#im so fucking clingy and stupid and needy

[phagodyke]

yayy had a good time seeing a play locally (thoughts: very cool very funny good use of the stage + interesting artistic choices + made me think + I want to read the book it was based off... won't share the title tho bc I don't need tumblr knowing exactly where I live. sorry) but also its subconsciously tormenting sitting in the dark for almost 2 hours next to my flatmate (thoughts: very cool very pretty also she smells nice oh man I kinda want to touch her hair or lie on her shoulder or sit in her lap or hmm maybe i should stop thinking abt this like. right now)

[redr0sewrites]

Can I request hcs about the batboys being a top/switch/bottom please? 💕

🥀A/n: YESSSSS!!! btw i will be yapping ab the differences between sub/bottom and dom/top 💀

🥀Character(s): Dick Grayson x reader, Jason Todd x reader, Bruce Wayne x reader

🥀Cw: smut, dom/sub dynamics, implied switch!reader, switch!character

🥀minors dni

Dick Grayson:

i feel like Dick is a pleasure dom, he cares a lot about making you feel good and that often leads to him bottoming while still being dominant. he likes when you ride him and take what you need, but he simultaneously wants to be in control

out of the three, Dick is probably the most naturally dominant and is the one to prefer domming the most- i think he's a bit of a control freak like that, he won't outwardly show it but submitting is just something that doesn't come naturally to him

however, i do think he gets worked up a lot and needs to get his mind off of things, so that would be an opportunity for him to enter a more submissive role. that would take a bit of time, but once he trusts you, Dick will definitely be down to sub.

prefers to be a subtop, he likes rutting into you desperately and having you coo and tease him for taking you so desperately

as i've previously stated, when he's domming, Dick is a pleasure dom. your pleasure comes before his, and he's very adamant about making you feel good. while he's down to try anything that you want, he wouldn't be into physically hurting you or super hardcore bdsm, but i do think he can be a bit mean at times. he's a HUGE tease with insane stamina and will edge you for literal hours until your begging, then overstimulate you until you cry

however, when it comes to subbing? he's either a whiny brat or a genuine sweetheart.

when he's bratty, Dick will tease you and mock you for not fucking him hard enough, he wants you to be mean to him and fuck him absolutely stupid until theres not a single thought left in his brain

he's also into kinkier things, he wants you to treat him like the mindless slut he knows he can be. its kind of a corruption kink, in the sense that everyone always views him as the perfect golden child. you're the only one who gets to see how needy and horny he actually is, and he genuinely views subbing as an opportunity for him to be as kinky and depraved as he would like without judgement. it's actually kind of sweet that he feels safe enough around you to show you that side of him

speaking of sweet, Dick is not always a brat when subbing. sometimes, everything is a bit too much, and instead of wanting to be fucked out of his mind, he just wants to be taken care of. these days, he's more clingy during sex, needing your praise and attention at all times. Dick is a lot more susceptible to slipping into subspace during these times, in which he'll cry and cling to you, desperate for just one more climax.

a lot of the time his brattiness will slowly melt into his softer, needier side, and theres an important distinction between the two. when he's acting out and being bratty, Dick craves your attention, and enjoys being degraded and mocked. however, when he's more emotionally vulnerable and soft, he can't take any degradation without crying.

after subbing, Dick is a lot clingier during aftercare as well, especially if you were being mean to him. please reassure him you didn't mean anything that you said when degrading him, he's still in a sensitive state of mind and needs that reassurance

overall, i think the sexual roles Dick falls into most are pleasure dom and sort of a pillow princess sub (yes ik thats a wlw term but idk how else to describe it im sorry 😭) and he's overall very versatile during sex

Jason Todd:

bottom ��🫵🫵

in all seriousness though, Jason is a very versatile switch in my opinion. he's a lot more inclined to subbing than the others, and is actually more comfortable bottoming than topping. he's a strong guy, he's fucking huge, and he's constantly afraid of accidentally hurting you. when he's bottoming, its eases some of his worries about accidentally crushing or hurting you

Jason is either a strict dom, a power bottom/dom bottom, or a genuine sub in my opinion.

some days he's a strict dom, and s but of a brat tamer. i also see him being a bit of a sadist, but only if you were 1000% into it and if you had established safewords. he's whispering filthy words in your ear and talking to you like your trash, but treating you so sweetly that your brain goes fuzzy. its just so confusing when he's fucking you so well, and every thought is engulfed by the rising pleasure in your abdomen.

