#im too much to HANDLE and nobody sbould have to deal with me so i try to keep it all in and act like im fine most of the time
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i am having a Rough Night which is NOT good because i have a project to do and a presentation in the morning
#txt#vent#i feel like im doing everything wrong!!!!!!#and im goig to INEVITABLY fuck everything up and drive everyone away#because im too needy and clingy and oversensitive and i talk too much or not enough#and im too much of a handful to be worth the trouble#ive been cryifn and breaking down like at least once a day for thw past. i dont fuckign know. a while#and ive been trying to hide it bc i dont want anyone to worry about me#but im not. fucking okay im really not#and i dotn know whats wrong with me one minute ill be fine and then something completely insignificant will happena dn i just lose it#or ill think too hard about somethifn#literally notihng is wrong im just like a little terrier dog with separation anxiety#i get so anxious when good thigns happen to me because i dont desrve them but i want them so bad#im too much to HANDLE and nobody sbould have to deal with me so i try to keep it all in and act like im fine most of the time#and people say its okay but they dont understand theres so fucking MUCH wrong with me and i fucking hate talking about myself#it makes me feel so selfish and self absorbed#god i feel so fucking pathetic right now#sitting in fromt of this stupid computer and this stupid unfi ished project whimpering an d cryifn like some kind of hurt animal#literally NOTHIGN is wrong#i just feel liek the whole world is fucking endign every few hiurs over notjhing. LITERALLY NOTHING#i was just SITTING here and i started crying#but i dont wanna make anybody deal with me i really really dont#im sorry if you read all of this uuugghhh#god.
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