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this-user-has-been-erased · 5 months ago

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listen to the album "carousel" by robin guthrie pls its so good kind of ambient and doesnt have lyrics but its sooo dreamy and amazing. if you want lyrics listen to "heaven or las vegas" by cocteau twins but its in english and i know english songs suck but its still good. really chill for when you're superrrrrrrrr drunk and cant tolerate anything more than dreamy shoegaze-esque music. and if not that then listen to "skiptracing" and/or "going going gone" by mild high club which are two veryyyyyyyy fgood albums i love them with all my heart. can you tell lol im drunk as shit right now and this is the only time i can genuinely post my thoughts (ily avpd /s). and a film i watched today the battle of algiers really enlightening in terms of current events like whats happening in palestine.. definitely worth a watch its like 2h long but its worht watching once at least. i had to watch it for a class but i enjoyed it.

sorry for rambling i just like to get out as much as i can while my brain allows me lol. i love the arts in case you couldnt tell. im a little bit "woke" (using that term 10000000000% ironically lol nothign wrong with being woke). its almost over so i feel like i can just. post whatever i feel on my own tumblr blog rn and its fine nothing will happen anyway. thank you for being witness to my thoughts, whoever reads this. its rare for someone to genuinely listen to me. itll be over soon but for now i'll try my best to appreicate what life hands to me. this alblum "carousel" by robin guthrie - especially, because first of all its so good, second of all it was recommended to me by someone on discord and i appreciate it so much im so in love with it. music is such an important thing to me. i dont want to come across like one of thos "music is my life" people but tbh music is one of the most important things for me that i cant lie it does save me a lot when im feeling low. unfortunately at this point im feeling so low that it csant entirely save me. but for today at least its fine.

i love tumlbr i love it so much one of the only sites where i find people who are like me, who are genuinely like me. who i can relate to and who might be able to actually understand me. mostly people who are autistic and who have hyperfixations and who understand sort of how my mind works, though maybe not 100%. i love you all (besides ofc conservatives and TERFs lol go fuck yourselves) and ty i hope you know you made my life experience better <3 people i can relate to and resonate with <3 its not over yet thoguh. we;ll see how long it lasts lol

#sorry for rambling #im so drunk as usual #its over for me lmaoooo #but i love tumblr

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untimelybones · 10 months ago

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have some more (ft. 2 homeless (rich) men)

every morning i wake up and refresh toshiro's tag in hopes of new (lai)shuro content

#i have so many toshiro images #im not even going to try with laios' armor #can you even eat yokai #senshi would find a way i trust #due to lack of shuro fics i must now spend the time i usually spend reading fanfics on drawing #god i need a fic where toshiro takes laios (or squad) to the east for funky chaos (eat yokai)#im so close to doing it myself #im so bad at drawing tachi im going to cry #im sorry shuro my sword skills arent there yet #can you tell i just gave up on the leftmost big one #laishuro nation must be fed #marcille is so tiny here i wont even tag her #(aka frog marcille)#the drunk besties #chilchuck #namari #shuro #シュロ #toshiro nakamoto #laios touden #ライオス #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #ダンジョン飯 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #i did not just see gale of ballsdeep as a tag #bg3 #akiyama shun

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kirstielol · 4 months ago

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frog bum kiwi 😭😭😭

#not me getting home from a lovley dinner (drunk) with my fiance and seeing kiwi and immediately bursting into tears #she looks so weird without a tail 😭😭😭#im glad she's at least acting normal?? she was out and about as usual and was calm when i handled her #kiwi #crested gecko #mygeckos #myreptiles

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nicholasluvbot · 2 months ago

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worst day ever and its only 7 am

#so i went out like usual at 6am #but my “explorer” ass decided to go somehwere i dont usually go #and i have been on that street a few times #but never when its dark #and i got fucking lost 😭#and two men walked a little too close and there were also a bunch of drunk men on that street whistling at me and shit #i was on the verge of tears i was so fucking scared #so to get away from there i pedalled as fast as i could #and then my cycle decided to break down right in the middle of the street 😭#so i fell on my butt in the middle of the street #thankfully there were no cars since it was only morning #but it was still so embarassing 😭#by now i was on a familiar street so i was away from creepy men thank god #and then i had to pick my cycle up and walk home from there #i bet i looked like a loser #sigh 2025 is not my year im afraid