Jason is any type of dom that you need, if you're tired and needy and want his attention, then he'll gladly take care of you and be all sweet and gentle. however, if you're acting out and being bratty on purpose to get a rise out of him, then he'll treat you as such.

he's a bit meaner like this, and while he's still prioritizing your pleasure, he's definitely the one in total control. however he's very insistent on using safe words and making sure your comfortable, he would never everrr want to hurt you

i think Jason would enjoy battling for dominance, especially if your a switch as well. theres something very carnal and attractive about you both struggling to stay in control, and seeing which one of you will end up on top

i also see Jason as a power bottom though, in all physical senses he's subbing but you both know he has control. this also makes him feel a bit safer about hurting you, as your the one taking what you need and controlling your position, however he still is the one calling the shots. he's sweeter like this, praising you and cooing sweet nothings as you ride him.

i do also believe he can be a sub tho. he prefers simultaneously subbing and bottoming, because while it is more vulnerable, it also gives him the opportunity to relax. when he's a sub and topping, Jason is often too fucked out to pay attention to how tight he's holding you and whether or not he's hurting you. being on the bottom assures him that he won't have to worry, and that he can just let his mind go blissfully blank. Jason is very comfortable subbing with someone he trusts, and he can be a bit of a masochist at times.

Jason is a very needy sub, he wants to be taken care of and fucked out of his mind. he's a lot more vocal when subbing, but still prioritizes your pleasure and comfort over his own.

overall, once he feels safe with you, Jason is comfortable in many different sexual positions and will honestly usually just let you take the lead and decide how you want the night to go

Bruce Wayne:

again, another switch. i feel like Bruce is the most mellow out of the three, especially as he's older, and isn't as up to date with sexual roles and things like that. he's familiar witth some of the basics, but in all honesty he's down to try whatever you would like

whether or not he doms or subs truly depends on his mood, and he has no preference about topping or bottoming

when he's pent up or irritated, Bruce prefers to dom, taking the lead and making love to you. i think he's a brat tamer more than anything else, if you act out he'll treat you as rough as you like but if you want him to, he can be soft as well.

Bruce is a very attentive dom, taking note of everything you like and dislike while observing your reactions. he only really doms when he feels like it, so he's a little bit miffed if you try to take control. Bruce is the biggest control freak out of the three of them, and wants everything to be perfect when it comes to you both sleeping together. this often leads to him overthinking and getting into his own head a little, however that can easily be remedied

when he subs, Bruce is a little shy. it may seem out of character, but admitting to weakness is not something that comes naturally to him and so he tends to clam up and wait for you to take the lead. that doesn't mean he isn't enjoying himself, he just needs some time to adjust

it took Bruce SO long to realize he was a switch like he spent most of his life internalizing his desires because people always assumed he was a top/dom. once he's dating you, he becomes increasingly interested in subbing, but you'd probably have to be the first to initiate that kind of thing

because he's never had the opportunity to sub for most of his life, Bruce starts to develop a preference for it. that doesn't mean he doesn't dom anymore though, and he's definitely still very much a switch.

with the right partner i can definitelyyyyyy see him being bratty, but most of the time he's pretty tame. Bruce is often very tired when he's subbing, and takes it as an opportunity for him to relax and let you take the reins. i think he's the type to slip into subspace VERY easily and become very talkative because of that. he's not vocal at all leading up to that, but once he slips into his own little headspace he's suddenly moaning like a pornstar and getting all clingy and needy!

all in all, i see Bruce as a switch leaning sub who is more than willing to accommodate any of your sexual preferences

this got, like, weirdly deep and analytical for what was supposed to be smutty hcs 😭😭😭 anyways!!! hope u enjoyed!!! i really cannot tell if i like this or not so plspslplssss lmk what yall think ♥️

[wcnderlnds]

stupid for you | peter maximoff

SUMMARY: you and peter fall out and he makes it up to you in his own peter way WORD COUNT: 928 WARNINGS: some swearing. A/N: idk what this is but writing peter is my fave so he gets all my dumb ideas ❤️ p.s. if the format sucks it’s bc im mobile.

It wasn’t like Peter had meant to upset you. Sometimes his mouth didn’t have a filter and he said things before even thinking about it so when he called you ‘annoying and needy’, he really didn’t mean it. He wasn’t that guy. He wasn’t the type of person to ever want to upset you or anyone for that matter. So when he’d seen you walk away hurt and upset, that had sent him right into action. He just had to make it up to you — make you see how important you really were to him. It gnawed at him inside that he’d been the one to make you feel that way. Never before had he ever felt so bad. So guilty.

