#im rewatching rn and im catching so many things

[occasionalincorrectquotes]

Seeing Lu Guang care so much for Xiao Shi... Asking on his behalf for a break from work, not wanting to burden him with the knowledge that he sent Emma to her grave. Giving him time to prepare before diving into a traumatic situation. Telling him to rest after going into Shan Shan's body and drinking a lot. There is so much care and love in his heart.

[asteroidzzzn]

more than just a dream - the walker, 003

pairing: college!ellie x reader

synopsis: you transfer to a new school where you only know one person; your childhood best friend. he invited you to a beginning of the year party to meet some new people, but one person, in particular, catches your eye... his other best friend.

a/n: READ THIS ITS IMPORTANT hihihi im backkk i found a format i rlly like!! if u didn't see my other post, im changing formats because its taking way too long for me to make the other one and its very discouraging. creds to @starphires for making the format 💗 hope u enjoy

genre: social media au, fluff

series masterlist -- previous chapter -- next chapter

ellie

OMH IM SORRY IM HERE I FELL ASLEEO

dina 💋 👎 a message

dina 💋

ethan died

ellie

?? how did the main protagonist die what

dina 💋

i lied idk why i said that i didnt even watch the movie

what were yall doing for TWELVE HOURS??

ellie

why r u surprised hanging out for the technically first time for 12 hours is the average lesbian experience

dina 💋

ur like clinically insane

ellie

we were just watching our show

OUR SHOW wyd if i jump off a bridge RN 🧚

dina 💋 ? a message

dina

???

ellie

hold on ill tell the gc everything

ellie

ellie x y/n lore update

jesse 👽

there is no way u just said that.....

ellie

so basically

we got blankets and got comfy cozy and made popcorn and we were having sm fun like talking a bit and saying stuff ab it bc we've both rewatched it sooo many time like its our comfort show

and GET THISSSS

SHE LAUGHED AT MY JOKE

YUPPP I KNOW MHMM

AND POPCORN FLEW OUT OF HER MOUTH'//?! LMFAO

she was rlly embarrassed but it was so funny and cute and i started laughing too and i CHOKED

actual tears in my eyes and she was just sitting there laughing at me

dina 💋 ❤️ a message

jesse 👽

oh so ur deep in the trenches

ellie 👎 a message

dina 💋

thats so romantic

ellie

i almost died???

dina 💋

awww

ellie

she def wants me

jesse 👽

JUST REPORTING LIVE NEWS WE HAVE A DEVASTATING MAGNITUDE 9.9 DELUSIONQUAKE OVER HERE

ellie 👎 a message

dina 💋

DELUSIONQUAKE IS CRAZY OMFG NOOO

ellie

YOU MAKE ME PHYSICALLY ILL PLASE STOP

I AM NOT DELUSIONAL

jesse 👽

ok 🤗

ellie

NOOOASDHFKDFJSFD

but actually tho.. like shes so amazing and pretty and smart

like i dont wanna just hu w her or snything else.. it is a secret third thing

dina 💋

??????? thats called liking her

ellie

oooh maybe...

dina 💋

😭😭😭

jesse 👽

hey im sure this is all rlyl important but ELLIE? ARE YOU STIL LI MY DORM?? DID YOU SLEEP EHREA

ellie

UMM????

jesse 👽

I HEARD YOU AUDIBLY GIGGLE A FEW MINUTES AGO AND I THOUGHTIT WAS Y/N BUT SHES STIL LASLEEP..

ellie

NAHH GET HIM BACK ON HIS MEDS HES HALLUCINATING!!!

NURSE HES OUT!

jesse 👽

FUCK TYOU I AM NOT CRAZY I EHAR UR PHONE BUZZING WITH MY TEXTS RIG TNOW

ellie

😜

dina 💋 ❤️ a message

jesse 👽 👎 a message

jesse 👽

PUT THAT AWAY???

ellie

im sorry

ill go buy u breakfast what do u want

jesse 👽

ellie stew

ellie

um idk i could get u a sandwich ig..

dina 💋

u should get me food too bc u dipped on me last night im On my way! 🙋‍♀️

ellie

a/n: typa shit i been on recently..... 😓 . i hope u all liked thisss! this format is sm fun and way easier for me i hope u enjoy reading it! tell me if the length of this chapter was good or if i should make them longer/shorter,, i appreciate all feedback 💋💋

taglist: @ximtiredx @gold-dustwomxn @elliesinterlude @fireflyelllie @trulygnomed @deluluwh-0-re @toesorhoes @elliewilliamsmissingfingerss @emluvselandabs @ariianelle @jokerpokimoon @lonelyfooryouonly @lil-elliesgf @yuaaa05 @ourautumn86

[madisonrooney]

no one probably cares but. i wanna stress how big of a deal it is for me that im rewatching chunks of hannah montana, even if not the full series and even if out of order. not so much in the sense that it does bring up a lot of trauma (tho there is that...BUT i am pretty deliberately avoiding season 4 for that reason) but in the sense that like.

yknow that meme thats like "im going to create rules for myself that are so unnecessary" bc thats very much me. idk if its an autism thing but i do that so much. so basically when i need background noise i make myself watch whatevers on live tv and if there arent any shows i like on, i put on a dvd. could i just put on a dvd or streaming just if i felt like it or preferred it to whats on tv? sure, but my thing is ive been doing this for so long that if i change it now, that shows i couldve changed it ages ago and have lost so many opportunities to watch whatever i wanted. so to me it makes more sense to keep it this way. its stupid idk.

but leading up to and since d23, i like. physically could not stop myself from watching some hannah montana like i HAD to. i had been revisiting clips and eventually i was just like i am holding back serotonin from myself i just need to give in. and i did and man the RUSH it has given me.

im not entirely sure what my point is in posting this...ive wanted to for a few days but now im forgetting why lmao. tho im p sure its just that when i say "ive been rewatching some hm" its not as common of an occurence as you might think and just shows the deep state of brainrot im at rn, and im fucking loving it!!!!! not only have i spent so long struggling to hyperfixate on anything, but there were def periods over the last 15 years where i felt like i was forcing hm onto myself. not to say i didnt love it all throughout, but sometimes i would push it on myself when i was having an off day or more in the mood for a different hyperfixation. to come back to it so NATURALLY and PURELY and STRONGLY and GENUINELY!!!!! it feels so good!!!! and its just like...idk super heartwarming to me.

and i guess my other point is that i need to remind myself that there are easy things i can do to make myself happy that i prevent myself from doing for literally no reason so i need to work on that but at least this is a step in the right direction. like how i would force myself to catch up on the instagram stories of literally everyone i follow for hours and it would feel like a chore, when i could be doing something fun, especially with my few free hours on a work day. thankfully ive gotten myself out of that habit too but im sure there are some more walls i can knock down.

