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this-user-has-been-erased · 3 months ago

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listen to the album "carousel" by robin guthrie pls its so good kind of ambient and doesnt have lyrics but its sooo dreamy and amazing. if you want lyrics listen to "heaven or las vegas" by cocteau twins but its in english and i know english songs suck but its still good. really chill for when you're superrrrrrrrr drunk and cant tolerate anything more than dreamy shoegaze-esque music. and if not that then listen to "skiptracing" and/or "going going gone" by mild high club which are two veryyyyyyyy fgood albums i love them with all my heart. can you tell lol im drunk as shit right now and this is the only time i can genuinely post my thoughts (ily avpd /s). and a film i watched today the battle of algiers really enlightening in terms of current events like whats happening in palestine.. definitely worth a watch its like 2h long but its worht watching once at least. i had to watch it for a class but i enjoyed it.

sorry for rambling i just like to get out as much as i can while my brain allows me lol. i love the arts in case you couldnt tell. im a little bit "woke" (using that term 10000000000% ironically lol nothign wrong with being woke). its almost over so i feel like i can just. post whatever i feel on my own tumblr blog rn and its fine nothing will happen anyway. thank you for being witness to my thoughts, whoever reads this. its rare for someone to genuinely listen to me. itll be over soon but for now i'll try my best to appreicate what life hands to me. this alblum "carousel" by robin guthrie - especially, because first of all its so good, second of all it was recommended to me by someone on discord and i appreciate it so much im so in love with it. music is such an important thing to me. i dont want to come across like one of thos "music is my life" people but tbh music is one of the most important things for me that i cant lie it does save me a lot when im feeling low. unfortunately at this point im feeling so low that it csant entirely save me. but for today at least its fine.

i love tumlbr i love it so much one of the only sites where i find people who are like me, who are genuinely like me. who i can relate to and who might be able to actually understand me. mostly people who are autistic and who have hyperfixations and who understand sort of how my mind works, though maybe not 100%. i love you all (besides ofc conservatives and TERFs lol go fuck yourselves) and ty i hope you know you made my life experience better <3 people i can relate to and resonate with <3 its not over yet thoguh. we;ll see how long it lasts lol

#sorry for rambling #im so drunk as usual #its over for me lmaoooo #but i love tumblr

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untimelybones · 8 months ago

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have some more (ft. 2 homeless (rich) men)

every morning i wake up and refresh toshiro's tag in hopes of new (lai)shuro content

#i have so many toshiro images #im not even going to try with laios' armor #can you even eat yokai #senshi would find a way i trust #due to lack of shuro fics i must now spend the time i usually spend reading fanfics on drawing #god i need a fic where toshiro takes laios (or squad) to the east for funky chaos (eat yokai)#im so close to doing it myself #im so bad at drawing tachi im going to cry #im sorry shuro my sword skills arent there yet #can you tell i just gave up on the leftmost big one #laishuro nation must be fed #marcille is so tiny here i wont even tag her #(aka frog marcille)#the drunk besties #chilchuck #namari #shuro #シュロ #toshiro nakamoto #laios touden #ライオス #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #ダンジョン飯 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #i did not just see gale of ballsdeep as a tag #bg3 #akiyama shun

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kirstielol · 2 months ago

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frog bum kiwi 😭😭😭

#not me getting home from a lovley dinner (drunk) with my fiance and seeing kiwi and immediately bursting into tears #she looks so weird without a tail 😭😭😭#im glad she's at least acting normal?? she was out and about as usual and was calm when i handled her #kiwi #crested gecko #mygeckos #myreptiles

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liquidstar · 1 year ago

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Oh fuck tomorrow I'm going to be a little birthday boy I keep almost forgetting

