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omg i wanna know what the fics r about, especially the sashnetra one
Oh boy, there's so many worlds living in my head currently hahaha!
There's the boxer continuation I still need to plot out, more one-shot collection pieces including an amusement park AU, a couple different stripper ones (I can't help myself oops), drunk Anetra at a party with Marcia taking care of her (tbh this one might leave the one-shot folder and become a whole story)
Then there's the non-one-shots, which has a bodyguard/celebrity AU that I have plotted but need to suck it up and put to paper, a (shocker) Vegas stripper and 21st birthday AU, and yes I know it's cheesy as fuck but I love cheesy fics but I'm currently working on my tattoo shop owner AU where Marcia comes to get some tattoos and accidentally falls in love.
The Sashnetra is a fun one! Very directly inspired by the top 4 episode (and I will cry if anyone steals this) but Sasha is a pop girlie, Anetra is a model/dancer who was hired to be in her MV, and working with Sasha is a gay awakening (feat. am I gay BuzzFeed-esque quiz taking)
#i keep erratically jumping back and forth between them as I write because my life is so hectic that whenever something pops in my brain#i just have to get it down onto paper and get the idea in and then I can edit later and make it work#but also im exceedingly picky so it takes forever to make any progress oops#sashnetra#anarcia#anarcia fanfic#anarcia fanfiction#anetra#marcia#marcia x3#my current plot bunnies#if anyone wants to discuss any of my AUs (or any of theirs!) my dms are always open#pls i need fanfic friends so bad#or just people to bounce ideas off of!!#im so chill i promise#very approachable#writing#sasha colby
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hi <3
my lovelies are you still here? i'm thinking of dropping something 🥺
#is anyone still here i totally understand if you're not 💔#BUT HIIIIIII TO ANYONE WHO IS#im so sorry i disappered again life stays getting crazy#and i kind of felt disconnected from writing and nearly lost my passion for it#but i think im ready to get back in the game#just KNOWING how many stories i have yet to tell#for my lovelies who are waiting for 'to turn a bad thing good' I promise the third chapter is nearly done!#though in the meantime i really do feel like I owe you guys some new work#i have a taehyung pwp i wrote all the way back in 2022 just chilling in my wip#would you guys like me to drop it 🥺#sammy files
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happy yingdu/bridon to all who celebrate
how the bingo's looking so far
#i just watched ep 1 im insane JEJEJ#THE SHIRT IS CHENG XIAOSHIS#HE SPENDS HALF THE SEASON IN CHENG XIAOSHIS SHIRT#HE MOVED IN 2 SECONDS AGO AND WERE ALREADY SHARING CLOTHES#I CANT PROMISE FOREVER BUT ILL STAY WITH YOU FOR AS LONG AS I CAN IS CRAZY CHILL GUYS CHILL#<<thats the love confession btw i dont take criticism#yingdu spoilers#bridon spoilers#link click#shiguang dailiren#link click spoilers#link click bridon arc#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#so sane#i did not expect the fucking. kidnapping in ep 1#nor did i expect a cop to die so soon but xiao li's ass was gone in the first 2 minutes#ill probs update with a different colour every week or smt we're going in order of rainbow cause#yknow#cosplayer lu guang is fucking insane btw thats my new bg dont talk to me
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Figure drawing or whatever that i turned into christine
#im still in the process but im making progress#i promise i honestly wanna prove improvement's possible#did not use a ref so i guess i was just testing how well i could come up with poses with my bank of knowledge#bmc#christine canigula#sketch#be more chill#pink_toons arts
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#im lazy as hell#4 boxes in i lost my mind hahaha#megastar#im rewatching g1#ill draw better latee trust me#i just need to learn how to draw#hes supposed to be kissing the gun i uhhhh couldnt portray that so take my word for it#maccadam#transformers#anyways how yall nerds doing? i found my megatron figurine that survived getting ran over by a car. hes on my desk now.#anyways on the topic of g1 WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE TWO????#you ever see some shit like damn i hope you two die together#they give me secondhand cringe. head in hands i cant be near these deranged mfs#5 years ago ppl tried to pressure me away from this ship lmao#megatron#starscream#dawg im being ran through by my workload.#wanna hear another very real problem i have? so im a starscream fan since i was like 7. always a ss fan#and one time when i was a teen my mom accidentally ran over my megatron toy with her car so i begged my parents for a model kit#ss was out of stock for years so i got tc. i bought that for $24 and it was all chill#recently i was thinking i want the entire dumbass squad. all 3. i checked the price#$58??? MINIMUM???? AVG PRICE IS 70???? for HIM???#so what i need yall to do is i need a recs so i can infiltrate hasbro and character assassinate ss so bad the merch price drops back to $30#for the small cost of 20 rec letters i promise to destroy the franchise. how about it? then we can all get merch for better prices. cool!#or we can start a gofund me and raise millions so i can become an investor and tell them to lower prices from outside the club#maybe i should email the board. some shit like hey i was planning on having kids but i cant if the toys cost as much as the hospital bill#can you lower the prices so i can buy my future kids toys so i can indoctrinate them like my dad indoctrinated me to become a lifelong fan#sincerely. two generations of TF fans (your franchise isnt that old yet and i hope my kids can afford to be the third gen)
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Scorpio
The most toxic man alive but also a very well trusted and respectable boss and leader of the Zodiac.