[petrichoraline]

svt SERVED those mermen, or whatever they were going for, looks. never seen before sways, sauves and smolders. what did you like most about the mv?<3

aaaaa I'm so happy to see you in my inbox, hii🥰

this is long and rant-ish, i apologise <33

what WERE they going for, the cave and ocean scenes lead to mermen but the tarot concept was so detached from that..though if you think about it, if we're talking sirens I guess it all ties in together with the spell concept?

serve is an understatement, like you could put an idol in an outfit but you cannot make them WEAR the outfit the way it deserves to be worn. that jun fit (I can't find any gifs from the mv in the search bar yet) was made that much better because he knew how to pose and move to its benefit

chan absolutely left me speechless at his part and that outfit (though not smth im personally that big a fan of) created the interesting imagery to catch the attention which he had the task of keeping on himself AND KEEP IT HE DIDD

idk why im so happy with hao's tie dye shirt, tank top and loose pants combo, might be because it's different than the other flashy and intricate pieces or because he reaallly suits flailing oversized shirts. who knows :]

hoshi pulling out those wings had me like oh! I didn't know we were doing angels as well?? hahah, honestly I think the one thing that made me a bit uncomfortable was hoshi having a serious face on for the entire mv lol like he has the smoldering gaze and the sad expressions and I couldn't pinpoint it until now but I'm not used to seeing him like this for a whole song.. that being said, amazing presence as always

I'm still crazy about the outfits and omg the accessoriesss and jun's earring being the centre of a shot, insane

genuinely can't tell you which part is my fave because I watched it only once, I don't know what to do with myself. you know that feeling where something is so amazing you need to talk to someone about it (like quite literally yell and shake them) that watching it alone without the possibility to do that is too much..yeahh

I'm scrolling through hoshi's stories rn and a snippet came up and I started fangirling again 😮‍💨 ALSO he posted smiley photos and im laughing cause all is right again!! sorry that I can't post ss rn

I have to say my mouth was agape with the jun and hao shot, the props, the heart, the colours..beautiful, I love practical effects (if you can call it that?)..the shot of jun laying on the beach is so peaceful, I loved that as well

EDIT: I just watched it again.. im heated from punching the air im so hyped its insane

thing is this mv made me like so many things I usually don't enjoy for reasons beyond my understanding like icy landscapes.. I have some questions about the combo of sets but it's okay

turns out they all had the more casual fits as I suspected, it's just that hao had a parallel shot with jun in his slay coat-y fit

(I just realised how good joshua would look in this makeup...everyone else too oh my goodness now im even happier we got this..and also I wonder what they did for vocal team's mv)

honestly i started rewatching and went "it's gonna be most of the scenes, isn't it..yeah this one..and this one too..this one is also amazing" like I can't pick a fave 🥹💗 songwise, I loveee the spell part but that is also related to the fact I was already in need to get my energy out somehow and it gave me a reason to, it's so fun lol

please tell me what part you liked!! ☺️ i thought I was more normal about this but apparently nahh

[weirdcat1213]

volume 12 already? damn that went fast. just yesterday we were crying about vash drinking in a church

anyway :D volume 12 thoughts time

chap 1:

-chronicaaaaaaaaa :3

-AW NO MY BABY

-these quiet panels are the fucking best/worst thing that have ever happened to me

-too many memories :c

-YES LINA IS THERE THANK GOD (at the same time this is heartbreaking as fuck)

-all the enemies after all the people he has ever loved/helped

-HIS MOM AND HIS BF

-THATS IT THATS THE ONE THATS THE PANEL OH GOD WE ARE *HERE*

-im gonna go cry now

-i wonder what "anti plant" entails...is it a special material?

-ok fine, chronica can call knives a terrorist. she gets a pass

-oh sweet geesus

-eh?

-oohhhhhh.....ok fuck

-nothing can stop the hatred of this man. kinda admirable but as the song says "your misery and hate will kill us all"

chap 2:

-"corrosive thunder", love the title

-OH SHIT DOMINA NO, pls dont let him get to you

-DOMINA NOOOOOO

-the plants kinda look in pain there....

-MY GIRLSSSSSSSSSS

-for pain purposes, i choose to believe that when they resonate they hum like vash did in stampede

-aaand shes gone

-oh god, the end of evangelion flashbacks

-OH NIGHTOW YOU SON OF A BISCUIT- THOSE EYES IN THE BACKGROUND-

-tbh everything in your ship just being consumed by someone else so quickly must be scary af. nothing belongs to them anymore and soon, chronica could even loose herself

chap 3:

-oh shit oh fuck oh shit

-oh shit not thors hammer

-omg look! the laws of physics!

-noooo :c we dont get to know domina too much but its still sad

-OH?

-MAGIC BULLETS TIME BABYYYYYYYYYYY

-ohhhhhhh okok i get it

chap 4:

-THATS MY BOIIIIIIIIIII

-AH SHIT IVE JUST NOTICED THE HAIR

-ALSO PLS DONT SMILE LIKE THAT-

-childish is a good word for it cuz knives just doesnt want to accept hes wrong and scared

-THE POWER OF LOVE AND PEACE BITCH

-is vash pausing cuz even though his plan was to kill knives hes kinda sad that knives wants to kill him? i may never know

-let him use his fucking gun ok? hes an expert. also i like to think he uses it to stay grounded. like to stay with the people hes fighting with. hes not superior or anything

-TO YOUR KNEES BITCH TO YOUR FUCKING KNEES

-THATS MY FUCKING GUNMAN THATS MY SON RIGHT THERE

chap 5:

-FLASHBACK TIME LETS GO

-omg right it hated this. hes just a baby :c

-so vash left with a stranger? i forgot about that

-honey just be glad YOU ARE ALIVE

-BECAUSE HES VASH THE STAMPEDE- i should rewatch that episode huh

-GEESUS BRO

-tbh vash, you should have. then and now

-YEAH TELL HIM VASH >:D YOU ARENT NAIVE

-tbh i would also think thats enough to break the chain. hmm

-"stay with me" vash pls i cant jump into the void rn

-GEESUS CHRIST, the cleanest cut in the west

-also you think vash made that face cuz the last time he made someone bleed was rem-

-THE CLOSEUP TO THE MOUTHS AHHHHHHHHHHH

-"we dont belong in the future of this planet" dont fucking say that

chap 6:

-actually wanting to humans to talk with plants is a great step for improving their relationship but sure knives, whatever

-THATS SO TRUE VASH LETS GO, LET THE PLANTS HAVE A SAY IN IT

-ive said this before but as someone who was mocked by wanting context before judging people, vash is so...reassuring. like it wasnt wrong of me to want to know all the sides of one story. im glad

-also i completely forgot about that town and radiation. how tf radiation happens in that planet, what am i missing

-oh nvm, thanks nightow

-HES NOT EXCUSING, HES EXPLAINING OMFG YOU IDIOT

-YEAH FUCKING TELL HIM >:D POP OFF VASH >:D

-WHY IS IT THEN? HUH KNIVES?- oh shit what

-yknow what, ill give knives the fact that humans are ignorant and we are repeating history etc etc, but im done. finish him vash

-for some reason this reminds me to that scene with the soldiers in ep 12. my man really cant catch a break

-YEAH THE GIRLSSSSSSSSSSSS :D

-"you've been abandoned" maybe by some but not by everyone. and thats the whole point

-YEAH YOU ARENT BABY ILY

-HOLD UP IS THAT HER FACE?????