#it's probably bc i dont have specific plans im just playing it by ear based on how the newborn will be #(the amount of time I'll be needed w the other kids basically depends on how much sleep the parents got the night before lol)#so i dont wanna be out too late... ahh i miss the club bro i wanna go #i love kids just to be clear which is why i do this but i also think I've gotten any child rearing out of my system #so i dont want my own. in a way it's freeing bc my future will just be for me and i won't have to worry about this stuff long term lol #ah but if I'm free on the 4th theres also something else i wanna do so maybe i shouldn't get drunk anyway #maybe just wait for the next free day 🤷‍♂️ we'll see #I've been highover BAD though shit lasted until like 8pm the next day. and i had to take the day off w the kids #luckily there happened to be other family there that took over but dude it sucked. i remember trying to help them in the morning like #ok sorry 4 year old trying to find pants i have to lay down in your bed you can do it by yourself i believe in you #so. taking the day off was a good call for their sakes too lol #he was fine just to be clear he could've done it on his own either way. i was just unhelpful 😅 i promise im usually way more attentive

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genekies · 3 months ago

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rewarching markipliers playthrough of Resident Evil 7 (Biohazard) as I get more drunk

I'm so ready to sleep but prepare for a bunch of reblogs about RE7 because I'm tired, drunk, and thinking about it mmmmm

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aliengirl · 11 months ago

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girll dinner

#this champagne is a bit bitter than i like #and a lot stronger than im used to #i usually >start< getting dizzy by my forth cup l #this one im getting dizzy in the middle of my second #and i had 2½ sooo #Making the egg for my sandwich was so weird #im still feeling weird #as if im moving sloewr than the rest of the world but also faster #alien talks #nonsims #im this 🤏close to being drunk #my head is just #light

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deepfriedseagullfeet · 3 months ago

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hey guys. what if i told you that Jack can manipulate the egos' bodies whenever he wanted. what if he could use his Power that he used to create to hurt the things he created. what if he could break bones on demand. twist muscle and tendons. initiate intense migraines. decides that chase's stomach is sick and forces him to vomit for days. decides that marvins power should backfire and torture them with their own magic. decides that all of henriks teeth should fall out then grow back, tearing through his torn gums. its his creations. its a lot like when an author plays around with their characters. or a child plays with their toys. the egos are jacks, and so he can decide what happens to their bodies at any given point.

#does anyone remember the star trek esque episode of black mirror. its kinda like that #jack usually doesnt use his power because its exhausting but he needs to keep the egos in line somehow #he prefers to let them grow and develop in their own ways out of curiousity to see how they turn out #but i wonder if he can alter their appearance....maybe when theyre young he can but as they get more solidified as people it gets harder #the egos are all connected to jack spiritually(?) and so jack can keep fucking with them #'building on the story' as it were.#ego posting #idk im just deepening the lore for big bro au. i think this makes jack less of a drunk divorced dad and more of a Problem

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ratatatastic · 6 months ago

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hi 13 second clip that i will be obsessed with for years to come because mikksy and lombo are doing mikksy and lombo things in the bg as they usually do how are you doing

theres something about mikksy looking over to his left and spacing out but when he sees long brown hair in his periphery he turns towards it, sees lombo struggling to pass off the cup and stares at him until lombo comes his way. the pining is palpable. i can feel it from here. he has the targetting program of a turret hes locking on.

also someone seems to either dropped a hat(?) or something of that nature because right as lombo steps forward to where mikksy is he bends down to get it but mikksy seeing him, also makes to reach for it but lombo seems to have it covered so he just bows like a chicken for a bit because his gentlemanly code intiated (rare sight) seeing a beautiful man bend down to retrieve an object...

and then after lombo comes up he immediately gets an arm around him and ushers him into his side. MANS GOT A FULL TOOTHY GRIN ON SEEING LOMBO. TH- AND HE REALISES HOW BIG HE MUST BE SMILING BECAUSE HE JUST CLOSES HIS MOUTH AND TRIES TO PLAY OFF THE FACT HE DIDN'T JUST HAVE THE GOOFIEST GRIN ON HIS FACE.