#my characters#truly the man is like a poisonous hedgehog... just makes poison quills and projectiles#and if his life is in danger and he is unable to actually think about it his body just exudes a toxic gas as a last measure#to try and protect himself but he doesnt actually have control over that one#so yeah most toxic guy around and very nice guy unless you ask Cancer who is his right hand man#Cancer is kinda divided on Scorpio bc yeah like sure he looks after everyone really well buuuuut#hes also kinda weird (to Cancer specifically) so like you know uhhhh kinda hard to be chill with that#and while im talking about them Cancer is a noncombative sign and is group heals#and he is a VERY skilled healer and can heal through your clothing which is most of his complaints with Scorpio who likes to just#remove his clothing when hurt and is like there now you can see it better#and yes hes aware it unsettles Cancer but! Cancer hasnt quit yet! so theres still hope in getting him to lighten up!#as a Gemini im gonna be honest Gemini is Scorpios number one fan and idolizes him#its totally fine im not projecting at all i promise#and in turn Scorpio is like ok we all know what the objective is correct? and everyone is like protect Gemini we know#and no actually that isnt wrong but at the same time not right....#hes a good boss ! which is unique to his group since this is in a plot with uhhh the seven deadly sins and other large groups#and none of them really have a designated boss - just the Zodiac#and when he isnt in the above outfit which is for battle he really likes fancy formal wear#so black slacks and shoes with a purple button up and then a black vest#and sometimes a tie but thats a little more rare and for SPECIAL occasions rather than the daily formal
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i’m sooooooo normal about the god of war series. so incredibly normal i liked it a normal amount and would be so chill talking about it. don’t worry about the sign
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#god of war#i’m so so so so so normal about it it’s so whatever it’s so haha you know#something something when it comes to yourself you’ll let yourself drown before you change. you’ll die before you change who you’ve become#to survive this long#up to and until it affects the ones you’ve come to love in this life you’ve made for yourself and you suddenly have no choice but to change#it’s fine it’s ok it’s chill. everyone does this.#it’s becoming a parent and loving your child so much you HAVE to change. you HAVE to be better#we MUST be better. than they were.#who’s they. our parents. the gods that come before us. yes.#i’m screaming i’m crying i’m wasting away im disintegrating. there’s no coming back there no return#you are on your knees. you are gripping your son’s shoulders like they’re the only thing keeping you tethered to the earth.#you are struggling with who you are and who you want to become. you are promising to be better.#i’m so normal about parent(al figures) taking responsibility for their actions and choosing to do better#i’m not high enough to really express what’s going on here. can you feel it? can you fucking feel it?#this series has destroyed me.#dad of boy. dad(s) of boy. i will never be the same (affectionate)#can’t remember the last time i finished a series and went ‘oh well i’ve GOT to play it again Now That I Know’#AND I HAVENT EVEN TALKED ABOUT THE BROTHER HULDRA!!!!!!!!!#sindri’s face. has not left my memory#i’m dying scoob#gow#gowr
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i finally did it.
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after almost 60 entire hours of gameplay... and numerous mental breakdowns...