-awww :c

chap 7:

-IS IT LIVIO TIME????

-YO WTF, WHO SHOT MY GIRL

-ofc the military would be like this

-i literally cant say whos bleeding

-ah fuck ok

-ugh no...pls dont tell me hes fucking bleeding through his eyes...pls dont (if i see stampede vash bleeding like that i will eat my pc piece by piece)

-chronica :c

-LIVIOOOOOOOOO :0

-OMG YES, YES, IM SO HAPPY. quoting 98 "and i know in my heart he would have done the same"

-MR. VASH, MR. LIVIO AWWW :3

-OH HES SPINNING THOSE FUCKERS :D

-oh well thats not fair, hes too cool

-wait why is knives not wanting to kill vash bad?

chap 8:

-considering the blockers chronica has, entering a fused entity must be scary but also exciting

-ngl i dont get the spikes on the screen thing

-geesus

-WTF YOU DID TO HIM???

-wait no i want to see whats happening with vash- and its livio time

-oh hes alive thank god (this is my 2nd read why am i surprised)

-OH NO ITS THAT MOMENT OH NNONONONO STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME

-i hate seeing his eyes like that if im being honest, its scary

-ESO MAMONAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA GET UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP

-LIVIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

-OH SHIT its my wife

-OH WAIT MY OTHER WIFE IS HERE TOO

-VASH WHY ARE YOU MAKING THAT FACE

-OH GOD NOT LEGATO AND THE RUSSIAN DOLL

-CAN SHIT STOP HAPPENING FOR A MINUTE

-THERES TOO MANY PEOPLE HERE CAN YALL CALM THE FUCK DOWN

chap 9:

-omg its the legato episode

-what is happening, what am i looking at

-oh oh shit

-RIGHT IN HIS MF EYE

-what is happening?

-ok flashback time

-yeap. its that time. shit

-geesus fucking christ. tbh ofc legato would think knives is right. there was nothing to prove him wrong

-yeap. i would do the same actually. stomp on his head

-oh honey...honey thats gay-

-is that why he has short hair...cuz knives gave him a name AND A HAIR STYLE??

-damn son

-also i may be wrong but where do people get the idea he inserted metal in his own brain to have those powers?/gen

[catastrxblues]

BESTIE!! can you recommend me a movie? i want to watch something tomorrow while doing some homework or after them!!! 🤭💕✨

OH MY GODD IM HONORED??? wait sorry if i’m late but here’s somee!! (also sorry if this is bad, i’m always so scared to recommend any piece of media ever so i tend to go overboard with it 😭)

so my personal favorite movies to play in the background while doing some work are before sunrise and catching fire -> which i know you lovee too. i’ve literally done this sooo many times to the point i could almost memorize all the line deliveries and i loved every second of it!!!

i know that you love disney channel (and i was a dc girlie tooo), and i saw that you’re going to rewatch the hannah montana movie soon, and so may i present : lemonade mouth <33 don’t know if you’ve seen it but I USED TO LOVE THAT MOVIE SO MUCH the songs!!!!

alsoo. again you’ve probably seen these, but clueless & 10 things i hate about you could def work too!

i don’t really know what you’re looking for right now or if you actually dislike any of these 😅 but these are what comes to my mind rn, so if you actually want anything specific lmk! 🫶🏽 (and good luck on your homework <3)

[soularsss]

get to know me tag game! ( two in one day i know! what has gotten into me)

rules: answer +tag 9 people you want to get to know better and or catch up with

tagged by @phi-guy

Favorite colour: Im a big fan of some earthy/warn greens but i always lean towards bright ass Reds in my art lol

Last song: Unironically i think it was a lady gaga song i listened to last night, my spotify playlist is like 30 hours long and chaotic asf

Currently watching: I am rewatching the boys again right now.. it’s possibly the only show i’ve ever been able to repeat watch haha

Currently craving: I just woke up so uhhh honestly salami sounds real good rn

coffee or tea: TEA!!! ALL THE WAY. im english (and australian but my mothers side is english) So i was practically bottle fed tea lmao

Any hobby you would like to try: SO MANY! i want to get into animation, i have some cosplay i want to do but what comes to mind right now is pottery! i want to make.. mug..

any discipline you follow during the olympics: I don’t think ive ever really watched the olympics but i do hear about the Australians sometimes!

any Au stuff you’re plotting rn?: YES. SOULARS AU IS HAPPENING!! I have some brief writing of the prologues but I want to (don’t tell the artfighters) redesign Law and design a couple more clones before finishing his prologue! I’m also cooking up the story around Mav and the coruscant dragon!! so much is in works but i put it off for artfight haha

tags; (no pressure! plus if you’ve already done this.. i haven’t checked.. i’ve been slacking on my tumblr scrolling recently) @mire-draws-things @coffeeandbatboys @stealingpotatoes @furious-blueberry0 @eyes-of-the-rave @amarcia @kelstares

[ratllu]

ADHD TIP!!!!!! hw :,)

1. make timelapses on your phone of u doing your work. this helps so much i cant even BEGIN to explain. it feels like im a little youtube with my life together, and i love the idea/aesthetic of people having video diaries so. it also helps me stay on task because ik that id hate to rewatch my videos and see that i was super unproductive, so it’s almost like performance anxiety but in a good way and it’s satisfying to see !! if u want i will post some of them           

2. SEPERATE YOUR BROWSERS! i use opera for my fun stuff (it’s basically just google marketed “for gamers” and it kinda slaps ngl) and ive got a rule that when im on chrome, im not allowed to use any of my time-sucking things (pinterest, tumblr, quora).’

