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this-user-has-been-erased · 2 months ago

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listen to the album "carousel" by robin guthrie pls its so good kind of ambient and doesnt have lyrics but its sooo dreamy and amazing. if you want lyrics listen to "heaven or las vegas" by cocteau twins but its in english and i know english songs suck but its still good. really chill for when you're superrrrrrrrr drunk and cant tolerate anything more than dreamy shoegaze-esque music. and if not that then listen to "skiptracing" and/or "going going gone" by mild high club which are two veryyyyyyyy fgood albums i love them with all my heart. can you tell lol im drunk as shit right now and this is the only time i can genuinely post my thoughts (ily avpd /s). and a film i watched today the battle of algiers really enlightening in terms of current events like whats happening in palestine.. definitely worth a watch its like 2h long but its worht watching once at least. i had to watch it for a class but i enjoyed it.

sorry for rambling i just like to get out as much as i can while my brain allows me lol. i love the arts in case you couldnt tell. im a little bit "woke" (using that term 10000000000% ironically lol nothign wrong with being woke). its almost over so i feel like i can just. post whatever i feel on my own tumblr blog rn and its fine nothing will happen anyway. thank you for being witness to my thoughts, whoever reads this. its rare for someone to genuinely listen to me. itll be over soon but for now i'll try my best to appreicate what life hands to me. this alblum "carousel" by robin guthrie - especially, because first of all its so good, second of all it was recommended to me by someone on discord and i appreciate it so much im so in love with it. music is such an important thing to me. i dont want to come across like one of thos "music is my life" people but tbh music is one of the most important things for me that i cant lie it does save me a lot when im feeling low. unfortunately at this point im feeling so low that it csant entirely save me. but for today at least its fine.

i love tumlbr i love it so much one of the only sites where i find people who are like me, who are genuinely like me. who i can relate to and who might be able to actually understand me. mostly people who are autistic and who have hyperfixations and who understand sort of how my mind works, though maybe not 100%. i love you all (besides ofc conservatives and TERFs lol go fuck yourselves) and ty i hope you know you made my life experience better <3 people i can relate to and resonate with <3 its not over yet thoguh. we;ll see how long it lasts lol

#sorry for rambling #im so drunk as usual #its over for me lmaoooo #but i love tumblr

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steakout-05 · 1 year ago

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apologies to my followers who don't watch Star Trek but i still cannot get over the way Data enters the bridge in episode 2 of TNG after having just boinked Tasha. look at him. the style. the lean. the confidence.

this is the fruitiest android i have ever seen!

#star trek #star trek data #data tng #so context: basically everyone on the u.s.s enterprise catches an infection from another ship that makes them act drunk #because they were investigating what happened to the crew after receiving a strange and concerning message from them #basically they were all dead from the ship's emergency latch getting borked because everyone was drunk and their judgement was impaired #so they ended up messing with the ship and got frozen to death #this spreads to the u.s.s enterprise through touch and when it gets to tasha she ends up finding data #and tasha's like ''hey bbg you're 'fully functional' right? wanna smash'' and data's like ''why yes of course i am fully functional #and yes i do want to partake in this 'smashing' activity''#and then they bang #and the infection spreads to data (despite him being an android and not a human which implies the infection is quite strong)#because tasha touched him #and this is the way he waltzes into the bridge afterwards. keep in mind he is usually not this emotive like at all #he's so babygirl #you will likely only see dataposting for the next few weeks im so sorry #i love data so much you dont understand

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untimelybones · 7 months ago

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have some more (ft. 2 homeless (rich) men)

every morning i wake up and refresh toshiro's tag in hopes of new (lai)shuro content

#i have so many toshiro images #im not even going to try with laios' armor #can you even eat yokai #senshi would find a way i trust #due to lack of shuro fics i must now spend the time i usually spend reading fanfics on drawing #god i need a fic where toshiro takes laios (or squad) to the east for funky chaos (eat yokai)#im so close to doing it myself #im so bad at drawing tachi im going to cry #im sorry shuro my sword skills arent there yet #can you tell i just gave up on the leftmost big one #laishuro nation must be fed #marcille is so tiny here i wont even tag her #(aka frog marcille)#the drunk besties #chilchuck #namari #shuro #シュロ #toshiro nakamoto #laios touden #ライオス #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #ダンジョン飯 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #i did not just see gale of ballsdeep as a tag #bg3 #akiyama shun