He’d spent the whole day trying to think of what he could do to apologise then suddenly the idea hit him. Maybe it was a little stupid, maybe you’d completely hate it but he thought it’d be cool. Different. It’d be something him.

Meanwhile, you’d spent the day moping around the X-Mansion. The training session you’d had earlier had helped distract your mind but as soon as it was over, your thoughts drifted back to Peter. The fight the two of you had had been so stupid. All you’d done is made some comment about Peter needing to slow down for a minute and listen to you and it had spiralled from there. It wasn’t often the two of you argued. In fact, you never really had. In the whole six months you’d been dating things had been going smoothly. Things had been so easy going, so fun — it wasn’t really a surprise that something was bound to happen to ruin that. When things were going good there was always something that had to come along and mess it all up.

With a sigh, you started to head upstairs to your room when suddenly a blur of silver and blue rushed past you. Before you could even blink Peter was stood right in front of you, his hands hidden behind his back. Your arms wrapped around yourself as you looked at him. “Hi.”

Your nerves were mirrored in his face as he spoke. “Hey. Uh…”

The silence fell between you. It was awkward — something that didnt happen often when it came to you and Peter. Just as you were about to open your mouth to say something he began talking.

“Okay, just let me talk for a minute before I chicken out. I’m not good at this shit. I’m not the best at filtering the stuff that comes out of my mouth. That’s why I’m always getting myself in trouble. You know that but the last thing I ever want to do is hurt you. You gotta believe me on that one. If I could, I’d punch myself in the face. I mean, I could but… I can’t break the goods, y’know?” He laughed lightly, trying to ease the tension.

“It’s my fau-“

“Gonna have to stop you there, babe,” he said as he pulled one of his hands from behind his back and held it up to signal you to stop. “Can’t have you taking the fall on this one. It’s all me. A Maximoff fuck up special. That little switch people have in their brain where they tell themselves to shut up before they say something dumb? Yeah, turns out mine is broken. Probably wasn’t born with one actually. I’m not letting you feel bad for this. It’s all on me, okay? I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.”

A small smile tugged at your lips. “It’s okay. You really don’t have to apo-“

“I do, I really do, though. Felt bad the second I said what I said. You’re not annoying and I love when you’re clingy. I love you wanting to be around me as much as I want to be around you. You caught me on one of those rare days where I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Maybe Scott even pissed in my cereal or something, who knows. Point is that I messed up.”

“Are you gonna stop cutting me off?” You asked, an amused look on your face as you listened to your boyfriends rambling.

“Oh shit, sorry. My bad. The floor is yours.”

“What I was trying to say was that you don’t need to apologise because I forgive you anyway. We’re gonna mess up sometimes and I know you didn’t mean it. It was just hearing it come from you that upset me, I guess. Anyone else I could take it but you? Your opinions and thoughts about me matter the most. Can we just forget about it and move on?”

“Sure, yeah… but first…” he finally pulled his hand from behind his back to produce a Lego bouquet of flowers. “These are for you and lemme tell you, it was hell trying to put this together.”

“…you got me Lego flowers?”

“Duh. This way they last forever and you won’t have to worry about watering them and you can always remember the time your boyfriend was a dumbass.”

You laughed, taking them from him. “How long did it take you to put it together?”

“Might have cheated and used the ol’ mutation but I kept messing up. Some of the pieces wouldn’t fit where I wanted them to and I almost got mad and thr-“

“There’s instructions, you know.”

“Are you gonna stop cutting me off?” He grinned, hands on his hips as he echoed your words from earlier.

”Smartass.”

“And don’t you forget it.”

[artdcnaldson]

i need to be like patricks sister, whos at stanford with art, and just so in love with art. like totally enamored, puppy dog love, and just so terribly needy for him. and he knows. he is fully aware. but he wont do anything for the sake of patrick and their friendship. i need us to be in his dorm room one night, with him in that stupid sexy snapback, trying my hardest to persuade him, promising i wont tell patrick. what would the harm be if no one found out? i need art to tell me i can never have his cock :((( and that i'll just have to touch myself to the thought of it instead :((( (i could keep going, im going crazy)

KEEP GOING 🗣️🗣️🗣️

His restraint is literally so thin, because you’re following him to stupid frat parties in slutty outfits and getting stupid drunk, and he has to take care of you because you’re Pat’s sister.