3. when writing an essay, change the font and line spacing consistently. helps my brain by adding variety and avoiding the thing where u gotta reread the sentence 8 times only to forget it and read it again only to forget it and rea

4. when you have a writing assignment (can u tell im doing my english final rn) START IT ON PAPER. u gotta sit down with your notebook and the intent to write the draft of the essay on paper. ive found that pretty quickly, my hyperfocus will kick in and my brain will catch the drift of what we’re doing, which ends up prompting me to switch over to my computer.  ive got so many pages in my book rn that are just the first paragraph of a paper that end  abruptly as i get into the flow of things 

5. when typing, wear fingerless gloves. it helps man, trust me. it feels like all of my typing and writing energy is stored in my hands and the fingerless gloves kinda contain that energy. does that make sense. do you guys get that. i feel like u get it 

6. templates. something i struggle with is not really knowing how or where to start things, which templates have seemed to help with. for example if im writing a biography about someone, ill google biography templates and there will be an outline that works as the perfect guide. this tip is pretty universal and can benefit everyone, but it took me a while to figure out pls. outline = good

7. work in the dark/at night- though im sure a lot of us do this regardless, working in a situation that imitates/is nighttime is genuinely helpful for us. for me, working at night feels like a choice that i made on my own and without instruction from superiors, which is motivating for some reason. people with adhd (i think this might apply to other forms of nuerodiversity but im only certain about adhd) have circadian rhythms that naturally skew later, so working later instead of in the daytime might be the most productive time for u. 

also, i get that it’s good to avoid doing work in bed because associating a place of comfort with an activity of strain is probably Not the best, but sometimes, working in my bed is just what works best for me. it’s important to know yourself and trust what you need!! 

[mikyouknow]

Please! Rewatch the quiz! I need something to remind me that that actually happened.

I still vividly remember that day. Going out on a chill bike ride with my two best friends for the first time in months. Sitting in the cool grass. Having a picknick. Not too hot out, nice weather. AND THEN I GET HOME TO THE ABSOLUTEL SHITSHOW THAT HAPPENED THAT DAY! Because what the HELL even was that, I still haven't processed anything. My mind keeps erasing that memory until some days the it just hits me square in the face and knocks me out 😀

So yeah! I would love it if you talked more about it, might help to cope a bit xD

Okay anon you motivated me, you were my Final push, I’m Doing it ! 🗣

Also I love that story tho you really have a Vivid memory connected to this whole thing and I’m living for it 😂 you were just having a nice day and then Boom, all this mess 💀

But aight so I’m Watching it rn and will be taking notes Live as I watch Here we go:

My first thoughts is, when Dream decides to do the quiz, he seems so like, confident? And then as soon as he reads the description, his voice falters at ‘and now things are changing’ and I’m Dead 💀 his confidence from two seconds prior in that moment goes like 📉 then cue flustered laugh lmao

“Do you ever catch yourself staring at your bff?” Dream’s flustered laugh and being all like “these questions are gonna be so weird” uhhhhh dude what are you expecting you’re taking a are you in love with your best friend quiz 💀

HES SO DEFENSIVE ON THIS ONE LIKE- he keeps wanting to make excuses aww drema aww 😭 it’s okay !! George is pretty we Understand you staring king 😌

Like legit that’s the first question and he’s already so flustered and- MY GOD GEORGE HASNT SAID A THING I JUST REALIZED WAIT HOLD ON I NEED TO GO BACK-

Two scoffs. That’s it 🧍‍♀️

GEORGE JSJWNSOWNEEJEN HES NOT SAYING ANYTHING IM DYING WHAT

Even when Dream first goes ‘aight imma take the am I in love w my best friend test’ George is SILENT 💀

Listen- listen, I’m having a moment over this cause I don’t remember him being silent from the start I thought it was like a slow descent into him just going silent eventually, BUT NO he’s just Silent from the moment the quiz is brought up 💀 but gives like a slight scoff when Dream’s voice wavered at “changing” like he’s very much Listening, just being So silent.

I just can’t wrap my head around how he doesn’t answer any of Dream’s comments, Dream keeps being like ‘right? Like that’s normal, right? Like that’s not weird. Right?’ And George is just SILENT 💀

“Do you get jealous if he or she has a bf or gf” LMAO THIS QUESTION MY BELOVED

His answer is so weird I will die on this hill.

ALSO GEORGE S P E A K S for the first time in the quiz 😭🗣 but not much, he says ‘but’, cause, yk, they both know he do get jealous so.

Which, again. Weird as hell. Imma say it, I’ve never felt jealous of my best friend getting a partner like what ???? W h a t

But ofc when they’re so clingy on each other, like a partner would take the others place because they pretty much have each other in that spot already, so it makes sense huh

And that’s not platonic btw I wanna make that clear LMAO

I think the points of which George laughs are interesting. And there’s something interesting to his laugh too. I don’t see his face lighting up with it, if that makes sense. It’s like a, I wouldn’t say ‘nervous’ laugh but, I struggle to find a better word for it 🤔

AYO MY MANS DREAM SAYS I DONT KNOW TO IF HE GETS BUTTERFLIES FROM GEORGE I- 💀

THATS NOT AN I DONT KNOW QUESTION KING

EITHER YOU DO OR YOU DONT AND YOU KNOW IF YOU DO OR DONT LIKE W H A T

I have to sit with this one for a second like . What ? 🧍‍♀️

Butterflies.

I’ve never. In my life. Like.

That’s not- you can’t say you don’t know- THAT MEANS LIKE-

Dear lord.

Aight I’m moving on (not actually imma be awake thinking about this later. Not by choice, absolutely not. This just won’t leave my brain unfortunately.)

Hang on. George says something here when Dream says ‘I have no idea’ but I can’t tell what he’s saying ? Like he mumbles something whilst Dream starts talking at the same time and I can’t make it out and I wanna know what he says 💀🗣

I Think he says ‘what do you mean you have no idea?’ Which like, YEAH, you Should question him on that king 🧍‍♀️ but it’s interesting how quiet he is, like he barely pushes the question, and this is like the second ?? Time he’s spoken so far. 🧍‍♀️

Also Listen to how flustered Dream sounds my god💀

This quiz never should’ve happened what’s Wrong with him like is he this blind ?? Did he Really think taking this quiz was gonna end well ?? 💀

“TecHniCally🥴”

“My future is your future”

I feel like we’ve talked abt these LMAO such Romantic phrasing my god

Again him going ‘right?’ And George is Dead Silent 💀

It’s interesting, like I’ve reached the ‘dreams’ question now, and it’s hitting now and throughout this quiz how, Dream is Loudly deflective, but George is silently deflective. If that makes sense? Like he’s choosing not to speak so his words can’t be thrown back at him cause he Knows if he speaks it’ll be obvious. Whilst Dream over explains and fucks himself over p much lmao. They’re both just a mess around this subject 💀

“How would You be in my dream” is such a funny sentence from George LMAO he’s so defensive 💀 like even I have had dreams abt Dream, like you’re his Best Friend, ofc you have dreams abt him my guy 💀 deflecting it is so weird. So Weird

“I’ve never hugged you” Sad hours 😔

It’s interesting here. Cause they speak abt the whole ‘do you go out of your way for this person’ and Dream is stuck on if he should say ‘more than anyone else I know’ or not. Which, there’s ofc observations to be had here as well.