THE WAY LOMBOS CHEEK IS SO SMUSHED INTO HIS SHOULDER HE BARELY REACHES. PERFECT SIZE TO SNUGGLE INTO THE COLLARBONES. IM SORRY WHERE IS PLAYGROUND BULLYING PRETENSE??? SO WE'VE LOST THAT. WE'RE JUST GONNA COURT EACH OTHER NOW. WE'VE FINALLY ADMITTED TO THE ELEPHANT IN YHE ROOM AND WE WILL BE ACTING ON OUR FEELINGS HONESTLY. IS THAT WHAT WE'RE DOING. IT ONLY TOOK BOTH OF YOU BEING DRUNK. OKAY.

Panthers Championship Parade | 6.30.24

#niko mikkola #ryan lomberg #florida panthers #btw this was the cats concert livestream that was used as a live feed on the displays on the beach venue #and i was trying to look it up again but aparently cats removed the live from their official yt #im in mourning we've lost such a good archive of the whole concert just so they could post a recap and mini videos of the speeches #THEY PRIVATED IT MOTHERFU-#anyways back to your regularly scheduled programming #mikksy whos always quick to tease lombo its practically his first instinct instead gets rewired to treat him preciously #the way lombo snuggles in his side when mikksy wraps an arm and drags him in.. thats lombos place...#toothy grin is when you know mikksys down bad #he usually tries to downplay all his smiles with little twitches of his lips and tries to school his face #but big grin? oh terribly in love #theyre so drunk oh my god #all it takes is a little alcohol to sweeten them up...#can you IMAGINE what the hell they did at e11even oh my god #anyways they were acting so sweet and the next day lombo signed with the flames so you can imagine the angst in that #speedrunning their relationship and then lombo is running away across the border... call that a classic case of cold feet.#or really quick feet lmao #there is a story here that my brain is filling in and oh OH #girls its really just you and me on this splish splash waterlog ride get comfortable

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cha-lii · 11 months ago

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i fucking hate when people make out villains to be “good underneath it all” or sympathetic just because they’re charismatic or attractive or whatever - which is why silco is forever my favourite villain. i agree with his philosophy, disagree with his methods, and wholeheartedly believe his love for jinx and loyalty to the rest of his team. silco is probably the best written villain i’ve come across

#fucking love him so much #like he is a believable villain #and his belivableness is what makes him such a good villin #i hate how negan and walter white are made out by fans to be good guys underneath it all #silco is not a good guy but his goals are honourable #he never pretends otherwise #whatever #im kinda drunk #just lovin on arcane as usual #blah #arcane

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pinkyjulien · 8 months ago

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#NOT TO BE NSFT ON MAIN #But I'm going through it... and by it I mean well... the horn knee #but like. lots of Thoughs about- HFH how Valentin is probably the first trans guy for Mitch #not that its rare by 2077 but because I HC him as demisexual #his first time was late-ish compared to his friends - he didnt had a lot of lovers - then there was Scorpion #who was more of a brother than a boyfriend but I DO HC THAT THEY ROLLED IN THE HAY Alright #But back to the thingy-- He's probably not experienced when it comes to Well Tdicks right #Mitch start to develop feelings for Val too the whole vets group start to notice it hardcore #cause these two gonkasses arent exactly subtle - they're just blind #and so one night while the vets are chillin drinkin the usual #subject comes up like eyy hows it going with V you gonna rizz him up or what #Mitch going PFFF idk what yall talkin about but he's red and suddenly don't know what to do with his hands #conversation goes and he's all like awkward cause Well Duh #Boys take showers together so everyone knows Val isnt Cis- there's others trans folks in the camp too its nothing unusual just an info #and get this... what if. its Butch Grease Queen Carol who gives him tips on how to get his boy all rilled up #while drunk ofc - Mitch wishin he could disapear from the discussion cause it's just too much but lowkey taking notes HKGJDKZKG #while some other vet goes on about how good it feels in there tm and all-- YNOW WARM N WET AND ALL #Mitch just nervously laugh and thanks them for the advices tm even if nothing will ever happen and just change the subject #he def jerk off in his tent tho cause he can't keep the vision out mH. hhhHHFHHF 👁👁#and he'd be like damn here I go doin it over a friend again and feels guilty next time he sees Val #(val def does it too in his northern appartment #idk where im going with this don't mind me JHGJ #sex is such an insignificant part of their love - its present and they explore all type of stuff together #but its not something that would ever be source of problem or doubts if that makes any sense #while simultaneously being important - cause Mitch was Val first time - and in a way Val was Mitchs first too #and his boy sure does feel nice /)UwU(\ weeeee #tbd

