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hopelessromanfic · 2 years ago

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bro i got kicked off my family’s netflix right after i finished season 3 of my rewatch

#stranger things #byler #im so mad but also very sad #i was finally beating my writers block too #netflix you are rude #literally started the rewatch specifically to rewatch season 4

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viktorarcanedeservesbetter · 6 months ago

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To me (because I like making myself suffer) there are 2 other types of universes where Jayce and Viktor make hextech. If Viktor is always the mage, able to go to all universes where Jayce gets stuck in that blizzard with his mom, maybe he doesn't exactly know how that particular universe ends and is just searching for the exact one Jayce (and also Ekko) can save.

Viktor dies before Jayce can save (also doom) him with the hexcore. Maybe it's before the explosion, maybe he dies with Sky, maybe he just goes to bed and doesn't wake up. Jayce deals with this however you interpret. Maybe he goes crazy and destroys universes trying to find a healthy Viktor who won't die before their dream can be fully lived. Maybe he intentionally creates The Machine Herald this time. Maybe he stops inventing and just. Becomes a loner.

They are able to create hextech without any death/damage at all. Maybe Jayce and Viktor (who could find out about it before Jayce's place is robbed) and discover it's potential somewhere else. Maybe they start in Zaun and end up improving the lives of everyone there that Silco and Vander reconnect, Powder and VI stay sisters, everyone stays alive. Maybe Viktor is able to find a cure for his illness (and therefore find no need to experiment, since the fear of death will no longer control him.)

#to me they also have their own ep 7 universe #in that one they could be academy students together where there isnt magic or the arcane #or maybe they meet as kids in a zaun and piltover that never had conflict and they grow up together #maybe theyre store owners who fix things and create toys #idk im sad now #arcane #arcane spoilers #jayce talis #viktor arcane #jayvik #now that i think about it I would love a season where its Jayce that goes mad like in ep7 #like hes haunted forever by his partner he couldnt save and this time his partner is just dead and not the harbinger of arcane mindmeld #haunted by this idealized version of viktor who could do no wrong and only ever wanted to help people #and everyone else around jayce wants him to make weapons aka the very thing viktor did not want so hes like you want weapons #turns himself into literally the worst version of the defender of tomorrow #dooms his own universe because if jayce cant save viktor then no one else deserves to be saved #aka the inverse of viktor #viktor says i will take everyones choices away to remove pain and suffering and ignoring the fact love and life are the other side of it #jayce is like i will take everyones choices away because the one person who believed in me when i needed it is dead #ouch

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sparklingchim · 11 months ago

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#can i yap for a moment #im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused #also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting #anyway #made out w a boy tonight #and he wanted to go to his place #and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies #and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid #that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him #i just hate when boys think they're so superior #so i argued with this stupid but hot man #until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things #anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship #but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again #it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times #and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends #anyway and then we left the party #this guy pulls me aside the parking lot #and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it #and i just wanted to die #and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute #but i legit have zero feelings for him </3 #and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one #actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3 #the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes #but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3

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itz-pandora · 1 month ago

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#i know people say “create what you want” “dont create just for others validation”#but. man. it stings when I make something and people don't care #It's been happening a lot with my mlb au and like. i get it. i am not entitled to people caring about my stuff #but it also is likely part of the reason I feel so lost rn #I don't know what to do #I feel like I'm being entitled and dependant but I still can't just stop feeling this way #I want to make people feel things with my work!!! I love it when I can invoke emotion!!!#which is probably why i loved misc. everything was so dramatic and people ate it up #I've been thinking about working on misc again #tbh the biggest reason im even continuing to do anything with my mlb au is because of 2 friends who talk with me about it #with the collision there's the added reason of wanting to get far #but I would've lost motivation and interest very quickly without them #the novelty has worn off. hasn't it?#I know that I'm not supposed to be dependent but I am.#I don't want to be but I am.#and i dont know how to fix it #I've been trying to create what I want but just seeing disinterest makes me feel sad #maybe im just being a baby about it #I know that not everyone has time to actively engage #I know some people might like my stuff enough to like or view but nothing else #I'm not mad at anyone for not reblogging or commenting or actively engaging. this isnt and never was a problem with you #it's a problem with me #and probably the reason I've been feeling rather shitty recently #and im just. lost.#UGH im sorry for rambling I'm just. ughhhhhhh

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captainshyguy · 8 hours ago

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i love being obsessed with a character that most of sw reddit and youtube seem to mostly see as omg badass fight fight man fight bc i see amvs of rex with stuff like natural and warriors by imagine dragons and im like haha watch this [puts 'part of the madness' by fionna and cake on his playlist]