But ! What I found interesting here was how George goes onto say ‘you made me pay you’ when Dream says he edited his video for him. And how George keeps the ‘lie’ going for a very short bit before laughing slightly, by god he sounds so.. different? Like when he usually makes little lies to troll or stuff like that, he’s much more extra and keeps the bit going and- idk how to explain it but the tone of his voice is usually way different. Here he seems to, idk, struggle to keep that up. His laugh is also just like, somewhat toneless?

LMAO The MOMENT Dream got the question ‘what do you think abt their laugh’ George’s laugh Stops. 💀

“Do you ever think abt what it would be like to Kiss your best friend?”

THE SILENCE

Also,

how Dream read ‘kiss’ 🤝 how Dream read ‘changing’

Some words hit this man different huh LMAO

“Why did that take you so long” on the kiss question, CALL HIM OUT GEORGE 🗣

HRKEJEKEEJEKJEEIEJ HOW ARE THOSE- SORRY WHAT DREAM ??

“HOW ARE THOSE THE ONLY OPTIONS” ???

God, for real, I wish Dream would get to sit down with someone one day who just Listened to him speak and allowed him to slip up and just sound so in love with George like give himself away simply because nobody is saying how weird he’s-

Hold on.

Wait. A minute.

George.

George is doing that LMAOOOO

Him sitting there silently and not responding to all his small questions abt what he Should answer and such, he’s so smart🧍‍♀️

AIGHT MOVING ON

George’s laugh keeps sounding very, like, strange😅

Anyways the way Dream Had to have a ‘yes’ answer to the kiss one will forever keep me up at night. Now along with the butterflies one🧍‍♀️

I rly wonder what options it is Dream is looking for when he says ‘none of these options’ so often. What is it you wanna say king ?

WHY IS THE BUTTERFLIES QUESTION TWICE AND WHY IS HIS ANSWER NOW DIFFERENT LMAO - drema it’s okay it’s Safe Space 🗣 I feel like he probably saw chat responding to his first answer and realized ‘oop, that’s not platonic’ and changed his answer LMAO 💀 he’s- Ahh hard to find the right words for my Thoughts here, but he’s doing that thing where he looks for others what is ‘normal’ instead of seeing what he feels, cause what He feels is, uh, well we all know what results he got at the end there,,

I mean the kiss question is all u need really. The butterflies one puts icing on the whole cake.

“Do you compare this person to others you’ve dated? Noo...” AIGHT AND THERE WE HAVE THE CHERRY ON TOP OF THE WHOLE THING

This was the one of the Most sus ones imo from when I first watched it. It had my head spin, head in hands for Days.

What do you MEAN you compare him to others you’ve dated? Why does he tell George to shut up, why do they both Know there’s a story there- I have so many questions on this and- this isn’t platonic 💀😭 AT ALL - and there’s no excuse or explanations for this one, they just Move On 💀

The Speed at which they move on 💀

And then George goes So silent 🧍‍♀️

Dream is cruising through the questions and George is so silent now. He was Stunned into silence from that shut up LMAO

I like how Dream picked ‘absolutely’ on being able to tell George everything :’)

So.

Why does George not say anything on the ‘do you think your best friend is in love with you’ question? No joke, no protest, no- no nothing?

That leaves us to fill in the blanks king, just saying🧍‍♀️

Why does Dream sound sarcastic when he says it’s a tough question LMAO

“I have no idea” aight good answer ig LMAO let’s Pretend

George’s silence is for real very sus there. Very. 🥴

Dream putting ‘no’ on thinking he’s in love, is Very funny and shows just how blind he is to himself.

He rly put ‘I don’t know’ for the butterflies one and found the nearest ‘yes’ option for the kiss one and then still put ‘no’ at the end - he’s a lost cause and owns no mirrors I see how it is. (/j btw lmao I have hope in drema ofc, he too can become more self aware one day<3)

“You are a little in love with your best friend” cue both of them laughing in just the weirdest ways. George just sounds absolutely toneless like, I don’t think he’s even smiling with that laugh, gaze absolutely dazed at what he’s being witness to, not even knowing what to do with himself in that moment. And Dream’s laugh is also just, weird?

“You don’t wanna ruin it, Dream.” Followed by Dream’s immediate, “oh what? It says-“ like immediately moving on lmao 💀 that “oh what?” Sounded like “oh what’s that there oh that’s rly weird wow let’s move on from what you just said ahem wow really weird thing over there” LMAO

“There’s a two percent chance there” LMAO

OH NO THE SILENCE WHAT

I THOUGHT I ACCIDENTALLY PAUSED THE VIDEO BUT THE SILENCE IS SO LONG AND SO LOUD

Then Dream going onto pretending like he’s gonna do another test As If he’s not been planning his escape excuse from the very moment he got those test results LMAO

And the silent pauses are taking me out 💀

‘I think we’re done’ HOW COULD HE LEAVE AT THAT POINT 💀💀💀

“COOL PODCAST” IM DEAD ON THE FLOOR

“WHY ARE YOU SO NOSY” DREAM I- WHY U SO DEFENSIVE GEORGE ASKING WHERE YOU’RE GOING IS A NORMAL THING TO ASK 💀YOU’RE THE ONE WHO’S SUDDENLY LEAVING

NOT DREAM AWKWARDLY SINGING THE WIZARD OF OZ-

HE SOUNDS SO WEIRD-

The tone of his voice is so off my guy is so ready to leave and sit and stare at a wall whilst looping heatwaves for five hours 💀

:((((( drema my beloved :((((( it’s okay to be in love !!

Not him leaving- he full on ignored George’s ‘where are you going?’

He’s not going anywhere istg the moment he left that discord he put his head in his hands and just Stared 💀

Poor George 🥺

[criesinmultifandommess]

Thoughts 5/31

hello very long post about my thoughts on the stream today :]

all of this is about c!Wilbur, c!Tommy, and c!Quackity's roleplay, I admire and appreciate the content creators a lot

(first part of this is sort of lateral with the streams but then it just devolves sorry about that)

ay wait Wilbur is like 40?? goddamn dilf?

"Tommy the stoner" bad bit, Tommy. "Tommy the rocker" EVEN WORSE I HATE THESE MEN

Linda? what the fuck who is she. replacement for the grind?