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akascow · 5 days ago

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i dont think ive actually been drunk yet to know what kinda drunk i am but ive drank enough in one go to know its a mix between giggly drunk, inappropriate (sex jokes) drunk and just plain ol mean HAHA so

#so still annoying but even more so.... which is what being drunk usually does anyways HHAHA #we can check flirty and clingy drunk off the list tho bc i dont think any drink will bring those out lmfao #and im not reckless but i thing that one switches out for the mean gene bc i dont have the normal social filter lmfao

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vile-wizard · 22 days ago

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My brother (not one I live with) sent me a picture of a bottle of wine unprompted with an ask to hang out but I don't wanna leave the house todayyyy. Last time we hung out I invited him to my 2am binge-drinking-in-the-park extravaganza so he's trying to return the favor I guess.

#This is gonna sound crazy but i actually don't feel like getting really drunk.....#i think its bc about 2 weeks ago my exgf/friend got extremely drunk at a party and i spent several hours wondering if she needed a hospital #actually my brother was there too so i guess it didnt impact him much #he's not usually a big drinker so maybe hes trying to get into it. i hope not #anyway.#lately ive been sticking to 1 drink #if im being real at this point in time i care about sugary baked confections more than getting drunk 🤲🍰#vile-wizard.txt

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bitegore · 9 months ago

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idk about the rest of you but i genuinely don't make decisions high that I wouldn't make sober

#half because i think about things when i do them by either a) no thought instant impulse straight to action OR b) very close overthinking #and drugs dont usually do anything besides make me do more of one or the other #i dont really Do 'back off bc nervous' *except* when under the influence tbh bc i overthink tapping the brakes #so like i'm more likely to be like 'may be i shouldn't get an impulse tattoo from this random person' while high than sober #this is a me problem #other half is just because i will commit to such dumb shit anyway and have enough wrong with me that my sober instincts and desires are #p much totally in line with my influenced ones as far as i've seen #im never sobering up like 'what was i thinking' i always know what i was thinking ans usually im like 'yeah good call' about it #being DRUNK is the only one I don't really feel that way about and is because it's bad for my mental health but like ive never really done #something while drunk i wouldn't do while sober either i just usually feel a little off kilter about it #red rambles

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faaun · 28 days ago

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something happened to me for like 2 weeks but we're so back

#i became entirely nocturnal basically . sleeping at 10am wakeing up at like...2 to 4pm . and then being just super exhausted #i spent the whole time doing nothing like literally accomplished nothing which is terrible bc i have soooo much to do #like so many applications to submit and i have to write my dissertation etc etc #also i havent taken vyvanse for like 3.5 weeks despite the fact that it actually started to work bc for some reason #smth in my body is like . massive alarm system !!!DO NOT TAKE THIS PILL!!! when i feel exhausted #i think i have the unconscious association of the feeling of like...exhaustion w the vyvanse ? bc the initial side effects were horrible #yk how getting blackout drunk might make you repulsed by the scent of that drink or foods you ate while drinking it etc #its like that but w vyvanse . anyway #but no yesterday it was my friends birthday so i barely slept which for some reason worked well (usually even if i pull 2 consecutive all #nighters ill STILL go to sleep at like . 7am at minimum) and today is my best friends birthday so were going out again etc #and i think i forget that not going out and not talking to people actually does fuck my physical health up #like even if im eating enough and sleeping enough if i have 0 activity ill still end up like . lethargic and useless #anyway #yeah #LETS GO #anyway took vyvanse today . also i finally have dextroamphetamine for boosters

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