#im so bad about procrastinating
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cw // tattoos, slight nudity
timeskip! whitney x eri (pc)
i need to make whitney a dad ;;w;;;
reference used for the art under the cut!
(unfortunately i've lost the source for the ref pic, so if anyone can be so kind as to link i'll add the link to the post!)
#imma say considering my tired state#im super proud of how this came out#im probably gonna have a diff opinion when i wake up tomorrow but hey#thats tomorrow me's problem#anyways ive been having rlly bad baby fever lately so im trying to quell it#also because ihave exams next week i can't keep procrastinating by drawing 😭#anyways whitney pregnancy content when -#(slides vrel a crisp 5 dollar bill)#tattoos cw#slight nudity cw#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#eri the orphan#whitney the bully#whitney x pc#dol#dol pc#dol whitney#degrees of lewdity#dol related#whitney is 100% the kind of dad who'd immediately cover up all vulgar tattoos with something more acceptable#esp as soon as eri got pregnant jhbrebfbjherf#HNNGHHH I NEED WHITNEY PREGNANCY CONTENT BADLY#IM ABOUT TO BITE SOMEONE I SWEAR
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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i keep making animations with bipper...
help please
#look at me being productive#isnt it cute?#you bet your asses it wont last long though#anyways bipper is a whole skrumblo and i will not hear otherwise#why is bill in dipper's body so fun??#SBSVHAV JUST REALIZED HOW BAD THAT LAST TAG SOUNDS OUT OF CONTEXT#original art#gravity falls#bipper#dipper pines#gf art#bill cipher#ignore the fact that im procrastinating on like 20 projects + school stuff + asks#we dont talk about my work ethic
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i DO wanna know about this au. tell me about it!!!!!!!!!
This ask is like months old but I think it was in regards to my fairy au??
Anyways fairy au info below cut:
Xephos is a fairy that lives in Lalna’s old gran’s backyard beneath a tree with a colony of bees. When his grandmother dies, Lalna inherits the house and discovers this lil fairy dude living in his back garden. They very slowly go from mutually staring at the other with interest to being friends and later a bit more fluffy romance stuff. At one point during the winter Xeph’ holes up in Lalna’s walls because it’s warmer so he becomes Lalna’s borrower-esque roommate. They can’t really talk to each other because Xeph’s vocal chords are so small Lalna can’t hear so lots of non-verbal communication. Lalna shrinks himself at some points so they can talk. Rythian and fairy!Zoeya are also there. Ryth’ can talk to fairies because his magic compensates for the small vocal chords so he can hear and Lalna hates him for this. Xephos also can’t fly because Spooky Past and doesn’t really remember his past either. Oh, and fairy!Lomadia kidnaps Xephos at one point also because she thinks Lalna is holding him against his will lol. It’s one of my more self-indulgent aus.
Also, Xephos loves strawberries :3
#floyd answers#color practice goes hard#my problem w asks is i want to answer them all with pretty art#but then i procrastinate on the art and end up never answering them#everyone who sends me asks i promise i think about them so so much and im not ignoring them i just want to give u art in response and im so#bad at doing things lmaooo#anyways#fairy au#yogscast#xephos#yogs#g/t#fairy#fanart#giant/tiny#sfw g/t#fairy!xephos#beephos
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in the last two days or so i was able to actually properly take my meds at night, sleep, and wake up fully rested in the morning, had actual filling meals, and i just did those simple exercises in the video i reblogged and they werent super hard or time consuming like daily exercises usually are for me. so now.. im feeling actually pretty optimistic? maybe i can make my life a little healthier. thatd be pretty nice
#i took a shower this morning and im going to get my nails done in a couple hours#i also hope to finish this commission ive been procrastinating on today and then i can take some more#i also saw a while ago a guy talking about how he set himself to read 10 book pages a day and ended up actually reading a bunch of books#which sounds doable enough and i could finally read all this stuff ive been putting off#idk. my life sucks so bad and ive been feeling so terrible but i guess that doesnt mean i cant try to make it a little better#and i can have goals to seek and achieve even if currently my goals are ''remember to shower'' and ''sleep better''#i hope i can keep this idea going i dont want to give up and fuck it all up again#🧃.txt
