#im so fucking tired yall

[gaystreetsmarts]

It is so strange to see news outlets in America be so quick to say that the motive for all these mass shootings is not terrorism.

Someone opened fire in a place where people were gathered to celebrate a Superbowl win, and they're so quick to say that it's NOT terrorism?? How? This fucking country talks so much about "fighting terrorism" but these mass shootings have been happening for over two decades and our government hasn't done jack shit to stop them.

Not to mention that CIVILIANS took down one of the shooters, and it then took over 30 seconds of everyone screaming at the cops to fucking come over and help, cops that were literally like twenty yards away??

But anyway of course its not terrorism of course our cops are competent of course access to guns isn't a problem

i cant wait to comfort my students who were there today

[anony-mouse-writer]

“How are you doing?”

- cost of livings increasing

- everyone i know is miserable at their jobs, spanning at least 4 broad range fields (ie, retail/food service of any kind, engineering, and ‘works at computers in a capacity beyond microsoft word/excel’) largely due to managerial or company based incompetence or greed

- planets on fire and it looks like the ppl who have the power to change that dont want to cuz theyre greedy bitches

- theres like three social media platforms that arent teeny tiny and theyre all shit and actively getting worse in ways that are profoundly effecting and blindingly stupid

- multiple fights in the past half decade trying to convince people that my job is not something a computer should have

- the same people who tell me that my work is very good and i should monetize it (i am thanks) think that computer work is either just a fad that will pass soon or the just something i should accept and do not see how these conflicting messages might be frustrating

- theres a globally televised genocide happening and like half the ppl who are supposed to stop that are funding it

- KOSA and other internet censorship laws continue to get closer to passing

- “woke” is increasingly synonymous with “anyone who has basic human decency” according to several major governmentally active political parties

- casual and “just common sense” transphobia is now at an all time high as terfs are told that outright killing trans kids is frowned upon and they should try bullying instead

- food prices are so high but i have to eat

- increased social pressure to shun anyone who isn’t spending all their energy being loudly upset at the above issues and/or dying due to the above issues

- companies have more rights than we do and the government would save them first in a crisis. this is “normal” and “fine” and giving a fuck about it is also “woke liberal shit”

- our best hope for a new shitty fire hazard apartment building going up is that the rich bitches everyone hates for building their houses in ‘thats gonna fall down dumbass’’ zones decide to fight for their ‘view’

- pandemics still happening. they dont even stock masks at stores consistently anymore

- my landlord still hasnt responded to our request to fix the flickering kitchen light we have been told we are Not Allowed to try fixing ourselves

- kids are increasingly fucked over by a system that was already failing and is now failing worse due to covid-related fuck ups

- school districts are pushing to graduate kids on time despite the Actual Fucking Plague these kids had to live thru

- speaking of, kids are apparently largely not taught basic computer literacy because they can just teach apps instead

- or any kind of internet safety oh my god. i have had to personally teach every child ive met for the past two years under the age of 15 to not to tell strangers online their full government legal names. i was on roblox for 30 seconds and watched two separate children half dox themselves

- its february and i kinda miss the sun

“I’m doin’, thanks! Hope spring comes sooner than later tho haha.”

[cloudd-nyne]

The universe wants to kick my ass so bad like dude what did i do to you lmfao

[if-one-of-us-falls]

22 days left to this course fingers crossed i get through them without brain damage

[bookshelfpassageway]

can something actually be meaningfully about transmasculine people in a positive fashion or even just not telling transmasculine people they're doing something wrong by existing for five minutes.

[diancite]

if my dad asks me "well, are you able to make money off of that?" or "is that a commission?" when seeing me work on art one more time i think i am going to actually punch him for real. like. what happened to creating for the sake of creating. do you not know how to have fun. (he doesn't)

[halflingkima]

im suffering

[feralthembo]

Ok so we got the rent paid, but the water bill hasnt been touched, so we still need $150 at least but im gonna set the counter at the total bill.