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liquidstar · 1 year ago

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Oh fuck tomorrow I'm going to be a little birthday boy I keep almost forgetting

#it's probably bc i dont have specific plans im just playing it by ear based on how the newborn will be #(the amount of time I'll be needed w the other kids basically depends on how much sleep the parents got the night before lol)#so i dont wanna be out too late... ahh i miss the club bro i wanna go #i love kids just to be clear which is why i do this but i also think I've gotten any child rearing out of my system #so i dont want my own. in a way it's freeing bc my future will just be for me and i won't have to worry about this stuff long term lol #ah but if I'm free on the 4th theres also something else i wanna do so maybe i shouldn't get drunk anyway #maybe just wait for the next free day 🤷‍♂️ we'll see #I've been highover BAD though shit lasted until like 8pm the next day. and i had to take the day off w the kids #luckily there happened to be other family there that took over but dude it sucked. i remember trying to help them in the morning like #ok sorry 4 year old trying to find pants i have to lay down in your bed you can do it by yourself i believe in you #so. taking the day off was a good call for their sakes too lol #he was fine just to be clear he could've done it on his own either way. i was just unhelpful 😅 i promise im usually way more attentive

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genekies · 5 months ago

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rewarching markipliers playthrough of Resident Evil 7 (Biohazard) as I get more drunk

I'm so ready to sleep but prepare for a bunch of reblogs about RE7 because I'm tired, drunk, and thinking about it mmmmm

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aliengirl · 1 year ago

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girll dinner

#this champagne is a bit bitter than i like #and a lot stronger than im used to #i usually >start< getting dizzy by my forth cup l #this one im getting dizzy in the middle of my second #and i had 2½ sooo #Making the egg for my sandwich was so weird #im still feeling weird #as if im moving sloewr than the rest of the world but also faster #alien talks #nonsims #im this 🤏close to being drunk #my head is just #light

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deepfriedseagullfeet · 6 months ago

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hey guys. what if i told you that Jack can manipulate the egos' bodies whenever he wanted. what if he could use his Power that he used to create to hurt the things he created. what if he could break bones on demand. twist muscle and tendons. initiate intense migraines. decides that chase's stomach is sick and forces him to vomit for days. decides that marvins power should backfire and torture them with their own magic. decides that all of henriks teeth should fall out then grow back, tearing through his torn gums. its his creations. its a lot like when an author plays around with their characters. or a child plays with their toys. the egos are jacks, and so he can decide what happens to their bodies at any given point.

#does anyone remember the star trek esque episode of black mirror. its kinda like that #jack usually doesnt use his power because its exhausting but he needs to keep the egos in line somehow #he prefers to let them grow and develop in their own ways out of curiousity to see how they turn out #but i wonder if he can alter their appearance....maybe when theyre young he can but as they get more solidified as people it gets harder #the egos are all connected to jack spiritually(?) and so jack can keep fucking with them #'building on the story' as it were.#ego posting #idk im just deepening the lore for big bro au. i think this makes jack less of a drunk divorced dad and more of a Problem

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itsalwaysdark · 8 days ago

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okie now its my bedtime loves us all and ummm 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚 why when i do 💚 is one of the sugested emojis oh now were pretending it wasnt... it was 🤔.. why are you questioning my love. very sad stuff

