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okay so thoughts about creation saying that tubbo never was alive. This has been making me go wild. I have so many thoughts about his character and what this may make his character. So in we go, my inane ramblings.( warning, this is Long long)
So first off, during Fit's birthday, after Tubbo had been bugged and Etoiles had said that there was going to be a lot of tweets about how his character could see ghosts now, Tubbo responded with "look man, I was dead a long time ago". So not only has creation told people that Tubbo has Been dead, Q!Tubbo is also aware of this fact. He knows he's not human, he knows hes not alive, he just doesnt really care. Which does kind of make me confused about all his suicidal tendancies but hey, maybe since he's already died at least once he doesn't really care anymore. It's all a joke to him. That's why he always plays it off as nothing serious because he knows, worst comes to worst, he'll be back one day. Or at least thats what he might think. It might also just be the desperation of 'Maybe this time it will work. Maybe this time I will actually die'. Maybe he's been dead for a long time actually. Maybe this is his first iteration or maybe it's his fiftieth.
so my main thought is that he Was alive. Not recently. not recently at all. But he was, once upon a time. There was a time in the far far past, or the far far future where his heart beat on its own and he had to breathe to keep living, to keep creating. Then something happened. Maybe he got into a tough spot and the feds found him and changed him. Maybe in his creation he changed himself. The main reason that I think he Was alive at some point is because of what he said at the party. that he "was dead a long time ago". He doesnt say somehting like 'I've always been dead' just that he Has been dead for A Long Time.
Im personally all for him having died, time and time again, not quite robot not quite human. His conciousness just inhabits a shell. That's why he still has all his limbs despite definetly getting hands caught in crushers before. Maybe that shell is mechanical. Maybe Its something else. Maybe it is like creation. Something he made, that he molded from metal and flesh and clay that is just... hollow. A puppet with cut strings when its not being inhabited. Maybe he got too attached to this shell, maybe thats why he needs to be brought back this time.
I do like the thought that he changed himself. somewhere along the line maybe he got sick, or maybe he just got curious. He started swapping parts out Just Because. He's not Totally a robot. He still looks human enough, just that some of his joints, his muscels, his organs, well, they're not quite organic anymore. He did this to himself. He needed to keep living, he needed to keep creating. He couldnt leave his Creations behind. He needed to continue to make more and to up keep the ones he had already made. He just... forgot to upkeep himself while he was at it.
I also fully believe that he Knew that he was going to die. It wasn't that he wanted the two lives left, its just that he Knew that his body was going to fail soon. He doesn't have create to upkeep this body (this shell) for much longer. It could only take so much damage before it started to give out. That's why he made the 'deal ' with chayanne. He needed the others to think there was a reason for this, that he had signed his life away for more excitement. He needed them to not question it when he didnt get back up. He needed there to be an easy answer to point at. That's why Chayanne said that he thought that it was a joke. He didn't think it was serious because the deal never Actually Happened. But it didnt matter. He was going to die either way.
So anyway, thats like, most of my current thoughts rn. Im So Excited for this :DDDD I want it to permanentally affect Everyone.
#qtubbo#q!tubbo#qsmp tubbo#tubbo#qsmp creation#qsmp analysis#character analysis#Im genuinely So Fucking Pumped#its So Cool#especially because ppl have been pissing on Tubbos RP for forever#Hes doing Very Unsubtle Stuff rn and im HYPED#EEEEEEEEEEE#<- my gen reaction
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The idea that uni protesters are "elitist ivy-league rich kids larping as revolutionaries" on Twitter and Reddit and even here is so fucking funny to me if you actually know anything about the student bodies at these unis. Take it from someone who's going to one of the biggest private unis in the US, 80% of the peers I know are either from the suburbs or an apartment somewhere in America, children of immigrants, or here on a student visa. I've heard about one-percenter students, but I've never met one in person. Like, don't get me wrong, the institution as a whole is still very privileged and white. I've talked with friends and classmates about feeling weird or dissonant being here and coming from such a different background. But in my art program, I see BIPOC, disabled, queer, lower-income students and faculty trying to deconstruct and tear that down and make space every day. So to take a cursory glance at a crowd of student protesters in coalitions that are led by BIPOC & 1st/2nd-gen immigrant students and HQ'd in ethnic housings and student organizations and say, "ah. children of the elite." Get real.