Tommy why are you mining so much rock. Is this to fill the void in your heart. Tommy why.

wait wait wait I caught the later end of the stream so im rewatching and Wilbur is talking about TNT mechanics but later on when trying to convince Quackity to let him into Las Nevadas, WIlbur says he's forgotten everything about TNT and won't lie. Lie? Hmm

Wilbur claiming TNT is his thing when the first instance of TNT being used in lore is when Dream blew up L'Manberg during the war when they wouldn't surrender. Hmmmm

Wilbur refusing to show Tommy what Quackity wrote for him and omitting what he wrote hmmmmmmm

WILBUR FUCKIN LIED TO TOMMY ABOUT THE BOOK AND SEGUED TO CALLING TOMMY HIS BEST FRIEND TO MAKE HIM FORGET ABOUT WHAT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT OH MY GOD

the little breaks in serious lore for just absolute bullshit sends me

I cant trust any bitches words in this house

"Seattle, Florida" I- Geoguessr king my ass smh

Quackity's reaction to Wilbur is very similar to how Quackity reacted to Tommy and I don't know what to do with this information

Tommy's dedication to the bit of not knowing what the fuck happened to Quackity's face is amazing, like he squinted irl, I love how serious they take actually committing to acting out their parts

Tommy's pure amazement of Las Nevadas <3

QUACKITYS GIGGLE WHEN WILBUR SAID HE WAS IMPRESSED WITH IT IM FUCKIN CRYING

oop Wilbur is not invited to Las Nevadas?

(this is where it devolves :,D)

Y'all think Wilbur will somehow get his hands on Snowchester's missing nuke and blow up the prison to let him out or has the nuke been found already and I'm just being stupid?

Wilbur and Quackity are SUCH good actors, I genuinely cannot tell if they're actually trying to be good to Tommy or just lying to him to gain his trust or if they're just using him as a way to be better than the other

Very scared for when Wil visits Dream. Will Tommy follow him to try and stop him? Will Wil blow up at him and tell him off for trying to stop him? How will Dream react to Wilbur thinking of him as his hero?

Tommy was just vibin and trying not to be manipulated (again), i love that for him but i am also scared for him where is Puffy when you need her and her therapeutic self

"What could go wrong in a prison?" Sir pls

I SAW SOMEONE ON TWITTER MENTION WILBUR AND NIKI PLS I NEED THAT INTERACTION I WANT HIM TO APOLOGIZE AND NIKI TO EITHER NOT ACCEPT IT OR TELL HIM HOW MUCH SHIT HE PUT HER THROUGH

Tommy feeling like a third wheel and being like "should I leave or..?" while the two were literally being passive aggressive towards each other was so fucking funny

but was he wrong about the tension between them? no

Quackity apologists: HE JUST WANTS WHATS BEST FOR LAS NEVADAS AND WANTS TO GIVE TOMMY SOMEWHERE TO RELAX Wilbur apologists: HE WANTS TOMMY TO STAY WITH HIM AND GIVE HIM A PLACE TO FEEL COMFORTED Tommy apologists: DONT TRUST ANYONE Me, having not watched shit in months: lmao manipulation go brr

I actually have little idea of what's happened in DSMP, might spend summer break catching up, who knows

y'all freakin out about Wil, Tommy, and Quackity when I'm over here being impressed and lowkey scared of the gambling system Quackity has. what the fuck was that digging noise and why were there so many zombie noises when they entered it.

was the digging noise Foolish bc i saw his name as ppl on the server and he wasn't live but I could be wrong and he could just be grinding off screen but it's also very suspicious and I don't trust anything rn

ALSO MUCH FEAR OF THE STRIPPER PLACE WHY BIG Q WHY IS THIS TO COPE FOR YOUR HUSBANDS LEAVING YOU PLEASE

hehehe friends to enemies to lovers Quackity x Wilbur slowburn lmao don't take this seriously fanfic writers I see you do not write this-

noticed how Wilbur can't stand to have people be on the same level as him and even demanded Tommy get below him mom pick me up im scared

imagining Tommy just dragging Wil with him to a session with Puffy and it's just Puffy: okay, so- Wilbur: *launches a speech about how he's changed and Dream is his hero and how he wants to apologize for what he's done* Puffy: ... Tommy, in tears: please help him

I WAS ROCKING MYSELF IN MY CHAIR WHILE WILBUR AND QUACKITY FOUGHT OVER WHO HAD MANIPULATED AND HURT TOMMY WORSE but then I remembered they were fighting on a stone d!ck with dirt for hair and I laugh

when Wilbur brought up the fiances and Quackity just ignored it </3

so much lore, not enough brain space to process it

Quackity, Wilbur, and Tommy give off older brother and his friend messing with younger brother while also hating each other, yes or yes

in other words, great job to the three of them, enjoyed the stream and can't wait to see what comes

[jacksallys]

thank u sm to @bente-gifs for tagging me to do this!!

favourite colour: yellow !! growing up i think my favourite colour was red but honestly yellow just has… the best vibes. it’s so warm and welcoming and maybe it’s bc i wish i was the Sunshine character archetype but also it’s the prettiest colour imo

currently reading: the lost hero by rick riordan i started rereading pjo mainly bc of gigi !! struggling a bit w the lost hero mainly bc i rlly do not like j*son however leo’s pov makes it worth it <3 i just read the chapter where leo finds festus and hopefully i can read some more tonight !!

five songs i’m listening to: i took these from my on repeat so they’re actually accurate hfjdks

enough for you / olivia rodrigo i think i had this on repeat for a solid five hours the other day just to hurt myself but honestly it’s such a good song… like yes it does make me cry every time i hear it bc it’s like every insecurity i’ve ever had wrapped into a neat little package but also it’s so good idc

this is home / cavetown ngl i started listening to this song more bc i realised it has lots of wolfstar vibes to it was p much on repeat whilst i was writing a wolfstar fic the other day, however it’s !! so !! good idc i’m a this is home stan now

everybody talks / neon trees ok this song (along w turbulent by waterparks and backseat serenade by all time low) was pretty much one of the only things i listened to during the summer of 2019 and i’ve barely listened to it for about a year but… lowkey it’s still a banger idk

will they won’t they / jeremy shada i watched julie and the phantoms and decided that reggie’s a really neat guy idk what to tell you

pretender - acoustic / ajr specifically this version of this song is my favourite ajr song idk it’s so good 100% recommend, it’s been in my on repeat for abt 4 months now