#i did drinked a little earlier not very much tho. i kind of miss being proper drunk it was like ¾s of a mikes hard... and also i had #basically a full can of monster annie gave me Nnwise it was like 9pm. LOL. but it was a nice taste so whatever. hopefully i am not under the #effects i dknt feel especially tired butttt i need to sleep. my stomach growling tho but i already brushed my teeth #OOH also we had stuffed mushrooms today thats why papaw came over and it was nice they were delicious .. and theres extra mushrooms so i can #make um special mushroom spam bowls i think :] unless theyre 4 something #next thursday i think were doing umm. this once little meal w these tiny breads and brie and pesto and its so yummy ive only gotten to have #it once bc brie expensive BUT mama found it 4 like 3 dollars at aldis or something like that....#oh also crucial when i say mama i dont probounce it in my head like momma its Ma-Ma to me #just so you know . i actually call her mama quite often irl but over text it feels different so i dont on here i usually judt call her #mother. irl i also call her mommy a lot and mother irl ... but not in a like . yk. i call her mother but its more as a joke if that makes #sense. i do wonder ummm bc ive been calling my mom mommy for ages and i did the entire time when i was a teenager and i wonder if its bc i #always had younger siblings ? like annie and then weeman. i feel like annie was learning to talk at around the same age where a lot of kids #i mean they started to talk when i was at the age when. phrasing not clear sry. but anyways it was when i was around rhe age when kids tend #to stop calling their parents mommy and daddy (obvs different for everyone) so bc she was still Mommy for annje i just kept calling her that #yk. and then obvs weeman calls her mommy and such. but yes im curious if its different for ppl who dont have younger siblings or who have #different gaps w their younger siblings... it also might be influenced bc my mom was a preschool teacher yk. idk ... itd be interesting to #see... it also likee. umm. esp on here i dont like to call them mommy and daddy even tho thats what ive called them most of my life just bc #of. yk. im not rly Embarassed that i still call them that but i dont like it being associated sort of thing . but that is how it is...#so ya. the only thing i like Never ever call them irl is mom and dad like i never idt ever in my life have been like Hey mom. hey dad. thats #crazy to me its crazy that ppl actually do that to me idek why #like i call rhem My mom and dad bc thats what they are but thats not like. ykwim... IDK. abyways so yes thats my detour much love

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cha-lii · 1 year ago

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i fucking hate when people make out villains to be “good underneath it all” or sympathetic just because they’re charismatic or attractive or whatever - which is why silco is forever my favourite villain. i agree with his philosophy, disagree with his methods, and wholeheartedly believe his love for jinx and loyalty to the rest of his team. silco is probably the best written villain i’ve come across

#fucking love him so much #like he is a believable villain #and his belivableness is what makes him such a good villin #i hate how negan and walter white are made out by fans to be good guys underneath it all #silco is not a good guy but his goals are honourable #he never pretends otherwise #whatever #im kinda drunk #just lovin on arcane as usual #blah #arcane

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greyedian · 1 month ago

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oh my god I was thinking about a jayvik fallout new vegas AU and was like "hm maybe Viktor uploads himself into one of those robots until he can get a different body by like repurposing power armor or something idk" and then I remembered that this guy's name actually is Victor

#idk what to do with Jayce tbh its been a while since ive played this game #just thought this was a funny coincidence adjfkg #you know the brainworms have gotten real bad when im coming up with a bunch of weird ass AUs #ok i know i just said i wanna shut up about fandom things but this was in my drafts and i think it's a little funny #honestly idk if that would even work i don't know if they have the technology to transfer an entire personality to a robot?#i think they just have their own weird AIs going on and if Viktor wanted to extend his life he'd have to do the other thing #and augment himself with power armor. like that seems more in line with what would actually work within the lore #though it has been a while so there's a lot of fa/lout lore i don't remember idk #maybe he has like an emergency ai based on his personality in there but its distinctly not him and it's a creepy how uncanny it is #OR the robot is blitzcrank which would make the most sense actually idk why that wasn't my first thought #anyways i have a few ideas on what a questline with him and Jayce could look like maybe?#like Viktor is chilling with the followers of the apocalypse or whatever those were called #Jayce is maybe a field medic with the NCR? and when they go on their regular vacations to the strip he gets drunk and in a fight #somehow he ends up in freeside at the fort where the followers are and Viktor patches him up. That's how they meet #and then they bond over medical research science stuff. Now Jayce just dips out on his ncr buddies whenever they go to the strip #he just goes to freeside to hang out with Viktor. He probably also steals supplies from the ncr bc the followers have so few resources #he brings all that stuff to Viktor and they make new medicines and build cool shit that helps freeside etc #but then Viktor is dying of radiation sickness. ensue fetchquests to gather power armor parts and supplies #so he can build a new body and avoid dying yippie. maybe his backup ai and building blitzcrank from that can be like a sidequest #different sidequest would probably be Jayce getting in trouble with the ncr. and having to deal with that #idk I'm just throwing ideas at a wall and seeing what sticks. I'm having fun with it tho #maybe if my brain doesn't hate me I'll make some art for this. it's a neat little concept #this is NOT going into the tags lol. i am embarrassed about everything i say as per usual forever and always amen 🙏