And every time he takes you back to his dorm you’re clinging to him all needy, pouting and asking for him to tuck you in like he used to when you were a kid :((( he rolls his eyes. He only did that, like, once when you were nine and he was twelve and you came into the room him and Patrick were sharing because you had a nightmare.

“I’m not fucking doing that,” he says firmly, and you pout, but pretty soon you’re passed out on to of his blankets, face smushed against his pillow, skirt hiked up and— fucking Christ— he can see your cute little panties beneath them.

It’s worse when you’re sober, when he knows you know what you’re doing, when he can’t brush it off as you being drunk and stupid. When you ask him why he won’t just fuck you? You know he thinks you’re pretty, you see him looking at your tits, and your friends have caught him staring at your ass when you’re at parties. You both want it, so why is he being so mean?

And he can get meaner. He’ll have to, because Patrick is his friend, you’re just his clingy little sister. So he’s firm, he tells you he’s never going to fuck you, never going to kiss you, or date you, or be your sweet little boyfriend. That the closest you’ll ever get to him is your little fantasies in your head while you play with yourself at night :(

And maybe he does feel guilty, because you’re all teary eyed and your lip wobbles and you mutter apologies in a watery voice before you leave.

That night, when Patrick texts him “bro wtf did u say to her?????” He just groans and ignores it. There’s literally no right choice for him :(

[luvyeni]

IMAGINE UNIVERSITY BOYFRIEND JISUNG.

Meeting up in his dorm to have a study session and it's starts off that way with you sitting on his bed and him sitting at his desk. He finished his work early so he decides to start gaming, and you're still trying to finish your work getting progressively frustrated.

You decide to take a break to clear your head when you see jisung with his headset on with his eyes fixed on the game. You decide you wanna be all clingy so you start sitting on his lap (faving him) and at first it's all innocent, but every now and then you plant a kiss on his face until you start to feel needy and try to get off, so you move your hips and he put his hand on your waist to stop you but you keep going until he's pulling his dick out and forcing you to keep his dick in you while he games thrusting every now and then when he gets frustrated.

this is cute to me sorry , im not gonna hide my crazy.

like imagine your sitting at the desk with him , and he's clicking at whatever game he's play while your next to losing hair over some stupid assignment , you eventually give up , turning to see what he's doing, deciding you want to be as physically close to him as you possibly can.

climbing into his lap , he's just trying to play , moving his to see, whining "baby i can't see." so you just quickly sit down , settling back down , it really does start off innocent, you leaving kisses on his jaw everytime he scores (or whatever they do in video games idk).

then all of a sudden you start to feel needy so you slowly start to move your hip , your kisses becoming more like you sucking little marks on his neck , he finally feels you , covering his mic grabbing your waist. "not right now , please baby just sit still." and you whine , continuing on with your movements.

jisung can only take so much of this , before his pulling his hard cock out , pulling your panties to the telling you to sit on it , of course you do, but he doesn't tell you to move. "now be a good girl and sit there and warm my cock for me, if you let me play , i'll fuck you when im finished. "

you actually listen this time not wanting to jeopardize that , but that's really hard when he's thrusting up into you everytime he gets frustrated. "j..jisung." "be good baby , i told you to be patient."

after a while he finally turns the game off after what feels like hours , wasting not time , thrusting deeply inside you , making you moan , "f..fuck."

"i told you i'd fuck you if you were a good girl for me, didn't i?"

[rodolfoparras]

you made me think about price pregnant now...

cuddling with the baby belly after stressful days, price being on leave because of his pregnancy and he's super worried since you're still in active duty and going on operations.

Price gets soo clingy, but can you really blame him? years in the battlefield have left him someone who cares about others before himself, but now he's under all these hormones and needs someone to help him instead

you're his entire world and it heats up price's heart you being soso attentive both to the baby and him, although he wishes you'd be rougher with him sometimes, because he isn't fragile nor weak, just going through a tough period of time!!

besides being clingy, he's also a very needy man. even more than normal! the thought that you're both already so committed to each other probably turns him on to no end and he often finds himself getting horny after overthinking your relationship at night ..... of course, you're there to comfort him as always, in multiple ways!

his stamina obviously isn't the same as before, both age and his pregnancy took a toll on him and he gets so tired after that he falls asleep like a baby, and so happy with everything. the way you'd be snuggled up would not have people thinking that you just fucked really hard.

im a dombot!price activist and i wholeheartedly believe that he would insist on being the one to dom regardless of how much you tell him otherwise, how much you tell him that he shouldn't wear himself out, because who are you to tell him that? price knows how limits very well.