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kirstielol · 19 days ago

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frog bum kiwi 😭😭😭

#not me getting home from a lovley dinner (drunk) with my fiance and seeing kiwi and immediately bursting into tears #she looks so weird without a tail 😭😭😭#im glad she's at least acting normal?? she was out and about as usual and was calm when i handled her #kiwi #crested gecko #mygeckos #myreptiles

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liquidstar · 1 year ago

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Oh fuck tomorrow I'm going to be a little birthday boy I keep almost forgetting

#it's probably bc i dont have specific plans im just playing it by ear based on how the newborn will be #(the amount of time I'll be needed w the other kids basically depends on how much sleep the parents got the night before lol)#so i dont wanna be out too late... ahh i miss the club bro i wanna go #i love kids just to be clear which is why i do this but i also think I've gotten any child rearing out of my system #so i dont want my own. in a way it's freeing bc my future will just be for me and i won't have to worry about this stuff long term lol #ah but if I'm free on the 4th theres also something else i wanna do so maybe i shouldn't get drunk anyway #maybe just wait for the next free day 🤷‍♂️ we'll see #I've been highover BAD though shit lasted until like 8pm the next day. and i had to take the day off w the kids #luckily there happened to be other family there that took over but dude it sucked. i remember trying to help them in the morning like #ok sorry 4 year old trying to find pants i have to lay down in your bed you can do it by yourself i believe in you #so. taking the day off was a good call for their sakes too lol #he was fine just to be clear he could've done it on his own either way. i was just unhelpful 😅 i promise im usually way more attentive

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genekies · 2 months ago

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rewarching markipliers playthrough of Resident Evil 7 (Biohazard) as I get more drunk

I'm so ready to sleep but prepare for a bunch of reblogs about RE7 because I'm tired, drunk, and thinking about it mmmmm

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably

#and ill talk about it at Length in the tags until tumblr cuts me off like a rowdy drunk after last call #please keep in mind this is all in my Brain and relationship dynamics etc are all technically speculation. anyway #so while franklydear is your more classic 'oh no im in love with him! / aw shucks im in love with him<3'#laughingstock is 'feelings what feelings / oh shit oh fuck this is bad'#to Me.#in my mind howdy is completely oblivious to his emotions #he's out here like 'gotta get the store impressively neat & shiny for barnaby! and everyone else' without blinking an eye #he starts assembling barnaby and wally's dogs slower an slower so that barnaby has to hang around a smidge longer than usual #he's out here giggling at barnaby's jokes while sweeping Hours or Days after the joke was told like a lovesick idiot #all while being like Ah Yes Barnaby My Dear Friend. My Platonic Buddy Whose Jokes I Laugh At A Little Too Hard. Platonically.#meanwhile barnaby Realizes his own feels. has a minor crisis. goes through the 12 stages of grief and absolutely panics #he's like 'ok just gotta play it cool. normal. dont be weird. he'll fall for your natural charm in no time'#'ill hold all of my feelings right here until i die or howdy reciprocates. i just cant tell anyone about this.'#'....hey wally you can keep a secret right'#and rizzes it up yk. rolls a nat 20 on charisma every time without howdy even realizing it. ig barns rolled for stealth too #and from barnabys pov its going great!#howdy is flirting back! hes showing all the signs! when eddie views their interactions he comes to barnaby later and is like A+ gay as fuck #so barnaby is a soft pining mess and howdy is Absurdly Oblivious despite being a clever & observant guy #so im imagining (will freely admit that this Train of Thought is slightly inspired by the latest chapter of Stamps by Indigopoptart)#that eventually barnaby is Confident in their budding relationship ok. hes ready to ask howdy out.#everyone who Knows (wally & eddie) are like Go For It He Clearly Loves You #and when barnaby tells howdy. howdys like 'ohhhh geez um im really flattered 🥺 but i dont feel the same 😔😭'#cue barnaby turning into the 'never again' meme while trying to laugh it off and pretend like he didnt just have his heart mr starked #so he goes home to smoke his pipe and cry and howdy goes about his day feeling Strange #why cant he stop thinking about that confession. what are these emotions. i mean its not as if hes in love with Ohhhhhh No. Oh No.#so howdy has his 'holy shit! im in love with barnaby! (lovestruck. swooning) ....Holy Shit I Rejected Barnaby (horrified. nauseous)' moment #cue howdy expecting barnaby to come by in the morning as per Routine so they can talk. he Doesnt. cue howdy stressing the fuck out over it #meanwhile wally sally (eddie sent her in his place. hes too busy) and barnaby are having a girls day (eating ice cream and watchin romcoms)#eventually barnaby hears that howdy has been Dropping The Ball and cant not check on him. cue emotional heart-2-heart outside the bodega #this is all very specific but its in my brain. these scenarious lull me to sleep every night lately