last film: thor ragnarok i got around to watching the 2nd ep of loki last night and then decided that i needed more loki content so… thor ragnarok was a perfect choice. ngl i paid little to no attention to it and i fell asleep before it finished, so tbh my actual last film was probably raya and the last dragon which i’ve watched 5x this week and rewatched w gigi last night but !! yes

last tv show: loki or charmed idk if loki should count bc i obviously only watched the one episode last night whereas i binged the entire first season of charmed over the past few days in between moving bedrooms around so yes (the original charmed tho not the remake)

sweet, spicy, savory: sweet i do still love spicy and savoury tho like… i could eat anything all day but specifically rn i have a packet of happy hippos on my bed and also two mini rolls bc i have an awful sweet tooth so <3 yes

tea or coffee: tea maybe it’s bc i’m a dirty english stereotype but… nothings better than a cup of tea idk. i love coffee don’t get me wrong but if it wasn’t for the caffeine i probably wouldn’t drink it? whereas teas caffeine really doesn’t affect me at all anymore but it’s so good i don’t rlly mind

currently working on: carry on fic pt 4 also a pjo fic i’ll never post, starstruck fic + a wolfstar fic i’ll never post <3 also mayhaps a normal! simon x mage/vampire! baz fic?? that i might post?? who knows at this point i have too many wips

tag nine people you’d like to catch up with or get to know better (only if you want to!) – @compulsiveidiota @losvrs @calumthoodshands @im-lovestruck @lukestiedye @valiantnerdtm @daydadahlias @escapesos + @httpsgfg <3

[patheticfrogarchive]

tagged in a thing by @oriiole, thank u!!! i love doin these

rules: tag 9/however many ppl you’d like to know/catch up with

Last song: Ricordando il passato.... ive been p much physically incapable of listneing to non-umineko music since july lol. great song 10/10 makes me wanna cry. id suggest yall go listen to it but also if theres any chance at all you’ll ever wanna read umineko.. beware spoilers

Last movie: uhhh it might have been ‘let him go’, that pseudo western thriller abt the grandparents trying to save their grandson. it was p good i didnt expect to like it

Currently watching: im slowly rewatching supernatural rn bc im stupid. im also keeping up w the new higurashi anime series, and im really loving that one. i never watched the og and i havent read much of the visual novel yet, so idk what to expect each week and each week im punched in the head. (like i know a few major things bc i know umineko but..... im largely in the dark) im also kind of casually watching kims convenience on netflix, its good background noise

and haikyuu season 4 ofc

Currently reading: the bnha manga weekly, thats my number one read atm. im also slowly reading the higurashi visual novel.... very slowly. im also slowly reading the umineko manga, since it expands on the visual novel and like. umineko is my fave thing ever at the moment lol. everyone reading this post rn should go read umineko and talk to me abt it i am no longer asking

Currently craving: my mom made this chicken crock pot thing the other night and it was really fuckin good. i want it. i also want a new tattoo but im not risking the plague for that.

ill tag..... @pontmergay, @zelkam, @pointless-banana, @godricthedorless, @wanderingrestlessly, @starmoury, @unluckystreak ..... obv yall dont gotta if u dont wanna lol

[vampyrluver]

📄🍀🏳️‍🌈

im gna do this for my two hyperfixations rn tma and wizards of waverly place (lmao) i WOULD do troll hunters too but im not caught up (well neither am i in tma but shhhh)

📃 what is the plot of your hyperfixation? and is it a movie, game, show, etc?

TMA: its a podcast set up as an anthology series in which each you follow jon sims, an archivist at the magnus institute, where his job is to record statements given by ppl aboit "supernatural or paranomal happenings" nd stuff like that. each episode is a different statement and as the show goes on things start to get connected to a larger over arching plot that follows jon sims and his coworkers along with other characters who are in one way or another all connected to each other. its hard to explain fully but thats the gist of it, its a horror podcast and can be quite scary at times.

WIZARDS: wizards of waverly place follows alex, max and justin of the russo family who are all wizardsin in the procress of one day competing to become the family wizards. its mostly a comedy show its a disney channel show so its quite childish at times lmao but thats the main gist of it! its mostly just their magic hijinks nd stuff, very fun!! very nostalgic!

🏳‍🌈 do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you?

TMA: i headcanon gerry as being aromantic nonbinary (mlm tho nd uses he/they/it) and michael shelly/distortion as being aroace nonbinary (nblm nd uses it/they), i also headcanon jon as at least partially black (i love dread locs jon...), i hc all gerry, michael nd jon as neurodivergent, i also rly rly like chronically ill gerry and jon, ik gerry canonically has cancer but i like to hc that he has issues prior to that nd its just me projecting but i like the mix of pots syndrome, gi issues, nd hypermobility issues, despite all that tho gerry is also still relatively strong (at least strong enough to beat a man half to death so either hes jacked or lienter is mega weak, u decide idc)

WIZARDS: i have less headcanons but i think harpers a lesbian, alex is bi, alex, justin nd max all are neurodivergent. im thinking justin is autistic, max has austim nd adhd nd alex has adhd, i also think harper is autistic as well!

🍀 do you have any kins or comfort characters from your hyperfixation?

TMA: tma spoilers ahead /// i kin....too many characters lol. Nikola, Gerry and Martin but i mostly kin Lonely martin (maybe web martin too if i would ya kno...catch up) , my biggest comfort character is michael distortion i sure love that man with all my heart i also have Gerry as a comfort character despite kinning him. i enjoy all of the archival staff a lot tho nd i love mike crew A LOT!! can i count certain entities as ccs too bc i love the vast and the end a lot

WIZARDS: NOT TO B CRINGE BUT wht if i said i kinned alex...

ANYWYAS i think rn the only ccs i have are justin nd masonBUT i dont rmemeber how mason was fully so that might change when i finish rewatching the show since its been a hot min lol

[inyoursheets]

shakhnazaryan red & vermilion!

shakhnazaryan red; are you currently binge-watching anything?

OK SO i have the bad habit of forgetting about shows/abandoning them a few seasons in when the update takes a while (esp. considering dutch netflix doesn’t upload shows as quickly as say, the US; tv rights, u know how it is) and when the new season does appear i tend to want to do a full rewatch to catch up again and then somewhere along that rewatch i get bored or distracted by other shows

in conclusion i am currently binge-watching a billion shows at once??? im doing an orphan black rewatch bc i still haven’t seen the last season, im rewatching dead to me to also start the new season, am also still working on catching up w/ dear white people and how to get away with murder and i know im forgetting a few rn………in conclusion i need assistance, this is high on my list of toxic traits

vermilion; what’s your favorite accent?

noooo don’t make me choose! i am a (newly devoted) sl*t for accents. i used to like a bunch before but hated my own dutch accent when speaking english but now i realize that that’s elitist and dumb and makes no sense and now i think it’s kinda cool that you always show traces of where you’re from? like……how neat is that????? one thing i really loved about living in birmingham was how many different accents everyone had. i will say that irish and scottish accents remain top tier imo, but brummie does have a soft spot in my heart (but that’s mostly bc i miss brum a lot)

thank u love <3 watercolor asks!!!!!

