BUT IT FLABBERGASTED NE. I WAS LIKE “wtf did i even eat today” I ATE HALF A PIECE OF TOAST W AVOCADO AND EGG AND A TINY CHUNK OF THOSE BIG PRETZELS (thx adam)
AND THAT WASIT !
ASHHEHRIJ
but low key even though i’m lighter i feel like i should be seeing more bone? anyway i’ll keep goin bc ik im so close to #collarbone always
#ana trigger#tw disordered eating#anorex14#thin$po#ana meal#tw ed diet#tw ana diary#ed bllog#ed not sheeren#ed not ed sheeran#AHHH#shauUagashsvsush#IM SO PUMPED RN
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"what do hands mean about a character?"
Their hands mean they love eachother
(webcomic)
#i almost wrote 'source' instead of 'webcomic'#that's a little twitter brain rot right there ngl#it's so bad on twitter rn yall like#straight up isn't showing my posts to my followers anymore#and art in general does. so much worse when it's actually the artist posting them#like provably art performs better when the artist pretends they stole it...#so so so glad I'm still on tumblr LMFAO#every time i use twitter i take psychic damage#'ohhhh why do you still use it' everyone is asking me this#my job. is to post art#kinda gotta post#I mean. ok that's not my job#you know this and I know this#but it's an important part of my career#its gonna be my job after i leave webtoon tho#god i hope that works#im so scared#LMAOOOO#anyways. these hands look good as hell#i think all the hands i draw look good#caus i love hands#but i loooove drawing hand holding...#the amount you can say with how a hand touches another.#im gonna be thriving with wwl#cause they have to hold hands or hell die#pump it into my veins#ok i can tell my bf js getting annoyed ive had my phone on for 3 hours in bed by#time and time again#adam and Steve#webtoon originals
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OH WE ARE SO BACK BABYEEEEEE
#I'm back to drawing little cowboys in my journal#Hell yeah#Im so back#Might do more Amalgam stuff?#i dunno im pumped rn#undertale#undertale yellow#uty amalgam au#north star#Starlo
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He's the no.1 princess, you heard it here folks
#IM SO PUMPED IM SEEING MIKU LIVE AHDBWBDBABXBSB#LITERALLY TONIGHT#rn its 6:49 am im going to sleep on the train gn#ok tag time#mtmte brainstorm#brainstorm mtmte#brainstorm my beloved#more than meets the eye#transformers#transformers art#idw#mtmte#maccadams#maccadam#ibispaintx#my art
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been hyperfixed on this pokemon xmen au i started two days ago...the two doodles that have come out of it so far !! eriks a steel type gym leader and peter specifically uses speedy electric types
#xmen fanart#xmcu#erik lehnsherr#magneto#peter maximoff#quicksilver#pokemon#xmen pokemon au#im so insane about this au rn#my brain wont stop pumping out ideas#might rewrite the entirety of xmcu but following my au atp#i could and have ranted about this au to myself for hours#hoping this hyperfix keeps up so i can draw more#oh theyre still mutants btw !!!