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akascow · 2 months ago

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i dont think ive actually been drunk yet to know what kinda drunk i am but ive drank enough in one go to know its a mix between giggly drunk, inappropriate (sex jokes) drunk and just plain ol mean HAHA so

#so still annoying but even more so.... which is what being drunk usually does anyways HHAHA #we can check flirty and clingy drunk off the list tho bc i dont think any drink will bring those out lmfao #and im not reckless but i thing that one switches out for the mean gene bc i dont have the normal social filter lmfao

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vile-wizard · 3 months ago

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My brother (not one I live with) sent me a picture of a bottle of wine unprompted with an ask to hang out but I don't wanna leave the house todayyyy. Last time we hung out I invited him to my 2am binge-drinking-in-the-park extravaganza so he's trying to return the favor I guess.

#This is gonna sound crazy but i actually don't feel like getting really drunk.....#i think its bc about 2 weeks ago my exgf/friend got extremely drunk at a party and i spent several hours wondering if she needed a hospital #actually my brother was there too so i guess it didnt impact him much #he's not usually a big drinker so maybe hes trying to get into it. i hope not #anyway.#lately ive been sticking to 1 drink #if im being real at this point in time i care about sugary baked confections more than getting drunk 🤲🍰#vile-wizard.txt

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bitegore · 11 months ago

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idk about the rest of you but i genuinely don't make decisions high that I wouldn't make sober

#half because i think about things when i do them by either a) no thought instant impulse straight to action OR b) very close overthinking #and drugs dont usually do anything besides make me do more of one or the other #i dont really Do 'back off bc nervous' *except* when under the influence tbh bc i overthink tapping the brakes #so like i'm more likely to be like 'may be i shouldn't get an impulse tattoo from this random person' while high than sober #this is a me problem #other half is just because i will commit to such dumb shit anyway and have enough wrong with me that my sober instincts and desires are #p much totally in line with my influenced ones as far as i've seen #im never sobering up like 'what was i thinking' i always know what i was thinking ans usually im like 'yeah good call' about it #being DRUNK is the only one I don't really feel that way about and is because it's bad for my mental health but like ive never really done #something while drunk i wouldn't do while sober either i just usually feel a little off kilter about it #red rambles

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faaun · 3 months ago

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something happened to me for like 2 weeks but we're so back

#i became entirely nocturnal basically . sleeping at 10am wakeing up at like...2 to 4pm . and then being just super exhausted #i spent the whole time doing nothing like literally accomplished nothing which is terrible bc i have soooo much to do #like so many applications to submit and i have to write my dissertation etc etc #also i havent taken vyvanse for like 3.5 weeks despite the fact that it actually started to work bc for some reason #smth in my body is like . massive alarm system !!!DO NOT TAKE THIS PILL!!! when i feel exhausted #i think i have the unconscious association of the feeling of like...exhaustion w the vyvanse ? bc the initial side effects were horrible #yk how getting blackout drunk might make you repulsed by the scent of that drink or foods you ate while drinking it etc #its like that but w vyvanse . anyway #but no yesterday it was my friends birthday so i barely slept which for some reason worked well (usually even if i pull 2 consecutive all #nighters ill STILL go to sleep at like . 7am at minimum) and today is my best friends birthday so were going out again etc #and i think i forget that not going out and not talking to people actually does fuck my physical health up #like even if im eating enough and sleeping enough if i have 0 activity ill still end up like . lethargic and useless #anyway #yeah #LETS GO #anyway took vyvanse today . also i finally have dextroamphetamine for boosters

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grubbbbbb · 2 years ago

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my take on pac-man satoru gojo but like reduced each time i drew him

#jujutsu gojo #196 #gojo fluff #gojo satoru #jjk satoru #jujutsu kaisen #anime art #yuji itadori #jujutsu kaisen megumi #lol i’m usually good @ art but im wine drunk & there r so many loss memes in the 196 hashtag #loss #lol

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