#also idk how to tell you this but even if it were true. wealthy children potentially sacrificing their educational careers to protest is#a good thing actually. idk how to tell you that caring about people from other nations is good#personal#“this war has nothing to do with most students cuz nobody's getting drafted” idk how to explain to you that we should be angry#that our tuitions of 10s of thousands of dollars that we pay every year for an education is being used to fund a genocidal campaign#also the implication that if you go to a uni institution you are automatically privileged by participation no matter your bg#i didn't /want/ to go to this school. i was supposed to go to a school with an art/animation program. but i realized my immigrant#parents have been working their whole lives to get me here. and turning the opportunity down would be a disservice to their sacrifice#this is getting into convos of “what 2nd gen kids owe their parents” which is different for everyone but. yeah#i just get pissed off at seeing people misrepresenting student bodies as “wealthy” and “privileged” and “elite” when it's such a blatant li#i remember a year ago a friend told me they can't fly home to hong kong for winter break because the plane tickets are too expensive#so they have to find temporary housing around the area#last quarter for a film doc class my film partner made a doc on a small group of marxist grad students from india discussing praxis#during a rally a few months ago in response to police presence the coalition invited palestinian students to speak about their experiences#and lead songs and read poems they wrote. these are STUDENTS. are they elitist too?#this is not to disregard my own personal privilege either.#this whole narrative's just to rationalize a lack of empathy to me. seeing a 19yo student get shot by a rubber bullet and your first#reaction is “HAW! HAW! bet richy rich didn't see THAT coming when she put on her terrorist hood!”#newsflash. these big uni campuses are HAUNTED by the violence of past protests and revolutions and police brutality. we know.#why do you think these coalitions have been making reinforced barricades at record speed
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Like my first love that September
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[The trial was an eye-opener for us and we shouldn't be afraid to reach out to help cope with trauma. We both went to therapy, my mum felt brave enough to open up about her mental health and I went to talk through my fears and distress and how to gain control of it. In the end, we decided to move to Henford-on-Bagley]
[The countryside promoted healing and we were less likely to be triggered by places or people. It was really an escape from the big city. Settling down was easy since my grandparents lived there. It was also my first time visiting the family farm and I loved every single moment in that house]
[Most importantly, I felt more relaxed in Henford-on-Bagley. No more pestering reporters or prying eyes of the neighbours. No more trouble sleeping or flashbacks to all the difficult times. Instead, it was a warm welcome from the villagers, who did not ask too many questions, well most of them anyway]
[Our wellbeing improved and we immediately fitted in with the community. It was a new beginning here which meant a different school, routine and people. And one person in particular stood out from everyone else]
[Henford-on-Bagley was where I met Nancy Montford. She was my first love]
The remaining story parts (the first love and the one after 👀) are the ones that I have most been looking forward to! And look who is his first love...Nancy (tjolc)!!! It is perfect with her cooking roots and how city detective also explores food. I've mentioned that Vincent likes cooking and you will find out how it came to that. Now the two legacies link 🤗 One more thing is Oscar has NO RELATION to Strangerville even though I initially created him to be the mysterious guy.
#tw mental health#tw trauma#ts4#sims 4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#ts4 story#postcard legacy#postcard gen 3#story: scars#plc x tjolc#vincent kingsley#payton wilkinson#nancy montford#nadine wilkinson#rowland wilkinson#i love how we are growing up with vincent!#previous 2 posts the ages were like 12/13 and now its 14/15 onwards#i dont get much reaction from the majority of you in comments etc so idek if everything makes sense to everyone 😅#no one asks for my context lmao but i feel like i need to explain stuff!#im just putting this out there that the rest is heartwarming stuff and no more worrying for you all...
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something so beautiful about how shadow with huge demon wings is probably something that would have been widely made fun of a few years ago but the general consensus on it now is that its the coolest thing to ever happen . peace and love on the black comet
#i dont care sonic is peak when its unapologetically weird and edgy and has crazy lore#and isnt afraid to use concepts that some might think are kinda stupid when applied to an anthro hedgehog#and then turn them into the coolest thing youve ever seen#i mean i have seen Some negative responses.#and people acting like anyone whos happy about shth content being used again is singlehandedly destroying the franchise somehow#but theyre definitely drowned out by the positive reactions#sonic x shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations spoilers#sorry i know ive said it a million times but shth is one of my favorite sonic games and im actually losing my mind over sxs gens#if only it wasnt attached to a remaster i wouldnt have otherwise been interested in LMAO#no hate to generations i just . its recent enouhg for me to not see the point in a remaster of it#and i dont like it enouhg to want to buy another copy of it for full price#i skipped sonic colors ultimate for the same reasons#though. i never actually got around to playing muhc of the original sonic colors . and i Have beaten generations. so its not the exact same#but you kno#w
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Pretty sure my parents think I'm a heartless freak but like idk what I'm really supposed to do about that-
#like do they WANT me to cry#about death and stuff#idk#maybe not cause theyve seen me cry over way lesser stuff#but i feel like they see me as a lil heartless freak everytime somethinf actually big happens and then#my reaction is just like 'ok :/'#urgh#anyone else just not....feel it?#anyway all this to say my grandpa died#:/#i dont really?#like idk shit happens man#also this is not a vent#i just feel guilty because im not like...sad?#i feel worse about the heartless freak thing#it makes me feel like im a bad person#i think that regardless#but thats like a whole other issue#anyway#ramble over#/gen i am fine and this isnt meant to be a vent
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I neeed to know what the story is with Amanda and why she's in the closet. Is it a self-acceptance thing? A late-bloomer lesbian thing? Or is it her family?