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GUYS i have to give a six minute demonstration speech for my oral/interpersonal communications class later AND. AND like two weeks ago when we were planning it i didn’t know what to do it on so my teacher said something art related since she knows i like to draw. so i chose to. to give a speech in front of like 20 other people in my grade on HOW TO DRAW ANTONNNNN AND I’M FREAKING OUT BECAUSE THAT SPEECH LS TOFDAY AND I HAVENT PRACTICED IT AT ALLLLLL LMAO IM SO FUCKED
#AAAAAAAHHHH#this is gonna be so fucking chaotic i’m kinda excited#i don’t know what i’m doing!!!!#to be fair some of the speeches so far have been. really bad. so i’m not too worried about it#i’ve been going to school with these people my whole life so its not like they’re complete strangers#but still#I HATEEEE GIVING PRESENTATIONS#i will probably have an anxiety attack or something lol#yikes#i am not prepared#and i think that’s actually hilarious#because i laugh when im nervous. a lot#wyrms says stuff#IM THE PROFESSIONAL PROCRASTINATOR#WISH ME LUCK 💥💥💥💥💥💥#also if i fuck it up j can just make up the grade by doing another speech it’s not a big deal my teacher doesnt gaf#also i chose anton because i’ve been drawing him like every day for months so it’ll be easy drawing him in front of people#also i will pretend he’s in my mind hyping me up so it’ll be easy
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to be so honest im starting to think i really need to see a professional for my social anxiety
#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#it is so bad in ways i can’t even articulate but today i felt sick over having to send one text message and procrastinated the entire day#i’ve gotten so bad recently#and that’s not even a fraction of the texts i need to reply to.. i feel like im crumbling under the weight of how awkward i am#and i hate it because im sure everyone thinks i’m rude and i know it comes off as so weird when i reply to a text fucking SIX WEEKS late#but i genuinely feel so awful and guilty over it i just cannot make myself do it. i’m so scared ill say the wrong thing or fuck up#or i just forget because i have memory issues but it’s awful all the same and i feel so terrible#and i assume everyone hates me until i see them again because i never texted back and it makes me feel like an awful person#but i have good intentions and i really just want to give everyone the kindness they deserve but i get so scared to talk to ppl it’s crazy#it’s so awful. i really need it fixed it feels like it’s rotting my soul and ruining my relationships#people will be so nice to me and then i just don’t get back to them… it’s horribly horribly rude and i know it i just get terrified#or i forget most the time i really do just forget but it feels bad all the same#i think it stems from like.. i don’t want to say the wrong thing so i need to think hard about what to say but then i forget or get so ->#caught up in trying to say the perfect thing that i get overwhelmed and procrastinate then forget entirely#i’m an awful person i truly cannot stand myself#i guess the only way forward is to just be better in the future but fuck i feel so guilty
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ummmm not me ghosting this site... have new art ig? sorry pjsk made me a gacha addict-
#pjsk#project sekai#ichika hoshino#leo/need#yup im addicted#ichika is not drawn in my usual style so she looks bad#plus she isnt the main focus in this scene anyway#im willing to talk about this pic if anyone asks#i stopped procrastinating on this when the server went down for maintenance cuz i had this thumbnail sketch for a while already#all i need now is to do my other thumbnail ive been procrastinating on#sigh#the art in artical gets used#I FORGOT MY ART TAG DJSJSKLA
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#aye. in another life i would have loved to be an illustrator#i dont like to do digital tho and i dont wanna b a starving artist and i like science too much#but it would make me so hsppy if i was allowed to draw all day everyday#forever and ever drawing#but nooo i wanted to get a phd in microbial evolution. and im procrastinating working on my preproposal#literally doing anything to not work on it. i coulf have been a illustrator. an endocrinologist. a neurobiologist. a paleontologist. but i#chose microbial ecologist then thought no fuck ecology and went for photosynthetic mechanisms#bc i do love my lil cyanos and i do love Microbiology. i love those underapprecated lil guys#the world is so big and beautiful and all i wanna do is understand. but my stupid brain doesnt work right and ive burried my wonder for so#long i wonder if ill ever have it back. i was reading a bunch of lil notes i wrote this semester and i go from#everything is so beautiful i cant stand it. there are angels in the sunbeams and they feel like healing. to im the world around me is#warping beyond my control. i cant feel any joy. my head is sending me terrible ideas but im not even scared. it feels inevitable#but last week i was so full of energy i couldnt sleep. nothing changed but the chemicals in my head#hopefully next semester will b better and i can stop feeling like damaged goods and feel bad fro my advisor#for having to deal with me. hes v nice and has a bip0lar brother so he's sympathetic but i wish he didn't have to b#i want to stop fantasizing about being something else and just focus on being better at what i am#but im such a pathological perfectionist that its so difficult to make any progress. but whatever ive been feeling alright for the#past week or so. hopefully that carries through. and maybe somedsy i can illustrate something for my precious baby cyanobacteria#unrelated