#like i do get it he very much posits himself as a soldier and a lot of his screentime is doing just that #and both of those imagine dragons songs are pretty good for that. for that fighting spirit #but like. isnt that a tragedy???? to be fed this propgnda ur whole life #that ur not a person but a soldier and a tool for the republic #and going along with it bc what else are u supposed to do. also u believe it.#and even as he breaks out of some of that propaganda he never quite seems to see himself as a person i think #or he struggles with it. he still calls himself a soldier and its hard to tell if thats bc thats whats been drilled into his head for years #or bc its his choice #idk he's been tangled in war his whole life. its fun to think abt pot order 66 when it all comes crashing down for a moment #and hes lost everything #idk. 'does somebody cry now that im not part of that sadness'#'Aren't I so much better now that I'm just a normal guy?'#said so sadly. missing being used as a tool. the badness the madness. like can anyine hear me [rattles the bars of my cage]#like going back to those songs theyre v good. the more i think abt natural the more im like 'yeah that could work for him in the clone wars #the idea of 'be so cold to make it in this word' and 'livin your life cutthroat' fits the dire cirumstances of ur life beign an endless war #i guess i just suspect that people are using that as an empowering badass song. and not the tragedy it is #also i respect the person who made an angel with a shotgun amv for him lol. even if im kinda like #'ok well....this is still partly a romance song. who in canon is this directed at from his perspective lol'#(it could orkr in my story bc imlikee have this gay boyfriend but i have it on ellors playlist instead KJGDNSJGNJKDKGS)#luke rambles #sw #tcw #captain rex

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ponyatowski · 2 months ago

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so ive been to london for the (kindof) very first time as a conscious human being and man it is like. i can’t articulate all the feelings ive been having but its making me REALLY emo because Wow heres a city that seemingly works!

#🦆#like ive traveled to a fair share of places #all of them europe so. its just. jesus #i get why my father as a sad kid living in a communist country would spend literally months on end there working shit jobs #ive been spoonfed the english language basically since i was a toddler and putting it to use was fun #and how is the architecture not fuckign. cube and graffiti type Penis #im not kidding ive learned more on this 4 day trip abt art than #during 4 years in highschool #WHATEVER im so MAD because the reason it’s allowed to prosper is 99% colonialism and it makes me want to rip my skin off because HOW is this #city so. everything. ive never been to nyc but is this how it feels? like the world is so small and so large at the same time #they can just do everything there. make all kinds of shit possible. create functional public transport #especially re: warsaw its soooo fucking funny but also not like its made me feel even worse for her #or maybe like. even more frustrated #because wow we are like so ass #eye twitching. how can you just fucking not utilize the river that YOU ARE PROGRAMMED TO LIVE IN PROXIMITY OF #and its so fucking ugly guyssssss i know we can jerk off to soviet blocks all we want but its a copeeeee its such a fucking cope #like come on how is it possible for random ass town from the prussian partition number 73638468 to STILL be prettier than the fucking #CAPITAL.#how after all these years this city is still a corpse that people just pile the most vomit inducing urban architecture #upon #we cant have anythingggggggg if you want to ser pre war architecture in warsaw you can maybe admire a beautiful modernist cube with shrapnel #holes the size of your fists #everything else that has been reduced to gravel in ww2 is currently making up a very nice park in a different part of town #and whats even the point of building something else if were just gonna get bombed again but this time crazy TWIST its the russians and #another reset for wwa #i’ll probably delete this in the morning srry just had to indulge in a bit of doomerism on a friday evening

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oc-cinematic-universe · 2 months ago

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tt joe thoughts put on hold on thinking about joe and rowena's weird fucked up relationship again. why are they like that its fucking unbearable. theyre each others favorite toy. they spend every moment that theyre in the same room psychoanalyzing each other and trying to throw the other off in their psychoanalyzing of themself. rowena would make sure joe never goes to therapy because if he ever got normaler she'd have a meltdown. joe would encourage rowena go to therapy because he's fully aware it would not help her and figuring out how she messed with her therapist every week would be really entertaining. she openly starts manipulating him and he goes with it because he wants to see what she's up to and she's never disappointed him in that regard. she's spent so long studying this guy chapter 9 is his perfect lil saw trap, not because it teaches him any lessons or tortures him in specific ways, no its because she knows exactly what situation to put him in so they can keep playing their stupid fucking mind games with no one interrupting for a solid 2 hours. and they both are having the best times of their lives. chapter 9 is not joe's torture labyrinth, chapter 9 is the best thing that's ever happened to him because he got 2 straight hours of being in a life or death scenario with rowena constantly yapping his ear off trying to mess with him and him perfectly countering because this is all he's ever wanted he was so ready for this. chapter 9 is rowena's torture labyrinth because she is having so much fucking fun with him and she's fully aware she doesn't get to keep doing this forever because she intends to murder him normal style and he's going to be so disappointed in her methods and she knows. he's going to give her a bad grade in murder and she actually cares about this for real. it lowkey haunts her for the rest of the comic because she was forced to make a bad saw trap and he made it clear he didnt like it and shes devastated.