We know nothing about her family except that they're rich. And are they the kind of rich who are expecting her to marry well to some well-to-do heir or aristocrat? And would they be disappointed and ashamed if she were a lesbian and not able to live up to their expectations and follow the path they set out for her?
I want them to take their time with the story but at the same time I need to know right now
#insert feral creature here because that is my self portrait when I think about this#i want it to be her family because i live for drama and I want to focus on making amanda love candy not making her love herself#look I know the fortune teller said the reaction would be good but what if she meant the company#and amanda learns that's what a real family is#my candy love#mcl new gen#amanda
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Woe.
He seemed incredibly handsome in his woe. Such a grieving brilliant face... No. Woe, wrath, insanity, desolation, pain, void. I wanna see his face distorted with pain. Not as perfect as shown. Such painful sorrow should be ugly, broken, full of despair.
#now he's really perfect#castlevania#alucard castlevania#adrian fahrenheit tepes#adrian ţepeţ#woe#wrath#blanc despair#netflix castlevania#konami#s2#castlevania fanart#alucard#lmao that's my honest reaction /gen#my artwork#dijital art#mr shimurka
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Jordan's look of love is gonna get me every time like this is cinema
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after publishing “hi, im dave”, the urge to write more stuff involving dave and his family (as well as him and noah interactions bc to me they’re family friends) both pre, post, and during tdpi has grabbed ahold of me
#im thinking of dynamics with the other gens too#for some reason im vibing with carlos coming across gabriel#and then he sees noah with dave at the hospital after the accident and he’s like 🤨#‘wait a min you’re the guy my little brother may or may not like’#and there’s some side alenoah bc alejandro comes into the picture later on and he’s horrified that dave actually went on td#“i got burned nearly tu death by lava and stuck in a robot suit. can you imagine what could happen to him?!#and the three of them end up watching some of the episides together#their reactions are totally different#it’s hilarious#noahs close to pulling his hair out#alejandro’s like ‘ah yes love. like how heather and i used to be’#and noah’s like 😐#the vision i have of this idea in my head is amazing#and ofc gabriel does wake up. and post tdpi is absolute chaos#but yeah. this has been going through my head since i posted that dave pre canon oneshot#noahtally-famous#kit stuff#kit speaks#td dave#td noah#tdpi#total drama pahkitew island#total drama
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bisexual king ryusui
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me all the fuckin time
#this is a screenshot from a vid on yt of skz having fun while making music#all this to say the caption is not mine#but i love this reaction image so much#han jisung#my beloved#he’s my ult bias#the true ace of gen 4#trick.txt#trick talks stray kids#stray kids#skz
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The urge to give one of my romantic leads a violent gaping wound in their side that gushes blood everywhere and have their potential love interest watch before rushing to help them is so friggin strong-
#idk what it is about this specific plot point#but i consider it for ever single one of my fics#i swear#it can make for a great inciting incident#turning point#dramatic climax#and the reactions can be so varried#you learn a lot about your characters#both my next gen pitches have this#you know my self insert gets stabbed#it's so versatile#but i don't think I've ever actually written it#cuz I'm a slave to one shots
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Robbie is often discouraged in his studies whenever he finds out about how well his sister does. There's always that thought of how his Dad would react like he is not good enough or he could do better than that. Honestly it's all in Robbie's head because look at all that amazing support! Learning to accept himself is taking its time.
Your dad is not ignoring you, he's only finishing his yoga routine!