[mediawhorefics]

Helloo, for the movie game! 32, 37 and 48 :D

thank you for indulging me maggie <3333

32. Your most anticipated films.

god, remember when movies actually came out ?? feels like a lifetime ago...  i’m def. still super excited for chris nolan’s tenet and every day i think about the fact that my bi ass was supposed to see ww 1984 back in june 😭😭😭 i’m also looking forward to the green knight with dev patel and wes anderson’s the french dispatch.... i’m blanking on other stuff rn mostly because i can’t remember the last time i left my house let alone looked up movie releases rip. i miss going to the cinema so much folks it’s not even funny. 

i mean they’re open again but you won’t catch me there any time soon :/ 

37. Share an unpopular film opinion you have.

oh here we go !!!!!! bold of you to think i can only share one !!!!! 

the princess bride just.... is not that good. i have tried to watch this movie so many times and i just.... fall asleep every time. rip to that beloved classic but i’m different !!!! 

idk if it’s unpopular ?? because it is technically one of history’s most beloved film BUT i feel like it became such a trend to mock titanic for it’s female-led cheesy romance side but that movie straight up SLAPS and still looks INCREDIBLE over twenty years later. none of the movies who surpassed it for the ‘made the most money in history’ record is anywhere near as good. legit james cameron’s best film ?!! !

a star is born (2018) was not a well-written movie; it lacked focus and the script was wayyy too scattered and it tried so hard to be a tear-jerker?? like we get it you want people to cry at the end so you can trick them into thinking the movie is good...... very nice performances but it needed to know what story it was telling and to focus on that to give it direction. 

i hate the breakfast club & ferris bueller’s day off. 

sort of on that topic: genuinely funny american comedies are literally so fucking rare.

the star wars prequels are actually fun and revenge of the sith is one of the best star wars movies ever made. change my mind. 

idk how unpopular these are but: iron man and batman are horribly boring superheroes and i couldn’t care less about the ~billionaire superhero trope... i have never seen a batman film apart from the chris nolan ones because well... chris nolan and i have zero interest in any others. 

i have only seen the matrix once and i do not get the hype surrounding it

the terminator franchise is one of my favourites ever and i’ve liked pretty much everything from it except t3! yes even the latest trashy ones!!

while it’s not as good as the original trilogy, Indiana jones 4 REALLY isn’t as bad as people make it seem. the whole alien thing totally tied into the 50s sci fi genre in the same way the original had that 1930s b movie action vibe

dirty dancing 2 is better than the first one :))))

okay im gonna stop now but i could prob. go on :/ 

48. A movie that took you a couple of viewings to appreciate.

uhhh honestly nothing comes to mind rn ? if i didn’t like it the first time around i’m unlikely to revisit it, even as a huge rewatcher haha. however my mother and i were talking about moulin rouge! earlier and she told me that it took her NINE TIMES to watch this movie to the end because she kept falling asleep so i can offer that anecdote to you instead ?? 

LET’S TALK MOVIES!

[refroged]

@obiwoman ​ tagged me in this - thank you!! and sorry it took me a little while lol

Are you staying home from work/school? yep! my university stopped in-person classes 2 weeks ago, so i’ve been home for those 2 weeks!

If you’re staying home, who is with you? my family! i usually live with my parents and younger brother, and my older sister came home from Toronto last week because she lives alone and was worried about being isolated for a long time

Who would be your ideal quarantine mate? uuh idk! i love my sister but she’s also extremely “healthy” in a very performative way which is stirring up some of the v unhealthy guilty attitudes towards food that i struggled with when i was younger:( so she’s maybe not the ideal quarantine buddy? i started seeing someone before all of this happened! and i like her and i wish i could see her more rn! not wishing we were stuck together for like, 2 months or whatever though lol! so idk! idk! i don’t think any single person can accomplish what the range of human interaction im used to like, provides for my brain lmao

Are you a homebody? i think so! although its not always by choice! i like a social gathering of the ‘close friends hanging out’ variety, but i appear to have befriended many borderline-frat-bros recently so im lacking in the social engagement that i like best:( so mostly i just stay home. straight people parties exhaust me lmao, and im tired of being concerned about alcohol poisoning or weed-induced anxiety. also don’t know how to ask people i like to spend time with me so moslty! i just stay home!

An event you were looking forward to that got canceled? yeah! i had a poster presentation for a research project the week everything got cancelled, so i was a little disappointed about that! i was also supposed to see a production of paradise lost in late april and also maybe go to paris that week, which are both noooot really going to happen at this point:( AND i was supposed to go over to someone’s place and she was gonna cook for me and i was gonna try to hype myself up and maybe kiss her so IDK!! kinda bad timing lol!

What movies have you watched recently? aaaah recently i watched The Farewell, Okja, and Horse Girl! and i was super late to the party but i did watch The Shape of Water for the first time not long ago too

What shows are you watching? i’m watching Altered Carbon rn! also rewatching Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt in the background while i like, brush my teeth or chop onions or whatever lol! i finished rewatching ATLA 2ish weeks ago, and i’m considering a rewatch of LOK too 👀

What music are you listening to? uuh i’ve been listening to a lot of Courtney Barnett the past few days ! i mostly listen to music on the bus and i. am not really on the bus much these days lmao.. i listened to New Order and Spoon in the car the other day as well i think!

What are you reading? mostly stuff for class:( i’m not allowed to read anything else until i catch up on my class reading! i’m making my way through Hanif Kureishi’s The Buddha of Suburbia rn, and i read Coriolanus like 5 times this month for an essay lol. i also found a printed copy of “Crossing Brooklyn Ferry” that i had put up in my cubicle last summer, which is now taped above my bedside table lol so i have been reading that poem a lot, if that counts!

What are you doing for self-care? hmm im cooking more for sure! playing animal crossing! allowing myself to be unproductive, which is something i definitely struggle with! and i am TRYING to drink more water but ooooh my god am i bad at it lol. i also just spent more money than i should’ve on art prints bc im in my bedroom more than ever before and i want nice things to contemplate :)

i’m gonna tag @hale-of-stiles-heart in return! if we’re mutuals (or even if we’re not mutuals!) and you enjoy/don’t mind being tagged in things, let me know (like sincerely! let me know)! i feel bad bothering people out of the blue, but if you want to do this say i tagged you! i really really mean it! or like tell me so i can tag you next time lol