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hate hate hate the feeling of turning in a part of an assignment and being hella embarrased abt how it is :3 like, feeling someone’s just gonna email me like ”hey?? what the fuck ??? what are u doing here this is garbage” like yeah dude i dont know what to tell you, things did not go well this week
#doing one that’s like a bigger thing but has weekly deadlines#and this week hasn’t been good for that so it’s like very fucking pathetic of how little I got done#and it’s all basically shit anyways like i know it doesn’t work and won’t work with the way I’m going about it#also I’m only submitting the previous version bc i don’t even fuckin know what’s going on with this current one#like the code’s all bad and all over the place and I have no clue where i’m trying to go with it#so it’s like i basically didn’t get shit done this week#only made myself more confused#i need to take a step back and like really fuckin think what I’m going to do with this bc it’ll just get worse if I just keep trying to go#with this shitty thing i have on my hands rn#and also im like over an hour late already bc gotta write a weekly report and idk what the fuck to say like#’’oops sorry dude it’s shit rn i have no clue what’s going on but also dont have anything i could ask help with bc im too confused so it’s#just uhh this thing now; a mess <3’’#the way i’ve been handling this course like ?? uh oh will i ever have the audacity to step a foot to my campus ever again lol#yes im now writing this to procrastinate writing that weekly report thing#ughhh yes im hella positive rn all is shit#(also there was parliamentary election today and it didn’t end well so that might be why everything feels 5x more shitty rn)#april 2023#2023
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funny concept i really wanna do is make a mine dating sim however no matter how hard you try you’ll always get At Most a friendship ending EXCEPT if you put your name in as daigo then it’s just an entirely different game
#snap chats#i wanna do it so bad but i dont know anything about making a dating sim#plus then i'd have to write a whole fanfic which. i mean ive done that before#i think it'd be funny for the 'daigo' story to just actually play as daigo#see i can never making a dating sim cause then id wanna put in like ninety endings#like what wouldve happened if daigo wasnt up to par with mine's expectations#i think The Pivotal Moment for mine realizing he respects/loves daigo was when daigo took a bullet for him#i think it'd be fucked if you can choose Not to do that and mine just dies 💀💀#honestly i almost just want to make a daigo x mine dating sim but the comedy is in the secret daigo route#im procrastinating on my commission again </3
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You ever confronted by how much fear is holding you back on even little daily things? ;-;
#rant#like i have adhd and im sure thats a portion of my decision paralysis and procrastination#but like... tax forms wouldnt be SO hard if i wasnt so terrified of filling out every little portion wrong#i am TERRIFIED of not understanding the directions and not knowing what to do next when i fill out a form...#i am terrified of calling my doctor and trying to Guess how to word my symptoms in a way which will result in me being helped instead of#dismissed. i am terrified that what i choose to eat will HURT bad and have days long consequences#(since i have gastroparesis so every fucking food decision risks me vomiting/being unable to eat for days if i fuck it up...#and you WILL always fuck up food decisions... if i wish to ever eat at a restaurant there will be random additives i cant check or forgot a#about... and sometimes they WILL hurt me)#and hell... with my chronic illness. there's days through NO fault or choice of my own... i simply feel WORSE#i can meticulously slowly cautiously make all my decisions. and STILL 'fuck up' and be in incapacitating pain for days#its so frustrating!#yeah i get afraid i'll write and make a mistake in a fanfic whatever. or pick a show im bored with.