Max the wellness skill ✅
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#postcard legacy#postcard gen 2#bryce reichmann#renee reichmann#leilani kahananui by duusheen#robbie reichmann#what is he doing#it was meant to be a serious post but#this is way better with the yoga!#he pulls out all these yoga poses#you have to zoom in to see renee and robbies reactions#im always punching my fists in the air when i dont use poses#and everything works out perfectly#like pls i deliberately#pay attention to their expressions glances everything theyre doing#it all hints something for a reason 👍and#perhaps learning to accept himself is to reconcile with renee but#its not that easy with his mean trait and the difficult dynamic 😭
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flashtag ✨ignored✨
#funniest scene hands d o w n get ignored haruki#yakimochi no kotae prologue was comedy gold i loved almost every moment of it#i forgive them for not having a mochiaka focus anime bc lord knows they’d have been butchered to the point of no return#mochiaka are truly the cutest couple in gen 1. bonus for both of them being very cute in their own rights#akarin is very conventional cute and mochita is the awkward cute type aaaaaaa they’re both so cute!!!!!!#akarin taking notice of mochita at the entrance ceremony got me auauauauuaaaaaaa#and the way mochita’s naturally yet awkwardly kind!!!! auuuuyuuahdhdufhhdd#the train scene!!! a nd his reaction to the misunderstanding that akarin had feelings for haruki!!!!!!#‘yes my heart’s broken rn bc my crush likes someone else b u t she’s hurting from what happened earlier so i gotta cheer her up!!!!’#he’s so. aaaaaaaaa congrats akarin you’ve landed a truly nice guy#i want them to be happy forever. shinumade darling fr#the enomoto-setogucci scenes were funny too though#hina going ‘yeah kotaro’s never getting a gf lol’ w ell guess who’s laughing now enomoto hina—#yakimochi no kotae prologue was truly life changing. i should’ve read it sooner
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some advice i see a lot regarding how to tell if someone is a fictive or just a character that the person is imagining is to try to imagine them doing something they wouldn't and see if it feels wrong or if they flat out refuse but i was wondering is there any way to tell if you've just imagined them refusing? like, if it's more in character for them to do so is that not simply where your mind would go? how can you tell whether there's a person behind it or whether it's just that your mind itself doesn't want to cooperate??
Honestly, I'm not sure how to answer that. BUT, it does remind me of when our old host met Jaiden (not a fictive) and they read that a way to check if someone is really sentient, you do this specific exercise about balancing a feather on their noise or something. Honestly none of us remember the point of it or how it would have worked, but what happened was, Jaiden was already Real. He split real, Jamie just wasn't sure (thank you denial). Because Jaiden cared about Jamie, he indulged him and did the exercises. But it would go on for DAYS to the point where Jaiden literally told Jamie to just "stop". "I'm real!" and even if Jamie told him to do these exercises, it was annoying him.
So yes, having them do something they'd like is an option. But have you considered annoying them to the point where they snap at you?? SKDFJS
OF COURSE DONT like. put yourselves on bad terms. but its something to think about. A lot of the time when we're in denial, the person we/the current front is in denial about, starts getting annoyed, and then we feel bad about hurting their feelings.
So I'm not your therapist and I can't tell you what's what- but I guess you could also think.. "If I annoyed them, and they react badly to me annoying them, and that feeling of them scolding me makes me feel bad.. why would I ever make that up?"
Also give it some time. Sometimes if a split is new (or you think someone just split) it'll be hard to tell. Denial is a BITCH. If you already are used to having alters or system members in general, The fictive who just split WILL eventually be comfortable enough to be "concrete enough" with you, if they already even know who they are. maybe your brain itself is still figuring things out. We talk about splitting as a community a lot--where spliting is usually depicted as like this FAST thing. but sometimes its slow! which DOESNT help if youre trying to figure out if you have someone or not!
#ask#Anonymous#and then of course tehres like. so many different factors like sure maybe its ocd or something#but anyway yeah#i do not recommend HARASSING people but im NOT a good role model so. nudging them a little might do something#bc like with ANY ALTER (not just fictives) a lot of the advice tends to be 'get a reaction out of them' lol#Talk to them?#im going to stop talking now because i feel like if i do my advice will actually get like really bad and you should NOT just listen to me g#'annoy them!!!' BAHAHA#-SUSIE / blurry susie i gyuess#ANYWAY HOPE IT GOES WELL!#be patient with YOURSELF and be patient with this possible fictive#its valid to live life being like 'idk' and then find out the actual answer a week or two later or more#i mean yk some systems only find out they had a fictive of someone YEARS later /gen yk#not funnier as a fictive#sorry its long lol.....#i also dont usually use commas but i used them here so im a little more comprehensible
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Dndads patrons whats ur favourite mbic and why ???
#I’m just curious#personally I love the videos#where I can see the cast#ofc the one shots r good#pottery one is good#Freddie is hot#the buffy react and dnd movie react too#I love hearing them give commentary#also the dr who one shot was very Fucking funny#I gen think Freddie Wong gamer comedian might be in the lead or at least top 3 for me#it’s really funny to me#pets r also really goodhehe#and Beth playing scary games#but ya I think reactions r my fav#dndads#dungeons and daddies#mbic
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