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aliengirl · 9 months ago

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girll dinner

#this champagne is a bit bitter than i like #and a lot stronger than im used to #i usually >start< getting dizzy by my forth cup l #this one im getting dizzy in the middle of my second #and i had 2½ sooo #Making the egg for my sandwich was so weird #im still feeling weird #as if im moving sloewr than the rest of the world but also faster #alien talks #nonsims #im this 🤏close to being drunk #my head is just #light

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deepfriedseagullfeet · 2 months ago

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hey guys. what if i told you that Jack can manipulate the egos' bodies whenever he wanted. what if he could use his Power that he used to create to hurt the things he created. what if he could break bones on demand. twist muscle and tendons. initiate intense migraines. decides that chase's stomach is sick and forces him to vomit for days. decides that marvins power should backfire and torture them with their own magic. decides that all of henriks teeth should fall out then grow back, tearing through his torn gums. its his creations. its a lot like when an author plays around with their characters. or a child plays with their toys. the egos are jacks, and so he can decide what happens to their bodies at any given point.

#does anyone remember the star trek esque episode of black mirror. its kinda like that #jack usually doesnt use his power because its exhausting but he needs to keep the egos in line somehow #he prefers to let them grow and develop in their own ways out of curiousity to see how they turn out #but i wonder if he can alter their appearance....maybe when theyre young he can but as they get more solidified as people it gets harder #the egos are all connected to jack spiritually(?) and so jack can keep fucking with them #'building on the story' as it were.#ego posting #idk im just deepening the lore for big bro au. i think this makes jack less of a drunk divorced dad and more of a Problem

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ratatatastic · 5 months ago

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hi 13 second clip that i will be obsessed with for years to come because mikksy and lombo are doing mikksy and lombo things in the bg as they usually do how are you doing

theres something about mikksy looking over to his left and spacing out but when he sees long brown hair in his periphery he turns towards it, sees lombo struggling to pass off the cup and stares at him until lombo comes his way. the pining is palpable. i can feel it from here. he has the targetting program of a turret hes locking on.

also someone seems to either dropped a hat(?) or something of that nature because right as lombo steps forward to where mikksy is he bends down to get it but mikksy seeing him, also makes to reach for it but lombo seems to have it covered so he just bows like a chicken for a bit because his gentlemanly code intiated (rare sight) seeing a beautiful man bend down to retrieve an object...

and then after lombo comes up he immediately gets an arm around him and ushers him into his side. MANS GOT A FULL TOOTHY GRIN ON SEEING LOMBO. TH- AND HE REALISES HOW BIG HE MUST BE SMILING BECAUSE HE JUST CLOSES HIS MOUTH AND TRIES TO PLAY OFF THE FACT HE DIDN'T JUST HAVE THE GOOFIEST GRIN ON HIS FACE.