0/$215

EXCITING news on the debt front

and by exciting i mean i need to be put out of my misery

we got the water bill today and the total bill is $214.17!!!! YAY!!! and to keep it from getting shut off we need $150 of that by MONDAY (6/17)

to make this so much worse, i found out we still owe $300 on last months rent! aint that swell? im not even raising for internet anymore im just trying to keep a roof over my head and water in my toilet.

so if the math is mathing, we need about $415 ASAP, and then we get to worry about next months rent and MAYBE internet after that. so if u have it and want to help a couple of trans ppl out this pride month, consider:

Cashapp: $AshTheAutistic

Paypal.me/Karmorda

[radiantbastard]

I love 11 hour work days. They're my favorite thing in the world.

[mattatouile]

Here's the most fucked up thing about having severe sleep apnea: there's basically no solution to the overwhelming fatigue until I can afford and schedule the in person sleep study and then afford and order a CPAP. Because guess what doesn't work when you have sleep apnea? SLEEPING. It makes the fatigue kind of worse because of how the fatigue is caused by your body being unable to sleep because you STOP BREATHING. And instead of this being something insurance wants to take care of for me immediately because it is dangerous for my health to STOP BREATHING continuously while I'm in a state of semi-consciousness, they treat it like an inconvenience.

Get fucked American healthcare.

[scriptistired]

When you lose half your life expectancy by putting all your energy into a project and not a single person gives a fuck :)

[dansemacabre]

i’ve been thinking about “sixer, it would eat you alive” since i read it and. man. every layer you peel back makes it worse. im not a bill apologist but. shit

if you (1) take it at face value, it paints bill as an apologetic murderer in his single (and maybe sole) open moment of regret. he doesn’t let his walls down often- only with ford do we even get to see the remnant of his galaxy, see the “actual remorse” ford describes, get just a hint of his origins. but he does it, because he thinks ford should know.

if you (2) take it from ford’s point of view, as something he committed to journal three, like. wow. imagine being so committed to a being that you’d hunt down and kill the monster that destroyed his home, only to (assumably) figure out later that that being was the monster. the small moments of trust, the “good times”, are so key to manipulation. how long did ford hold onto that one shred of vulnerability? no wonder ford stayed for as long as he did. in his eyes, bill was a survivor. ford wanted to survive too.

(slight tw below for unreality- any time i mention our reality, i mean “our reality” as a narrative device used in the book of bill as a proxy for the idea of bill being in our reality, since he can’t actually be in our reality. all of this is a fictional theory about a show/book with fictional contents!)

but if you (3) remember that “even his lies are lies” and absolutely Nothing bill says should be trusted. Whoo boy. if i read tbob right the book itself is being created in the theraprism (even tho it shows up with the ciphertologists at some point? idk that’s a whole other post). it’s meant to show what the reader wants to see; it manifests in our reality as what the collective fandom wants to see. so if we want to see truth, if we want to see where bill ended up and who he actually is, there’s a non-zero chance that the whole interaction was a complete fabrication.

imagine bill, stuck in the actively harmful, probably earth-illegal theraprism, once again being forced to be “fixed” and molded into something more palatable, being forced to conform no matter how much it hurts. (i know natural uncontrollable mutation ≠ just so much murder and destruction and chaos, but. you can’t ignore the similarities. bill has obviously been thinking about those silly straws.)

he looks back on everything that went wrong, back on his relationship with ford, back through every dimension where he wins. would that one moment, that one truth amid centuries of lies, have saved him from purgatory? if he had just been open? shown his damage? maybe he did think of his parents, or his henchmaniacs (especially the oracle). people who he might have once opened up to. maybe he just wanted to open up to someone again.

so in his own weird way, stuck in a cell, he reshaped reality again. in this reality, for this fleeting moment, he had been someone worth believing. and ford had listened, hell, ford had wanted to help. looking back, knowing how he treated ford, knowing how ford ended up because of it, maybe bill would have said the most honest thing he’d ever told ford: i am the monster, i am not worth your time or belief, and i will eat you alive.

[bunnyboy-juice]

NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

[theythemmer]

phinktober day 11: ur fav AU

i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo

(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)

ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3

[murcielagatito]

MILES MORALES IS PUERTO RICAN DONT U EVER FUCKING FORGET IT. GIVE HIM LIL PUERTO RICAN FLAGS IN UR ART. GIVE HIM LIL MOTIFS. EL ES BORIKUA PA QUE TU LO SEPAS!!! EL TIENE ORGULLO DE SER BORIKUA LO DICE EL MISMO COÑO

[crimescrimson]

Leon S. Kennedy in Resident Evil 6 (2012)