THIS POST IS ABOUT MY OCS SUPERNATURAL BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME.

#im not going to lie to you chat. i cant say theyre not flirting #i also cant say they are. i dont. i dont know what the hell theyre doing #they are extremely 'whatever the fuck they have going on' and it makes me feel sick #they are intimate in the fact that genuinely nobody else on the planet knows each other better than they do #not because theyve told each other but because they are reaching into each others brains and taking whatever they want #and this isnt a good thing for either of them but they are having so much fun #they know one of them isnt leaving alive and theyre fine with that. because it was simply going to happen #but theyre going to be very sad when it happens #i wish i had more of an excuse to put them together in comic they make me fucking nauseous #and all of its for like. 30-50 pages of chapter 9 and thats it.#they genuinely dont get a Chance to interact again for the rest of the comic #and im #so mad #text #the deathspeaker #joe #rowena #i also cant lie to you joe being demiroace stops nothing here from being potentially romantic #his taste in women is really fucking bad and also they have a weird established bond #i dont think he actually feels that way about her but i cant tell. i cant fucking tell.#he's definitely never thought about it tho thats not important theyre playing games

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cheriboms · 2 years ago

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doctober day 29: 2023

remembered this exchange from ahsoka show and uh yeah QwQ

#back to the future #bttf #doctober 2023 #doctober #marty mcfly #doc brown #emmett brown #michael j fox #christopher lloyd #my arts #my sketchy wip arts #me when my friend who DEFINITELY has passed away by now irl visits me looking exactly the same as he did when i was a kid ;__;#but hey thats time travel babeyyy #((partially inspired by @doctorbrown post for day 20 ;w; its lived in my head rent free for the past 10 days))#was very torn on doing smth cute vs smth stupid vs smth sad for SO LONG so yeah this is late >:/ sorry #and i also lowkey am not very happy with it but GRGRHRHGH IT IS WHAT IT IS !!!!!!!! (((:#IM FINE IM FINE IM FINE (<- not fine but will survive) ((((((((:#anyway. 55yo marty be upon ye #and the absolute whiplash of me drawing bby marty yesterday vs old(ish) marty today ;__;#edit: i lied lol the longer i look at this the uglier it is to me GRRRRR IM SO MAD >>>:( WHY DOES IT LOOK GROSSSSSSS

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snapcracklepop-myjoints · 1 year ago

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im so fucking mad i was gonna finish making the raspberry tart today only to find out my sister who KNEW i was gonna make a tart made fucking almond horns this morning and used all the fucking almond flour and eggs and only left enough for like half of what i needed

#like are u fucjking kidding me #especially since im making this for HER and my dad #since its gluten free.......and raspberry tarts work realluy well gluten free #and i was trying to make smth nice for them #so i have a fucking tart crust and half the filling i need and im just so mad #like i didnt have the energy at all for this and then this.#im just really really sad and wrung out cause i just cried in my room for half an hour abt it #idk i dont have the energy to explain exactly why this made me so upset like #its partly that im really bad at plans changing and disappointment #but its also like. when i do smth like this its a fucking ordeal. its a huge ton of my very limited energy im investing in this #so if that changes and it doesnt go to plan its not just fucking up that one thing #its fucking up my four day plan #ceci says stuff

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ff2-soda-pop · 5 months ago

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went into tag of an anime that is Special To Me and literally one of the first posts that isnt just a random photo with "#animecore" "#2000score" "#aesthetic" tags is just someone shit talking the show for "being too sad" and "based on a dating sim" and "its from the 2000s"