I JUST WENT ON A RAMBLE THERE ... MIND FULL OF THOUGHTS (AND PRICE'S CUNT FILLED WITH CUM 🙏 GODBLESS)

-🌷

TULIP ANONIE I WOULD GIVE YOU MOON SUN AND STARS

Thinking about Price who feels a wee bit insecure about his new body, who keeps avoiding his reflection in the mirror and talking in such harsh way about himself, on top of that he’s starting to think you don’t find him attractive anymore

so he buys a lingerie red and sheer thinking it would give him some confidence but as soon as it arrives it won’t fit on him and he starts crying out of frustration and you walk through the door like what’s going on and he’s like I’m so so stupid and you’re like hey hey hey and he’s like it won’t fit and you’re like what won’t fit love and he’s like “this” he says while signaling to the outfit he’s wearing and it’s only now you actually register what he’s wearing since you walked in and sprung in action when you saw him crying

and you’re like sweetheart what’s this you say softly while wiping his cheeks and he’s like wanted to dress up- wanted to get pretty for you and you’re baffled because what does he mean?? To you he always looks pretty even with only a pair of old sweats on him so you’re like sweetheart what are you talking about there’s no need to get all pretty for me you say sounding as honest as ever while prying the hands away from his face “I think you always look pretty” you say to him and of course hormone have him already spilling tears and he’s like really and you don’t even answer instead him you let him feel and his eyes widen before a blush creeps up his cheeks matching the very same color of the lingerie he’s wearing

Early on hes easily able to ride you but as the months go on it becomes harder and harder for him, body aching and getting tired easily but you know how much it means to have control in bed so what do you do ? you burry your head between his legs allowing him to direct you with his own hands and he’s so fucking happy because it finally feels like he’s in control of things tears trickling down his cheeks as he guides you with his hand towards his release

Price who still doesn’t have a ring but has a bump to prove that you belong to him and he belongs to you, get so horny at the thought of it and starts fingering himself, even going as far as to imagine a ring on those very same slick fingers, who’ll get hot around the collar when you put a possessive hand on his stomach, who will proudly waddle around on his base because everyone knows he’s carrying your baby,

[cybervamp1re]

TBH not to talk about this again (not that anyone even reads these) but i’m kinda sad over him again like fuck tbh it was all pretty unhealthy in hindsight and kind of exacerbated my insecurities and self esteem issues and maybe i was the problem sometimes for being too clingy and needy at times and i know it’s all for the best cuz looking back he was pretty mean but i just can’t help but think of all the times i felt nice and when things were good and when we were good and would hang out and have conversations like normal and i miss looking forward to waking up and talking to someone and being vulnerable and not awkward on the phone. it also just hurts cuz he was one of the very few people i’ve ever spoken about my self harm too and it felt like he got me and my mental shit and my insecurities and stuff and it just fucks with me how things ended. like it just hurts i hate letting ppl in but i let him in and told him abt my abandonment issues and shit and what does he do..ghost me for weeks to the point where i literally had to prompt him to properly cut things off like fuck it makes me feel so worthless man the lack of closure is so suffocating. like i know i had a hand in it and i just look back on how annoying i probably was for constantly seeking reassurance im self aware enough to know that but fuck i cant help but miss the good times and when he’d say sweet things to me and hear me out when i needed it im so SAD MAN UGHHHHH FUCK i knew it wouldn’t work out near the end but i still held out hope and WELL that’s where that got me and it hurts more cuz i know he’s not even thinking of me man i just feel so freaking stupid for caring so much and for acting the way i did i just wanna feel cared for again even if just a little plz

[biteonthecurb2003]

i'm splitting so hard on her and i know why but i don't fucking understand my brain.

is my personality really this fucking awful that everyone i meet either grows to hate me or hates me right off the bat? am i gonna be just like my mom, with no friends? i felt so much guilt for her growing up. and i feel so much guilt when i see her make bubbly conversation with the grocery store cashier or some random stranger she meets in line. she's sweet and funny. god she's just like me! i'm fucking doomed!!

what did we do wrong? we're narcissistic that's what. i mean, maybe not in the dsm-5 sense, but in the colloquial one. god i can't get out of my own head. but why is that ok for wveryone else and not for me? why can't i talk about me?!? why can poppy do it and not me?!?? what did i do wrong?!!????