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i completed brothership. and BOY do i have far too many thoughts.
some thoughts and game review in tags (SPOILER WARNING AHEAD)
#i didnt expect me. a 15yo. to complete such a long game in one piece#YET I PERSISTED#the story. the characters. the complex level design. EVERYTHING about this game was near PERFECT#dont trust me when i say this cuz this is the only game ive ever actually played in this series... but this is my absolute favorite#out of all the games. 10/10 totally recommend#even when im the one making the phsycological horror. the peachs castle scene TERRIFIED me#this game fuels my angst tendencies to the point of no return#and oooooh im gonna milk it enough alright#connie is such a calm collected sweetheart. the bros must adopt her#technikki is well... smart#fuck you tho adaphne. get out of my sight#chilliam and burnadette are cliche but are absolutely one of my favorite mario couples#the extension corps being jackasses and then deciding to do good was a nice touch#cozette is just me#reclusa including his weeping forms is just a silly adhdfilled toddler vibe#oh yeah snoutlet is cocky in the best of ways. i promise ill never call u a pig again js give me back my family#groovemaster dyude and emmit must marry and thats a DEMAND#mario is chill and caring. luigi is a dumbass genius incarnate#the great conductor is there i guess. was a cool fact about snoutlet and had the best bros attack#speaking of bros attacks and bros moves i loved every one of them. theyre all so creative and have their own charms#i wish they brought back firebrand and thunderhand but oh well i guess we got mix-max vortex and zapperator in their places#i think i have so much more to say but i forgor#js. wow. WOW. WOOOOOOOOW!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-#super mario#super mario bros#mario#mario and luigi brothership spoilers#m&l brothership spoilers#m&l#m&l brothership
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having entirely too much fun with old outfit requests
#sonic#archie sonic#silver the hedgehog#scourge the hedgehog#elias acorn#sally acorn#amy rose#iratusmus.png#last art post for today i promise!!!#when i started out with silver i was like ''well okay i want this to be super chill and pump out a bunch of them really fast''#since when i do these things i tend to do them really relaxed at first and then i progressively put more and more effort into them#until theyre just full-fledged drawings. and then . well. i picked that complicated outfit for scourge#and it all went in a direction from there. as you can tell#either way doing a bunch of outfit requests at once is good for me because then im forced to spice up the poses a bit#also everybody say thank you to my beloved mutual jay un-pearable for introducing me to halftone hospital#unrelated but im actually incredibly happy with the way elias' hair turned out#since i struggled with it for like a millions years#anyways. if you want one of these send in a character and if i feel up to it ill put them in a funky outfit#or a stupid one. i have so many abysmally stupid outfits.
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crying myself to sleep im so sorry they cut you out atsuko they couldn't handle the cunt you were serving im so sorry but i know i saw you cheer on your son during the dark tourney i saw you hold onto a dying puu i was there i know
#like do i understand atsuko slander ofc yeah she's a shitty neglectful mom#but i love her sooooo much you have to understand#and you miss out on sm if you didn't read the manga cos for some reason she was basically ejected from the anime#considering yyh isn't exactly fuckin feminist im so grateful for the main girls they do have#then again they're all done incredibly dirty all the time#if i start on keiko I'll never stop don't piss me offfffff this media didn't deserve her let alone yusuke of all mfs#shizuru i love you smmmm yyh should've been about you instead#atsuko who doomed her child because how can one learn to love himself when his mother only practiced self loathing#atsuko who im giving the world's sweetest smooch to because you were only 14#you could've given up but you stayed and you did it and you did it BAD. you did it bad and you love that you did#i cant even talk about yukina cos yeah. me when i introduce a character that has complex relationships with other ppl#but i refuse to give her agency and personality and depth#fuck man. botan really did get the lion's share of screen time#do you have any idea how stoked i am that botan exists#main cast NO OFFICIAL LOVE INTEREST just chilling#no stupid ass love triangle she genuinely just doesn't seem interested in men i LOVE HERRRRRRR#botan hit yusuke with your oar again i wasn't recording the first time <3 love her ough#but yeah once i write that spirit detective shizuru au it's over for you bitches#yu yu hakusho#head in my hands atsuko marry meeeeee i promise i wont try to fix you (lie)
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if you wanna befriend someone / become mutuals — following and unfollowing multiple times in between interactions is not the way to do it gang 😭🙏
#sora.txt#like im a very chill guy i promise im easy to interact with and befriend you fr dont gotta do all that 😭#following and unfollowing 10 times is so bananas 😭
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how to work up the courage to explain my deteriorating sanity to my doctor and also explain it in a way that wont get sent back to hospital???