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SKID PUMP OH MY FUCKING GOD
#THEYRE SO SAD#THEY NEED SO MUCH THERAPY AND HUGS#IM LOSING MY MIND#they started out so so silly and then pelo really hit them with the parental issues beam#AAAAAAA#bro when pump answered the phone at the beginning thinking it was his parents :[#youre gonna see me on the news#AND JACK AND JOHN ASSURING THEM THAT THEIR PARENTS ARE PROUD OF THEM#I CANT WITH THIS SHIT MAN#CRYING ON THE FLOOR RN#i set up my drawing notebook so then i can doodle this episode when its done and now here i am screaming in the tags of a tumblr post#spooky month#spooky month spoilers#kaden speaks
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born to write fanfiction forced to go to pilates
#WHAT IS HAPPENING. HOW DID I GET HERE#THIS IS NOT MY SCENE I SHOULD NOT BE HERE OR WHATEVER THE WOMBATS SAID#no hate to pilates itself im acc very pumped for it but the entire setting of a gym TERRIFIES me#but the uni is running a bunch of shit for women’s month and one of the events is this where they’ve booked the gym#and for 3 hours for free you can just go to different sessions#and me and my mate saw ‘free�� and didn’t look back like one thing I love about us is We Will Just Try Shit#and now im here in athleisure kit. no cargos in sight#I actually can’t remember the last time my outfit was so streamlined I feel naked rn#only plus is I’ve somehow got a decent fit like I had a real moment of secondary school PE class thinking I was gonna#be looking around feeling shitty and out of place for not having The Branded Shit but somehow I’ve acquired stuff#leggings from my old flatmate who IS a gym girlie meaning im twatting about in GYMSHARK LEGGINGS LIKE SOME SORT OF POSER#I feel like im going to dance classes again this is so. this entire thing feels on the edge of nostalgic and generally just WEIRD#I feel like the Cool Girls will be there I feel like they will know there is something Fundamentally Off about me and I’ll never know what#BUT OH WELL. DO IT SCARED#hella goes to uni
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okay so thoughts about creation saying that tubbo never was alive. This has been making me go wild. I have so many thoughts about his character and what this may make his character. So in we go, my inane ramblings.( warning, this is Long long)
So first off, during Fit's birthday, after Tubbo had been bugged and Etoiles had said that there was going to be a lot of tweets about how his character could see ghosts now, Tubbo responded with "look man, I was dead a long time ago". So not only has creation told people that Tubbo has Been dead, Q!Tubbo is also aware of this fact. He knows he's not human, he knows hes not alive, he just doesnt really care. Which does kind of make me confused about all his suicidal tendancies but hey, maybe since he's already died at least once he doesn't really care anymore. It's all a joke to him. That's why he always plays it off as nothing serious because he knows, worst comes to worst, he'll be back one day. Or at least thats what he might think. It might also just be the desperation of 'Maybe this time it will work. Maybe this time I will actually die'. Maybe he's been dead for a long time actually. Maybe this is his first iteration or maybe it's his fiftieth.
so my main thought is that he Was alive. Not recently. not recently at all. But he was, once upon a time. There was a time in the far far past, or the far far future where his heart beat on its own and he had to breathe to keep living, to keep creating. Then something happened. Maybe he got into a tough spot and the feds found him and changed him. Maybe in his creation he changed himself. The main reason that I think he Was alive at some point is because of what he said at the party. that he "was dead a long time ago". He doesnt say somehting like 'I've always been dead' just that he Has been dead for A Long Time.
Im personally all for him having died, time and time again, not quite robot not quite human. His conciousness just inhabits a shell. That's why he still has all his limbs despite definetly getting hands caught in crushers before. Maybe that shell is mechanical. Maybe Its something else. Maybe it is like creation. Something he made, that he molded from metal and flesh and clay that is just... hollow. A puppet with cut strings when its not being inhabited. Maybe he got too attached to this shell, maybe thats why he needs to be brought back this time.
I do like the thought that he changed himself. somewhere along the line maybe he got sick, or maybe he just got curious. He started swapping parts out Just Because. He's not Totally a robot. He still looks human enough, just that some of his joints, his muscels, his organs, well, they're not quite organic anymore. He did this to himself. He needed to keep living, he needed to keep creating. He couldnt leave his Creations behind. He needed to continue to make more and to up keep the ones he had already made. He just... forgot to upkeep himself while he was at it.
I also fully believe that he Knew that he was going to die. It wasn't that he wanted the two lives left, its just that he Knew that his body was going to fail soon. He doesn't have create to upkeep this body (this shell) for much longer. It could only take so much damage before it started to give out. That's why he made the 'deal ' with chayanne. He needed the others to think there was a reason for this, that he had signed his life away for more excitement. He needed them to not question it when he didnt get back up. He needed there to be an easy answer to point at. That's why Chayanne said that he thought that it was a joke. He didn't think it was serious because the deal never Actually Happened. But it didnt matter. He was going to die either way.
So anyway, thats like, most of my current thoughts rn. Im So Excited for this :DDDD I want it to permanentally affect Everyone.
#qtubbo#q!tubbo#qsmp tubbo#tubbo#qsmp creation#qsmp analysis#character analysis#Im genuinely So Fucking Pumped#its So Cool#especially because ppl have been pissing on Tubbos RP for forever#Hes doing Very Unsubtle Stuff rn and im HYPED#EEEEEEEEEEE#<- my gen reaction
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Does anyone have any tips to help stop yourself from comparing your artwork to others, or equating your value as an artist with likes and reblogs?