why don't u love me!!!!!! why don't u like me too, or even see me as a friend or someone to talk to? and i'm tonna be cursed like this for fucking ever? constantly longing for someone i can't have???? and didn't i say to poppy that it was hurting my feelings? and she keeps doing it because.......?!!

my stomach hurts and i've been crying all day. we haven't even moved yet and i foresee our friendship falling apart, and whatever little bit of a relationship i would have had with angel falling apart bc she will use her stupid fucking manipulation and LYING to turn him against me. i'm so mad. i'm so mad and sad and i can't even feel this way bc it's stupid. no one wants me. i'm weird and annoying and fat and look like a fucking monkey. no one will ever love me because i am crazy, i am crazy like this.

i just want it to end. every moment of my life has been exactly the fucking same. my only joy is to have something that gives me attention, or maybe that attention is just love to me. i just want love, unconditional admiration from someone.... anyone. and if i dont have that, which is usually, because i am unlovable, i am sad. i am so miserable and fucking sad. i drank a whole bottle of wine today at work and the tears stopped but the thoughts didn't. all i can think abt is angel and how all day he texts her but has no interest in me. and WHY THE FUCK WOULD HE!!!!! he wouldn't!!!!!! think abt it lotically. but i cant. im hurting: so bad and im so fucking sad and i dont even understand it. i dont understand why im so jealous or why i cant even be the leading role in my own life. i just feel so miserable, like the same 6 year old child with her big ugly glasses and stupid crooked teeth begging for attention and being told to essentially fuck off.

i have so much more to say, but if i'm being realistic, i think i will just. be done. with all of this eventually. i think i may give it another year, to pay off my debts, to go through some more therapy, to make more art. but this will never go away. i know it won't. it hasn't since i was a child. i want so so badly to be loved. to be told that i am not annoying, mopey, ugly? needy, clingy. that my voice isnt too loud, im not too fat, im not too weird. that im just right for someone, anyone. but i'll never feel that. i will continue to search for my father in other people, and return with the same result: abandonment.

i'll give it a couple years. just scared i won't hold out that long. scared that days like this won't end. i've had these same thoughts since i was a child, throughout high achool and college. i'm so scared it won't ever get better. and when i love myself, it turns into narcissism. i cant get better.

but im not buying u shrooms. fuck off bitch.

[ihatestrawberrymilk]

sometimes i think im fucking psychotic with the way i love people,i cant fucking stand it anymore i think somethings wromg with me. i cant stand feeling like this, the constand ony feeling and emptyness and the feeling of needing to get closer, sometimes i wish i could crawl inside of them and live in thier ribcage and it makes me feel sick, im so insecure and needy and clingy, i cant fucking stand myself, i wish i was fucking normal. i wish someone could love me the way i love them. carnally. i wish i didnt feel abandoned everytime i get left on delivered, everytime i think about someone liking me back the way i like them i feel sick physically and mentally, i dont think i could handle or understand that. wich i guess is why most people dont like the way i love, if i could be diffrent i would i try i really do but its so fucking hard, i just need to be close i need that connection to seem real to feel real or seem real enough that i dont loose my shit over stupid things. i want to be close in all ways nut i hate it at the same time i hate the warmth that comes along with it. i crave the intamicy and the touch but at the same time its wierdly revulsive. to be so close to somone is a blessing and a curse, i want to be vunerable but i always feel like a dog laying on its back, im scared i love him so fucking much and i need him so much it drives me crazy, i want to cuddle with him and hug him and love him i want us to be happy, i need us to be happy. i need to be close i need to be curled up inside his ribcage cozy and safe. i wonder if he feels the same about me, how far would he go for me? i would do anything for him, id give up anything for him. i wonder if he misses me right now, or if hes thinking about me, i wish i could teleport to him right now. i just need him so much it makes me sick. i hope he never leaves.

[forest-from-the-trees]

i always feel so stupid when i want things. like i dont feel like im allowed to want anything. and i swear to god every time i muster up the courage and try to express some kind of want, the idea always gets rejected. it makes it so fucking hard for me to not just always accommodate and push through anything for other people when they want to see me because I'll do anything for the opportunity to see them. when we have plans i rarely (if ever) tell my partner that im not up for doing something or going somewhere that day, even if its really bad, because i want to hang out with them and i know that if i say no, i wont get the chance to see them again as soon as id like to. so i power through every time. plus things arent so bad when im with them. is this healthy? no. do i want to see them so badly that i will keep doing that every time? yes. and like! they've canceled on me many times. cause thats what regular people do. they cancel plans when they don't feel well even if its someone they wanted to see. idk. It feels so fucking desperate on my part and i feel like i always look so clingy and needy.

