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So in the break room at work we have a mason jar we all put spare change in, and then we collect it and use it to get basic things like ketchup, mustard, a loaf of bread, ect ect. We keep a list of stuff on the fridge

This is important only because someone did the collection and ran to the store and picked up the tub of butter that someone listed, among the other stuff. Which is fine. But instead of writing 'for everyone' on it like we usually do with this stuff , for some reason he labeled it 'Free Use'

And I'm staring here looking at this tub of butter as I go to get my sandwich like

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A dance that never ends

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Chat gpt you will never be her

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For the prompts, do they have to be romantic for the pairings? If not, can we have a Natsume + Natori platonic 18? Or 18 Nishinatsu if you'd rather. I honestly love all your fics so I'm alright with anything! Thank you so much!!

18: things you said when you were scaredxFor all the maturity he carries around like a heavy coat, for all the extra years in his eyes, Natsume is still a child. Sixteen and stubborn and bearing the whole world on his shoulders.“I should never have come here,” he says, and it’s vicious, and it would sound angry to anyone who didn’t know him. “I shouldn’t have— I shouldn’t— “He would probably be shouting, if not for his classmate’s head pillowed on his shoulder. As it is, the hospital room is hushed and quiet. It’s an oppressive stillness, broken by the slow beep, beep, beep of the ECG machine. Shuuichi has surely been in worse situations than this, but he can’t bring one to mind. “It isn’t your fault,” he says. As redundant as it feels, it deserves to be said. “There’s no way you could have known this would happen.”“Of course I should have known!” Natsume bites out, bright eyes wet and burning. “Something like this always happens, always, I’m a danger to every single person I love! I’ve always known that, why would it be any different here?”“Natsume,” Shuuichi says slowly, carefully, aching for this troubled, burdened child he’s come to know, “that’s just not true. You know better. You’re not—““I am,” Natsume says right over him. He hasn’t looked away from the body in the hospital bed even once, staring at Nishimura’s still and battered face as though he’s commiting every mark to memory. “I’m no good, Natori-san. No good to anybody. They’d all be better off if I was gone.”

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Visceral is EASILY top ten words that feel good as fuck to place precisely into your essay one glorious time

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Cunt and bitch are gendered, misogynistic slurs. Im a long time mutual on another blog but Im unfollowing.

i've had cunt in my name for 10 years

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meirl

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Eowyn/Faramir was one of the first ships I was truly obsessed with, and am still obsessed with. Faramir has lived the past year of his life in the shadow of the Nazgul, burdened by grief, fighting a desperate war that knows he's going to lose, hating that he has to fight at all but still doing it to protect his men (many of whom will die anyway), to obey his father (who doesn't love him), to defend his city (which is probably doomed.) He bears up heroically under his burden, he doesn't have illusions, he tolerates hopelessness so well that he's not even tempted by the ring: if no actions can avert the inevitable destruction, he might as well act righteously. He holds up under the burden, and he holds others upright as well, but it's sickening him, and the sickening dread that he fights every day has a voice and shape, black wings in the sky.

And then Eowyn shows up having killed one of those.

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gonna post my entire stickman reaction pic collection

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used bookstore tucked into an old church in the holler I will always love you

Buckeye Bend Books, Marlinton, WV.

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big fan of stories that, while undoubtedly being about the power of friendship, acknowledge that the power of incredible violence is just as important

the love was there. the love changed everything. the crowbar helped also

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how do people watch severely disappointing finales to shows and then just… move on?

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mischivous cat

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They need to stop arguing

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guy who is stuck in a timeloop but is too socially anxious to bring it up to anybody or change their routine just in case it turns out they're mistaken. like yeah you're pretty sure that it's been november 3rd for two weeks now but idk maybe that's the depression talking. it's fine.