#like no you dont Have to like it but also did you have to post your hate in the MAIN TAGS?#also like.... oh no the drama show is dramatic. like yeah idk what you expected. you dont have to like it but also its kinda Known for that #also mad about the 'its based on a dating sim' being like. a whole thing they said to say It's Bad like....... firstly being based on a #specific type of media or Being a specific type of media doesn't make something bad Inherently. like yeah something in that medium can #Be Bad absolutely no question there but it's not inherently bad Because it's that medium yknow?? like im not gonna say all sports games are #shit just because Some sports games are shit yknow?? like yeah dating sims have A Reputation but also i just think 'it was based on #something in one medium so that inherently makes it bad' is a very dumb argument like. okay well they turned it into something thats Not #that medium (and also theres like a Singular romance in the anime so?? like what does it being based on a dating sim really affect here #beyond. idk it was based on that and the other characters still Exist in Some Way) sooo.... like does it Really matter that much #also 'from the 2000s' is an even stupider argument imo like.... man if we just dismissed Everything from the past as 'bad' because its from #the past like... that'd be ridiculous - like sure it may have Moments that show its age but also like. so do a lot of things? and that's no #inherently a flaw? it's just that... it's not as recent! like yeah older media shows its age and sometimes you're like 'why did they do tha #or 'why was this sorta thing so common' but it doesn't make something Bad for something to Be Old??? like what are you talking about #sorry normally I don't get frustrated when I see stuff like this and Talk but also. people being rude in the Main Tags (don't do that!) but #also these arguments are ones that I just think. are not good arguments #like idc that this person didnt like it but i do mind that i had to see this and also that in their post they were like 'dont watch this'#and their reasons as to Why you shouldnt were..... those reasons #like 'its too sad' is a personal opinion and 'its old and based on a specific type of game' isnt really. something that makes it bad

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musubiki · 1 year ago

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how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?

ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')

but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!

storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO

and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him

#besides the star rail crew and sampo im not too attatched to anyone else #im very much a (what would happen in canon) type of player so the only units i REALLY want are himeko welt and imbibitor lunae #(and sampo)#everyone else i can go without #so this game is probably gonna be a lot better for my wallet #overall it just like it better than genshin minus the open world part #i like the story and characters...i like that you can play as bad guys while theyre still bad guys???? like blade and kafka???#cuz in genshin you always gotta redeem them somehow first before theyre playable #not here hueheuhe #also i love that they actually kill off playable characters #(spoilers from here on out)#i know were supposed to be all sad for fireflys death but honestly.......i didnt care about her too much LMAO #i was actually a little annoyed for the secret base part because her base was SO FUCKING DEEP IN ENEMY TERRITORY #i was like (damn bitch how far away is this shit??!)#that by the time we got to the emotional part i was just mad #i never liked characters where the game tries to like....force you to care about them #and its implied you have some super close relationship ESPECIALLY when you havent known them long #now if march died that would be a whole different story #but firefly??? i mean rip but i didnt really know her #im loving the penacony quest so far though #any setting where its like a place of mind tricks and gambling and spending money and sin is always so scary to me #especially the dream within a dream within a dream shit #the mind fuck aspect is always a good plot that i enjoy #i also love that theyre not afraid to upgrade units #like we have dan heng and the dragon dan heng #so characters arnt stagnent forever #everyday i hope we one day get to see a 5-star secret power march #cuz that girl has some shit going on i swear #i just did her luofu memory quest #and those fuckers in the garden of recollection............

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feathers-little-nest · 7 months ago

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#I will spend my whole night doing fun things <- a permanently tired person with no motivation and very limited ability to feel happiness #idk man it feels like I'm letting myself down but I just can't do this #i want to stay up all night doing fun stuff. i want to stay up all night doing fun stuff.#i haven't done it in a long time because i was too tired and didn't want to mess up my sleeping schedule #i didn't know that when i finally decide to fucking do this #I won't be able because I just #don't have it in me to do “fun” stuff so long #the second I start a break the “fun” disappears #and I have no reason or strenght to go back to it #it isn't fun at all it's just fucking draining #fuck this stupid baka life #tw vent #vent #i guess #im more mad than sad #also by now i should've learned to just not plan stuff like this like longer tasks or whatever #just falling apart again brb looking for a tape

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jentlemahae · 3 months ago

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#i think that im about to say is very unpopular and opinionated but okay #whenever somebody makes a joke about one of the shitty situations going on in the states americans get so mad and say ‘it’s so bad for us #too but there’s nothing we can do’ and like ?? there are plenty of things u could do ???????#do u expect us to go ‘boo hoo poor americans :(‘ when these are messes u caused and that are now inconveniencing the rest of the world #start a revolution idk !!!! but stop expecting other people to coddle u and solve ur own problems #french ppl were unhappy with the government and they made guillotines like let’s be a little creative #it’s just that most leftists are too afraid to actually take action and do something against the rules while the other team is happily #setting fire to the rulebook #revolutions are not won with politeness #kind of one of the biggest issues of the dems and im very serious #everyone is so obsessed with doing things by the book that they constantly fail to take action #doing things correctly is of course important but when the other side keeps proving that they don’t care about the book u have to find ways #to get things done somehow #instead of expecting everyone to feel sad for u and go boo hoo while u do nothing #the italian government is also shit but i only blame italians for that and i dont expect other ppl to coddle us in our misery

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mieltelecheycrema · 1 year ago

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yk no one really talks about the ending glitch thing (from what ive seen) in f and c like yeah its a whole blink and you miss it type thing but the implications !!!!