[moss-sauce]

i just need..mgrhr i need someone I can say I love you to and hear it back from and believe it. i need someone i feel super safe with. i need someone i will believe when they say my mind is being stupid and will reassure me like they care. someone that wont care if im "clingy" or "needy" or just downright fucking stupid but apparently that's illegal for me to have. im so done man im not even angry anymore i am so just. resigned. good things aren't in my future. im not gonna be happy. Im gonna always feel used and thrown aside. and that's that i guess

[iloveumorethanlove]

I'm so upset lMaoo fuck. I like these two guys but I'm so just tired already. I have A who I can tell there's a chemistry with. And we have this sexual tension. But we don't talk as much as I'd like. Only on his schedule. I feel like we can go days without talking if we wanted😔 ik he's online but he doesn't say anything all day and that makes me sad. It makes me think that he doesn't think of me.

Then I have J is so sweet, and weird and great. We can talk about anything. I can tell him the worst qualities about me and he accepts them. The only problem is he's a bit needy. Usually I'M the needy one. But this man oh myyyyy. He overthinks and gets a lil jealous or anxious and apologizes all the time. I just dont know how I feel. He's a good guy and I can tell he's been hurt before but I get the feeling he's more clingy than the healthy amount.

They're like on opposite sides of the spectrum. One likes his space or doesn't seem to care about it and the other likes alotta attention and likes to be talking every damn minute

I wanna cry. Like idek if it'll work out w either. There both hours away from me. I dont know that long distance would work ugghhh I kinda wanna just block em both. But i'll feel bad cuz of my stupid good conscience. Like i feel like maybe i'll owe them some type of explanation even though i dont. Since im not technically with either one. Ugh i fucking hate trying to meet new people

[seraphimsinful]

God I love being up so early is gives me time to reflect on how shitty I am <3

[alphiebetsoup]

i am having a Rough Night which is NOT good because i have a project to do and a presentation in the morning

[vantekay]

🤡

[zeeroweenies]

can we get some more nerdy!eren and bimbo reader 🥺 i just really love them

im so sorry this is late i suck y’all omg

cw: clinginess, established friends with benefits, unprotected sex, nerdy closet freak eren, whatever the word is for cumming inside

“Ren, come lay with me,” you hug the pillow closer to you, voice whiny in an attempt to sway the brunette sitting at his desk.

He’s not hearing you though, ignoring your request and continuing to study whatever’s in the thick textbook with his pen scribbling away at his notebook paper. “In a minute, I’m working.”

That’s what he said an hour ago, telling you that he ‘needs to study for this test.’ But he’s been holed up in his dorm studying for the last three days, being ignorant to your own needs. And you’ve been patient enough, three days is way too long to go without having sex. “Ren—”

“No.” he cuts you off, immediately shutting down your advances with his eyes still laser focused on his notebook.

You clutch his blanket between your fingers with a pout on your lips, shrinking inside at his insistence. “But I didn’t even ask you anything yet,” you whine.

“I already know what you’re gonna ask, and the answer is no.”

You didn’t like that word. It was never common for anyone to resist you, let alone tell you no. There was never a thing that you wanted that your body couldn’t get for you, so you don’t understand why Eren was being so mean you, telling you no. You didn’t know a lot of words, but that one for sure wasn’t in your vocabulary.

Approaching him from behind, your hands ghost over his chest seductively until they come up to rest on his shoulder and face. “Baby,” you whine, putting on your best voice as your lips trail sweet kisses along his jawline and cheek, a very obvious attempt to try to get him to change his mind.

There was no doubt that Eren was a very studious boy, there was nothing that he took more seriously than his grades and studies. But here you were, sliding into his lap and begging for him to fuck you.

It’s become routine for you to come to his dorm like this, all whiny and dressed up in your slutty clothes with you begging for his cock. And he never says no to you, especially when you look so pretty and call him ‘Ren’ with that sweet voice of yours. You’re a brat if he’s ever known one, so used to getting your way that you throw a fit if he even thinks about saying no to you.