#i am way more mentally ill then last time they sent me so. yeah#this doctors pretty chill tho#i just dont know how far i can push it with them#idk what they'd do anyways i dont get on with therapy or meds and rhats about the only options.#idk#i just feel like telling someone#cause i dont want to kill myself yet i have to do the things#but The Things consist of one normal goal and a bunch of not normal stuff. like i cannot say “the only shit thats keeping me alive is that i#have to do what these divine messages have been telling me to“ like i cannot say that#that will absolutely get me locked up and my parents would absolutely want to send me away for that. their promise to not do it again...#definitely doesn't hold if im “psychotic” or delusional or whatever#i just know theyd freak#maybe its a bad idea#tw psych ward#tw forced recovery
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and as someone who used to fuck with the henry creel theories...well,
#it got too insane for me so i dipped#like i got some of it and was like yeah that's fs plausible and then the bullying started and i was like ok. well. im going outside#some of you just need to. like. chill. stranger things is not the end all be all of television if you want something more complex then go#-watch dark for fuck's sake#sorry anyway i just thought of this...nothing happened i promise im just. eyeroll#bee.txt#stranger things
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Have you seen that edit thing where they cut out RBD and only show the successful loop's
OF COURSE I HAVE ANON :D and ive seen all those smaller edits on youtube too of showing how subaru rbding to his checkpoint in canon looks like to other people. i know theres a full length edit though of the entire first season with just successful loops but i never got a chance to watch it in full from start to finish :< i gotta do that if i get my hands on that edit again and have the time to rewatch all of s1 again!! i wonder if theres been any successful loop edits for s2…
but yess like those edits are so enlightening to what it looks like to other people seeing subaru. like Yeah you can imagine how fucking weird it is and how enigmatic he must be from other POVs. and you especially know that from all the times in canon we get to see subaru through other characters’ eyes. but seeing the actual proof there from the anime through those edits is CRAZY. so fascinating!! i almost wish i could gluttony myself just to watch s1 blind but with successful loops only 😭😭 thatd be a fun psychological experiment trying to decipher wtf is going on with subaru LMFAO.
also massive kudos to all the people doing those edits. theyre doing a real fandom community service and satisfying curiosity there with these edits pfft. or satisfying my curiosity at least HAH.
#rezero#re:zero#ask#also im so curious who you anons are. understandable if yallre shy but i promise i dont bite!! im very curious whos chilling in my asks 👀👀#i get out of school soon so…. answering asks and finishing more long ass posts time it is 👀👀
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THIS IS HUMANITIES 11TH HOUR I THINK KIAN WAS RIGHT. THERE WAS SO MUCH HE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT HE DID IT FOR GREAT REASON. THEIR RELATIONSHIP MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL. EVEN THE ECHO OF SOMEONE IS IN LOVE WITH YOU, AND THE ECHO OF YOU LOVES THEM TOO. they COPIED A HUMAN DOWN TO THEIR BASIC CIRCUTRY AS A SURVIVAL INSTINCT AND THE VERY WIRES STILL LOVE YOU. ITS THE ATMOSPHERE. ITS THE DISCORDANT AND SAD YET YEARNING CORDS IN THE AIR AS THE SKY REDDENS. ITS A WISH FOR SOMETHING MORE, PRESSING AGAINST INEVITABLE GLASS, CLEARLY NO HOPE OF CONTINUING OR BLOSSOMING. A PAINTING OF A MEMORY THEY WANT TO BE MAKING WITH NO CONCLUSION.