#but it's frustrating how much GENUINE fear i deal with on everyday decisions#if i eat the wrong thing? fucked up for days. if i choose to paint and my body decides it cant handle#sitting upright that long? fucked up for days#if i choose to go for a walk and my body decides halfway through it cant do it? FUCKED up for days#if i want to get myself a yummy food or drink from a restaurant to reward myself? random chance#it could fuck me up for days#choose not to eat at all? ....body for no predictable reason may choose it's upset and i... feel fucked up for days anyway#so many daily decisions feel like high probability i'll FUCK MYSELF UP FOR DAYS#and i do not like enduring feeling that bad. so of course i get scared to make decisions.#and then that anxiety seeps into ALL decisions#and suddenly i realize i feel scared just... calling my mom to say i'll come over#because WHAT if i start vomiting and im in immense pain and have to CANCEL my visit and she gets UPSET and#maybe i should have just NOT tried to see her at all because now i'm dealing with an upset mom just because i couldnt predict#my health bombing that day.#or what if i start my taxes... and i have a panic attack (because im SO scared of making mistakes) and then my roommate yells at me#for being too emotional or my boss yells at me for having to take a mental health day off#(because i keep hyperventilating and cant rationalize anything cause im having panic attacks) and then my work/pay suffers and house feels
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#not me currently revenge procrastinating bc im scared of dreaming 😵💫#i feel so anxious its making me feel sick#i called my work friend at 9pm and spoke to her for like 30 mins and was like girl im so bad rn im having dreams#and she reminded me of the last time i was hving bad dreams like this ~1.5hrs ago that i completely forgot about#🤢🤢🤢
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y'know originally i had a big "yay i finished my exchange fic!!" post planned but it's literally an entire week late soo. that feels a little pathetic at this point el oh el
that being said - i finished my exchange fic! i have absolutely no control over when it will be posted, but i'll make sure to put it here when it is!
please please please go follow the deadcoddoves twitter account if you're at all interested in this exchange, they'll be posting about everyone else's fics too!!!
#never ever doing writing a fic with a deadline attached again. im too much of a chronic procrastinator for this#i have learned some things about myself though#(1) i tap out at writing about 4k words a day lmao. after getting that much written my brain is drained completely#(2) i am really really bad at not putting things off until the last minute. which i already knew but WOW this made it obvious#anyways!!! gonna go read all the fics i've missed this week! ceil im coming for you#also if we're deep in the tags and confessing things...#y'all i am sooo self-conscious about this fic LMFAOO ohh i hate it. i hate it so much.#thinking about turning comments off on ao3 for it tbh#but i think part of that is because it's so late. like this damn fic was a full seven days late and it's not even my best work???#ohhhh i am Embarrassed. well and truly humiliated#anyways my counterplan is to write a bunch of other stuff im proud of so i can stop feeling like shit lmfao#the mods were very patient and kind tho shout out to them for not hating me
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and welcome back to another episode of is this normal, is this a product of my competitiveass school, do i need a diagnosis, or do several of these apply?
#its late im doing physics its the first week of school what the fuck#well okay its just sig figs and linear regression and factor label method and shit. its just a lot#like mad late#im going to be seeing double all morning again#ughghhhhhh#school#i turned on some doja cat for the first time in a while tho she dropped a new album. p sure she had some discourse going on tho#theres a song on it that compares diamonds to piss and i remembered the sonic fandub. piss rock.#sounds decent tho#iguess#life is not kind to a serial procrastinator#oh but regardless of the doja cat fallout after like. paint the town red or wtv. still better than the jojo siwa rebrand.#so#ngl paint the town red wasnt even that bad idk what ppl were yapping about
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I just wanted to say I love your art so much!!! I especially love how you drew Narukami in that one “boy band” image… I’d love to see you draw him more if you ever feel so inclined.
THANK U 😭😭😭. i love narukami and the rest of the investigation team but drawing them intimidates me…. + that one person who said my narukami looks like handsome squidward pissed me off so i havent touched p4 since 😒
#ask#not actually mad but i do still think about that comment#and it does kind of piss me off#but anyways#i do wanna draw more p4 and 5#so maybe i will draw more of them someday…#im trying to replay p4g but i procrastinate so bad#ANYWAY. THANK U
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