He lets out a slightly annoyed sigh as you lay kisses on the skin of his neck, fingernails trailing across his nape while your hips rock against him. Great, it’s already bad enough that he can barely control himself when you’re around but now you had to go and get him hard.

“Please, Ren. We haven’t fucked in three days,” he feels you grind down on him harder, voice sweet and needy in his ears. “I miss you.”

“I have a test in the morning.”

You pull back to stare at his face, glasses pert over his nose. “Pretty please? I’ll be really quick, promise!”

Eren snorts at your persistence, shaking his head at the fact that you’re so needy. “You’re insufferable, I swear to god.”

Your brows draw together in frustration, a pretty pout falling on your lips. “Ren, you know I don’t know what that word means.” You hated when he used big words around you and he knew that, especially when you didn’t know what they meant. It only made you feel stupider than you already were.

“Of course you don’t, the only thing in that pretty little head of yours is bouncing on my dick, right? Dumb-dumb?” he smirks. “Maybe if you thought about school as much as you think about cock you’d be a straight A student.”

Whining, your clit brushes against his clothed front, still attempting to sway him. “Can I at least put you in my mouth?”

“Your mouth or your pussy? You can’t have both.”

“My... my pussy,” you mumble, embarrassed that you have to go this far. “Please 'Ren, I need it” you beg, not able to put up with his teasing anymore.

A scoff end up falling past his lips as he tugs his sweats down, lifting his hips with you on his lap as his cock springs free, hard and leaking precum at the tip. His glasses are the next to come off, placing them above his head so they’re pushed into his bun.

“Fine, use it. And make it snappy.” he finally gives in, a stern expression upon his features as a giddy sound leaves your lips, hastily moving your panties to the side under Eren’s huge shirt that was draped over your body.

You glide his length along your wet folds, tiny mewls escaping when you tease your clit with the tip, an ‘O’ shape taking form on your slightly glossed lips as you sink down onto his thick cock. “You’re so big,”

He’d never get tired of you saying that. The sounds that fall from your lips, how you cry his name when you’re about to cum, the pretty faces you make when you’re bouncing on his cock, it was all an ego boost.

God, the things you do to him. You’re perfect, a literal fucking peach. With those pretty tits and glossy lips and skimpy outfits that you always wear. You could fuck anyone you wanted, but you choose him? It was almost unbelievable.

And he looks so pretty underneath you, head thrown back and spaced out with his hands on your ass, squeezing the flesh and spreading it apart while you go wild on his cock.

You’re getting louder and louder, practically crying Eren’s name to the top of your lungs each time you sink back down onto him. He was so big and never failed to rock your socks off, especially whenever he hits that one spot that makes you go dumb.

“God, you’re fuckin’ tight.” he groans through his teeth, guiding you up and down his length with his big hands as he looks down to where you two connect.

His tip hits your cervix repeatedly, nails digging into his skin as your arms come to wrap around his neck. “M’gonna cum Ren,” you cry, pussy wetting his length with your cum.

“Kiss me,” you whine before crashing your lips against his, the residue of what was left of your gloss making Eren’s eyes roll back feeling you tighten around him, his orgasm right behind yours.

Chasing your high, your pussy flutters around him as a broken moan escapes your mouth, cries swallowed by Eren’s kiss. His cock twitches inside you as he reaches his peak, nails digging into your hip bones.

“Fuck, you gotta get up” he mumbles against your lips. “Get up or m’gonna—” you feel him fill you up with his head thrown back, breathy moans coming from both of you as you fuck him through his high.

You collapse against him, chest heaving as you trail tiny kisses from his adam’s apple until you reach his mouth, sucking his bottom lip between yours. “I came inside you...” he groans awkwardly.

“Wanted you to.” you smile, feeling him twitch inside you at your admittance.

“Whatever,” he states nonchalantly as he taps your thigh for you to get up. “I better not fail this test, (Name). I’m not fuckin’ around.”

You nod your head furiously with wide eyes as you let out a sound in agreement before skipping giddily back to his bed, a contented smile on your lips as you allow him to go back to his studies.

It gets boring after a while though, and you find yourself pestering Eren yet again with your antics. “Ren, come cuddle with me,” you whine.

Eren lets out an annoyed sound, shutting the huge textbook before removing his thick glasses and switching off his night lamp. Finding his place in the bed next to you as he pulls you close to his chest.

“You’re so damn needy, my god.” he reprimands, but you instead snuggle closer to him, head fitting perfectly under his chin. “Night, Ren.”

Yeah, you always get your way.

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