#cw gore#cw blood#jrwi blood in the bayou#jrwi bitb spoilers#jrwi bitb#jrwi fanart#AAUAUGHGHUHHGHH SO IM RELISTENING TO THE THIRD EPISODE RIGHT. THATS WHAT THIS PAGE WAS DRAWN FROM.#AND IM AT THE PART WHERE. YKNOW. THEYRE ON THE SEXY MOTORCYCLE AND GOING TO THE TREE. THEY LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH. FUCK YOUUUU IM WEEPING#ALSO I MIGHT ASWELL SAY HERE. i remember listenign to the first episode at midnight. i was heading to sleep bc i had work in the morning#and i remember hearing rolan n im like awww hes such a babyyyy lil baby giiirrrl#and then i saw his official art the next day n i was like. no WAY thats rolan he looks way too cool and chill in that.#AND THEN. and tTHEEHHEHEEENNN HE GOES AND DOES. WELL. YKNOW. N IM LIKE DAAAAAMAMNNN HELLO SIR!!!! FUCK IT UP MAN!!!! YEAHAHAHA I LOVE HIM!!#OHHH and yknow what lemme say some shit about RAND!!!!!!!! 'i love you man' 'i promise i love you man' HE CARES ABOUT HIS FRIENDS SO FUCKIN#AAUUUHHHH RAAAANNNDDDD HE WAS SO READY TO DIE. HE WAS PLANING TO DIE. UGH.#ALSO I STILL LISTENING N I JUST GOT TO THE PART WITH KIANS SONG TO BECKY. SOBBING SOBBING WEEPING IM SO EMOTIONAL ABT THEM#RUN AWAAAYYYY OOUHHOOOOO JUST TAKE MY HAND AND RUNN AWAAYYYYY EHEEEM HEEM WILL BOY YOU SHOULD BE RUNNING!!! U SHOULD BE RUNNING!!!!#HEY hey cmere. cmere n listen. im workin ona lil music video. right. been chippin away at it for the last few months#its supposed to go along with tha song 'am i in heaven' by king gizzard n the lizard wizard#go find it. go listen to it. see my vision.#HEY HEY IF U REBLOG THIS. RAMBLE ABOUT BITB N SHIT IN THE TAGS PLEASE I NDEED TO HEAR OTHER THOUGHTS. GIVE ME UR BRAIN#ALSO JUST GOT TO THE KISS SCENE BTW. ITS SOO FUNNY TO HEAR BEBO FREAKING OUT LIKE NOOOOO NNOONONO N MAKING SOUNDS. HES RIGHT#'do you want me to take anything off?' DSHUT UUPP BECKY I LOVE YOU. WHATEVER.#OKAY okay im nirmal now (lying) imm gonna go cry. alot. hope u do too. pls enjoy myart
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rewatching alien stage after round 7 heres my thoughts on a prsk version:
sua -> haruka mizu -> an till -> akito ivan -> toya luka -> mafyu hyuna -> shiho
#none of you get mafuyu like i do. she could be a cunty bastard trust.#ik an and mafuyu dont really know each other that well in prsk but if they were raised together like that i am CERTAIN it would go down#im not really thinking about the backstories and canon interactions tbh in terms of whats canon to prsk#like yeah an was not motivated by harukas death but i think if haruka DID die (remember she wouldnt know of radder or even ken) she would b#im very adament about haruan mizisua parralels#ivan/toya is the one im most iffy about actually despite it being a very popular opinion#i think its popular bc yall like blueorange. i also like blueorange but theres other stuff to it guys#TO BE FAIR ivan and pre main story toyas attitudes towards till and akito are uncanny#but ivan/till and toya/akitos situations in regards to vivid street vs the stage are entirely reversed#but ig when you think about it their experience in performing directly parrallels akitoyas types of previous music experience#but people choose it bc they like blueorange. it works very well but yall just like blueorange.#someone edit the boys when theyre bored gif as akitoya RIGHT NOW/silly/nf#i dont particularially have a reason for shiho. but it makes a lot of sense to me#we dont know loads about hyunas family iirc so shizuku could still exist and her dad#something something continuing to perform for the love of it after all the trauma is the most shiho thing ever#also im convinced that if shiho couldnt self isolate the way she did then she wouldve ended up as affectionate as hyuna is (particularially#w mizi)#this isnt just bc all in sounds like a leoneed com i promise BUT ''fill up the whole nebula'' ''the galexy shining bright''#ik the whole thing is scifi but chill out babes youre gonna have hatsune miku on your ass with a copyright claim#anyway. ''we only get one life im living mine for me'' is the most shiho thing ever#OMFG the idea of mafuyu/toya/shiho childhood friendship... (<- watching all in while typing)#i'll write up a seperate post about that#ramblings#pjsk posting#alien stage#alnst#prsk#project sekai#pjsk
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