THE WAY LOMBOS CHEEK IS SO SMUSHED INTO HIS SHOULDER HE BARELY REACHES. PERFECT SIZE TO SNUGGLE INTO THE COLLARBONES. IM SORRY WHERE IS PLAYGROUND BULLYING PRETENSE??? SO WE'VE LOST THAT. WE'RE JUST GONNA COURT EACH OTHER NOW. WE'VE FINALLY ADMITTED TO THE ELEPHANT IN YHE ROOM AND WE WILL BE ACTING ON OUR FEELINGS HONESTLY. IS THAT WHAT WE'RE DOING. IT ONLY TOOK BOTH OF YOU BEING DRUNK. OKAY.

Panthers Championship Parade | 6.30.24

#niko mikkola #ryan lomberg #florida panthers #btw this was the cats concert livestream that was used as a live feed on the displays on the beach venue #and i was trying to look it up again but aparently cats removed the live from their official yt #im in mourning we've lost such a good archive of the whole concert just so they could post a recap and mini videos of the speeches #THEY PRIVATED IT MOTHERFU-#anyways back to your regularly scheduled programming #mikksy whos always quick to tease lombo its practically his first instinct instead gets rewired to treat him preciously #the way lombo snuggles in his side when mikksy wraps an arm and drags him in.. thats lombos place...#toothy grin is when you know mikksys down bad #he usually tries to downplay all his smiles with little twitches of his lips and tries to school his face #but big grin? oh terribly in love #theyre so drunk oh my god #all it takes is a little alcohol to sweeten them up...#can you IMAGINE what the hell they did at e11even oh my god #anyways they were acting so sweet and the next day lombo signed with the flames so you can imagine the angst in that #speedrunning their relationship and then lombo is running away across the border... call that a classic case of cold feet.#or really quick feet lmao #there is a story here that my brain is filling in and oh OH #girls its really just you and me on this splish splash waterlog ride get comfortable

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hella1975 · 1 year ago

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ive never felt more rural than i have in the past few weeks since hanging out with a lad who has only ever lived in cities. what do you MEAN YOU'VE NEVER DONE A MORRIS DANCE

#he didn't even know what morris dancers WERE i said some shit like 'you know it's summer when the morris dancers come out'#and he was like 'the what now' I FEEL LIKE IM GOING CRAZY. HE'S FUCKING WITH ME SURELY #AND THIS HAPPENS SO OFTEN ABOUT THINGS I JUST ASSUMED WERE BASICS #'harvest festival 🤨' PARDON. YOU ARE JOKING #and also the CONCEPT of a village is baffling to him. i said there's probably about 100 people in my entire village #and we don't have a pub or a single shop the closest ones are in the NEXT village over which is a 3 mile walk #and this boy was HORRIFIED. we are both in a constant state of thinking the other is taking the piss #and now every time i think/do something abundantly rural im SO self-aware 😭#my mum told me the farmers are gonna do a xmas tractor run through our village this year #(they usually miss our village bc even by village standards it's tiny)#and she was like 'shame you'll miss it! i'll send you a video!' and im there already picturing this boy's face when i show it him #like sigh. yeah. yeah okay maybe the rural england is ingrained deeper than i feared. never escaping the allegations etc #had a conversation with him the other day that concluded with me 100% genuinely being like 'you need to touch grass'#i literally said 'i think it would fix you. like actually go and touch some grass what the fuck'#bc at this point he's so far removed from nature that it's INSANE TO ME. i didnt realise how much i took growing up rurally for granted #THESE PEOPLE DONT EVEN GET DRUNK IN FIELDS. THEY HAVE NO FIELDS. I HAD TO EXPLAIN TO HIM WHAT A CAMP OUT WAS

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cha-lii · 10 months ago

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i fucking hate when people make out villains to be “good underneath it all” or sympathetic just because they’re charismatic or attractive or whatever - which is why silco is forever my favourite villain. i agree with his philosophy, disagree with his methods, and wholeheartedly believe his love for jinx and loyalty to the rest of his team. silco is probably the best written villain i’ve come across

#fucking love him so much #like he is a believable villain #and his belivableness is what makes him such a good villin #i hate how negan and walter white are made out by fans to be good guys underneath it all #silco is not a good guy but his goals are honourable #he never pretends otherwise #whatever #im kinda drunk #just lovin on arcane as usual #blah #arcane

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pinkyjulien · 7 months ago

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