I've struggled with this for a while and it's getting old, I don't know how to just shrug it off. Any genuine advice would be nice
#its just bygging me bc i know rationally they dont matter i knoe they dont#but i still feel it in my bones that im not good enough because my work doesnt circulate on platforms#i paint for fun and then i post and i get these feelings and theyre so goddamn annoying#i know to just keep posting anyway and try to enjoy the ride but my Depression Brain is such an asshole#i wish it would be quiet#i never used to feel this way either until likes and reposts/reblogs became so integral to social media#on top of needing commissions to get by while looking for work and attending school soon#idk maybe this is just a vent and ik no one can Fix it that simply#i guess im just speaking 2 the void rn and maybe others feel the same#*bugging#and i really am so grateful just to know anyone likes it or comments on it and reading feedback really really means so much#but i feel like unless im pumping out specific fandom stuff that doesnt really happen#but the negative thoughts and feelings can b rly strong sometimes and im just tired#im sure this is a depression thing too#hoping i can get into therapy thru school but it depends on finances as everything else in this world does 🫠#ill keep going tho#and please if you are someone who does comment or reblog and say something about the work please do not ever stop#it means so much to me and others im positive it does#i see you and i appreciate you so so much#thank you and thank you to anyone who reads or comments some ideas
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okay,,, but like he's my first s character sooooo
#zzz lycaon#zenless zone zero fanart#zenless zone zero#zzzero#SUCKERS HAHAHAH#im pumping out so much art rn#watch do a full fledge comic lmak#....maybe
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SMOOCHIMG YOUSO HARD RN IVE BEEN CHECKING FOR UPDATES FOR 5EVER IM SO EXCOTED JEHDJWHEJ2HEJAAAAAAAAAA
#IM KDIDJFJDMBIM KIDDING#IMGLAD EVERYONES SO PUMPES#HONEATLY#THE IDEAS ARE FLOWING RN IM JUST HAVING TROUBLE GETTING THEM OUT#JUST A COUPLE MORE EDITS I PROMISE GUYS#I ALREADY KNOW HOW I WANT THE NEXT CHAPTER TO GO#HEY? SPOILER ALERT#GET READY FOR ANGST#WE'RE TAKING A HARD LEFT TURN
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pray for me, im trying to apply for jobs while im rationing my meds
#job hunt#meow wolf is opening a studio in h town#im gonna apply#idk why im so nervous#its rly hard for me to pump myself up for this bc i feel like job hunts are so needlessly difficult#and i know my resume writing skills are dogshit#but if i dont try at least once i’ll never forgive myself#focusing is not easy rn#phuz drabbles
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Once again I have fallen down the animatic rabbit hole and I really should do more animatics and animations again.. I do have a degree in it afterall...
#shutupsnejkha#Im just so pumped rn and I know its not gonna last but yea#I usually dont have the patience and its been YEARS
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i'm going to montreal - here's my otakuthon 2023 catalogue!! ❤💙💛🥀
i'm tabling with castella & we're at table O575, come by and say hello! :3 so pumped to visit montreal again hehe! 🌟 due to travel weight restrictions i have to leave some stock at home... im not sure if anything will sell out, so come early!! :3 there is also a possible shipping mishap rn, and some sticker stock may not be available for this con.. just as a heads up 🧍♂️
#otakuthon#otakuthon 2023#my art#merch#montreal is such a beautiful city im so pumped to go again#my 1st otakuthon was a bit of a failure but i didnt want to give up on the con#i wanted to give it another shot - heres hoping it goes well!!!#sorry i am so tired rn i do not care if there are any typos#AN had a huge discord group and i think my catalogue reached a wide audience there#but not sure if this will reach the otkt audience.. we shall see
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Bb snek 🐍 demon’s new bestie whether they like it or not
#art#good omens fanart#fanart#go2 fanart#go2 spoilers#crowley#good omens#good omens s2#muriel#artist on tumblr#art of tumblr#rainbow demon#ineffable spouses#im hyperfixating so hard rn#good omens 2#david tennant#fist pump
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